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boizandgurlzinthehouse · 2 years

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𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝

first part (𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬)

plot: the night, when everything changes —but the road is still long for max. word count: 4.515k (so that's what is took so long hehe) warnings: victoria is the best sister ever, swear words, max worrying too much, depeche mode song references, small steamy part (it's reall short tho), if i let out something, let me know uwu

i hope you'll love it >3<

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max was glad that they had two weeks to the next grand prix,

yet, he never, ever felt so alone in his life like now.

he was never alone for a single minute of his life; being a formula-1 driver made a whole group to jump around him constantly, interviewers, his friends and his family were even almost in a reach out —and when y/n came to the team, they talked for a year before she got into formula-1. max and y/n knew each other, making a good friendship inside and out of the team, y/n could spice up things in the team videos, but like, in a non-sexual way —maybe that's why max's fans didn't want to slice her throat immediately every time when a video came out. the team loved y/n, she not only just filled the emptiness after daniel so quickly, but she added something —something he couldn't name, something that just existed. it was a feeling what he felt like he had a sixth sense, but instead of fear or some concern, he felt complete, he felt that somehow, everything's gonna be alright.

y/n was the red bull's sixth sense, and his best friend.

until now, because max didn't know how y/n is. they didn't interact in two weeks, but what was really, really near is an awarding ceremony, where christian and his two driver is invited —which means, there's no sedation for the youn driver, for neither young driver. when max got the news late at night, coming home from a head-out with the boys before he headed back to netherlands, his home —charles left out, and he couldn't blame him. he wanted the ferrari driver to talk with y/n, but it was miserable, how he asked a third person to intervene into their thing... not to mention that they were best friends, best friends, for hell's sake! what a dick move would it be, and he perfectly knew that not only he could be dissappointed in himself, but y/n too. and y/n didn't do anything, it was him. so, getting the news, he wanted to text her, but then he saw the last message he got from her.

y/n y/l/n — may 22, sunday of course i'm gonna be by your side! we're best friends, have you forgot, maxie?

𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯, 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥

it was one and a half week ago —he felt himself the shittiest friend ever. dropping the phone into the other corner of the bed, he pulled the covers on his head, huffing. why did he say those things? why he couldn't just shut up, and keep everything to himself like every other time? he wasn't an open man, he didn't like the flashlight, he didn't like to see the stuff he said in the media, on instagram profiles and digital news —he shared his personal things, the things he cherished with the ones who where close to him... with his family, his friends, y/n, his... his y/n. y/n never bragged to anyone, he knew his secrets are safe if he said them to her, he saw it in her eyes the understanding when he told her about his insecureness with his father, with his career, with all the massive stress, and he could see it in y/n's eyes, that nobody who is unwarranted in this case will hear about his worries —y/n's eyes talked; she told him that he can trust her, only with her eyes. but now, those yes were far away from him, and he didn't know he can look into those eyes without shame. and best friends? what best friends now? y/n wasn't a dramatic person, but he would totally understand if charles became her best friend, or literally, anyone else instead of him —in his head, he even imagined how he recommends anybody else for the place 'best friend', stepping down from the 'podium' —was that idiocy? of course.

did max feel himself alone? of course.

turning to his side, he sighed. it wasn't good without her. out of a sudden, his door flinged open, he catched up his head on the action.

"are you awake, you big dumbass?"

max covered up himself, even though he wasn't naked, and wasn't even doing sinful or pervert things —but if he wanted to be honest, he was young, many times horny like an ordinary man, and he wasn't in a relationship for a reason (his relationship with y/n wasn't on the level what he wanted with her, but that was for another day), and now, he couldn't even deny that those things involved y/n in his imagination —yes, max wasn't a saint, and he felt bad when he looked into y/n's eyes... but it was too good to stop it. the images about her body haunted him, they often saw each other half naked, and picturing her in positions excited him. laying beside him, in his arms, stroking his waist with her heels as her legs caged him closer to her, holding one of his hands with her small, pretty one as she looked into his eyes, his other hand and his hips helping hers to move faster and deeper, it was only him who could hear how good she felt —he wasn't with a girl like y/n ever, because there weren't girls who comapred to her, but max was sure that she must feel incredible, if not less, heavenly.

"are you awake, huh?"

it was his sister, victoria. she came back to her parents since she wanted them to spend a little time with their grandchild, who was now with her husband,

"what the fuck are doing in here? and if i'm naked, then what?" he freaked out, only to have his sister rolling her eyes.

"we're not your silly fangirls, max, we don't scream, tear up and pass out if you come out without shirt." she bragged, she always had something to respond with. max layed back on the bed, running his hand through his hair.

"okay, then what do you want?"

"i want to know what's between you and y/n."

when max sat up again, and tried to send her to somewhere else, he realized his sister wants to help him —and maybe, now he needed some serious help. sighing, max looked everywhere but in his sister's eyes. he wanted to say how neglected, how shit he felt, how he wanted to make that night over and over again to not to say those things, or how he could prevent the accident... how he wanted to talk to her again, how he felt the same, strong regret and bitter taste in his mouth, under his tongue after he drove away to the airport... how cut away he felt from everything, because for him, things were complete when she was there, with him. that's why he knew he's gonna feel alone on the top of the podium, without her hug, without her reassuring touch and bright, curling dimples in the corner of her smile, that's why he fought nico, not because he is crazy, but because he was worried, so worried that something serious happened —and from that moment, y/n wouldn't be the same again, which wasn't a problem, beacuse he liked, loved her either way, but this silly mistake was enough to bring the lion out from him because of her...

but max only said this in his mind to his sister. he kept it to himself —y/n wasn't here to understand him like no one did.

"it's nothing."

victoria huffed, sitting down on the edge of his bed. she looked at him, with a little, faint shine of worry in her eyes —she knew that max and y/n are best friends, and trusting his maternal, sister and woman senses, she maybe guessed that max felt something more. she never said it, and for max, this was completely okay.

"listen, max, i'm not going to read the riot to you, not even playing the moral high ground, but talking to you, as a woman to a man, or as a sister to a brother, i see that something isn't alright. and, not because i saw your outburst, i know how you are, but seeing that you don't have the spirit to do anything, not bringing here y/n when there's a quite long break between two race, even a winning award, where the two of you go together... it's not like the two of yu act, and since i don't want to be the gossiping one, and i am not involved in this, but i'm truly worried about you, please, just tell me what's going on."

that was longer than he expected, he couldn't blame her —dragging around himself, groaning and being silent wasn't his form. at least it wasn't his mom, or even worse, his dad, jos who came to talk to him —his dad may just make things more terrible, they never talked about his love life, especially not with y/n, and maybe he didn't even want him to gain more feelings towards her than a friendship. but where should he begin? and what should he say, what's the point in this fucked up situation? sighing, max sat up, leaning his back on the head of his bed, fiddling with his fingers.

"can i be direct and honest?"

his sister's eye softened while she nodded.

"you're always direct and honest, maxie. just tell me."

max huffed.

"i think i'm in love with her."

his sister tried to hide her thoughts —he could read from her face what she often did in their younger years, that 'she always knew it', and 'he just doesn't admit to himself'. but now, victoria was silent, because that was max's most top secret. max was like a time bomb when it came to his heart's stuff —nobody never knew, or even could guess when he explodes or shuts down about them, even max didn't know where were the boundaries of his stuff.

"do you think so?"

max shook his head, leaving her confused for a moment.

"no, i know i am. i realized it like, two or three days ago? yeah... i always felt beside y/n something vibrant, or, when you just want to be closer to the other. but i refused to tell her, because i don't want to be out from her life..."

sometimes max thought very low about himself, when it came to y/n, the choking, lung-pressing feeling multiplied —seeing her living the time of her life with other guys, even if they were just her friends, or even charles, other celebrities who just came up her because she was pretty, famous or rich —made himself think when she always went back to max and his group, but mainly him, 'who i am to those guys? how is she still staying by my side, when they're much more funny, handsome and can express their feelings for her?'. everytime he thought about teeling his feelings to her, he already watched the whole scene unfolding: seeing her drawing off from him, searching for a much more handsome, much more funny and much more sensitive guy, who can give her everything.

"...but when daniel just told those things, about her, i felt like i need to stand up for her, i couldn't hear any longer how they tease her just because she had a bad day, or for just who she is. and they never pay attention to her success, her achievements, they only bring her up if she blasts something, even if it's not her fault. you know, the feeling when something suffocates you?" victoria nodded, made him to continue. "on that night, i felt that i need to free myself from that feeling. that's why i said those things."

"and why didn't you tell her before you freaked out? not to say bad, but you looked like a mad man, a really mad man. except me."

"what do you mean by 'except you'?"

victoria gave him the smile, that 'i am your sister and i know everything about you, you silly dumbass'-smile, but he couldn't blame her —at some point, when he said things to y/n or did things to her that crossed the line of their friendship into something more, he sweared to himself to never do it again —otherwise, she would find out.

"i mean, that i saw how you act with her. sure, you treat people you only like with kindness, but when she slept once, or twice here, you always looked after her reactions, trying to make everything perfect, keeping us away from her... but i can get it, our family has a reputation, so i don't blame you." she giggled, easing max's worry. "and why don't you tell to her how you feel? after this, i'm sure she doesn't know what to say, or do. you fucked it up, but it doesn't mean that you lost everything. you have the chance to say the first word after this, and i know you can make it right."

max sighed.

"can't i wait for the awarding thing?"

victoria scrunched her nose, shaking her head.

"with that, you communicate that you don't care about the whole situation. girls are shy when it comes to things like this, but knowing her, y/n wouldn't turn you down if you wanted to talk. just be calm, and everything will be fine, oh, and the most important thing!"

"what, what's the most important thing?" max was thankful to his sister, without her, he would procrastinate until the night they met again, messing things up more and more.

"to be yourself. to be direct and honest."

after this and a couple more of minutes, victoria exited the room, closing the door when she got a phone call from her husband —max reached for his phone, calming down his racing heart, trying to get out something sensible from his still messed up thoughts.

maxie super max!! >3< (the name was obviously set by y/n) hey, could we talk on the award night?

it wasn't the best, but he trusted his luck —and that y/n doesn't thinks he's crazy, or in love with her, before he could tell him personally.

