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dangerously yours has the best quotes
context; a reset happens so sans forgot and now hes having doubts abt their relationship basically
(IGNORE THE 3 ITS SUPPOSED TO BE 1
edit; KAY ITS FIXED along w other things)
i got lazy at the end d:
originally this was gonna be a vid but i forgot
#sans x reader#sans x self insert#sansnomaly#undertale#sans the skeleton#art#dangerously yours#cigarettes out the window
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Happy thanksgiving
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'CIGARETTES OUT THE WINDOW' - M.S
synopsis - When she has a tough time with quitting her addiction.
warnings! - Smoking, mentions of depression, self-esteem issues(implied), profanity, I think that's all.
A/N - I don't know what came over me, but I just got a REALLY good idea. Or at least I think it's good. Anywho, enjoy! ♡
God. I didn't want to do this. I shouldn't be doing this. Why am I doing this?
But yet, here I stand, in the nearest shitty gas station I could find, buying a pack of cigarettes.
I send a tight-lipped smile at the cashier as I grab the bag of snacks and the pack of cigarettes. I make my way out of the gas station, and I walk a good few blocks, headed to the city.
I can feel my phone buzzing in my pocket, but I could care less. I know who it is, and I should answer it, but I just can't bring myself to do it.
I make it to a somewhat secluded area that has a billboard, a few benches, and an abandoned food cart. No one's here. Not surprising, considering it's the middle of the night and it's wet and humid from the rain we've been getting.
I sigh as I plop down on the bench and set the bag next to me. I look at the billboard to see an advertisement for some fitness company. I shake my head softly as I rummage through the bag and grab the pack of cigarettes.
I just stare at them, in my hand. I take a deep breath before opening it. I grab one out and grab my lighter from my pocket. I hold the cigarette to my lips and light it before taking a long drag.
I look at the full moon as I exhale all of the smoke. It's almost satisfying watching the cloud of smoke leave my lips and into the night sky. I feel a familiar burn in my chest at the sensation, but it's nothing new.
I take another drag, this one shorter. I hold it for a few seconds before exhaling it all out slowly. Watching the light from the streetlamp next to me illuminate it.
After a couple long drags, I put the cigarette out. Throwing it out into the street at my feet.
I sigh as I pull my phone out of my pocket. Looking at the screen, I see multiple text notifications from one contact.
Matt's contact.
I grab the bag of snacks from next to me and stand up. I shove the box of cigarettes in my pocket along with my phone and lighter before I start walking back to Matt's house.
I had originally gone to the gas station for snacks for all of us so we could watch a movie. I mean, I did get the snacks. But I couldn't help it. I know I'm trying to quit, but it's hard.
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I make it back to Matt's house. I take a few deep breaths before I walk in the door. I immediately hear a 'yay she's back' from the living room. Probably from Chris.
I slip my shoes off before walking up the stairs and into the living room. I set the bag down on the coffee table and excuse myself for a moment.
I walk to Matt's bathroom and look at myself in the mirror.
I sigh before grabbing my spare toothbrush and some toothpaste and brush my teeth. Hoping to get rid of the taste and smell of cigarette smoke.
I dry my hands and walk back to the living room.
"So, what are we watching?"
"I want to watch Let It Shine."
I shrug and see the looks of agreement from Matt and Nick.
I take my seat next to Matt on the chase of the couch in the far corner of the room.
The movie starts and we're all just watching in silence.
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About halfway through the movie, Nick retreats to his room, saying he's tired.
Once the movie finished Chris went to his room, probably to get on his game or something. Me and Matt clean up a little before heading to his room.
"You do know I can smell it on your shirt." I hear him say as he shots the door.
"What do you mean?"
"What I mean is, I can smell the cigarette smoke on your shirt. Why'd you do it?" I sit down on the foot of his bed, him sitting next to me.
His voice is soft and loving. I know he's not being mean. But I can't help but feel sad. Sad at the fact I was caught. And sad that I even bought the cigarettes in the first place.
I can feel the lump in my throat, making it hard to speak. I shrug.
"I don't know." My voice strained and quiet. I feel a few stray tears slide down my cheeks.
His hand is on my back, rubbing up and down in calming motions. I can feel his gaze.
"I guess I just needed an escape or something. I shouldn't have done it, but I did." Tears evident in my voice. His hand moves to my shoulder, pulling me to him.
