i finally watched emesis blue a few days ago lol :)

OK BUT…

One Piece SMUT!

MDNI

AFAB! Reader (Can be read by Transmasc. Or NB)

Imagine Sabo/Ace fingering you slowly, knuckles deep inside you as you arch your back against the mattress and soft moans leave your lips, then a warmth is felt inside you, he uses his Mera Mera no mi to heat up his fingers inside you without making it hurt but instead feeling pleasuring and even relaxing feeling on your clenched walls that now tighten even more around his fingers.

“Feelin’ good my love?”

You can’t even answer as your mouth is open in “O” form, the warmth inside you growing more not only by their fingers but for the coming orgasm drawing over you..

Suddenly, he pulls out their fingers, an emptiness now feels where your incoming bliss was. You look up at him with teary eyes and babbling non-senses.

“Don’t think we ended in here, hun..” He leans down and whispers on your ear while his hand goes to do circles on your clit.

“Wanna try the same with my cock?”

All part of being a parent...

sirius looking at grant: i know i'm not the only one.

remus looking at sirius: i have loved you for many years.

grant looking at remus: maybe i am just not enough.

Here's another thing that lives in my head rent free: who the fuck was Misfit! Silver's ex? The one mentioned in the Nothing comics, who overdosed on accident? I understand if it's something you won't answer because it's going to be relevant later, or on the flipside, a trival thing you didn't expect someone to go buck wild over. I just need to talk about it and you've humored my crazy thus far.

I reread the Nothing comics before posting this so I was sure I remembered every detail. Dating and never breaking up. Making it very clear he just has sex with Gold for kicks and casually has sex with others too. The way the Silver we see in the present viciously rejects love and tries to not even care because he never wants to feel that loss again. He loved them, maybe even to the moon and back, didn't he? The way Silver reminds Gold that their deal was "no dating, no commitment" makes me confident that it was at least a mostly exclusive (possibly barring threesomes/orgies because bitches be kinky) relationship. Part of me wonders if they had a deeper commitment, i.e. engagement, that Silver just glossed over.

Who were they? Were they another defector from decadence, a normal person who got mixed up in some shit, or born and raised in poverty with or without a loving family? How did they meet? How long were they together? Did they have plans to get engaged if they weren't, or to marry/elope? Were they somewhat like Gold or were they like Silver? Neither? Why did Silver fall in love with them? Were they skilled, strong, clever or witty? Did he feel like they were similar enough to him to understand him? Or were they different from him enough to make up for what he lacks? Did Silver ever write songs about them before and/or after their death, regardless of whether or not those songs were ever shared with anyone?

Clearly Silver would have treated them differently, but what was he like with them? Were they all rough fucking and partying, or was he gentler with them, even if on occassion? Was he jealous and possessive, or was he lax about them receiving attention from others? Did he introduce them to big sis Blue? Or did they know Blue already? Could they have been a band mate or groupie? How did Silver feel about them? Did he get his die fighting mindset from them?

Who were they???

ALRIGHTY I’m back and ready to rumblereply. I know it took this long, but it's gonna be underwhelmingly plain.

Misfits!Silver has never fallen in love. 

Infatuation, flirting, flings, any and all monogamous and poly affairs - you name it (fuck buddies let’s be honest here), but he has never really truly been in love. He’s not in love with Gold (not at this point for sure. later? who knows) and he hadn’t been with the last person he’d dated. 

The focus is a lot less around romance, but about loss, this you’re spot on. Even with no romantic feelings involved, it’s not to say he doesn’t care to some extent and certainly neither does/did he wishes/wished them death. There’s been a number of losses in Silver’s life, voluntary and involuntary, and the circumstances under which they occurred shaped his view on the matter. Vague, but this one I’m not gonna elaborate on. Guess I’m due for another flashback.

But if there wasn’t love, it doesn’t mean there isn’t guilt. For each one he internalizes, dwells on it, broods if something, anything that he might’ve done for the outcome to be different. Even for ones he couldn’t possibly have had a say in. In a sense, the self-destruction is about taking control back.

Of course, at the end of the day, the interpretation is up to the viewer. Did he love them, yet was unable to acknowledge it? Maybe. Were they similar in character? Perhaps. Were they polar opposites? Could be. Rough sex or sensual lovemaking, jealous or relaxed--

In my head it does not matter who they were as don’t the ones before them. What matters is that the relationship ended. Sure, this time for a reason other than personal differences/infidelity/conflict/etc, but just another token into the scale against commitment. On top of pre-existing trust issues, hints at prior indoctrination and even possible denial of the very concept of love, well… Gold, you’re in for a tough one. Good luck.

Once more, thank you for such an in-depth take on the implications. I’ll admit that it’s one of those that I didn’t think about too much while writing the comic, so reading your impressions helped to expand upon and put my own thoughts in order. 

All the above definitely has had an influence on Silver’s music. And yeah, sorry not sorry to disappoint, no marriage was ever in the picture.

I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.

It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.

surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024

not that we didn't already Know belos was full of shit, but it's even funnier knowing the titan was still alive the whole time and probably judging him

“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”

chilchunk san

new au just dropped

Homer, Hades 2: Sing, O Muse, of the saffron robed goddess, whose fair countenance was bathed in Selene’s light at the moment of her birth. Homer, Hades: The fire-stepping prince was lifted by Night from the cold ground, where his lord father had discarded him, outside Taco Bell.

Im so excited for my salmon bowl for lunch

On this Valentine’s Day please don’t forget about the Palestinian people. Candy is being bought in droves while innocent people are starving. While people are planning romantic dinners for their lovers, Palestinian people are losing their lovers to bombs and snipers. There is no rest for the Palestinian people today. Don’t let them mask what’s really happening behind pink ribbon. Fight for love, find empowerment in your love for others. We will not stop fighting, not for a single day. Palestine will be free.

Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.

Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).

Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.

Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.

Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).

AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.

But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s

At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.

middle schoolers will literally say anything to each other. i had my 6th graders working on a translation and one of them told his classmate "look it up, dictionary boy" when he wanted to know what a word meant as if that wasn't the funniest thing you could possibly say in that situation