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#aomg fanfic
lovesick-gxrls · 10 months
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CONFESSIONS
november 12th 2022 10:48pm
pairing: millie kim x code kunst, millie kim x aomg
genre: angst, fluff
warnings: swearing, smoking
description: millie and sungwoo finally acknowledged how they feel
word count: 1.4k
a/n: thank you all for the support, i don’t really speak on this account much but i really appreciate it 🫶🏻
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“HONESTLY ITS AS IF I HAVE ANOTHER DAD sometimes” millie laughed loudly nodding her head sideways towards kiseok who just wrapped his arm around her shoulders squeezing her tightly. the others stood around the high table laughed with them, however, sungwoo could only smile. he watched millie and kiseok interact, the constant bumping shoulders or the small inside jokes they had. he couldn’t help but feel a pit of jealousy in his stomach.
sungwoo knew that the pair were not remotely romantically interested in each other which annoyed him even more that he was so jealous. millie and kiseok were joint at the hip at these sort of events ever since he signed the girl to aomg. she was alone in korea when she joined the hiphop agency with her family still living in canada, so kiseok took it upon himself to take of the young artist and make sure she was living well.
the venue they were currently at was slowly becoming more busy as the party began, the atmosphere becoming busy and hectic whereas before it was calm. sunghwa stood across from millie and next to sungwoo, who had noticed his friend looking like a lovesick puppy when he watched millie talk. she was a quiet person usually but when she was around company that she felt comfortable with, she could talk for days, which was another thing that code kunst attracted millie to him.
sunghwa and wonjae knew all about the little workplace romance that was blooming between the producer and rapper. millie had drunkenly confessed to sunghwa of her attraction to cokun and wonjae had to sit and listen to his friend complain about how they will always be stuck as friends. as much as the pair wanted to interfere and make the oblivious friends realise that they share the same feelings they were both apprehensive of meddling.
millie took a small sip of her drink, her eyes meeting sungwoo’s. her heart felt as if it skipped a beat which she tried to ignore. he quickly averted his eyes and her heart dropped but she did well to hide the disappointment. “i’m gonna get another drink,” she muttered towards kiseok, he smiled rubbing her back slightly before she walked away. sungwoo’s gaze was now back on her, this time he was the disappointed one.
sungwoo stood watching her sadly causing wonjae to scoff and nudge him with his elbow. “you gotta talk to her hyung, before she gets with someone else,” he muttered. sungwoo sighed, at war with himself on what to do.
after squeezing her way through the crowd she made it to the busy bar. she waited, tapping her fingers against the table to the beat of the music. however her attention was soon on a familiar face standing a few feet away from her. junhoe was standing, scrolling through his phone, her stomach twisted the sight of her her ex-boyfriend. he was the last person she wanted to see tonight, especially since sungwoo was here.
unfortunately for millie, junhoe noticed her and smiled before walking over to meet her at the bar. “hey millie, didn’t know you’d be here,” he said awkwardly. millie laughed a little, “yeah i’m here with some of the guys,” she replied nodding towards where she was previously standing. junhoe looked over seeing some of the aomg guys at the table and how code kunst was watching the pair carefully. “ah i see,” he muttered. there was an awkward pause, the old couple hadn’t seen each other since the breakup which is what mille wanted but now here he was.
the pair spoke for a few more minutes with junhoe even offering to pay for her drink once she had finally ordered but millie declined. the conversation was strained and millie found herself laughing awkwardly most of the time trying to ignore the suffocating feeling. “i’m gonna get some air for a few minutes,” she told him not letting him reply as she left to quickly to hear it, but his attention quickly moved to someone else thankfully.
she made her way through the drunk crowd towards the front door - grabbing her jacket on the way out, in need of some fresh air and a cigarette. she wasn’t a big smoker but after she had a few drinks or felt overwhelmed with stress she would usually have a few. it was bad habit that she had been trying to kick since she was a teen, but to no avail yet.
outside the bar was quiet thankfully, a little group stood to one side of the door all smoking and laughing together. millie stood on the other side leaning against the brick wall while she began to rummage through her bag for her own pack. unfortunately she only found her lighter, “fuck,” she muttered, before checking her jacket pockets, she looked towards the door debating whether just to go back inside. as she continued to search of her pack, a hand appeared in front her offering a cigarette.
millie stopped a few seconds after registering what it was, her gaze lifted from the ground to meet sungwoo’s. “thanks,” she mumbled taking the stick out of his hand and placing it in between her lips. cokunst leaned on the wall next to the shorter girl, a silence settling between them. she quickly lit her cigarette and took a long draw, before exhaling the thick smoke. sungwoo stole a quick glance of millie who was staring at the nights sky admiring the stars she could see.
“i thought you were quitting,” he finally spoke, millie hummed at his words taking another puff. “i remember using the word trying,” she murmured, tapping off the ash. the silence came back.
“done ignoring me now i take it?” millie asked trying to sound as nonchalant as possible but there was still a hard edge to her voice. the words came out before she had realised what she had actually said, the rapper was usually quite good at hiding her jealousy or annoyance towards code kunst but the tension between them was becoming increasingly more apparent. millie was sick of feeling like a lovesick teenager around sungwoo, constantly overthinking every little detail of their relationship.
sungwoo cleared his throat awkwardly, “i.. i wasn’t ignoring you,” he stuttered out. millie rolled her eyes in annoyance, finally turning to look directly at him. “you have sungwoo, every time i looked at you you’d look away or if i came up to you in there you’d find an excuse to leave, what have i done?” millie rambled angrily suddenly she was thankful that the group who was next to them had gone back inside a few minutes earlier leaving the pair alone. “i’ve been trying all night to talk to you, but you’ve been with that ass for the past half hour,” sungwoo argued back and millie scoffed loudly.
of course that was why sungwoo had all of a sudden decided to leave her alone. it angered the girl more that sungwoo thought she wanted to be talking to junhoe for the full night. that he hadn’t made the effort with her. sungwoo had watched the two exes together at the bar, laughing and to him looked like millie talking excitedly while junhoe grasped her hand. they looked very happy to see each other and sungwoo was jealous to put it plainly. “so what? we we’re catching up. it’s what people do,” she exclaimed. sungwoo’s gaze hardened as the argument became more heated between the two.
“sorry for not wanting to interrupt you with someone you clearly still like,” he huffed pushing himself off the wall. millie scoffed in disbelief watching the taller guy with her eyebrows furrowed, muttering “you’ve got to be kidding me,” to herself. she stomped out the end on her cigarette with her boots, taking a moment to reply. without thinking her words left her mouth quickly. “i don’t fucking like him like that anymore we ended it… it’s you i fucking like,” suddenly it went very quiet between the pair. the only noise that could be heard was the loud music coming from the bar.
the tension could be cut by a knife as the pair stared into each others eyes, millie breathing heavily after her sudden confession. “please just say something,” she said just above a whisper, feeling like she could cry at any moment. instead of replying, sungwoo cupped her face and brought her in for a deep kiss. startled by the kiss, it took millie a second to register what was happening but soon relaxed. her eyes fluttered shut, her arms hanging around sungwoo’s neck.
sungwoo grasped her waist gently while they moved in sync. millie pulled away, smiling to herself as she tried to hide her face in his chest. “i like you too by the way,” he murmured softly.
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whats-wild-to-you · 7 months
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Dr. Daredevil (Jay Park AU)
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Chaeyeon
'Nurse Jung could become an issue.'
I replayed Kang Hyuntae's words in my mind over and over again.
Jaebeom had left for the hospital but insisted that I stayed here and, as he so eloquently put it, heal.
I was absentmindedly chewing on my french toast when I heard the front door spring open. Thinking that Jaebeom came back because he forgot something, I jumped on my feet, eager to meet him halfway.
Only when I stared into the cold eyes of his grandfather, I realized I was wearing one of Jaebeom's shirt that barely covered my ass.
"Figures." The old man commented dryly.
"Mr. Park, I-"
"Save it. I'll wait here while you get dressed."
Much to my surprise I complied and shuffled back to the bedroom, picking up my clothes that there scattered all over the floor.
"I had no idea Jae-"
"That stupid immature boy really thinks he can keep secrets from me."
"I-"
"Let's get to the point of my surprise visit. Ms. Baek, I'll make it quick. I want you gone! Out of my grandson's bed, and life. Out of Seoul. Tell me, how much will it cost?"
I was so taken aback that for a moment I was glad that I didn't sell my parents's house in Andong. But then I came back to my senses. Jaebeom's grandfather was controlling his life and maybe he was intimidating enough to threaten a few more people but he wouldn't succeed with me.
"I'm not quitting!"
"I gathered that much. I'm sad to say that leaves only one option."
He turned on his feet and left without finishing his thought, but I had a pretty good idea about what was going to happed. He would get me fired. I had no doubt that Jaebeom's grandfather possessed that kind of power. All I could hope for was that Kim Donghyun wouldn't let himself get bullied by an old man with money.
Kang Hyuntae
The minute I saw Chaeyeon walking towards me, I knew something was wrong. All her measly attempts to appear busy and dodge everyone who tried to approach her couldn't fool me.
When she passed by me, nodding her head in greeting, I grabbed her arm and dragged her inside the nearest supply closet.
"What the fuck is wrong?"
"With you? I'd say a lot!"
"Quit bullshitting. What happened?"
She pushed past me, shooting me a warning glare. I decided to let her go, I'd approach her later when she had time to cool off.
But I didn't see her for the rest of the day, and stayed well after I was done with work, waiting for her.
Chaeyeon
Thank God my day turned out to be busy. I welcomed the workload, as it kept my mind from spiraling. There was no doubt in my mind that Jaebeom's grandfather had threatened me. I needed someone to confide in, but I couldn't talk to either Jaebeom or Dr. Kang.
Twelve hours after I entered the hospital this morning I checked up on my last patient and handed my files to the night nurse. My job here was done and I had earned myself a hot bath and a warm meal at home.
"Dr. Baek?"
I turned around, looking into the frightened eyes of a younger doctor.
"The director wants to see you."
Even though I was desperate to take a quick shower and change out of these filthy scrubs, I nodded and changed my direction, walking towards the elevators.
At an easy pace I walked up to Kim Donghyun's office. I had caught a rare case earlier. A patient who came in, displaying conflicting symptoms. Every doctor was in his room, trying to figure out what was wrong with the man, but in the end it was me who diagnosed him correctly. I guess word travelled back to Kim Donghyun and he wanted to congratulate me. Maybe even present me with a premium. Already schemening about how I would spent the money, I pushed down the handle, casually walking in and plopping down on his comfortable couch.
"Hello, Mr. Kim." I said in a chipper tone.