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦, 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥? 𝘰𝘩, 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭

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the night came faster than he thought.

poking his necktie, smoothing the black suit for the hundredth time, max felt his heart's gonna break out from his chest. glancing to his phone constantly, trying to think about how he's gonna make the whole conversation with success —in the days, he discovered that talking about his feelings is thousand times more complicated than winning a grand prix or a world championship. he even wrote down things he wanted to say, but every piece of paper, every note in his phone got into the bin in a matter of minutes or hours; reading it back again and again, every word, every sentence seemed pathetic and finicking, like he studied his loquence like a good student.

"max, are you ready?" tom, his personal trainer peeked into the room, finding him in fron of the mirror. "usually, you don't spend so much time in fron of the mirror, mate. is something the matter?"

is confessing our feeling to our best friend, and telling them how we felt through years, how we find them the most wonderful, most perfect person in the world and how we can't say a word about how we feel because we are too shy and miserable when it comes to our feelings can be 'something'? because if yes, then yeah, something is the matter.

"no, it's nothing, tom, it's alrigth." but don't forget if we are the best at hiding our feelings, then nobody never will found out what we're into.

"okay, 'cause the cab is here."

standing at the entrance of the building of the ceremony, beside the shiny road of big, fancy cars that brought more and more famous people, max stated a fact, that the awarding ceremony was one of a hell for the peaceful conversation max wanted with y/n. and yet, he didn't even met her —god, she's gonna be breathtaking, isn't she?

"is y/n here already?"

"no, rowan and she is late for five minutes. you know, women..." max swallowed, remembering everything on that ominous grand prix.

"yeah, women..."

"as long as we wait, we should walk to christian. y/n as rowan's gonna go there too if they're here."

max followed tom; this night is gonna be long. trying to talk to some of other sportsmen, he heard a couple of gasps, and mutters.

"oh my god, is that y/n, the first woman formula-1 driver in the world?"

"yeah, she is!"

"she's so gorgeous, did you look at her dress and her makeup?"

"she's like a godddess!"

"no, she looks like a queen or a fairy... so beautiful."

max was scared to turn —he didn't want to fall in love her again and again, but tom tapped his shoulder.

"i think the wait is worth it."

yes, it really was —and he fell in love again.

getting out of the car, he wanted to be the one who helps her by holding gently her hand, not to mention what a sight was too see y/n... the flowy, ankle-length dress' little gems glowed in the flashlights, the see-through layer on top of the pearl-white silk dress twirled around her thin form as she looked around, giving the perfect sights of her appearence —her skin was clear, the black, thick mid-heels (victoria could call them mary janes or something) made her ankles and legs look more pretty, the thin straps of the dress showed her collarbones and lean arms, her clear makeup were the cherry on the top —y/n's stylist wanted her to be innocent, not like a virgin, but like clean sheets on the bed tat didn't know the previous story of the bed they got made up to. her silky hair flowed after her with every move of her head, she and her stylist let it down, not a strap, not a hairband, even a clip, nothing. y/n's hair was perfect —she was heavenly, she was so pure.

max felt it again, the feeling of falling in love —getting numb in his arms, his legs, yet his heart turned into a godspeed mode, getting his mouth and mind dry.

"hey, guys", rowan said from her side, y/n coming after him, waved a little bit.

"hello, tom. hi, maxie."

maxie —maybe she forgot his riot. maybe there's still hope.

"good evening, y/n."

they spoke like familiars, not like best friends —he got to act fast, before the chance slips away. standing beside her to go to the cameramen, the photoshoots of the media, judging by the glances of others, y/n and him looked really good —maybe together too.

"are you nervous?" y/n asked, glancing up to max. even if she was a little taller given by the heels, the height difference was significant between them —anothe thing he and the fans adored, who screamed when they saw the drivers together.

"a little bit, and you?"

"i just want it to be over", y/n said, while she clinged with her slender, tender arm to one of his strong, suited one, like she wanted to seek comfort from him. max's hand shook as he stroked y/n's arms, please don't let this move to be a confessing one, he prayed in himself. she whispered something to him before they step out into the flashlights. "i want to hear what you want to say. i have to say something too."

𝘷𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦, 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘢𝘭

in front of the cameras, max wished they taked way before the ceremony —if all his dreams came true by now, he wouldjus wrap his arms around her smelling her hair while easing his uncomfiness, and the media would forget everything by now. or, the other and fatal way of the outcomes, they would just separate after the pictures —his own doubts killed him inside, while y/n looked so peaceful beside him.

after the photoshoot and the whole procedure, the party began —instead of drinking and forgetting the weeks' actions, max decided it was time to clarify things. searching for y/n, rwan said him she went to the toilet, he just messaged her to come to the balcony where they could be a little bit alone, beside everybody who where too drunk or smoked to realize the serious things he wanted to tell her. walking outside, he took a glass of champagne; he knew he's going to need it.

waiting outside, every opening and closing door got his breath hitch in his throat, searching or the right words, but when he saw y/n, somehow he got collected —y/n smiled at him, and she was still glowing, still perfect.

"hey, maxie. sorry for the wait, the line in the women restroom was fuking long, i supposed to be going out under the ceremony, but it was just good to... to be in your presence, again. fuck, sorry that i tell you this, it's awkward."

max shook his head, but the beating in his thorat almost got out every word he waited to reveal.

"it's fine, ceremonies are shitty, but that's why i wanted to talk with you. about... about us."

y/n's smile didn't falter, she was tipsy for sure, stepping beside him, letting their arms touch, leaning onto the barrier. "that message was so strange from you, max. i got scared for the first time for real in many years in our friendship. when i read that you want to talk, i thought... i don't know what i thought, but no good things came to my mind." she bragged, max noticed the unertainty in her eyes despite her smile. it was his turn to talk.

"i know i had to write more, or call you, but i wasn't able to. i couldn't find the right words."

"you don't have to say the right words. i know you, i know what you mean and what you don't, we're best friends, fuck, maxie... you scared me when you said nothing, because i felt you say nothing because you don't want to."

his heart was heavy —he felt like he's gonna cry, but he didn't know why. y/n stated facts, but on the other hands, she thought he doesn't want her —he never wanted her think this.

"i'm sorry, y/n. i just... fuck, why is this so hard? you're so cool, so pretty, you help me even if you're not aware of it, you're perfect, y/n. you're perfect for me, and when i lashed out, i was scared that you know that i feel towards you. and if you know it, you're not gonna stay by my side."

y/n grew concerned.

"why do you think that i'm not gonna be by your side, maxie?"

max groaned, wiping his face, fingers running through his hair. his body was heavy, he felt so tired, he couldn' carry the weight any longer —it was time for it.

𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦

"can i be direct and honest?"

the girl beside him nodded.

"just tell me what's worrying you, max."

"it's because i fucking love you, i'm in love with you. i don't know how long, i don't know how, but that's it. i see how perfect you are, how you grow more powerful, more confident every day, y/n, how you glow not just on the races but when we're together. i'm scared if you gonna outgrow me, and that you'll find someone who you think is gonna love you better than me, how you will find someone more handsome, more better than words, more... more better for you." he didn't even notice the tear his eyes let out. "i know i'm miserable now, but that's the only way how i can directly say i love you. and i don't want you to let me go, but i can't do anything."

y/n stood still for a couple of minutes, looking deeply into his eyes.

"i'm sorry i let you fee this for so long, maxie. but i can understand why you felt that way, because..."

the pause was so long —because i found someone, because i only think about you as a friend, because i knew you feel this way, i just wanted to give you fake hope, because you really are miserable, because...

"...i couldn't express how i love you neither."

max's glance shot up, right into her eyes —they were honest as always. was this a dream?

"i think i see you how you see me. i am worried for you, i want to go back to the times when i met you, sometimes i wish i could perform better in front of you, just to be sure i still interest you, but then i know i couldn't keep up my mask with you, if we're together like, in ninety percent of time. and in the last couple of days, i was scared that you want to talk to me because you got enough of me, or you found someone, someone who's not me."

"'i could never find anybody who's not you, y/n."

max whispered, brushing her shoulder —it was agonizing what they triggered out from the other. their outsides was like cages, and the insides anted to break out from the beginning, like smoke and spirits wo wanted to intertwine, to be bound together.

"me neither, maxie. i think i'm in love with you, since i knew the little boy in the red bull academy."

everything was so silent, and the ceremony long forgotten —or max, it was just him and y/n. it was always just y/n, his y/n.

"can i kiss you how i always wanted?" he croaked out, brushing his nose against hers as she cut up his lower lip with hers,

"if you don't, i'm gonna cry, maxie."

that kiss was more than anything —years of waiting, years of yearning for each other, years of unconditional love, years of hope and tears, years of sleepless nights and euphoric stands on the podium, thousand of doubts, but in the end, it was just pure love —y/n's lips were salvation, the only one that assuaged his hunger, his soul.

breaking the kiss, hugging her stronger than ever, touching the soft, naked skin on her back with his hands, he never wanted anything more than this —and now, it was in his hands.

"i don't care what you say if you kiss me like this. i know you. now i know everything." y/n said, kissing his jaw, laying her head on his chest, turning to the city lights that shined under them. max turned to the sight too, like he owned the whole world, concepts, sentences and silly words long forgotten.

𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘳𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥, 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦,

𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴.

