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m4ndysk4nkovich · 6 months
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favorite couple in shameless?
gallavich, duh!
i was going to follow this up with ships i like other than gallavich but they’re all honestly incredibly toxic/ended up badly😭 that’s shameless for you i suppose
i liked fiona x jimmysteve (it’s bad, ik), i kind of liked lip x karen, debbie x sandy had so much potential, and then my guilty pleasure ship is karen x mandy. i know, that’s bad. i have no explanation or defense i get that one of them tried to kill the other… i just love lesbians😭
OH ACTUALLY- kev x vee. i love them. they both got on my nerves several times but they stayed together all eleven seasons and love each other a lot. and the thruple era (before they were toxic) was cool
i also ship frank x monica. they were both so toxic that they were kind of the only people shitty enough to be with the other (frank once told debbie the only person who could love her was someone shittier than herself, that applies to frank x monica. except frank’s worse imo). they clearly loved each other a lot, and they were very tragic.
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cairoswrld · 2 months
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everyone keeps saying "just know it is yours" how do you just KNOW, like you know its not there sooo isnt that just being delusional?
"Faith is self-confidence. Faith is not optimism. Faith is not wishing. Faith is knowing the unspoken secret of the universe. Faith is that assured awareness and knowledge that whatever your fulfilled desires are here, existing within the unseen domain, now you must live as though you are already possessed of them." — Neville Goddard.
one thing about the law of assumption, manifesting all of that, is that you’re always doing it. - you’re always persisting in some sort of belief, you’re always assuming things before they even happen. it’s never delusional when you sit there and think "oh no what if he doesn’t like me" "oh no what if it doesn’t work out" "ugh he hates me" "oh he’s probably going to find someone else" and then two weeks later, he cheats and leaves. but when someone wants to now sit there and think "ykw im going to be a billionaire one day" and everyone around them is like "oh you’re crazy"
you’re right anon, it can feel a little delusional just telling yourself that "for certain this thing will happen, big or small" but a lot of people were delusional and crazy until shit manifested and everyone goes "omg how do they do that ??"
i used to watch a lot of celebrity interviews, and so many of them swear by manifestation, by believing that you can do something, by scripting, by affirming etc etc. - a good example is Marilyn Monroe. - she was overlooked so she manifested beauty, and now to this day we still speak of her as a symbol of beauty.
people have so much faith in it not working in their favour but can’t turn that faith into it working for them. - read success stories. and you’ll notice how beautiful the law is and how simple it really is.
honestly when you start applying the law, it starts to make so much more sense than when you’re reading it. like even for me, when i approached it i was like "ykw imma just try what these people say and see what happens" and it works. there’s so much content for you to learn from, i made a post literally yesterday to navigate the process of trusting your imagination over your physical circumstances, you don’t have to walk far to find an answer to a question if my response isn’t adequate yk? and then just apply and watch what happens in your life.
law of assumption has a lot to do with faith. in yourself, in the universe whatever it is. and the way you build faith is by applying it practices.
if not faith, definitely hope. i don’t think there’s anything wrong with fully hoping for better, for the best case scenario yk?
resources:
hopefully these answer your question neh:
imagination. - i made this yesterday, it basically speaks on how to trust your imagination over your physical world to help with that knowing
3D validation. - short post about using self concept to build up faith within, seek validation that you have it within; so that you can achieve that knowing feeling
negativity. - how to deal with thoughts and beliefs that don’t support your manifestations, talks about dealing with things that "block" you from that knowing feeling
delusion. - how the law will always work, regardless of whether you believe in it or not. the law will always support what you assume and believe.
persisting. - you’re always in a knowing state of something, whether you know it’s not working so it appears that way or that you know it is and it appears that way 🤷‍♀️
wish fulfilled. - how to achieve that knowing feeling.
i hope this answers your question anon, if in doubt after all of this. go search up "how to persist", and whatever they say whether you believe it yet or not, APPLY. just apply it and see what happens.
(persisting is continuing that knowing feeling despite 3D circumstances that’s why i say look that up specifically)
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sturnstar169 · 1 month
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I Miss You (pt 2)
Matt Sturniolo
Go read pt 1 🙏🙏
Warnings: smutty smut, oral..
fem!receiving, just mainly focusing on
y/n LMAO🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ use of y/n (obv) LOWK
SUB!MATT, fluff, uhhh yeah
A/n: here’s the smutty one! But uh I think this is just as ass than the first also i realize i refer to y/n as a whole different person like not just the reader ykwim??? AND IM SO BAD AT WRITING SMUT LMAO HELP
I wake up and look at the time. 9 AM. it was extremely early for me. I look at my notifications and see about a million, all from Matt. As soon as I tried to look at the messages my phone died.
