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heesulovebot · 2 years
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jiwoo: "in my life, we were together for a year, but the truth is that he'll remain with me forever"
me:
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paintedstories · 11 months
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REQ open!!!
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What you can request:
Hard/soft thoughts
Drabbles
Headcanons
Mood boards
for skz, Tokio hotel, and txt (I'm open to anything tbh)
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kpoptimeout · 11 months
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K-Pop Debuts and Comebacks for the First Week of June (May 29-Jun 4 2023)
May 29
AB6IX - Loser
Popular boy group AB6IX returns with a smooth performance!
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CIX - Save me, Kill me
TW: Bullying, Suicide, Car Accident
Talented boy group CIX touches on heavy topics in this comeback.
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May 30
BOYNEXTDOOR - Serenade
The first boy band produced by ZICO debuts in this cute song showing their affable charms!
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May 31
Joob A - vlog ft. heeju
Soloist Joob A drops a chill and smooth track with fellow underrated artist heeju!
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Jun 1
Hwang Chi Yeul - You Are My Spring
Popular ballad singer Hwang Chi Yeul is back with another touching piece!
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ZHOUMI - Mañana (Our Drama) ft. Eunhyuk
Super Junior M group mates ZHOUMI and Eunhyuk collab in ZHOUMI's much awaited solo comeback!
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Jun 2
Stray Kids - S-Class
Talented boy band Stray Kids melds Eastern and Western influences together in this powerful track!
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Woo - Ransome ft. BILL STAX
Popular rapper Woo Wonjae is back with another great track, this time collaborating with veteran rapper BILL STAX (formerly known as Vasco)!
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Jun 3
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Jun 4
No releases.
What is your favourite track of the week?
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the13thelysium · 2 years
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Pai Mei from Kill Bill remade in Soul Calibur 6!
Check out how to make him yourself here! LINK
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midyiderit · 1 month
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Stray Kids Fic Recomendations
I didn't write any of these. I just like them. I'm also a Chan bias, so it's a lot Chan.
Part 2
Key:
Fluff ☁️
Angst ⛈️
Mature 🌹
Smut 🔥
Comfort 🫂
Reverse Comfort 🔁🫂
Idol 🎤
Dynamics:
Strangers 💛
Best Friends 🩵
Strangers to Lovers 🧡
Friends to Lovers 💜
Exs to Lovers ❤️‍🩹
Established Relationship ❤️
Lovers to Exs 💔
Reactions:
☁️🫂 You Have Insomnia by @mazeinthemiroh ❤️
☁️ When You Don't Use Thier Card by @cheeseceli ❤️
☁️ When You Aren't Affected By Nightmares by @justsomefluff ❤️
☁️🫂 They Put Their Jacket On Your Lap When You're Uncomfortable ❤️ by @softstraykidshours
☁️ They Find You Alseep Cuddling Their SKZoo by @blue-jisungs ❤️
☁️🎤 9th Member!Reader Shows Their Abs on Stage by @mazeinthemiroh 🩵
☁️🌹 They Refuse to Take Your Virginity When You're Drunk by @mazeinthemiroh ❤️
☁️🌹 They Find Out You Prefer to Sleep Naked by @mazeinthemiroh ❤️
☁️ When Their S/O is a Stylist by @mazeinthemiroh ❤️
☁️🎤 When Their S/O is an Idol by @mazeinthemiroh ❤️
☁️ They Introduce Their S/O to the Rest of SKZ by @liknws ❤️
🔥 When Their Dick Doesn't Fit by @spiceofvy ❤️
☁️ When They're Falling for their Best Friend by @skzshortcake 🩵
☁️🎤 When They Meet Their Idol Crush For the First Time by @localminstrel 💛
☁️ Fighting Over the Bill by @cheeseceli ❤️
☁️🎤 You Choose Them as Your Ideal Type by @dongyucks 🩵
☁️ They Find a Kiss Mark on Their SKZoo by @cheeseceli ❤️
Fake Texts
☁️ SKZ as Dads by @skzfairyyyf8te ❤️
☁️ Simping Over a Hot Photo of Them by @bloomingbutterflysworld 🩵
☁️ Princess Treatment With SKZ by @wegc ❤️
🫂 They Know You're Not as Tough as You Act (Hyung Line) (Maknae Line) (Part 2) by @charmerchannie ❤️
☁️ They Know You're Dating Another Memeber by @bloomingbutterflysworld 🩵
☁️ Accidentally Gushing Over Their Trailer Pics to Them by @emithecharmer 💜
☁️ Messing With Their SKZoo by @ilovemesomeshortking ❤️
☁️ SKZoo Texts (Hyung Line) (Maknae Line) by @chvnmax ❤️
🌹 They Find Out You Read FanFics About Them by @snowyquokka 💜
🌹 They Wake Up Alone After Your First Night Together by @imagine-a-life-like-this ❤️
🫂 They Convince You to Take a Break by @imagine-a-life-like-this ❤️
🌹 You Accidentally Confess to Them (Hyung Line) (Maknae Line) by @snowyquokka 💜
🌹 Accidentally Gushing to Them About How They Look Bareface (Hyung Line) (Maknae Line) by @bluejutdae 💜
☁️ They Accidentally Confess to You (Hyung Line) (Maknae Line) by @stayteezdreams 💜
☁️ Accidentally Confessing to Them by @soonyoungblr 💜
☁️You Steal Their SKZoo by @hyunedew ❤️
Individual Memebers
Bang Chan
☁️ Missing Wolf by @baby-yongbok ❤️
⛈️🫂 Start Over by @skzstannie ❤️‍🩹
🔁🫂 Picture Perfect by @bchan95 ❤️
🌹☁️🎤 Don't Touch by @prettiestboyev ❤️
☁️�� Let Me In Your Ocean by @skzms 💜
☁️ Secretly Dating Chan by @charmerchannie ❤️
Lee Know (Minho)
🔁🫂 Cold by @jinhyun ❤️
☁️ Finding Minho's Missing Cat by @charmerchannie 🧡
Seo Changbin
☁️ Changbin "Subtly" Pines Over You by @lixie-phoria 🩵
Hwang Hyunjin
⛈️ The Other Woman by @slutforleeminho 💔
☁️ Drunk Confessing to Hyunjin (Part 2) by @jinhyun 💜
Han Jisung
☁️🔥 Catfish...? by @seungminheart 🧡
Lee Felix
☁️ Subtext by @forlix 🩵
☁️ Suprising Felix on His Birthday by @stayteezdreams ❤️
Yang Jeongin (I.N.)
☁️ I.N. "Subtly" Pines Over You by @lixie-phoria 🩵
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🔥 Loser Has To Share [OT8] by @luvyeni 🩵
☁️ Threatening Their SKZoo [Chan, Felix, and Minho] by @secretsecretbunny ❤️
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lxverss · 10 months
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⸻ ꜰᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜᴇꜱ | hhj
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✰ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: brothers bsf!h.hyunjin x fem!reader
✰ ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: smut, friends to lovers (?), mutual pining, hyunjin is a perv, reader is a tease
✰ ᴡᴄ: 2.5k
✰ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: smut, drunk sex, kinda? rough sex, swearing, lots of sexual tension, male masturbation, oral (f. recieving), lots of dirty talk, p in v, unprotected sex (don't be stupid like them), creampie, cum eating, hair pulling, a bit of fluff at the end (lmk if I missed anything!)
this fic is strictly 18+ and has sexual themes which are not suited for a minor. Minors/ageless blogs will be blocked immediately upon interaction.
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You were a typical broke college student. But unlike most of your friends, you had your own apartment. Mostly because you'd rather pay the bills than share your precious home with someone else.
Despite that, hwang hyunjin, your brother's best friend and him spent most of their times in your home. Your brother said it was because he didn't want his dear sister to feel alone. He was, indeed quite overprotective of you. Could you blame him? Boys would most certainly drool over you wherever you went. No harm in protecting his innocent little sister from those lust driven boys, is there?
Back to the present, you invited them over for tonight to celebrate finishing your second semester. You also invited your close friend Felix, one of your only male friends your brother trusted. You heard the doorbell ring right as you were done preparing snacks and drinks. "Coming!" You yelled from the kitchen loud enough for them to hear. You hastily made your way towards the front door, checking through the peephole. It was none other than hwang hyunjin himself.
You let him in, asking him where your brother was. "Well.. about that.." he started speaking, and you already knew where this was going. "...he can't make it because something came up at work" he continued, scratching his neck nervously waiting for your response. You sighed, kind of expecting this. "Oh well, I guess he can't even make time for his own sister for one fucking evening" you said, clearly pissed. You both then made your way to your living room, and he made himself comfortable on your couch.
You went over to your kitchen to bring the snacks and drinks you prepared. You made your way over back to your living room, seeing hyunjin has already put on a show for himself to watch. "Want some?" You said, putting down the bowl of popcorn on your coffee table. He gave you a small smile and a nod as he reached for the bowl of popcorn. You made yourself comfortable sitting next to him on the couch.
Hyunjin was nervous. That short little dress you wore tonight reached your mid thigh. Your cleavage was on full display for only him to see. And when you bent down to grab some of the popcorn, he could clearly see your breasts. It drove him crazy everytime your hand brushed his when you both were reaching for the popcorn at the same time.
You suddenly got a notification on your phone, and you jumped a little in surprise. 'So fucking cute' he thought to himself. You opened your phone, only for your expression to drop.
lix 🐣 : sorry y/n, my girlfriend got sick and I can't make it tonight :(
lix 🐣 : I swear I'll make it up to you soon!!
You sighed, not being able to stay mad at him for his valid reason of not being able to make it. You texted him back, saying he should take care of his girlfriend and that you hope she gets better soon. "What's wrong?", Asked hyunjin with a confused expression. "Nothing... Lix won't be able to make it because his girlfriend's sick." You sighed yet again. "Guess it'll be just us tonight then" he said with a smirk. "Oh please." You rolled your eyes, focusing back on the movie but still smiling widely at his flirtatious remark. He only chuckled.
Despite seeming confident, he was internally screaming. Because not only was he gonna be spending time with you alone, in your house, but to make it worse he had been staring at your thighs and boobs this whole time instead of focusing on the movie and it took a toll on his newly formed erection. He was growing harder by the second, his thoughts only engulfed by your presence. He had to grab a fluffy pillow and put it over his erection, not wanting to give away his perverted antics. Although he was imagining it was you grazing your slick pussy over his cock instead of that pillow.
His mind was growing fuzzier by the second, and he had to avoid your gaze everytime you made a comment about the movie he wasn't even paying attention at. He was solely focused on the way your breasts bounced everytime you sat back down after grabbing a popcorn. He focused on your bare thighs, and your flimsy little dress riding them up as you put your right leg over the other. His gaze dropped to your fine legs, a silver anklet hanging from your right foot. He glanced back up at your breasts, his gaze slowly going up. They stopped at your collarbones, seeing a golden necklace adorning your neck. It was the one your brother gave you for your 18th birthday. Oh how he thought you were the most stunning woman on earth.
You noticed his lustful gaze on you, and the way he was clutching onto his pillow everytime you brushed your hand against his. You were loving every fucking bit of it. "Want a drink?" You playfully said, and he immediately knew you meant alcohol. "Sure" he said with a small smile.
You got up to make your way over to the kitchen, your dress moving from side to side as you swayed your hips on purpose. It was almost visible that you had no underwear on whatsoever and he could see that. He clutched his pillow tighter as he slid his hand down his pants to rub his now fully hardened cock. He moaned softly and he felt like a disgusting pig for even thinking of you like that.
You came back with a bottle of wine and two shot glasses. You sat back down and popped the bottle open, filling both your shot glasses with a generous amount. "Cheers!" He exclaimed as you both picked up your shot glass only to down it all at once. You both had a few shots, and he was a bit more drunk than you.
You both resumed watching the movie that was currently playing only to see a sexual scene unfold. His eyes grew wide in shock, seeing the protagonist heavily and lustfully making out with the female lead. It progressively grew worse and so did his boner. As if it couldn't get any worse or better, they started stripping and immediately hyunjin excused himself to the bathroom. You turned it off, flustered from the unexpected sexual scene.
Hyunjin shut the bathroom door behind him and leaned against it. He slowly reached for the zipper and unzipped his pants. He pulled his pants down along with his boxers and started stroking his fully hard dick. He moaned a softly, not wanting you to hear him. As he was stroking his cock, he only thought about you and how stunning you looked tonight. Your smell, your gaze, your smile, the flimsy dress you wore to tease him, and god everything about you was driving him fully insane. It didn't take him too long to cum, spurting it all over his hand.
After cleaning up, he came back and saw you scrolling through your phone on the couch. "Are you okay?" You said, glancing up at him with your big doe eyes. "What do you mean?" He said, in panic. Could you have caught on? Did you hear him masturbating? No. No way. He was as quiet as he possibly could be.
You motioned for him to sit next to you on the couch. He took baby steps towards you, and hesitantly sat down on the couch. "I'm not stupid you know" you said, staring at him with a teasing expression. His heart dropped to his stomach. This had answered all his questions.
"I see the way you look at me, hyunjin" you said, bringing a hand up to his face. He leaned into your touch, and his gaze went to your lips. You slowly leaned in and he thought you were going in for a kiss. But then, you swerved your head to the side and next to his ear you whispered, "I want you to touch me..". You grabbed his hand and brought it to your thigh, urging him to touch you. His cock jumped at that, and he immediately got hard again. He started to rub circles on your inner thigh, leaning in and pressing his plump lips to your neck. "Just how do you want me to touch you, angel?" He muttered into the crook of your neck and then started leaving featherlight kisses down to your collarbone. "Mmmh⸻ ah!" You whimpered softly which made his cock ache in the confines of his tight pants.
He pulled away at your lack of response and grabbed your jaw, "answer the question baby" he said with the most fierce gaze that made your pussy drool. "I-I want you to touch me down there.." you whined and he chuckled raspily. "Yeah? Will you be a good girl for me and take my fingers?" You nodded frantically in his hold. He brushed his hand over your clit and put slight pressure onto it which made you whine against him. He brought his finger down to your folds and gathered your juices to spread them on your clit. To which you grabbed his biceps and moaned loudly. He removed his fingers and started licking his fingers clean. He almost moaned at your taste. "Fuck, you taste so good baby" you whined at the loss of his touch and clenched around nothing. He grabbed your hips and changed your positions so you were laying down.
He forced your legs open and started kissing your inner thighs, leaving a few hickeys. He blowed his hot breath onto your clit and you squirmed at that. You tried closing your legs but to no avail, because his grip on you was too tight and would probably leave a mark. He then grabbed your clit with his plump lips and started sucking licking and biting on them. He started rubbing your entrance with his swift fingers, which made you clench and writhe beneath him. With the overwhelming pleasure, you grabbed onto his hair and clutched it tight. He groaned at that, grinding against the couch roughly.
"Fuck baby.. mmh..." He said in between slurping your essence. He then shoved two fingers into your cunt, thrusting them in and out in a swift motion. You moaned uncontrollably at that, and the knot in your stomach snapped. "Fuck!" You yelled as you came down from your high. Hyunjin wiped your release from his chin with the back of his hand. Grinning, he was satisfied with his masterpiece. When he got off the couch, you saw that he also came, staining your couch.
