#but THANK U I APPRECIATE IT SN
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Your art is very lovely! The colours are absolutely amazing, and i'm absolutely in love with how you positioned Till ans Mizi,,,, SO GOOD..
THANK YOU. TEARS IN MY EYES THANK YOU. been a rough ass week for me so inbetween the work I drew this out of the blue and it's kind of been the only thing I looked forward to per day 😭 like. "oh no. I don't want to wake up anymore. oh it's okay I still need to finish that drawing!!!"
I'm really glad you like it!! sorry if I'm being dramatic!! I didn't put a lot of effort into it per say (kind of hard to devote time to it in my current circumstances) but it's been like a stress reliever and it makes me glad to know it's at least decent enough hahaha
#sorry i feel like this is a bit personal 💀 im not in a very 100% present mindstate mb#but THANK U I APPRECIATE IT SN#asks
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Hey saint!! Ive been a huge huge fan of ur writing since SN ( and i cant believe i got to message you!) and i am so so so freaking invested in this story ❤️
Chap 10 was so painfully good i woke up with puffy eyes and a headache
I have a question tho (its okay if you wont answer hehe), when will yn’s pain end? 🥲
i love love how you write angst so much that I salute yn for being so strong but idk if her heart can still take all those hurt that I believe she’ll have a heart attack any time soon KAKSKSKKSKDKEKS yn & satoru needs to sit down for once and talk eye to eye bc the miscommunication and bad timing is hurting them both. The part where yn started to ask for divine help broke me bc i know shit will go down for real and maybe itll be the last straw before something bad happens to her that her toru will realize that shes still the one :(((
Istg satoru, you and your jealous and petty ass will come for you one day. If you decide on another major stupid and impulsive decision, i hope your bed is hard and gives u massive back pain.
Thank you thank you for ur hard work saint! I am the happiest person when you decided to update SY again and I am always looking forward to your writings ❤️ I hope you get to rest well too! writing is never an easy task, and for you to deliver such a masterpiece surely took a lot of physical and mental energy. Tysm for giving us SY and thank you so much for giving us the best always 🥹✨
thanks so so much for reading!! i’m happy you’re able to share the excitement and pain of reading sy with me 🥹 i think that’s what we’re all here for anyway? the angst? hahshah and in saying that, yn’s pain will not end as soon as we think. but she’s really one heck of a strong person to be able to handle all that pain. i can neverrrr, so i understand why u guys want the best for her. i do too :’)
gojoyn’s miscommunication will start to settle soon. in the meantime, thanks again for leaving a message <3 i appreciate it a lot !!
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Get to know you - Sims Style
Sorry, @puffkins2000, I totally forgot about that thing! Anyway, thank u for tagging me ❤ I really appreciate that you mention me as your fav creator ❤
Alpha CC or Maxis Match?
I use both, but in CASt I add more realistic textures for MM items if it's possible, detailed textures is really important for me. For hair I prefer now more realistic textures like @ifcasims or Plumblobs. Also I replace speculars to black in almost every item because I hate that shine.
Do you cheat your sims weight?
No, I don`t care about this.
Do you move objects?
I don`t build most of the time, but I use MOO for moving sims for photoshoots.
First Expansion/Game Pack/Stuff Pack?
I've always had an 🏴☠️ game with all packs 😋
Do you pronounce live mode like aLIVE or LIVing?
I don`t speak about sims in English, but I read this in my head as aLIVE.
Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made?
Christhie (and her gf Ingrid ofc but I don`t have good new portrait of her):
Even if I actively use them as models for my CC, I still haven't created any special backstory for them. Only that they are girls that into nu and black metal but they are still love each other. That`s it. But they are my favorites anyway.
Which is your favorite EA hair color?
Huh? I think that question is here because it was a tag game for ts4 players?... I know that in ts3 exists hair color presets, but I don`t use standard ones.
Favorite EA hair?
I installed @maryjanesims3 defaults yesterday 😅 But actually I have some favs from store:
Also that BG long male hair that Gunther Goth have and SN and Decades middle length hairs:
credits for pics: @ifcasims and @blamseastore
Are you a CC creator?
Ofc, I love convert/create different items, it may be hard sometimes, but I really like it. But mostly I love create sims and play around in CAS.
Do you have any Simblr friends or a Sim Squad?
Almost half of my friends are from the sims community 😍 @agnelid @oddballik @sagasimsworld @avirein @you-will-never-find-me-anymore @vayorika @nectar-cellar
Do you have any sims merch?
No, I haven't.
How has your “Sims style” changed throughout your years of playing?
