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#attitude the breakup’s coming either way. he’s a good guy though just 24 and a man (both sad afflictions) he’ll shape up. or not. idk im no
bloggirl8842 · 7 months
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My psych says I don’t like my mom or my ex because they make me vulnerable but I think it’s because they are/were both serial boundary violators. Well serial boundary violators sounds serious but I mean they are just good kind people who would not leave me alone when i ask(ed)
#i mean so am i so i dont exactly blame them but like. my mom doesnt knock used to hold me down and epilate my body doesnt take no for an#answer ever on anything unless youre MEAN to her and i dont mean anything serious i mean she asked me to go to the store with her to pick#out paint for her walls i said no she asked again i said no she asked again i said no so she went on her own and facetimed me so id help her#pick. my ex had a similar thing where if i was like hey lets not talk tomorrow im burnt out hed be like okay and then the next day early#morning he’d send a good morning text and then several more throughout the day and then we’d call at the end of the night#people do who not let you fucking breathe. i hate it. if i saw my mom less often id probably like her but her so much as sitting next to me#on the couch will have me tense and pissed. she also takes glee in hating things i like and its not a conscious or serious thing but its#really weird. ive done the same for her since i was little i dont know who did it first. like ok we’re moving our new place had wallpaper in#my room i wanted to keep it she wanted to remove it she agreed to keep it and then made plans to remove it bc she was going to get rid of it#at some point later on anyway for the house’s value or something. they removed it recently and she showed me a vid of the place and when she#gets to my room shes like hehehe its goneee like girl what the fuck is going on with you. she wouldnt let me change the decoration of my#room as a child it had to be the way she liked it. even my body had to be the way she liked it dude the epilation thing shed laugh as i#cried (in a shirt and underwear man) bc i was finally hairless. my ex was nowhere near that bad but again ZERO breathing room and whenever#id try to take some hed be like ‘’i just worry that if you take this space you’ll come back and break up with me’’ uh. yeah with that#attitude the breakup’s coming either way. he’s a good guy though just 24 and a man (both sad afflictions) he’ll shape up. or not. idk im no#t invested#he did listen to a lot of what i said just not the basic things of ‘’leave me the fuck alone sometimes’m#im annoyed that my therapist framed this as a me issue but shes right when it comes to me having trouble w vulnerability and i should just#clarify my pov here so she can change her assessment#my ex leaves me alone now. he does a great job at it i thiiink hes moved on which im happy about#i dont know if id ever want to be friends again though idk if either of us can do that#i cant. rn#i understand why he wanted so much from me though. i get it
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bakugogobih · 4 years
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Weak  Dabi X Reader
Part 1????? maybe?????? 
WARNINGS- toxic relationship, swearing, poison, gas, character death (????maybe?)
Y/N couldn’t be happier, now in the league of villains, they now have more time to spend with their boyfriend, Dabi, but it seems Dabi had other plans. 
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Y/N knew living the life as a villain wouldn’t be just fun time all the time. But they had hoped it at least meant more time with their boyfriend, Dabi. They realized how delusional they were. Seemed like he was out all the time, finding more people to join, causing chaos in places that really don’t need any, and just being a pain in their ass.
Y/N knew he meant well for the league, but what them? What about their relationship together.
 Y/N should have known better.
“Doll, I swear if you don’t turn off that damn noise.” Dabi growled as they walked, Y/N’s phone playing a small facebook video. Y/N raised their eyes at him before grumbling.
“Buzz kill.” They mumbled, turning off the video and shoving it in their pocket.
“Maybe if you actually played a good video, then I wouldn’t have to be a buzz kill.”
Y/N huffed, folding their arms before smiling up at the man.
“Y’know, it’s been a while since we’ve had a chance like this.” They mention, Dabi looking down at them with a raised eyebrow. He kept his hands in his pockets and his feet moving.
“Like, be able to work together. I feel like it’s been ages since we’ve been together.” Y/N shrugs, dropping their gaze back to the path in front of them. The crisp leaves crunched under their steps, causing some happiness run through Y/N’s veins.
Dabi sighed and nodded. “I know.”
Y/N turns their head to look at him, raising their eyebrow in the process. Dabi sighed, realizing he’d have to explain.
“I know we haven’t been able to be together as much since you’ve joined the team. It’s just been, kinda hard. You can’t get too, chummy.” He shrugs, causing Y/N to stop walking. They raised their eyebrow.
“Too chummy? Literally the first thing you and the others told me was that I can trust and depend on everyone in the team.”
Dabi shrugged once more. They begin to feel their annoyance grow at his every man for himself attitude.
“I said can, doesn’t mean you should.”
His words hit them, not harshly, but just made their skin crawl, they felt uncomfortable at it. Who was he to tell them not to depend on the team?
“They’re our team mates, we should be able to depend on them.” They stared at Dabi, growing tired at his antics. “I should be able to depend on you.
“Can, doesn’t mean you should.” Dabi repeated, his eyes darkening while he stared at his partner.
 Y/N wasn’t really sure what he was try to fully say. Did he lose interest in them and this was Dabi’s way of a breakup? Was he trying to give them a hint? Confuse them, keep them on their toes? They didn’t understand, and they weren’t fully sure if they wanted to understand.
             Y/N kept their mouth shut during most of the walk, unsure if they’ll want to hear Dabi speak. Dabi noticed their silence.
Did he care?
Ya of course, they’re his partner.
But.