Kim Donghyun looked up from his folder, acknowledging my presence.
"Dr. Baek, you're here."
I was still on a high from my earlier success that I failed to hear the dull tone in his voice.
"I heard you had an interesting case earlier..."
I was grinning from ear to ear, impatiently waiting to hear about my reward.
"... which makes what I'm about to say even more difficult. Dr. Baek, I'm sorry but you're fired."
It was as if someone had dropped a bucket of ice cold water over my head. I was petrified, my mind was racing to make sense of what I just heard, yet I couldn't move my lips to utter that one word swirling around in my head.
Why?
I watched as Kim Donghyun shifted his focus back on the folder on his desk, indicating that our conversation was over.
Just like that?
Fired?
Without any plausible reason?
Really?, the voice in my head screamed.
It took all my willpower to get up and leave his office with my head held high, when all I wanted to do was cry, drop down on my knees and beg him to change his mind.
You know why you're fired!, a much smaller voice answered in my head as I finally shuffled out of his office.
It appeared that Jaebeom's grandfather was a lot more powerful than I had imagined.
Not wanting to deal with anyone, I just exited the hospital, needing to get far away from this place. In reality I was cowering on a park bench in a nearby park, waiting for the time to pass. Eventually I had to go back for my clothes and stuff but the later it got the bigger were my chances to walk into an empty hospital.
It was close to midnight when I heaved my body off the wooden park bench and began walking towards the building. I passed by the security guard who greeted me and turned left heading towards the cafeteria. It was a shortcut. If I took the emergency staircase up to the fourth floor I could avoid the night nurse too.
"There you are!" I heard someone call after me.
I immediately recognized his voice. Moments later he emerged from the shadows.
"Maybe you want to talk about it now?"
"What's the point? You already know!"
"I do. You got fired. Did you run into Jaebeom's grandfather? Where? Did he threaten you? Ask you to leave? Talk to me!"
I cringed when Kang Hyuntae mentioned Jaebeom. For a moment I wondered if he knew. If I would find a dozen unanswered calls and messages on my phone.
"He doesn't know. He left early."
Does that mean everybody else in this hospital knows I was fired?
"I just came back to get my stuff."
"What will you do?"
I just shook my head, unable to form a coherent thought. I'd have to confront myself at some point and seek answers to these questions, but not tonight.
Jaebeom
After I had left work early, I had dinner with some businessmen my grandfather insisted I had to meet. Dinner led to drinks, which led to more drinks at a bar and by the end of the night I was drunk and had to call a substitute driver.
I barely made it into my apartment and sulked when I realized Chaeyeon wasn't there. Surely she must've seen the key I left for her on the shoe rack. I smiled to myself, realizing I probably had to spell it out for her.
I didn't think I was ready for her to move in permanently but I definitely wanted her to use the key and make a surprise appearance every now and then.
My last thought before I drifted off to sleep was how the sheets still smelled like her and how that was the closest this place ever felt to a home.
I texted Chaeyeon first thing in the morning, asking if we could meet outside the hospital for lunch. When I didn't get a text back I chalked it up to her busy schedule. As I walked in through the door I texted Hyuntae, asking him to meet me in my office.
When he showed up, he looked like he had a rough night and an even rougher morning.
"Everything okay? You look like crap."
He nodded, but there was surprise, astonishment and worry in his eyes. His lips formed into an o-shape and he avoided eye contact.
"You're being weird today. Weirder than usual. Hey, have you seen Chaeyeon this morning? She must be super busy!"
He shook his head, trying to squeeze his body past mine even though I was effectively blocking the door.
When I fixated my stare on him he sighed before racking his fingers through his hair.
"Last night Kim fired Chaeyeon."
"What?" The word came out as a angry roar.
Why didn't she contact me? Why didn't Kim contact me?
"I don't know the specifics, all I know is that this has Park Min Gu written all over it!"
"My grandfather? Why would h-" The words stuck in my throat. Of course he would do something like that. He probably had planned it all along.
"I tried to talk to her, yesterday morning, but she wouldn't tell me what was wrong with her!"
"Yesterday morning?!"
My mind was going a mile a minute. I left in my apartment yesterday morning. Could my gr- No! Impossible. I bought the apartment with my own money, using an alias. There's no way he found out I own it. But what if he-
"Fuck! Do you know where she is right now?"
"No idea. I tried to call her but her phone must be turned off."
"What about Lee Kangmin?" I hated this guy with a passion but he was Chaeyeon's friend. Maybe he knew something.
Kang Hyuntae's face lit up. "I didn't even think about asking him. I'll track him down and see what I can find out. I'll text you as soon as I know more."
He patted my shoulder and left me alone with my thoughts.
This time the chairman went definitely too far.
Chaeyeon
Soojung loaded my plate with scrambled eggs and french toast and placed a mug of black coffee next to it.
"Eat. Then talk." She demanded, while angrily stabbing the scrambled eggs with her fork.
I had showed up at her door late last night and initially offered no explanation for my sudden visit.
Instead I noticed the absence of her husband, but not only he was gone. His stuff was gone too.
'We're not going to talk about my failed marriage when you look like you've been crying. Spit it out or I'll make you!'
Soojung had always been intimidating, but because I was her friend I was immune to it. Last night though she was terrifying, so I gave her the Reader's Digest version before curling up into a ball on the couch and falling asleep.
After I had told her the whole story over breakfast the next morning, she sighed, impatiently tapping her perfectly manicured nails on the marble counter.
"What are you going to do next?"
"What else? I'm going back to Andong."
"No way! You have to stay and fight. They can't fire you like this!"
"What's the point? Jaebeom's grandfather has too much influence! I can stay but I won't get hired by another hospital in this city! Mr. Park made sure of that."
"What will you do about Jaebeom? I'm sure he's going to call when he finds out what the old man did. Are you going to ignore him?"
I shrugged my shoulders. "They're family."
"And you really want to go?"
"Want, no! But I have no choice. I'm going to call Hwang Inseok and beg for my old job back, and pray that the news haven't reached his ears yet."
My genius plan backfired, royally, when Hwang Inseok ignored all my calls.
An unnerving thought sat in the pit of my stomach. Did the old man's power reach so far that he was able to manipulate Hwang Inseok too?
Surely that wouldn't be the case, but I had to see for myself. I had to go to Andong and see Hwang Inseok in person.
After charging my phone, I switched it back on and, no surprise, found several dozen messaged and missed calls from Jaebeom. Out of instinct, I blocked his number and asked Soojung for the keys to her car.
-> next chapter
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i wont go home without you
Jay Park x Idol!Reader
Summary: Jay has had a crush on you for years, but you were always too busy or out of reach for him. But now that he's got you walking around his company because of your collaboration with Simon Dominic & Mokyo, he thinks it's a good time as ever to get the show on the road.
Word Count: 1k+
Warnings: Pining, fluff, typos, etc.
A/N: idk why i felt really inspired to write this but here you go! I hope you enjoy it @bird-pinkxx lol i hope i dont have too many typos i havent gone through this yet.
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I open the door and poke my head inside the studio. I break into a smile when I see Ssam-D and Mokyo staring into the bright screen wordlessly while arranging some .
"Ooohhh, so serious," I tease as I walk in. The two turn to me and I hold up some iced coffee drinks, "want to spill this all over the mixing panel?"
Mokyo chuckles while Simon Dominic clicks his tongue, "ya, you really know how to drive Jay nuts."
I knit my brows as I hand them the beverages, "this has literally nothing to do with him, but okay."
"Ya, everything you do here has everything to do with him. He owns the floor you're standing on."
I narrow my eyes at him, "okay? What do you want me to do, levitate?"
Mokyo snorts at that as he gets his share and passes Ssam-D the other, "he's trying to be a wingman for Jay." He sips on his drink, "he came in a minute ago, thinking you were here, then played it off and left when you weren't."
"Right," Ssam-D agrees, sipping on his drink, "he's so stupid when he's around you. It was cute at first," Kiseok sighs, "now it's so annoying."
I purse my lips and shrug, "again... not sure what I'm supposed to do with that information."
Kiseok takes a big gulp then pulls the straw away from his lips, "what do you think of him anyway?"
"Wah," I shake my head and raise my hands, "I think he's Jay Park."
Mokyo makes a dramatic pained sound and places a hand on his left rib cage. I raise a brow at that and narrow my eyes. I proceed to shove him just as he's about to take a sip. He pulls his cup away and looks at me with wide eyes, "Ya! What would you did if this gets on the equipment?!"
I click my tongue and give him a look, "make Jay daddy pay for it, obviously."
Kiseok wheezes and cackles at that , nearly shooting out of his seat in amusement. I break into a chuckle as Mokyo snorts.
"But seriously, I don't you like him, even just a little bit?" Kiseok inquires.
I take a moment to respond, "I mean, we don't really talk much and I personally don't like guys who can't even admit they like me, you know."
Kiseok nods his head slowly at that. Mokyo agrees, "Fair."
The three of us brainstorm and talk about our ideas and vision for our collaboration. We've been going through stuff all day now and only just had a break. For a while, we take turns discussing our thoughts, then we begin to freestyle verses.
Having had a eureka moment, I am promptly told to go into the booth and record the tune we suddenly thought of.
I walk into the room, put the headphones on and practice the bars we got. I pull out my phone and go over the lyrics we made. I repeat it a couple times and do some spontaneous riffs.
"Wah!" I hear an exclaim.
I look outside the booth and see their looks of astonishment. Mokyo chimes in, "can you repeat that again?"
"This one?" I ask and proceed to repeat what I did last.
I am quickly praised and encouraged.
The minutes melt like seconds as I'm singing my heart out to this improv. I have only one side of the headphones against my ear and I close my eyes as I throw my head back and belt.
I nod each time I get a signal to repeat, redo, or tweak something but keep my eyes fixed on my phone, typing away the pointers I'm given.
By the time I'm done, I finally look out the booth and shape my hands into a heart. Only then do I notice Jay is outside smiling back at me with the other two in his label.
"Great job," Kiseok praises, raising a thumb, " I got chills when you did the riffs."
Mokyo agrees and so does Jay. I break into a laugh and shake my head, but nonetheless thank them.
I turn to Jay, who was already looking at me, "oh, you're here? When did you come in?"
"In the best moment, I think, when you were going over the end of the verse," he says with a grin.
"Oooh, I really like that part too."
Simon Dominic and Mokyo exchange looks, the former clears his throat, "yeah. I think we're good for today. We can contine tomorrow."
I nod, placing a hand on my belly, "I'm starving. It feels like I didn't have lunch."
Concerned, Jay's eyebrows quirk, "you didn't have lunch?"
"No, I said it feels like it," I click my tongue, "I had lunch, but these two stayed back and recorded some rap lines."