To be honest, it changes every day. But for example before I started this acc I preferred more maxis-match-ish style with simple matte hair textures and genetics and other stuff, because it was looking good in other people's screenshots. But after I understand that this style doesn`t suit my current aesthetic and now I use more realistic style. Also earlier I used less sliders and my sims faces was less diverse and also really really skinny no matter what their body type is. But my sims proportions have always tended to be realistic, I only liked the cartoon/anime-like style sims when I was much younger (like 10-13 smth).
Who’s your favorite CC creator?
This list will be huuugee, but I love creators that made high-quality CC and can fit my aesthetic. To be more specific: @sim-songs, @nemiga-sims-archive, @rollo-rolls, @simtanico, @rstarsims3, @ninaaposts, @satellite-sims, @polaesims, @murfeelee, @nightospheresims, @agnelid, @nectar-cellar, @ifcasims @vmsims23, @xiasimla, yesod/jesod/thorns-of-piece (I think it`s @grim-dreamer-cc now?...), @billsims-cc, @shushilda, @ziva-sims, @aroundthesims, @pitheinfinite, @martassimsbookcc, @aa6x7, Pink Dahlia, @thepathofnevermorecc, Wiktoria-Von-Frege (inactive), Aikea-Guinea and Gelydh (Inactive), @white-enamel-ts3 (inactive), Ephemera and Tifa (Inactive), @leahlillith (inactive for ts3) and many others.
How do you edit your pictures?
I use Reshade with different presets (mostly by @erasabledinosaur or @intramoon), Photoshop CC 2017 (also installed Topaz Clean today) with these actions by @intramoon: SONDER, COLDWATER, BEAUTY QUEEN, LEAVING SALVATION. Also mess around in photoshop and/or use AI upscaler to make pics in better quality (I can turn on 4k HQ, but I always forgot about that). Sometimes I try something different but this is the base.
What expansion/gamepack is your favorite?
World adventures, Late night, Supernatural and Generations.
What a wall of text I wrote, I hope someone reads it to the end 😅
I don`t know who to tag actually ＼（〇_ｏ）／ I really late to the party with that tag game.
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Hi, I recently followed like in the last week or smth.
I wanted to comment on that post that you just made-- I'm sorry people aren't spending there energy in more constructive manners and that you had that garbage in your inbox.
I understand why comments would be restricted.
I gotta say, I truly love your art. I've been on/off tumblr for years (diff accts over time) and your art & reblogs are legit a big reason why I check my dash daily. (Even if I've been lurking more than interacting rn)
ik we don't know each other, but SasuNaru (whichever order it is, i tbh dont get the variation.. ;u; ) was my very first ship so long ago. Given my early life their relationship (fanon/canon) gave me hope and helped me push through and ultimately heal some abandonment wounds.
These two have been thru hell and back and give me the audacity to believe I and my loved ones can make it back too.
That all being said, Ik it is easier to say "don't let them get under your skin" and all, and that you didn't talk about quitting. But I hope you don't.
You're wildly talented. Thank you for sharing what you choose to.
Hi~ @theskinofawriterbella ! Ah dw, it’s usually easy to ignore certain asks and I mostly do, but sometimes I feel like responding when it’s part of a bigger thing/issue. I wouldn’t know what to do with myself if I stopped doing what I do, especially because other people say I should… I’m ultimately doing this because I love creating. (Oh yes, the comments are restricted! I forgot about that, but it should be temporarily! ^^)
And whoaaa really!?! That is so kind of you, thank you so much ;-;💕!!!
I’m sorry to hear you’ve being going through bad times, though I’m very happy that you were able to connect with something and find hope/strength that way. I’d wish’ that for anyone. Naruto’ truly is such a story, don’t you think? As idealistic and flawed (through demographic limitation) it may seem now, its messages are inspiring and Kishimoto truly has a gift that lets you connect with the characters on an emotional level. Especially Naruto and Sasuke and their bond, naturally.
Ahhh I completely missed those glory SNS days. I hear about them frequently from my friend in Japan. Unfortunately I’m a bit late with being an SNS-fan xD and I couldn’t watch everything the first time, but I did see a few episodes and I don’t think there was anything else that lifted my spirits like Naruto’s attitude had. I had my books and my movies which always helped me escape, but I think I could write my own book about all the times Naruto inspired some action I took, because I too grew up in a village that absolutely hated me. Not for the same reason of course, lol, I was just a weird outsider and all, but I did think “well, if Naruto can smile through his pain and still go after his dream then I can as well.” A bit optimistic I’d say, but still. I have no idea what you went through, but on some level I’m sure, I can relate to what you say. I understand.
Thank you for sharing this with me and taking your time to write and send it 🥰 I really appreciate it ^^!