He hastily pulled his pants down along with his boxers and allowed his cock to spring free. Your mouth opened in awe, staring at his big cock. And fuck, was it pretty like him. It was thin but long, and blushing red at the tip. It had just the right amount of veins.
He smirked and got back on top of you. You grabbed his pretty black locks and pulled him in for a heated kiss. The kiss was gentle and loving despite the situation but it quickly grew rough. Teeth clashing, tongues fighting for dominance but obviously he won. Drool dripping down both of your chins, mixing with the sweat on your body. He bit your lip to which you let out a loud whimper and his hands clawed at your breasts. He got up and pulled you to his lap, not breaking the kiss to unzip your dress.
Then he finally pulled away from the kiss, a string of saliva still connecting your lips. His gaze was dreamy and it made your stomach do cartwheels. He then slowly pulled the dress off of you, admiring your naked body. You whimpered and tried to cover yourself but he swiftly grabbed both your wrists with one hand and pinned you down on the couch roughly. His other hand slammed down right beside your head. You yelped in surprise, and your pussy clenched around nothing.
"don't hide yourself from me, darling.." he said in his deep voice. He looked you up and down and bit down on his lips when his gaze fell on your perfect and round tits. "Fuck.." he grabbed onto your breast with one hand, still keeping you pinned with the other. His mouth latched onto your other breast, giving them both full attention. You squirmed under him at that and tried to get yourself out of his grasp but his hold on you was far too tight. You moaned and threw your head back into the pillow which made his cock twitch. He abandoned your breast and went up to sink his teeth into your neck. You nearly screamed and started squirming even more.
He suckled on your neck and left a few hickeys. Then finally let go of your wrists. Your hands latched onto his back and you dug your nails into is back. He whimpered and bit down harder. "Please hyunjin... need you...", You managed to squeak out. He got up, then went in for another kiss, slower this time. He started stroking his cock and rubbed your entrance with the tip. You whimpered into the kiss, hands moving up his back to tangle them in his hair. He slowly pushed into you, bottoming out.
"fuck, fuck, fuck!" You cussed and grabbed his hair tighter. He growled in response, "you're so fucking tight.. fuck!" He was leaking into your tight cunt. He didn't even start moving yet and you were already clenching him like your life depended on it. He started moving at an inhumane pace, chasing his release. You were practically screaming at this point, and you'd most likely get noise complaint from your neighbours but did you care? No. Not one bit. You felt like you were on cloud nine as you both went at it like bunnies. His grip on your hips were bruising and would leave a mark by morning but you didn't care. All you could think about was hyunjin and his pretty cock.
"nghhh- hyunjin! G-gonna cum!" You said in between thrusts and dragged your nails down his back which felt so fucking good. "Fuck! Cum for me baby" he said into the crook of your neck. You released all over his cock, milking him dry. Soon after your release he emptied himself inside of your delicious cunt, his cum oozing out of it. It felt warm against your walls as he thrusted a few more times to keep his cum inside. He pulled out of you shortly, getting up and picking you up along with him.
He kissed along your shoulders and neck, easing the burning bite marks and hickeys adorning your delicious skin. You nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck, still coming down from your high.
He made his way over to your bathroom and sat you down in your bathtub. He turned on the water with just the right amount of pressure. Before he could walk away to grab a towel to clean you up, you grabbed his neck and pulled him close, "round two?"
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A/N: this is my first time posting a fic on Tumblr so hope you enjoyed!! Reblogs and feedbacks are highly appreciated! <3
This is not proofread btw so pls ignore if there are any typos or grammatical errors!
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Do not repost, plagiarize or translate my works on other sites. ©lxverss 2023 all rights reserved.
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bbyquokka · 11 months
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picture perfect
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pairing: hwang hyunjin x fem reader
genre: smut – MDNI
synopsis: you find a way to make more money not realising hyunjin is doing the same
warnings: smut, established relationship, distribution of explicate content (pics) online, sex work (onlyfans), taking videos during explicate moments (everything is consensual), oral sex (m rec), pussy drunk hyunjin, unprotected sex, cum eating, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, cream pie, pet names, word 'girl' is used.
words: 3.3k ~ (3300)
♡ m.list — ♡ you can also read it on my ao3
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dont repost. dont translate. minors, ageless & default blogs; dni! feedback and reblogs are highly advised and appreciated!
desperate calls calls for desperate measures and that's exactly what you have done.
money is tight. you barely have enough to make ends meet. once you have paid rent, electric and water bills, you have just enough for groceries. 
you soon grew tired of struggling. you don't like asking for help because you've been taught that it's a sign of weakness, plus, having to ask people for money isn't necessarily a smooth nor nice thing to ask for.
your boyfriend, hyunjin, is also in the same boat as you. he left his small town to live in the big city thinking nothing of it, until he realised how expensive it is. you both live on the same apartment block, just across the hallway from one another.
a cliché series of events happened that brought you both together. you've spoken to each other for months but it was nothing but a simple “hello” and small talk in the complex elevator. however, on this one faithful (and unlucky) day, did everything change.
one thing happened after another. a series of unfortunate events. your pay check hadn't come through and you needed that considering you were behind on the rent. luckily for you, the landlord is a kind and understanding person so he gave you some time.
after being on the phone for three hours, listening to the same elevator music whilst being on hold, you got no where, which naturally, lead to your frustration. you decided to just get on with your day, shop for groceries so that's at least one thing you don't have to worry about.
that didn't go as planned.
you went over budget. you didn't realise that the cost of living would also affect the price of food. you had so little groceries for such a high price, food that wouldn't last a week and to top it off, paper bags are now the new thing which you don't mind however, they're flimsy and weak.
on your way home, it started to rain. the rain was heavy, bouncing off the pavement and passing vehicles. you're pretty sure you got splashed by a car or two but you couldn't tell considering your jeans were soaked and sticking to your legs with your socks soaking up all the water from the hole in your beaten down trainers.
you got to the revolving doors of the complex. as if on queue, the flimsy paper bag broke resulting in all your groceries falling onto the pavement. you wanted to cry, to curse at the world for having such a bad day but a knight in shining armour came to your rescue.
hyunjin saw what had happened. he saw how soaked you looked, how your t-shirt was see through, jeans darkened in colour as your hair dripped with water. he looked at your sullen and defeated expression and felt sorry for you. he also felt something else for you, but now was not the right time to be having thoughts, especially when you looked so defeated and desperate for help.
he helped you. he gathered up your groceries and helped you to your apartment door, for you to find out that you lost your apartment keys–somehow. all you could do was laugh because if you didn't laugh, you'd cry.
hyunjin was nothing but helpful to you that day. he let you crash at his place, use his shower and dress in his clothing. you slept on the sofa and helped around the apartment for him such as cooking and cleaning, almost like husband and wife–almost.
since then, you two have been together as well as inseparable. you hate to ask for money. you always feel like you always have bad luck and well, it sucks.
you need money and you need it fast. your dead end job barely pays enough. as well as needing the money, you also want money because you want to buy yourself nice things. fund your little hobbies and dress up in nice clothing. buy what you want, when you want and not have to worry or feel guilty when you spend money on luxuries.
you came across an article about how much someone earns in a month just from subscriptions on onlyfans. after some research you learnt that onlyfans is a place for sexual photos and videos with people paying a subscription fee to ‘unlock’ and see the explicit content.
you thought about it, long and hard. for days and days you thought. the more you thought, the more you wanted to do it. if all you had to do was take a few explicit photos of yourself and not have to worry about money for years, then so be it.
what you didn't bank on, was your boyfriend to find out.
“how did you–?” you blink at hyunjin. his phone facing in your direction. your onlyfans profile staring right back at you. the colour drains from your cheeks, heart thumping against your chest.
it was supposed to be a calm and collective movie night. hyunjin wanted company, he phoned you up and you said yes, of course! you went to use the bathroom and within minutes, you came back to the living area to this.
“i knew it was you! i recognise those breasts anywhere!” hyunjin says with a chuckle as he turns his phone back to himself. his thumb swiping up his screen as he checks out your content.
you blink a few times. confusion as well as a million questions swim around in your head. he's not angry at you and that's confusing you.
“you have to send me this one, damn!” hyunjin groans as he shows you your topless mirror selfie. after a few more blinks, you suddenly come back down to earth. realisation hitting you.
“wait. all my content is locked behind a subscription fee.”
“yeah, i know.”
“so you paid to see my photos??” you say as you sit down on the sofa beside him. he hums, shrugging and giving you a nod. “why? how? are you not mad?”
“i was browsing the site and came across your profile, so i paid the fee to see what spicy content you have.” hyunjin smirks. his whole demeanour throwing you off massively. “plus, why would i be mad when i do the same thing.”
“oh i don't kn–wait, what?” hyunjin's cheeks turn a faint pink colour. he looks at you and grins before laughing at your shocked expression.
“i do it too. would be pretty hypocritical of me to be mad at you for doing what i do.”
“wait so, you also take pictures of yourself too?”
“yeah with the occasional video.”
“what type of videos?” hyunjin puts his phone down before leaning back with his legs spread.
“i jerk off. ”
“and people like that?” hyunjin nods. “more than the pics?”
“depends. everyone has different tastes in what they like.”
“why did you start doing this..?”
“why did you?”
“because i needed the money. my dead end job barely pays enough for this overpriced apartment. once everything is paid for, i barely have enough for myself. i just wanted that bit extra.”
“that's the reason why i started too. i underestimated how expensive living in the city is. now i earn enough to the point where, i don't have to do it. i just do it for fun.”
you look away. everything slowly sinking in. so many thoughts and feelings such as relief, washing over you. you feel close to tears. all those hours you spent awake in bed, feeling shackled with fear–worthless.
“hey.” hyunjin speaks softly, his hand coming into contact with your chin to turn it so you're looking at him “are you ok yn?”
“yeah.. yeah! it's just a lot to take in, that's all.” you laugh softly, leaning into his touch.
“was you worried about me finding out?”
“fuck yeah! stuff like this isn't very appreciated by many people. i was scared you'd judge me or worse; hate me.”
“oh baby. i could never hate you. i love you, plus you do whatever you like. i don't care as long as you're safe.”
“thank you.”
“plus, this just means we can start doing things together. if you want to, that is.”
“you mean as in..?” hyunjin licks his lips and smirks as he slowly nods his head. “like what?”
“well, you can suck my cock for starters. i think that'd be a great introduction video.”
“y-you mean, right now?” you bite your bottom lip gently as hyunjin runs his fingers through your hair, stopping at the back of your head. he gathers a bunch of hair and tugs at the roots causing you to hiss.
“yes, right now. be a good girl and put that mouth of yours to good use.” with a single nod and a hum, you shuffle off the sofa and between hyunjin's legs.
you lick your lips at the sight of his already erect penis that's happily forming a tent in his sweat pants. you grab the waistband, hyunjin lifting up his hips as you pull the fabric down his legs.
you squeeze your thighs together as you press the palm of your hand against his bulge, roughly. you begin to palm him, starting off slow and steady before picking up the pace once you feel him twitch.
all the while, hyunjin has grabbed his phone and started to record you. he makes sure not to get your face into the shot. you slowly trace the outline of his penis with your fingernail, before giving a few rough squeezes at the tip.
“let's not keep the people waiting baby. hurry up.” 
you grab the waistband of his boxer shorts, pulling them down his legs to pool alongside with his sweats. his erection springs free, hyunjin making sure he catches it on camera, releasing a satisfactory hum.
you lick your lips hungrily, loving the red blush on his tip and the shimmer of pre-cum that seeps from his slit. you wrap your hand around the base, his girth too thick for your hand to wrap all the way around. 
“look at that. your hand looks so small wrapped around my thick cock.” he hums. you whimper softly at his dirty talk, something you've never experienced from hyunjin before. it's clear he is playing up to the camera, being a bit extra for the sake of the content–but you love it so much and want more.
hyunjin runs his fingers through your hair slowly, his fingertips massaging your scalp. he pushes the back of your head towards him, stopping when you're eye level with his cock. you rub his tip suddenly with the pad of your thumb, fast and harsh–just the way he likes it.
if hyunjin wants to put on a show, then a show he shall get.
his hips suddenly buck upwards at the harsh rubs. your thumb coating in his pre-cum. hyunjin stutters and legs shake, hand quick to release from your hair to grab your wrist to make you stop.
he heavily pants, a thin sheen of sweat resting on his forehead. you look up at him innocently but give him a quick smirk.
“you cheeky girl.” he grunts. you batter your eyelashes at him in a sickly sweet manor. the innocent, sweet expression on your face making hyunjin want to dirty you and mark you as his territory.
“suck.” you shiver at the harshness of his tone. a dominant tone that screams ‘don't mess with me.’ you nod once, parting your lips to allow your tongue to slide out and make contact with the underside of his shaft.
you give it a long, slow lick to the tip, using the tip of your tongue to poke and lick his slit. pre-cum gathers on your tongue as you flatten and swirl it around his tip.
hyunjin hums softly, spreading his legs wider and sinking into the material of the sofa. his head kicks back as his eyes close, his black permed hair falling behind him.
you wrap your lips around him, suckling on his tip whilst swirling your tongue around it a few more times to get it soaked in your saliva. you lazily stroke the base, occasionally rolling and squeezing his balls.
you embrace his length by engulfing it. the warmth and wetness of your mouth sends shivers down to hyunjin's balls and cock, making him twitch in your mouth. you hum around his length which makes hyunjin shiver and part his lips to let out soft moans and grunts.
your eyes flutter shut. you allow yourself to focus and get lost in pleasuring your boyfriend. his breathy pants and moans in the form of your name encourages you. you manage to get half his length, if not a little more, in your mouth but not without gagging a few times and feeling like you cannot breath.
saliva accumulates and drips from the stretched corners of your mouth. it gathers and pools at the base, coating your hand and making it uncomfortable for you. you swallow the saliva, swallowing him in the process. throat clenching around his thick cock causes hyunjin to gasp out loud. 
he looks down at you, phone still being held at a decent length considering the current state he is in. he grabs a fistful of your hair, bundling it up to yank at. you let out a pained whimper, eyes squeezing shut.
wet, sloppy sounds paired with the occasional pop when you release him from you mouth mixes in the living area. hyunjin can't control his moaning. your spit and tear stained face a stark contrast to your usual innocent and clean look.
he just wants to dirty you even more.
“i can never get over how fucking good you are at giving head, yn.” 
you smirk, giving him a simple hum before engulfing his length again. you suck, lick, fondle and hum causing hyunjin to come closer and closer to the edge. his grip on your hair tightening, his balls straining as heat pools to the pit of his stomach.
“fuck, cum. i'm going to cum yn, shit.” hyunjin splutters. his hips buck up suddenly, tip hitting the back of your throat causing you to gag as his fluids shoot and coat your throat. he heavily pants, body twitching and muscles spasming.
you swallow the best you can, pulling away to lick his tip and your lips clean. 
“shit..” hyunjin pants, stopping the recording and putting his phone down. “that was fucking amazing.”