Jay lets out a breath. Mokyo defends himself, "we ate a big breakfast!"
I roll my eyes, "and you should have ate your shoes while I ate a sandwich for lunch."
"How about we," Jay raises his hands and claps them together, "all have dinner together? My treat."
The two of them instantly agree but I don't, which is why all eyes fall on me. I hesitate, "I don't know."
"Ah ya," Kiseok scolds, "you're not going to skip dinner on my watch."
"Trust me I won't. I just have an early schedule tomorrow and I know you'll all be drinking and I'd rather not drink and be shitfaced the next day."
Jay doesn't miss a beat when he responds, "I won't drink either."
The three of us turn to him. Mokyo snorts. Kiseok calls him out.
I take a moment to respond before ultimately shrugging and agreeing.
On our way to the restaurant, Jay does nothing but compliment me as he drives. Although the three of us decided to sit back and make it look like Jay was our driver, he didn't mind and still went out of his way dote about everything, from my appearance, to my singing, to my career, to my personality, to downright things that he probably only just thought of in the spur of the moment, like being able to put up with Simon Dominic and Mokyo at the same time.
I mean, I don't know what they're like around him but they aren't that insufferable.
We promptly arrive to a restaurant and walk in.
We arrive at a table and Jay pulls out my chair for me. I thank him, adding a polite smile.
"Ya," Kiseok kicks Jay after helping me sit down, "quit it. It's too much."
Jay turns to him and breaks into a chuckle, "ya, you're the one who said our vocal star likes dudes who are upfront about their emotions and I'm about to show everyone just how upfront I can get."
Mokyo sighs and sits down next to me.
Jay turns to him, "Ya."
I turn to Jay and Ssam-D, "of course you two talked about me."
Kiseok clicks his tongue in annoyance, "the idiot won't shut up about it. I had to throw him something."
The two sit down. Jay decides to sit in front of me after Mokyo's adamance to staying in his seat.
"So," Jay leans in, elbows resting on the table, "are you seeing anyone?"
I snort. The other two collectively groan.
"I'm sure you can be seen just fine," says Mokyo.
I can't help but mirror Jay's actions though, placing my elbows on the table, "I'm not."
Jay dramatically leans back and places a hand on his chest, "wah, my heart just skipped a beat after being so near your pretty face."
Mokyo is disgusted. Kiseok is oddly endeared and can't help but grin at the interaction.
I decide to jest, "Too bad the feelings aren't mutual."
Jay leans forward and taps the table with his finger, "how do I make the feelings mutual then?"
"Good evening, are you ready to order?"
We turn to the waitress and I break into a smile, "Chicken and ice cream."
Jay firmly pats the table then points, "okay, chicken and ice cream for my future lover."
"That's it," Mokyo pushes himself back and stands, "I'm fucking leaving."
"Ya, Choi Myung-hwan," I turn to him and catch his shirt in my fist, "sit down."
Mokyo sits down.
Jau randomly blurts, "that was hot."
It's Kiseok's turn, "Ya!" he breaks into a chuckle but then makes an annoyed sound, "how was that hot."
Jay doesn't spare him a look and smacks his lips, "well a hot person said it."
For the first time in our banter, I find my cheeks tingle at his comment. I clear my throat and motion to the lady standing by our table, "ya, she's been waiting for our order for five years."
The rest of the night continues like this. Jay says something cheesy, the two grow more annoyed, and I grow a little bit more willing to hear him out more.
By the time we finish eating, Jay purposefully calls out that he's only driving me home. I'm about to protest, but the two quickly agree that there was no way they were going to listen to Jay's compliments for me any longer.
The lack of people present in the ride back, partner with me now sitting in front out of courtesy made the first few moments of the drive a little awkward. Jay was quick to lighten up the mood though.
"Now, imma be real with you," Jay says, eyes fixed on the road as he makes a turn, "you drive me insane cause I have to actually will myself to be confident around you. You get it? I will myself to be confident."
I turn to him as he says this.
He continues, "I don't know what it is about you. Maybe the fact I've know you for a long time and yet we don't really talk, or maybe it's cause every time I see you have another great comeback after another great comeback and you just look prettier than ever."
I bring my hand to my lips in an attempt to hold back a smile.
Jay turns to me and catches this, chuckling at that, "gosh you don't know how elated I am to have you finally acknowledge my presence."
"Ya. Why are you acting like I've been ignoring you?"
Jay raises a brow, "well I couldn't get one good conversation out of you before, so it's just as good as being ignored."
I roll my eyes, "so dramatic."
Jay scrunches his nose, "so cute. Gah. A big part of my brain is yelling that I shouldn't go home without you but I don't play like that-- unless you want to, of course."
I clear my throat and cross my arms, "save that for another time."
I am taken aback by Jay suddenly bursting out laughing and gripping his fists in victory, "hell yeah! Here's to another time coming soon!"
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jae-bummer · 1 year
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PROMPT LIST: CLOSED
*blows the dust from the keyboard and cracks knuckles*
Hello friends, fancy seeing you here!
It's been about three years since I last was active in writing on Tumblr, and I'm excited to say...I want to give it a shot again! I hope you all haven't forgotten me and are ready to see a bit of new content headed your way. I'm sad knowing I've likely lost plenty of folks who have moved on from my blog (or kpop in general), but I am so happy to meet all of you who have decided to follow during my break!!
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Third Note: The groups I write for are: BTS, Got7, Seventeen, Monsta X, AOMG, and Stray Kids!
The Prompts:
"Want to help egg my ex's house?"
2. "Get in the fucking blanket fort."
3. "Tell me to leave and I'll never bother you again."
4. "You look good in my clothes."
5. "Okay, maybe I have a crush on you! So what?"
6. "If you do that one more time, I don't think I'll be able to control myself."
7. "Doesn't matter what happens...if you call me, I will always answer."
8."My job is to teach. That's all."
9. "I don't want them. I want you."
10. "You haven't changed at all."
11. Your bias makes every excuse he can think of to hold your hand.
12. Your bias needs a fake partner for a family event. Are you up for the task?
13.While on tour with your bias as a staff member, somehow the two of you end up sharing the same hotel room.
14. Soulmate AU (Requester's choice)
15. You hurt yourself and your bias is in the hospital bed adjacent.
16. You find a journal belonging to your bias.
17. Two mini fics in one: The first time you see your bias. The last time you see your bias (guaranteed heart break ahead)
18. Your bias gets drunk, and you have to handle their mess.
19. You or Your bias get injured, and one has to clean the other up.
20. Somehow you and your bias were moved into the same apartment.
Thanks all and happy requesting! :)
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seawitch62 · 2 years
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Worst Date Scenario
Jay Park x OC
Fluff
WC: .7k
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Worst date scenario.
Jay Park
Bee was excited, Jay finally reached out to her today.
Realizing he's busy, with the new label, Won Soju, festivals appearances, music, working on the new music.
Still, it's been a minute since she last heard from him, even a text would have been nice, she sighs.
Tomorrow, what did he say?
"A date you won't forget!"
What romantic adventures has he got planned ?
"I have nothing to wear!"
Shopping expedition is needed,
Bee thinks to herself.
Bee hits the mall, clothing stores, 
browsing for hours till she finds what is the perfect  outfit.
"Shoes! I need new shoes!" She mutters.
Zeroing in on the shoe stores she finds the perfect shoes to match her newly acquired outfit.
"Handbag, I don't have one that is coloured coordinates with the outfit and shoes"
Next  stop, looking for a bag to match, her determination pays off and she finds exactly what she wants.
Accessories, 'can't ever go wrong with new bling'
Last stop, the hairdresser, trim and colour and eyebrow wax. 
After eating her take out, she grabbed at the mall, she pondered her purchases and was very pleased, telling herself, she did  great and she will look 'hot'.
From experience Bee has discovered when Jay states a time to be ready fifteen minutes early.
He is not one to sit idly, movement is the name of the game.  Not lacking in conversation skills, he can keep the chat alive, animated hand gestures come part and parcel with his dialogue.
Knowing this Bee keeps herself abreast with the news and other happenings, one never knows what topics may arise.
A vehicle pulls up, just as she suspected fourteen minutes early, one last glance in the mirror, happy with her reflected image, she leaves her cozy flat, locking the door behind her and heads toward the car.
The man holding the door open for her, Kwon as she simply refers to him, closes the door as she seats herself  in the car.
Jay greets her with a smile, and immediately starts chattering.
Cursory questions "how are you? What have you been up to?"
Followed by lengthy discussions about his happenings.
Suddenly he changes the subject 
"I have a present  for you"
"Wow thank you" she replies with a warm smile.
Jay passes her a gift bag, intrigued as to what he may have got her, she looks into the bag.
The first thing she notices is the pattern on the material.
It's exactly the same as the pants he is wearing.
"How sweet" she tells herself
With exuberant delight she yanks the item out of the bag.
It's a pair of pants.
The pants are a twin set to those he  is wearing. 'So romantic, matching outfits'
Dizzy with happiness, she reaches over, arms wrapping around him, "I love them thank you".
She is rewarded with a grin.
Bee's mind is running around in circles, they have been driving for a while now, where are they going?
Jay is excited, hyper even, but when is not!
"Your gonna fucking love the surprise, you will not fucking forget it, I promise!" He states with certainty.
Music fills the vehicle, Bee is as happy as a bird with a worm.
Anticipation slowly mounting, what else does he have in store? Romantic picnic? A hike while they walk hand in hand?
She has no clue, but she is eager for the answer.
As if fate had heard , the vehicle stopped.
Kwon opens the  door and Jay leaps out of the vehicle.
"Come on,"  Jay tells her impatiently.
Bee exits the vehicle, only to notice people surrounding Jay with  greetings, she notices they are wearing the same pants as Jay and the ones he gifted her.
Confused she looks around,
'Where the hell are we?' she ponders.
'It looks like a farm' 
Jay is busily chatting away, then he looks at Bee.
"Welcome to Won Soju Farm"
"Grab your pants!"
"Let's get to work!"
"Work?" She utters.
Smiling from ear to ear, Jay saunters off with the crowd that greeted his arrival.
Looking around she realizes he is not joking, this is indeed a farm.
He wants or expects me to work on his farm!
Dejectedly, she grabs the pants and follows Jay.
He is right; she muses this is one date she will never forget.