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hi!! i just wanted to say that i rlly appreciate your blog. i've been following u for a while, and i haven't seen any other update blog for any group that does sns posts, bubble, and the [breaking news] thing!! it's rlly cool how you post their achievements too, not just pics of them. it helps me keep up with them, so thank you! 💗💗
so glad my blog has helped you keeping up with the group and you are welcome!!! 💕💕💕
#answered#i feel like im so bad answering these kinds of asks but im truly glad my blog is helping you keeping up#im glad to update yall in here with itzy stuff
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random question: what are ur favorite twice ships and their dynamics to write??
(and btw i absolutely love everything you’ve written btw like esp ur hurt/comfort self harm series like i eat that shit up and reread it when i’m having a rough time :) and ur also REALLY fucking good at writing smut like ur the entire package)
ah anyway hope ur doing well!! thank u!!
!! first of all tysm! I appreciate it <333
Also mmmm that's a good question, tbh my secret is that the method of how I write can only be described as receiving a vision from a god and desperately trying to transcribe what I see into words . if that makes sense. So the *goal* is to think deeply about dynamics n all that good deep stuff because I notice when other authors do that and I love it, but in reality . I don't really do that much . Or maybe I do on some level just not super consciously.
(adding a read more for those who don’t care and don’t wanna scroll)
Sorry you probably weren't going for that with your question! Big fan of the misamo dynamics both for hurt/comfort and for smut, because imo sn and mn can either be needy and whiny as fuck or seductress vibes/Mean. And I've been on this puppy mm thing for a bit bc of things I've read, but I forget if I've always thought that way. In the hurt/comfort world of things, something about me likes to project onto mn (sorry to her), and mm and sn I feel are Good with emotional things, sn in the talking and shes good at comforting way, mm in the way she's just , kinda puppy actually lol. (omg I can go on and on abt sn if u wanna hear it). Jh with anyone is fun to play with, because you can either go leader vibes she's in charge/she knows how to help, or she wants to give up control/she's hiding her pain because she wants to be a good leader.
I hope that answers it! u were probably talking dynamic in general but in the visions i receive (lol) they tend to be either hurt/comfort or smut so I can speak to that. Also can u believe I actually wrote more for this and had to cut it out .. apologies if u wanted a quick and easy answer ! But if you wanna hear more about someone or a dynamic specifically, please ask. Thoughts tend to come to me when I'm prompted so hit me the fuck up.
I hope you're doing well too anon! thank you for the ask <3 also sorry for having this sit here for 4 days, I've got plans and drafts TRUST I wanna keep this acct alive and well, unfortunately things got super busy but hopefully after the next week I should have more time!
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hi I need to study but I rlly wanted to pop in quickly to say omg... I'm so in love w the way u draw!! The atmosphere, the line weight the expressions!! I have had that sns cannibalism fanart stuck in my head for too long I think u n lulu r going to convert me into actually considering it 😭😭 anyways that's all have a good day ^v^
😑😭😭😭thank you so much i really appreciate that💗 i don’t expect people to look at my art for longer than 3 seconds lol so it’s really kind for you to say that,, THANK YOU<3 and yes me and lulu (they converted me first) r gonna put in great work to convert all sns into cannibalism. like i was unsure at first but then after thinking about it it’s the realest thing ever. devotion. wanting the other to be with you permanently. naruto being like fully dedicated to sasuke . and i will make more fanarts like that cus it’s really fun lol but i’m at a crossroads of like, should i draw sns kissing sweetly or should i draw them killing each other …?!
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Hiiii! Just dropped by to let you know how amazing your writing is! I've only read your svt hospital series so far which have mostly have text messages and sns posts, but the way it manages to convey the fluff and angst and emotions perfectly well even though there are no long paragraphs describing how the character is feeling is absolutely amazing!!!! Can't wait to read more. My week is incomplete without your posts, they always manage to make me relax and enjoy them no matter how I was feeling a moment ago. Gonna support your writing matter what, you are one of the best writers here!!!❤️
omg😭 you are the sweetest thing ever!!
thank you so much for this! i cannot even begin to tell u how much i appreciate this ❤️❤️
please look forward to introduce me a good person with dr. jeon ☺️
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Ohh since you said you don’t mind discussing the story can i just tell you things that i can see happening and would love and you can just like wink twice if they are coming haha:
-Wilhemina finding out Billie isn’t straight
-Wilhemina opening up about her scoliosis, past etc.
-Billie hurting because of seeing Wilhemina and Emma
-Emma and Wilhemina breakup (sns I mean she’s nice I guess but in the way of my otp:D)
-Billie needing to feel the life energy of Wilhemina after being drained by the ghosts again (=lot of touching, maybe sharing a bed in non sexual way because of it???)
Haha can u tell I think about your story A LOT. You are an amazing writer and I’m sure I will love whatever you will prepare of us. Thank you for giving us your time, I’m really appreciating it. :)
Also I absolutely love how Wilhemina is supposed to be “the obviously hurt one” and Billie “the perfect one” and yet we can see that Billie is just as care starved as Wilhemina. It makes me feel very seen. I love it.