“seems like you enjoyed it a bit too much hyun.” you smirk, eyes flickering to his still hardened cock.
without a word, hyunjin rises to his feet and picks you up in one swift motion. he walks to the bedroom, opening the door and throwing you on the mattress before stripping himself of his clothing.
“i just want so much more of you yn. you're addictive.”
“f-fuck! ah, h-hyun. c-cant, i can't!”
“you can, i know you can!” 
you let out a shaky whimper. bodies slick with sweat and body fluids, hyunjin driving you to your nth orgasm of the night. feeling sticky in cum and juices paired with the suffocating heat of hyunjin's body–it's all becoming a little overwhelming.
your body has been put in various positions. love bites, nail indentations and red marks decorate each others skin. hyunjin is approaching his limit but he's too hungry for you.
the overstimulation of each thrust is too much for you both, but you're both addicted to each other, to the feeling. you desperate cling and claw at hyunjin, whilst he hisses in pain. your cunt is sensitive but so warm and sloppy that hyunjin just doesn't know if he can stop.
“good.. good. so good, fuck yn.” he blabbers as his hips snap against yours. his bottom lip swollen from biting down too much and too hard, his hair slicked back and in place thanks to the sweat from his body.
“please don't stop. keep going, fuck.” you pant. you're both drunk and hazy from lust and love. neither one of you knowing what you're saying. everything is just a daze, it's just you two in the moment.
the bed creaking, sheets tangled and pillows nowhere to be seen. you're both going to have an earful from the neighbours when you see them; not that any of you care.
“your pussy just feels so good. it's so tight and wet. i'm being sucked in and you hold me so well.” 
hyunjin's body is buzzing off adrenaline. he feels like he is being sucked into you, his mind and soul being lost into the abyss. he wants so much more of you, more than you can give. 
hyunjin continues on with his blabbering, his eyes half lidded and glossy. lips parted, chest heaving. his movements show no signs of slowing down as he drives his cock deep inside you multiple times to hit that sweet spot of yours, driving you both closer and closer to the edge.
you babble along with him. hands reaching out from something to cling onto in hopes you come back down to reality–but nothing. with each drive of hyunjin's cock, with each hit of your g-spot, your body tingles and mind numbs over more and more.
the pits of your stomachs on fire, burning and tensing. you look at hyunjin to be met with pleading and desperate eyes. he grips onto your waist, movements now slow, sloppy and desperate. 
“i want.. i need to–” his own sentence interpreted as his orgasm suddenly hits him. you clench around him as he empties himself inside you, filling you up some more to the point where you leak out onto the sheets.
your own orgasm hits you, knocking the air out off your lungs and making you arch you back off the bed. you both heavily pant as hyunjin slowly pulls out off you. you shiver at the feeling of cum and juices seeping out of you.
hyunjin looks at it sheepishly, feeling somewhat guilty. he knows he lost his senses during the process, he got drunk of you.
“sorry..”
“don't be. you know i love it when you're like that.” your body heavy with exhaustion. without a word, hyunjin rushes to the bathroom and grabs a wet flannel. he gently cleans you up, being delicate around your delicate areas as well as any sores, bruises or marks that may seem or look painful on your body.
“how long do you think you will do the onlyfans thing?” hyunjin asks before resting next to you. you think for a second, shrugging before looking at him.
“i don't know. until i get bored and feel like i have enough money, i guess. and you?”
“same. would you want to do it with more people?”
“what? like a threesome?” you smirk.
“yeah.”
“mhm, maybe. depends on who it is though. would have to be a close friend of ours. think it's safer than having a stranger.”
“that's true. plus i'd feel at ease if it was a close friend.”
“i have one question though, baby.” you sit up slowly, hyunjin following suit to help you.
“what is it?”
“would you want it to be man or woman?”
“mhm.. i don't really care if i'm honest babe.”
“same. i'm down for whatever, however, would you be able to manage seeing another person going down on me?”
“when you put it that way, i don't think i would. i think i'd get too jealous.”
“yeah, me too. seeing another person suck on your cock just fuels me with jealousy.” hyunjin let's out a small laugh, kissing your cheeks tenderly.
“maybe threesomes are not for us then, darling.”
“maybe not. let's just stick to posting on onlyfans for a while.”
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note: this wasn't my original idea for hyunjin. i wanted to bring back an old fic from the dead but no matter how many scenarios, how many times i deleted and started over, it just didnt/wouldn't work. so i accepted that it wasn't going to work instead of stressing myself over it and created this mess instead, lmao. don’t forget to leave feedback, reblog and tell me what you think here. curious as to what is next? here is my wips list! i hope you all enjoy! ‹3
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plutoccult · 2 months
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BEAUTIFUL STRANGER
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pairing: hwang hyunjin x gender neutral reader
description: a beautiful stranger shakes up your once boring and repetitive morning commute on the train.
word count: 3.4k
also available to read on my ao3 here
author’s note: hello! i’m no stranger to writing, but i’m definitely a stranger when it comes to writing for idols. this is the first time i’ve ever done so, and who better to write for than my ultimate bias hyunjin? stray kids is my favorite group, so i’d like to write more content for them in the future. thank you to my pookie wookie lills (YES, we unironically call each other pookie, it’s our thing) for beta reading, and i hope you enjoy <3
soundtrack: beautiful stranger, enchanted
tags: @solefleurs @heavenfilm @5sos-wdw @todorokiskitten @rylea08 @br3anna-nels0n @hyunjinloverrrr
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you always found an array of characters during your morning commute on the paris metro. there’d always be locals, some on their way to work or home just like you. amongst the locals were tourists decked out in overpriced souvenirs specifically curated for suckers like them. at night, there were drunks who thankfully were smart enough not to drive. the reek of alcohol on them wasn’t that amusing, you must admit.
despite the variety of people you could see passing by on your commutes, it grew boring. always the same thing every single day. not even the music playing in your headphones or the book you brought with you that day could make time go faster. it’s not like it would be any better once you got off the train either. your life was incredibly dull and repetitive. if only something could serve as a change of pace.
to think that your life had become boring in a place like paris of all places. it’s the city of love, is it not? even if you were created out of love and born in a city all about that concept, you had none of it. maybe that’s why you felt this way. no matter how many times you pass the same streets or enter the same train station, you had yet to find the one thing everyone seemed to look for so easily here.
you had basically given up at this point, committed to living an empty life where all you did was work, eat, sleep, then repeat. it’s what most people do in other countries anyway, might as well join the party. the second you had fully lost all hope, however, was when you saw the most beautiful stranger on the train. you almost wanted to slap yourself for being so pessimistic before.
you walked onto the train with the expectation of just sitting around until you got to your stop. as you walked to your usual seat, that’s where you found your beautiful stranger, sitting in the seat right across from the one you sat in every single day without fail.
you knew you had never seen him before. you take this train almost every damn day, so who was he? had he just moved here? was he a tourist? where’s the “i love paris” shirt and the eiffel tower keychain made of shitty plastic? instead, he was dressed like someone meant to be on billboards and magazines. surely had the face to fit the bill too. he was undoubtedly breathtaking, and he ultimately captivated you upon first sight.
it was pathetic how you hesitated to sit down. he didn’t seem to waver, looking down at his phone. from the reflection of his sunglasses—yes, you were that curious—he seemed to be swiping through photos. you assumed they were ones he had taken around the city. paris was definitely filled with photo opportunities, so you couldn’t blame him for that one. it’ll look good on anyone’s instagram feed.
you try your best to make yourself look occupied. shuffling through your bag to find a book, the rummaging sounds catch the attention of your beautiful stranger. your eyes meet for a brief moment when you turn your body to lean back in your seat with a book in hand. despite how quick the moment was, you swore your heart dropped the second you caught his gaze.
oh god, was this the excitement you had been waiting for? you couldn’t mistake it as anything else. leave it up to you to fall for a stranger upon first sight, but who cares? finally, finally, your life had begun to be painted in color. even if it was just for a moment, you’d savor this one train ride that actually seemed worthwhile for once in your life.
you steal glances at him every so often, praying he wouldn’t catch you and make you feel embarrassed for staring. you just couldn’t help yourself, he was like a walking renaissance painting. actually, you don’t even think da vinci would be capable of capturing the essence of someone who looked like a real-life prince.
the moment you knew you had reached your stop, you wished you could glue yourself to your seat so you had no choice but to stay on the train with your beautiful stranger a little longer. as much as you wanted to, you simply couldn’t, having no choice but to say goodbye without actually saying a word at all.
it was silly to think a stranger on the train could change your life in an instant. still, you were grateful for the temporary change of pace. if only you could thank him somehow, but alas, you knew you had no chance of seeing him again.
•••
the next day, you found your beautiful stranger again, this time sketching down something in a sketchbook. you caught him looking at everyone who walked onto the train, and when it was finally your turn to step on, he actually smiled once he laid eyes on you. it all felt like you were dreaming. if this was cloud nine, then you had finally reached it.
when you walked over to your seat across from his, you noticed he clutched the sketchbook close to his chest, almost like he didn’t want you to see what he was drawing. you were too shy to speak up and spark a conversation with him anyway, so it wasn’t like you would pry. still, you were curious to know what was on the page.
it pained you knowing you lacked any courage. you found you were better off acting like you were interested in your book, on a random page as you were too in your head to actually start from where you left off and completely ignored the folded page that indicated that. what would happen if you said hello? would he say hi back? ask if you’d like to see what he’s drawing or ask about what you’re reading? the possibilities seemed to be endless, but the possibilities seemed safer as thoughts in your head rather than facing reality if you were to take a chance.
you can’t help but watch intently as his face scrunched from focusing on his sketch, his only tool a wooden pencil. did he plan to color it later? you can imagine trying to avoid rattling colored pencils leaving his possession due to the bumpiness of the train. he was quite brave for trying to draw in a place like this, you thought.
unnoticed by you, your beautiful stranger’s cheeks flushed and ears burned red as he could feel you watching him draw. the subject of his drawing still remained a mystery to you, however. tempting to spark up a conversation, yet so debilitatingly scary at the same time.
it seemed rude to stare for so long, so you put a stop to it immediately and busied yourself with your phone, catching up with texts you had missed since getting up for work. your phone was always blown up with texts from your friends, today being no different. if you didn’t silence your phone at night, you would never get any sleep.
they had been informed about your current saga, and the update would certainly excite them. it was hard to resist a smile as you texted them about the latest scoop, especially as the subject of said scoop was only a few meters away from you. maybe this should wait until later, otherwise they’d trying forcing you out of your comfort zone by talking to who was still a total stranger at the end of the day.
who knows though? for all you know, he could be a murderer. a stinking gorgeous one too. as if you need to be on the evening news. even so, those were just silly thoughts, all just an excuse to stop yourself from taking a chance at something for once in your life out of fear.
the second you reached your stop, you instantly regretted being so silent. would it have killed you to try? it felt like it would’ve, but you figured this morning was the last chance you’d have. if only you weren’t such a scaredy cat.
•••
after your shift, an unexpected reunion occurred on the evening commute. the train was quite crowded at this time of day, majority of the aboard trying to get home after a long day’s work, including you. the surplus of people made it quite difficult to find seating, but luckily for you, your beautiful stranger had a seat occupied by his bag, perfect for you to sit.
this was the extra chance you craved the second you got off the train earlier, cursing yourself throughout the day for not even attempting to just say hello. you were so thankful to see him again, it was almost like the universe blessed you for this very purpose. you were such a wuss this morning, but you refused to allow that reputation to continue now.
once you took a deep breath, you walked to where your beautiful stranger sat, trying to keep your balance as the train moved at rapid speed. in the midst of your struggle, the sound of your footsteps thumping on the ground caught his attention. he looked up in surprise, not expecting to see you, but thrilled nonetheless.
“hi.” you miraculously manage to speak out, your accent making an appearance during your pathetic english. it was agonizing how your heart raced a mile a minute just by uttering one word, so you tried your very best to calm yourself down. “is this seat taken?”
“no, no…” he replied to your question, picking up his bag and moving it to the floor by his feet so you could sit. “here.”
“thank you.” you say before taking the seat next to him.
god, your heart was thumping like the loudest drum ever created. to sit across from his was one thing, but right next to each other, shoulders brushing due to the lack of room? if only you could put a stop to this rapid percussion inside you. at least the sounds of the train rumbling against the tracks could serve as buffer for the unspoken tension between you and your beautiful stranger.
his sketchbook rested unopened on his lap. you recognized it as the one he had earlier, previously held close to his chest as if he were hiding secrets. what could someone as dashing as him be hiding in there, you wonder?
almost as if he were reading your mind, he suddenly opened up the sketchbook, flipping the pages—which revealed beautiful drawings in the split second you saw them—until he landed on a page of a finished sketch, one that you swore looked like you sitting on the train yesterday.
you look up and catch his eye. “is that me?”
“mhm.” he nodded with a soft grin.
his art style was something to be proud of, meant to be showcased in somewhere exquisite like the louvre. could this guy be any more perfect? drop dead gorgeous and talented? to see yourself captured in such a bewitching way was truly the greatest compliment one could ever receive.
the sound of the page ripping away from the binding of the sketchbook startled you. what was he doing? it was so perfect! why mess it all up? you couldn’t help but say something about it.
“what are you—”
“you can have it.” he interrupted you, holding the page in his hands, waiting for you to take it.
“oh…” your cheeks flush as your fingers accidentally grazed over his upon grabbing the sketch. “thank you.”
you almost felt bad holding this in your hands, afraid of ruining it just by the touch of your hand. how could he just let you have this without hesitation? even if this was a drawing of you, it felt like you didn’t deserve to have it.
you examine the drawing down to the details of the clouds behind you. you look for some sort of signature, assuming every artist had one in hopes to find a name. in the bottom corner, you see the name “hyunjin” written in cursive. you had finally put a name to your beautiful stranger.
“hyunjin?” you attempt to pronounce his name. your accent did you no favors, but you tried your best regardless. he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion until you pointed to where his signature was, then receiving a nod confirming that was his name.
“hwang hyunjin.” he said slowly. you repeat his name in full, speaking slower than him to make sure you were saying it correctly as you desperately didn’t want to screw it up. hyunjin, as you’ve now learned, gave you a nod of approval once you’ve won the battle with your accent.
“i’m y/n l/n.” you tell him. it would be awfully rude if he didn’t learn your name, after all. it seemed hyunjin didn’t seem to struggle at all when it came to pronouncing your name. his english was far better than yours, which wasn’t a shock as he seemed to be so insanely perfect in every aspect possible.
“are you an artist?” you ask, making an assumption based on the clues given to you the past two days. if he were anything else, you’d be surprised.
“i sing and dance.” hyunjin replied. you couldn’t believe his perfection could get any greater, but it just did. it would shock you if you learned your once beautiful stranger was a world famous one.
“well, your art is lovely.” you say.
“thank you.” he blushed shyly. to hyunjin, it felt so nice being treated like a normal person, appreciated for his art above all else. while there was no denying you found him to be the most breathtaking person you’d ever seen, there was more beneath the surface, and hyunjin was grateful to be seen for what he loves to do.