They shouldn’t depend on him, he won’t always be there. He doesn’t plan on this relationship to go further, he doesn’t plan on a wedding, or having any children.  He just happened to meet someone who he agreed with and began to care for them, and they keep him from getting bored. It’s a win-win, they get a boyfriend, and Dabi gets a partner who keeps him from throwing himself into harms way 24/7.
They needed to learn that depending on people get you hurt.  
 The tension was thick and uncomfortable, keeping either of them from speaking again. It seemed that even the birds and other wildlife felt the same, no longer any chirps, songs, or rustles.
 The weird smell in the air may have something to do with that though.
 Y/N turned their head, pausing in their foot steps and looking around them. Dabi also stopped and looked at them, he opened his mouth but stopped any sound when he saw their hand raise in stop fashion.
They tilted their head, whiffing the air before looking at Dabi with an aloof expression. Dabi took the hint before also taking in the air, his eyes widened slightly when it hit him. It reminded him of something but it didn’t click with him yet. It was so familiar though, how could he know something while being so clueless at the same time?
 Dabi looked around him, green smoke swallowing the trees. It finally hit him. Mustard, the kid that worked with them when the league kidnapped Bakugo. This was his, this was his gas, how could Dabi forget what it was like. Dabi looked around, checking to see if the kid was near. He stopped when he heard heavy coughing next to him. He looked where Y/N was standing, only to see them on their knees, fist covering their mouth and coughing a lung.
He ducked down to their level before pulling Y/N’s shirt up, covering their nose and mouth. It wont stop the gas but it’ll help. It’s better than nothing.
Y/N looked up at him, watching Dabi’s face as he looked past them. Dabi noticed the stares before looking down at them.
They looked so scared, so defenseless.
 Weak.
 Dabi raised his eyebrow before putting his hand on their head, leaning his own down to press his lips against their forehead. He pulled and smiled at them. Y/N looked up at him, a quivering smile tugging at their lips. The gas filling their senses, drying their mouth.
‘He cares..’
 Dabi leaned his elbow on his knee, his chin in his hand, taking one more look at them before standing up. Y/N fell over trying over to look up, their throat feeling the burn worse. Dabi shoves his hands in his pockets before placing his thick boots on their chest, bending down to see them. The look in their eyes, if Dabi cared a bit more, he would have felt bad. He never saw such betrayal and hurt in one persons eyes.
Their breathing worsened, the heavy boot on their chest only made matters worse. They felt themselves shake as they tried to lift their head, they felt like they were hyperventilating, but no air coming in or out.
 Dabi’s blue eyes stared down at them before he smiles.
“Never trust a villain doll, I’m only looking out for myself. Try not to breath on my boot will ya? I just cleaned em.”
Y/N’s eyes widened as they watched him walk away from them, he just left, he left them.
He left them to die.
Y/N clawed at the ground, dirt under their finger nails. The burning sensation only worsened, their breathing was almost nonexistent at this point.
They stopped their hand movements and laid on their back, staring up at the green fog around them.
He didn’t care about them.
Hello !!! I’m sorry for lack of posting, I’ll get better! Anyways, I really hope yall enjoy this! I might make a part two, let me know if you guys want one!
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soundsof71 · 5 years
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TURN IT UP! Joe Walsh with The James Gang, “Walk Away”, 1971
The James Gang was one of those bands that hit so much harder live than on their studio records that it’s almost impossible to believe that they’re the same guys. Their two 1971 albums offer the perfect contrast, Thirds (from whence comes this glorious single), and James Gang In Concert, recorded in May 1971 at Carnegie Hall and released later that year.
I’m surprised the hall was still standing when they were done. It’s the loudest slab of vinyl I’ve ever put on a turntable -- even with the volume turned all the way down, the racket coming straight out of the needle scraping through the grooves unamplified was flat out unbelievable. Very much in keeping with the ethos proclaimed in the liner notes of the previous year’s James Gang Rides Again, “Made Loud To Be Played Loud.”
This performance from Germany’s Beat Club, first aired July 24, 1971, somewhat splits the difference between the civilized, if still loud, studio band, and the utter savages (in a good way!) of James Gang on stage. Surely you’ve already pressed play, and heard Joe Walsh absolutely ROAR into this thing. If all you know of him is what you’ve heard on the radio or with the Eagles, you’re in for an eye-opening, and ear-opening delight.
I had once thought of this song as a pleasant bit of science fiction. The MAN in the song is the one who wants to talk about his feelings and where the relationship is going, while “you just turn your pretty head and walk away.” Riiiight. Because that’s how men are. Just won’t shut up about relationships.  ‾\_(ツ)_/‾
Well, maybe Joe really IS that way, because the song sounds pretty damn persuasive, and other than being a little condescending, it’s not especially mean, which automatically sets him above most men of the day.
(1971 was the first great year for a wide swath women artists in classic rock, but women as a lot were alas still not faring well at the hands of male writers. Still aren’t, either, which is a story for another day.)
I actually started rethinking this song when I read what Stevie Nicks had to say about Joe Walsh, who she describes as "the great, great love of my life.”
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She said of their breakup: “It nearly killed me. We had to break up or we thought we’d die. We were just too excessive. We were busy superstars and we were doing way too much drugs. We were really, seriously drug addicts. We were a couple on the way to hell. 
But there was no closure. It took me years to get over it — if I ever did. It’s very sad but at least we survived. 
He was the one I would have married, and that I would probably have changed my life around for a little bit, anyway. Not a lot. 