Winkwinkwinkwinkwinkwink HAHAH! I’m glad you think about it and I’m so glad you sent me that ask because 🥺 the fact you take your time to read and share your thoughts about it makes it all the more special 💜 and YES! I thought it’d be nice to add that contrast because most people don’t realize how hurt the people who seem to have it all can be. Thank you for your thoughts, truly!
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not a question but i just wanted to say i saw ur sns picture and lost my mind /pos so i looked at ur ac and let me tell u i SCREAMED when i saw u made xvn fanart. thank u so much for the food
AWWWWW THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I RECEIVED SUCH A CUTE MESSAGE 🤧🤧🤧💕💕💕💕💕 i reallly appreciate it, ill be making more now!!,!
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spn posts of various freudianity in my dms, more generally just spn as a whole but also get ownership of rowena and bela. the only one who gets my niche appreciation for reign as masterpiece for teenage girls. lots of associations with recs i gave and u so kindly followed even if they are niche, or deranged or both. fellow roman law bestie. good opinions on shows specifically from a doylist perspective
I wish I could beat the spn mutual accusations but I'm still at the short film festival and one of them, centred on a pair of young brothers with a (mundanely so) kinda shitty and neglectful father, made me go "um very winchester coded of them". so I have ways to go before I beat the derangement syndrome 😔
I do like that I get ownership of Rowena and Bela! the first, I assume, for my open and cheerful carnal desire for her xD. the latter because of my unmatched understanding of her person and “I can fix her” complex <333
Reign IS a masterpiece for teenage girls. blah blah it's inaccurate blah blah; and it certainly had some questionable choices (season 3 episode 14 my mortal enemy). but I have yet to see a show on its level when it came to the particular way it wrote about young women and about their struggles, sns. also recently I found two of my favourite pieces of meta from ye ol' days (here about my dear Lola, and this other beautiful rebuttal to yet another ??? op xD. the person I reblogged them from has other good reign meta around for what I remember but those two are my best friends). also why not do some self promo. stream my reign edits.
your recs so far had been, at the very least, compelling xD. keep 'em coming.
roman law 🫀🫀🫀
thank youuuuuu
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Utahime really just fucked up her wonderful and loving and close friendship with yn for a guy she wasn’t sure would really dedicate himself and is your best fucking friend’s ex. Not ex bf, EX Fucking HUSBAND!!!!!! Bitch satoru obviously hasn’t moved on like tf? he asked yn to take him back sis but that is not the point? Howwww in the hell did you think apologies would somehow mend your friendship with yn!? she is your best friend, your boss, your go to. Now you lost her and you can’t be sure satoru will stay. I just- AAAAA
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OMFG Utahime actually did it 😭 Satoru and utahime actually did it! I may sound mean but that relationship was made to end bad. You cannot expect to fuck your best friend’s bf or fuck your ex’s best friend and think you will have a happy ever after story. No it just doesn’t work that way 💀💀 I feel so bad for Y/N. It is as if the whole world is against her omg
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hi saint i really liked this chapter! i know this is a bit dumb but i couldnt take my mind off a phobia i have & u just dropped the chapter and now im completely distracted about it 😭 about the whole thing w utahime i actually think its wrong and dont blame y/n bc utahime knows practically everything like idk i find it weird dating ur friends ex bc you know stuff you know details of that relationship and yea... also the gasp i let out when gojo & hime were sorting things out 😶 and lastly i always promise myself to wait until all chapters are released to binge read everything one night but I can't 😩 i really really love your work hope you have a good day 💓💓💓
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It's sad it's utahime because throughout sn yn had didn't have a friend on her side. Toji and her family are a romance and family. She didn't have a friend of her own she can lean and not to invalidate shoko but she's still satoru's friend. I'm talking about someone she can call her own.
Gojo always hurts her in the end :/
And if utahime actually thinks without the alcohol or hormones she should know all the trouble she'll have getting caught in this mess.
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utahime is a snake frfr. like just imagining how much yn must have told her about her previous relationship with gojo and how much she suffered mentally and probably felt like gojo never loved her and to see her turn around and “fall” for him?? like wtf? yn believed she was the one person free of judgement who could help her navigate the situation and listen to her feelings without judgement and instead it feels like she took heavy advantage of the knowledge she had from yn (and yn’s complicated emotions about him) as well as gojo’s lingering feelings yet desire to be happy himself to insinuate herself in his life. idk what kind of “friend” could do some shady shit like that. and then going up to yn crying??? (like cassie’s bitch ass) she knew what she did was wrong or she wouldn’t have felt so guilty so she genuinely sucks as a friend. she doesn’t deserve yn’s grace or friendship and i hope yn renounces her as a friend or something. (team shoko ftw) she a fucking snake and i don’t trust that kind of behavior. i would never do that shit to my friends and if my friends ever did that to me, we’d be throwing hands. (of course not canon utahime cause that woman could step on me and i’d say thank you😔) but i loved this chapter and we love and appreciate you and the time you make to update and answer asks. i hope things go well for you at work and w office dude!!!❤️❤️
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idc what anyone says f*ucking or flirting in ANY way with your bestfriend's husband/boyfriend is sooooo wrong. utahime was wrong for that big time. sure, satoru was a bit wrong for that but the fact that we told utahime EVERY single thing... how we felt about satoru.....