“Fuck.” I whispered under my breath as I reach for my charger, which wasn’t even plugged into the socket when I fell asleep last night, so it wouldn’t have even mattered if i did plug my phone in.
As soon as my phone turned on I immediately went to see what messages Matt sent me.
“Y/n?”
“Why am I on read”
“I’m sorry”
“Please answer”
“I didn’t mean to come off as mean”
“Please answer im sorry”
I read them and honestly felt kinda bad as I realized how sorry he really was.
“Hey” I texted him back.
He saw it immediately and texted me back.
“Y/n sweetheart I’m so sorry” the tone of his text was similarly nervous to the previous ones.
“It’s okay” I texted back, feeling bad about how worried I got him.
“Can I come over?”
“Um sure”
I’m not sure why I said yes, but I did.
About 10 minutes later I get a text.
“Here”
I opened the door to a sorry-looking Matt. His hair was messy and he looked tired. He pulled me into a hug that I reciprocated without hesitation.
He still smelled good and it made me feel safe. All the resistance I tried to build up over night was completely gone after just one simple hug. I felt him smile against my hair when my grip on him tightened.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to come off so.. I don’t know..” he said, clearly feeling guilty about how he talked to me.
“It’s okay” I mumbled into his chest.
He gently tapped my thigh twice, signaling me to jump up. I looked at him and he gave me a.. look.
“Matt we c-“
“Shh.. we can do anything baby.” He said it in a voice he knew I loved.
I saw him glance at my lips before smashing them into mine, he lifted me up by my thighs as we kissed. It was heated and passionate.
He started heading up to my room. My hands tangled into his hair as I continued kissing him. As soon as he got to my room he placed me down on the bed. I sat up and tried untying his sweatpants but he quickly stopped me.
“No. Let me show you how sorry I am, please.” He practically begged as he gave me a look he knew I couldn’t say no to.
“Fine” I said reluctantly.
He got on the bed after me and molded our lips together once again before moving them down to my neck. He gently tugged at my shirt, signaling he wanted it off and silently asking if it was okay. I nodded and he smiled against my neck, placing a gentle kiss to it before pulling away to lift my shirt off and discarding it across the room.
His eyes widened as he realized I wasn’t wearing a bra the whole time. He smiled as he immediately started attacking my chest with kisses, peppering each side with gentle and loving ones. He left opened mouth kisses on each one, leaving purple marks all across my chest.
I let out an impatient but pleasure-filled sigh.
“Matt— please—“ it seemed like I snapped him out of a trance as he whispered a small “sorry” and continued kissing down my stomach, hooking his fingers into the waistband of my shorts, looking up at me for reassurance.
“Are you sure you want to?”
I nod my head desperately.
“I need words baby.”
“Please Matt— I need you so bad—“ i practically whine out, hoping he’ll hear the desperation in my voice.
“Good girl.” He says as he pulls my shorts down, leaving me in nothing but my underwear.
He left a kiss to my clothed clit, eliciting a small whimper from me.
“Matt.. no teasing—“
“Shh.. I’m taking my time. wanna give you what you deserve..” he said as he slowly started pulling my underwear down.
He discarded them like the rest of my clothes and ran his tongue from my entrance up to my clit, making me moan out.
He gently flicked his tongue against my clit, teasing me, before stopping all together to leave kisses around where I needed him most.
“Matt please—“ I whined out, hoping he’d stop teasing.
He smiled before going back to gently suck on my clit, he brought his fingers up to my entrance, slowly pushing them in and starting to pump them in and out at a steady pace, hitting every pleasure point he could. He moved his tongue up and down my folds, not letting a single part of me going untouched.
My hand flew to his hair, tugging at the soft strands.
“Matt— I’m—“ I whimpered out as he increased the speed of his fingers.
“C’mon baby” he said as he angled his fingers to hit just the right spot inside me to make me come apart.
I weakly moaned out his name as I came on his finger and mouth. He smiled, still gently pumping his fingers in and out, riding me through my high before slowly pulling them out and leaving a kiss to my sensitive clit, making me let out a small whine.
He looked up at me, his cheeks red and flushed and his hair was messy from when I tugged on it. He licked his lips and wiped his chin after licking his fingers off.
