hey someone just sent me an uncomfortable ask, asking me why they saw my art on an adult site. and i'm not going to acknowledge them directly because they drop the name of it and i have minors following me - but i'm an adult. and i make adult art sometimes. that's not the own you think it is. please don't go on someone's sfw blog and ask about their nsfw activities online it is not okay.

EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE

bold    whatever applies to your muse.  italicize  the things that only   somewhat   apply   /   are   verse   dependent.

REPOST,   DON’T REBLOG.

been   cheated   on    |    been   bullied    |     had   your   heart   broken  |     broken   someone’s   heart   |      told   a   horrible   lie      |     been   betrayed  |     been   framed   /   set-up     | stolen   something   of   value | overdosed   on   drugs      |    been   drunk   |     cheated |      bullied    |   been   publicly   humiliated      | punched   someone   in   the   face | been   beaten   up    |      broken   a   bone     |      been   admitted   to   a   hospital     |   put   someone   in   the   hospital | had   a   near   -   death   experience      |     been   drugged |       done   drugs      | smoked |    been   arrested |      been   homeless   |     been   forced   to   commit   a   crime  |      died   and   came   back   to   life     | kissed   someone   you   weren’t   attracted   to     |     bled   severely     |     killed   someone      |   been   forced   to   kill   someone   |   had   an   attempt   on   your   life |     made   an   attempt   on   your   own   life |       lost   someone      |   loved   someone | watched   a   loved   one   die     |  failed   to   save   /   help   a   loved   one |   felt   helpless  |       watched   your   world   die   /   disappear      |       had   your   life’s   work  stolen   / destroyed

|   gone   without   food   for   over   three   days |   gone   without   sleep   for   over   three   days |   been   tortured   /   questioned      | been   shot |   been   stabbed      | been   poisoned      | been   held   prisoner     |    been   trapped   | been   buried   alive | been   held   hostage |     held   someone   hostage |   been   stuck   in   a   different   world   /   universe   /   time |      been   abused   by   someone   who   should   have   loved   /   appreciated   /   valued   you    |   had   a   panic   attack | had   night   terrors  | been   in   a   car   accident |      lost   your   job      |   lost   a   fight  |     had   sex   with   a   stranger | been   divorced |     been   abandoned |     passed   out   from   pain |     cried   yourself   to   sleep |    spent   a   whole   day   in   bed   |   hurt   yourself  |   taken   your   anger   out   on   yourself   |      taken   your   anger   out   on   someone   you   love |    been   used  | been   manipulated  |     felt   used |      manipulated   someone   else   | had   your   memories   /   mind   wiped   /   stolen   or   tampered   with | been   taken   over   by   a   hostile   force |   been   terrified  |      played   a   cruel   game   on   someone |   been   forced   to   smile      |   felt   too   many   things   at   once |     laughed   when   you   felt   like   crying   |   been   in   denial     |   been   denied     |   faced   your   demons

I'm trying to find art of me and all I see is SMUT. Dear GOD. FUCK. I just want to SEE ART OF MYSELF. JESUS.

Whining and whimpering and shaking my little hips I want him to pin me to the wall and bite my neck and feel me up and touch my nipples and make me hump his thigh while he calls me a faggot for begging for his cock while my boycunt leaks on his jeans >//////<

tag yourself v'm all three

We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

Last night was awful :/

our phone broke, then died.

and then it got busy and a shit ton of people who were roadtripping together game in and were being crazy and making a mess

and then we had to get to of them out of the bathroom cause they were fucking.

What the fuck.

"Dont bite me it hurts!" Oh baby, you don't mean that. Don't say such silly things like that! You love the feeling of my teeth sinking into your skin, the weakness you feel when I drain you of your blood, and the little moan you let out when I lick the spot I bit is adorable!

i REALLY wanna get into writing more adult themes on ao3 but i also REALLY dont want minors to run into my shit!!! like fucking obviously i wouldnt post it here on this account - i'd make an alt for that, but im . like . specifically on ao3, idk the ages of everyone that likes my works man how will i know!! this is horrible!! everything is bad!!

71 :)

You can send it into DMs if you prefer.

Caffeine.

71) Start typing out your dirtiest fantasy you can think of and don’t stop til you get so embarrassed you can’t go on any longer. Just make sure it’s actually something you’re into!