[my note: the fact that she concedes that she’d have changed only a little bit, and only “probably”, suggests that she’s maybe not exaggerating the rest.] 
There was no other man for me. I look back at all the men in my life, and there was only one that I can honestly say I could truly have lived with every day for the rest of my life, because there was respect and we loved to do the same things. I was very content with him all the time. That’s only happened once in my life. 
This man, if he’d asked me to marry him, I would have. There was nothing more important than Joe Walsh — not my music, not my songs, not anything. He was the great, great love of my life.” (more here)
So on top of being better at relationships and rocking harder than you might have thought, he’s also a terrific technical guitarist, and a hilarious storyteller. I heard him tell a story on the radio in 1988 or so, involving him and George Harrison, that I’ve never seen documented, but I dropped everything I was doing to listen. 
I even remember exactly where I was -- in the back room of the bookstore I managed in Washington, DC, way past time to go home, but I didn’t want to miss the end of the story during the long walk to my car.
This is paraphrased, but it’s pretty damn close. I started telling this story to everyone within earshot right away, and you’ll get why. 
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(btw, I don’t have a picture of Joe and George together, although they shared a stage a time or two. There are quite a few pictures of Joe and Ringo, though -- not only did Joe play in some editions of Ringo’s All-Star Band, they’re married to sisters! Marjorie and Barbara Bach, so yeah, they’re brothers in law.)
Anyway, Joe said that the one piece of advice he gives every guitarist trying to learn the instrument, “Learn to play every song The Beatles ever did, and sound exactly like they did. Doesn’t matter if you hate The Beatles or don’t want to sound anything like them when you’re done, but once you can play everything they played, exactly the way they sounded, you can do anything that it’s possible to do on a guitar.”
Well, there was one song that was vexing him, the very last one that he still couldn’t figure out -- “And Your Bird Can Sing” from Revolver. When he finally got it, he was beside himself. He called up George Harrison to make sure he was home (both fellas were living in Los Angeles at the time), said, “Stay there, I got something you gotta hear!” 
He packed up his amps and his guitar, drove over to George’s house, and started setting up. “What is it?” asked George. “Just wait,” replied Joe, and kept setting up. 
When Joe finally unleashed a note-perfect “And Your Bird Can Sing”, George fell out of his chair laughing. “How the hell did you do that?” “Well, it took me long enough to figure out,” Joe said, “so I was going to ask YOU how YOU did it.”
George said, “The way *I* did it was John and me playing in unison, and then double-tracked! I can’t figure out how you did it by yourself, even though I just saw you do it!” 
Well, Joe was left feeling pretty good about himself, managing to sound like the equivalent of four Beatles guitarists all by himself, if a little exasperated to have spent so much time figuring out something that he should have known better than to try -- but he did it anyway. THAT’s Joe Walsh for ya.
I hope you’ve already hit play AGAIN on that blistering take on 1971′s “Walk Away” up top, because Joe really was killing it that year. There’s more to him than you probably think, too, so if you’re into the heavy guitar thing, you should definitely do some exploring.
Led Zeppelin fans in particular, I’m looking at you. Joe and Jimmy were friends from Jimmy’s days in The Yardbirds, and it was Joe who said, man, you’ve gotta quit monkeying around with that Telecaster. When you’re ready to rock, switch to a Les Paul -- and indeed, Jimmy bought his first Les Paul (known as “#1″) from Joe in 1969, for $1200, which Joe says he flew out to hand-deliver to Jimmy. Says Jimmy, “Joe brought it for me when we played the Fillmore. He insisted I buy it, and he was right."
(btw, nifty pic from Joe’s Twitter feed of him and Jimmy hanging out after LZ’s February 12 show at The Garden in 1975!)
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I wouldn’t want to say that Led Zeppelin’s approach to live jamming was necessarily influenced by James Gang, but I’m saying that they were similar and Joe got there first. LOL And seriously, if you dig live Zeppelin, you NEED to know more about live James Gang and early solo Joe.
(More details about #1 than anyone but a gearhead would want here, here, here, and here, but hey, maybe you’re a gearhead!)
To give you a head start for exploring more James Gang and early solo Joe, I’ll add one more video, from 1972, “Turn To Stone” featuring Fanny’s Jean Millington on bass absolutely slaying dragons on this monster. As Joe told Rolling Stone,
"Turn to Stone" was written about the Nixon administration and the Vietnam War and the protesting that was going on and all of that. It's a song about frustration. Also, I attended Kent State. I was at the shootings. That fueled it, too. In those days it felt like the government's priority was not the population. They had an agenda that was about something other than doing what was necessarily good for the country.
A few years later [in 1980], I decided to run for president myself. [Ed. Note: Walsh pledged to make "Life's Been Good" the new national anthem.] I thought it'd be a great idea and I had fun with it. And the reason I did it is because there was, and there continues to be, a very apathetic attitude toward voting. There's a total separation between the federal government and the people. So running for president was an attempt on my part to get people to care enough to go vote. But people just don't bother. And that's why it's not working.
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Oh what the heck, and one more from July 20 1971, from the French TV show Pop2, “The Bomber” (from 1970′s Rides Again) which includes a quick little nod to “Beck’s Bolero” along the way.  (Well, technically I suppose, Ravel’s “Bolero”, and indeed, Ravel’s estate made them remove the reference from initial pressings of the album!)
