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blee-bleep · 8 months

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micomet my fucking beloved.......

#micomet #sakura miko #hoshimachi suisei #hololive #holojp #the content theyve been pumping out my god?????????#holo summer fest then idol then the mc festival AND THEIR DATE....................#theyre so business partners i hate them im gonna throw them into an active volcano /affectionate #bleeart #they do the most gay couple shit there is #and then turn around to tell others that didnt happen and they actually hate each other #hsdgjkhsdkjghjkdshgkjshg i lob dem.....#whats gayer homosexuality or 'business partners'?

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yuitoru · 5 months

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Can you do Blue Lock Rin x female reader x Sae? The reader is a very sweet and kind girl. The Itoshi brothers are fighting for her love.

a/n: hi! i got this req twice so ill js answer this one and leave the other. if im being honest i had no idea how to write this and tbh i wasnt that comfortable writing something like this, so im really sorry if it wasnt like how you wanted it to be!!

ʚ ₊˚✧ ⠀⠀⠀ COMPETITION

incl : r.itoshi , s.itoshi

the itoshi brothers were known for their similar personalities - mannerisms especially. they shared the same qualities, and they hated each other for it - sarcasm, attitude, dry humour ... sae and rin were one of the same.

so it should have been expected when they both fell for the same girl, as similar as they are.

you were rin's friend initially, with the two of you being the same age and sae two years above you both. most of the time, you didnt speak to sae, either out of nerves, or fear of the older boy. it wasnt like sae had ever done anything to make you scared of him; he was just a lot older, making your younger self tremble in his presence.

however, as you and rin grew up together, he stared falling for you, and he fell hard. it was around halfway through your middle school years when he realised how much he actually liked you; someone had accidentally kicked a ball at your head, and rin took care of you - after having yelled at and punched the person who had hurt you. the thought that you were in pain and he couldnt take it away was too much for rin, and thats when he understood how he felt about you.

so, as any little brother does, rin's first thought is to confide in his brother. one day after school, rin was stood outside sae's bedroom door, his hand hesitating as he went to knock. pulling himself together, rin knocked gently on the door, and at the sound of his brother's voice telling him to come in, he walked into the room.

"i need your help"

was the first thing rin said. sae's eyes widened slightly before he relaxed and sat up on his bed, patting the space next to him for rin to come sit next to him. once he did, sae turned to look at him.

"well, whats up?"

"i think i like someone, and i dont know what to do..."

whatever sae was expecting, it wasnt that, and it showed. the shock on his face was present for a few moments before he calmed down, and ruffled his little brother's hair. by this point, sae had had his fair share of confessions, so he knew mostly how they were done.

"well, whos the lucky girl?"

"...yn"

with that, sae's entire world stopped. he felt his heart slow down and the hand in rin's hair fell limp. rin liked you? why did it have to be you? sae felt like crying in that moment, but he wouldnt let himself; he wasnt about to be weak in front of his little brother that liked the same girl as he did.

sae couldnt remember a time where he didnt like you. from the moment that the two of you met, sae thought that you were the cutest thing ever - a bundle of nerves as you struggled to hold eye contact with him. as the three of you grew up together, sae's feelings for you grew as well, and the fact that you had grown to be so pretty didnt help either. now sae was stuck in the moral dilemma of losing the possibility of you and him, or crushing his little brother's heart as such a tender and fragile age.

"...thats sweet .. rin."

"so, what do you think i should do??"

"just, tell her ... whats the worst that will happen, right..?"

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deerlottie · 24 days

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NAT ANGST I THOUGHT ABOUT

Tw-flashback about Nats shitty dad, safe word use, mention of abuse, and she gets very scared and the end is sort of hurt/comfort

Thought of it being one of the first times nat and R have sex and they’re still figuring out each others kinks and their dynamic(s). nat going into it like “willing to try almost anything” but then quickly realizing that verbal degradation takes a lot out of her and it can trigger a fight or flight response in her :((((

“uhh- fuck, RED! Sorry, fuck, i’m sorry, please stop, i can’t, please don’t touch me right now, i just need a minute, sorry”

her rushing to the bathroom with wide and frantic eyes gripping the sink trying to tell herself to get it together but she can’t get rid of the memories of her dad. The second her brain processed the words “little slut”, she felt the weight of the gun in her hands, the powerlessness of watching her dad hit her mom and then hitting her, the way she felt like her pain was limitless when he called her stupid and useless, she couldn’t get out of her head. As r approached the door wondering if it’d be helpful to go in with her or stay out here, nat quickly barges through, grabbing her clothes from around your room, avoiding eye contact the entire time.

“Listen, um, it’s been real and uh..i like you a lot, but i just remembered a thing i gotta do so i’ve gotta head out. I didn’t mean to give you blue balls or anything, but i’ll see you.”

