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Boxtober - Day 16: “Animosity.”

Day 16: -Jane The Killer x GN!Reader “I hate you” – “I love you too” x “You’re looking, but you don’t see.”

-I do not own "Jane The Killer" and do not take credit for her.

It was happening again. Jane wasn’t by your side tonight. Even though it wasn’t anything new to you and she did it often. It didn't mean it didn't hurt you. She was always finding her way out of bed and going to her computer for any updates on Jeff. You knew she just wanted revenge, and she even warned you about her behavior. But, you fell for her anyway.

You two always had a rocky relationship, even before you knew each other. You started as enemies. Constantly fighting one another on sight, things changed after you two went rational. You hated the operator, and she hated Jeff. You both got into each other’s way quite often, whether it was going after the same confidential file or going after someone for information. That’s what caused your two paths to align. It caused you two to become friends then, become more than that. You both just had to get your goals straight with one another to become the team you are now. You shared information on Jeff and the operator, helping each other in any way you could. It helped both of you out in plenty of ways getting you two closer to your goals. But, this life wasn’t easy especially trying to keep a relationship.

Because you were now alone on the couch in the morning with little going for you. You hadn’t slept all night, almost in a way to get attention from Jane. Who hadn’t been paying much attention to you for a good two weeks, and you knew it was petty, but it hurt. She knew you’d try and intervene in her mission if she told you how long she’d be gone. So, she left without a word, leaving you only with the crippling anxiety that something could happen. You could feel the fatigue rise in you as you shifted uncomfortably on the couch. You just waited like an animal for her to come back. Like a little lap dog, you sat there patiently waiting for her to come to swoop you into her arms. And treat you with all of her undivided attention.

However, you had done the same thing to her a few times. Ignoring her and taking her for granted to concentrate on the operator and how you could bring him down. But not nearly as much as she did to you. And so it left you direly wanting her by your side instead of her trying to track down that mentally ill teenager. Though you understood why she was so committed to it and why she was going to such lengths to do so. But, it didn’t make the pain and void any less. Her love could only fill the void left by her soft touch and the warmth she brought you. You wanted her to stay by your side, and you were just too lovesick to say goodbye. And you knew it was the same with her. She could never leave you forever you both knew she’d come to you and allow you to mend her heart.

You watched the clock slowly tick by, hearing the menacing ding count the seconds. You didn’t know what time she’d be back or even if she’d return today. But, you could feel something in your heart saying she was coming back. That today would be the day she’d hold you once again and tell you what she did. Maybe she'd tell you how much she despises Jeff again and give you any new information about the operator, or maybe she’d talk about the proxies she ran into again and how she tried to change them. There were a plethora of things that could happen with the time she’s been gone.

And that’s when you heard the clack of heels and the jingle of keys approach the door. You practically flung yourself up as you rushed your way to the door. You pressed your hand against the door, hearing the rattle of keys commence. You knew it was her. You finished opening the lock that she started on as you slowly opened the door. She was a few feet away from the door frame, making sure to be careful. Her figure was slim, and her black hair contrasted with her monotone features. "Jane?" you muttered quietly, a little shaken up to see her after all this time. She looked the same as the day she left. She looked amazing with her makeup and her dress. "Reader? What are you doing up so early?" her voice was laced with concern as she took it upon herself to open the rest of the door. You didn’t fight back, wanting dearly to be in her arms.

"I was waiting for you." you yawned as your pain seemed to fade upon seeing her. But, as you thought about it, the feeling of hurt came back. You could never escape it, but at least Jane provided a temporary dose of sedation for it. She numbs it long enough to just leave it again. "Why didn’t you tell me." you could feel the tears prickle their way into your eyes. You wanted an answer to her leaving abruptly for so long because it hurt you badly. "That brat Jeff." she ranted. You could sense she was about to go on a tangent but held back due to the look in your eyes. "And you didn’t even think to warn me?" you felt a bit of your bottled-up emotions seep out. The carbonated air was leaving the bottle, and you couldn’t help yourself. She tensed up as she saw the expressions on your face, not expecting to see you so worked up about something you two had discussed.