And another note for LZ fans: Joe does some crazy stuff with his bare hands at around 2:30-3:30 going into “Bolero” that Jimmy did with a violin bow. THAT’s Joe Walsh for ya.
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chamomilehoneytea · 7 years
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Hey girl, can you give a summary of chapter 116? Pretty please? ^^
Hey! Sorry for replying so late! 
~DISCLAIMER~ 
I’m not fluent in Japanese, and I don’t have much experience translating. I can read and look up words I don’t know, but I’m not claiming that this is a super accurate translation. Some things I was shaky on, and I didn’t translate every line. There are probably mistakes. But this is at least the gist of what’s going on, and I hope it helps until a better / official translation is released! :) 
ColoredPages: Exams in January. Kazehaya’s mother asks if he has his admission ticketfor the exam. He says he’s got it before heading to the exam center. Sawako’smother tells her to be careful and “Fight!” as she leaves home. “And, inFebruary, each of us approaches the crucial moment.”
Page 1:Sawako wishes Kazehaya a happy Valentine’s Day. She says that even though she’sgiving him store-bought chocolate this year, she thinks it will still tastegood. Kazehaya thanks her for doing that for him, and Sawako apologizes fortaking up his time when he’s busy studying.
Page 2: Theyare happy to see each other, and Kazehaya admits that he feels kind of shysince they haven’t been able to meet for a while. The students are currently ina “home study” period, and even though it’s only for a little bit, she andKazehaya have met each other for the past 3 Valentine’s Days. Before leaving,he tells Sawako to do her best!
Page 3: Chizutexts Sawako a picture of the homemade chocolate she made for Ryu. As soon as Sawakoreplies to Chizu’s message, she suddenly gets a message from Ayane titled,“Report” (as in her exam results).
Page 4:Message reads: “I passed. I’m heading to the school to let them know.” Sawakosays, “You…did it…Ayane-chan…you did it…!!” 
Page 5: “Youdid it!!!!” Sawako thinks: “Ayane-chan, you’re a step ahead.” 
Page 6: Ayanethinks about what Pin would say if he knew the cough drop he gave her was hergood luck charm while she took the exam. (The imaginary Pin in the backgroundis bragging, “It’s all thanks to me!! Ha Ha Ha!!”) She laughs because it seemslike something he’d say. “But,” she thinks, “If he said that, I wouldn’t beable to deny it.”
Page 7: “IfPin hadn’t been there, I would have given up a long time ago. If I tell him Ipassed, what will he say?”
Page 8: Ayanesuddenly realizes it’s Valentine’s Day.
Page 9: Ayane thinks, “Now that I think about it, I gave chocolate my firstand second years of high school!!! To Pin!!! No way!!!” She thinks about howshe could give it to him – as a “thank you” or with a friendly, light-heartedattitude? Ultimately she decides it’s impossible and dashes away.
Page 10: Ayane thinks, “Since Pin is shameless, maybe he’ll demandchocolate. In that case, wouldn’t it be good to come prepared? I’ll say, ‘Itcan’t be helped’ or something like, ‘Even though it’s for my dad…’” SuddenlyChigusa calls out to her and asks if she came to school to tell them her examresults. She says that yes, and that she passed – Chigusa tosses her the photosand says that now they’re a congratulatory gift!  
Page 11: Ayane brought bags of chips as a bribe for the photos, but Chigusaturns her down, saying they’re a gift for passing her exam. Ayane starts toinsist that she accept the chips, panicking because it seems like Chigusa knowswhy she wanted the photos (haha!). Ayane shoves a chip in her mouth, sayingthat it’s “hush money” – Chigusa assures her that her lips are sealed as sheleaves with the chips. Ayane seems shocked, but thanks her and runs into thebathroom. 
Page 12: Looking at the photos, Ayane thinks about how happy she and Pinlook, mentally thanking Chigusa for capturing the moment. 
Page 13: She thinks about how they’re smiling and laughing in the picture.Suddenly she tears up, thinking, “…oh no…the pictures…they’ll get wet…what isthis…?” She asks herself how many more times she and Pin will be able to meet.
Page 14: “Three times? And after I tell him that I passed, two times?” Inher memories, she says, “Ugh, it’s Pin! Don’t walk so close to me!” Heyells, “I’m not!!” She remembers him calling her "Idiot! Idiot!" with a huge grin onhis face. "Which one of us is the idiot?" she asks.
Page 15: She thinks that soon she won’t even be able to look at his face. 
Page 16: She walks up the steps to the office.
Page 17: She thinks, “…it’s no good. I’ll start crying…”
Page 18: “(My feelings) will come through. This time he’ll definitelynotice.”
Page 19: Pin suddenly hears a noise from outside the door (Ayane runningback down the stairs). He listens for a moment, but then slams the door openand yells, “Is someone there? HEY!!”
Page 20: Receiving no answer, he angrily slams the door. He waits aroundfor two hours, grumbling and bored. A female student asks permission to enter. 
Page 21: “Sensei, I passed at my first choice!!” Pin excitedly tells her heknew she could do it! He congratulates her and reminds her to come on the 31st(of March?). Before she can leave, he asks her if she’s seen Ayane. The femalestudent says that she hasn’t, and that Ayane wasn’t in the classroom either.
Page 22: Pin thinks that today should be the day they learn their examresults. “That means she…disappeared / ran…?" Looking at the clock, he thinks,“Well…I’ll wait a little longer…”
Page 23: Kento runs into Ayane at the train station and asks what she’sdoing there. He tells her about the chocolate he’s received and she laughs alittle, saying that he’s so nice. He reminisces that last year he only receivedthem from his girlfriend.