Okay I've been thinking about this fantasy for around a week now but I've been too busy to fully entertain the thought. It started with the post you sent me (I think I reblogged it if anyone's curious) about someone recording while they're fucking my ass so that they can replay it later for me to watch. The idea of someone doing this then blackmailing me with the video in order to get me to do increasingly humiliating and degrading things just turns me on so much.

So I'm thinking that this is the first time anyone has ever fucked me, I'm a complete and utter virgin but instead of paying attention to my pussy they decide my ass is a way better hole for them to start with, it's tighter, they can go deeper and the best part is that it'll hurt me more. They're being all loving and attentive, kissing me gently, telling me how beautiful I'll look with my hole stretched out around them. Just doing all the right things to make me feel comfortable and at ease. Everything goes well, it hurts at first to have something so thick and hard stretching my virgin asshole, but I eventually relax into it. I'm mostly on all fours or on my stomach so I don't really notice them recording till the very next day.

I'm woken up the next day with them fucking my ass again, it's so sore from the previous night and I put up a bit of a fight, they're relentless pressing my down with their entire body weight as they wreck my hole. The only lube they're using is their cum they plugged into me from the previous night. My attempts at resisting seem futile as they're so much bigger and stronger than me, I eventually give up crying bitterly which only makes them fuck me even harder.

They eventually cum in me, once more my ass is a gaping mess full of their cum, my cheeks are tear soaked and yet I'm so wet there's a puddle that formed underneath me, which they tease me about relentlessly. Only a slut would get this wet from being fucked this roughly. I try telling them that I don't want to do this again and that's when she show me the videos they took, the one from the night before is tame but in this one I'm crying and begging for them to stop all while my pussy drips down my thighs and I make a desperate attempt to grind myself against the bed. I tell them to delete it, this soon turns to begging when they threaten to post it online if I don't do exactly what they want.

I have to option but to agree and their requests start out tame, I have to record myself putting increasingly large buttplugs I'm my ass every day. I'm to remain plugged constantly and throughout the day they'll randomly demand that I go into a restroom stall and take a photo to show them how obedient I'm being. This slowly devolves into bigger and bigger toys, till my ass is constantly ready to be used by them. I'm also made into their personal free use toy, merely a fleshlight they use to jerk off in.

Then their requests start to elevate, they start putting in household appliances into my ass, pens, markers at first to try and see how many will fit in me, then bigger things like the TV remote. Soon it turns into anything they can get their hands on, one day I'm cooking in the kitchen and they bend me over the counter take out my daily buttplug and shove an entire cucumber up my ass. Its incredibly humiliating but also makes me so embarrassingly wet. They record almost all of this so the material they use to blackmail me increases everytime. What's more embarrassing is how much I enjoy this torture, my brain gets fuzzy and my knees get weak everytime they use me.

Maybe it's Stockholm syndrome of some kind but this whole dynamic starts to feel comforting to me, then one day they blindfold me and tell me they have a surprise for me. I don't know what to expect but all I feel is my hands being tied behind me and a cool breeze passing over my bare skin, I'm bent over expecting the usual sadistic torture. What I don't expect are unfamiliar cocks stretching out my holes. It was established from the very beginning my pussy was a no go zone, only used to lube up cocks to fuck my ass. So now I'm bent over with two cocks in my ass and one in my mouth and from the sounds of it they're even more people in line waiting to use me. (Okay this is where I'm going to stop 😭)

I'm so incredibly horny right now so thanks for the ask and I hope you enjoy reading this <3

This isn't proofread btw so escuse any grammatical errors

I’m a huge fan of Dream not understanding consent and part of that has me imagining after he and Hob get together he gets harassed or something and thinks that means he cheated. Even though he was trying to push the person away, someone else still touched him and he thinks Hob will be mad at him :(

Ouchie. Big hurt/comfort vibes.

After it happens, Dream is wracked with guilt. It didn't get too far, but the person touched him and flirted with him, and isn't that bad enough? He has to tell Hob, even though he's got a horrible feeling that it could be the end of their relationship.

So he goes to Hob and he's like "I was unfaithful, I am full of remorse, I couldn't hide this from you", and Hob is naturally angry, but he wants to hear the full story. The vibes are just off about the whole thing, he can't imagine Dream cheating on him. So he manages to hold back the betrayal and rage, and he makes Dream talk through it step by step.