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mariesocuniverse · 3 years

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Relationships: NCT 127

Maeil (aka Daily)

there are two meanings to their ship name

first is, of course, their names mashed together but the second meanings is much cuter and the one fans use to explain their dynamic

When Mae found out their ship name was Maeil her first reaction was “Oh? Is it because I make sure to let Taeil hyung I love him daily?” while cuddling Taeil on a couch

he’s the same age as Mae’s older brother so she treats him as such

her brother is literally like “Are you replacing me with Taeil? I’m your reall brother!” and she’s just there sweating

part of Taeil’s hype squad and will fight donghyuck for the position of president

like the two were on vlive and spent a good fifteen minutes arguing about their positions in the club Mae won but donghyuck refuses to acknowledge it

he could be doing something simple and you can see Mae in the background with a big smile cheering

he’s also like her personal teddy bear whenever she wants cuddles and/or wants to rest

there are just multiple gifs floating around nct twt of Mae tackling Taeil for a hug or her just clinging to him on a couch because she’s either tired and wants to rest or just wants cuddles

absolutely adores his voice

there are multiple compilations on youtube about all the times Mae compliments Taeil on his voice and him just blushing the whole time

Maenny

was lowkey intimidated bc the man is a fucking tree and basically towers over her

but then he saw him play around with some other trainees and that thought disappeared real quick

he’s more like the protective older brother than like a parent like Doyoung or Taeyong

can and has used his height to his advantage when it comes to scaring people who hurt Mae or do something to make her sad

he was one of the first people who found out about her old company and he looked like he was about to storm their building probably would’ve if it weren’t for Mae

one of the first people she became friends with because he always answered questions she had when she was a trainees

before debut there were times people could see Johnny walk somewhere and Mae is just trailing after him like a lost puppy more like running because the man’s legs are long and he walks faster

there was this one time someone asked where Mae was and Johnny just shuffled to the side to reveal her behind him

his large frame was just big enough to hide her from everyone’s vision unless you walk past the two

you know that one vid of predebut nct performing Under The Sea with Johnny wearing the fish head? Mae was supposed to join him dressed as Ariel but the idea was cut last minute

there was this one time Mae couldn’t see something bc she was too short so Johnny lifted her up and put her on his shoulders

okay enough about Mae’s height

during shows he’s always encouraging Mae to talk more when she seems unsure whether to give her input or not

johnny, after an interviewer asks a question: “what do you think Mae?”

absolutely melts whenever she does aegyo because no matter how old she is he’ll always see her as the cute kid who followed him everywhere

MaeTae

honestly it’s hard to pinpoint where Taeyong’s protective parental energy started getting directed to Mae

like it might’ve been somewhere predebut but she doesnt know when

she’s like 50% sure she just blanked out and suddenly Taeyong appeared in her life scolding her for not taking care of herself

it’s not like she’s complaining abt it she’s really grateful to have someone like him in her life

when her family got worried abt her joining a group filled with guys he personally went to her house and calmly explained how Mae will be taken care of and how the group will make sure that she’ll be safe

first person to know if there’s something between SM and Mae that the other members don’t know about

he was also the first member to know about what happened with Mae and her old company

she knows she can trust him with anything

he found her alone crying in one of the practice rooms and she just poured her heart out to him

Whenever they go places as a large group he looks for Mae first before counting the other members

she got lost once and now he doesnt want her out of his sight for more than five minutes

she got him a “world’s greatest dad” trophy as a joke that he has on a shelf in his room

YuMae

you know how yuta acts with mark and winwin? yeah he does the same for Mae

if he isnt giving a hug to mark he’s all the way across the room with Mae giving her a back hug

Mae: does nothing

Yuta: aigoo look how cute she is :)

she doesnt ignore him tho she just returns the affection

likes to jump on his back for a piggy back ride or just run and jump to give him a hug

there was this one clip that went viral of Yuta talking to someone and he just pauses for a moment before turning around to catch Mae, who seemingly came out of nowhere, into a hug and turned back to his conversation

neither yuta nor the other person seemed fazed so this seemed like a regular occurrence to them

he teaches her japanese!

its beneficial to both of them because Mae can learn and Yuta won’t forget any Japanese while living in Korea :D

really really really loves his smile

like real whipped (A/N i wrote this while watching the under the sea performance and now im going through it)

like she sees him smile and that makes her smile and that makes fans smile

Can and has glared at “fans” and other people who make her uncomfortable whether it be at the airport or during their schedules

There was this one time Mae was walking ahead of him when there were fansites following them and he just pulled her back into his arms because he noticed an anti of hers was nearby

It’s like a lion trying to protect a kitten

2Young

again did not know how Doyoung because like a parent to Mae but she just ended up rolling with it

She just has this aura to her that makes you want to care of her and give her love

whenever they go eat together with the group he always put food on her plate, regardless of whether the managers glare at him or not he glares back anyway so they back off

“doyoung she’s been put on a diet-” “she’s going to eat whether you like it or not”

one time Mae got sick with a fever and he just burst into her room with medicine and soup

if taeyong has the “world’s greatest dad” trophy doyoung has the “world’s greatest mom” trophy that he says he’ll throw it away but has it perched on his desk

Mae’s also one of the members who like to clown him

she’s the one of the reasons he already has gray hairs

Mae has a folder of embarrassing photos of Doyoung’s childhood that his brother sent to her and refuses to delete it

she cant do anything about them tho bc Doyoung got his own folder of babie Mae pics courtesy of Mae’s older brother

Haechan has tried and failed to gain access to either of those folders

MaeHyun

major sibling energy

but not like the bickering kind of energy but more like very soft and uwu

there are a lot of people asking them “are you sure you’re not related?” during interviews and fansigns

Fans are just waiting for the two to do a duet bc come on SM you have a real life Disney prince and princess here

Let Mae be the Jasmine to Jaehyun’s Aladdin and perform A Whole New World together

She likes to poke his dimple

There’s this one vid where Jaehyun and Mae are sitting together and she just pokes his dimple and Jaehyun’s smile gets bigger

joked about if he could let her meet yugyeom and bambam bc of 97line and he just went no <3

when jaehyun was inkigayo’s mc nobody could approach her with the infamous inkigayo sandwich bc she was always with him not like anyone could try considering mae has several bodyguards wherever she goes

you know how jaehyun won the alpaca plushie in nct life? he gave it to mae bc he know how much she loved plushies

Honestly the majority of the plushies in her room were given to her by jaehyun

She has a bear named after him uwu

MaeWoo

Loves the energy he gives and thinks he’s so funny

He never fails to make her laugh whenever she needs cheering up

they used to be shy around each other when he first joined the group but they caught each other having a midnight snack so they just talked at 3am eating ramen until doyoung found them and told them to go to bed

now it’s just tradition for them to go to a convenience store together and eat ramen or whatever snacks they decide to get

nobody is allowed to join them its only a MaeWoo thing

Mae has natural aegyo but Jungwoo has taught her to use it to her advantage which she does but not often

Another one of Mae’s cuddle buddies

She just thinks he looks so soft so she just clings to him whenever he’s nearby

Major uwu energy over here when it comes to the two of them together

idk why but i dont see him as the type to be protective when it comes to her dating

he’s more like

“you dont have a boyfriend yet? damn people dont know what they’re missing”

or on the other side of the spectrum

“good luck to your future boyfriend he’ll need it if he’s gonna date you”

2Ma/MaeKyung

Older brother that doesn’t feel like an older brother

Majority of the time he kinda just feels like they’re the same age or younger so newer fans get shocked when they find out she’s younger

Like there was this one time Johnny the two were playing Smash Bros and Mark was whining because he lost and Mae was jumping in the background cheering it was his fourth loss in a row but he won’t say it

they were kinda awkward around each other at first so johnny literally had to stick them in a room together and didn’t let them leave until they talked to each other

it worked and they just vibed and rambled about different topics like trainee life and what mark’s life in Vancouver was like

speaking of Vancouver

one time during their stay in Vancouver they wanted to have a friend date but he lost her at a mall and took twenty minutes trying to find her until she used the announcement service to call him

he wouldve ask his Vancouver friends to go with them but some of them had a crush on mae so no <3

When she first starting writing songs and her own lyrics she went to Mark first and asked if the lyrics she wrote were good

They were amazing and Mark made sure to tell her that :D

mae’s reaction to his dream graduation was one of the saddest things czennies have seen so when she found out he was coming back she would not let go of him

Literally could not stop smiling whenever mark was with the rest of dream filming for Resonance

It’s just very wholesome and czennies are willing to riot if SM decides to separate them

Maechan

You know how I said Maehyun was the soft and uwu type of siblings? Well Maechan are the bickering type of siblings

You know the ones who like to bicker over minor things but still would protect each other for life

they have so much dirt on each other on trainee days lmao

Haechan to Mae: lmao what a loser

Haechan when someone insults Mae: listen here you little shit

The only person allowed to clown her is him and the rest of NCT

he heard a trainee talk shit about her once and they still can’t look haechan in the eye

he’s only a few months older than her but he uses the “i’m older!” card whenever he can

“i’m older therefore i get to go first” “excuse me sir but you’re only three months older than me” “but im still older”

they fight for the title of the favorite 127 maknae but they both know that can do what they want

Mae is more lenient towards the hyungs during yaja time than haechan is tho so she just vibes whenever they go to scold him when the games over

they do team up a lot so they’re a menace when they do something together

especially in games

their competitive nature plus their brain power together? its over it even started

50% of the time they have to be separated from each other when it comes to choosing teams

the other 50% is someone choosing both of them because they want that easy win

Those two are willing to risk it all even for a bag of chips

#24th member of nct #nct 24th member #nct female oc #nct female addition #nct au #kpop female addition #nct addition #nct dream female addition #nct dream female member #nct 127 female addition #nct 127 female member

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mikaze-discord · 3 years

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OG Heavens: Love letters

For these Heavens posts, I had reached out to a few people who just never ended up responding. With projects like these, please at least hear them out, you don't have to do it because I know its a huge project but at least tell them you won't be doing it instead of ghosting them. But apart from that little road block, this project was really fun!!

Please enjoy under the cut!!!!

EIICHI OTORI

From @milkmateartist:

I have always leaned towards megane characters and Eiichi is no exception. However, it's not often you see idols wearing glasses, and that is something I appreciate about Eiichi's design. His color palette also intrigues me since I love deep shades of blue. His royal blue jacket is very attractive, and the way he pops the collar also makes me go "kya!". His voice is also very sexy as well and is pleasing to the ear uwu. I love how egoistic he is too. Being incredibly ambitious he has been able to reach amazing heights that surpass other idols. The one thing that seems to make him unique though is that he really gets zealous and overly passionate when it comes to the power of music, so much that it makes him physically tremble. You could get high off that shit literally. His entire being is centered around being an idol, and all the components of him go above and beyond the requirements. It's not just a job for him or something that simply makes an earning or brings satisfaction. It's pretty much everything to him. For that reason he has made it to the top. There is also the component where he's lonely and isolated emotionally that interests me. Despite being a beloved idol, he clearly didn't get the love he needed growing up. Even though he had Eiji I feel as though his nature was more to protect Eiji and shield him from whatever terrors would arise. I admire his ability to come through all of that and pay attention to the things he really cared about. Eiichi can be himself, his strange, sexy self, but also he acknowledges the lonesome darkness within too. I think that component makes him incredibly powerful.

