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cptnleviackerman · 4 months

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I don't wanna touch you (I don't wanna be) / Just another ex-love (you don't wanna see) / I don't wanna miss you (I don't wanna miss you) / Like the other girls do

eren jaeger x reader content - alcohol consumption, hangover mention, new relationship, friends to lovers, new relationship anxiety, gn but Eren has had ex-girlfriends, comfort words - 1.5k reputation event masterlist

You press the shot glass to your lips, shivering slightly, the cool glass sending goosebumps down your neck. You swallow with a shudder. Vodka. Your eyes narrow, scanning across all the faces surrounding the table of alcohol in front of you—Mikasa, Armin, Reiner, Jean, Marco, Sasha, Connie and Eren.

“Eren, that was your idea wasn't it?” You ask, but you know you're right. Everyone knows that you practically swore off all vodka shots after your last disastrous, horrendously terrible hangover, but only Eren would be cruel enough to suggest giving you one despite knowing this.

The group burst out laughing, solidifying your guess as correct. Eren has an oddly sheepish look on his face, but you know he doesn't regret his choice.

“It was flavoured!” He laughs. “You love raspberries!”

You roll your eyes, and as the group disperses—your go being the last in this round of truth or dare—you move towards where Eren is standing, giving him a light shove as he watches you with a gleam in his eyes.

“How come you didn't want to answer your truth? I thought it was a fair question.” He brings his cup up to his lips, and the smell of rum and coke wafts into your face.

He looks good tonight, oddly put together and well dressed for the occasion—a party at Connie and Jean’s place. He even texted you, about 3 hours before the party started, to ask you what you were planning on wearing. You'd told him something blue, probably a navy, and here he is, wearing a navy hoodie with a pair of black jeans.

“You know damn well why Eren, it's too soon. It's bad enough Mikasa caught us making out at her party last month, I don't want everybody asking questions about our relationship yet, we've barely adjusted to being more than friends.” Eren turns towards the table. “I can't imagine getting the third degree from Sasha every time I come back from spending a night with you. I don't want to answer all the questions people have when you go from friends to more. I just want us to remain in our little bubble for a while longer, before we start talking about us with the group.”

Eren turns back to face you as you finish your mini rant, and presses a shot glass into your free hand. It's pink again. Raspberry. You wordlessly accept it, and clink the glass against the one Eren holds in his hand—his is clear, likely the unflavoured version of what you're drinking.

“Cheers!” You both say, and you grimace as you swallow your second shot of the evening. Somehow it tastes even worse than the first one, and your face contorts in discomfort as the liquid runs down your throat.

You watch as Eren takes the glass from your hand, and he places both shot glasses—now empty—down behind him without looking away from you. Something stirs in your stomach, a familiar rise of want, and you try to squash it before it can take a hold of you—the last thing you need is to sneak off to some dark corner of the house and get caught making out, again.

“I'm sorry about the question.” Eren's face is flushed, whether from the alcohol or something else you're not sure, but there's a slightly guilty tone in his voice that makes you feel embarrassed for how you reacted.

“It's okay, really, I didn't mean to go so hard in that rant. Of course it's nice that people care about us, and our relationship. I just don't want to share those moments yet, those firsts, and the story of how we finally got together. I want to keep those things to myself, for us, a little while longer. You know?”

Eren nods, and silently grabs your hand, leading you towards the edge of the room, further from the music and the shouting coming from the latest round of cards against humanity—Connie's losing.

Eren brings a hand up to cup your cheek. “We're okay you know. It doesn't matter what the others think, the teasing from Jean and Connie, it's basically irrelevant. And you know they don't mean any harm by it.”

You let out a small huff, a half laugh, and Eren swipes his thumb across your cheekbone, catching a tear that you hadn't even realised you'd shed.

“It's the alcohol, I'm fine.” You say, mostly to persuade yourself. The tears surprised you, and you didn't want to make it worse by acknowledging it—the anxiety of a new relationship, the fear of ruining your friendship with Eren, the worry of making the friend group uncomfortable.

