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alfredosauce50 · 1 year

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I actually hate being overseas. I’ve lost weight and had like two nosebleeds and it’s only been a week 💀

#WHAT IS IN THE AIR #actually fucking dying #I’m like a stressed hamster out of their cage #it’s been a really rough month #can’t wait to go home to my bed #alfredosauce50 #update #my thoughts

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lavampira · 7 months

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ough hearing lucy bark in the bg while talking to my mom on the phone, I miss my babies so much 😭

#can’t wait to go home and hug my dogs and get in my bed #and then play a billion hours of ffxiv and swtor #soon………. halfway through this shdgdh #the life and times

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livvyofthelake · 5 days

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woman experiences transcendental joy after clocking out of work for the day

#i want you all to know that this morning i drove to work with a bloody nose. like i got ready and then my nose started bleeding and i had to #drive one handed halfway there while i waited for it to stop #and also i stayed in bed ten minutes late and didn’t get to do my full getting ready routine so i look horrible and feel worse #and then they asked if i could stay late and i said yes (????)#can’t wait to go home and have my dad be passive aggressive at me for not having a job.#(in case you missed the obvious insane thing about that. i DO have a job. he’s mad because i haven’t figured out a ‘career’)#which i haven’t done because i cannot imagine a bearable career in this society. let alone the field my degree was for.#and also. i’m literally lloyd dobler but a 23 year old girl

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pepprs · 8 months

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doing really bad in ways i can’t talk about which is making it worse

#just cancelled a meeting so i could cry in the office LMAOOOOOOO 🥰👍#purrs #the mortifying ordeal of my therapist being on her honeymoon rn 😹😹😹😹😹#i think i am just a bad person and my needs hurt people who need me. and it’s not fair to them and idont know what to do with that.#i think i may have to move out sooner than i am ready to and not listen to anyone telling me to keep waiting. this is not sustainable. it’s #not sustainable for my family because i hurt them with my needs. and it’s not sustainable for me to be unable to need and get what i need #without hurting them. i think what’s so hard about this is that i have to do it alone and everyone is against me doing it but i have to do #it anyway. i don’t know. i don’t want my sister to see this and get hurt. if you do see this im sorry i can’t be what you need. im sorry my #needs hurt you. but they’re needs. i have to be selfish even though my brain is screaming at me in your voice that i don’t. i just need to #escape it all. i am allowed to need independence and alone time and im sorry i was cruel about asserting it but i need to assert it and no #one at home understands why but I need to. im not talking coherently i just feel so wretched and sick to my stomach with guilt and grief and #frustration and shame and i have to facilitate a huge session in an hour and a half.#delete later #like my friends / mutuals / mentors / etc can tell me until they’re blue in the face that i am not a bad person and i deserve to live an #independent Life etc etc but none of you are actually in my house and you don’t see how it is and how i am the cause of all of it and how im #stuck and making things worse. and i can’t summon my strength or calm down or anything. i don’t know. i have to get ready for the session i #just can’t even think straight. my family is right and i am also right and i can’t assert my rightness over theirs. so im stuck forever.#if i could i would leave work early and go home but there’s no one to take me home and home is actually the worst possible place to be #right now LOLLLLL. i just need to curl into a bed and cry. also im about to get my period so thats probably why im like this lol

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itsukicoded · 2 months

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i don’t have any normal socials to scroll through on my lunch break so i open pinterest but there’s nothing but naruto & yaoi & naruto yaoi & yuri which how did that even get there….

#god forbade me from downloading tiktok and so #I’m scrolling through pinterest staring at pictures of that zflip bc i want one so bad #and randomly ive been fixated on reorganizing my room so much so #i stayed up until 4 am last night when i was supposed to go to bed early #and even considered staying home to work on it #so i can safely say im deteriorating :^) i don’t necessarily want to wait until my life is in shambles n i put my roommate in jeopardy of #homelessness to seek help but i can’t afford to see a psychiatrist #and no one in my area practices in psychotic neurodivergence just adhd maybe somewhere autism #i just think in the long run a psychiatrist will cost me less than a hospital visit #i just worry! especially after seeing that eclipse lessons in this year #my physical n mental health is decaying fr i just need more sleep #or i need to get better at forcing myself to sleep #anyway i can’t open pinterest in public EITHER thts the point here #personal

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whatthefishh · 1 year

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Sorry for being absolutely insufferable tonight y’all

#can’t wait to go home #my bed is my favourite place #mona works nights #and gets super depressed when she does

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captainrayzizuniverse · 1 year

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Currently reading: Alrighty this is going to be super boring and out of character and I will not be recommending it to anyone. To preface, I almost never read non-fiction. Literarily the only non-uni related non fiction book I’ve read was a Jim Morrison book I found at a thrift store, AND that was before wikipedia existed so I kind of needed it. So anyway, my brother thinks I’m crazy and insisted I read his fav book he read in uni that changed his life. It’s called Government Policy Towards Business. Yes it is as boring as it sounds, and i’m sorry if you’re a finance person and this book is like your bible. But I’m a designer, I only understand the first sentence from every chapter and then I lose focus and interest. The only reason I’m still on it is because there’s a bet going on and I must win. I can’t remember if I read Brave New World or My Policeman last, but one of those books were the last I’ve read and for obvious reasons they are miles better than this crap.