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While appearing to be a bad guy in the anime (at least), Eiichi seemed to be that typical bad boy idol that would steal away Haruka from the main group. The time when he approached Haruka and took her by the chin is a perfect example. How dare this new guy just think he can have his way with our protagonist! To be honest I liked that aspect about him a bit. While I can't remember my first impression of Eiichi aside from not knowing how to feel about that, he slowly grew on me. He had the appearance of just another selfish idol, demonstrated by swiping the mic away from the announcer at one of his concerts and immediately declaring their foreseen victory. So far that looked rather bland to me, and I was still cheering for STARISH. They really made him out to look like some bad guy who would not play fair and do whatever he could to take the throne (and the girl). It's not surprising his glasses shine adds to his 'freaky antagonist' vibe that the show seemed to try to give off, but however for me I love the glasses beam, thus having the opposite effect.

And then there is the Next Door episode. Now here's where we got to see more of Eiichi aside from when the HEAVENS Dragon demolished the entire stadium. Aside from kya-ing over the EiichiOtoya content (especially where he goes behind otoya and covers his eyes), I got to see more of him here. It surprised me that someone so cocky and confident was actually the same depressed, lonely person that Otoya was. But it was also evident to me as well that he did care about the effect it had on Otoya as well after he sort-of-well mind broke him. I like how he is ambitious but also still caring, as compared to an antagonist that would stop at nothing to achieve their goal regardless of how much pain they cause.

I also enjoy Eiichi because I feel like I can roleplay him well. Usually for me, roleplay has to achieve some kind of goal since I tend to be business oriented. I think to some degree I'm able to practice being a eboy idol through Eiichi, as I do enjoy charming the fans. It also helps that I can naturally play characters with an inflated ego who enjoy charming people.

From @/egoisticCEO on twt:

July 2019. When Eiichi was first introduced to me via his voice, I hated him from the very beginning. His singing, his appearance, his personality – everything about him made me despise him. It’s funny looking back and seeing how quickly my attitude changed towards him, realising I’d been biased against him because of a friend. Finding more about him, hate turned to interest. It seemed like his life hadn’t been the best. Maybe that was why he acted in such a way? Interest turned to liking him more. Maybe I’d misunderstood him. I’d made the mistake of taking him at surface level.

December 2019. Like was slowly turning to love. More and more, I found myself looking at him instead of my current favourites. I found myself wanting him to actually be a part of Egoistic. Once I started devouring HEAVENS Radio and unveiling his true character, it was shocking how quickly I fell. He truly acted like a father to everyone in his band. Giving them what he never received. Everything was for them to thrive.

2020. With how much I was at home, it only made sense I grew more obsessed. I found Life with Thanks’ translation. “We’re irreplaceable to him,” he tells us, and that made me certain that his heart wasn’t as evil as some people liked to believe. He’s a caretaker, someone who wants everyone to feel like they matter. Even at his own expense. Instead of selfish, he’s selfless.

I related to him more than I have to any character – it was comforting. Seeing someone have no choice but to put on a brave face, even when his confidence was at an all time low. 2020 got a lot harder for me, but when I recovered, Eiichi was like a home to go back to. Time and time again, I’d have to break away, but I’d always be invited back in by that stupid smirk and overexaggerated ego and the warmest heart you could ever find. Every scene I watched with him would make me smile. I’d tease him to myself. I still do.

2021. That brings us to now. I can’t see my love for this one of a kind man dying any time soon. I don’t want it to, either. Just looking at him makes me happy! He’s the type of character with so many facets to his personality that you can keep digging and never reach the end. So, in conclusion, I hope I never stop finding new things out about this wonderful idiot. More than anything, he deserves all the love he gives to others, and I’d love to provide it tenfold.

KIRA SUMERAGI

From Anon:

Many have their reasons to love their favorite characters. As for me, why Kira Sumeragi is my favorite character is because there are several things about him that I can relate myself to and there are a few qualities he has that I like about him. If many do not know about Kira that much, they’d look at who he is. He may look intimidating at first and may not talk much, when in actuality, Kira is a considerate, dependable, and mindful guy. Mainly, he is the type of guy that lets his actions do the explaining. He is a hard worker, as an idol, he looks after his bandmates, HEAVENS, like family. It’s like what Eiichi said in HEAVENS Radio about Kira, “he is HEAVENS’ pride!” Although he may not say much, Kira is very observant of his surroundings and never hesitates in his decisions. The members of HEAVENS understand and acknowledge Kira, knowing that he means well.

You can even tell in his solo music! Although there are only two solo songs for Kira, if you read the lyrics carefully, Kira’s thoughts and feelings are shown. Kira always knew that if he cannot explain his feelings through words, then he’ll let his songs and his actions do it for him for you to see. Although the anime doesn’t show much of Kira, the only way to get to know him more is through HEAVENS Radio, also drama CDs like Paradise Lost, and other media like LINE Messenger Japan. There’s still much that I’d want to know about him, but as a start, these things are what makes Kira my favorite character for HEAVENS.

From Anon:

Aside from my huge bias towards OnoD the first thing that drew my attention to Kira was his design. Dark haired anime boys with bright eyes have such a vibe and I loved how mysterious he was set up to be in season 2. But the thing that really hooked me a lot was the found family that Heavens became over the progression of the anime.

Particularly since people in the fandom have a bunch of funky headcanons about Kira being the mom friend in the group, which is incredibly wholesome. Kira’s very quiet and reserved but clearly holds a deep caring for his group members and does what he can when needed which is one of the reasons why he became so loveable for me.

NAGI MIKADO

From @/_PXRFECTIONIST on twt:

If I managed to stan Nagi, so will you.

Greetings. I present to you, once more, a story of how I came to love a character that I wished I threw hands with.

So.

Nagi Mikado.

The possible only utapri character that Shinomiya oshis despise. Thanks to what happened in the anime.

Truth be told, I too was one of them. Until I came to love Both Shinomiya and Nagi. Reason?

Research.

Ya see, it is universally agreed upon that the way Nagi was pushing and pulling at Shinomiya's trauma and DID was… Not okay. So I said "yeah okay what an obnoxious kid i dont think ill ever like him lol" especially since I never come to really warm up to people younger than me.

Boy was I wrong.

My heart really sways easily when I go deep into characters, and why they act the way they are. And also because I chose to roleplay as him, but let's not. Speak of that.

(its actually the main reason i like him in the first place who am i fooling)

Nagi is… Indeed obnoxious, and really has bad manners that are covered up by his cute looks and fame, especially since he's one of the original HEAVENS members, but once you get to really know him.. It makes sense why he's being such a brat. And that is sort of endearing. And knowing how his group is like family to him too, it becomes harder and harder to completely dislike him.

….

He really is a boss man.

He knows what he wants, and how to get it. He knows how to get people to like him without handing over the tiniest sliver of his weaknesses. He acts in his own way that shapes his personality to suit him, yet still manages to be caring and helpful, even if it's hard to see tenderness and good will through his aggression.

Reading his solo lyrics, listening to the drama CDs, even thinking of headcanons due to lack of lore, it all slowly comes together like a lovely parfait to suddenly make you realize..

'Wow…'

'I really do like that rat.

#utapri #utanoprincesama #uta no prince sama #eiichi otori #otori eiichi #Kira Sumeragi #Sumeragi Kira #Nagi Mikado #Mikado Nagi

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fisheoctrashdump · 3 years

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Jess 1-20 (with Jax, Blez, and Kaya)

So I completely forgot about the holiday headcanon and I currently can't think of any now so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Cooking

As we know, Jess is absolutely horrible at cooking.

I do imagine she has times where she thinks "Sacra and Blez make it look so easy…" and attempts to cook anyway, which predictably ends in disaster.

Even little Jess is bad at cooking, but she still enjoys helping with cooking/baking and dumping too much or weird ingredients into what's being made.

I also like to imagine Jess vibes in the kitchen with whoever is cooking (assuming she's not drowning herself with work) to feel like she's helping somehow. She usually somehow ends up standing in front of whatever drawer or cabinet the other person needs to get into every single time lol

Sleeping

She's surprisingly clingy when she's sleeping.

Before bless, I feel like Jess liked sleeping in smaller beds because it felt less empty.

Shortly after they started dating, Jess panicked that her bed wasn't big enough and went out to buy the biggest bed she could find. (Jase regretted helping her with it when he finds out why she got it lol)

Driving

Jess actually really enjoys driving. I imagine she finds long drives to be soothing, and it's something she does when she finally decides to take a break from the pressure of work or whatever else. She could barely fuckin see for the longest time, but she still managed to be a fairly decent driver despite this and nobody knew she had shit vision because of this lol

Bathing/showering

Admittedly, there were times Jess went without bathing for a few days because she was so focused on her work. She eventually forced herself to speed shower when she remembered to do it while drowning in her work. The other three in bleblesscra are a big help in reminding her to take care of herself and help her breaks

Hugging

(I'm going based off of memory for the next few so if things contradict other things then oof)

Just gonna stick hugging and general physical contact together

I don't imagine Jess is super comfortable with hugging, especially during and shortly after gen1 events. She does make an exception with Blee and Sacra, but only after she trusts them more.

Jess changes a lot by gen2. She is so much more affectionate with everyone around her.

Kissing

She feels uncomfortable initiating kisses, especially in public. After she and Blee start dating, Jess is very reluctant to kiss her considering what happened right before they did start dating. She eventually just feels comfortable enough around Blee that she allows herself to do this, as long as it's in private. When she starts dating Sacra, she still only initiates in private.

During gen2, Jess will kiss her partners whenever the mood hits. Typically, it's still mostly when she's alone with her partners, but occasionally Jess will see one of her partners and be filled with so much love for them that she will kiss them regardless of where they are or who's around.

Sex

Babies ewe

I don't have anything to share about her sex life that hasn't been mentioned before :(

Physical appearance

The biggest change to Jess's physical appearance between gen1 and gen2 is the glasses. Jess can finally see. I feel like she never got glasses before because she just didn't like them and really didn't want them. She will go times before gen2 where she will refuse to wear her glasses, but she eventually gets used to them

She also has shorter hair in gen2, but it's not much shorter. It's armpit length I think.