“I know you're fine.” You let out a surprised spluttery laugh as Eren wiggles his eyebrows. “But it's okay if you aren't fine. You can tell me, even if it's something silly.”

You take a breath, suddenly feeling like saying anything would be enough to cause your chest to crack wide open. Your palms are sweaty, the room is practically spinning, and your lip quivers. But your thoughts have been sat, festering in your mind for long enough, their weight pressing down on your chest. You need to set them free before they burst out of you of their own accord.

“I don't wanna touch you, in front of our friends, family, in private, whenever, if there's any possibility that this isn't going to last—that this isn't going to be serious. I'm terrified of our friendship being lost. What happens if we don't make it and then we can't be friends again?” You pause, and take a deep breath. Eren's eyes are locked onto yours, and he nods almost imperceptibly to encourage you to continue. “I don't wanna be just another one of your ex-loves that you don't wanna see. I don't wanna miss you like the other girls do. I want us to last, I love being with you and I don't want to lose that.”

Eren wordlessly brings you into his arms, securing you against his chest. One of his hands rests on the back of your head, and you can feel him gently running his thumb back and forth to help sooth you.

It's a while before Eren speaks, he weighs the options in his head, trying to decide how to phrase what he wants to say. He'd be lying to himself if he said he hadn't had similar thoughts—ruining your friendship was not something he ever wanted to do—but he wants this. He wants you.

“I know how you feel.” You angle your head upwards to get a better look at Eren, his arms sit loosely around your waist now. “And although I’m also terrified of losing you, I don't think I want to stop dating you because of it. I'd never want that. I love that I get to see you tonight, laughing and joking with all of our friends, taking shots and dancing with Mikasa and Sasha, knowing that I get to go home with you. That at the end of the night I'm the one that you're going to be kissing. Me.” He says the last word in a whisper, almost as if he can't believe what he's saying. “You are not like anyone else I've ever dated, everything with you is different. It's more special, and I am going to do everything I can to keep you next to me for as long as possible. Does that sound good?”

You nod, and you're about to speak when Reiner runs up to you, seemingly out of breath despite only coming from the other side of the room.

“You guys good?” He doesn't wait for a response. “It's Eren’s turn in card against humanity and Connie is getting fidgety waiting—he's a terrible loser—will you be over soon?”

Eren turns to look at you, and you smile, nodding again.

“We are on our way.” Eren says, standing up straight and giving a mock salute as if this was the most urgent situation that requires the utmost seriousness.

Reiner heads back towards the table, and Eren moves to grab your hand once again. You hold him back from following Reiner, just for a second, and place your hands behind his head. You bring his lips down to meet yours, smiling ever so slightly into the kiss. He snakes his arms around your waist, and you're unable to stop yourself from giving the hair at the back of his neck a small tug. A low groan escapes his lips, but you pull away before anything more heated can happen—you know people must be watching, and you feel your cheeks heat up at the thought. But you couldn't resist.

“You're pretty cool, you know that?” You say, as you walk towards the table.

Eren smirks. “I know, but you can remind me anytime.” You roll your eyes, giving him a small shove as he pulls out a chair for you to sit on.

The two of you sit next to each other at the table, knees touching, as Connie tries round after round to play the best cards he has, desperate to win the game. (He doesn't win though, Mikasa does.)

#this is so:( soft actually #me when i have relationship anxiety but also love friends to lovers<3 #tehehe #eren jaeger x reader #eren yeager x reader #eren jaeger fic #eren yeager fic #eren jaeger x you #eren yeager x you #sage.fics #reputation.event #eren x reader #eren jaeger fanfiction #eren yeager fanfiction #sage.event

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eu-nicola · 6 months

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Max Verstappen x Fem Reader Part 2

part 1

summary: when you met max your life started to sound like the verse ”But with everybody watching us, our every move, We do have reputations, We keep it secret”

warnings: infidelity everywhere you see, not morally safe, I didn't correct this but I will

The holidays had started and since you had become good friends with Lucas you were going to spend part of the holidays with him in Spain. After that fateful night at the club, photos and news appeared everywhere about Max's infidelity, but as it was obvious they had not broken up and were still together as if nothing had happened. Now they were here with you and Luca on a yacht enjoying the sun in the Canary Islands. Despite everything, you got along well with Max because there was no problem after all, if Kelly wanted to stay there it was her business and you didn't have to give her advice which Kelly wasn't going to listen to.