As i calmed down and my brain wasn’t as foggy i could see him clearly palming himself.
He kissed up my stomach and chest and left a soft kiss to my temple before whispering praises into my ear.
“You did so good baby, so good” he whispered sweetly before he got me some of his clothes to wear.
He laid next to me after helping me get dressed, peppering me in gentle kisses all over my face.
“Matt..?” I said quietly as I cuddled up to him.
“Yes sweetheart?” He said sweetly and with a small, contempt smile on his face.
“Was this a mistake?..” I asked, slightly scared at the thought of him saying yes.
“Was me eating my girlfriend out a mistake? No.” He said nonchalantly like he didn’t just call me his girlfriend.
“I- Wh- but- I-“ I stuttered, scanning his face for any hint that he was joking.
He looked back at me with nothing but seriousness and a small smile. He gave me a kiss on my forehead before tucking a hair behind my ear and cuddling up to my side.
“Well, I’m gonna sleep.” He said nonchalantly, leaving me to process what he said while he cuddled up close to me.
I played with his hair and tried to process what he said and soon followed suit and fell asleep with him cuddled up to me.
The end was kinda ass tbh
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yonemurishiroku · 2 years
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On the topic of Nico turning the tides with his dad, Do you think Luke have a resentment for that? Luke dies so he had to confront Hades eventually ( Or maybe even Nico too )
Ohhhh buddy, you have no idea how many things I’ve got to say about Nico and Luke post-death. You’re treading dangerous territory.
But anw, to answer your question first, I don’t think Luke would be resentful.
Because more than not, Luke realized that relying on Kronos is not a wise choice (he contemplated running away with Annabeth) and at the end, he chose to kill himself to stop the Titan. He was aware that he chose wrong. So he did the right thing. (。 ́︿ ̀。) He became the hero of the prophecy.
In short, Luke was basically mentally redeemed at the end of his life and wanted to take down Kronos (and succeeded). So no, I don’t think he would hate on Nico for defeating him.
Hades, tho, is an entirely different matter - provided that Luke resents pretty much all inattentive parents. That means like, 9 out of 10 of all the gods. But he wouldn’t be disrespectful. He knows better than to piss off who holds his soul lol. And he has to gain rebirth, so there’s that. It really depends how Hades act.
Also, afaik, Luke waged the war because he wanted the gods to stop neglecting their children. So, imagine he sees Hades praising Nico - the pride in his eyes, the gratefulness in his shoulder-pat with all that glory of the House of Hades. He sees a father encourage his child. He sees a child getting compliments and thought it’s small, it’s love.
That was exactly what he wanted.
Sure, he would feel a little jealousy - We all do when others have what we can’t have. He’s barely ever seen a few glimpses of Hermes while another kid gets not only more involvement but praises - which Luke craved so much to prove himself, as proven by this failed quest. Hades and Nico’s father-son dynamic would be what he wishes he could have with his father.
(At least I think it is)
So, when it comes down to it, the matter lies solely in that how you want these feelings of him to cope. His kindness that’s happy for a god-demigod family bonding, and his jealousy that’s resents the unfairness of the situation. Yeah it’s complicated, but nothing about humans has been simple so… 🤷‍♀️ Maybe he would genuinely feel glad for Nico. Maybe he holds the misery in his heart, that aches every time he picture himself and Hermes in their places.
I wish indulge this more but I have little willpower at the moment LOL. If I decide to dive back in it, I’d try my best to write something to share. 👀 No promises, tho.
In addition, because you made a mistake of mentioning that he would have to face Hades after death, I’d like to claim that I, in fact, have a bunch of ideas depicting the picture of Luke’s after.
It’s about Nico watching Luke’s trial. Eyes on him, silently listening to the judges and his father giving their judgements.
It’s about Nico telling Luke about his father’s love and regrets.
It’s about Nico talking with Luke in his prison (assuming his rebirth is rejected).
Or taking him to bathe in the Lethe in the case his rebirth is accepted.
It’s about how Luke thanks Nico for bringing Hades’ army to stop Kronos - stop him.
It’s about how they voice their thoughts and simply sit there, talking about their lives and choices - what drove Luke to this end, why Nico didn’t turn away from the gods, etc… - because Nico never had a chance to come to know Luke Castellan and likewise, Luke barely knew about one Nico di Angelo besides his powers.