“is this your first time in paris?” you question, a chuckle escaping hyunjin’s lips over your pronunciation of your homeland. you were trying to get as much information out of him as possible before you were tortured with reaching your stop and leaving him once more. you had to take this chance while the universe let you have it.
“this is one of my favorite places to visit.” hyunjin said. truth be told, he always loved paris for its scenery and art, but yesterday he found one more reason to love it. is there any other place to love better than a city known all about that?
a visitor’s perspective was certainly different than the perspective of someone who’s lived here their whole life. there were so many reasons to love paris when you didn’t experience the greatest things about it everyday. to you, it was the same old thing. but to hyunjin, it was like a brand new experience each time in the rare event that he visited. but meeting each other allowed the both of you the ability to find something new to appreciate about this city.
“the eiffel tower gets old after a while.” you joke. hyunjin burst into a fit laughter, one more obnoxious than his calm chuckle from before. it infected you instantly, and you craved more of his laugh now that you’ve fully heard it.
hyunjin calmed himself down, letting out a sigh as he leaned his head back with his eyes closed and a grin on his face. he was truly the most beautiful person you had ever seen. “i hope i never get sick of this place.”
“i hope you never do.” you tell him, looking at his face as if he were a sculpture in a museum. “don’t wear it out.”
“i won’t.” he opened his eyes and responded to you, his smile not going away as you gazed into each other’s eyes.
you can’t help but stare at one another, almost like magnets pulling you together. was it normal to feel like this about someone you barely know? even so, it felt like you knew hyunjin before you ever met. such a thought would seem like insanity to someone else, but not to you, at least not in the moment.
your once unwavering stare was unfortunately interrupted by the sudden thrash of the train stopping. you look out the window and recognize it as your stop. if you were crazy enough, you’d stay on the train until they kicked you out, but you weren’t all that brave enough to try your luck. maybe you were better off savoring this moment for what it was; just a moment with a beautiful man who was once a stranger to you.
“ah, that’s my stop.” you say with a frown. hyunjin’s smile from before faded too. it was clear neither of you wanted this to end.
“oh, alright.” he replied. hyunjin watched as you quickly collected your things, not forgetting the drawing he gave you when you first sat next to him. you would cherish it as long as you could, and he could only hope that’s what you’ll do.
“maybe i’ll see you on the stage here someday, yeah?” you force a smile. you were actually sad to see this end, but if you keep a grin on your face, then maybe it’ll hurt a little less.
“yeah…” hyunjin nodded. “i hope you do.”
“bye, hyunjin.” you wave goodbye, hyunjin doing the same.
“thank you for making the train less boring for me.” you get those final words out before following the line of people exiting the train. hyunjin kept his eye on you for as long as he could, even staring out the window as you disappeared into the sea of people. if only he could have went with you.
“bye, y/n.” he said to himself, clutching the sketchbook that once held his masterpiece; a drawing of you, his beautiful stranger.
•••
on the third day, hyunjin was nowhere to be seen. you saw it coming, really. you knew last night was probably your final chance to ever see him again. still, a part of you hoped he’d magically appear on the train when you went to work the next morning.
the thrill you once had was no more. the spark lit aflame in your heart all gone. you weren’t sure if anyone would make you feel the same way hyunjin did. maybe meeting him was a lesson, something to teach you what the city of love was truly about, what you’ve failed at your entire life. at least now you were able to succeed, even if such a success was temporary.
you were thankful that your once black and white world finally had some saturation in it for once. if you were to meet hyunjin once again, no matter what the circumstance may be, the world would be in full bloom. you would look for him in everything you see, down to the bakeries you’ll eat at and sceneries you’d visit, for as long your thoughts echoed his name.
while your routine became repetitive once more, at least you had hyunjin’s image in your brain and his drawing in a picture frame on your shelf. if you were as talented as him, you’d try your hand at drawing him too, but you knew you wouldn’t be able to capture him like your eyes ever did. at least you have the memories.
hyunjin dreaded watching you leave, and he hated it even more when he left for the airport in the morning. he wondered if you thought about where he went, hoping you thought about him like he did now with you. you’d remain ingrained in his mind. whenever hyunjin thought about paris, a place he loved just as much as his hometown, he would think about you too.
he couldn’t explain this sadness inside him to anyone else. hyunjin couldn’t fathom anybody understanding the feeling of love at first sight like he did. a true romantic at heart, maybe you were the only one to be just as foolish as him when it came to romance. after all, you were instantly captivated by one another.
maybe, just maybe, hyunjin could write a song about this and sing it to the thousands of people he performed for like clockwork. but no matter what the days ahead held, hwang hyunjin, your beautiful stranger, was all that he would ever remain, and you would remain as his.
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(bonus)
@hynjinnnn: 파리에 있는 동안 기차에서 이 사람의 모습에 반해 그려보기로 결심했습니다. 나는 그들이 그것을 좋아했기를 바랍니다. 언젠가 다시 보고 싶습니다.
i was enthralled by this person on the train while in paris and decided to draw them. i hope they liked it. i'd love to see them again someday.
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hanjisick · 2 years
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. . COFFEE SHOP SERIES.
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downtown, hidden in a strip of small businesses, every local’s favorite coffee shop could be found. one step inside, and it’s easy to tell why. the walls were covered in vines and paintings, small knickknacks and vases, a few plants here and there. a dusty record player sat on the wooden shelf for the eight boys to dance around to all day, singing along as they cleaned dishes and served warm cups of coffee. which drink would you choose?
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CARAMEL MACCHIATO. BANG CHAN. as the owner, he is a busy man. when he isn’t sorting through bills, he is working at his beloved coffee shop that he started from scratch, flashing his charming smile at every customer, always taking the time to listen to their stories. the elders who came for a simple black coffee loved him, and the teen girls squealed at his kindness. but the only person he wanted was you, the one who knew him like the back of your hand, his childhood best friend.
AMERICANO. LEE MINHO. some wonder why chan had hired him from how much he stood out compared to the rest of the energetic boys. he isn’t as talkative as the rest, choosing to quietly prepare coffee the exact way he was told to. but late at night, when there were barely any customers, he could be found dancing around to the music on the vinyl as he cleaned, a soft smile glowing on his face. nobody saw this side of him except for his coworkers.. and the girl who brought in her cat one day.
COLD BREW. SEO CHANGBIN from a distance, he looked quite cold. he wore a tight shirt, showing off his intimidatingly large muscles, and at times he was very focused on his latte art, trying to master it just as well as hyunjin had. but anybody who chatted with him would immediately realize just how much of a softie he was. which is why when you showed up with tears in your eyes, needing of a sweet treat from their bakery, he couldn’t help but try to comfort you.
CHAI TEA. HWANG HYUNJIN. he was always around the shop, whether he was working with his hair in a ponytail, chatting away with whoever was nearby, or sitting at the bar, painting their newest wall decoration with a cup of tea at his side. when you showed up by his side one evening, he expected you to ask for his number. “do you paint all of these masterpieces?” when he turned to you, he found passion in your eyes, not for him, but for art. that’s what caused him to fall for you.
ESPRESSO. HAN JISUNG. he worked the evening shifts, which meant dealing with college students hoping to pull all nighters. his energy was perfect for the job, platform boots squeaking across the wooden floor as he sang purposely off tune to the music into the late hours of the night. he handpicked every album, completely in charge of the music selection at the shop, something he was quite proud of. so when you grabbed his attention to compliment his music taste, he was over the moon, ready to ramble for as long as you’d let him about the current tracks.
COOKIES. LEE FELIX. “are the cookies any good?” you innocently questioned, staring at the cute plastic containers full of baked goods, specifically the heart shaped chocolate chip cookies. “well, i baked them myself, so they better be good.” “i’ll buy one and see for myself.” usually the freckled barista wasn’t nervous at comments like these, but your gentle eyes made his heart flip in ways that he didn’t quite understand. “i’ll take two more cookies and a mocha, please!” felix couldn’t help but smile wide, recommending you to try the muffins as well.
CAPPUCCINO. KIM SEUNGMIN (coming soon) seungmin worked the early morning shifts with a pep in his step that nobody else in the shop seemed to reciprocate. his energy seemed to light up the whole shop. people swore that he was the perfect person to start your day, singing along to the vinyl records as he started up the just-as-tired machines. “what can i make for you today?”
LATTE. YANG JEONGIN. (coming soon!) he was everyone’s crush. perhaps it was the way he dressed so nicely, his fluffy hair that always seemed to be a mess, his long fingers pressing buttons and washing cups. maybe his dimpled smile, or the way he sung along to music shyly, only when seungmin was doing the same. “i really like your voice,” he heard you say, a red tint spreading to his ears. “you could hear me?” “everyone can. you’re amazing.”
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Stranger's Hearts
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Summary: Working at a restaurant as a waitress, you are bound to have cute customers every now and then, right? But so far, none has properly caught your eye before. Until recently...
Theme: waitress au, strangers to lovers
Genre: pure fluff
Warnings: mentions of alcohol
WC: 3.1k
Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x Fem!Reader
a/n: Hello! I haven't been active due to many reasons but I'm back to share a new writing with you! Enjoy 🩵
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It was a Saturday afternoon, you are working a full shift today to earn money for a lot of commitments. Like your rent, power bills, phone bills, water bills, groceries, school fees, etc. Being a university student isn’t easy but you aren't gonna give up just yet. Which is why you work a full shift on weekends to earn extra than what you get every other day due to working short hours after school. After serving the food orders to a table with a family of four, they thanked you for your good service before you left to continue with your work.
You went to the back room to take a short breath from running around for the past few hours. A fellow colleague of yours who is the senior waiter and team lead, Hyungwon, was just informing the chefs the new orders before clipping the paper to the string for the chefs to refer.
“Tired already?” Hyungwon teased you as he walked up to you with a smile on his face. Yes he’s your senior, but somehow, he’s very close to you and treats you with so much care as though you were his little sister. He is in fact 4 years older than you so that explains a lot.
“One of the tables is occupied by a group of girls who seem like they’re the kind to complain about the pasta being fusilli and not linguine…” You said with a huff, only for him to laugh.
“Still… They’re customers so all we can do is give them what they want.” Hyungwon said, giving you a soft pat to your shoulder before he left the kitchen. You didn’t wanna get caught slacking by your boss so you got up and left the kitchen to continue doing your job. You went over to a table near the window where a couple was sitting, so you could take their orders.
“Is there anything else?” You asked.
“No, thank you.” The woman said with a kind smile in which you happily returned.
“Alright then. Your order will be served soon.” You said as you turned to head back to the kitchen. Unfortunately, you turned a little too soon because it caused you to accidentally crash into someone who was walking past your back.
“Oh my gosh. I’m so sorry!” You said as the handsome guy simply smiled and shook his head.
“No worries. Are you okay?” He asked so you nodded. He then held out his hand, gesturing you to walk so you did. That’s when you heard a voice calling for the person standing behind you.
“Chan hyung!” The male with full cheeks waved in your direction as you glanced past your shoulder to find the guy you bumped into, giving a thumbs up. This slipped your mind as you went into the kitchen and delivered the order to the chefs. A few minutes ticked by and you were currently serving drinks to a table near the front entrance. When you turned back to head to the kitchen, you saw the guy from earlier raising his hand up in hopes that one of your friends would see him.
Lucky for him, you saw his hand raised. Hence, why you were now making your way to their table. As you got closer, you felt a little nervous seeing that their table is filled with 8 very good looking guys who look to be around your age. You tried to keep your professionalism in and smiled when you arrived at their table.
“Hello, are you ready to order?” You asked and the same guy from earlier smiled at you politely.
“Yes we are. Can I have one beef bolognese pasta with linguine and one coke please? What about you guys?” He then points to his friends as they go around the table giving you their orders. When you noticed there were just 7 food and drinks in total, you spoke up to make sure everyone had their orders in.
“There’s only 7 orders. Am I missing out on one?” You asked as their heads soon turned to the male sitting with his arms crossed on the table, head hanging low to burn a hole into the menu, looking as though he’s hiding under his cap.
“Hwang Hyunjin. Aren’t you the one who complained about being hungry just 10 minutes ago?” The one with a black fitting shirt said with a teasing smirk.
“Uh… I’ll um… I’ll get the um…” Hyunjin clears his throat as the one sitting opposite him with fairly long dark brown hair and feline eyes smirked at him to tease afterwards.
“Come on, Jinie… Don’t be shy in front of the waitress… She’s waiting.” The male said, making some of them squeak along with teasing noises. You couldn’t help but let out a soft giggle as Hyunjin finally looks up after glaring at his friend and meeting your gaze.
“I’ll get the sirloin steak with mac ‘n’ cheese and salad please.” He said, keeping eye contact with you.
“Great! How well would you like your steak to be cooked?”
“Medium well, please.”
“Awesome. Any drinks to go with that?”
“Uh… Just iced americano, please.” Hyunjin said and you smiled while writing it down.
“Got it.” You said and soon repeated their orders before taking the menus with you and left. Minutes tick by and you were too busy to steal glances at their table but maybe it’s good because if not, you probably wouldn’t be focusing on work. When their food was ready, you carried the plates on your arms, balancing them expertly. With your help of calling out the name of each dish, they raised their hands to their individual orders and you gave them out accordingly.
You came back again with the remaining dishes, handing Hyunjin’s food last since his was in fact steak. After you’ve given him his order, you flash them a smile politely.
“Enjoy your meals. Call us if you need anything else.” You said and they thanked you in unison.
For the next hour, the crowd had died down a little, giving you room to relax. You were just by the cashier counter, changing the empty paper roll to a new one in the bill printer machine when your eyes naturally flew over to the table in the back of the room. This accidentally caught the attention of the male with feline eyes. He visibly smirked at you as you saw his lips move. Just in time for Hyunjin to glance past his shoulder and lock eyes with you.
This made you look down naturally, hoping you didn’t look too panicky. You busied yourself with checking the bill history to make sure they tally. Suddenly, your co-worker Ellie came to you and was grinning at you from ear to ear.
“What now, El?”
“Those guys seated at the back… I heard them talking about you when I came to clean the table next to them.” She giggled, making you huff at her.
“You probably misheard them.”
“No! I’m serious! Would I be mistaken when they clearly said ‘the girl at the cashier’?” Your breath hitched as you tried to brush it off.
“If they really are talking about me, it’s probably to comment on my rushing ass.”
“Uh… No they weren’t? The one wearing a grey sweater clearly said ‘Ask for her number. She’s at the cashier, maybe you should pay for our meals too while you’re at it’ and he was pointing to the guy sitting in front of him.” Ellie said, making you blush. There’s no way she could make this up. So to see if she was telling the truth, you glanced up and looked at their table. You almost choked on your own saliva when you saw Hyunjin and some of them were already staring at you and Ellie.
“Shit El, they’re looking at us.”
“Correction, they’re looking at you.” She giggled as you saw Hyunjin stand up from his seat while everyone else remained seated.
“Uh… El? Why is he coming here?” You whispered while stacking the receipts in a pile.
“Oh, Hyungwon Is calling me. Bye!” She said whilst rushing into the kitchen, completely walking past Hyunjin but he couldn’t care less about her since she wasn’t the one he’s focused on. Before you could speak up to call for her, your words got stuck in your throat upon seeing Hyunjin approach you at the cashier.