OH THIS BITCH NEEDS TO BE PUT DOWN
as for yn, i understand she was heartbroken but lets not pretend she was sad because it was JUST her best friend, even if it were anybody else she still wouldve been deastated. that just happens just admit that you still love him and go GAWDAYM.
utahime, listen to me… this isn’t you. this isn’t you, okay? 😭 you are not cassie. lmao kidding aside, i don’t think she’s a “snake” per se. gojo and yn are not married, so technically, she didn’t steal him from her. it’s more so the fact that it feels morally wrong that she’s seeing her ex-husband.
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sns fic rec!!! 🤍✨
hiii!!! just want to share 10 of my fav sns fics bc sns is life lmao and i've read over 300 sns fics so here ya go ^-^
(in no particular order) ((pls remember to read a fic's tags before reading it))
i want you to want me (i'd love you to love me) by Aethelar
Five times Naruto kissed Sasuke and he left, plus one time Sasuke kissed Naruto and stayed.
probably my fav sns fic lol. i remember feeling butterflies in my stomach the first time i read it. it made me ache alongside naruto 🥺 it's seriously so precious ugh, it deserves 100000 kudos!!
Deception by KizuKatana, BriEva
"It says here that you were sent along with the proposal to demonstrate Orochimaru's... deep appreciation of my special consideration and attention to this matter," Sasuke said, his voice inflectionless.
Sasuke eyed him with seeming disinterest. "Is there a problem?"
"No," Naruto said sinking fluidly to his knees, his hand slowly raising to Sasuke's zipper.
i'm sure many of you have read this one before, but i had to include it anyways!!
naked hearts by sanguinedawns
It’s under the shimmering lanterns, in a stranger village, Naruto steals glances of his companion. Sasuke’s hair is loosely tied by a red ribbon that Anzu gave to him. The persistent bangs still falling out of the knot and framing his face. The deep blue yukata he wears is vibrant despite being simple. He’s devasting.
sanguinedawns my beloved <3 they're my fav sns writer on ao3, i just love their writing style so much, and i'm obsessed with each and every one of their fics. this one is just so heartwarming. it feels so canon 🤧 i hold it very dear to my heart
stay, stay, stay by sanguinedawns
Naruto’s often found himself in deeply unfortunate situations and this isn’t necessarily out of character, but it bears explaining how he ended up with his briefs around his ankles, plain black shirt mussed, and his hands fisted in soft black hair. But most importantly, his advisor at the door incessantly knocking away, voice a touch peeved and grating through the thick doors of the Hokage office.
i'll keep saying it, there are not enough sns fwb fics!!! >:( but thank u sanguinedawns for this gem. i love their banter, their dynamic, the way they fall into their fwb arrangement, naruto's realization of his feelings, the confession scene, the smut, everything!!!
Watching Over You is a Full-time Job by whitedandelions
It’s really exhausting being Naruto’s aide when Iruka has to deal with Sasuke and Naruto dancing around each other.
i really wish this was longer than 3k words bc i love it so freaking much!!!! iruka's pov is everything i never knew i needed. this fic is seriously so freaking cute. i love how soft sasuke and naruto are for each other, and how evident it is to everyone (especially iruka) but them. i reread it every time i'm sad and need a quick pick-me-up 😌
Bound To You by Tandy_Hard
It's 1928, a year before the crash on Wall Street. Naruto and his best friend Gaara are trying to survive the dangerous streets of New York while the wealthy elite that surround them ride the wave of the big economy boom. While everyone vies for a piece of the pie, the Uchiha Clan, who has set up their crime syndicate in Brooklyn, battle it out with other Japanese Clans for control of the borough. After a run-in with Uchiha Sasuke, Naruto is faced with coming to terms with his feelings for Sasuke. Should he stay and work for the crime boss or leave New York with Gaara for a new life in California?
wow, this fic is just 🤯 the number of times i've reread it is unhealthy. idk how to express my love for this fic, just pls read it!!!
Missing Pieces by RosaLui
When Konoha's walls are breached and the embodiment of its heart and soul is stolen away, the only person who can help is the one thought to be long past redemption.