I rest my head on his shoulder, his head leaning on mine.
"It's going to be okay. I promise." I hear him whisper before he presses a kiss to my head. Sending more tears down my face.
"I love you Matt. I love you so much."
"I love you too. More than you think. That's why it's hard for me to see you like this."
We sit like that until I stop crying. Once the tears have dried, we sit up and he takes my head in his hands, pulling me in for a kiss.
We separate and move to lay in his bed. We situate ourselves before getting closer to one another. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me to him. He rests his head on my chest, and I run my fingers through his hair.
I fall asleep with a small smile on my face. Thanks to him, I no longer feel so drained.
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“How do you know you can trust me?”
“I love you, and I believe you love me.”
“You’re quite wrong, this has only been an adventure to me.”
“That isn’t true, Catherine.”
“It is true! You smiled at me I was flattered. It was an adventure for a holiday movie.”
“You may as well take my heart Catherine, it’s already full of you. You walked into it the day we met.”
“You’re a fool, Rudolf.”
“But isn’t any man who falls in love? Do you know what you are to me? You’re something to believe in again. You’re a type of person that cease to exist for me. A fine and honest woman.”
“Oh my darling, you’re such a child. Take your foolish little dream and heart and go. Please, go!”
“What is it, what’s wrong my dear?”
“You know nothing about me, you’ve known me only three weeks.”
“Three weeks? Catherine, I’ve known you all my life!”
“All your life?”
“It’s true. I’ve seen you in a thousand plays, read you in as many books. Well, I’ve heard beautiful music, I’ve thought, ‘she’d like that.’ I’ve looked at flowers and known one day that I’d give them to you.”
“Oh stop, stop! You must listen to me, I’m not that woman. Perhaps I was once but I’m not now! You see, you were wrong. You can’t trust me.”
- Dangerously Yours
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an eternity without me
you will look into the faces of passers by hoping for something that will for an instant bring me back to you
you will find moonlit nights strangely empty because when you call my name through them there will be no answer
always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful  consolation that you did a brave thing
#dangerously yours#tv girl#TVgirl#i’m actually sobbing#femcel#female manipulator#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#sad girl hours#daddy issues#cigarettes out the window#i hate this#i hate my brain#i hate everything#alone lol#mommy issues#writing#music#sobbing#lol
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"Bittersweet lovebites"
Sypnosis: In which two people who were meant to be enemies, are deeply engraved in each other's hearts....
Dazai x pm!reader
Warnings: lots of suggestive jokes, half teaspoon of angst
Genre: heavily suggestive, romance
A/N: this is a fic heavily inspired by "cigarettes out the windows" and dangerously yours, the movie. The angst will come but for now it will be sweet romance stuff
Listen to! : Lovers rock -TV girl, Always forever -Cults, I wanna be yours -The arctic monkeys, Not allowed -TV girl, Better in the dark -Jordan, TV girl etc.
Dazai didn't thought he'd have to wait this long in the torture chambers for this long if anything he can always plan an easy escape. However this time it's different he was waiting for a certain someone.
A clack of heavy boots could be heard from that empty room of terror and long forgotten screams, not that it bothered the former executive. "What a place to meet up, isn't it" the husky voice teases "Dazai". The man's face lit up slightly with a smirk at the call of his name "Well well, belladonna! You really took the time to meet with your one and only love of your life!" he teasingly jokes with a small grin on his face as the silhouette of your body finally walked in the room where dazai was chained up to the wall. You stood in front of him with your hefty coat dangling on your shoulders.
"Love of my life? Oh please as if!" the woman in front of him laughs out, whether she meant it as a joke or whether they were words half from the heart, it really was a mystery since the remark was ignored. "Say say, do you enjoy seeing me in such a helpless way?" Dazai ultimately ignores your remark while grinning cheekily at your approach upon him. You were quite used to his dirty jokes, that's was one of the things anyone should get accustomed to if they really wanna be a part of this man's life. You snickered "I wonder if I do like seeing my dearest in such a way" you smirked with slight malice in which the man in front you just smiled. He was always like this--mysterious, one might say he's a simple cheery man but what goes on his mind stays there.