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does anyone have recs for like literally any khh fanfics??? it’s so hard to find anything😭
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pastelpastryblog · 2 years
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I’m tired of this, it’s over 💔 - Woo / Woo Wonjae scenario pt.54 FINAL
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8 years later, Matthew and Y/N have a happy marriage and they have a 4 year old son together. Y/N is still a dancer and Choreographer but has recently become a performance director for stages and music videos. Matthew is still in K.A.R.D and also makes his own solo music, produces songs for himself and others. He is also a music video director now. Y/N and Woohyun are still in a dance group together and Woohyun now lives in LA as a Choreographer for Megan Thee Stalion, Arianna Grande, Normani, Doja cat and many more A-listers and is happily in a relationship. Wonjae and Emma are still in a relationship but is thinking of proposing to her very soon. He keeps in contact with Jason sometimes. Emma still works at H1gher as a translator. UK and Gina got married and had their baby son and are also living a happy life. Gina is still a successful jewellery designer and still runs other businesses with her father. UK's restaurant business sky rocketed and now has another one and a cafe. Astrid is still in Sweden. When she first got deported, she committed fraud in Sweden , got arrested and now she is out and is trying her best to live a "normal" life. Jay Park has matured as a person, doesn't entertain groupies anymore and still has a great career. The rest of the AOMG members are still going strong in their musical careers.
The end.
When I first started writing this fanfic back in 2019, it was out of boredom because I was bedridden and sick. I couldn't move and had nothing else to do. I then took a 1 year hiatus due to getting hate on the fanfic. I never knew that this fanfic would become like this. I originally intended it to only have 5 chapters but plans changed lol. I'm so sorry for this rushed ending but I hope you all enjoyed not only the chapter, but the whole fanfic. Thank you all for being with me for these 3 years and for those who are new comers, thank you for supporting me and being with me through the tough times. Now that I'm done with this fanfic, I will be returning the Ph-1 fanfic and I have a few other fanfics brewing for you all. Once again, thank you all so so much for the support, see you next upload! 💕💖
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skz-jeha · 3 years
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I’m here. Don’t worry
10/12/21
Warning: Soft! Wonjae, Fluff, Jay shows up.
Pairing: Woo Wonjae x GN! Reader
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Description: Reader has a panic attack, and Wonjae is there to comfort them.
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You sat curled up in the corner of the bed, wedged between the wall and headboard. Body shaking uncontrollably with heart-wrenching sobs escaping your quivering lips. 
The reason behind your current state was the old couple at the supermarket who kept giving you disgusted looks, judging your appearance, whispering amongst themselves not so quietly about how ugly you looked, causing many negative thoughts to float around in your head.
You did not want to interrupt your boyfriend, Wonjae, from his work. He has been busy with interviews with the AOMG family. You did not want to impose, so you decided to deal with your anxiety and panic attacks alone.
from: JayBear
to: Y/N
Hey, Y/Nie~, what's up?
You unlocked your phone and stared blankly at the text message from Jay. You could not bring yourself to answer him. 
Unfortunately, or fortunately for you, it depends on how you see it. Jay noticed that you read the message and did not answer him, so he tried again, about three times.
to: Y/Nie~
from: Jay Park
Hey queen, are you ok?
Y/N you are scaring me, plz anwer me.
Y/N I'm calling Woo.
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Wonjae picks up his ringing phone and answers it.
"Hey, Jay." 
"Wonjae, something is not right with Y/N. I am sending them text messages, and they're reading them but not answering. I think something happened." Jay's frantic voice travels through the receiver. 
"I'll go check on them right now," Wonjae quickly says goodbye to Jay and rushes to his apartment.
Wonjae rushes to your apartment, worry clouding his mind. Once he makes it into your apartment, he hears your cries and sniffles.
"Jagi, what is wrong?" he whispers calmly, approaching your curled-up body with his arms open. Your whole body slumped into his waiting arms.
"Oh, Jagi. What happened?" he asks as he rakes his fingers through your hair in an attempt to calm you down a bit.
"I am scared, Wonjae," you whisper. Your voice broke Wonaje's heart. You sounded so broken and sad. "The couple is right. I am ugly and a failure," you add the second part in a barely above a whisper voice, but Wonjae heard it.
"No, no, no." Woo shakes his head and pulls you closer to his chest.
"You are my precious little princess," he pulls away and makes you look up at him. "You are beautiful," he pecks your left cheek,
"You are precious," he pecks your right cheek,
"You are talented," he pecks your forehead,
"You are loved," he pecks your nose, 
"And you are loved." he seals his confession with a love-filled kissed on your lips.
You smile into the kiss with happy tears streaming down your face, which Wonjae wipes away. He holds your face so delicately as if any wrong move would cause it to shatter and fall through his fingers.
"You are my beloved princess, and I hate to see you this sad, Jagi." Wonjae squishes your face between his hands, causing your lips to stick out.
"You are my cute little fishy~," he smooches your lips, causing you to giggle. "I love you, Y/N Y/LN." Wonjae smiles at you, a look of pure adoration in his warm eyes.
"I love you too, Woo Wonjae." You smile back at him.
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"You really scared Jay," Wonjae looks down at you, curled up in his arms comfortably. 
"I am sorry," you mumble, feeling guilty for worrying the CEO.
"No, never apologize for things like this," Wonjae gingerly holds your face in his hand. "He worries about you because he cares. You are like his little sister," he starts, "hell, you are like the little sister of the AOMG family. They all care about you and hate to see you sad or stressed."
"It means a lot to me. It really does." 
"They know. That is why they always send you their greetings." Wonjae smiles cheekily. 
"Let's go to sleep, Jagi. You must be tired." he pulls the covers over the both of you, and you position your head onto his chest. You both slowly drift to sleep, your body tired from your panic attack and crying, and Wonjae's from spending long hours at the studio. Before Wonjae drifts into blissful sleep, he sends a quick message to Jay to reassure him of your safety.
from: Woo WonJae
to: JayJay <3
Y/N is safe and well. 
They had a panic attack and did not respond to you. 
to: Woo Bear <3
from: Jay
I'm glad to hear that.
Make sure that they are safe and well. 
Tell them I said hi as well.
Slowly, Wonjae drifts off to sleep with the sound of your quite breaths and slow rise and fall of your body.
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seoulessnights · 4 years
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the gif quality is trash but his expression was too cute🥺🥺🥺
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lady-une · 4 years
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Red
So its been awhile people. I want y’all to know I have missed writing so much lol. This story is one that came to mind as I was listening to a song with the mini and we both picturted a scene in the story. So I said sure let me write this. Please if you can before you read this listen to Jay Park “Dank” and Justin Timberlake “Blue Ocean Floor” before you read this. Also I cant say this enough but MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!! I mean MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING for death and other self harm. So please enjoy.
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Word Count: 3270
Trigger warnings: Death, self harm
Theme: Mature
If only things had been different. If only he wasn’t so damn strong headed. If only he had looked up. Things would never had turned out this way.
Taking a left hand turn Jay pulls out on to the highway, it was a long day and he just wanted to get home to his girl Tessa. Opening the window he lets the cool breeze hit him in the face, with one hand on the steering wheel his other went to the radio to turn the music up. A long yawn escaped his mouth and he tried to shake the sleepy feeling away. He had to find a second wind, he still had a long night ahead of him. Recalling back to the night before the full out screaming match he had with Tessa about the long hours he was putting in at the studio….he knew he needed to take her out and make it up to her. The two dozen roses sitting in the passenger seat was also for her, he had so much to apologize for.
Pulling into the apartment he drove into the basement and parked the car. Another yawn escaped his lips as the elevator doors shut.
“Damn it Jay wake the fuck up!” He said to his reflection in the elevator door.
Stepping off the elevator he entered the passcode to open his door and found the apartment spotless and he could hear music coming from the bathroom. Kicking off his shoes he just looked around the apartment and felt like an ass, his girl did so much for him on top of working as a special needs teacher. Walking into the bathroom he found Tessa soaking in a bubble bath.
“Hey baby.” He said quietly trying not to scare her. Tessa always scared so easily.
“Don’t you hey baby me Jay.” She shot back without even opening her eyes.
“I am so sorry for everything I said yesterday. I know I put too much time into my work and I neglect you. I don’t want that baby. I want to be home with you and I want to take care of you. You do so much for me and I don’t deserve you. Can you please forgive me?” Walking over to the tub he knelt down onto the ground and place the flowers in front of her face.
Tessa slowly opened her eyes and smiled, “You know I cant stay mad at you long, but I do need you to be there more for me. I have something I need to talk to you about.”
“Let’s talk about it later ok, for now finish up with your bath and then get dressed. I made reservations for us at your favorite restaurant.”
“Ok.”
Pulling up to the restaurant there were people lined up to get in, the place had been open for a year but people were still treating it as if it was brand new. Handing his keys to the valet driver Jay turned to Tessa taking her arm in his. People were shouting his name and trying to get him to go over but all he did was smile and wave. The night was for Tessa not the fans.
The maître d’ quickly took the two of them to their table. The light was dim and the music was soft. Jay couldn’t help but look at Tessa with a smile on his face. She was dressed so elegantly, a simple black dress on another girl might look basic but on her it was if she was wearing a million dollar dress.
“Do I have something on my face?” Tessa asked looking at Jay with an eyebrow raised.
“No, I just can’t get over how lucky I am to have you in my life.”
“Don’t get some lovey dovey on me now Park. Are you going to start reciting love poems now?” Tessa jokingly asked with a smile on her face.
“I can if you want. I will do whatever you want baby.”
“Mmhmm. How about you order then.”
Jay raised his hand to signal the waiter over and placed their order. “Also add a bottle of champagne.” He added.
“No. Let’s not order alcohol tonight. Besides champagne is to celebrate. Let’s hold that for another time. I will just have water.”
Jay looked at Tessa, the girl never said no to champagne but then again there was a first for everything and he didn’t want to start another fight.
The dinner was wonderful. The two talked about the old days when Jay was just starting up AOMG. They talked about the future and how Tessa wanted to travel. Disney world was a must for her. She wanted to lay out on the beach and soak in the sun. Before they knew it the check was being paid and the valet was pulling the car around.
Jay opened the door and Tessa giggled as she slid into the passenger side. Softly shutting the door Jay walked over to his side and got in.
“Jay let’s drive around for a bit. I wanna just look at the world.”
Jay lifted Tessa’s hand and kissed it. “Whatever my baby wants she gets.”
Pulling away from the restaurant Jay drove towards the more scenic areas. Buildings and people whooshed by the windows as Tessa gazed out. She loved to people watch.
“Jay?” She quietly called
“Hmm.” Jay answered.
“What do you think about having kids?”
“Like right now?”
“I mean just in general.”
“I want kids, maybe not right now but I do want kids.”
“Ok.”
Pulling to a stop for a red light Jay took the chance to look at her. She was looking out the window with her hand clasped in her lap.
“Baby why do you ask?”
Tessa stayed silent. Something she never did.
“Tess?” Again jay called out.
“I…was just curious.”