Four words: Sasuke Uchiha's Fucking Pajamas. That's it. That's the tweet. NO BUT REALLY, this fic is fantastic.
Your Ass Might Be Outta This World But Your Name Still Isn't Superman by Miasen
Where Sasuke questions the life choices that lead him to take up work in a coffee shop (talk about bad idea), and there's a (hot AF) blond guy who refuses to give up his real name when ordering (not that Sasuke wants to know him or anything, it would just be nice with a name to go with his daydreams. Not that he daydreams about certain blonds. Not at all).
cute, silly, coffe AU <3 it makes me laugh so hard, such a great read!!
homesick for a mountain's song by kintou
Sasuke tries to get away from the world by buying an abandoned house on a mountain. Naruto, tired from his long days in Konoha, gets a little too excited about growing vegetables in Sasuke's garden.
the most perfect fic ever 🥺 every time i reread it my heart feels like it's going to explode!!! they're sosososo soft for each other, it kills me <3
It's Not Fair by UchihanoChidori
Uchiha Sasuke thought that he could deal with being attracted to his co-worker if he didn’t give it much thought. One would think that having said co-worker feeling the same way about him would be good, right?
another sns fic i always find myself rereading lmao. this fic made me feel so happy and frustrated and angry and sad and confused all at the same time, it's an emotional rollercoaster lol. warning: there's infidelity in this fic.
for more fic recs, feel free to check out my sns fic spreadsheet!! it's just a silly spreadsheet compiled of almost every single sns fic i've ever read. i hope u enjoy!!! happy reading 🧚♀️
#guys i finally finished the spreadsheet#it took me FOREVER lmao#but i hope u guys enjoy it <3333#sns#sasunarusasu#sasunaru#narusasu#sns fic rec#ao3#fanfiction#fic rec
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congrats!!! ur writing is so cool hdhshshd
if its still can i request akutagawa with prompt 16?
Thank you 💙💙 I’m an anime only but I heard a little bit about his past and it makes me sad 😞 he just needs love and a good support system also he’s a little soft in this but pretty much the same Akutagawa 🥺 (here’s the same prompt with Fyodor!) reader is gender neutral!
SN: so if you see 2 different versions of this (1 with the bonus and one without) I couldn’t make up my mind if I should keep it or not, sorry about that 😭😭
TW: blood, minor cursing, small spoiler for Season 2/Dark Era (tbh idk if it’s really a spoiler but just to be on the safe side I’ll put it BUT don’t worry no name is mentioned)
Prompt: “Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.” with Akutagawa!
It was suppose to be a simple mission: get the information, and kill anyone that gets in the way. The people you two were going after aren’t even a serious threat, or atleast they weren’t suppose to be.
So why were you bleeding out on the ground?
Akutagawa wasn’t gone for long, and he merely left to get what you both came for. He wasn’t expecting you to be laid out on the ground, barely clinging onto life.
Pissed is an understatement.
And the gnawing feeling of fear in his stomach that’s growing isn’t helping either.
-
You’re starting to feel so cold.
And from what you could see (besides the black spots blurring your vision), someone is carrying you. You hear them cursing underneath their breath, and it looks like they’re running, if you can tell by how fast your surroundings are moving.
“You idiot!”
Akutagawa’s carrying you? Did he complete the mission already?
“Akutagawa, you have to-“
“Shut up.”
“But the mission-“
“I already completed it since you’re so incompetent!”
“Thanks for saving me-“, you coughed up something wet, and you think you got some on his coat and even his jabot. “You didn’t have to come back for me.”
“Of course I did. You deserve some type of punishment for your failure.”
Even when you’re dying, you could tell that he had no real bite to his words.
You could feel your eyes closing. You’re just so exhausted, and being in his arms is so comfortable. He won’t mind if you just rest before you get back-
“Don’t you dare die on me!”
“Sorry Akutagawa”, the voices were starting to sound muffled, like your head is underwater.
“Thank you...for everything-“
You could hear someone- no, him- frantically yelling out your name.
You plan to apologize when you wake up.
If you wake up.
-
You feel like you got hit by a bus and a train at the same time.
You basically feel like shit, and your head feels too heavy to move. Now that your surroundings are starting to come into focus, you recognize that you’re in one of the recovery rooms. You see that you have an IV in your arm, bandages wrapped right above it. You can’t remember everything that’s happened, you just remember being with Akutagawa, you think it was for a mission-
Then it comes back to you.
The mission, an enemy ambushing you, getting stabbed through the stomach with their ability, blood gushing out, and tossed onto the ground, staring up in the sky, wondering if you’re really going to die without atleast saying goodbye to-
“AKUTAGAWA!”
“I’m right here.”
You jolted up, hissing at the pain, staring at Akutagawa who was standing in the doorway, closing the door to give you two privacy.