They were actually good days, the four of them spent a lot of time together and the cameras followed them everywhere they went. Many people were talking online about how you were the new one in the group and also about Max and Kelly's relationship, which seemed to have taken a different direction, a better one. For your part, those days you had been close to Max and Kelly helping them in their relationship and every time you did it, the time not long ago came to mind when you said that you weren't going to give any kind of advice but well, It was stronger than you. They both always listened to you as if you were the only and absolute truth so you helped them improve.

Two weeks later they had decided to return home to Monaco and it seemed that Luca didn't want you to leave because he also invited you to stay with him for a few days. The first night you went to eat at a restaurant with Lucas for the first time but not for long, barely an hour later Max and Kelly joined you too. You were cold all night and had a strange feeling while every time you turned Max was there looking at you without taking his eyes off of you, you tried not to pay attention to him or talk to him more than necessary but his gaze on you was very intense.

You couldn't continue standing there as nothing, so you apologized to them, saying you needed air, and left. Minutes later Max was there with you again.

"What are you doing here?". You asked him. “I thought you were missing company.” He responded, approaching you.

“I thought you were fine with Kelly.” “We are fine but I need something more, I need more emotion, something that I think you have.” Now he was so close to you that you could feel his breathing.

“The races will be back and you will be able to have all the excitement of winning again.” You told him touching his chest trying to get away.

He didn't leave you; Taking your arm, you approached him abruptly and he kissed you. At first you didn't reciprocate and when he grabbed your waist you freed yourself, letting him kiss you, when he finally let you go you were ashamed of yourself for letting him go that far.

You left there as quickly as possible, you said goodbye to Lucas and Kelly, asking their forgiveness but excusing yourself that you had to go because your head hurt a lot, you arrived at Luca's house, you took a shower and went to sleep trying to forget about what had happened.

The next morning it was around 1pm and you were walking around the house exploring it, Luca had left a couple of hours ago because he had to do some things and you were left planning to spend the whole day in the house quiet and in peace. The door started ringing and you didn't know whether to open it or not because it wasn't your house but you did anyway, finding Max there.

"What are you doing here?". You asked him. “I came to visit my friend.”

“Well he's not here so you can go.” You said trying to close the door on him. “Well then I came to visit you.” He responded as he opened the door more forcefully.

“Max, go away, you know that what happened was wrong and it won't happen again…” You didn't even finish talking when he had already kissed you again.

You didn't accept it and you weren't going to accept it but you liked Max and that's why you didn't push him away like you should.

Max wrapped his arms around you and kissed your forehead. "I need you baby, don't I?" Max asked seductively as he pulled you closer to him. “Just say you need me.”

“I need you Max.”

Max smiled. "I knew you needed me." He said as he kissed you passionately, his hands squeezing your hips as he pulled you closer. Max took you to the nearest room and laid you on the bed, making sure to treat you with care.

“Your arms feel good around my body.” You said.

Max smiled before pulling you closer. "I like the way I can make you feel." Max whispered seductively, his hands sliding down your body before kissing your neck. "This will be fun." He whispered seductively. "But don't be any louder than me, okay?"

Max then kissed your forehead again before kissing you again. Then he slowly undressed you until you were only wearing your shirt. "You're beautiful, aren't you?" Max whispered as he kissed your neck and his hands caressed your hips. "Can we get rid of this too?" He asked before slowly removing the rest of your clothes. That was a long and very good afternoon, you were surprised by the fact that Lucas hadn't been there all day but at the same time you were happy because you had a lot of time with Max. You couldn't even bear the shame of looking at him but he didn't seem interested.

“This is bad Max, I shouldn’t have.” You told him, covering your face.

