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blackpearlgirll · 5 months

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Soo... When Im back, it can only mean one thing. I relapsed.... from 6months. I dont really feel anytype of way right know, but oh god Im gonna haaaaate myself later.

If anyone has any words of encouragement or tips on how not to be too harsh with yourself. Please feel free to share 🙏❤️

I hope everyone is safe and doing well

- Cristina Rosa❤️ xx

#addiction #blackpearlgirll #addict #cristina rosa #drug addict #addiction relapse

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blackpearlgirll · 2 years

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"Ooh, no looking down,

I don't wanna come down

You know I've been so down "

#addiction #blackpearlgirll #addict #cristina rosa #drug addict #im trippin #acid #amphetamine #drug addiction #addiction relapse #lsdacid

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blackpearlgirll · 2 years

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So...I was almost 2 month sober. Relapsed 1 day before my 60day milestone. Well, here we go again...

No.., I mean.. I want to get back to recovery asap. If any recovering addicts here want to chat, I'd appreciate it very much 🙏❤️ I hope everyone is doing well! Xxx

- Criss 🌹 xxx

#blackpearlgirll #cristina rosa #addiction #girls who do drugs #addict #drug addict #recovery #recovering addict

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blackpearlgirll · 4 months

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🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#blackpearlgirll #cristina rosa #ask

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blackpearlgirll · 4 months

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Hey! How are you doing? Nice to meet you I’m from El Paso Texas.

My doc is methamphetamines, I recently started slamming it, I saw your post on a spun page so I thought I’d say hello

Hello anon! Thank you for your messages. Sorry for answering late! Hope you are doing well my dear and stay safe! ❤️🙏

#ask #blackpearlgirll #cristina rosa

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blackpearlgirll · 4 months

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Hiiii hru

Hello! Im doing much better thank u for asking❤️🙏

#ask #blackpearlgirll #cristina rosa

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blackpearlgirll · 4 months

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Today is my birthday. Life isnt exactly how I pictured that it'll be when Im 30. But it could be a loooot worse, haha. Today I'll celebrite peacefully at home 🙏 hope everyone has a lovely morning/day/evening/night 🥰

- Cristina Rosa xxxx ❤️❤️

#addiction #blackpearlgirll #addict #cristina rosa #drug addict #drug addiction #bpd #bipolaire #adhd #birthday

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blackpearlgirll · 3 years

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"Maybe it's Maybelline,

Maybe it's Methamphetamine"

Day 3

I missed doing meth at home, all by myself. I don't care what anyone has to say, but I REALLY needed this 😂 So here's a photo of my awkward face! Lol

Send ask's or dm's, I finally have time to chat 💖

- 🌹Cristina Rosa🌹

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blackpearlgirll · 3 years

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Follow @ IG & Twitter!

I'm looking for new accounts to follow on Instagram and Twitter! DM me your @ if we post similar topics. Or dm (and follow😉) me on IG and twitter at:

@ blackpearlgirll

-Criss 🌹

#blackpearlgirll #cristina rosa #follow me on instagram #instagram #twitter #follow me on twitter #mental illness #addiction #drug addiction #bpd #schizoaffective #borderline personality disorder #schizoaffective disorder

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blackpearlgirll · 3 years

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🎶Right now I'm higher than my frequency🎶

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blackpearlgirll · 2 years

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#blackpearlgirll #cristina rosa #selfie

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blackpearlgirll · 2 years

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#blackpearlgirll #addict #addiction #drug addict #girls who do drugs #amphetamine #piercings #bpd

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blackpearlgirll · 3 years

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Oh Amy, you're the love of my life 💖

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blackpearlgirll · 3 years

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Drug talk & blog thoughts

It was my 3rd or 4th day in a row with no sleep, geeked and avoiding reality the reality. My double life had started to turn from an exciting quilty pleasure, to a distressing trap of self sabotage. Guilty conscience pushed me to almost admit everything, but I wasn’t ready to face the consequences of telling the truth.

So this was my compromise. I didn't think anyone would come accross or be interested in my sad little blog 😂 but I still thought that if someone does find it and is going through similar struggles, I would be happy to talk, listen, share, distract, make friends with them.

In 4 months, or so, my tumblr has grown to 92 followers as in right now. Maybe its nothing for most people, but to me it feels unreal! I don't even know that many people in my real life, haha!

I'm happy and sad at the same time for how many ppl think my tumblr is worth the follow. Makes me feel little less alone when messaging in DM's or the group chat or seeing your likes and reblogs of my posts. Thinking like "wow, someone saw my angsty post and related to it."

(NOTE! If Iam not answering to your messages, its not that I dont want to!! There is always a good reason, like Im sleeping, hanging out with someone in real life, having alone time or just forgot to answer back, thanks to my dopey brain, lol. If I post stuff and still dont answer, just hit me up again, please!)

I really want to do something good here. But I'm not sure what. So I'm gonna continue posting my thoughts and messaging with anyone who wants to chat. If you have any ideas or things you'd like to see me post about, pleease share! It can be anything.

Like what should I do or post when I hit the 100 followers mark? Is there some other social media platforms I should look in to?

Thank you again my fellow jerky junkies and ding-a-ling druggies!💋 Xxx

- Cristina Rosa, the blackpearlgirll 🖤🌹

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blackpearlgirll · 3 years

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Ask me anything!

Send me asks on whatever topic you want! I'll answer to everyone and everything, just keep it respectful. 😊❤

(NB!! NSFW/18+/etc themed asks are welcome, but I DO NOT respond to sexually suggestive suggestions or other disrespectful asks! So, no nudes, hookups, sexting...)

😘 xxxx

-🌹Cristina Rosa🌹

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blackpearlgirll · 3 years

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Omg, 103 followers! Thank you guys!!! 😍 I totally missed the 100 mark, lol! Lets drink, snort, smoke and all that shit, for that! Cheers, mfs! 🖤💋

- Cristina 🌹

#cristina rosa #blackpearlgirll #my post #addict #addiction #drug addict #girls who do drugs #amphetamine #drug use #drugs #girls who like drugs #hard drugs #drug blog #mental illness #meth

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