“You’re never just curios.”
The light had turned green and Jay didn’t drive.
“Well?”
A honk from behind him made Tessa jump. “Jay the light is green.”
“I wanna know.”
“Just forget about it and drive.”
“No they can wait. Tell me.”
“Jay just drive.”
“No!”
“For the love of god jay drive” Tessa shouted.
Jay did just that he drove. He didn’t even look at up the light. His eyes were on Tessa who was crossing her arms in anger. Great another fight will be had at home, he thought. If only he had looked up. If only he had seen his light had turned red. But he didn’t. A loud honking and bright lights filled the car and had both of them looking out Jays window as a car came barreling towards them. There was no time for either of the cars to stop.The sound of metal smashing and being forced together mixed in with the screams of Tessa was all he heard before everything went dark.
Blinking his eyes Jay tried to make the world come into focus. His body ached like never before. Slowly coming to he realized that he was hanging upside down and something wet was dripping from his hair. Slowly moving he pulled at his seatbelt, the buckle fought against him as he attempted to free himself.
“Tess?” He grunted out but got no reply.
While he still fought to free himself he turned his head to check on Tessa but only found an empty seat. Maybe she had freed herself already, he thought to himself before he fell downwards after the seatbelt released him. The stabbing pain in his gut had him fighting to stay conscious. Getting on all fours Jay did his best to ignore the small stabbing pains on his knees and hands as he crawled through the passenger window.
“Tess? Baby answer me!” He coughed out and still got no answer.
Bracing himself up against the car he took a second to get the world back in focus as it was spinning too quickly for him. The sound of people talking and sirens in the distance getting closer pulled his attention to the side of the road. People were surrounding someone on the ground. Using the car to support himself Jay slowly got to his feet and limped towards the crowd.
What would have taken a few strides seemed to take longer for him, his body wanted to just fall to the ground but he knew he had to get to the crowd.
Finally reaching the crowd he pushed past people and saw her. She was the one laying on the ground and another man was hovering over her pushing down on her chest. Jay fell to his knees and went to her side.
“Tess? Tess baby wake up! What’s going on? Why isn’t she waking? Why isn’t she moving?”
The man doing compressions ignored Jay’s questions and continued to perform CPR on the unmoving woman. Finally the sirens that were in the distance had arrived and the crowd was pushed aside. Men in uniforms took over CPR and were attaching pads to her chest. Other men in uniforms were trying to get Jay away from her and onto a gurney but he fought against them needing to be with her. Another coughing fit had him doubled over, covering his mouth with his hands he coughed violently into them. Pulling his hands away he looked down to see them covered in blood and that pain that was still there in the back of his subconscious came flooding back and he finally lost his battle to stay conscious.
The annoying constant beeping sound and the blinding lights were the first few things he noticed as he came to in the hospital. Opening his eyes he turned his head and he expected to see Tess in the chair next to his bed but was disappointed only to see his mother there holding his hand and praying.
“Mom?” He whispered.
His mother lifted her head and looked into his eyes, hers were full of tears but a small smile pulled at her lips. “You’re finally awake.”
“How long have I been out?”
“A couple of days, you had internal bleeding and were in surgery.”
“Tess? Where is she?”
Jay’s mother looked back down at her hands, the smile had fallen from her face and a look of pain colored it.
“Mom, where is Tess? Is she ok?”
“After you passed out they were finally able to get a pulse again. She was rushed into surgery as well when she arrived. She had internal bleeding and her brain was swelling. They were able to stop the bleeding but the pressure on the brain….she was in ICU to help monitor it.”
“Ok so where is she? Let me go see her.”
Jay pushed off his blankets and grunted at the pain in his stomach and pulled off the monitor cords from his body.
“Jay please don’t, you need to rest!” Jay’s mother pleaded trying to get him back into his bed.
“Mom I need to see her.”
“Jay you cant.”
“Why not? Let me just check on her and I will get right back into bed I promise.”
“Jay you cant. She isn’t in the ICU anymore.”
“Then where is she? What aren’t you telling me?”
Jays mom sniffled and looked up at the ceiling, tears fell down her cheeks. “The swelling on the brain was too much, hunny she didn’t make it. She passed away last night.”
Turning his body towards his mom his mouth opened and closed. He couldn’t believe what his mom had just said. There was no way that Tess was gone.
“Your lying.”
“Jay sweetheart you know I would never lie to you.”
“I don’t believe you.”
“Jay just wait please.”
His mom walked past him into the hallway and returned shortly with a nurse and a wheelchair. Sitting in the wheelchair he was pushed to an elevator where instead of going up they went down. The elevator ride down was spent in silence. He was still in denial. There was no way that his strong Tessa would be gone. The doors to the elevator opened up and signs on the opposite wall read “Morgue” and held an arrow point to the right. The nurse pushed Jay to the right and towards a set of double metal doors. The wheelchair stopped just outside the door, Jay’s mom came to his side and said that they would give him some time. Standing from the wheelchair he pushed open the door that said “family” and walked into a cold room. There on a table laid Tess. She was laying there as if she was sleeping. Rushing to her side he put his hand on her head that was wrapped in gauze.
“Tess baby I am here. Wake up baby.” Tears washed down his face as he pleaded for her to wake up. “Tess come on now, stop playing around and wake up. I know I fucked up baby. But you. Know once I get my head stuck on something I don’t let go that easily. Please baby just wake up. Open those brown eyes. Just wake up. Yell at me. Scream at me. Hit me. Just wake up baby.”
Jay gripped the blanket that covered her body and buried his head in there and wailed for her to wake up.
A set of strong hands gripped his shoulder and he quickly turned around to find his dad standing next to him.
“Dad tell her to wake up. Why wont she wake up?”
“Son she is gone. There is nothing anyone can do to change that.”
“No fuck that, someone get in here and wake her up.”
Jay pushed past his dad and was screaming for a doctor to get in here and to help her. Anger was rushing through his body and he started to throw things around demanding that someone get in here and fix her. People did come in the room, a doctor and a nurse who asked him to calm down. That enraged him more and soon more nurses rushed into the room.
“Mr. Park you need to calm down before you rip your stitches open.”
“Wake her up doc! Do your fucking job!”
The doctor looked towards one of the nurses and nodded his head. Soon the nurses were on Jay holding him still before he felt a pinch in his arm and the world started to get fuzzy.
Waking up the second time Jay struggled against the warm pool of sleepiness that tried to hold him down. He could hear people quietly talking near him.
“We cant tell him.” It was his mother.
“He deserves to know.” His father replied.
“Yes, but not now. Let him heal first and maybe after some time has passed we can tell him.”
“No, that would only reopen healed wounds and it would start the grieving process all over again. It’s best he knows now so he can grieve it fully.”
“This will kill him. Don’t you know that?”
“Of course I know that, he is my son too.”
“Why did things have to turn out this way? We could be celebrating right now instead of grieving. He shouldn’t have to be saying goodbye to the woman he loved and to his child.”
Did she just say child, he thought.
Blinking his eyes he cleared his voice and coughed.
“Jay sweetheart you are awake.” His mom said as she rushed over to his side.
“What were you two talking about? What child?”
Jay’s parents looked at one another, the look of concern was on both their faces.
“Dad?”
“Son, while they were operating on Tessa to stop the bleeding they found out she was pregnant. She was about 3 months along.”
“She was pregnant?”
“Yes son, the impact was obviously too much and the child was already gone before they found out.”
Laying in the bed Jay let out a scream as he cried. His hands were in his hair pulling on it as he wailed out in pain. He had not only killed the love of his life but he had killed his own child.
“Jay sweetheart I am so sorry.” His mother said as she sat on the bed and pulled him into her chest and held onto him like she often did when he was younger. Jay clung onto his mother gasping for air between his cries.
Over the next few weeks Jay stayed in the hospital healing, the only time he left was to attend the funeral of Tessa. The media was abuzz about how the man had killed his girlfriend because of his carelessness. When he was finally discharged the vultures were there to take pictures as he was wheeled out to the waiting car. He kept his head down and his face covered as he climbed into the car. His parents had wanted him to come stay with them but he objected, he just wanted to be home.
Jay didn’t remember much of the drive nor how he got up to the apartment but there he was in the bedroom surrounded by all their things. Walking over to the chase in the bedroom he picked up the blanket that Tess would use to cover up with and brought it to his face. It smelt just like her. Taking the blanket to his bed he laid down with it and cried himself to sleep.
That night he was plagued like every night since the accident with nightmares. He would see Tess on the cold table, he would see her in the ground being eaten by worms. He could hear a baby crying but could never find it. Every time he would wake up he would be covered in sweat and gasping for air.
Over the next few months Jay attended therapy weekly to help him cope with the loss. He was being medicated to help him sleep and for his depression. He barely would leave the house and would refuse to get behind the wheel to drive. Everyone had assumed that he was finally starting to heal, but Jay was just a shell. He would smile and talk when talked to. He put on his mask to cover the pain so that no one would worry but he had lost all his will to live.
Arriving home after therapy Jay went back to packing up Tessa’s things. He was halfway through a box in the closet of old clothes when he found a little box. Opening the little box he found a sonogram and a small infant size bomber jacket that was red and matched his. Dropping the box on the ground he fell to the floor and covered his eyes as he sobbed. The regret, the self hatred, all the feelings he had been working through during his weekly therapy sessions flooded his senses. Pull on his hair he screamed.
A few minutes passed and he stood from the floor grabbing the picture and jacket from the ground. Every step to his bed felt like his feet were in cement. Sitting on the bed he grabbed Tessa’s blanket and wrapped it around himself before picking up the orange bottle and popping the cap off. A quick swallow and he set it down before laying on the bed. Picking up the picture and jacket he laid there and closed his eyes picturing what life could had been had the accident not happened. As the world started to fade away he could see her and the child. She was holding the baby wrapped in a blanket and the child was making the most gentle baby sounds. A smile spread across her face as she held her hand out for him and he gladly took it. Warmth spread throughout his body and all those negative emotions were gone.
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taeyangdyb · 4 years
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Still Holding On part 1 (S.H.O)
In the first few years of our marriage, we found ourselves in many circumstances. we had good moments and some not so good ones. Despite everything, she still stands behind me, taking my side even when I'm wrong and she's hurt. 
  I turned 40 two years ago, Jaeha threw me a surprise party fits for a king, literally. It's really one for the book. She went back to work in her office, once the kids turned two years old. I knew I married a superwoman from the start, but I didn't know that she would be that amazing. She raises the bar higher and higher. She watches the kids in her office. At first, when she said that I thought to myself that she was joking, but every morning she wakes up to go to work, she takes them with her.