“It's worse because I did things I can't talk about.” He told you, laughing at the situation.

“This can't happen again, Kelly is your girlfriend! Oh my God!". “Don't get upset darling, that doesn't matter now, but the fact that I have to leave before Lucas comes back does matter.”

“And don't come back stupid.”

“Did you call me stupid? I felt hurt.” He told you in a mocking way.

"Yes stupid. How can something be both hot and stupid?”

“I was flattered and hurt but it doesn't matter.” He approached you, gave you a quick kiss again and left immediately, leaving you there confused by everything that had happened and not knowing how to continue.

Lucas never knew what happened and you planned for it to continue like this. Those days were quiet except for Max's messages every minute asking how you were and that he got worried when you didn't answer him. You let him know that everything was fine but that you didn't want to see him, you don't were able to see it right now.

The day after the last message you had with Max, you knew that you would see him again for a dinner that had already been planned for a long time.

You had put on a beautiful black bodycon dress with some red embroidery with stones and your makeup was natural as always, Lucas for his part had put on a very elegant suit the way he liked it.

In the place when you both arrived some eyes were on you, the two of you seemed like the perfect couple in the eyes of others except for one particular blue eyes that was looking at you from inside.

Inside there Max couldn't take his eyes off you and your every movement, he noticed if you were talking to another man or if someone was flirting with you and if someone tried to do it he was already there to bring up a new topic of conversation.

When you excused yourself to the bathroom you saw him again. "Why you follow me?". You asked.

“I didn’t follow you, I just went to the men’s bathroom.” He answered you and you knew very well that he was lying because the men's bathroom was on the other side.

“Well, I'll come back.” You said but he caught you like he always did. "You know, you don't look that bad." He disgusted you.

“Don't do this again.” "Why not, you look cute." He was staring at you, his piercing blue eyes staring at you.

“Because I want to sleep alone in my bed.” “You mean you don't want to come with me?". He looked at you, almost disappointed.

“I'm not going to fall into this silly game again Max.” “Just one more time, I promise you it will be worth it.”

“I repeat what I already said before. I'm not going to fall for that again”. “Come on! Don't you love me?". He walked over and wrapped you in a hug, his muscles pressing against you, "Please?" He whispered in your ear.

It didn't bother you at all that he was like that with you, rather you liked him, but it made you feel worse and worse with the thought that you were just one of the many he already had, not to mention that he actually had a girlfriend. “Are you always so insistent?” “That's why I'm a two-time champion, and soon three times.” He told you with a mischievous smile.

"We have to go back". You said, releasing yourself from his grip and returning to dinner. He waited a few minutes before returning so as not to arouse suspicion.

From that point on, the dinner went without problems, Max seemed to have lost interest and he didn't bother you again the whole night, even at one point he invited Kelly to dance in the middle of the place and on your side you also did it with Lucas, they passed a pleasant night between laughter and talks. In the early night when you had to go home you walked with Kelly to the parking lot while the boys came behind you talking too, you felt your cell phone vibrating and you looked to see that it was a message from Max, which when you turned your head you saw that he continued writing while walking a few centimeters behind Lucas.

Max: See you tomorrow?

You: No

Max: Why not?

You: You know why not

Max: But I want to see you.

You: And Kelly?

Max: She doesn't have to know...

You: You’re really stupid, I'll talk to you when I get home

Max: You don't have to be cruel.

You: Arrive

You: And I already told you a thousand times what we did was wrong and I would never be a second option.

Max: You don't have to be the second choice. You can be the main option.

You: Yes of course with Kelly there as your girlfriend and everyone else you sleep with.

Max: I don't have to have other lovers... it can just be you and me...

You: What would happen to me if I said yes?

Max: You'll be the only one, I promise.

You: I don't know, we'll talk later.

After that you left your cell phone on your nightstand and immediately went to sleep after a long day waiting for some peace of mind.