“Hey… Um, can I pay for our table first?” He asked, making you smile.
“Of course. Can I have your bill?” You asked and he passed you the small clipboard with their bill attached to it. You keyed in their table number into the computer and their orders came up on the back screen for him to see.
“Help me do a quick check to see if everything is correct.” You said as his eyes soon fell on the screen behind your computer.
“Yeap. Everything’s in.” He said before meeting your eyes shyly from under the brim of his cap. You then asked how he wanted to pay for the meal and he said by card. While you were keying the amount into the machine, Hyunjin stole a quick glance past his shoulders, just in time to catch his friends gesturing for him to get your number. When he turned back around, you had just placed the machine on the top of the counter for him to insert his card.
He entered his pin number and proceeded to wait for the approval. The receipt finally prints out to indicate that the payment was successful. However, Hyunjin was debating on asking you for your number simply because he was nervous and shy. So when you handed him the receipt and his card, he quickly thanked you before going back to the table. You were a little sad that he didn’t ask for your number or even your social media but maybe it’s not meant to be. With that thought, you went into the kitchen to distract yourself. Little did you know, Hyunjin was literally smashed by his own friends when he came back empty handed.
A few minutes later, they were preparing to leave but Hyunjin thought that maybe he should just ask you for your number before he leaves. He slowed down his pace in hopes that you’ll come out from the back room. Even after he was a few feet away from the main door, you were still nowhere to be seen so he couldn’t help but sigh and left the restaurant for good.
Regret slowly seeping through his skin for not manning up and just ask you when he had the chance right in front of him. Looks like it’s too late now.
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A few days had passed now and you still couldn’t get Hyunjin out of your mind. Ellie asked you to try and find his social media since you knew his full name thanks to his friend. However, you didn’t wanna be a creep and stalk him so you opted to just forget about it. Today is a nice cooling Friday evening. You took a few days off from work for the next few weeks to focus on your upcoming tests and exams. Tonight however, your friends from university, Lisa and Jennie wanted to go to the bar and take a little break from studying.
With that being said, you decided to tag along to relieve your stress. You changed into a pretty dark grey side drawstring sleeveless top and a pair of denim jeans. The girls met up with you outside the bar as you went in with them. Once you made it inside, there were a lot of people all around. Some at the bar, some at the stray tables and some at the sofa booths.
You were just walking behind Lisa and Jennie to find an empty table when you caught sight of a group of familiar looking faces at one of the sofa booths. The one that really triggered your memory was Hyunjin. He was seated there with his left arm resting on top of the sofa, wearing a satin white button down shirt with denim skinny jeans and sneakers. His hair is currently blonde, long enough for him to tie it in a half ponytail with his bangs framing his face.
He didn’t notice you at first until his friend whom you remember is the one with feline eyes nudged Hyunjin’s side and nodded his head towards you. Before you could look away in panic, Hyunjin locked eyes with you and it made you instantly smile. He did the same as he watched you walk past their booth and sat in the booth a few tables down where there were four guys greeting you and your friends.
They were Lisa and Jennie’s friends from college and you have met them a few times before. You just weren’t really close to them. Minutes went by as you slowly took your time to finish your drink while they were all on their umpteenth shot of whiskey already.
“Hey waiter! We need another bottle!” Yunhyeong slurred drunkenly to an imaginary waiter and you couldn’t help but laugh.
“I’ll go order a bottle for you guys.” You said rather calmly considering you weren’t anywhere near drunk at all. You got up to go get them a bottle of whiskey, making your way to the bar. When you made it there, you smiled at the bartender who in return, gave you a cheeky grin. Thank god he’s handsome, if not, you would’ve just cringed.
“Can I get one bottle of whiskey, please? My friends seem like they’re going through tough times.” You said, only for him to laugh. He grabs a bottle from his shelf and hands it to you.
“Just don’t let them sleep in the bar all night.” He said, making you laugh.
You took the bottle and thanked him, handing him cash before leaving the bar. While you were making your way back to your table, you caught a glimpse of Hyunjin’s table and as if they were already waiting for you to look, some of them were already waving to you. The one with feline eyes smirked at you and gestured with his fingers to call you over.
With a mind of its own, your legs brought you to their table and soon, Chan speaks up on behalf of everyone.
“Hey, you’re the one who worked at that restaurant right?” He asked, making you nod.
“Yes. And apparently, I have a name in case you’re wondering.” You said, only for the one with feline eyes to smirk.
“Hyunjin already has a name for you but go ahead. Tell us your name.” He urged you gently so you did.
“It’s Y/N.” You smiled, glancing over to Hyunjin. He had a shy smile on his face, only for you to hear Lisa’s voice calling for you from their table. A soft sigh left your lips as you bid them goodbye.
“Well, there’s my cue. Bye guys.” You laughed and walked away a little sadly. Another half an hour or so went by, you were just starting to get borderline tipsy when a soft tap on your shoulder made you turn to find Hyunjin standing there. You were surprised to see him there since you never thought he wanted to talk to you.
“Hey, can I buy you another drink?” He asked so you nod. You followed him to the bar as he sat next to you and told you to order whatever you want. You ended up with just a glass of bourbon as he settled for a glass of whiskey.
“I don’t wanna sound like a creep or anything, but I’ve been thinking about you lately. I guess I regretted not talking to you more the other day at the restaurant.” Hyunjin said, making you laugh.
“It’s okay. That makes two of us I guess.” He couldn’t help but laugh as you chatted more with him, getting to know him a little better. You found out that he’s two years younger than you, is a Hankuk U student unlike you who is a Yonsei U student, he is taking up dance major and he likes art, more specifically painting, drawing, sketching and fine art. You were so engrossed in your conversation with him that you didn’t notice your friends were leaving until you felt a tap on your shoulder.
Jennie was holding onto Lisa who seemed completely out of it and was a giggling mess, “Sorry to interrupt, but we’re heading home. Wanna come with us?” Jennie asked. You glanced back at Hyunjin who gave you a soft smile and nodded at you to go with your friends. You hesitated for a bit but then an idea came into your mind. That’s when you took out your phone from your back pocket and unlocked it, clicking on the contact list and holding your phone to him.
Hyunjin didn’t waste any time in entering his information before passing your phone back to you. With that being done, you bid him goodbye and you left, helping to hold Lisa’s other side.
That night, Hyunjin patiently waited for you to text back. He wasn’t sure if you’d actually text him since you’re the one with his number. He was just lying in bed, ready to go to bed when his phone chimed with a new text message. He took his phone from his nightstand and saw a few texts from an unknown number. He clicked on it and there were 3 unread messages.
You [sent at 1:54am]: Hey! It’s me, Y/N
You [sent at 1:54am]: I actually wanted to text you when I reached home but I got so busy helping my friend that I forgot to text you…
You [sent at 1:55am]: Sorry if I’m disturbing your sleep. We can text tomorrow! Haha :)
Hyunjin wasted no time in replying to you since he’s been waiting all week to do this ever since he laid eyes on you.
Hyunjin [sent at 1:56am]: Hey! No, you weren’t disturbing. I just got back a while ago anyway :)
The conversation continued until late, not realising that it was just a few hours before sunrise. You excused yourself to go to sleep, making sure to tell him that you loved talking to him and that you’d wanna continue the conversation later in the day again and he agreed. Hyunjin felt like his heart would explode at any given moment now that he finally gets to talk to you.
Fate does work in mysterious ways…
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Viral Hit Men Headcanon: What’s it like dating them.
Characters: Hobin Yu, Taehun Seong, Yeonu Ji, Snapper, Munseong Kim, Seongjun Baek, Mangi Hwang, Hyeonsu Lee, Lee Jinho (244), Wangguk Han.
GN Reader.
Requested by: Not.
Request Rules.
Masterlist.
Snapper part is super short, I can’t think of anything else.
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Hobin Yu:
He was really nervous at the beginning in your relationship, since he had never been in a relationship before and try his best in your two relationship.
And he would get flustered whenever you would kiss him or hold his hands, compliment him, show some kind of affection and it was really adorable to see his flustering his face.
If you ever need anything, he was right there standing with the object in hand. 
Feeling down? His arms was open for you and ready to listen.
So, he was a caring boyfriend.
You were the first one to always to show him affection since he’s too embarrassed about it but if you really needed it, he would be the one to initiate it.
He would give you gifts time to time and most of the time, it was really expensive gifts which made you feel bad since the male was not that rich and he only needed money to pay his mother’s hospital bills and more. 
So you would return the gesture to, even though he tells you that it’s alright.
If he ever made you feel upset, Hobin would try to do some stupid shit to make it up to you which always get a laugh out of you.
But if someone made you upset, oh boy. They would be apologizing to you in their knees.
If someone ever flirts with you, he would drag you away while glaring at the person.
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Taehun Seong:
This man is such an asshole, but he’s your asshole.
He would tease you at times but if his teasing made genuinely upset then he would apologize to you, by taking you or giving you gifts while apologizing.
He would also try and win some gifts from the arcade for you.
(If you’re shorter than him) he would put his chin on top of your head and cover you with his jacket. (If you’re taller than him) he put his head on your neck and hugged you while covering you with his jacket.
He likes hugging you from behind way more than in the front.
Whenever you two go out, and if you are short he would put his arms around your arm and if you are taller than him, he would held your hand instead.
He would also let you do his eyeliner while you sat on his lap or him sitting on your lap.
You really like sleeping on top since you can just snuggle against his chest and like... that’s your favorite part of his body.
Taehun would also pin against the wall by using one of his legs since the male is goddamn flexible.
He wanted you to learn Taekwondo, but if you don’t want to, that’s fine but he would grumbling underneath his breath. But if you do want to, he’s ecstatic and really happy but doesn’t show it.
If you are feeling upset, he would cuddle you and stroke your hair while at it.
And if someone made you upset, then he’s beating that person up. But if it’s a girl, ooooohhhhh, that girl would be a crying mess because of how harsh Taehun words is.
If someone ever flirts with you, he would threaten the person.
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Yeonu Ji:
This male is the ideal boyfriend/husband.
He’s very understanding and it makes you think sometimes that you don’t deserve him.
He would cook for you food if you were feeling down.
He would help you study if you were failing at a subject and doesn’t mind explaining something for you over and over again.
He literally likes being pampered, being hugged by you and being the little spoon is his thing.
He would also surprise with beautiful dates, beautiful expensive gifts just for you.
If he ever made you upset, he would make you food, give you letters while hugging you and littering you with kisses..
You really like to smuggle your face into his chest since you know... yeah... but it embarrassed him a bit since he felt someone who do that.
(If you have glasses, ignore this part) You would try on his glasses but it hurt your eyes sometimes.
If someone made you upset, he would go talk with that person with a threatening aura and smile as he talk with that person.
If you ever want something, he would immediately buy it for you.
If someone ever flirts with you, he would smoothly talk in the way and try to get the person away with a threatening smile.
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Munseng Kim:
This man would be oblivious sometimes but he knows what to do.
He would literally protect you from anyone.
He would give you flowers or keychains.
If he ever made you upset, he would be in front of your door with flowers in hand as well as chocolate with a kicked like puppy face plastered on his face.
He would be sometimes be shirtless in front of you, which you were okay with.
Munseong would also try to teach you some moves so you could protect yourself from danger.
He would always hug you from behind and likes to put his face against your hair, since he likes to smell your hair.
If someone ever flirts with you, he would be behind you while glaring at the person.
You two would also go to the same cat cafe every time since Munseong likes it there.
He also like it when you style his hair.
And whenever you two were on school, you would always be by his desk and talk to each other and also playing with his hair whenever he fell asleep.
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Seongjun Baek:
This is male is the sweetest you swore you were going to get diabetes or something.
He will always cook for you whenever you are hungry.
He would also let you style his hair and you let him do yours.
And he would also teach you how to cook.
He also like to cuddle with a lot after streaming, he just want to bathe in you arms and sleep for the rest of the day.
He also likes to spoil you a lot, since he has a lot of money of course. 
But if you were a famous newtuber like him, he would be pretty jealous of how much people proclaiming their love to you. It was annoying to him so he would always be grumbling underneath his breath while you try to calm him down.
You two would also sometimes go to the beach and watch the sunset there while cuddling with each other.
He really likes to kiss you lot, but his favorite place is your lips of course.
If he ever made you upset, he will be cooking your favorite food while also talking to you saying on how sorry he is.
But if someone ever made you upset, you bet that Seongjun will “talk” with that person.
He also like to show you off a lot actually, like introducing in such an embarrassing way.
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Snapper {Jihyeok Woo):
This male would be pretty much a simp. The biggest one out of everyone.
He would spoil you so much with expensive gifts.
He would also try to show off but sometimes fail miserably but doesn’t mind since you always give him a kiss on the cheek in the end.
He also like to by complimented by you a lot so be sure to do it.
He likes being cuddled by you and likes being the little spoon between the two of you.
If he ever made you upset, he would be on his knees while giving you flowers.
But if someone had upset you then he would go talk with them, even though he can get scared but when it comes to you. He would do anything to protect you.
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Mangi Hwang:
This man is one of the best boyfriends.
Like for real!!
A lot of people judge Mangi easily because of how scary he looks but he’s an actual nice guy.
This would protect you like nobody business.
Someone talks crap about? Mangi is right behind them ready to threaten them. Someone had upset you? They would beat them but if it’s a girl, he’ll talk to them.
He’ll give you gifts and take you on dates.
You would also massage his head and try different wigs on him, he doesn’t really mind actually.
You two also stream together, usually talking about on how life has gone together and the fans super love it because of how cute you two are.
And whenever you two cuddle, he’s always the big spoon since him being the little spoon is hard.
Whenever he made you upset, he would have flowers, chocolates ready in hand and already at your doorstep and bonus of Hobin and Snapper having the radio of a music that you two love music playing in the background.
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Hyeonsu Lee:
This man...is tsundere 2.0.
It’s quite hard for him to do couple things since he never has done so before and it’s hard for him to express it to you.
But over time it has become easy for him to express his feelings for you but there were still some things that need work.
He doesn’t really give you gifts so it’s quite rare for him to do so and when he does, it’s quite surprising but he loves the reaction whenever you are surprised that he had bought you a gift.
Hyeonsu would also try to make you comfortable whenever you two go out on a date.
If someone is flirting you, expect for them to get punch unless they are a girl.
Whenever you two cuddle, he is always the bigger spoon. It doesn’t matter if you are bigger than him. He’s the big spoon when it comes to you two cuddling with each other.
If he made you upset then he would try and apologize, he would stutter but he tried. Sometimes he has a gift in hand or not but most of the time he doesn’t since he thinks he should apologize without any gifts.
And the favorite place he likes to you at is the your forehead.
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Jinho Lee (244):
This man is somehow in the middle, he can be a decent boyfriend but not really.
He’s obsessive when it comes you and really overprotective to the point it annoys someone.
And since he has a business, he can get everything that you want. He has control in every place and it doesn’t matter if it’s an item that had sold out or already stopped making. The next thing you know, that object is at your table with a written hand card from him.
He can be aggressive and abusive, it’s hard to break up him since he manipulates and uses tactics for you not to leave him.