Which, leads us to this fic that I have been planning about Luke starting a new life under Nico’s surveillance. But I’d not burden you with that, so we’ll stop here lol.
Anyway, SINCERELY THANK YOU FOR INDULGING MY LUKE AND NICO PASSION AQKHDKAHDKASH. 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏 I can fantasy for days about these two but not many people’re willing to dive in with me, so this really makes my day and if I’ve been over-enthusiastic, I’m really sorry.
I apologize for the late replies too… I was pretty preoccupied with uni work and tbh i still do, and i have this nasty habit of only replying when i’m at the best of mind, so it takes a bit of time LOL. Please know that I’d ALWAYS love to answer your asks, though. (´▽`)
LOVE YOU AND BLESS YOUR HEART. 💓💓💓
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silverlinedeyes · 2 years
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Nooooo don’t break my heart about acotar 5 😭hahaha nah I’m kidding, I totally understand that CC3 is most likely next but even in that interview where she said that, it felt super vague and I hate how acotar is tiptoed around by SJM and BB…I just wish they would give some sort of definitive answer or announcement for what direction they’re going in. Cause not everyone watches those interviews and are used to her alternating between her series so I just get frustrated that they haven’t made any sort of official announcement, there’s only that one comment in one interview (if I remember correctly). So I just want them to do *something* to acknowledge the confusion and have a clearer answer ://
I totally get it, and I wish she would just put out a short and simple announcement making it clear for everyone, or that BB would!
But honestly I just don’t see how the timeline can line up now if ACOTAR 5 is next, and there’s no reason for her to have hid the fact that ACOTAR 5 is next! Everyone was assuming it was next, it makes the most sense in terms of her standard publishing order if it’s next, so why would she hide the ball about it? I really don’t think she would. So when she says that CC3 is next and she’s working on that now, I believe her 🤷‍♀️
Instead, I think she always knew CC3 next, and that’s why I think she kept being slightly sneaky about talking about when she was starting ACOTAR 5. She kept saying that she was excited to start it when it was time to start it, and that she knew what it was about but she hadn’t started it. And I think she kept skirting around it because she knew she wasn’t working on ACOTAR 5 next, but instead CC3.
(I also do wonder if she has had to scrap her earlier draft or parts of the draft of ACOTAR 5 bc of the crossover. Like, I think she had written parts of Elain’s book at the time she was writing ACOWAR and ACOFAS etc. but then like with ACOSF, I have a feeling the crossover threw a wrench in things and has caused her to have to rework the plot. And I expect she’s trying to give herself adequate time to do that unlike with ACOSF.)
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artypjmlbss · 2 years
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4, 7, 15, 16, 23 for get to know me ask game?
Thank you so much for asking anon!! I didn’t think anyone would 😆
Let’s see, I’ll try to answer as best as I can.
Warning: I am a very boring person 😭
4. Height?
Why do y’all want to know my height??? 😂 I’m 5ft, I think. I really haven’t measured my height in awhile 🤷‍♀️ but yea I’m short 😅
7. Favorite color?
My favorite color is yellow! I like different shades of yellow, but my favorite is probably lemon yellow :)
15. Any piercings?
Nope, none. Not even my ears. I don’t think other types of piercings really suit me, and my parents would probably be…a bit upset, but l do like how they look on others. I think maybe in the future I’d like to pierce my ears maybe get multiple, although tbh it scares me a bit. l know various people who have gotten multiple ear piercings or want to so I might ask about their experiences. :)
16. Any tattoos?
No…😃
(l told you I’m boring)
I don’t think I’ll ever get one, for many reasons, but for mainly two, one my parents would probably have a heart attack, two im too scared to get one 😗 If I did get one, it would probably be a very small and simple one. I think tattoos looks great on some people *cough cough* Jungkook *cough cough* Jimin. And if it’s something you want to do, and aren’t a scaredy-cat like me, then go ahead!
23. Describe one thing about your physical appearance.
Um…okay, I’ll try to describe my hair 😂
My hair is technically straight, but it’s really thick and voluminous. It looks black but it’s more of a really dark brown, but I just let people call it black 😅 It’s really frizzy and is a little longer than shoulder length. It gets tangled easily and looks messy even when I brush it. There are always a few hairs that are standing up. When I shower, it gets especially frizzy. At first it straightens out, but then the next day it looks like I haven’t washed it in weeks 😔 Most of the time I put it up in a ponytail because it looks a bit neater, but I love how it looks when I let it down :/ l have very mixed feeling about my hair 😭
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