Our relationship? still feel different. right now, it's more like I love her, but she likes me. everyone else? pretty good, now the whole click has kids, no one has time for the excessive clubbing anymore. Byul's first, Jaeha second, Ailee third, Yori fourth, Jimin fifth, Mark sixth, Eric seventh, and Joon who is the oldest is the last one to have a baby.
I have so much to look forward to this year, Jae's turning 35, our kids’ third birthday. The past 3 years Jae's been focusing on the kids' parties, but only have dinners, so I'm gonna throw her a party, well I'm gonna try.
Simon: Hey you going home?
Jay: No, I have to pick up the kids from Jae's parents.
Simon: working late again?
Jay: Yeah.
Simon: Okay, I'll see you later
Jay: alright
My relationship with the kids got better, Mom is still their favorite, especially momma's boy Hoon. 
*hours later*
“READ MORE”
After picking the kids up, I take them home to shower and put them to bed. well, that's the plan I had, but the drive from their grandparents to our house is an hour away, they fell asleep and wake up as we get home. My new plan is to let them run around, get them tired and then shower. 
* later*
Well, the second plan works, who need to work out when you have to chase 3 three years old. 
*two hours later*
Jae: hey
Jay: Hi, how was work?
Jae: if I have to sit in one more two-hour business meeting with a bunch of old people who are drinking coffee, I'll throw myself out of the building.
Jay: *LOL*
Jae: that's not funny you know how much I hate the smell of coffee. how was your day?
Jay: meh, better than being stuck in a room with old men smelling coffee
Jae: how were the little angels?
Jay: Angels? good, they fell asleep on the way here. so I let them run around for a few hours and then shower them.
Jae: that's a good way to do it.
Jay: you want me to get you something?
Jae: no thank you, I’m tired I just wanna sleep, I'm off tomorrow I'm going to sleep all day.
right, I doubt that's gonna happen.
Jaeha took a shower and within minutes, she passed out. 
*next morning*
It's actually 9 am and she's still sleeping. Normally she'd be up by now, but I guess even Wonder Woman has a limit. well time to go check on the minions.
right now they're all sleeping in one room, but due to the house being so big, and to them being too active, their door is blocked until someone lets them out. As expected they're up and ready to destroy things. 
At this point, I'm used to them, their allergies and such. Jaehoon likes me but loves his mom. After breakfast, they shower and time to go outside. yes, I mean outside, with all this technology we try to keep them as far away from them as possible. They are not allowed to watch T.V for more than an hour and a half. I know they're young, but it's better to start now. keep them active instead of being glued in front of the T.V, Tablet, or computer. they have enough place to run around, they love being in the studio, so even better.
They run around for two straight hours, where do they get their energy from?  I know they're 3 but damn. 
*hours later*
After the running around for most, I take them back inside for lunch. Jaeha hasn't woken up yet. I should go check on her.
*in bedroom*
Jay: babe? *sits on the bed next to her*
Jae: ...
Jay: Honey are you okay? *pushes her hair out of the way*
Jae: *puts her head on his lap*
Jay: Jaejae, I know you love your job, but you have to take it easy
Jae: I know, I should get up and check on the kids
Jay: the kids are fine, they're having lunch right now.
Jae: what about you?
 Jay: don't worry about me. You need to get up, take a shower
Jae: my body hurts
Jay: Okay, just brush your teeth, I'll bring you lunch in here and later I'll give you a massage.
Jae: Can I get the message first? 
Jae: no princess.
We had a good night just talking and relaxing, things we barely have time for anymore.
*Next day*
*Jae's views*
I have so much to do today, yet I'm just sitting here in defeat. I give up after diapers.
Jae: you guys planning on getting dress today?
Hee: no
Jae: Jaehee you say no?
Hee: no, mommy no 
Jae: okay fine. I'm going to leave you all here.
Hoon: no *follows her* 
 Jae: you guys don't wanna get dress, stay here with your dad.
We left the house after an hour and finally made it.
Byul: How do you manage to still look that good?
Jae: good luck to all of you who wants more kids
Jimin: honestly I don't know how you do it? 
Jae: it took them an hour to decide whether they want to put clothes on or not. I think They're at the age to start doing activities
Yori: huh? aren't they too young?
Jae: They have to start early
Ailee: so what are you thinking?
Byul: What about your husband, what did he say?
Ailee: what can he say?
I want my kids to have that somewhat normal life, interacting with other kids other than just my friends' kids. I want to be that soccer or that dance mom, coming from the office drop the kids off to their after-school activities.
Jae: besides, My dad is retired he needs something to do besides playing golf and smoking cigars.
Ailee: speaking of which, how's your relationship with your mom?
Jae: nothing changed, she likes to give advice like, lady you have not raised a kid or anything your life, besides her dog and that little thing, has no manners. I don't even trust her to watch them.
Ailee: some people change with age, but I can't say the same for your mom.
Yori: what are you doing for the party?
Jae: I'm still thinking
Yori: your kids are already picky
Ailee: and they're all different, which is weird
Yori: you think they'll follow your business side?
Jae: I think it's a little too soon to tell, But Jaehee loves music 
Jimin: music business?
Jae: I don't want to imagine it
Yori: By the way, Jae
Jae: what?
Yori: don't you find it difficult calling all three of their full names or telling them apart?
Ailee: yeah, I mean it's not like you can call them "Jae" you have Jaebum, Jaehoon, Jaehee, Jaehin, and your name is Jaeha 
Jimin: how do you even call them? 
Jae: they're my kids, I can always tell who's who. 
Byul: Am I the only one feeling guilty?
Yori: about what?
Byul: the other girls not being here?
Jimin: I'm not
Ailee: not
Yori: no
Byul: what? Jaeha?
Jae: they don't seem like they're interested in getting along with us unless the guys are there
Byul: I still feel guilty
Jae: if you feel so guilty, call them
*all eyes on Byul*
Byul: I don't have any of their numbers
As close as we are, we ended up separated into two groups. Eric, Mark, and Joon's wife versus the rest of us. Mark dated my friend for a bit and then married another girl he had recently met, so we don't really connect with Joon, Eric, and Mark's wife at all.
Byul:*phone rings* Gray
Jimin: don't tell him we're having lunch
Byul: I can't lie to him
Yori: you're not lying, just don't tell him you're having lunch with us. 
Byul: hello
Gray: Hey, what you up to?
Byul: uhh, just chilling you
Gray: you want to go out tonight
Byul: out where?
Gray: I got invited to do a club performance I want you to go with me
Byul: who else is going what about-
Gray: My mom's watching her, I know you take ages to get ready I'm letting you know now, I can't be late
Byul: okay *hangs up* 
Jae: what?
Byul: I guess I'm going out tonight
Jimin: must be nice
Byul: you guys are not coming?
Jae: I can't
Byul: so I'm going to be alone
Yori: I'll go with you? 
Byul: really? 
Yori: yeah
We had our lunch and go home. We try to hang out as much as we can whenever we have the time since we have more responsibilities now. 
*two weeks later* 
*Jay's views*
The last time I was talking to the guys, and it seems like there's a little bit of tension going on between Jae's friends and the other girls. Whenever they have their "women outings" it's just the five of them the other three are never included. 
This click is so tight, I get how difficult it would be for anyone to fit in, but it's been a couple of years now, and it seems like there's no progress.. at all. 
Gray: I think we need to make them spend a weekend together
Jay: Uhm yeah things are just starting to get better between Jaeha and me I'm not going to mess it up.
Simon: My wife doesn't think before she opens her mouth
Loco: that's a recipe for disaster 
Gray: you never know
Simon: besides how are you going to get them to agree?
Gray: I'll try to convince Byul, and get her to make get Jaeha to agree. There's a four days weekend coming up in a few weeks, get them together to plan something.
Jay: good luck 
*days later*
Eric: it's been a while
Joon: I know right
Rin: where's everyone else?
Naya: probably putting on makeup 
 Sam:*laughs*
Mark:*sigh* 
Sam: what? 
Jay: sorry I'm late
Eric: it's fine we haven't been here for a while  
Simon: what's up?
*everyone greets each other* 
Yori: where's Jaejae?
Byul: I haven't seen her since last week.
Jay: she'll be here, she had a meeting *looks at his watch* She should be here soon. 
Jimin: how old is this place? who's idea was it? The A.C is not even working.
Simon: *sigh* 
Yori: what's with the decor? 
Ailee: I feel like I'm on set of a horror movie
Rin: I picked this place, I thought it'd be a good change of scenery. 
Jimin: *mumbles* well that explains a lot 
Yori:*chuckles* 
This is going to be a disaster if anything goes wrong all on Gray.
In the first few years of our marriage, we found ourselves in many circumstances. we had good moments and some not so good ones. Despite everything, she still stands behind me, taking my side even when I'm wrong and she's hurt. 
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lovesick-gxrls · 1 year
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LOVE LIFE
jeon wonwoo x millie kim
february 2016 - july 2018
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millie and wonwoo began dating just a few weeks after she had debuted, they met at inkigayo when she came to support nct’s debut
they were incredibly supportive of one another, and a very cute couple, her parents loved him and were even planning a trip to canada
lots of late night dates and movie nights as they liked to stay in rather than go out
unfortunately as they both got more popular and busier they found it hard to see one another and eventually had to call it quits
wi hajoon x millie kim
april 2019 - october 2019
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the pair met through a mutual friend who works in the industry
their relationship was very fun and playful but didn’t last long as they realised they weren’t ready for a proper relationship at that point in their careers
they went out a lot to bars and restaurants and practically lived together for the six months they were together
towards the end rumours began popping up about them but they just said it was a friendship which worked out well for them both
koo junhoe x millie kim
january 2020 - march 2021
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millie met junhoe at a party and both decided to stick with one another the full night buying each other drinks
they then went on to go on dates and started to have a proper relationship, they were very much in love from the beginning and moved very quickly which concerned a few of millie’s close friends in aomg
the couple was in the honeymoon phase for the first few months until dispatch caught them on a late night walk holding hands, this caused a lot of stress for millie and they began to argue a lot which then caused them to break up which was probably for the best
she misses junhoe a lot and they still try to talk every know and then but agreed to just stay friends
millie m.list | masterlist
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whats-wild-to-you · 10 months
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Dr. Daredevil (Jay Park AU)
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Chaeyeon
I squirmed when I saw Jaebeom walking towards me. The corridor was crowded with doctors, nurses and patients. I wanted to believe he wouldn't be stupid enough to reveal whatever it was that we had to all these people, but with him I never knew.
I sighed a breath of relief when he just walked past me, nodding, as our eyes met.
To others this might just have looked like a cordial greeting amongst colleagues, but I clearly noticed the smirk on his lips, the twinkle in his eyes.
