love it when the autistic experience of not fully belonging anywhere and always being on the fringes of whatever community you find yourself in. of masking to belong even slightly and still knowing that you don’t really Belong and that the people you surround yourself with Don’t Really Care about you and being the butt of a joke you don’t understand and being in your own little bubble, not as a safe space but as a result of being isolated from everyone else because no matter where you are you are autistic and you just can’t belong, is replicated in fandom spaces. in spaces for things you love and enjoy. love that so much

Just leave that boy alone, he just wants to play Roblox.

team free will? more like. more like team autism. am i right

autistic castiel my beloved

he gently rocks back and forth when he’s feeling particularly content. this happens most often when he’s hanging out with dean or jack but on occasion will also happen with sam and eileen

he gets so excited when he sees dean he does a little hand movement. he wants to flap his hands excitedly but was told it’s a little weird (by a stranger, not his family) so instead he just opens and closes his fists by his side

he regularly repeats certain sounds he hears with scary accuracy. he hears a bird singing? he is repeating the sound with so much clarity it sounds almost exactly like the bird. multiple times he has accidentally attracted groups of birds by doing this, much to deans amusement

he has a really hard time understanding social cues. he’s gotten better the longer he’s been on earth but no matter how much he practices he still finds he can’t quite get it right. he has the easiest time reading jack and dean but even then he often gets confused about the complexities of their reactions.

it takes quite a bit to get cas overwhelmed but when he is he completely shuts down. he doesn’t move or talk or acknowledge anything happening around him. once he comes out of this state he has found it takes a lot of energy to speak and he often speaks with a stutter after a meltdown. he and dean have started using asl to help, and as an added bonus it helps them speak to eileen

jack and cas will often stim off each other. if jack is vocally stimming castiel will often repeat his stim. they will also pick up the other’s stims over time. for example jack would often make a low humming sound when content, and now castiel has started doing the same when content.

i’m case you were wondering, yes i am an autistic non-binary jack kline truther.

what's so tragic about Mary's death and why Dean actually has such a problem processing it is that ultimately it's not anyone's fault (except Chuck's), it was an accident caused by Jack being overstimulated and having a meltdown and Mary not knowing how to help

yes I do have an agenda, it is Autistic Jack Kline and AuDHD Claire Novak as siblings 💕

my autistic!jack fic is out!

jack has a meltdown and it's up to dean to help jack through it

talking abt mary winchester in the gc <3

Happy Witchcore Samantha Wednesday!

This week's board continues to celebrate Disability Pride Month, and I had the immense pleasure of working with @pastornovak 's personal headcanons to create a board for an autistic baby Jack!

Don't forget to also submit any questions for/about the family, as well as artwork, moodboards, headcanons, and suggestions for next week! I would love it if everyone would submit your disabled Samantha and Cas headcanons! I've got an idea I want to do for Cas (thanks, @heaven-ecologist), but Samantha is wide open, so send those ideas in!

If you'd like to request a moodboard for Witchcore Samantha Wednesday, you can leave me a message in my DMs or my inbox, and I will accommodate as best as I can!

As with the rest of my moodboards, none of these pictures are my own, and I claim no credit for any art or design used, only for the concept created

Tagging: @somethxng-angel @imaturtledontchaknow @hexlorde @regnumveritatis @sastielsfandom @ruinedsam @allieyourally @stemroses @eunoiastarz @wendibird @thewinchestersruinedmylife0924 @sassyfoxunknown @oh-no-oh-no-oh-no-oh-no-oh-no @heaven-ecologist @the-gray-ghosty @stuckysdaughter @clairenovak-winchester @moostiel @fandom-hoarder @magpie-wings @mxltivxrse2020 @hey-its-moss @fae-and-night @twobrothersoneheart @hogwartsinstruments @kayla-sparrow @fangirlxwritesx67 @nvybloo @pastornovak @birbs-n-cats @zwahkmuchoney @cordellwinchesterwalker

another offshoot of jack being infantilized is that it’s leeched into the popular mischaracterization of jack as some soft sensitive crybaby who hates violence, hates scary things and is super nice and sweet and cutesy all the time and of course he’s used to accessorize Claire as a big mean lesbian sister who always gets them in trouble, and what makes it so unbearable besides the ableist rooting, is that it’s just canonically utterly wrong. like go back and watch 13x02 & 03. go back and watch 14x06 when they convince Dean to go on a case behind Sam’s back. or look at any time they’re defiant to Cas (and for the love of god do not look at it as “lol sassy baby dean is a bad influence bad dad 😂” or so help me I am throwing multiple rocks at you). like you can say he’s a bitch. you can say he’s a cunt even. it won’t kill you.

in fact, I implore you to, because it is a step away from infantilizing his every action as silly baby behavior and ergo a step in the right direction. look at the entire apocalypse world arc where he decides he has to personally kill Michael when the plan was only ever to escape through the rift. remember the scene where they’re crying in the woods and it got ran with as hashtag poor baby boy whump and nobody noticed that he’d literally almost strangled someone because of their impulsive temper?? or when they made the decision to brutally torture a man by snapping and twisting his skeleton and burning him so intensely his shirt fabric blackened?? and somehow that gets turned into shit like “daddy hold my sippy cup” because for some fucking reason you guys are so intent on making him out to be a child and infantilizing his canon traits to be more palatable to that idea of him.

TLDR please can we actually recognize how bitchy and violent and rebellious jack is. can you guys realize that his entire behavioral pattern of saying hi and waving hello is him masking and repressing because his emotions literally are nuclear charged and he doesn’t want to be a threat. can we please.

Now that I have finished Supernatural, it is time to start a new show to ease my addictive personality and autistic mind. I have therefore decided to start Supernatural over from the beginning and pretend like I’ve never seen it before (again)

Say what you want about later seasons SPN and you’re probably right, but Jack Kline has my heart and he deserves it goddamnit. I love that boy

idc how many people agree with me- CASTIEL AND JACK KLINE ARE AUTISTIC.

i want a baby jack fic where jack is turned into a baby and when it gets fixed and he’s back to being an adult he’s like “that was awful i hated that” because fuck u that’s y