"It would be much much better if we switch places don't you think?" Dazai spurted out with a dirty look on his face which slightly shocked you but you kept it in with yourself. "The real question is if you can catch an executive like me. You may always have plans but I am an executive for a reason you know?" you said in contrast to his flirt or what you counted as one, right now it seemed like a competition on who can flirt the most."The let's try it here then!" you almost choked "Dazai, what the heck?! Absolutely not, being executed today for dating someone from an enemy organization is not on my schedule today!!" you were slightly paranoid about this which only made dazai laugh lightheartedly."Would you do it if you didn't have your 'precious title' and was just a simple mafio-" before he could go further you shouted but a bit quietly so no one knows about this dirty talk between you two "NO!"
You sighed and turned around to leave "I am sure you can leave without my help" you said with your back turned against the former executive.
"Boss will probably come here to persuade you to join back" you said with a more serious tone, you never knew why mori had such an obesesion with the brown haired man but you always tried keeping him away from mori,it was the last thing you persnally wanted to do. Dazai had a small smile on his face "I remember your teary face from the night I left,," memories flash through your mind for a second, those bittersweet flashbacks of you, Dazai and chuuya back in the mafia when you were teens "I barely cried that time you know, though I won't deny it did quite made me distraught,,," you say the last word quietly even though he was right.
"That's okay, I got to see your teary face on that specific night" you choked on your spit by his words, he really had to ruin those memories by his dirty jokes. The executive turn around with a face mixed with disgust and embarrassment. "Dazai I swear to god-anyways I have work to do" you uttered out to him, turning your head around him again to the staircase as you heard a click from the back your eyes glanced back, of course he unlocked the chains bounding him against the wall, those chains were nothing to the chains you bounded in his heart in those 2 empty years of his life.
As the man rotates his wrists you only sigh in his antics but then walk toward him with a darkened expression. "Hm? Already mis--"
Before he could tease further your lips clash against his, the tension which was in the room before now replacing with the astonished man melting in your sweet kiss, oh god he could taste a nice arousing smell in your mouth, something sweeter then chocolate.
You only grinned at his shocked face, you loved it when you caught him off guard. Dazai's face returned to normal instantly, he can't be vulnerable In front his lovely `enemy' can he?
"Now come on, I know a passage which leads all the way to the outside" you break the mini silence between the two of you as time was running short. Mori could come any time now.
Dazai ran with you while looking at you with a cheeky smile which you suddenly realized "Hey what's with t-that smile" laugh "No reason" you only sighed as you showed him the tunnel, looking here and there to check if there's anyone.
"Oh! by the way,, belladonna, remember once I make a remark I always accomplish it. So be careful when you enter home today!"
A/N: This will be a long FANFIC!! Hurray get down all comfy! guys bcs the next chaps will be long with slight suggestive themes and oh hohoho LOADS of Cigarettes out the windows angst!
Divider crds: @v6que , @chachachannah on Tumblr!
Reblogs and like are very much appreciated!
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Cigarettes out the window
Y/n was in her bedroom smoking outside of her window trying to take a break from all of this stress in her life. She looked around her room grabbing a bottle of alcohol from her nightstand, She drinked the alcohol feeling the burn in her throat.
Y/n stumbled trying to walk but she fell on the ground, she looked down on the floor to see a picture of her and a curly headed boy she once loved. Y/n looked at Ethan in the picture thinking about him.
They dated for 2 years, she was there for him when everyone thought thought he was Ghostface, he helped y/n with homework, but I guess it was all a lie since he betrayed you, y/n will never forget the amount of pain he caused her, y/n hated the way he lied and used her for his own gain but there's a part of y/n that wants to kiss him and tell him that she loves him.
Y/n didn't want to believe Ethan was Ghostface but her friends were right, he lied and used you.
" Did you really think I loved you? God you are really dumb, it was so easy to get into your pants and say some nice shit to make you feel loved." Ethan taunted y/n as he smiles at her pointing the knife at her with blood on his face.
Y/n's heart shattered at his words all the memories and love were all lies just to use her and kill her friends just to avenge his brother.
"Fuck you!!" Y/n shouted at him with anger and hatred at him.
Out of nowhere Sam stabbed him, which made Ethan yell in pain.
"Come on, Y/n" Tare said as she runs, y/n runs with Tara getting on the ladder, As y/n climbs on top of the ladder almost getting to the top, Ethan shakes the ladder make it fall, which made y/n hanging on to the balcony.