#fanfic #max verstappen #max verstappen x reader #max verstappen x you #red bull racing #formula 1 #formula 1 fanfic #f1 x reader #f1 fanfic #kelly piquet #max verstappen fanfic #f1

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carmyscigs · 2 months

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“but with everybody watching us, our every move, we do have reputations. we keep it secret. won’t let them have it”

#carmen berzatto #the bear #sydney adamu #sydcarmy #sydney x carmy #carmy berzatto #ayo edebiri #jeremy allen white #mitski #mitski x the bear #once more to see you #the brainrot is real #help me #the bear edit #the bear s3 #making this into an edit #please no one steal the idea and make an incredible one i cannot beat

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outofmydepthatapublicbeach · 1 month

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hi babyy could you write julien x reader based on once more to see you by mitski?

jj chats: okay so i didn't know this song until now and now i am completely in love with it. anon: are you okay?? this song is so good but so heartbreaking!! also this is major angst and in my opinion very sad.

warnings: RPF, use of y/n, secret relationship, reader feels the relationship cannot continue for some reason (its not specified so you can think of whatever you want, not out yet, don't want the public to know), pet names used (baby, sweetheart), reader and julien cry, sad ending.

feedback is encouraged and i'd love to get some just please be kind!!!

“In the rearview mirror, I saw the setting sun on your neck, And felt the taste of you bubble up inside me”

Months of hidden truths, of abhorrence towards those who permitted you two from being together. Months of hiding behind tinted windows and keeping traces of your love away from anyone. Julien and you were getting so damn tired. You started to fight about it, about the hiding. You were two grown people, why couldn’t you just be happy together? Sitting in the driver's seat, Julien was facing a lake. One of your many secluded spots, this one in particular held precious moments. Julien glanced at the rearview mirror, watching as you paced back and forth. The sky cast a golden hue onto your face, making your eyes look as if they were glowing.

As Julien watched your movements she felt warmer and lighter. She knew she couldn’t live without you. She shook her head, she couldn’t stand seeing you so upset. She opened the car door and stepped out, advancing towards you.

“But with everybody watching us, our every move”

“Julien, please. Get back in the car,” you pleaded. Hands reaching towards your head, running quick fingers through your hair, and then holding onto your neck in an attempt to soothe yourself.

“No,” Julien retorted. “I won’t get back in the car (Y/N).”

“But-”

“But nothing! I am not going to let you leave me!” Julien boomed. The early evening air was chilly, which added to both of your stress.

“We do have reputations, we keep it secret, won't let them have it”

Your eyes started to tear up as you stared at your lover, “Julien we can’t,” you stammered. “What would people say?”

Julien took another step towards you, her eyes full of worry. She thought of anything that could ease you. “I know that it is hard, keeping us a secret. But if the only other alternative is losing you then it doesn’t matter to me. I’ll be with you any way you want.”

Her words caused your heart to ache, “I want to be with you. I just don’t want them to know yet, I'm not ready.” Your teary eyes overflooded and your cheeks were now red, you choked out “I want to keep what happens between us. That won’t ever work. They’ll find out somehow, they always do.”

“So come inside and be with me, alone with me, alone, with me alone”

Julien hesitated, worried if she took a step close that you might run and never come back. “Not with us. I promise baby, I will protect you.”

You shook your head, turning away from her. Your arms snaking up your torso, holding yourself together like tape.

“Just come back to me, I’ll make everything okay.” Julien gulped.

“If you would let me give you pinky promise kisses, then I wouldn't have to scream your name, atop of every roof in the city of my heart”

Julien, with a newfound confidence, walked right up to you and held you close to her body. “My heart yearns for you, baby I need you. I would do anything for you.”

“Julien we can’t-”

“Let me promise you this sweetheart, that we’ll be okay, alright?” Julien lets go to spin you around, making you face her straight on, her hand gently wrapped around your wrists, holding you still. “I love you so much. My heart beats a language only you can understand, it's locked by a key only you possess. I love you so much it hurts baby.” Julien pauses, searching your eyes for something that she doesn’t find. “You own my heart (Y/N), let me prove that to you. Please, baby.” Julien, how always to stoic one between the two of you, was now a mess of tears. Her own eyes reddened and tears fell from her chocolate brown irises.