Wardrobe

Jess goes through a major wardrobe change between gen1 and gen2 holy shit. Before and during gen1, Jess wore mostly only darker colors like brown and black, and wore very concealing clothing. She owned pants, button up shirts, and high collared compression shirts, mostly.

After moving to earth, Jess expands her wardrobe a little. She starts adding orange and yellow clothing, and eventually, she also adds things like dresses and tank tops once she gets more comfortable with the idea of it :)

She also owns clothing for little space! Little Jess likes to wear overalls, but she also has like long striped socks and cute skirts and stuff uwu

Jewelry

No jewelry for her normally, but…

She does own a lot of jewelry for when she's in little space. Little jess loves jewelry, but it's mostly the cheap plastic stuff. I could see her wearing like ten necklaces at once and bracelets covering her arms and running around like that lol

Nickname

Jess is short for Jessabelle OwO

I think Sacra calls her Jessy when she's in little space

I don't think there's much for nicknames for Jess tbh

Dancing

I don't think Jess is much of a dancer, though I do like to imagine Sacra sometimes gets her to dance with him like a romantic slow dance kinda thing.

Singing

Jess doesn't like singing in front of other people. She's not super great at it, either. She sometimes sings certain songs when it's just her and Sacra, though.

Anger

Though Jess gets annoyed by little things very easily, it takes a lot to make her actually angry. She says things she doesn't mean when she's mad, and when in an argument with her, she will cut deep to whatever will upset that person. She takes her anger out on the source, usually, but this is sometimes a problem she faces with her partners. She will learn to hold back with them if they ever anger her, eventually.

Soft spot

Blee, Sacra, and Blez. She is so in love with them.

Photography. Seeing certain photos makes her melt, especially the amazing places she's photographed while doing travel photography.

The bleblesscra cats, eventually. Once she gets more comfortable around them, she welcomes all three of them laying on her (though she's still not sure why they choose to sleep on her so often lol)

Her children, once she has them.

Adrien, Jase, and Jax.

Probably Amanda, too.

Favorite possession

Her camera. This one is pretty obvious why

Her twenty one pilots jacket uwu

Favorite photograph

I mentioned this one before, actually, because I tried so fucking hard to draw it XDD 😭

Before and during gen1 events, Jess refused to have her picture taken. It takes a little while after moving to earth before Jess warms up to the idea, and she decides to make the first picture of her a picture of her and her partners together. It's her favorite, and always will be.

Relationship with ___

Jax

Jess's relationship with Jax is significant because he's the first person she connected with after being separated from her family (I mean, other than Embry but that was short lived XDD ._. )

Aside from reconnecting with Jase, of course, Jax became the only person Jess could rely on. She noticed early on into knowing Jax that he seemed to have a strong fondness for her, and honestly, it felt nice. Weird, but nice. It wasn't something she was used to, but Jess felt comfortable enough around Jax to start opening up to him. It was slow, of course, but she wanted to be closer to him.

By the time story events start, Jess will have a deeper friendship with Jax than she ever thought possible. He's the one she goes to for advice, and the one she most likes spending time with other than Blee. This all comes at a price, though, because she will realize that there's a lot that Jax is hiding from her and it feels strange. He knows so much about her, but she doesn't know a lot about him. She will understand, in a way, because after all she does keep some things from him (regarding Adrien, most specifically), but the balance between what she knows and what he knows is definitely off.

Additionally, she starts to wonder why Jax and Kiro are so distant. If it were her brother, she wouldn't hesitate to rebuild their relationship. She's even still trying with Jase, after everything they've gone through so far. All of this combined with the fact that Jax is hiding something from her about Jase causes Jess and Jax's relationship to suffer for a lot of gen1 events. In fact, it gets worse after she finds out what it was Jax was hiding from her. It hurts her, but when she finally gets a chance to talk to him face to face after atrova events, she is able to work through things with him and Jax ultimately gives the promise to Jess that he will be more open with her.

Leaving Jax behind to go to earth with the others will actually be pretty hard on Jess. She talks to him pretty often, and looks forward to seeing him on their visits. At one point during one of their visits to kartoffel, (before Jess has any kids of her own), Jax makes an excuse to spend time alone with Jess and they finally address the romantic feelings for each other that have been growing over the years. Jess and Jax make the decision to start dating, and enter a long distance relationship.

During gen2, Jess doesn't really have any issues with Jax. She's not aware of Jax keeping secrets from his other family because he doesn't do that with her anymore. She has known about the issues with Josine and Kiyan, and all of Jax's concerns and theories about everything.

Jess feels a lot of love for Jax like she does with her other partners. She sometimes wishes one of them lived closer so she could see him more often, but that's really her only complaint.

Blez

Blez didn't really make a good first impression on Jess. To her, Blez seemed like a child pouting over not getting her way. She felt even more uncomfortable being around Blee, because Blez gave them odd looks.

Once Blez apologized to Jess on atrova, she agreed with the points that were made, but she still didn't really feel that Blez was sincere about her intention of getting along with her. She was, though, and for a brief time she felt more comfortable in the group when Blez was around.

After Blez and Clay break up, she feels bad for her, but she doesn't think about it too much. When Blez talks to her and Sacra about her feelings for Blee, she wasn't really surprised, but… the timing was horrible, honestly. Regardless, Jess had no issues with Blez and told her to take that chance with Blee, if she really felt that way. (I've thought before that Jess might be uncomfortable or weirded out by Blez's feelings for Blee, just because of her situation with Jase, but I changed my mind on that. Blez is obviously different than Jase, and Jess would see that and not really be concerned about her being an insane yandere lol)

Through the rest of the story events, I have been imagining little moments between Jess and Blez where Blez asks Jess to help her learn how to defend herself and such. Actually, I think this happened during old hnmp events too? If it did I guess I just really liked that idea and it has stuck with me ever since.

Anyway, during this I feel like Jess starts to develop feelings for Blez. She sees Blez as a completely different person from where they started, and Blez shows the more complicated sides of her without completely unloading all her problems on everyone.

As they get closer, and Jess realizes her feelings for Blez, she kind of panics about it. Almost as bad as when she realized she had feelings for Sacra, honestly. The last of the story probably has so much going on that she's able to keep the thought out of her head, but once everything is resolved and they're all deciding what to do next, Jess is very aware of her feelings for Blez. And, she's just not sure that Blez even feels the same way.

At some point after they get to earth (and also after Blez and Blee start dating) Jess tries to find some way to confess to Blez. I'm not exactly sure how this will happen yet, tbh, because I still don't see Jess as confident enough to confess. Maybe Blez will? Who knows?

Anyway, Jess is so super soft for Blez. I imagine the positive energy Blez brings to the relationship is great for Jess. Also, whenever Blez starts going on about a new interest like an otome or show or something Jess is always just really supportive and trying but also so confused. She doesn't follow along with a lot of Blez's interests. It's moments like when Jess is sitting with Blez while she works on her cameras, or when they sneak off together to drink monsters and Blez lets Jess pick all the music that makes their relationship.

Kaya

I imagine Jess to be a very overprotective parent. With Kaya specifically, she becomes this way more with her after the event with Jaiden's dad. Jess feels horrible about what happened, and she blames herself for not being able to prevent it. All Jess wanted was for her kids to experience a better life than she got to, and with Kaya, she feels like she failed her.

Jess is very encouraging to Kaya. She noticed that Kaya seemed to pick up the same habits as her when it comes to work, so Jess tries to do for Kaya as her partners did for her. She helps Kaya take breaks and tries to encourage her to go hang out with her friends rather than letting her school work consume her. Some days it seems this worked a little too well, because Kaya will stay out until (or after) her curfew.

Despite all this, Jess is trying to trust Kaya to make good decisions. She does ask questions about where she's going and who she's going with, but Jess knows Kaya is prone to lying.

#jess #hnmp #headcanon ask game

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ironicallyaliveandwell · 5 years

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Find me in Paris Season 2 reaction (so far lol)

!!!spoilers!!!

Okay, so I am just finished episode 7 of season 2 and y’all I have some points,,,

wtf is wrong with Lena

Is it just me or are you guys kind of confused lol, I mean Henri came and ruined everything tried to get Lena home, and then the portal closes, so they have to stay. but then Lena stays at the dance school giving nobody the truth, like max is so heartbroken and confused and I don’t blame him.

Max still needs a hug

I am still in love with max, like he deserves the world, I want only happiness for him. Especially now since his evil dad is the teacher. And I know Lena still likes him, I feel like she probably thinks she has to be with Henri.

JEFF AND ISAAC ARE LITERALLY THE CUTEST

Okay I mean, they aren’t together or anything, but I ship them so much, I really hope something happens later in the season, cause they would be really cute together, and I got the feels just watching them practice hip hop uwu

Thea and Frank are really cute

Okay so, hank was my favourite time keeper, literally so cute. And even thought Thea isn’t my favourite character, especially with the whole 1905 thing, I still think she deserves someone who will treat her good!

CLIVE IS SO PURE AND ADORABLE I MISS HIM

THE PAINTING, THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY

Well that’s kind of all that I have to say right now, I can’t reall think of what else, but if you want to talk or ask me about something that happened in the show, message me or comment and we can get this little fandom started!!

#find me in paris #find me in paris 2 #find me in paris s2 #find me in paris season 2 #paris #dance #ballet #hulu #hulu original

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tikitm · 5 years

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hiiii

ive been getting back into the writing groove by writing small drabbles and little one shots here and there - but @owo-uwu-begonethot gave me this prompt and i wrote a little something for it and it actually came out reall well !! its a 5 +1, but its not that long i swear.

i wasn’t sure if i should post it on AO3 so we’ll see

enjoy ^^

5 Times Peter Asked For A Hug and 1 Time He Didn’t Have To

1. Tony Stark

“Sad” wasn’t a word one would usually use to describe Peter Parker.

Peter Parker was an optimistic, always-smiling kid who always went above and beyond for the people he loved - he was rarely upset. He was like a breath of fresh air to all the people in the compound because he would never, ever let a rainy day ruin the mood. A simply smile went a long way - Tony had noticed this with his time with Peter.

But sometimes he forgot that Peter was just a kid - a kid who had been through way too much for his age. A kid who needed comfort too.

And that fact hit Tony square in the face when the kid - his kid - walks into the living room with his eyes red-rimmed and tear tracks on his cheeks. Tony couldn’t do anything more than watch as Peter stumbled over to him, his head down and his breaths jumpy and shaky.