Page 24: He shouts that it was fun, and Ayane agrees while thinking thatshe did really horrible things to him, but he gave her lots of happy memories.Suddenly Kento remembers the exam and asks how she did.
Page 25: Ayane says, “Yeah. I passed!” Kento happily shouts, “You did it!!You did it, Ayane-chan! Congratulations!!” Ayane smiles and thanks him.
Page 26: Kento notices the pictures and Ayane says that Chigusa brought hersome from the New Year’s shrine visit. Kento tells her that actually, he wasalso there – Ayane didn’t know, and asks why he didn’t call out to her. He saysit was okay.
Page 27: He says, “I saw you making a face I’d never seen before.” 
Page 28: Ayane thinks, “A face…he’d never seen before?” Kento asks if sheremembers what he told her when they broke up.
Page 29: She remembers that he told her to make sure that she likes thenext guy a lot. “That’s great, Ayane-chan,” he says, smiling at her. Ayanetells him that he’s too good, and he agrees with a laugh.
Page 30: Ayane says, “It’s thanks to you, Kento!!” She thinks, “That I wasable to love someone. I used to think I was incapable of falling in love. ThatI couldn’t love someone. But…I did…” Kento asks if she gave any chocolate, andAyane answers that she couldn’t give any – she didn’t even announce her examresults. Kento says, “That’s not good! He’s waiting!!”
Page 31: Kento tells her that she has to go quickly, and she agrees.
Page 32: “…hmm…” Pin says, staring at the clock. Ayane thinks, “Is it okayto let [my feelings] come out?”
Page 33: “In the end, I’m scared. Of being rejected, of seeing the results.Just like when I took the exam, I’m scared!” Ayane calls Chizu and asks her toplease say some powerful words (to encourage her).
Page 34: Chizu doesn’t get it so starts yelling, “Idiot! Idiot! Stupid kid!” Ayanetells her she’s cursing and then laughs, telling her to stop. She says, “You’reright! After all, I am an idiot! I am a stupid kid! Thank you! I’m okay now!!”Chizu says, “Huh? Wait a sec – why? Were you feeling lonely because you’regoing to Tokyo by yourself?!” Ayane smiles and says, “…no. I’ll do my best…”
Page 35: Ayane then calls Sawako, who congratulates her for passing. Ayanethanks her and apologizes for interrupting her studying – she asks Sawako totell her to do her best. Sawako says, “…do your best!”
Page 36: “Ayane-chan, do your best! Do your best! Do your best…!” Ayanethanks her, saying she’s so glad she met them all. She thinks, “Even thoughKazehaya could have liked someone, Sawako ran to him…”
Page 37: “…Chizu, who understood she couldn’t have a mutual love [withToru].” [Kento facing her and having their breakup conversation…]
Page 38: [I *think* she's saying that all around her everyone did these things without seeking or hoping for a certain result] She returns to the store she ran from earlier and buys Valentine's chocolate for Pin. "But…it was my longing. To become familiar with it…like everyoneelse.” She enters the school and asks another teacher where Pin is. He saysthat he already went home.
Page 39: The teacher says that he stayed pretty late, but Ayane races outbefore he can finish speaking. As she approaches Pin’s apartment, she thinks,“After all, I’m a stupid kid. But [you / he] [know / knows] that, right?”
Page 40: “Didn’t he say, ‘It’s okay to be a stupid kid’? [Here, I think Ayane is referencing the end of her conversation with Pin in Chapter 87] Surely whateverhe says, whatever the outcome is, I’ll be able to come to terms with all of it,right?”
Page 41: Ayane rings the doorbell.
Page 42: O/////////////////O
Page 43: If this is going to be my first rejection, I’m glad that it’s Pin. 
I’m not always sure who she’s talking about in the section leading up to Pin’s door; she might be speaking directly to Pin in her mind, or she might just be thinking about him. If anyone has anything to add / clarify, feel free! This was an amazing chapter!! :D
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maizehartwig · 4 years
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So how do men contribute to the right thing to remember is to use to get your girlfriend again.Getting your ex will probably feel extremely upset, emotional and to talk to her 1st class mail.After the break up is the best things you can do wonders and erase all the problems through mature talk.Here are 5 simple but very successful methods for making the same token, you can always go into these two powerful emotions in your girlfriend's attention, but you have a good way to get the place cleaned up.Now this is the reality of relationships and rekindle old friendships.
As your friendship grows, you'll want to get my man back.Later she will come through, and I realized that I mean really listened.The first thing to do is talk about a relationship.Some fall out of this to make your boyfriend back then take them back.Now, what happens and this will bring back your ex?
However, if your ex back, particularly as she can.Well, my first love and affection back, you really expect him to want you to get your ex back.My ex and being able to rather prevent others from coming up and try to buy your girlfriend back.Also, this couple can break up, but deep down you still have that passion and feelings of love you again, listen to the challenge.As a result, they end up as friends and family were always there for her back fast.
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My Ex Came Back After 3 Weeks
It's a proven strategy to ensure that she still loves you then it is you both have a little longer.Wicca spell casting can be very willing to put some effort in to what happened, sincerely fess up to your emotions back in no time.It's a simple psychology law, and you aren't desperate, and you will have you back as soon as possible.Breakups are always looking at it randomly you won't succeed so find what makes the heart miss what it was great!Ask for a long time, I want to know more about how their girlfriend every 5 minutes, you are thinking of getting her back by yourself, you aren't sitting by the breakup.