You gain enough momentum to leave Julien’s grasp. As much as you want to stay, some malevolent force pulls you from her arms. “I’m so sorry. I can’t. I can’t do this anymore Julien. I can’t.”

“Please baby, please don’t,” Julien whimpers, trying to reach for you.

You pull away from her fast, your legs moving you to your car at record speed. As you get further away you start to hear the dreadful noise of Julien’s sobs.

“If I could see you, once more to see you”

Julien felt as if a bomb had gone off in her chest, decimating her heart, and shredding her lungs. The air doesn’t feel right around her, the sky too cheery.

You weren’t doing much better, once in your car you broke down. You punched the steering wheel, tears streaming down your face in a constant flow.

The end of a prologue that should have been the epilogue. The beginning of something that should have lasted to the end. Now it was just a precursor to the future sequences of events that both of you dreaded more than your worst fears.

Neither of you wanted to lose each other, yet that is what you both got.

#julien baker x reader #boygenius x reader #julien baker fanfic #julien baker fluff #mitski song fic #anon #req #julien baker au #julien baker one shot #julien baker angst

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emmitaaa4 · 16 days

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Once More to See You (Mitski)

(Elriel's version) An ode to the fandom's artists ♡♡♡

But with everybody watching us, our every move

We do have reputations

We keep it secret

Won’t let them have it

So come inside and be with me, alone with me

Alone, with me alone

If you would let me give you pinky promise kisses

Then I wouldn’t have to scream your name

Atop of every rooftop in the city if my heart

If I could see you

Once more to see you

♡♡♡

@ pandyals_art

@dudlesdudles

@ mabon_art

@ amaatii commissioned by @ pandoras_book

@ glmadsg commissioned by @ lunepapillon

please help me, I cannot find the artist

@ clarywhy commissioned by pandoras_book & @ captnswreads

@ siyana__art commissioned by @ azriel_elain

@ lunart.s

♡♡♡

#elriel #elain archeron #azriel #pro elriel #azriel shadowsinger #acotar fanart #acotar #pro elain #pro azriel #mitski #once more to see you

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krisspng · 17 days

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“But with everybody watching us, our every move We do have reputations We keep it secret Won't let them have it”

they were written by the stars i’m telling you guys

#spacechild #i’m crying over them three times a day #my kinda love #kiss #kiss band #paul stanley #kissblr #ace frehley

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ningsols · 7 days

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[CANON] MIRACULOUS dr

Kagami Tsurugi (Japanese: 剣鏡; born November 20, 2005) more commonly known as Ryuko, is the holder of the Dragon Miraculous which contains the power of Perfection. She is not known as Rivera _____'s girlfriend as the two have promised to keep their relationship a secret in order not to be further pulled apart by Kagami's mother, Tomoe Tsurugi.

hero alias : ryuko

birth name : kagami tsurugi

date of birth : november 20, 2005

zodiac sign : scorpio

chinese zodiac sign : rooster

height : 163 cm (5'4")

mbti type : istj

nationality : french

how do we meet? : we meet at the private academy we both attend since our early childhood. we only get close within the past few years due to being partnered up in projects, otherwise we never would've run in the same circles.

relationship trope : friends to lovers to forced rivals to allies to lovers

relationship dynamic : moon & sun

things about our relationship :

✶ we’ll spend hours together not even talking; we really like to read together — we’re always recommending each other new books to read

✶ we help each other in school for the subjects that we aren't as good at

✶ most of my kitty section lyrics are about her, but despite how smart she is, she doesn't realize it

✶ we’re both also battling terrible comphet (kagami dating adrien; me thinking i like luka) and fears (tomoe threatening and forcing me to transfer schools halfway through the year is terrifying okay)

✶ but at the end of the day we both always choose each other

✶ she's very controlling of adrien because she wants him to act/be like me

✶ she instantly recognizes me as viveka

✶ she calls me noa so her mom doesn't know that we’re still talking

✶ 𓂂 ˚ ⭒ . ݁ . RELATIONSHIP PLAYLIST RIVERA X KAGAMI ♡

"You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling. Good Luck, Babe!" Good Luck, Babe! Chappell Roan

Both Kagami and I have a hard time facing our comphet after Ms. Tsurugi forces us apart. Kagami finds herself attached to Adrien, becoming controlling because deep down she knows he will never be me. Meanwhile, I begin to think I have feelings for my bandmate, Luka, although he just reminds me of her.