My stomach churned, and it wasn't hunger that I was feeling.
Thankfully, my day was very busy so I didn't get a chance to run into Jaebeom again. It was close to 10pm when I handed over the last patient file to the night nurse and went to my locker to change.
I had texted Soojung as soon as I entered the hospital this morning. Though I didn't say what was so important, I thought the fact that I wrote twice that I really, really needed to see her tonight would be enough to get her attention. But when I checked my phone I had no messages from her. The six unread messages taunting me were all from Jaebeom. I didn't have to read them to know what they said.
Sighing, I dialed Soojung's number. No matter what she was in the middle of, it would have to wait.
'Hello?'
"Did you not receive my texts this morning?"
'Oh, yeah, no, I- I did. I just- I haven't gotten around to reply. What's up?'
"I should be asking you this. You sound stressed. Everything okay?"
'Yes. Of course.'
"I'm coming over. Should I bring anything?"
'Snacks! Snacks would be good.'
"I'm on my way!" Frowning, I ended the call and walked out of the hospital, taking the shortest route to Soojung's place.
I didn't get very far.
"Stop!"
His voice made the blood in my veins freeze momentarily. Like a fool, I complied, my feet firmly pressed against the concrete. I slowly turned around on the spot and saw Jaebeom walking towards me.
"You're avoiding me."
It wasn't a question, but an observation. And we both knew it was the truth.
I contemplated saying anything, but then again what could I have said to appease him?
Noticing my inner turmoil, he brushed his fingers through his hair, letting out a strained breath.
"I didn't- I... I know I made mistakes, I treated you unfairly. I didn't want to be it this way!"
The wind blowing scattered his words around but when I looked at his pained expression, I could see sincerity in his face.
"Can we talk? Really talk?"
I nodded in agreement and watched as he grabbed my hand, intertwining his fingers with mine. Slowly he walked over to his car with me in tow, keeping silent even after we drove onto the main road.
I was so deep in thoughts, I didn't even realize he wasn't taking me to his grandfather's mansion. Too much was on my mind.
What does he want to talk to me about?
Was he really serious when he told me he wanted to be with me?
Was I serious when I agreed to give this relationship a try?
Since the car stopped, I looked up, realizing we were in an unfamiliar neighborhood.
"You don't live with your grandfather?" I blurted out, which prompted Jaebeom to chuckle.
"He thinks I do. I bought this penthouse apartment two years ago."
"Doesn't he get suspicious when you don't go home at night?"
He chuckled again, shaking his head, but it wasn't amusement that adorned his face.
"He thinks I'm at the hospital all night, busting my ass off."
Nervously, I bit down on my bottom lip as the elevator took us to his penthouse. I didn't know whether the topic was off limits when Jaebeom suggested that we should talk, but since he brought it up himself, I felt a little less guilty about asking.
"How did this happen?"
He answered my question with one of his own.
"Did you know I wanted to be a teacher when I was still a kid? It was my grandfather who forced me to go to med school. I was rebellious at first, but soon realized I was fighting a lost battle. So I complied."
"I'm sure he just wanted the best for his grandson." I offered encouragingly, but his face told a different story.
"He wanted to control me. He took me away from my parents and acted like he cared about me."
"I'm sorry to hear, I had no idea."
There were unspoken words floating in the air and I licked my lips, opening my mouth, allowing them to escape, when Jaebeom cut me off, smiling bitterly.
"Of course that doesn't excuse my actions, I know that, but at some point I forgot who I was, all I wanted was to appease my grandfather."
I noticed the change in tone when he said that last part, but decided to not pry on it. He had said he wanted to talk, so I assumed he was going to come clean, but now I realized he still kept some secrets from me.
For the time being I would be satisfied with what I learned today. I could always worry about the rest later.
"It's not too late to run away from it all." I said, more to myself, because I imagined Jaebeom was the stubborn type who held on to something, no matter how destructive it was.
"And do what?"
"Become a teacher. Do something you want to do!"
He shook his head and it broke my heart. "I can't."
"But you also can't go on like this. What if someone notices? What if someone starts asking uncomfortable questions? Will you also sleep with them to keep them on your side?"
He chuckled at that and for a brief moment his face lit up in amusement.
"Not sure it will work every time."
"Do you think that's why we had sex?" He asked, visibly hurt.
"I didn-"
Jaebeom
Chaeyeon's eyes darted around panicked. Did she feel bad because she made a wrong assumption and hurt my feelings or was she flighty because she thought she had been caught?
"I really like you, Chaeyeon!"
"You have a weird way of showing affection."
Instantly, a hand flew up to her mouth covering her lips, her eyebrows furrowed in anguish.
"I'm sorry."
Suddenly I noticed to distance between us. Chaeyeon managed to scoot away from me as much as possible, sitting on the edge of the big couch.
Plucking up all my courage, I slid closer to her, my eyes trained on hers. I was looking for the slightest sign of discomfort but she just stared back.
"I was mean to you because I wanted to keep you away from all that drama. I didn't want you to deal with my mess. But I guess I was being a fool because even when I tried to push you away, I secretly wanted to get closer to you."
Chaeyeon was biting down on her bottom lip again. When she caught me staring, she released it, the rosy colored flesh looked plump and inviting. Instantly, my lips were on hers.
I had told myself I would try to restrain myself, but in Chaeyeon's presence, being able to smell her perfume and drink in every detail on her face, I found myself turning weak.
I remembered how she looked in med school. I would be lying to myself if I didn't admit that I thought she was pretty back then too. But back then she wouldn't care about her appearance, walking around like a homeless person, wearing the same clothes for a week, hiding her beautiful face behind thick-rimmed glasses. Back then I thought she only cared about school and grades. Only recently I found out about her humble upbringing.
I released her lips only long enough for her to take a much needed breath.
"Jaeb-"
I placed my index finger on her lips firmly, only to replace it with my own seconds later.
She finally gave in when I felt her arm snake around my neck, pulling me closer to her. Her responding to the kiss like that gave me all the confirmation I needed to continue. There were times when I was confused about her because I couldn't decipher her relationship to Lee Kangmin. He was a thorn in my side, but as long as the two remained just friends I wasn't going to bring him up in front of Chaeyeon.
Careful not to scare her, my hand reach to the back of her thighs, slowly pulling her onto my lap. She didn't protest, and when I smiled into the kiss I noticed she did too.
Determined to speed things up, I stood up, carrying her to my bedroom. Gingerly placing her onto my bed, I began undressing her, leaving her in her underwear, before I started taking off my own clothes.
It had been less than 24 hours since we slept together but already I could feel that this time it would be different.
Chaeyeon
Scattered rays of sun peeking through the blinds warmed my face and I naturally pressed my back further into Jaebeom's chest. His warm breath nuzzled my ear and his strong arms rested underneath my bare breasts.
A sigh escaped his lips and I knew he was awake. Capturing his hand in mine, I caressed his long fingers, carefully choosing my next words.
"You're not incompetent. And you don't have to keep up this pretence. It's not too late to turn this all around. I will stay by your side and help you."
Even though I was whispering and he didn't respond, I knew he heard me.
Turning around, I locked eyes with him. He was still sleepy, his hair was tousled and I felt something within me change. No matter how scared I was for him, no matter how fast our relationship progressed, one thing was for sure. I wouldn't leave his side willingly. Ever.
Jaebeom
An alarm went off in my head when I watched Chaeyeon. I had seen this look before. Whenever I dated somebody, I tried my best to keep things casual. But once in a while the woman would catch feelings. That was usually my sign to end things. Now here she was, looking at me with the same expression. The voice in my head was urging me to do something. Get up, get dressed and get her out of my apartment. But the voice that was loud and firm in the past, was now only a whisper. There was another, much louder voice now, shouting from the depths of my chest. It urged me to hold her tight, keep her close and protect her at all costs. I didn't know what that entailed, but had already known that I didn't really had a choice.
Chaeyeon had already made a home for herself in my heart and it was now my responsibility to keep her safe.
"Did you hear what I said?" She whispered again, and the sound of her voice was like a thousand tiny needles pricking my skin, causing the most delicate pain.
I nodded, albeit not agreeing with her. She didn't need to know that though. In my mind I had already constructed a plan so that her mind could feel at ease.
Satisfied, she beamed at me. An act so casual, yet it knocked the breath out of my lungs. My life was a mess, I could literally see everything crumbling down around me, but here, next to her, I felt serene. Wishing I could bottle up this feeling and carry it with me, I reached out, ever so slightly touching the soft skin of her cheek. A warm feeling spread across my chest thinking how well she fitted into my life. Soon reality would catch up with me but as long as she was here, my safe haven, I knew I would be okay.
Chaeyeon
My mind had wandered off as I scrubbed my arms in the shower, only snapping out of it when I noticed that my loofah had bruised my skin.
Jaebeom had already left, but insisted that I stay and shower in peace. He must've known I had a lot on my mind. The only person who didn't know was me.
No matter how emotionally draining last night was, no matter how emotionally laden this morning was, Jaebeom and I made huge progress. There was only one thing hanging over my head like a dark cloud.
I had failed to tell Jaebeom about Kangmin, and how I suddenly woke up in his bed, with him laying next to me. I knew that nothing had happened between us, but I couldn't shake off that uncomfortable feeling that Kangmin was having some secrets of his own.
Lee Kangmin
I had just come out of a five hour long surgery. All I wanted was to shower and change into fresh scrubs. It was still noon, which meant I would be here for at least another ten hours. Rubbing my temples to ease the oncoming headache, I nearly missed Park Jaebeom as he stepped off the elevator.
A painful memory pushed itself to the forefront of my brain. I had dragged Chaeyeon up to the roof, needing her to know she could trust me, that I would be always there for her. Instead I had felt betrayed by her behavior, her constant urge to protect Dr. Park. If it had been up to me, I would've walked right into Director Kim's office and handed in both our resignations, grabbed her hand and led her out of here and back to Andong.
This stubborn woman couldn't see what was in front of her, her judgement clouded by Dr. Park and Dr. Kang. I needed to know what these two did and said to her, but I had no one to ask. I highly doubted that Chaeyeon would ever talk to me again.
"Dr. Lee, good morning."
Even the most ordinary greeting sounded like a dig coming from his mouth. I looked up to meet his smug expression. Since we were surrounded by colleagues, it would be rude not to greet him back.
"Good morning, Dr. Park." My tongue clicked as I more or less spat out his name. Soon the other doctors left, and it was only me and him.
My thoughts revolved around Chaeyeon.
Where was she? I hadn't seen her all morning. Was she sick? After I left her on the rooftop, I assumed she walked down right after me, but when I came out of the OR three hours later I noticed Dr. Ahn was looking for her. Did she catch a cold standing on the rooftop for three hours by herself?