As he walked closer to you, you didn’t miss the blood stained on him or the tense look painting his face, but you did miss the way his fists balled up. You’re just beyond grateful that he’s alive, that he’s not the one in the hospital bed. You rather it be you in this position than him-
He jerked you up by the front of your gown.
“Do you have any idea what you’ve done? And don’t start with your pitiful excuses either! You always think that you know the best solution, that you always have the right answer for everything and you don’t. You’re weak enough to accept death so easily, ready to give up without even fighting back. How pathetic”, his eyes were blown wide, growling out the words.
“Ak-Akutagawa, I-I’m sorry I didn’t mea-“
“BE QUIET!”
You didn’t notice how much you’re blubbering, your words jumbling over one another until you froze as his shout echoed in the room. A long pause settled across the room, the only sounds being heard is his panting. You felt a pang of guilt and shame because he’s right. Were you really accepting death that easy? Were you really that weak to just give up hope like that? Akutagawa wouldn’t have given up like you did, you know that for sure, so why did you?
You are weak.
He slowly released you, but didn’t back away.
You didn’t realize you were crying until you saw the drops on his hand. You tried to control your tears, to wipe them away, but he just held your wrist to stop you.
The look he gave you wasn’t even of disappointment, it was a look of understanding.
The thought that you were at Death’s door, on the edge of losing him forever, it was finally starting to hit you. And the fact that it was Akutagawa who’s trying to comfort you and shared that same fear of losing someone that he’s actually fond of, showed that he was more sincere than what he let on to begin with.
He knows that you’re not weak, but he felt panic bubbling to the surface seeing you on the ground, laying terrifying still. Your blood seeping on the ground, your slurred apologies, the dread he felt as you closed your eyes for what could have been the final time.
Akutagawa has seen and experience many traumatizing situations, and he hopes to never have to experience something like this ever again.
You lurched forward, straight into his chest before you could process what you were doing. It felt like instinct, and as you sobbed into his chest, you felt him tense underneath your grip. He barely relaxed after it registered what he was doing, but you felt his hand place itself on top of your head as he tried to register this feeling.
“Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”
If anything his words made you bawl harder.
You would have never thought that the Akutagawa would ever be doing this to you, let alone anyone else. But you embraced this as much as you could. Being vulnerable and working in the Port Mafia don’t go hand in hand, so letting your walls down with someone so close to you are rare and you aren’t going to waste a precious moment like this.
Behind the heated glares, brutal honesty, and snarky comments, Akutagawa is someone that you look up to (minus the rather violent outbursts when it comes to the weretiger). He paved a way in this world, despite being dealt a horrible upbringing. He’s more than a strong person, he’s more than enough, even if he doesn’t fully believe that himself if it’s not in the eyes of his old mentor.
He’s more than enough for you.
Bonus
“Don’t let this happens again. If it does, I plan on killing you myself.”
“U-um yes of course!”
“And if you so much as utter a word of this-“
“D-Don’t worry I won’t!”
Well sweet moment over. Akutagawa’s intimidating again.
“The fact that you think that this was acceptable”, he scoffed. “This world is not made for the weak. Only the strong survive, and the weak perish. Stay by my side, or die with the weak, and I refuse to let you die.”
He stared at you, fierce determination in his gaze. “Expect training to begin once you get cleared. I won’t tolerate anymore failures. Don’t disappoint me.”
So this is way of showing concern. You’re not upset, far from it actually. You know that it’s hard for him to open up, so you appreciated the effort. You accepted the effort. You both didn’t want a repeat of this situation, and you’ll make sure that stays true.
“I won’t let you down Akutagawa!”
And he knows that you won’t. He’s by your side after all, and you’re not as weak as you think.