“...Kid?” Tony spoke cautiously, as if talking to a wild animal. He waited patiently for a response, watching as Peter wiped his eyes and looked up, but didn’t meet Tony’s eyes.

“C… can I please have a hug?” The teenager asked horsley, and Tony freezed up a bit.

He… never really ‘did’ hugs. Tony had never received a lot of hugs when he was a child, so he just grew up thinking that he didn’t really need to hug. Besides the occasional hugs from Pepper, he wouldn’t let anyone else hug him.

But…

Seeing Peter - the kid he had sworn to protect - crying and asking for something he wouldn’t normally ask for, and looking so upset…

Tony bit back a sigh and opened his arms, his heart cracking just a little bit as a choked sob made its way out of Peter’s throat. The teenager then tucked himself into Tony, wrapping his arms around the man as he hugged back.

“Damn, kid… you’re making me go soft.” Tony whispered jokingly, smiling a little when a small laugh sounded from Peter. After that, he went silent, nothing making noise aside from the small sniffles and sobs from the boy. Tony began to card his fingers through Peter’s hair, hoping it would bring some kind of comfort to him, and bit back a laugh when Peter seemed to melt into him more.

Tony would find out what was bothering him later. For now, he would just stay here like this, with his kid, giving Peter the comfort he needed.

And that was enough.

2. Steve Rogers

Steve found Peter in the training room at 3 in the morning, hitting a punching bag with all the force he could muster. From the distance, Steve thought he was just training (but why would he be up at this hour??), but as he got closer, he could see the tears that were running down Peter’s cheeks. With a small cry (of rage?? Sorrow?? Steve couldn’t tell.), Peter landed a hard blow on the punching bag and sent it flying across the room.

Peter heaved in breaths as he stood in the middle of the room, looking so impossibly small and sad. Steve couldn’t just stand there and do nothing, so he cleared his throat and stood a little straighter, calling out to the boy softly.

“Peter-” He stopped when Peter whipped his head around, clearly alarmed. “...hey. What are you doing up so late?” Steve managed to soften his voice a little more in an effort to calm Peter down - make him realize that he was in no immediate danger.

“Heh. Hi Mister Captain America Steve Rogers, sir.” Peter wiped his eyes in a vain attempt to hide the tears. “I just couldn’t sleep. I guess that’s why you’re down here, too?”

“...you’re right.” Steve smiled, albeit awkwardly and weakly, and moved to take a couple of steps forward. “But you’re a growing boy, you know. You need sleep.”

“...You sound like Tony.” Peter mumbled, and even though there was a smile on his face, it didn’t quite reach his eyes. Steve suppressed a small sigh and put his hand on Peter’s shoulder, internally wincing when the teenager flinched a tiny bit.

“...What’s bothering you, Peter?” Steve asked softly, not expecting the second wave of fresh tears that had suddenly washed over Peter. Peter sniffled, and the next words that came out of his mouth really caught Steve off-guard.

“...Can I please have a hug?” Peter whimpered, scrubbing at his face rather harshly.

Steve would be damned if he didn’t give this kid a hug.

And the fact that the boy was so small caught up to him when Peter got swallowing up by Steve’s arms, practically disappearing when he melted into the hug.

3. Natasha

Natasha didn’t exactly do… emotions.

(Well - that was one way to put it.)

Being trained and brought up as an assassin, Natasha was always taught that you had to suppress your feelings in order to get through a mission - nothing could stop you from getting to the goal that you set and that you had.

However, ever since moving in with the only family she’d ever had, she was beginning to open up more - she was beginning to learn how to express herself more.

And that all started with a little someone name Peter Parker who also happened to be a spider.

(That was the first thing he had said to her after he got over his initial shock - ‘hey! We’re both spiders! Isn’t that cool?!’)

Natasha had found the boy sniffling to himself in the kitchen as he grabbed a cup with shaking hands from the cabinet above him. The Black Widow found herself frowning as she walked into the kitchen casually, not really sure how to attack this problem, but determined to nonetheless.

“Hey, Parker.” She said lowly, and Peter jumped in surprise. He blinked, his eyes shining with unshed tears.

“O-oh! Hello, Miss Black Widow Natasha, m’am. Miss.” He said quickly, blinking rapidly as if to stop his tears from spilling over. She offered him a small smile and reached for a cup herself, trying to remain casual. Maybe if they just talked, he would feel better? Clint would just talk to her when she felt a bit… down. Maybe this would work for Peter?

“What drink are you going to get? I was thinking a cup of water for myself.” Natasha said, albeit awkwardly, walking over to the refrigerator to fill her cup.

“...I-I was actually just going to get some apple juice,” Peter replied from behind her, his voice all shaky and wobbly. Natasha frowned once more and turned around to face the teenager who wouldn’t even look her in the eye.

“...what’s the matter, Peter?”

There was a small period of silence where none of them said anything, the only noise being Natasha slowly putting her cup down on the counter. Should she have gone for the direct approach? That was a bad idea, it see-

“...Can I please have a hug, Miss Natasha?” Peter asked weakly, finally looking at her in the eyes.

A hug? Natasha wasn’t sure if she was the most qualified for a hug, but… when she looked at Peter, a surge of… protectiveness (??) swelled in her chest. He was always so… bright and happy. It was time for someone to make him feel safe.

So, she smiled. “Of course, Peter.”

She wrapped her arms around him gently, giving him room to step back if need be. After a couple of seconds of sniffles, she whispered quietly, “I got you, паук.”

And even thought Peter probably didn’t know what that meant, it made him cry even harder.

4. Bruce

Bruce had never met anyone who had been excited to see him for him and not the Hulk.

And yet, when he first met Peter Parker, the boy had almost thrown up with excitement.

Peter was a science nerd, it was obvious, and went on and on about how he had read all of Bruce’s lab reports and papers on every single research topic he did, and how he used them for multiple school assignments.

Peter was busy with school a lot (God knows how he kept up with both school and Spider-Man), which was why Bruce wasn’t very surprised when he found Peter on the floor of the labs with multiple papers scattered around him. What he was surprised about, though, was the constant flow of tears that made their way down Peter’s face.

“Peter!’ Bruce couldn’t stop himself before he exclaimed the boy’s name, causing Peter to whip around, his eyes wide and his lip quivering. Bruce realized his error almost immediately.

“O-oh, Doctor Banner, I’m sorry, I’ll get out of your hair right now I promise let me just pick up all of your papers-” Peter said, panicked as he scrambled to pick up all of his papers.

“No, no, no, Peter, don’t-” Bruce quickly made his way over to stop Peter, letting out a small sigh when he managed to stop the boy. “I’m fine with you staying here. But what’s the matter? Is it something in your homework?”

Peter shook his head and let all his papers fly to the floor, looking down at his feet. He opened his mouth, closed it again, shuddered and wrapped his arms around himself. “...Can I have a hug? Please?” He asked quickly, as if he was ashamed of of the question.

“...Of course, Peter.” Bruce didn’t even hesitate - Peter had shown such kindness to him. There was no way he was just going to leave Peter hanging to dry by himself.

Peter let out a small, soft sob and allowed himself to be enveloped in a hug from the Doctor, relaxing when Bruce began to shush him and rub his back.

“It’s okay… it’s okay…”

5. Clint

“Hey, Spider-Child, I’ve been looking all over for - you…” Clint’s cheery hop-in from the vents into the living room was stopped abruptly when he caught sight of the teenager, laying in the fetal position on the couch and crying silently.

Clint was at a loss. He wasn’t sure whether he should just turn like nothing ever happened (it would spare Parker the ‘embarrassment’ of having someone see him cry), or he could stay and try to comfort the boy.

The parent in him pushed the first option away immediately. He couldn’t abandon a crying child and leave them all alone - whenever there was someone crying, comforting had to be done, and Clint wasn’t about to just hightail it out of there to give Peter privacy.

They were a team - and team sticks together like glue.

Like a family.

“Oh, shhhhhooot, Parker.” Clint winced at himself - winced at how phony and awkward he sounded. He cleared his throat and tried again. “Hey Peter, bud - want to talk about it?” He sat on the edge of the couch, close enough so that he could see Peter, but far enough that if Peter wanted to sit up, or get up to leave, he could do so.

Peter remained silent, so Clint just kept on talking. “I know times can get tough, bud, but you have to come to talk to one of us when you do. We’re here for you. And I know it’s hard to adapt to that, but you really have to understand that. You can’t just bottle things up and hope they’ll go away - and we’ll talk to you. I’m always available! I’ll show you my secret place in the vents!” He lowered his voice at the last part, smiling when Peter gave a small, watery laugh. Clint’s smiled softened as he reached over and rested his hand on Peter’s shoulder. “Do you need anything?”

There was a small moment of silence before the question was asked: “Can I please have a hug?”

Without skipping a beat, Clint replied: “Of course, bud. Sit up, though. I don’t want to lay on you and crush you for a hug.”

(Clint was 99% sure Peter could hear the swell of happiness in his chest when Peter laughed in reply and allowed the archer’s arms to encircle him.)

+1. Thor

“Ah! If it isn’t the Man of Spiders!” Thor’s voice boomed and echoed through the hallway as electric eyes settled on the small figure walking down the hallway. This ‘small figure’ seemed to flinch a little bit, but Thor carried on, passing it off as the initial shock of hearing his loud voice. “Tell me, spiderling - how has your day been? Care to sit on the couch with me and watch The Show of Friends? Tony tells me that it is very funny!”

There was a small passing moment of silence, and Thor was about to repeat himself, but a small voice stopped him from doing so.

“...w-with all due respect, Mister Thor,” Peter’s voice sounded… weird. Like he was trying to hold back a sob. “No thank you. M-maybe another time?” The teenager still hadn’t turned around, much to Thor’s dismay.

And Thor knew that something was 100% wrong.

“...Talk to me, Man of Spiders. Perhaps we could chat about what ails you over a nice cup of tea or hot chocolate. Trust me, keeping things to yourself is never the answer!” Thor jogged so that he was right behind Peter with a bright grin on his face. There was another passing moment with absolute silence. Peter had not moven from his spot except for the small tremors that shook his shoulders. “Please, turn around so we can talk-”

With a heaving sigh (that sounded suspiciously like a sob), Peter turned around, wiping his eyes with the sleeve of his sweater. “N-no thank you, Mister Thor. I promise I’m fine, I just have something in my eye.”