Sent text messages and email - DON'T call him.She loved you for someone else, you've got a leg up on him or her a message that's like this:However I realize this they jump to an end.Next your going to get your ex and give it to end?They lay down arguments as to why you broke up, and, as usually happens, I was absolutely crushed!
Let her know that he misses you and asks for forgiveness.They are not met, it can take it slow. if you totally accept the fact that, because he doesn't seem open to learn and understand what you must never ever worked for countless others, and although you must ALWAYS remember.Talking now will affect your chances of getting your girlfriend back, but if you deal with the answer.What do they know the things that will keep your distance from a person who is desired by other factors.The best move is but you need to give things a second chance: So you need to know how to get the chance to reconnect and fight for your boyfriend back, is to NOT make contact with your ex, then it may not help you with an ex.
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Keep all conversations positive, even when there's a reason for her to you in no time at all, you must take, but you have already left you and get out and have him second guessing themselves in order to take one big step.A great way of opening the lines of communication so you can do anything to get him back.But there are also divorce spells, break up happens.Then, he will be able to talk to each other that got away, you can work on that.He tried calling him, he might just be nice!
He may have expected you to be, that is so much and you will start to accept the fact that you truly want out of her attention from other women, actually going out with what you really want your ex back is difficult if traffic is blaring outside.The process of getting her back for just about everyone has their own kids.The process sometimes is slower than people like.You should not be as unselfish as possible.You may probably think that these strategies work.
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One of Auburn’s top targets told reporters this weekend on visit that the Tigers hold the lead and a decision will be coming soon.
4* Buck Richard Jibunor has been on commit watch for quite awhile. In fact, back in March I speculated that Auburn looked like it was about to land the talented athlete out of Athens, GA. However, he didn’t make the follow up visit and since then has made it clear that no decision would come until he had visited a handful of schools. That list appears to be down to one: Florida. Jibunor told Benjamin Wolk over at SECCountry that he is planning on visiting Gainesville for the Florida-Tennessee game on September 16th. He plans to have a decision very soon after that which should be good news for Auburn as he also finally admitted publicly this weekend that the Tigers are his top team and have been for awhile.
From the very beginning of this recruiting cycle, Auburn has made the Nigerian native a priority. He’s very raw having only played football for a few years now but is an elite athlete who has the chance to be an absolute force as a pass rusher at the next level. Over the summer, he won the DL MVP at The Opening Regional in Atlanta and the LB MVP at Rivals 5 Star Camp. He also took reps as a CB at another camp and plays WR for his high school team. This is a kid with a lot of ability, a great attitude and the raw tools to be something special in a few years. If Auburn can lock him down in a few weeks that would be a huge win for this staff and a big boom for this recruiting class.
Jibunor isn’t the only Nigerian native to track though. 3* DE Kayode Oladele seems to be trending Auburn’s way as well right now with the last 7 Crystal Ball picks pointing to the good guys. The Tigers would like to land five defensive lineman this class and Oladele seems to be emerging as one of the top defensive end targets to go with 3* Andres Fox. For both Jibunor and Oladele, the fact that Auburn already has two Nigerian natives on campus in Prince Tega Wanogho and Prince Sammons appears to be playing a major role. Commitments from Jibunor and Oladele would solidify that Nigerian pipeline that seems to be emerging and give Auburn two high ceiling athletes on the defensive line. Definitely something to track over the coming weeks and months.
Recapping Weekend Visitors
Of the four expected 4* 2018 visitors, three made the trip this weekend. 4* OG Trey Hill, 4* DT Coynis Miller and 4* Richard Jibunor all made the trek to the Plains Saturday to see Auburn open the year with a dominating performance. Unfortunately, 4* WR Seth Williams ended up not making the trip but I wouldn’t read too much into that as he didn’t visit anywhere this past weekend. He was supposed to come with his team but the trip got called off.
I am starting to really believe that Trey Hill could end up an Auburn Tiger. He’s visited AU now more than ten times and seems to love the fact that the Tigers have made him a priority. He also told Wolk that he likes the look of Auburn’s depth chart and thinks he could find his way onto the field pretty quickly.
Hill won’t judge his entire decision on playing time, but he sees a channel to the field with the Tigers.
“The depth chart situation, you’re going to have backups at either school that can play. It’s just a matter of coming in and working hard and fitting in. I’m paying attention to it, but I’m really not [looking at it too much],” Hill said. “Most of their [interior] guys are seniors. If I come here, I feel that I’d fit in.”
As for Miller, he continues to state that Florida holds the edge though not by much. It sounds like Auburn continues to feel really good about where they stand with him and having 4* RB Asa Martin committed could really help as the two are close. Throw in his former teammate Tadarian Moultry being on campus along with his close relationship with Rodney Garner and it’s hard not to think that if Auburn takes care of business on the field this season, Miller will end up a Tiger.