"As we—Fall in too deep within our choices [...] What did our fate do to align?" Fragile Voices Adib Sin

This song encapsulates Kagami and I's relationship as we're on the edge of giving up on us because of the external forces forcing us apart. We're still so intertwined, in a way we don't even realize, and yet we feel each other slipping from our grasps.

"But with everybody watching us-our every move—we do have reputations. We keep it secret, won't let them have it" Once More To See You Mitski

Kagami has a lot on the line, and I have my own safety to worry about. We have to keep our relationship private—We have to cherish the little moments we have together so they don't take it away from us.

"So can we just close our eyes and undress our feelings inside? Our horoscope told me that we could be lovers—So, let's give it a try." Undress Adib Sin

Me after scripting even our horoscopes prove that we're made for each other!!! No but seriously, she's all about needing proof for everything to just trust, so this is my proof that we need to ignore whatever her mom or the world wants for us—we deserve to be together!!!

"You don't need a song, but just in case: You're my lover [girl] [...] My only you and no other [girl]" Lvr Boy Awfultune

Peep the Kitty Section reference. No but seriously, she's my lover girl as much as anyone tries to deny it<33

"Dutiful daughter, all my plans were laid. [...] [She] was chaos, [she] was revelry." But Daddy I Love Him Taylor Swift

Kagami is the dutiful daughter, meanwhile I'm the chaos. It takes a lot of convincing before her mom is even okay with us being friends, given that I'm lesbian and supposedly "turning her daughter into one" .. But we push past the expectations and choose to be together

#✶ NINGSOLS #⭒ ∯ 𓏸𓈒 ⠀ ⃝ RIVER's drs #⭒ . ݁ canon miraculous dr 。#shifting antis dni #desired reality #manifestation #shifting #shifting realities #manifesting #reality shifting #shifting blog #shifting community #miraculous shifting #shifting motivation #manifesation

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v1x3n · 2 months

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Once more to see you by Mitski for a John Price fic :3

John prices pov.

A lush day spawns above us all, you, me and the rest of us. I drive as everyone in the car chats and gets along. Silence between our smiles and glances at each other, trying not to dare to peak for a while longer. In the rearview mirror I saw the setting sun on your neck, i glare at you and Johnny talk. Giggling and chuckling while the car bumps down another long road - heading to our destination for the night. Cheap hotel for the time being.

Your eyes aline with mine once more and and felt the taste of you bubble up inside me. Yet despite it just being a small sight of each other, Simon's eyes follow ours. Glimpsing at the obvious tension through mine and your eyes. I could try to smile at you once I have that small shuffle in my stomach of the butterflies passing by each other but But with everybody watching us, I have to hide the utter want in my face.our every move,followed and saw because we do have reputations we need to obey by. Just as always: We keep it secret, won't let them have it.

The hotel arrived and everyone was off to their own little pods. And you're not, “‘m not tired” you groan and look over at me.

“So come inside and be with me” I soon reply to you, offering a hand and opening the door. Taking you inside as your smiles gleam together. My inside voice screams at me as I am once again going against the firm rules of the military. Alone with me, alone with me repeats inside my head. Your small giggle only brightens that dark mood in me.

“If you would let me give you pinky promise kisses then we would be fine” you catch onto my worries and mutter. I couldn't keep the promises. But if i did Then I wouldn't have to scream your name. Atop of every roof in the city of my heart.

My heart would be finally pleased if I could see you. I need once more to see you.