Last song I listened to: Ok so if I was to be very honest and actually open the Anghami app, I know Shiny by Jermaine Clement (Moana soundtrack) would be the last song since I had it on for my nephew in the car. However, I refuse to have that so I will go with what I think was the last ‘adult’ song I was listening to and that was Superfast Jellyfish by Gorillaz because I’ve been on a Plastic Beach kick lately. It’s prob my second fav song on that album after Rhinestones Eyes.

Currently working on: I’m trying to work on my animation skills because I’m desperately seeking an out of the Pharma agencies and thanks to Linkedin algorithm, they’re the only ones reaching out to me. So I thought mastering another skill that is actually quite fun would work in my favour and whatever projects I come up with can be added and boost my portfolio. I’ve been working with lot of lyrics for FITF as inspiration tbh and it’s helped because it’s a fucking good album.

THANK YOU @statementlou for tagging me! I feel like I’m reliving my Livejournal days!

#yet again i'm at the airport #this time im going home #back to my cat and back to my bed #let's hope there's no delay this time #it's not west jet this time so i'm more positive #I can’t wait to be on a somewhat normal time zone and not the last time zone on earth

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ilostyou · 10 months

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okay i cut my mini mountains visit friends getaway a night short bc i decided i should sleep in my own bed tonight so. now i’m driving home in the middle of the night lol

#slaying <3 can’t wait to be back in my bed if i’m being so honest #it didn’t make so much sense to like. stay the night just to get up early tomorrow and drive home then when i could just. drive tonight #like i’ll get home late but. just go to bed and be home yknow #rambling #anyway see y’all in like three hours or whatever

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poltergeist-coffee · 9 months

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it’s 2 am and all i can think about is insaneduo

#💬 one new message #i just love them so much #they mean everythign to me #you can’t see it but there are tears in my eyes #like look at them they’re so - gestures vaguely -#i’m fr always thinking about that one post which said forever and cellbit are two sides of the same coin #thinking about how despite everythign they trust each other the most out of everyine on the island #like even after everythign ghry went through in the divorce/betryal arc and now with the happy pills shit #like they both refuse to give up on each other and it makes me emotional #i’m quite insane so they way i think about them sort of is like how i think of desertduo in third life does anyone else see my vision #like “i trust you entirely i wouldn’t care if yiu killed me because it’s you and i love you”#“even if you betray me i couldn’t bring myself to hate you because i love you and i care about you and i know you inside and out”#like i have a very specific vision of them does anyone get it or am i just crazy and need to go to bed #- lays down face first on the floor - qinsaneduo is so good i hate them i hope they leave and never come back #you can tear them out of my cold dead hands i refuse to give them up #brain spinning around in circles thinking about qcellbit tearing up after pac and forever were given the antidote and just not getting a se #of rest. he only rested when he knew they were both safe. he brought oac home and then went to the ordo and stayed by forever side the enti #night. he didn’t even sleep he just watched his chest ride and fall reassuring himself that forever woudl be okay and they he was alive and #he would be back soon he just had to wait a little longer. maybe that’s when he finally cried just let himself feel and finally let it out #orrrgh #okay i’m done i m done rambling in tags i’m going to bed

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hexsrealityarchived2 · 2 years

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Hey everyone, I’m back! Well, sort of, I’m going to be flying home tomorrow.

#଼⠀ ݁⠀✴︎〝 𝐖𝐄'𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐅𝐅! 𝐖𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐆𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓! ¦ 𝘰𝘰𝘤.#଼⠀ ݁⠀✴︎〝 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐘 ¦ mobile.#(I can’t wait to go home and sleep in my own bed.)

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rosicheeks · 1 year

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Oh yes, you’d be the cutest housewife. I can imagine coming home from work and you’re making dinner and I come up behind you and give you a kiss and grab a handful of your butt so that you know you belong to me. Then we’d eat dinner and talk about our days and plan cute day trips for the weekend..Then I’d carry you upstairs and fuck your brains out.

The perfect little life.