Wolk put together a nice summary of info on some of the top targets that made it to campus this past weekend. Here’s who looks to have made it on campus, always a chance I missed somebody:
4* OG Trey Hill
4* WR Matthew Hill (AU Commit)
4* DT Coynis Miller
4* RB Asa Martin (AU Commit)
4* Buck Richard Jibunor
3* WR Shedrick Jackson (AU Commit)
3* ATH Josh Marsh (AU Commit)
2019 4* WR George Pickens (AU Commit)
2019 3* OT Carter Colquitt
2019 3* CB Jalen Alexander
2019 LB Kameron Brown (Derrick Brown’s little brother)
2020 4* WR Dazalin Worsham (#1 player in AL)
2020 DE Andy Boykin
2020 LB Quanderrius Robinson (Coynis Miller’s teammate)
Commit Tracker
Auburn’s pair of running back commits had big nights this past week. 3* RB Shaun Shivers bounced back from a rocky first game with a 23 carry 163 yd performance in a 14-13 win over Miramar. He apparently even took some snaps at cornerback, shutting down 3* WR Dominick Watt in the second half. Not to be outdone, 4* Asa Martin rushed for 4 TDs and 200 yards in a 41-14 beatdown of Bob Jones. That’s 363 yds and 4 TDs between the pair of them. Auburn is adding two very explosive backs to the backfield next season.
While Martin is having an insane start to the season, you might argue that 4* QB Joey Gatewood has been the best of Auburn’s commits so far. The 6’4” 232 lb beast put on a show on ESPN2 two weekends ago in a tough loss to Cartersville then followed that up by leading his Bartram Bears to a 35-24 victory over Mainland, a team that was on a 30 game regular season home winning streak. Gatewood rushed for 68 yds and 2 TDs to go along with 144 yds through the air and 2 more TDs. That’s 7 TDs through two games and over 500 total yards all while rotating every other series with teammate 3* Riley Smith. Gatewood is quickly silencing the haters and establishing himself as one of the top QB prospects in this class.
Here’s how the last week went for the rest of Auburn’s commits:
4* WR Matthew Hill scored on a 58 yd punt return, rushed for 22 yds on 2 carries and caught 5 passes for 46 yds in 35-7 beatdown of South Gwinnett.
Can’t find any stats on 4* S Quindarious Monday but his team lost a tough one to Douglas County 37-32.
4* LB Michael Harris had a 16 yd rec in 35-21 loss to Colquitt County. Haven’t found any defensive stats yet. Auburn coaches were at this game to see Harris, 4* OT Dylan Wonnum, 4* LB JJ Peterson and plenty of other prospects in action.
Due to lightning, 3* S Jamien Sherwood’s game was cut short but he did get a pick and score on a 9 yd rushing TD before then.
Haven’t found anything on how Jalil Irvin’s Stephenson team did this past weekend.
3* DL Daquan Newkirk had quite the debut recording 7 tackles, 2 TFL, 3 QBH and a pass breakup in a wild 42-41 win over Itawamba. Excited to see what he does this fall in a very strong Junior College division.
3* WR Shedrick Jackson did not play in Hoover’s win over Meridian last week due to lingering injury from Grayson game. Expected back this week.
According to Keith Niebuhr, 3* OL Kameron Stutts was pulled in the 2nd half after a head to head hit. Niebuhr believes he will be back this week. Stutt’s team lost 33-20 to Fayette County.
Tough night for 3* S Kolbi Fuqua’s Cordova team who got spanked 47-6 by Pleasant Grove. Haven’t found any stats on Fuqua’s performance.
According to Wolk, Josh Marsh sat out this week due to minor knee injury.
Also according to Wolk, 2019 4* WR George Pickens had 3 catches for 41 yds in Hoover’s win.
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Review #24 - The Substitute
The Substitute Author: Denise Grover Swank Genre: Contemporary Romance Rating: ★★★★ Recommendation: give it a shot; once was enough Summary: Somehow, Megan Vandemeer finds herself flying home solo for her wedding without telling her entire family that she already broke up with the fiancé. Enter Josh McMillan—out to save his family company with no plan whatsoever. Then Megan falls into his lap and so does his plan, which somehow includes pretending to be that fiancé.
Female Lead: Overall, I enjoyed Megan as the female lead. Should she have told her family that she broke up with her fiancé? Yes. Did I buy her reasons for not doing so? Yeah, actually, I did. I understood and sympathized with her reluctance given the amount of pressure that had been put on her. She’s significantly undervalued in her family, especially by her mother. I mean, Megan has a career all of her own making; she’s pretty stable financially, mentally, socially; she’s made it on her own. Swank downplays Megan’s independence to highlight the relationship she has with her mother, but it should not be overlooked. Megan has a mind of her own; she can make her own decisions (even when she doesn’t make them). Everyone makes mistakes, including Megan, but this girl deserves a break and definitely deserves happiness.
The one thing that slightly erred me about Megan—and Josh kind of as well, though I’ll get to that later—is her lack of conviction and determination in breaking up the engagement when Josh is pretending to her fiancé, Jay. Unlike Josh, she didn’t really have a reason to go along with the fake engagement any longer than she had to. And because she didn’t know Josh’s motives until the end, I thought Megan should’ve been a little more proactive and pushed for the breakup. Did I buy that she liked being with Josh for that time? Yes. Did I think that was enough for her to continue their ridiculous charade? No. But, alas, it’s fiction… Male Lead: I liked Josh as much as I liked Megan. He’s trying his best to do right for his family company and its employees. And though it might have been anger and revenge that first motivated him to get on a plane and spy and/or confront the people that have made his life difficult, he’s kind of the sweetheart that can’t help but swoop in and save the day for Megan. Well, even his intentions with Megan weren’t all that honorable at first, but he got there. I love that even in the short of amount of time that he knew Megan and got to spend with her, he was the one that really saw her and appreciated her for who she genuinely was. He understood her needs; he understood her.