But then again, you really can’t leave him and you know it since he has eyes and ears everywhere and he can find you easily and take you back in a blink of a eye.
Since he does paintings, he has a lot of paintings of you, it’s hidden in a room that’s made up a bunch of your photos and much more.
Whenever you two go out, he would make sure you wouldn’t leave his side, if you want to go somewhere. he has to be with you or one of his underlings to look out for you.
If someone is flirting with you, that person is gone by the next day.
If he ever made you upset... well...
You rarely get upset by him but when you do, he’s already convinced for you to forgive you with affections and gifts and such.
Whenever you two cuddle, he will always be the small spoon no matter what and you can’t really argue with him.
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Wangguk Han:
This man is husband material.
He’s really caring and understanding, way more than the others.
You need space? He’s willing to give it you. He made you upset? Flowers, gifts ready in hand and with a genuine apology ready for you.
He really doesn’t have any money since they stopped doing Newtube but him and Gaeul are now working for Hobin, he has money to spare. So he uses it to buy gifts for you.
If someone is flirting with you, he is very passive aggressive with it.
If he ever made you upset, he’s on his knees with an apology and he’s willing to do it for hours just for your forgiveness.
He can be the small and the big spoon depending on your taste.
He’s protective of you in the way where it’s not annoying.
You and his sister Gaeul are best friends.
I kinda lost the will to write during the last few parts for the others.
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awmancreeper · 9 months
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♡Lonely Boy Will Stay Lonely?. 34 - Not Very Convenient
--❣︎ StayC’s Y/n is notorious for being K-pop’s social butterfly and making friends comes rather easy for her. When she’s asked to be an MC for Inkigayo, one of her co-hosts doesn’t seem too pleased to be working with her. This unknown feeling sparks a drive to become the bestest of friends with him but from the looks of it, he’ll fight her the whole way there.
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Kai put down his phone as the cold night consumed him
Wondering how Taehyun bodied all of txt with Falco, he soon began to regret playing a Smash Bros terminate with them as the silence sunk in.
He pulled the brim of his hat down more and tightened up his hood. Feeling anxious his heart raced. Usually one of his members joins him on little excursions like this but not this time.
He was alone.
Although the streets of Seoul were surprisingly empty, Kai took alleyways to avoid any individual he’d encounter. Yet doing this made him paranoid as he finally reached the block where the convenience store stood at.
Still incredibly anxious he sped walked to the lit-up store.
This small convenience store was the place his members and him often snuck off to for midnight snacks. The bell of the sliding doors rang as Kai practically dashed in.
Greeting the old man that runs the store, Kai heads to the back to pick up some dinner.
Staring at the different packages of cheap ramen the bell of the door was sounded again. Kai looked up slightly to see who it might be but the bill of his hat blocked his vision, even so, the sound of their voice gave it away that she was a girl. “Hello Mr. Hwang~” she greeted cheerfully while the old man smiled at her sending her a wave. Kai notice the hello kitty plushed bag that sat on her waist. Realizing the girl was probably looking towards Kai’s direction, he quickly looked back down his breath bouncing off his mask.
“I haven’t seen you in a while sonnyeo” the man spoke. The girl’s soft giggle flowed through the store, Kai’s heart fluttered at the familiar sound. “Well you know me,” she told him walking over to the fridge and grabbing a yogurt.
Beginning to mind his own business, Kai moved to the next aisle to grab some rice cakes when a soft melody hit his ears. He immediately recognized the sound, it was IVE’s Love Dive yet the song sounded slow and almost sad, Huening was curiously over the who the quiet voice belonged to.
Kai looked over his shoulder to see the girl, she wore a brown fuzzy coat with a pink surgical mask. Assuming she was listening to the song on her headphone she continued humming a melody, she searched for some ramen where Kai previously stood.
You were jamming out listening to the song that was playing in your headphones.
Grabbing your go-to ramen you felt eyes on you. The feeling made you subconsciously lower your voice. Looking up over the aisle you see a scary tall broad man looking over his shoulder watching you.
This sent a shiver down your body as both you and him froze. He was intimidatingly large as he wore all back his Denver’s Tiger cap casted a shadow over his eyes. You felt yourself sink into your fuzzy coat at the sight.
“I uh…” you fumbled out.
The old man opened his eyes feeling the tension of the store, looking over at the girl he knew since she was little; he spoke “Is everything alright Y/n?”
“Y/n?” Kai spoke titling his head revealing his eyes. Your heart jumped at the sight of him “Hyuka!” You smile.
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You both chatted at the old mad rung you up, “Huening please be a good boy and walk my Sonnyeo home, it’s late” the man spoke sliding the orange bag over to Kai.
“Oh Sir that won’t be necessar-“ you began but “of course Mr. Hwang” Kai said smiling over at you. Kai picked up both bags and kicked your knees out making you stumble towards the door. “OH- Bye Grandpa~!” You shouted.
“Be safe you two!… young love” he smiled
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Both you and Kai walked down the empty street “You don’t have to walk me back you know” you told him “I’m not just, I happen to be walking this way too”
You pause as he walks ahead of you “What are you doing out here this late? thought your bedtime was at 9”. Kai kept walking and held up both bags “Food,”
“And I don’t have a bedtime I can go to sleep whenever I want,” he said looking back at you. “You?”
You quickly caught up with him “Food as well but I also needed to get out of the house”
Kai raised a brow at you “At 11 pm?”
“Well it’s because of something… you’ll make fun of me” you said fiddling with your plushy side bag as you continued walking.
“What is it?” Kai asked, “Will you make fun of me?”
“Probably” Your mouth went straight at his answer, but his deep laugh made the corner of your mouth twitch up.
“What’s up?” He asked again looking down at you
“Stayc is gonna have a comeback soon and-“
“Really?! Damn wait until Tae finds out” Kai rambled “Please don’t tell him, I can’t say no to that man and if he asked for spoilers I’ll get in trouble” you begged, Kai yawned “I won’t, back to what you were saying”
“Right! Since Stayc is having a comeback I’m currently on lockdown so I don’t get into any trouble” you told him with a blank expression. Kai blinked at you before laughing “Hey it’s not funny!”
“You’re grounded” he joked holding his stomach “I’m not, it’s just a precautionary” you whined pulling on his arm as he continued to laugh. “Right”
“So why did they let you out?” Kai asked “its been 3 days and I’m starting to see out of my right ear and taste colors… I’m going insane,” you told him with the most serious tone possible. “They’re so mean to me Hyuka!” you cried out. Kai patted your head “They’re doing it to protect you, you just happened to be a magnet for scandals”
“meeting you at the convenience store doesn’t help” You put your head down
“Not very convenient huh?” Kai joked
“Give me my bag” you demanded holding out your hand “What why?” He asked holding the bag away from you “So I can run away from you duh”
“Hey I saw that Soobin followed you” Kai brought up, “yeah, all of txt follows me now” you smiled proudly “you changed your whole profile too… even deleted your Soobin tweets”
You sighed “It was out of nowhere, so I couldn’t delete all of them”
“I tried to get past 3 months ago but once I deleted my 87th posted I gave up” you told him and he just snickered “You’re down bad Y/n” Kai said feeling kinda annoyed
“I’m not! I just decided to clean up my act”
“More like your drool”
You looked over at Kai feeling your heart slowly speed up “You wouldn’t get it” “That you have a crush on my best friend, I think I got it” his tone began to feel sour in a sense
“No! I just didn’t want Soobin to get the wrong idea”
“To think I like him or worse make him feel uncomfortable” you tried to explain “Plus I didn’t want you to get the wrong idea either” you mumbled into your mask
“Huh?” Kai asked unable to hear your last words. “Nothing!” You yelled with a red face “I’ve been thinking maybe I’m not a soobin girly anymore” you told him kicking random rocks
Kai stopped “damn I guess the lack of human interactions has been getting to you” “Shut up,” you said shoving him gently
“I’m being serious tho, maybe I’m not a Soobder-“ “ew” “I’m probably a Ningdungie now” you said shrugging. Kai slowed down watching you walk ahead as warmth bloomed in his chest “A ningdungie?” He quietly questioned, “Welp, this is my turn!” You told him with a smile
“It is?” He caught up to you “Yup” you held your hand out. Kai felt his cheeks heat up as he gently placed her plastic bag onto her hand. “It was so great running into you Hyuka, almost like fate!!” you said, Kai stared at you watching your cheeks rise with your smile.
He carefully reach his hand to your mask pinching the material on the bridge of your nose “What are you-“ you said as he pulled it down “I just wanted to see your smile” he softly told you
Your heart did backflips at his words, all well he just stared at you like he was analyzing every part of your face. You grew extremely hot, not knowing what to do you grabbed the brim of his cap and tugged it over his face “Hey!”
“See you around lonely boy!” You yelled out running away while waving back at him. Kai just stood there his hand waving back slowly “Bye” he spoke quietly.
Continuing to run, you swiftly turn the corner holding your hand to your chest “I like you” you said quietly almost breathless
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chans-room · 7 months
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🎈Spookyfest Presents 🎈
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Stray Kids in IT
Georgie - Yang Jeongin
He is baby and unfortunately that means he is dying first. Pour one out for the babiest bread.
Bill - Bang Chan
No one is surprised. He’s the leader, and his guilt (despite it not being his fault) for I.N dying drives him. Idk if anyone else has read the book recently but literally all the characters talk about how they’d die for Bill but don’t always agree with him/understand his motivation. That is So Chan-core.
Richie - Lee Minho
If anyone is gonna be Trash Mouth Richie Tozier it’s gonna be Lee Minho. Homosexual feelings for one of his friends? Check. Propensity for violence and outrage, but is actually a softie? Check. We stan.
Eddie - Han Jisung
Hypocondriac softie. He’s not convinced he should be there or if his friends really love him, but is so deeeeeply loved by everyone and especially Lino. The bravery comes out in the moments where it’s needed, and his sacrifice is always remembered. Pour another one out for Hanji.
Bev - Lee Felix
Have you seen how SKZ fawn over Felix? Like you can not tell me I’m wrong. Everyone treats them like they’re weak, but they’re actually the strongest of the bunch. Unintentionally keep everyone together and moving forward, always agreeswith Chan/Bill and helps everyone see the importance of the Losers Club.
Stanley - Hwang Hyunjin
Very methodical, particular, and mature, but also the most skeptical and fearful. In the book, he is supposed to have a strange sense of humor, and that feels sooooo Hyunjin to me. Also rip to Hyunjin: the reappearance of IT causes him so much strife he can’t go back to Derry. Also, if we’re going off movie Stanley sacrifices himself to make sure the others can succeed bc he knows his fear would get in the way of the others killing IT. We love a self aware king even tho hes dead
Ben - Seo Changbin
Okay I debated putting this but he just, fits for Ben’s arc. Super smart, sensitive and shy, but turns into a rich hot dude who gets the girl in the end and remains unwaveringly kind and gentle? Yes please.
Mike - Kim Seungmin
Listen, this might be a hot take but imo Seungmin is the only one in skz who I think would be a) responsible enough to stay in Derry to make sure someone’s ready when Pennywise comes back and b) unhinged enough to drug his friends to try to get them to stay in town and kill a demon clown.
Pennywise - JYP sorry not sorry
Thrives off fear and making others feel smaller and more insignificant as him?? Feasts on the souls of innocent children?? Corporate wants you to tell the difference between the two. You can’t.
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whatsk-poppinhomies · 2 years
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Jealousy Is... Sickening
Pairing : Hwang Hyunjin x F!Reader Word Count : 8.1k TW : yandere!Hwang Hyunjin ; smoking ; mentions of cheating from readers exes ; fighting ; insults ; using readers fears against her ; suggestive content ; let me know if there's more ;
“What do you mean you don’t take last minute bookings?” Hyunjin whined into his phone as he looked down at Kkami on the couch. He had been called in last minute to the studio to record some extra vocals for the new album and a couple more rap lines while he was at home and he hadn’t really planned on leaving the house, just wanting to take the day and spend it with Kkami, but the album couldn’t be delayed so he had to go in and he also needed to find someone to watch Kkami which was one of the biggest dilemmas right now. “Thank you, thank you… Yeah… Got it…” He said, trying to rush through the call now that he knew his usual dog sitter wouldn’t be able to make it. That’s when they mentioned their dog sitter, and at this point he felt like he had no real choice but to call the number they had given him and hope that whoever it was, they were free for a couple hours. 
He was in a rush no doubt, but that didn’t mean that he couldn’t take the time to admire and appreciate the way the girl on the other end of the phone dropped everything that she might have been doing to agree to watch Kkami, he could hear her moving through the speaker of the phone, grabbing everything she needed before calling out a quick goodbye to whoever it was that she was apparently with and then shutting a door behind her. She reassured him that she’d try to get there as soon as possible, and then he heard a car engine turn over. “You don’t have to speed, drive safely, it’s important.” He urged, and then quickly tacked on at the end. “And don’t try to hold your phone and drive.” 
While she was driving over, he had told her everything she might need to know about Kkami and his behavior, preemptively apologizing for his antisocial behavior, but she laughed lightly over the phone, letting him know that she was going to make it her mission today to become Kkamis best friend. The challenge that she had hoisted upon herself made him laugh, but he also found it adorable. He couldn’t wait to come home and see whether she had succeeded in her mission.
Then the door knocked and he quickly ran over, his hair tied back in a ponytail and his hoodie already on, he had simply been waiting for the dog sitter to show up so he could rush out of the house and make it to the studio, having already said his goodbyes to Kkami beforehand. When he threw the door open he froze for a second, his attention fully captured by the beautiful woman who stood at his door. “Hi, I’m Y/N…” You said, smiling sweetly at him and he really wished he had more time to think, really think about everything that was going on in his head right now. “Don’t worry, Kkami is in good hands.” 
He nodded quickly, bowing his head to you as he whispered out a quiet thank you. “I shouldn’t be too long. If you need me, you have my number.” He said, taking a step back to let you in before essentially swapping places with you. “And I know this is short notice so… here…” He fished a couple bills out of his wallet and handed them to you. “If you get hungry you can order something…” Your head had already begun to shake, but he grabbed your hand and placed the money into it, folding your fingers around the crisp bills. “It’s the least I can do… I have to go though… I’ll be back as soon as I can.” 
The session had taken way longer than he expected it to, and you hadn’t called at all since he had left, which was shocking because even the original dog sitter had called him on the first day questioning why Kkami kept running away from them. The lack of calls or even texts had him nervous, and he was racing home once he left the building. 
His mind was spinning with pessimistic thoughts, but when he walked through the front door his worries melted away. “This is Springle…” You were talking to Kkami who was sitting on your lap, staring at your phone as you swiped through pictures of what Hyunjin could only assume was your own dog. “He’s a… jack russell… shih tzu… mix… I don’t know what he is but he’s the sweetest.” You explained, almost like you were introducing your own dogs to his dog, which shouldn’t feel so significant, but it did to him. “And this is Muppet… he looked just like a muppet when we got him… He’s a mini schnauzer, but he’s still a baby so he’s kind of crazy…” Hyunjin didn’t want to interrupt, so he stood in the doorway, watching with heart eyes as you pet Kkami with one hand and continued scrolling through your pictures with the other hand. 