And by the end he's not angry - he's furious. With the person who dared to make Dream so uncomfortable. Who dared to touch him and make him feel so violated. Hob is gritting his teeth as he patiently explains to Dream that what happened was a form of assault, and that he'd never be angry over such a thing. Hob’s trying so hard to appear calm so as not to spook his lover, but he wants to go and punch a wall.

It takes a long time to persuade Dream that it's okay, they're not breaking up, Hob isn't mad at him. It takes even longer to explain that Hob will never be mad at him if something like that happens again. Hob is full of soft words and reassurance until Dream finally seems to understand, and allows Hob to put him to bed with a cup of camomile tea.

And if Hob goes hunting while his beloved Dream slips into an exhausted sleep, that's his business. No one who knows or loves Dream would ever stop him.

Isn't it better to hide quietly in the shadows? There are even flowers like buds, you know. It's better to keep it a secret so it protects. Undisturbed by anyone, it blooms magnificently.

Hana ni natte (Be a flower) - Ryokuoushoku Shakai

Angel laughs a lot during sex.

I don't mean when he's on the job. He's a professional, and the last thing any of his John's tend to want him doing is laughing. The clientele he has... they'd rather he be sobbing or gagging or not be making any noise at all.

But when he's with Husk it's giggles galore. He scoffs. He chuckles. He's so fucking expressive and Husk fucking Loves It. When Angel gets a bee in his bonnet and wants to ride him? He makes a fucking meal out of it. Only when he's close to his limit, thighs trembling and every set of arms grasping at something, the sheets, the headboard, Husk, only then do the giggles stop, replaced by the most gorgeous, devastating determination to get them both there at the same time

He's never been the praying sort, but it's in those moments Husk thinks he sees heaven in his Angel. Sees a glimmer of the divine when Angel whispers his name, curling around him with a desperate cry into his chest and-- and--

Jesus, I think I need to sleep

It was late last night and I couldn’t get out of my mind the thought of coming in from smoking and seeing a puppygirl sleeping so soundly and peacefully naked in my bed that I can’t help but to slide my cock into their ass and fuck them over and over until they’re awake. Hearing their little muffled whines and moans as their girlcock leaks over the sheets, coxing them into being my fleshlight like they have a choice just to force them to pass out again from my hand gripping their throat and holding their face into the pillows.

“Shh puppy I know your body feels weird, Daddy will make sure to take care of it yeah? Aww don’t cry i’m just helping you go back to sleep, silly mutt. Puppies like you need all their rest, don’t they? That’s my good girl.. Even in your sleep you’re just a desperate whore for my cock, huh?”

Durgetash and CNC (18+, cw: consensual non-consent)

I’m actually surprised I don’t see more CNC in the Durgetash fandom because these two would play hard.

It would be the ultimate form of release for Durge, one of the only times they don’t feel completely guarded. Agreeing beforehand to allow Gortash to drug them, restrain them, anything so they don’t have to worry about the Urge breaking free.

And then, on the flip side for Durge, they have such an innate understanding of violence that it would be both fascinating and enlightening for them to be on the receiving end of CNC play. (I think they would get very good at it.)

I also think that exploring such a lack of agency could be therapeutic for Durge.

And then of course, for Gortash, it’s the ultimate power high. It’s controlling and taking. I also think it’s particularly interesting to think of CNC play when Gortash is climbing the ranks of the Banite hierarchy - reinforcing his drive to take power through play.

And Gortash would be very, very good at it too. On the one hand, he’d have no reservations and would be able to full tilt in once an agreement is made. On the other, Gortash is as much about control as he is about power, and so he would be particularly aware of keeping their play within their agreed upon boundaries.

With all that being said, god these two would be horrific in these moments.

And don’t even get me started on Durgetash CNC breeding because…..

Tastefully C R O P P E D -

Anyways, eat well—- sdhfhgj aa

🚨MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Look away children!

Warnings! : Cw suggestive Mild choking, yep- degradation if you squint, mostly just name calling, swearing, praise, being referred to as a toy, not your doctor’s recommended amount of dirty talk, Carnival!Jax being him-