January 7th Genesis 22-23

i feel better about the world today, i hope these chapters dont sour my mood again.

The angel of the Lord called to Abraham a second time from heaven and said, “By myself I have sworn, says the Lord: Because you have done this, and have not withheld your son, your only son Gen 22:15-Gen 22:16 NRSVUE

"only son" what do you MEAN ONLY SON!!! YOU TOLD SARAH TO ALLOW ABRAHAM TO RAPE HAGAR TO GIVE HIM AN HEIR!!!!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!! ABRAHAM WAS UPSET ABOUT SENDING HAGAR AND ISHMAEL AWAY BECAUSE ISHMAEL WAS HIS SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my entire life every time i heard the story of Abraham and Isaac everyone stressed that Isaac was Abrahams only son, to the point that yesterday i thoght that maybe somehow the Abraham who just sent away Hagar and Ishmael had to have been a different Abraham then the one who tries to kill Isaac. becuase it didnt (and still doesnt) compute in my mind!!!

also Isaac and Rebekahm first cousins once removed. first count of incest!! many to come.

last night I had a dream that there was a tumblr update and the only thing it changed was that for two minutes straight you could sprinkle shredded cheese on other blogs and their posts, and everyone's dashboard was just pandemonium as everyone cheesed each other. two minutes of abominable amounts of shredded cheese raining from the dash. tumblr at its finest. get cheesed

I don’t know if anyone remembers Cheddar but she’s one of the strays I caught in my neighborhood. She was the one who was pregnant and had one kitten. And she was pretty tame so rather than spay her and release after she was done nursing her kitten we tried to find a home for her.

Anyways, long story short my little brother took her and she seriously has the most polite little face in the world

I FINISHED THEM ALL!!!! heights may not be accurate but i dont care<3 rogueforts hat is so fucjing big it makes them look taller than cheddar

unless i decide to add linzer and latte but im finished FOR NOW

these are my headcanon designs for some of my favorite characters !! :] free to use with credit, please lmk if you use them as id love to see!

rbs appreciated!

there’s something about how a huge theme in acoc is the role of a daughter - jet and ruby, saccharina, amethar’s sisters, annabelle cheddar, plumbeline uvano, probably more that i’m forgetting

and now we have a theme within the ravening war of the role of a son - deli, colin, the son of amangeaux, even prince amethar

idk what it is but it is something.

WH! SONA !

Riley was originally the sona but she’s more her own thing anymore so now it’s Cheddar Monterey Jack 

i tried for a well thought out post. instead you get this mess that i’m begging you not to twist:

the outraged cries of “cliques” are people being actual friends with each other. the people complaining about certain blogs or creators being on pedestals are usually the same people putting them there. i’m not one to belittle feelings - i understand where the upset is coming from. i even understand my place in it! but at the end of the day, we’re working ourselves up over what? notes? followers? hits on a fic? things based on luck and timing??

i can only speak for myself, but i work a full time job and i’m hard scheduled 45 hours a week. all of my free time goes towards fic writing, because that’s For Me and that’s what’s important for my mental health, and even then, i am usually too exhausted to do that. i would love to read fic and interact more! my to-read list is a mile long! it is just genuinely hard for me to find the time. i prioritize my friends because they are my friends — real, actual people i know beyond tumblr mutualship, who i talk to about more than just fic writing — and even then i am late getting around to it. i’m not saying this as a “woe is me, my life is hard” moment, but moreso trying to offer a perspective that is not even being thought of. and i get it, no one wants to hear it, because you’re frustrated, and being vocal about frustration feels nice (i know, bc here i am)!!

someone is going to come for my throat for making this post as a “big author” and “part of the clique we’re all vagueing” and maybe it’s juuuuust me but like. if you’re that unhappy, log off. if seeing a friend group you’re not part of interacting makes you unhappy, log off. if seeing the engagement other people get on their posts or fic or art makes you unhappy, log off. you cannot force people to interact with you or your creative work, and aggressively posting about it when they don’t is not inviting them to. i am begging you to stop having expectations of people you do not know, because at the end of the day, you’re setting yourself up for disappointment.

her.

i should be given one piece of extra sharp cheddar cheese for every bot that follows me

January 6th 19-21

the grief is better today, lets see if these two chapters will sour my mood.

i dont feel better, not fond of Gods treatment of Hagar and Ishmael, like making them a well is the least you can do big guy.

i cant write more my heart hurts with grief.

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I don’t know if anyone remembers Cheddar, the final cat I caught from my neighborhood who ended up having a single kitten but my little brother actually ended up adopting her after she was spayed. She’s so cute and unbelievably polite

secretly a rat

Do you ship Macaroni x Cheddar cheese?

OOOOOOOHHHHH I WAS HOPING SOMEONE WOULD ASK, AND THE ANSWER IS YES. (Thought i know that might not seem obvious when the full fic comes out, but just wait for post-credit scenes). I know that some people out there aren't comfortable with it because it seems like theres an age gap between them, but personally, I dont see the gap (if any) to be significant to a point of being problematic. But the short answer? Yes!! Im a huge fan of all of the Holiday Express charecters, and these gay-ass cheese detectives are one of the many highlights of that!

I sat out the mystery Express update so I have no clue what's going on I just go with what she does

Is there an ingredient that should never ever under any circumstances be put in soup?