You were the only person other than himself who could get Kkami to sit so calmly, to actually stay in one spot and just… listen… And while the thought that his dog would be able to so perfectly choose the perfect person for him was kind of crazy, now it seemed to make sense. Hyunjin didn’t want to be with someone that Kkami wasn’t comfortable with, and it seemed like Kkami was so relaxed with you, that he didn’t even notice that Hyunjin had come home. 
The sun had already set, the moon high in the sky now, and this was usually when he would take Kkami for his walks. The dog pushed himself up off your lap, doing a big stretch that had you giggling as you turned your phone off and placed it down on the cushion beside you. “It’s time for a walk, isn’t it? I don’t think your dad showed me where your leashes are… but I’m sure you’ll lead me to them, won’t you baby?” You leaned in with puckered lips, and Hyunjin was already fighting to contain his laughter, knowing exactly what was coming next, at least he thought he knew, but he was left stunned and slack jawed when Kkami returned the kiss before jumping off your lap. 
“He never gives me kisses…” Hyunjin whined, finding it the perfect time to make himself known as Kkami ran over to him in the doorway. You giggled lightly, getting up from the couch and grabbing your coat that had been hanging over the back of it to pull on before joining him at the door and handing him back the money that he had given you earlier, his eyebrows furrowing as he looked down at the bills in his hand and then back at you. 
“I guess he just thinks I’m cute.” You joked, squatting down in front of Hyunjin to pet the dog, but seeing you in that position right in front of him had him diving deep into the gutter of his mind, especially when you looked up at him through your eyelashes, an innocence glimmering in your irises that he fell in love with immediately. “And before you try to give the money back, being able to spend the day with this little guy was payment enough. He’s such a sweetheart. I’ll have to thank my other customers for referring me to you.” 
He shouldn’t have felt so disappointed when you got to your feet again, his mind shouldn’t have been thinking so filthily in the first place, but he couldn’t help it, you were just so perfect, so gorgeous, how could he not think about you? “How many other customers do you have?” He was trying to make small talk, he wanted to know everything about you, but he also didn’t want you to leave yet. Seeing you in his home, seeing how close you and Kkami already were, it had thoughts that were so terrible, yet so… wonderful at the same time whirling in his head like a tornado. He couldn’t let you go, not yet. “I just wanted to know… Maybe I can be one of your customers.” More like he wanted to be your one customer, the only person that you saw. 
“Ahh… I’ll have to see if I can fit you into my schedule…” You glanced down at Kkami who was looking up at you expectantly, and your teasing tone faded as you bent over to scratch behind his ears. “But if you really want me to come back, I’ll make time for you.” You cooed, and Hyunjins heart swelled. You were the one, the only one, his only one, and you only continued to make it more obvious to him the longer you stood there. 
“He wants you to come back…” Hyunjin said, his eyes tracing over your figure when you were bent over, absentmindedly licking his lips as he noticed the way your back arched. God, he felt grotesque thinking about you this way, and the only thing that made him feel slightly better was the thought that maybe you were doing it on purpose in front of him, that you wanted him to think of you in that way. “I have to go back into the studio tomorrow, so maybe you can come over and watch him again?” He lied, his fingers crossed inside the pockets of his hoodie, hoping that you’d agree to coming over. 
“Sure…” You murmured, your focus solely on Kkami as you continued petting him. “Just… let me know the time and I’ll be over…” You added, finally standing up straight again, stretching your arms above your head, the movement causing your jacket to ride up your frame, the little bit of skin that he saw had him swallowing thickly, wondering how it would look covered in bruises and bites that he wanted so desperately to place all over you. “It’s pretty late though, I gotta get going. It was nice meeting you, Hyunjin… And it was nice meeting you too, Kkami. I’ll see you tomorrow.” Your fingers waved to both of them as you walked out the door, and as soon as it was closed, Hyunjin let himself slide down the wood of it until he landed on the floor, letting out a sigh as Kkami jumped up on his lap.
“Oh… I’m fucked…” He muttered to himself, running his hands through his hair before letting them drop down to the floor at his sides with a loud thud. He was fucked alright, but he didn’t care, he didn’t care at all. He was set in his ways, and he was set on you. It took one day and he was infatuated. Now all he had to do was get you, and that shouldn’t be too hard, he had Kkami on his side, it would be a piece of cake. 
It only took a month for him to ask you out, and then another month for him to slip the promise ring on your finger, the jewelry giving him a sense of security when it came to you. As long as that ring was being worn, you were his, you were promising to be his always and forever until the ring was replaced with one that held more finality. It was the ring that he wanted to give you, but he felt like it would be too soon, like it would scare you away. Everything he did when it came to you was calculated, planned in advance and thought over constantly just so that he was sure that you wouldn’t pull away from him. 
Now it was seven months into the relationship and you had moved in with him, just another score that he had made. Everything was going just as he planned, and the best part of it all was that he had never forced you to do any of it, you had accepted everything that he offered willingly. Of course he loved the power that he felt, knowing that when it came to him, you were weak, you were like putty in his palms, but he also loved you. He loved you so much it hurt when he had to be away from you, he’d cry if he had to stay overnight at the dorms, he hated not having you beside him, and that’s why everything he did pertaining to you required so much thought. He didn’t want you to leave him. 
“Hyunnie!” You called from the kitchen as he got dressed in the bedroom, and he peeked out from around the door, smiling when he saw you standing in the kitchen wearing only his shirt, your hair tied up on top of your head, a dazed, sleepy look lingering on your face, surely from all of the… activities the two of you partook in the night before. “Did you bribe Kkami to sleep on your side of the bed last night?” You asked, leaning over the counter to stare at him, but he saw the small smirk tugging at one corner of your lips. 
“Maybe…” He replied nonchalantly, and you rolled your eyes at him, placing the empty treat box on the counter, tapping against the lid. “It took a lot of treats… He loves you more than me, it’s not fair, I was here first.” He pouted and you snorted loudly, placing the empty treat canister on the counter before walking over to the bedroom door and pressing a kiss to his lips. 
“He can sleep in the middle and you’d only have to use one treat because he’d still be next to me…” You whispered against his lips before pulling back, adoring the way his cheeks blushed light pink whenever you were close to him. “You’ll just need to pick up more treats on your way home from work… Or… I can run to the store and get some real quick before you leave.” 
The mention of you leaving the house had him throwing the bedroom door open and stepping closer to you, backing you against the wall of the hallway, caging you between his arms and his bare chest. “We go out together… You know that. Kkami will be fine until I get back from work… Don’t leave the house unless there’s a fire or someone is breaking in… those are the rules, you know the rules, don’t you?” 
Your cheeks puffed out as they filled with air before letting it all out in a loud huff through your nose as you rolled your eyes, letting your head fall back against the wall. “I don’t know what you’re so worried about. You’re the idol. Even when we go out together, everyone is looking at you.” You retorted, ducking out from under his arms to go back into the kitchen, grabbing the treat canister and placing it back on the top of the fridge. “I think the rules are pretty damn ridiculous if I may say so, but you never actually let me say anything about the rules, do you?” 
Here it was, the argument that he didn’t exactly have the time for, the sassiness that he had adored at the start of your relationship, but you were talking back more and more now. Maybe you felt too comfortable, and the more comfortable you felt, the higher the chance of you breaking the rules. Fuck. “The rules are there for a reason, Y/N.” He hissed, not even looking away from the wall that he had just had you against, his forehead leaning against it as he spoke. “You always pick the worst damn times to have these kinds of talks. You know I have to get to work soon.” 
“I just don’t know why I have all these fucking rules and you have none.” Why did you always have to have the last word? It drove him nuts. Most arguments that you had could have ended way sooner if you hadn’t added that last fucking sentence, but no, you always had one more thing to say and it would spur the argument on for hours more. “And I’m sure you’re going to come home and pretend like this conversation never happened because that’s how it always is. Clean slate after a couple hours, everything is peachy keen.” 
He groaned loudly, slamming his palm against the wall before turning around to look at you. “Do you want a fucking argument when I get home?! It’s like you love to fucking fight with me, I don’t get it!” He shouted, storming into the bedroom and slamming the door behind him. You could hear the dresser drawers being yanked open with force as he muttered incoherently under his breath. He was dressed in record time though, his anger fueling him, and he wanted to just get out of the house before the both of you exploded at each other. “Tell me right now, do you really want to keep this going or do you want to just end it here so I can come back home after work and we can have a decent meal?” 
You were leaning against the kitchen counter, staring at him over at the front door, one hand on the doorknob, just waiting for your answer. “We can talk about your rules when you get back home. They’re bullshit and you know it, Hyunjin.” You muttered, crossing your arms over your chest as you glared at him. His jaw was set and you saw his nostrils as he stared back at you, shaking his head. 
“God… dammit!” He practically growled, throwing the front door open and slamming it loudly behind him, the force causing the picture that had been hanging on the wall the crash down on the floor, the glass shattering against the hardwood and you let out a groan of your own, running your hands over your face before grabbing the broom to go clean it up. 
“Asshole!” You shouted, knowing that he could hear you when you got closer to the door, sweeping up the shards of glass, doing it three times over just to make sure that no slivers were left behind before dumping the contents of the dustpan into the trash bin. “Kkami…” You murmured, noticing his head peering around the end of the couch. “You want to take a walk? Just me and you, buddy. I need to breathe…” 
Taking Kkami on walks had been specifically stated in the rules to be something that only Hyunjin or you and Hyunjin could do, never just you though. The argument this morning though had you feeling… rebellious though, and as soon as you had finished getting dressed, you put Kkamis leash on and headed out the front door. It felt good breaking the rules, mainly because they were just so idiotic to you. You felt like you and Hyunjin had been together long enough that he could trust you to go out on your own, but the rules only seemed to become more and more constraining as more time passed. It was ass backwards and you hated it. 
Not just that though, but it made absolutely no sense why he was being this way with you when you had more of a reason to be worried, but you weren’t sitting at home writing up a list of rules for him and hanging them on the fridge. He was beyond attractive, he was hot, and if anyone should be fretting over the other going out alone, it should be you, and sometimes… most of the time, you wondered if he was doing something, doing things that would no doubt destroy you if you ever found out. It’s not like he didn’t tell you he loved you daily, well… excluding this morning, but no amount of I love you’s could soothe the bitter feelings that built inside of you when you thought of just how many women would love to be with him. You’ve had your fair share of shitty exes that seemed to love pandering to the women who seeked out already taken men, their desires just as sick as the men who gave into that shit. 
Was Hyunjin that kind of boyfriend though? You really had no idea, but you remembered the way he lustfully looked at you the first day he had met you. He didn’t even know you and you could almost see his thoughts, playing out on his face like a projected movie. You didn’t know if he had those same kinds of thoughts with other women, and the thought of it had you feeling sick to your stomach. 
There was only one thing that could ever dull your jealousy induced nausea, and that’s the one thing that Hyunjin hated the most. The thought of pissing him off would usually have you backing down from anything that you planned on doing, but today… today was different. It was like going on strike, rebelling against the rules, rebelling against him, and it had you filled with excitement. There was something that felt so good about being bad, and that’s a pretty cheesy way to put it, but it’s the only way you could describe it right now. 
When you got back to the house and made sure Kkami was settled in, you went straight to the spot where you kept your secret stash, and by stash, it was merely one pack of cigarettes that were reserved for a time like this. “I’ll be right back, buddy.” You told Kkami who had already made himself comfortable on the couch before heading out to the balcony and lighting up the thin white stick. 
It felt like you could breathe, which was a strange way to feel considering cigarettes had the exact opposite effect, at least they should, but it was like finally getting a breath of fresh air, like finally being able to scratch that one itch that you couldn’t reach for so long. It was amazing, and the only thing that made it better was knowing just how much Hyunjin hated it. “Those things can kill you! No more! You can’t!” His words now had you giggling to yourself. Just another thing you can’t do, another rule set into place by him, and you had followed it so obediently just like every other rule. The taste of disobedience, the way it swirled down your throat and filled your lungs before being let out in a sheer cloud of smoke from your puckered lips… It was delightful. 
He’d usually stay at work a little later, but today he came home at exactly five o’clock, kicking his shoes off and shutting the door loudly to let you know he was back. He always knew how to make an entrance. “What’s that smell?” Were the first words that left his lips as he moved further into the house, his nose held high as he inhaled deeply through his nose, his face crinkling into one of disgust as his eyes landed on you. “God! You know… I can maybe… maybe begin to understand why you’d want to disregard the other rules… But you’re going to break that one… The one that’s literally in place so you don’t kill yourself!? Where are they?” You rolled your eyes, not turning away from the stove as you fished the pack out of your pocket and tossed it over your shoulder, grimacing when you heard it fall against the marble countertop. “There’s only… There’s five left in here, Y/N… Was this a new pack?” You shrugged your shoulders, knowing damn well that it had been brand new, but the feeling of comfort that they gave you with each and every puff had overshadowed the risks that they held. “Fucking childish… Look at me… Y/N… Will you…” He grabbed your elbow and pulled you away from the stove before turning off the burner, forcing you to look at him. “What the hell is wrong with you? Is this what you want?! You want to piss me off!?” 
You yanked your arm away, wishing more than anything right now that you could have another smoke, the thin white stick between your fingers always made you feel more courageous, or maybe it was just that it would give you more time to think of what to say in between long drags of it. “Yup. I even took Kkami on a walk today, by myself. It was actually really nice considering I was actually free to move around instead of feeling like I was on a leash too like I do when I go with you.” You retorted and you could have sworn you watched his eyes darken, his adams apple bobbing as he swallowed thickly. “And then I got back home and I smoked like… 15 cigarettes and I’ve never felt so free in the past seven months then I did today.” 
His tongue pressed against his cheek as he ran his hand through his hair, and you could tell that he was trying to hold back, his fingers clenched into fists at his sides as he looked you over. “You want to be free? You like roaming the streets in your…” He grabbed the bottoms of your shorts, his face scrunched up in disgust as he looked at them. “Whorish clothes. Oh yeah, I bet you love when all the guys fucking look at you, fucking you with your eyes, that’s what you love, don’t you? Fucking skank.” 
“Oh really?” You scoffed, the both of you back up until the two of you were leaning against opposite counters. “I’m the whore? You’d fuck anything that walks on two legs and breaths… Once they smile at you and bat their lashes you’re practically pouncing on them with your dick out. I take Kkami for a fucking walk and that makes me the whore though. Love your frame of thought, makes a lot of sense. Hyunjin gets to do and say and fuck whatever he wants, but god forbid Y/N wants to leave the house one fucking time!” You mocked, your breath rising and falling heavily, the both of you seething with the anger that had been pent up the entire day. 
“Who am I fucking other than you?!” He shouted, his eyes growing wide as he stared at you incredulously. “You’re so irrationally fucking stupid! You always fucking jump to ridiculous conclusions, you just assume shit all the fucking time! No wonder your exes cheated on you. Good god. I mean… Might as well fucking do it right, since you think I’m doing it anyway.” He groaned loudly, his head falling back to stare at the ceiling as he took a deep breath. 