"Don’t be like that." she tilted her head as if you were acting irrationally. You missed your girlfriend. You had the right to be upset, but something slipped out. "I hate you." your tears fell down your chin as you launched your frame at her, holding her. You could feel your pain fall away you needed this cry and you needed her to see it. You kept drenching her beautiful black satin dress with your tears. Her figure froze as her heels clicked back. She could sense all the pain pouring on her. "I love you too," she replied, the wrong thing to your comment. She knew it was just the hurt getting to you. "I’m sorry I-’ ‘I thought it’d take less time than that." she wrapped her arms around your waist as you wrapped yours around her neck. You couldn’t see clearly as she rubbed your back, whispering sweet-nothings to you. She comforted you until the pain left you.

"I won’t do it again.’ ‘I mean it." She vowed to your heart and your shared relationship. But, you both knew she could never stop hunting Jeff. But it didn’t mean she meant to disregard your love for her. She loved you more than the world, and to hear that. It broke her. You were the only one she could ever think of loving after she lost everything and couldn’t stand to see you go. You could feel her place a kiss on your forehead, pressing down before retracting. She held you as warmth came to your senses. Everything felt better after trying your best to communicate, even if it ended with that. "I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that." you apologized, feeling terrible for saying you hated her. You could never hate Jane, and you knew she didn’t hate you. The only one she hated was Jeff, and you were certainly not him. You could hear her mutter "it’s okay" as she exhaled heavily. Jane wasn’t typically the type to show emotion and could handle a lot of traumatic things before, but she’d cry. Her not crying on your shoulder didn’t mean she didn’t take any of it in. She did and needed to hear the same number of affirmations you did.

She let go softly as you allowed her to take away her touch. She led you to the couch, and you followed her closely. She patted the couch, motioning you to sit in the spot you had been sitting in for hours. You instantly sat back down on the couch as the plushness warmed you. You expected her to sit next to you, but, instead, she headed toward the kitchen behind the couch. You could hear her heels clicking against the marble. The noise of her shoes was always much louder than you’d typically expect. But you had a feeling she liked it that way. You could hear gentle humming as you could hear her moving cups and different silverware. "I’ll be over shortly," she told you, as you could hear her shake a packet to get the powder into the bottom of it. "How long have you been up?" you could hear her turn the stove on as you replied. "I’ve been waiting about every day, but I slept yesterday afternoon," you told her as she seemed to stop her movement. She paused before going back to whatever she was doing. "Well, hopefully, you can rest now," she added as she went back to what she was doing. You could smell a sweet sugary scent coming from the kitchen. You could hear her mix various solutions carefully as you sat eagerly.

"Any updates?" you asked her about her mission, which she exhaled too. "It went alright. I found where Jeff’s been cooped up in as well as various scribbles of... it." she paused due to mentioning the operator. She knew that doing so could set you off to go find it. You then heard the fidgeting of plastic as she approached your location. The stove soon turned off automatically as she hummed in contempt. You could soon hear the repeated clickety clackety of her heels as she sat next to you. Her slim figure fit perfectly between the both of you as she offered you a dark liquid. "Tea?" she smiled at you, offering you the hot liquid. Which you took. On the silver plate, there were two drinks as well as a range of cookies. You took a sip of your beverage as it warmed your throat. You took a few cookies, and Jane also picked up her drink. You both drank the tea as she turned on the television. She flicked through various channels as she allowed it to play your favorite TV show. She knew how much you liked it, so she allowed it to play. She put down the remote as you leaned against her shoulder. "Sleepy?" she asked, knowing it was early in the morning. "Yeah," you replied, as she relaxed her tense shoulders to allow you to rest.

"I love you, reader." she smiled as you did the same. "I love you too, Jane," you answered, letting go of any tension that you had built up over the past weeks. You could feel the stress just drain away in her presence. You loved her dearly and couldn’t imagine being anywhere else but in her clutch. She had you hooked, and you didn't have anyone like her. It was a cage you didn’t mind being stuck in. You could feel your eyes grow heavy as the noise of the television tuned out. You gently fall asleep under Jane’s watchful gaze.

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