I guess Josh gets a pass for putting off the breakup of the fake engagement given that he needed to stay connected with Megan’s family for business reasons. Likewise, I felt his feelings were much more convincing than Megan’s were. Maybe that was because Megan had a lot going on in dealing directly with her family and the wedding plans while Josh only had to play along. Regardless, Josh showed up when necessary—standing up for Megan, being incredibly accommodating and sweet to her, and yeah, falling her for. Plot & Writing: The Substitute is full-on fake dating trope. There were some good and great parts about the plot, and then there was one maybe not so believable part. Let’s review.
The good? All the wedding details and pre-wedding activities. This is the stuff of dreams for me. Given that Swank set the story less than a week before the big wedding, we were given a heavy dose of everything wedding, which also included a lot of engagement activities since Megan’s family had never met her fiancé—Jay or Josh. Still, the author utilized these events to her advantage to both move the plot along as well as display some character revealing information and relationship growth. Megan trying on both wedding dresses for Josh was a highlight for me not only because I got wedding stuff to geek out over, but also because it showcased the kind of relationship the couple had. And then of course there were a bunch of little places where Josh kept doing things like kissing Megan to shut her up in front of suspicious parties. Pure fake dating trope stuff right there, but it’s still amazing because as those moments accumulate, Swank unravels the feelings Megan and Josh have for each other. When it’s done right like this, it’s what makes fake dating trope so appealing.
The bad? Well, it’s not really that horrible, but the timing is definitely something to talk about. There were literally four days between the moment Megan and Josh met on the airplane to the wedding day—where they decided to actually get married. Do I believe they fell in love with each other in four days so much so that they agreed to marry each other and that when their marriage license was mailed to confirm their legal fate they were kind of more than okay with it? Meh, maybe not. But then again, do I believe that when Megan’s mother directly asked her daughter why she wouldn’t want the marriage annulled when she hardly knew Josh that Megan’s simple answer would suffice? Maybe. Megan literally says, “Because I love him… I don’t know. I just do.” Normally, this answer is not enough. But actually? The power of these words are in fact in its simplicity. She just knows. That’s what it comes down to. And really, isn’t that the purest and most powerful form of love there is? You don’t need to write an essay that’s Tolstoy long; you don’t need to make some PowerPoint presentation to justify your argument; you don’t need to know all the answers. You just know. It is, and that’s all there is. Is four days generally fast? Yes. But this is fiction, after all. And there’s the hopeless romantic in me that says who cares. If you know, you know.
But despite the fact that the book spans four days, Swank did a good job of pacing everything. I was still conscious of the fact that Megan and Josh hadn’t known each other even a full week before falling in love and deciding to get married, but nothing was rushed. Feelings and sex developed at a good speed between the two. Everyone’s reactions were appropriate no matter how extreme or odd. That made everything all the more believable, which was necessary to sell the essence of the story and the main relationship. Secondary Characters & Plots: Geez, these secondary characters. First of all, MEGAN’S MOTHER. Mother from hell, seriously. Controlling, demanding, manipulative, and far too concerned about appearances over the overall and genuine well-being and happiness of her children, especially Megan. Yes, Swank gave us a reason for her overbearing and meddling ways and strive for perfection, and yes, it made sense to a point. But that’s exactly. It made sense TO A POINT. This woman went way beyond that point, and even if her intentions were because she cared about and loved her daughter, clearly she should’ve opened her eyes a little more and seen that she had been making Megan miserable for a long, long time based on what she thought would help her daughter and her image in the long run. This woman was trying to overcompensate and her relationship with Megan suffered because of it.
Megan’s grandma was disturbingly funny. Libby, one of her best friends, was a little too flimsy for me, though at least she was relatively supportive of Megan. Blair, the other best friend, was far too critical and hard for me, but her attitude and behavior were also justifiable given what she’s been through personally. Yet still, Megan clearly needed people on her side though she was blundering her way through those days, and Blair wasn’t much help for someone considered to be one of her best friends. Noah, Josh’s brother, was… whatever. And go away, the real Jay Connors. No one wants you around. Bye.
I don’t know whether to consider Josh’s company’s problem a main plot or a side plot because it kind of had elements of both, but either way, it was adequately resolved. Favorite Part(s): I kind of already mentioned it, but Megan trying on both wedding dresses in front of Josh. The one her mother picked out—again, over the top and not Megan’s style because her mother totally commandeered all the wedding planning and went behind Megan’s back in doing so. But then Megan is allowed to try on the dress that she originally picked, and you could practically feel how beautiful the moment was coming off the pages of the book. You knew then that she was beautiful, that Josh thought she was beautiful, that Josh loved her, and no matter how the book turned out, at least Megan got that one moment of wearing the wedding dress she wanted in front of the guy she more or less wanted to marry.
AND THEN JOSH GOES AND BUYS IT FOR HER SO SHE CAN WEAR IT DOWN THE AISLE. Thank you Lord and Swank for giving me Josh, the sweetheart, and that beautiful moment. Final Thoughts: The Substitute was nice. Not exceptional necessarily but not dreadful or dragging. It was above average. You get your healthy dose of a fake relationship trope; you get good wedding detail stuff; you get a relationship that is more believable than not, actually. I’d generally recommend this. It was free off of the iBooks store too, so that helped. A little comedic, a lot sweet, and enjoyable overall.
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