“Really Hyunjin?” You clicked your tongue against the roof of your mouth, letting out a chuckle that was far from humorous. “You know what… maybe you should. Go out and fuck all the people you want, I don’t even care.” You cared, you cared a lot because at the end of the day, you loved him, you loved him so much that his words were suffocating you, drowning you, and you wanted nothing more than to stop breathing after hearing them. You pulled the promise ring off your finger, the piece of jewelry that you had worn for so long that it had practically become a part of you, and your finger felt so bare without it, that for a second you wanted to put it right back on, but you didn’t. You threw it at him, watching the light from the kitchen reflect off the silver band as it bounced off his chest and made its descent down to the floor. “I’m done.” 
“You wanted a fight and then you back out as soon as it gets too real for you, I get it. Go wallow in your self pity, you’re the one who asked for this.” He sneered as you walked out of the kitchen, going straight to the bedroom and shutting the door behind you. Once you were out of the room he ducked down and picked the ring up off the floor, gritting his teeth in anger at both you and himself. You for starting the argument, and himself for keeping it going. Why did you have to be so damn argumentative though? What did you gain out of it? What did any of you get out of this other than being mad at each other? “How long are you planning on staying in there? Some of us need to sleep at night.” He said, standing beside the bedroom door and tapping his fingers against the wood. 
He wasn’t sure what he expected you to say, and he knew that the way that he was speaking still wasn’t the best way to extinguish the heat between the both of you, but his pride was too high to back down and so was yours. Right now it bothered him, but it was just another reason why he loves you, adores you, and doesn’t plan on letting you go… ever. 
The bedroom door cracked open, and he kind of wanted to see your eyes bloodshot and glassy, to think that maybe you had been crying over him, but all he got was a stone cold glare that hurt him instead. What he didn’t know was that you had already cried, letting out all of your emotions into the pillow that you clutched tightly against your chest, but you didn’t want him to know that, so you had washed your face and wiped the remaining tears from your eyes before he had even come to the door. 
“Take it.” You muttered, brushing past him to head to the couch, dropping your pillow on the end and then falling down onto it, curling up into a ball before clicking on the tv. He had fucked up, his words had been rash in the heat of the argument, but they held no meaning and no truth. He would never cheat on you, and when you had told him the stories of your past exes it took everything in him not to go out and hunt them down for hurting you the way they did, but he had promised you that he would never do something like that, that he solely belonged to you and you only. 
That’s why he pissed him off so much when you got jealous or accused him of cheating though, because he had reassured you so many times that he was yours but you still didn’t believe him. You disobeyed the rules, you had doubts about his faithfulness, and then you had the nerve to be upset with him. “So you’re not sleeping with me tonight?” He posed the question, trying not to sound as annoyed as he felt, but this was the longest any argument between the two of you lasted. Usually it would simmer down after five or ten minutes and end with the two of you sweaty, exhausted, and tangled in the sheets of his bed. This was scaring him. 
“I just want to be alone, Hyunjin.” His name sounded like a curse leaving your mouth, a vile word that one shouldn’t ever say, and that hurt, it hurt just as much as the thought of you sleeping by yourself in the living room on the uncomfortable couch. 
He shook his head, retreating into the bedroom, giving you the solitude that you had asked for, but it felt wrong. The bed felt empty, too spacious. He knew that you liked to sprawl out when you slept, something that you wouldn’t be able to do on the couch, but you clearly didn’t want to be near him right now, and as hard as it was to do, he respected your wishes. 
Laying in the bed by himself felt weird, it felt wrong, and his stomach twisted in pain as his thoughts tormented him, wondering if tonight would have gone differently if he had just loosened up on the rules. No… no he couldn’t loosen up on the rules, he couldn’t bear the thought of someone else looking at you, talking to you, being close to you. What if something were to happen while he wasn’t with you? Just the mere thought had tears pricking his eyes and his bottom lip trembling as his breaths became labored. 
If you wanted to go out, he’d just take you out more, or he’d let you leave the house, under the impression that you were going by yourself and follow behind you the entire time, making sure to remember anyone who had the gull to look at you or talk to you. It would be better, and it would make you feel like you had a little more freedom. 
Then there came your jealousy, and as irrational as it was, he tried to understand. You had been through a lot, you had your reasons for doubt, and you had even told him before the relationship had started that you had trust issues because of prior instances. He knew all of this and still reacted in such a way that had you spending the evening in the living room, by yourself, away from him. At the time he had acted in anger, a disgusting emotion to harvest towards the one he loved the most, but now… now he was full of the same sadness that he could feel resonating off of you when you had walked out of the bedroom. 
It was impossible to fall asleep, the bed felt far too big without you in it, starfished and yanking away all of the blankets, leaving him with just a corner to try to keep himself warm. He never let it bother him, finding it precious how comfortable you looked, the way you trusted him completely. He craved the cold air that would linger against his skin from the lack of covers, and now that he had all of them, it felt excruciatingly hot. 
Turning over, he could see that it was late, or, rather early now. Four o’clock in the morning and not a wink of sleep was had, his eyes burning in the pitch dark of the room, under eyes raw from wiping at his tears with the sleeve of his hoodie that had become your favorite. It smelled of you and he thought that your scent would make him feel better, at least give him enough comfort to fall asleep, but it only made things worse. It didn’t hold the same warmth, nothing like the heat that poured from your body when you laid beside him, your body pressed as close as possible against his and your legs instinctively hooking around his waist. 
He never realized how much he loved having you close, needed to have you close until right now. Maybe he had taken advantage of having you around, taken advantage of your love for him. He thought that it would never fade, that he’d never had to face the terrifying possibility of potentially losing you. What would he do without you? What would Kkami do without you? The three of you were a family, and you couldn’t just leave… well… you could, but he’d always drag you back, he’d always find a way to bring you back to him, but he didn’t want to have to do that, he didn’t want to have to force you to stay with him. He wanted you to stay because you wanted to be with him. That would mean that he had won in the best way possible, it would mean that you loved him and wanted to be with him genuinely, and it would mean that he wouldn’t have to worry about you leaving. 
Quiet steps led him out of the bedroom, into the living room where the flickering array of multicolored lights from the tv illuminated your body, it wasn’t covered, and that in itself had his heart clenching with pain. You were cold, you had to be, so he ran back to the bedroom and grabbed the blanket off the bed and brought it in to you, draping it over your body. 
Kkami was curled up against your chest, you were always going to be his favorite, and he didn’t even care. He’d much rather Kkami lay with you every single night because it meant that you were still there, that he hadn’t lost you. 
He knelt down in front of you, noticing now the harsh redness of your upper lip, undoubtedly from you wiping your nose when you sniffled, and it made it clear to him that he had hurt you, he had hurt you badly. He never once saw you cry and he never wanted to be the one who made you cry, but now he had, and he hated the way it made him feel. It was like bugs were crawling beneath his skin, trying to claw and bite their way out of him, it left him feeling itchy and dirty and he wanted to pick those spiders out one by one and crush them into the floorboards. It wasn’t spiders though, it was his own disgust towards himself, the creepy crawling feeling was nothing more than the result of him being as low as an insect, as filthy as the dirt they crawled and burrowed in. 
You were like a beautiful pristine canvas, every day waking up blank, waiting to be painted on, filled with art, his love and his kisses, his hugs and his touches, all of them a color of their own, vibrant and beautiful, a work of art that would and could only be loved by him. Now all of the colors were dark, splattered across the canvas of your body, his mouth creating splatters and blotches across the board, like bruises and cuts on flawless skin. His words had ruined you. 
“Baby…” He whispered, grabbing your hand that had been hanging limp over the edge of the couch, your fingers looking naked without the ring that he was wearing on his pinky, not wanting it to lose your warmth that the silver had held. With everything in him, he wanted to slide the ring back onto your finger, but you had thrown it with such distaste, such carelessness that he wasn’t even sure if you wanted it anymore. His heart would never be ready for something like that. “Are you ready to talk?”
It was such a strange thing to ask at this ungodly hour. No one would be ready to talk right now, especially if they were being woken up from what he could only suspect to be the worst sleep of your life for this talk, but he needed to know how you felt, he needed to know that you weren’t going to leave him. “No…” You mumbled, pulling the blankets up to your chin and rolling over to face the back cushions. “I’m sleeping.” 
“I know…” He murmured, the bile building in his throat was just another symptom of the nauseating fear that grew inside him with each passing second, and with every tick of the second hand on the clock, his fear got worse and worse. “I can’t sleep without you, baby… I’m sorry…” His pride didn’t even matter at this point, he’d swallow it all down like a bitter shot of vodka if it meant that he got to feel that warm and fuzzy feeling in his stomach afterwards, a feeling that he only got when you were in his arms. “I was stupid, and I was mad… but that doesn’t make what I said warranted. I’d never cheat on you, I’d never go to anyone else… You’re the only one in the world that I’d ever run to.” 
You ran your hands over your face as you rolled onto your back, staring at the ceiling with eyes that looked half dead, cold and unloving, which he could only imagine was the way he looked when he spoke to you earlier. “You can say sorry for spilling milk on the counters I just cleaned, you can say sorry for forgetting to get the conditioner from the store since you wouldn’t let me just get it myself…” He chewed nervously on his bottom lip, knowing that the second one was just a hint at the rules that he knew you despised. “But you can’t just say sorry for using the one thing I’m terrified of the most against me.” You said flatly, your lips set in a straight line when you turned to look at him. “I told you about my problems before we even got together because I trusted you to make the right decision based on the information I had given you. You said it would be okay, that you understood. Clearly you didn’t, and if my issues are such a pain in the ass for you to deal with, then I can do you a solid and leave. You might not cheat on me, but I’m not going to be insulted and belittled and threatened with the trust issues that you knew about.” 
Leave. Do him a solid and… leave? No… No, that wouldn’t be helping him at all. He’s never felt more desperate in his life than he did right now. “I didn’t mean it… I really didn’t…” He whined, letting his face fall into your chest. Usually you’d pet through his hair when he was like this, soothe him and tell him that it would be okay, but he felt nothing, you didn’t reach out for him, you didn’t soothe him, you laid like a statue. Fuck, it felt like he was losing everything. 
“What are you scared of? What’s the most heart wrenching thing that you can think of?” You mused, and he was thrown for a second. Did you really want to know? He had never really talked about his fears before, but he had a lot of them for sure. Why would you be asking about that right now though? 
It felt like his mind was lagging, syllables of words spilling through his lips but not able to form a single word, let alone a sentence. What did you want to hear? “You leaving me…” He finally whispered, the words muffled in the fabric of the comforter. “That scares me the most. I’m terrified right now…” He answered honestly, lifting his face to look at you, watching the way your eyes seemed to be scanning the ceiling, or maybe you were just thinking really hard and he wished that he could read your mind. 
“Maybe I should do that then… right?” You posed, finally looking at him as the last word slipped past your lips. “Since you think I’m gonna do it anyway.” Those were his words… not exactly the same, but he finally understood why you had asked. Why did they feel so different hearing them from you though? He would never cheat, but right now it really felt like you were going to leave him, and when you started to kick the blankets away from your body, his heart sank. 
It felt like he had been punched right in the gut, all the air leaving his lungs in one puff. “Don’t… Please don’t… Stay with me… I’m sorry!” He rambled, tripping over his words, his mouth moving faster than his mind at this point. He was gripping onto the sheets, his eyes already filled with tears as he looked up at you, still on his knees as you stood above him. Oh, how the roles had reversed right now, it was like he was handing all of the power he had felt over to you, and if that’s what it took to keep you from walking out that front door, he’d do it. 
“I was… I was stretching my back…” You stammered, your head cocked to the side as you looked down at him. “That couch is the worst.” You added, but when you looked closer at him, you could see the reflection of the tv screen on the tears that rolled down his cheeks. “Even if I wanted to leave you… which I don’t… I’d have nowhere to go at this hour anyway. Can’t believe you woke me up right now…” You rolled your neck which cracked loudly in the silence of the room, but he was momentarily stunned by what you had said. 
You weren’t leaving… you didn’t want to leave… He felt so… weak, but so strong at the same time. Is that the way that love was supposed to make you feel? “Well why the hell did you pick the couch? You could have just kept the door locked and made me sleep on the couch.” He said teasingly, pushing himself up off the floor and wrapping his arms around you, melting against you when you didn’t pull away from him. 
“Because you wouldn’t have stopped knocking and I wouldn’t have been able to sleep, I know you.” You retorted teasingly, pushing yourself up on your toes to kiss him. “But next time something like this happens, I’m getting a hotel because I’m not downgrading to the fucking couch again, that shit sucks.” 
He huffed softly, his hands lowering down your back to grip your ass, his voice low as he leaned closer, his hot breath clinging to the shell of your ear as his lips lingered right beside it. “You won’t have to worry about that because this shit is never happening again.” His fingers dug into the fabric of your shorts as he pulled you closer to him, your chest pressed close against his. “You’re never leaving me, I won’t allow it. I’m yours… So that means you’re mine.” 
You hummed quietly, the sound low and throaty as you walked your fingers along his upper arms, your tongue poking out of the corner of your mouth. “Mmm… I love the possessive act… and I’d totally let you fuck me right now if my back wasn’t already thrown out from trying to get comfortable all night. Maybe tomorrow, Hyunnie.” You kissed his chest, just above the collar of his shirt before pulling back, letting out a loud yawn as you grabbed the blanket off the couch and lazily walked to the bedroom. “Come on Kkami… We have the bed back.” You tiredly called out, and he watched as Kkami jumped off the couch and eagerly followed behind you. 
You were perfect, you were sweet, adorable, sexy, sassy, tough… You were everything, and you were his. You had one thing wrong though… It wasn’t an act, and the possessiveness that he felt only grew stronger as he watched you walk through the bedroom door. 
It took him a couple seconds to finally join you in the bedroom, climbing under the blankets beside you. “Thought you were going to test out the couch, see what I was talking about…” You mused, scooting closer to him and letting out a soft sigh when his arm draped over your waist. “I was about to take up the whole bed.” 
He snorted softly, rolling his eyes as he got comfortable. “As if you won’t do that anyway.” He teased, his hands rubbing up and down your side as he stared down at you, letting himself be enveloped in the warmth of you beside him, a warmth that he thought he’d never feel again. “Oh… Here…” He pulled his hand back long enough to pull the promise ring from his pinky, grabbing your hand to slide it back to its rightful place. “You dropped it earlier.” 
“Ahh…” You hummed, wiggling your fingers before curling your hand up against your chest, the ring pressed against your heart, and whether you did it on purpose or whether it was completely accidental, it was significant to him. 
“Never take it off again… promise me you won’t…” He whispered, his hand returning to its place on your side, his thumb rubbing circles in the little bit of skin that had been exposed from your shirt riding up. You hummed softly in agreement, your eyes fluttering shut before snapping open again, god, you were adorable. He leaned in to press a kiss to your forehead, smiling to himself when you tried to tilt your head up so he could kiss your lips instead and quickly pulling back. “Mmm… not tonight, baby. You’re tired, we’re tired. Get some sleep.” 
As if on command, your eyes shut and not long after, your lips formed into a small o as lulled breaths poured out. Jealousy was sickening… but the thought of losing you was far worse, more nauseating than anything else. 
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