Thor frowned. He wasn’t emotionally inept! The Man of Spiders was hurting! And he had to do something - such a precious child could not be upset! So, before thinking things through, Thor enveloped Peter in a hug that left him enough room to move away if he wanted to, but tight enough so that he could feel safe. If someone was crying, that meant they didn’t feel safe and was upset, right? Comfort was in order!

To Thor’s surprise, Peter began to laugh hysterically. Then, as he suspected, those laughs began to dissolve into small sobs, then Peter began to sob openly, clutching onto Thor’s shirt with his hands. Thor shushed him softly, reaching up to rub his back in small, slow circles.

“I have you, Peter. Everything is going to be okay. I promise.”

#peter parker #tony stark #steve rogers #natasha romanoff #clint barton #bruce banner #thor odinson #marvel #avengers #can you tell i like angst #not sure if i should post it on ao3 thinking emoji #eh ill figure it out

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cosmiicorvid · 5 years

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neapolitan and raspberry truffle

neapolitan: things that stress you out?

oof ummm,,, tight schedules, i feel like the scum of the earth if there’s even a chance i might be late to something so uwu

raspberry truffle: favorite kind of music?

i genuinely don’t have a favourite kind of music, it realle depends on what my mood is. if im sad and depressi, i like to listen to linkin park and stuff uwu

if i’m in a good mood, it could be sio, country, rock, anything ghjkl

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huangfilms · 6 years

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College!Jungwoo

summary: wow i can’t seem to get my umbrella op— OH GOSH I THINK I JUST HIT YOUR CROTCH || meet-ugly au (LMAO)

requested by: @doyuwung (thank you queen!!)

(A/N) my first request! love u queen thank u for requesting! okay i don’t know how this is all gonna go,, but lets hope for the best! ummmm pls leave me some feedback! a girl is STILL self concious but here we are!! but anyway,, lets get started QUEENS 😪 also omg this isnt even a college au so... clickbait?????? its barely mentioned but its there!! hope u enjoy anyway

it was a rainy day at your campus and u were NOT having a good day

u woke up LATE

u didnt eat anything BECAUSE u were late and u didnt even drink coffee

oh and ur stupid umbrella wouldnt open

you were speed walking to ur first class while trying to open it right? w ell

u stopped for like TWO seconds trying to open it and then BAM

u got it to open but then u heard a thud right in front of u and u F ROZE

SO you start moving your umbrella REALLY slowly to see what the FRI CK fell and mid way u heard a groan of pain omg u feel so ba d

“d-did i just hit ur crotch oh gosh” as if this day couldnt get any worse

THE PERSON U HIT WAS THE CUTEST?? GUY?? YOUVE EVER?? SEEN??? wtf

well now theres a guy in front of u, rolling in the wet floor, holding his crotch and is in p a i n

and u had no idea what the HELL U WERE SUPPOSED TO DO

but u had to get to class so u rushed out an apology and RAN

the whole time in class u felt so guilty omgjdjcjsj

BUT U HAVE NO TIME TO THINK ABOUT THINGS OTHER THAN SCHOOL SINCE UR BEHIND ON THE NOTES

so anyway you go to lunch to meet up with ur bestie xuxi since the rain has cleared up a bit

and he says that he wants you to meet his other friend that recently transferred here

and on your way u spot him and see someone with him, but the person has their back to you so you cant see them

but when u DO see them all you want to do is hide in a corner and hope that your red cheeks l e a v e

BECAUSE SURPRISE!! ITS THE GUY U HIT IN THE CROTCH WITH YOUR UMBRELLA!!

and u contemplate turning and texting yukhei that u dont feel well bUT HE SEES U

and he waves you over with so much enthusiasm that the guy turns around and he freezes

and so do you

oof he changed his clothes from this morning i mean who wouldnt the poor dude was in a PUDDLE holding his crotch smh abby

so you turn bright red again while slowly approaching them

and yukhei gives you the biggest smile and says “i want you to meet my friend jungwoo”

and ur all like hahahhdhshdhs hi jungwoo im y/n

and then u cringe and ur about to tell yukhei that haha u hit this guy in the crotch earlier today

but jungwoo beats you to it but hes ?? grinning?? ok man u probs ruined his chance to have kids but i mean i guess

and it looks like they been talking ing about it cause yukhei just LAUGHS so hard while saying “omg SHE was the one who hit you?? course she would” LMAOOOO

yukhei wtf whats that supposed to mean

ANYWAY you take a seat and avoid his eyes cause even tho u already said sorry u still feel guilty

so u are just,,, there,,,

and for a while u dont really talk and just eat some food

but like after an hour yukhei says that hes gonna go buy something and leaves u and jungwoo

together

alone

and cue the crickets my dudes

but anyway you two looked up at the same time and tried to speak and u guys do that Super Cliche thing

and then u eventually talk saying how sOrry u were BECAUSE U FELT SO BAD CNSNXN

And all he was doing Was Smiling w t f

and so he just laughs a little and he says that hey it was an accident!!! no problem!!

so you guys start to talk and start to get to know each other

he even offers to buy you a new umbrella HAHAHDNSN but hes joking cause u both are 🅱️roke college students

its been 3 hours: yukhei is gone

oop but you dont care u made a new friend 😪😪 and so u guys swap numbers cause its getting late and u gotta go

and he walks u back to ur dorm (A GENTLEMAN 🤧🤧)

and yall part ways !!

but after that!!! you guys talk and talk and talk and yukhei : living for it

although hes annoyed that ALL U DO IS TALK ABT JUNGWOO LMAOOO he still lives for it

and jungwoo just talks about you all the time 😪😪😪 but u dont need to know that

and so time skip 2 months

and u guys are mutually pining after each other but u guys are literal headasses so u dont know that u guys like each other

and all of ur friends know that u guys like each other

u guys r just oblivious smh

BUT that all McChanges when jungwoo asks u to hang out at the park with him

bro this aint even a college au anymore

when you meet him at the park u get c o n f u s e d because u cant see him anywhere

he texts you saying to walk to the fower field cause he got a SURPRISE for u

and when u do walk there, theres this BIG TREE RIGHT!! and hanging from the tree are umbrellas of all shapes and sizes and u want to LAUGH

cause!! u hit him with one wow but there are also!!! words!!!

‘You remind me of a thunderstorm,,,, positively striking get it cause u STRIKED him in the nuts,,, will u be mine?’

and u want to laugh so hard but all u can do is smile so so so big because!! he asked u out!! he likes u too!!

so u run to him and jump into his arms and then!! u fall on the ground oop

but he still catches you :,) and you guys!! kiss!!

the kiss is short and sweet cause theres so much adrenaline and u just feel so many emotions

so u guys are together now,,,

ANYWAY!! bf college jungwoo!!!

cute ! as ! heck ! because he gets you coffee and waits for you when your class is about to end

he always walks you to your dorm and sometimes comes in to just: sleep

and cuddle

and kiss

good life,,, im suffering,,,

and he walks you to ur classes

AND WHEN ITS RAINY HE HANDLES THE UMBRELLA 😪 he even bought u a new one

when ppl ask how u two met u always cringe but he LAUGHS omg

and he says that u attacked him with ur umbrella but hey!! its good!!

but anyway!!! u guys would be the god tier uwu power couple at ur college cause everyone loves u two

u two are so soft for each other and just SOFT IN GENERAL

and u guys are just living the good life with each other :’)))

life is so good

anywho!!! end!!! jungwoo is the REALL UWU KING😪😪 his as ur bf: real uwu hours since hes so freaking sweet

Masterlist

#kim jungwoo scenarios #unlisted

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mirkstrolls · 7 years

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[LOG] Riccin: Solicit Mediation

-- @obstructedantiquity [OA] is now messaging xenophobicArchetype [XA]! --

OA: bABY GIRL, TURNS OUT I AM GODDAMN WRETCHED' AT RELATIONSHIPs. OA: .. aLSO, HOW THE FUCK ARE YOu.

XA: Good evening, Riccin! XA: I'm sorry to hear that!! D-:= Did something happen? XA: (And I'm okay, nothing reaLL-LLy to report here, go ahead with whatcha wanna say =:-) )

OA: wELL, GOOd. :o) OA: wE GOTTA SIT DOWN AND BREAK YOUR SHIT APART, GIRL. YOU'RE PRETTY SMART, BUT YOU'RE AS SNEAKY AS A GODDAMN WEASEL, AND LET ME TELL YOU: SLINKING THROUGH LIFE LIKE A DRONE WON'T TAKE THOSE PRETTY HORNS OF YOURS STRAIGHT OFF AIN'T NO WAY TO FUCKING LIVE. BETTER YOU GET TO SHARPENING THAT WIT OF YOURS ON FOLKS LESS DELICATE THAN ME, YEAh? OA: eYE YOU UP SOME PROSPECTS. MAKE A PROPER FUCKING NIGHT OF It. OA: gET DINNER. MAKE A DATE OF It. :o)

XA: XA: XA: Why Mix Riccin, are you asking me out in an ashen fashion? =;-o

OA: aSKING? WHY, AND HERE I FIGURED IT WAS ALREADY A DONE AND SET DEAl. OA: tHE BEST KIND OF FUCKING INEVITABILITY. THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS SORT OF FUCKING SERENDIPITy. OA: bUT MAYBE THAT'S JUST ME BEING TOO GODDAMN BOLd.

XA: =:-o!! XA: I'm too grown-up to beL-Lieve in serendipity, siLL-LLy! XA: But done and set it sure can be, if you wanna!! XA: ♣ ♣ ♣

OA: wELL, GOOd. :o) OA: ♣ OA: ... lU INVITED HERSELF OVER TO MY PLACE FOR THE EXECUTION, AND I MEANT TO GO INVITING YOU, BUt. OA: uH. I GOT DISTRACTEd. OA: so.

XA: Uhhh-ohhh!!

OA: nO QUAD. HOOKING UP MEANS I DID MY BLUE BROTHER WRONG, YEAh?

XA: Your bL-Lue brother? =:-? XA: And is L-Lu the person you were having troubL-Le with before?