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I apologise and I hope you'll forgive me for using your simblr askbox for this but i just read your rants on your writing blog and I had to drop by. You can ignore this ask if it oversteps boundaries. I hope people can see n understand that writing fics is not your source of income and respect the fact that your office job is what gets your bills paid. I dont think they've got any right to say "leave the company" type-thing to you when they dont know the whole story, it's just unecessary advice-
I really hope people, instead of screaming at you to update SY with their pitchforks in the air, wait patiently for the update (WHENEVER u decide to do so) and at least empathise with your situation as working people/corporate slaves themselves. Im sure most of us are the same so I dont understand why some have the nerve to act entitled on the internet? I mean i get it that the story might be something they were looking forward to but god, its not just them who have lives separate of tumblr. (2)
I'm now ranting, I'm sorry but seeing you apologise for not updating SY when you already said you've put the series on hiatus till 19th May didnt sit well with me. I didnt think you needed to apologise when you've said time and time again that your promotion has left you with very little free time on your hands. Doesn't that clearly mean that you wont be able to update your fics as quick and frequent as SN got updated cause you literally don't have free time? Shouldn't people respect that? (3)
And shouldn't they respect the fact that free time doesn't always mean that you're gonna spend it all on writing SY?? Like, fuck i'm so fucking mad rn. I'm so sorry that you have to deal with entitled readers too who think that all your free time should be devoted to writing fics only. You genuinely sound so fucking stressed, frustrated and thoroughly overworked in your posts, Saint and I hope people fucking open their eyes to see it instead of being Seras and seeing only their woes. (4)
I do hope and pray you get your break and rest first cause i know you've got your personal reasons for putting yourself through this whole overworking ordeal and i'm no one to tell you what to do or not. I can just hope for your good mental and physical health and for your boss to not ask you to cover full shifts last minute when you've already worked full time for yours the entire week. Again, before I forget, PLEASE, update SY at YOUR pace. (5)
I've been locked in ever since u posted SN1 so im not leavin til' I get SY15 (OH WAIT, ill have to get off the roller coaster if u ever discontinue it, which is totally fine too! pls dont take that as me pushing u to finish sy T-T im sorry) Take your time with it. You're already risking your health over your job rn and u dont need to do that with writing- something that's your escape. ANYWAY, ive talked bs for way too long and i apologise if this all isn't coherent and for repetitive ask-ings. 6
it’s okkk and thank u, i appreciate u sm :’( i’m sorry you had to see me freaking out earlier. i’m truly just fed up and exhausted with my life outside of this web space. i only apologized for not being able to post frequent updates bc i want readers to understand that i’m not abandoning sy by choice. in fact, i get very veryyy sad that i can’t find the time to write it. i feel bad that i can’t even have proper conversations with my moots here and they prob think i’m ignoring them 😭 i also just came across this post where two of my readers are having an exchange abt how sy has slow updates and it’s making them lose interest and i was kinda hurt but i understand tbh sddjfjsjs but YOU, ILY AND I HOPE YOU’RE HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY. tysm for dropping by and for understanding my situation (ik i sound dramatic but aaaaaaa)
i’ll open anon on main so u can reach out there too <33
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ateez: love languages
a/n: this post is not to be taken too seriously- obviously i don’t personally know these people and therefore have no actual grasp on what their love languages would be. this is just based off of what we as fans already know, and this post is for *harmless* entertainment only! also: none of these gifs belong to me!
hongjoong: acts of service
- feels guilty because of his busy life, so he makes up for it by treating you like his a princess
- lots of "hey, let me do that"
- really really just wants to see you pleased
- would literally fetch the moon if he thought you'd thank him
- uses helping out to show his devotion to you, despite his occasional absence
seonghwa: physical affection
- wa n ts sn u g g les
- is SO needy but pretends he isn't
- constant hand holding is crucial
- he loves repetitive touch: soft petting, thumb stroking, etc. it's how you keep each other present
- gives so many kisses. he especially likes temple kisses. no i will not elaborate
yunho: gifts
- is SUCH a giver
- is the type to see something in the damn grocery store, but if he thinks you'd like it, he's buying it
- as a result, you are an (unwilling) trinket collector
- he also loves when you give things to him, and he doesn't hide it
- his expectations for gifts are never high though- he's a firm believer in the "it's the thought that counts" mindset
yeosang: quality time
- is the best person to chill with because he's simply grateful for your company
- might hold your hand or run his hands through your hair
- but he stays quiet
- you two might even work on separate projects because literally all you need is that mutual presence
- loves idle activities: watching movies, painting, even cleaning, if it means he can be with you
san: physical affection
- has to have at least one hand on you at all times
- drapes his arm over your shoulders, like,,,, genuinely. it’s so endearing omg
- he can get kinda possessive at times but it’s okay cause it’s hot
- he LOVES when you play with his hair
- thinks you’re mad at him if you don’t want to snuggle
mingi: acts of service
- mingi best boy he literally does everything for you
- he LOVES when you can’t reach something and he has to get it down for you
- constantly trying to prevent you from working
- takes the dishes out of your hands as you’re doing them
- also loves to get/make you food. he can’t cook for shit but it’s the thought that counts
wooyoung: quality time
- similar to yeosang, he really just likes being with you
- sometimes follows you like a lost puppy
- loves forcing you to try new things
-"i have a new dance choreo that you need to see"
- makes you cook with him because he gets to do his favorite activity with his favorite person
jongho: words of affirmation
- CONSTANT compliments
-will literally just stare at you until you ask what's wrong. "nothing, you're just beautiful."
- he loves to be praised. pls tell him he’s doing good. he needs it. pls.
- writes you notes so even when you're not face to face he can let you know he appreciates you
- says cheesy shit like "i'm so lucky to have you" but it's so genuine you could never cringe
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