"Your so fucked now!!." Ethan shouted jumping up and down pointing the knife. Sam sees Quinn on her left scraping her knife on the balcony with blood all over her mouth as she smiles evily.
"Sam you have to let me go." Y/n said as she looks at Sam pleadingly.
" What? Y/N no." Sam said not letting y/n die.
" You have to give me your knife." Y/n asked, Sam looks at Y/n as she gives her the knife.
"Come on let her go, Sam." Ethan shouted l.
Sam let go of Y/n which made her on to Ethan. Ethan stabbed Y/n in the arm as she smiled tautingly.
Y/n yells out in pain as she stabbed Ethan in the mouth, which made him look at y/n in shock, Y/n laughs crazily.
" Hope you fucking rot in hell, you fucking asshole." Y/n threated Ethan, as she take out the knife in his mouth punching him in the face.
As Y/n killed Ethan apart of her hates him but loved him, but she had to let him go. Y/n watches Ethan choke on his own blood looking at Y/n but he stopped moving as he died.
As Y/n watched him die Sam killed Quinn and they both left.
As Sam and Y/n both to Campus, they were both happy to serve Chad alive. Y/n ran over to Chad hugging him. " I thought you died?" Y/n said in disbelief. " Ouch, didn't know you wanted me dead, Y/n?" Chad said jokingly as y/n laughs.
" What can I say I'm invincible." Chad said.
" Uhhm let's not get to bold." Y/n said as Chad laughs.
" Hey, Y/n sorry about Ethan, we knew how much yiu loved him, and he treated you like shit in the end, you didn't deserve that." San said.
" It's OK, I'll be fine." Y/n said reassuring everyone.
Y/n was back to the present looking at the picture of her and Ethan and remembering the memory of him stabbing her in the back. Y/n gets her lighter and burns the picture to feel closure, she watches the picture burn as she felt satisfaction.
Nothing feels better than burning a picture, drinking alcohol, and smoking just to take the pain away.
Y/n continues smoking In silence feeling peace and quiet, Even though Ethan was a lying bastard she'll still love him.
( Sorry that this is short guys, I haven't posted in a while.)
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she cried over nothing so there was nothing i could do to stop her from cutting her beautiful blue hair off°.○*✧.*
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16. Cigarettes Out The Window
#who's lila#art challenge#inktober#inktober 2023#song challenge#traditional art#william clarke#lila#garage heathen#indie horror game#tanya kennedy#tv girl#cigarettes out the window
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but who really cares?
500 Days of Summer X who really cares?
#music#indie music#edit#500 days of summer#who really cares#tv girl#i love tv girl#so many songs remind me of them i swearrr#aesthetic#not allowed#cigarettes out the window#Spotify
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“Poor little liddy used to always quit but she never really quit she’d just say she did”
#jason todd#kyle rayner#jaykyle#jaykyle dc#red hood#green lantern#tv girl#cigarettes out the window#dc#batman#green lanter corps#my art
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TV girl ref?!?!? 🤯🤯🤯
#tv girl#not allowed#cigarettes out the window#blue hair#lovers rock#taking whats not yours#blue pink#blue#pink#bendy#bendy and the dark revival#bendy and the ink machine#inspired by someone#batdr#batim
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When you finish getting ready for school and have nothing else to do so you just sit there like
Semi vent? I dunno dude mentally I'm in Gravity Falls 24/7
Song is cigarettes out the window by TV girl :]
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You will look into the faces of passers by hoping for something that will, for an instant, bring me back to you.
You will find moonlit nights strangely empty because, when you call my name through them there will be no answer.
Always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful consolation that you did... a brave thing.
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Cigarettes Out The Window
WIP for a (hopefully) future PMV! It's been 2 years since I've done something like that so it's always good to experiment new stuff
Also I needed to draw my hyperfixation for at least once, even tho I'm mainly a furry artist so plz be nice I don't usually draw humanoids :,)
#dr stone#dcst#stanley snyder#xeno houston wingfield#dr xeno#stanxeno#xenostan#pmv#wip#I rlly want to finish this#tv girl#cigarettes out the window#this song slaps
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𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑠𝑚𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑐𝑖𝑔𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑑 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎 ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑓 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑑 𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑑𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑤𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑑 🎶🎶
TV shawn x bret :) 💙🩷
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