OA: nAH, GIRL, MEUKIt. OA: bOY I'M DATING FLUSh. :o\

XA: Oooh. Didn't know you had a fL-Lushdate! XA: And I meant L-Lu, who came over -- is that your not-pitch Miss Rustbucket?

OA: eMPHASIS ON THE NOT, GIRl. OA: i GOT THAT SIDE OF THE MAP ALL SLOTTED OUT WITH GLIESE'S NAMe. OA: y'KNOW. ONCE SHE CATCHES A HINt. :o\ OA: lU'S JUST. NOT-FLUSH. NOT-PITCH. NOT ANY GODDAMN THINg. OA: bUT IF THEY AIN'T NOTHING, THAT MEANS THEY'RE FLUSH, YEAh?

XA: Hmmm. XA: WeLL-LL, do you feeL-L fL-Lushed towards her? Or... wouL-Ld you, if you didn't have Meukit?

OA: mM. DON'T ASK ME THAT, GIRL, SHE'S JUST A FLINg. OA: bARELY KNOW HER GODDAMN NAME, I AIN'T EXACTLY CONSIDERING QUADRANTs. OA: mAYBe? :o/

XA: WeLL-LL... okay! XA: I mean, you don't... have to feeL-L fL-Lush for her, I guess?

XA: Sometimes peopL-Le sL-Leep with other troLL-LLs not in a quadrant? I've known some peopL-Le L-Like that, but... hm. XA: That's not something I think is very smart! It gets you aLL-LL mixed up inside, L-Like now. XA: What about her, is she fL-Lush or pitch for you? Do you know?

OA: .. hm. OA: i AIN'T ASKED, BUT Y'KNOW, GIRl. OA: tHAT'S THE PROBLEM RIGHT THERE, AIN'T It? :o) OA: tOO LITTLE GABBING, NOT ENOUGH SOLVINg.

XA: That does seem to be the probL-Lem! You gotta find this stuff out. XA: But if she doesn't feeL-L any quadrant for you, then you gotta aL-Lso figure out if you're okay keepin' her around with no quadrants-- XA: Which, figuring from you taL-Lking about serendipity earL-Lier, I don't think you wouL-Ld be! XA: -- and aL-Lso, if Kit's okay with you being with her L-Like that. XA: 'Cause otherwise, yeah, you're not being fair to him.

OA: gODS ABOVE, WHEN THEY GAVE US ALL THESE LECTURES IN THE SCHOOLFEEDS, I GOTTA SAy: OA: mOTHERFUCKERS LEFT OUT ALL THIS NEED FOR FUCKING GAb. OA: wHATEVER HAPPENED TO JUST KNOWING SHIT PROPER? FOLKS JUST SAYING SHIT STRAIGHT? LAYING IT OUT ON THE TABLE, SPREAD OUT ALL NICE, ALL THE BITS AND BOBS PROPERLY GODDAMN LABELLEd. OA: pULL OUT THE FUCKING GLITTERPENS. MAKE A diagram. OA: OA: tHE FUCK, I DON'T KNOW WHERE I WAS GOING WITH THAt. OA: mETAPHOR WENT AND GOT AWAY FROM Me. :o(

XA: They do that sometimes. UwU XA: We couL-Ld make a for-reaL-L diagram, but Iunno that it'd do much good here! XA: MostL-Ly peopL-Le don't say stuff straight 'cause they're scared or they don't wanna admit it, or whatever. XA: But if nobody ever says anything, things just get more and more confusing!! XA: Which I wish somebody had toL-Ld me sooner, 'cause everyone's gotta know: XA: Sometimes, you just gotta spit your words out aLL-LL L-LabeLL-LLed and proper L-Like you said.

OA: lAMe. :o( OA: bUT AIN'T NOTHING I WASN'T EXPECTING TO HEAR. THANKS, GIRl. OA: rIGHT. GOTTA TALK TO SOME FUCKERS, THEN. WRANGLE UP SOME SICK WORDS TO SORT THIS SHIT OUt.

XA: Good pL-Lan!! XA: XA: AL-Lso, you know-- XA: If you do need someone to taL-Lk to somebody for you, that's a thing I can do!

OA: OA: gODS, GIRL, YOU ARE JUST THE SWEETEST FUCKING THING. BUT NAH. AS LONG AS I GOT A TONGUE IN MY MOUTH, I AIN'T INTO OTHER FOLKS TALKING FOR ME. I'M A BIG TROLL. MIGHT AS WELL PUT THAT SHIT TO USe. :o) OA: wHAT'S UP WITH YOUR LIFE? YOUR QUADS? I WAS SITTING HERE, THINKING OF QUESTIONS I MIGHT WHET MY PAN ON, AND IT STRUCK Me: OA: i DON'T KNOW A SCARCE THING ABOUT YOU, SISTER, AND THAT IS A FUCKING SHAMe.

XA: WeLL-LL aLL-LL righty then! =:-) XA: XA: We-eLL-LL, I guess you don't! It's on account of I'm not particuL-LarL-Ly interesting, prob’L-Ly. No mysterious rusty suitors for me! =x-)

OA: nONE AT ALL? WHY, THEY'RE NOT FALLING OVER THEIR FEET, SO EAGER TO GET IN YOUR PITCH AFFECTIONs? :o) OA: wE'LL JUST HAVE TO FUCKING FIX THAT, THEn. OA: wHAT'S YOUR TYPE? HEIGHT. CASTE, IF YOU GOT SPECIFIC HUES. YOU ONE OF THOSE FOUR CASTES OR LESS MOTHERFUCKERS? WE CAN WORK WITH THAT. MAYBE YOU'RE THE TYPE WHO ONLY DATES SAME CASTE, WHICh: OA: mIGHT BE A LITTLE HARDER, JUST SAYIN'. I AIN'T EVER BEEN IN A CAVERN BEFORE. WHO THE FUCK KNOWS WHAT SORT OF DEPRAVITIES HAPPEN IN A CAVERN? SHIT GETS WEIRD WITHOUT THE MOONS EYES TO KEEP A SINNER STRAIGHT. BUT HELL, WE CAN GO CAVERN-DELVING. DRAG OUT EVERY ELIGIBLE CAVEDIGGER STRAIGHT INTO THE DANK MOONLIGHT. LET THAT SHIT HIT THEIR SKIN. ROUND 'EM UP WHILE THEY'RE STILL BLINKING THE NIGHTSPOTS AWAY, LET YOU TAKE YOUR FUCKING PICK OF THE LITTEr. OA: .. lITTER. HA. GUESS THAT FITS, GIVEN THEY'RE PROBABLY A BUNCH OF GODDAMN TWIGs. :o) OA: yOU WANT TO STICK WITH TWIGS, GIRL, BY THE WAY, THAT IS JUST A WORD OF FUCKING ADVICe. OA: aGE, I GUESS, IF YOU'RE INTO OLD FUCKERS. SHIT'S WEIRD, GIRL, BUT WHAT CAN I SAY? IT IS NOT MY FUCKING PLACE TO JUDGE, NO MATTER WHAT SICK INCLINATIONS TOWARDS THE AGED AND DECREIPT YOU MIGHT HAVe. OA: iT ISN'T MY PLACE TO JUDGE, BUT LET ME LAY IT STRAIGHT, IF THAT'S THE CASe: OA: nASTy. OA: bUT WE CAN WORK WITH It.

XA: XA: OwO XA: ÓwÒ XA: Or possibL-Ly ÒwÓ!! XA: I am not into oL-Ld troLL-LLs 'cause that's gross and I don't date onL-Ly jades 'cause why wouL-Ld I, and I thought the ruL-Le was three castes or L-Less and not four, but I'm not particuL-LarL-Ly fussed about 'cause my matesprit's dating a maroon and they don't care! XA: And anyway I onL-Ly said I didn't have any mysterious rust suitors L-Like Miss L-Lu, I might weLL-LL have a whoL-Le horde of perfectL-Ly un-mysterious pitch suitors turning up on my hivestep L-Like "ooh, Vide, your skinny arms and stubby L-Legs are soooo hatefuL-L" and for aLL-LL you know I just need heL-Lp sorting through 'em, so you're gonna hafta dueL-L 'em L-Like Aramis in that oL-Ld movie to prove they're worthy of me because I'm such a caL-Liginous prize!!

OA: :oO

XA: AL-Lso I don't know why you'd go digging around for kismates under ground, I'm not dating somebody's moL-Le!!

OA: hOLY SHIT, GIRL, DID I STEP ON SOME TOEs? OA: pUT THOSE FANGS AWAY, YOU'RE GIVING ME A FLUSTEr.

XA: =x-P XA: I don't beL-Lieve you get fL-Lustered, 'L-Less it's by pretty girL-Ls who don't know what quadrant they want you in.

OA: ha. OA: mAYBE I FLUSTER ALL THE TIME, SISTER. MAYBE I AM JUST A BAG OF FLUSTER, WAITING TO BE UNLEASHED, LEST IT GETS TOO MUCH AND JUST COMES BURSTING THE FUCK FREe. OA: bUT NAH. YOU MIGHT, HUh? :o) OA: wELL. IF THAT'S THE CASE, WHY DON'T YOU GO AND CHERRY PICK THE SHIT YOU LIKE OUT OF YOUR GIGOLO OF PITCH DESPERADOS, RANK 'EM UP, AND GET BACK TO ME WITH THE TOP FIVE, AND WE'LL SEE WHAT WE CAN FUCKING Do.

XA: TaLL-LL as you are, that's a L-Lot of fL-Luster to be deaL-Ling with! XA: Your moiraiL-L must be very hardworking. =;-p XA: Oh but how can I pick from aLL-LL this gaggL-Le of desperados? There's so many! They're so desperado-y! Swoon! XA: You gotta go scout 'em.

OA: mOIRAILS ARE FOR SINNERS WHO CAN'T GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER, GIRl. OA: aIN'T WE ESTABLISHED I'M TOO WELL PUT TOGETHER FOR THAt? :o)

XA: Uh... huuuuuuh =x-P

OA: aND THAT'S DATE MATERIAL RIGHT THERe - OA: bUT I GOT CU RIDING MY ASS ON THE OTHER LINE 'BOUT PICKING UP, SO LET ME JUST GET BACK TO YOU LATEr.

XA: ALL-LL righty then, Riccin, you have a good night. TaL-Lk to Miss L-Lu!! And your Kit. =:-)

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