No! Stop thinking about her! She obviously made her choice.
"Dr. Lee, everything okay?"
I ignored him, his voice wasn't laced with concern but with amusement. But he wasn't gloating either. Instead, he just appeared to be in a good mood.
"Sure, yeah. I'll be off then."
I didn't have anywhere to go, actually I had hoped to doze off for a minute, but I didn't trust myself to stay in the same room as Dr. Park for too long out of fear I'd do something stupid.
As soon as I opened the door I noticed Dr. Kang slipping in past me. He mumbled a quick hello, which I didn't take personally since he seemed to be in a hurry.
"Here you are!" I managed to hear him cry out to Park Jaebeom as the door slowly shut close.
Against my better judgement, I looked left and right before pressing my ear to the door, not even sure I would hear anything. Since it was noon, every doctor who wasn't in surgery was either taking a nap or on a lunch break. Patients were eating too so no one wandered through the halls.
After concentrating really hard, I was able to listen to their conversation. Their voices were muffled but I could hear every word fine.
'What's going on with you and Dr. Baek? Did you threated her?'
At the mention of Chaeyeon's name, I gritted my teeth. He better not have threatened her after I explicitly told him to stay away from her.
'What? No!'
Ignoring Park's response, Dr. Kang continued rattling. I realized he wasn't really talking to Park but rather to himself.
'She wouldn't say anything, but I noticed that her mind was elsewhere. I swear, you nev-'
'Relax! Chaeyeon and I are fine!'
I pricked up my ears when Park Jaebeom mention Chaeyeon by her name. I didn't think I've ever heard him call her Chaeyeon. Dr. Kang must've been equally stunned, since the room went quiet.
'Chaeyeon? Ya! Park Jaebeom! What's going on?'
Dr. Kang spoke after a while and I could hear concern but also irritation in his tone.
'We met. We talked. We h-'
Park Jaebeom cut himself off and I heard shuffling in the room, like someone was pacing up and down. My money was on Dr. Kang.
'I thought you couldn't stand her?'
Even though Dr. Kang tried to sound nonchalant, I heard the anger in his voice. Park Jeabeom probably did too, because when he answered he sounded really pissed.
'Chaeyeon and I are together, so back off!'
"What the f-" I quickly covered my mouth, thinking the two might be able to hear me as well as I heard them. Scattering away from the door, I slipped into the first supply closet I saw, desperately needing to digest this new piece of information.
Was this true?
Did he maybe say it to discourage Dr. Kang?
I too had the impression that Park Jaebeom wasn't Chaeyeon's biggest fan. Chaeyeon also ranted to me about him on more than one occasion, so why the sudden change of hearts?
Maybe it was really Dr. Kang who had set his eyes on Chaeyeon?
"That doesn't make it any better."
My hand had already gripped the doorhandle when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.
Can we talk? There's something I need to tell you!
"Oh Chaeyeon! What have you done this time?"
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You Can Do Better
[Blurb XVII]
Simon Dominic (Jung Kiseok) x Idol!Reader Characters: Ssam-D, Jessi Ho Summary: You recently went public with your relationship with Ssam-D, making most questions you get on interviews directed towards him. Word Count: 1k+ Warnings: Fluff,  jealousy, pining, suggestive themes, specific depictions of reader, eg, being tall and fit, typos etc.
A/N: this is pretty long for a blurb considering its word count but yeah
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I was invited to Jessie’s Showterview and it was immediately loud, lively, and chaotic on set. It started when I walked in with a crop top, showing a pretty decent portion of my midriff.
Jessi gasps and points to my top.
I turn down to my top, “what?”
She turns to the camera, “she’s so sexy. She really wants to show off her hard work.”
“I’ve been going to the gym a lot lately. I don’t work on my abs for nothing.”
Jessi turns to the camera, “this is why we’re friends.”
She begins to ask me a bunch of questions about my comeback and whatnot, we play a quick trivia game, then she gets to the segment she said she was most excited to talk me about.
“So, you have recently went public with your relationship with Simon Dominic.”
The crew makes a sound.
I turn to them, knitting my brows, “are you all fans? You seem enthusiastic.”
“They are,” Jessi fans herself with her cue cards, “you’re a hot topic and it will increase our ratings.”
I make a knowing look and break into a laugh.
“But you know when I heard the news, my immediate thought was you can do better.”
I break into an even louder laugh. The rest of the people on set laugh with me.
Jessi shakes her hands, “no don’t get me wrong, like, I’m friends with Ssam-d oppa, but knowing you and how amazing you are-”
I chuckle and cover my face.
“- like she can do everything, I think-”
“That’s not true.”
“-no, but you really can though. Like, you can sing, dance, act, model, and look at how tall she is!” Jessi shakes her head, “you’re taller than him, aren’t you?”
I raise a finger, “just a bit. When I wear heels, I’m definitely taller.”
“See!” Jessi says, “you’re every person’s dream. You’re the full package. You can do much better, babe.”
We all share a laugh. 
I sigh and shake my head, “that’s what mother said.” 
There in another eruption of even louder laughter.
“SEE!” Jessi calls.
By now, I’m clenching my stomach in laughter. Jessi turns back to me, waving her cue cards around, “now I have to ask. Why are you dating him then?”
“Let’s see,” I sigh and cross my arms, “why am I dating him again?”
Jessi leans into me as she breaks into laughter. I shake my hands, “No, no, no, I’m joking, clearly,” I playfully roll my eyes, “I remember when I met him for the first time, he was really confident and forward. Cause, I’m really forward too, and I don’t think I could ever date a guy who couldn’t handle my strong personality.”
“That’s right. She’s very American-style; very opinionated and honest, like me.”
“Right,” I nod, “what I really liked about him was how thoughtful and sweet he is. He’s patient and understanding, and I can, like, feel safe around him.”
I turn away from her as I continue my thoughts, “you know I think you an tell how much confidence he has, how much swagger, considering he’s a rapper. I fell like he channels that energy into our relationship. He makes me laugh so hard and makes me feel precious with how much he tells me.” I turn back to Jessi, “he’s great.”
Jessi makes a face, “I’m so fucking single.”
We explode into another fit of laughter.
“Okay, so, we’re gonna test that and see just how strong your relationship is.” Jessi explains. “We’re going to have you prank call him,”
“Oooh!” I break into excitement, “okay what do we do?”
Jessi reads her script, “okay, we’re gonna make you call him to see if you can get him to say a key word.”
I nod enthusiastically, “okay, game.”
Jessi reads her card and laughs, “Ya!” She throws her head back, ”you have to get him to say ‘I’m so angry,’”
My face drops, I turn to the producers on set, “ya, I don’t think he’d say that to me though. Do I have to say it exactly?”
The producer tells me no.
Jessi shakes her hands, “Does he never get angry at you? Or like, gets annoyed or irritated. How does he react when you do something like that..”
“You know what, there was this one time where I dropped ice cream on his shirt and he was just like ‘it’s alright, accidents happen.’” I place a hand on my chest, “I felt so much worse though compared to I think how I would if he got mad at me.”
“That can happen. If they’re so nice about something you did wrong, you ending wanting them to just cuss you out.”
The staff laugh at that while I get my phone, “you know what, I’ll try though.”
“Really?” Jessi asks in surprise.
I’m already dialing his number when I suddenly ask, “what do I even tell him?”
“You can just like-” Jessi starts but gets cut off when I look to my phone screen and hear, “Hello?”
“Hi, oppa.”
He hums, “what’s up, baby?”
Jessi breaks into a wide smile.
I break into a smile as well, then ask, “Oppa, are you busy right now? Are you at work?”
“Yeah, I’m at the studio right now.”
“Ah, I’ll be quick then-”
“No, no, it’s good. I always have time for you.”
Jessi suddenly stands and pretends to leave.
I feel my cheeks burn, “aw, thank you, baby.”
His deep voice goes up an octave higher, “of course.”
“Oppa, I just want to ask how you would feel if I hang out with a friend tonight. A guy friend.”
It takes him a long moment to reply. I feel a bit nervous. He speaks, “who is he?”
Jessi and I turn to each other, “No, no, like, hypothetically. I’m not actually hanging out with anyone.”
“Ahhhh,” he sighs in slight relief. His voice trails off “well... I mean you’re your own person, and it’s your friend...”
I wave my hands around, “so, how do you feel about it?”
“It’s okay. Do what makes you happy.”
I break into a soft smile. I then think of something else, “but what if I sleep over at his place?”
Jessi’s jaw slack. He give me a look and I give her a panicked one.
For a moment, I think he drops the line and I turn back to my phone to see if he was still in-call. “Kiseok oppa?”
“...”
“Oppa,” I stand from my seat, “I just want to know how you’d feel. I’m not actually going to do it.”
“I’d be fucking pissed,” he quickly blurts
Jessi calls, “PASS! PASS!” 
I break into a sigh of relief and the crew breaks out of their silence. Jessi gets my phone and says, “oppa, oppa! It’s Jessi.”
He doesn’t respond.
“Your girlfriend and I are doing Jessi Showterview and her mission was to get you to say ‘I’m so angry’ and you just passed with flying colors.”
Kiseok curses again. 
Jessi calls out but then breaks into laughter. She then gives a bow, “I’m sorry for making you angry at your girlfriend.”
He sighs, “actually, I should have seen this coming cause she told me she had an interview today.”
“See! It’s really your fault for getting angry.”
I laugh but he agrees, “I suppose part of it is though. I should be more understanding.”
I get my phone back and pout, “You’re already understanding. Sorry, baby.”
“It’s okay, I’ll have my revenge soon enough.”
I still.
He sweetly replies, though I can hear the smirk in his tone, “have fun at work, baby.”
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The Collector
(Just for fun 😀 Word count 161)
Jay Park
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Management and staff groan inwardly, he posted what?
'Officially collecting bras all over the world, Jay Park aka Mr Won Soju aka The Bra collector.
#newsuperheroname.'
Repercussions! Time to get out the battle gear!
Fuck!
Word spread like wildfire, the fans squealed and giggled, the haters and trolls began their March.
Environmental groups demanded, "Do you donate these bras? Or do you throw them in the trash?!".
Women's rights groups are up in arms, "sexist" "chauvinist".
Other Women's groups support  the bra throwing craze sweeping the globe.
"He has sexualized himself therefore women are in their rights to throw their lingerie if they so wish!".
Groups of Mothers were not impressed  with their daughters wasting their money in such a  way.
"Perv" "creep" these words were tossed around like yesterday's salad.
Protesters swarm AOMG, marching and chanting. 
Total chaos ensues.
Jay Park monitors the mayhem.
"What the fuck! Why are they on my case? I'm just the collector".
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