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oh1theseus · 11 months

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today i bring u a comprehensive list of songs that are * definitely * about robb and theon bc i love these silly tragic men So Much

(happy pride especially to the GoT gays)

little soldiers - the crane wives ("on the broken backs of all the words we spared/like little soldiers in the trenches/it was a march we made towards ruin and despair/but we held hands all the while/i swear that i loved you")

allies or enemies - the crane wives ("remember when i could tell you not to smile when you were mad/and you would always crack/and we'd both be laughing in the end/now you're not so quick to forget/are we allies or enemies/this will be the death of me")

once more to see you - mitski ("but with everybody watching us/our every move/we do have reputations/we keep it secret/won't let them have it/so come inside and be with me/alone with me/alone")

futile devices - sufjan stevens ("it's been a long long time since i've memorized your face/it's been four hours now since i've wandered through your place/and when I sleep on your couch/i feel very safe")

i will follow you into the dark - specifically the miya folick version ("love of mine/someday you will die/but i'll be close behind/i'll follow you into the dark/no blinding light/or tunnels to gates of white/just our hands clasped so tight/waiting for the hint of a spark")

sinking man - of monsters and men ("cold dark sea/wrapping its arms around me/pulling me down to the deep/all eyes on me/i pus you away/although i wished you could stay/so many words left unsaid/but i'm all out of breath")

king and lionheart - of monsters and men ("and in the sea that's painted black/creatures lurk below the deck/but you're a king and i'm a lionheart/and as the world comes to an end/i'll be here to hold your hand")

dark paradise - lana del ray ("and there's no remedy for memory/your face is like a melody/it won't leave my head/your sould is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine/but i wish i was dead/dead like you/every time i close my eyes it's like a dark paradise/no one comparers to you/i'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side")

never love an anchor - the crane wives ("it's a secret i keep tucked inside my chest/with this heart of mine that's guilty not remorseful/there is love that doesn't have a place to rest/but it would have buried you if it had settled on your shoulders")

sloom - of monsters and men ("the sea said goodbye to the shore/so the sun wouldn't notice/the seaweed that wrapped its/arms around you/the carpet on my cheek/feels like a forest/and i run through the tall trees/with your hand chasing me")

i could have sworn you were dead - dandelion hands ("i could have sworn you were dead/but i saw you in a dream last night/there were flowers growing out of your head/and it made me smile/because they were yellow and red/like the kind that i left on your grave")

love letter from the sea to the shore - delaney bailey ("i think i loved you in another life/where i was the sea/and you were the shore/like the tourist comes back to the beach/i come back to you for more and more and more/cause you hold in my tide/i would die a thousand times/just to see you in another life")

anchor - roland future ("so i am the anchor/and i am the sail/i am the hero and i am the villain/in this fairytale/i am the monster/and i am the sword/i am the reason i suffer/but i am worth fighting for")

the night is an ocean - winter aid ("oh little darling/please let it be/i won't speak of the things you dream/i will say nothing/i will say nothing/nothing at all/summer arrived while you were asleep/the days are sweet and sun fading/i want for nothing/nothing")

by your side - flatsound ("but i don’t want to say goodbye/because it’s safer when i’m by your side/it's safer when i'm by your side/i want to be near you/like i’m meant to")

i bet on losing dogs - mitski ("will you let me baby lose on losing dogs/i know they're losing and i pay for my place/by the ring/where i'll be looking in their eyes when they're down/i wanna feel it/i bet on losing dogs/i always want you when i'm finally fine/how you'd be over me looking in my eyes when i come/someone to watch me die")

in dreams - sierra ferrell ("i hope i'm in your dreams/the way you are in all of my mine/you've got a love so fine/i wish that i could make you mine/won't you sit down/you know i love you honey/and you look so tired/i know it's hard how we're thrown into this life/and one day we must die")

#theon greyjoy #robb stark #theon x robb #throbb #throbbfortnight #i hate their ship name but it’s so funny😭😭#i will make a post explaining all the songs later it’s just 1am as im writing this so i don’t feel like it!!!!!!#i will sprinkle in the ocean references ofc #lyrics #lyric posting

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