She didn’t even believe the shit she was saying…tears were still coming down her face the whole time she was talking and she tried to give you a quick “smile” and kissed you on the cheek, but even someone without a working olfactory sense could smell the bullshit from miles away. Next time you see her, she goes out of her way to explain why she freaked out last time. Lottie had encouraged her to talk about her feelings instead of running away. Had it been up to her, she would’ve moved to another continent to avoid talking about her feelings. But she really wanted to make things work with you.

“I don’t know. I guess i had kind of a shitty life with my parents and everything and uh. I guess i just got.. scared? I was really, really scared. It like. Brought me back to somewhere i didnt wanna be.”

She doesn’t get into detail at all, but you get the gist of it well enough to understand. You apologize, thinking maybe if you had asked her in depth about what she was comfortable with, she wouldn’t have freaked out. You like her SO much. And you’d never knowingly do anything to hurt her.

Then the weeks after she talks to you, she turns into the biggest cuddlebug ever. She won’t admit it, of course, but she feels safe around you. That hasn’t happened for her in forever. A part of her is scared shitless by it, but she lets herself indulge in the simple pleasures of being held and holding people she cares about. You’re there to hold her when nat has a nightmare one night, shushing her cries and whispering to her that it’s just a bad dream and that she’s safe with you. Oh my god i love her.

oh mygod :(((((((((((( the second she says red, you stop immediately and your heart sinks. the last thing you ever wanted to do was hurt her and you feel SO guilty and ur minds racing a million miles a second while she's in the bathroom ☹️ you text her a few times after, asking if she's okay, but she never responds so you get the hint to just leave her alone but you feel sick and sosososo bad.

thinking about her sneaking into your window to come and apologize :((( you're so happy to see her again and relived to know that she doesnt actually hate you, and you give her all the time in the world to just sit in silence and figure out what to say. holding her while you two sleep that night and she's never felt safer and more secure ☹️☹️

sometimes she just needs to hold you for hours just to calm down too :((( her head gets to her sometimes and she just Needs you. ur always there to whisper reassurance in her ear and she feels like a fool for crying at the simple words but they help so much.

#natalie scatorccio thoughts 💭

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gojosrug · 1 year

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A Short Cut to Your Heart !

- chap. 1: a haircut ?!

cont.

9 AM, 📍 dorms

danielle and hanni walks downstairs after fighting (aka. dani beating hanni up) for a straight minute, now getting along like each other's ride or die.

they split ways, hanni walks over to minji and haerin watching tv in the living room, and danielle walks toward a still-baking y/n.

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walking closer, dani slithers her hands on her girlfriend's waist, making y/n yelp a little out of surprise. "i thought we already had enough cupcakes to go by?" she says, gently putting her chin on y/n's left shoulder.

"oh! hey didnt notice you there" y/n takes off her oven mitts and squeezes the locked arms on her waist "yeah but i kinda did the maths wrong... i forgot to include keehoo and soul to the list and i thought it wouldn't hurt to make more cupcakes for the group...." y/n pats her head while tilting her head in jihye's direction, making an expression.

"you could easily be korea's best baker but you couldn't do some simple maths addition?? im concerned for your bakery bussiness." danielle said unamused. "riddle me this y/n, whats 1 + 1?"

y/n groans, annoyed by her girlfriend's question "of course i know the answer to that, silly."

"then what is the answer?" danielle hums playfully.

y/n pretends to think for a second before answering "probably 3?" she says sarcastically, while slightly shrugging her right shoulder. "i dunno."

"drop the act you dummy. i hate you" danielle says while breaking their intimate contact, pulling away from her and slapping y/n's arm (softly, of course)

y/n giggles and turns to face her "you wanna help me give out all the cupcakes when this bad boy finishes cooking?" y/n pats the stove mentioned.

"ahhh!! about that" dani jumps as the realization hits her. "i was going to tell you.... im going somewhere with hanni for a few hours"

y/n raises an eyebrow.

"no funny business, we're just doing something~ can i?" danielle pleads. her puppy eyes shining, staring into y/n's pair.

y/n has her eyebrows furrowed at this point. "what about the cupcakes?" the baker's expression saddened. dani cups her face upon noticing the sadness in her eyes, worry takes over her.

"baby.... i'm sorry i'll have to miss the giveaway session... but i'll still be there to eat your yummy cupcakes after i come home? i promise" she kisses y/n's face all over, each time and every time inbetween her words, hooded eyes, nose, lips, cheeks, and her temple. y/n didnt mean to go this far in her acting.... but now she just feels like melting in the arms of the girl who's standing infront of her right now.

y/n actually uses her brain this time. should she let her go? its probably something urgent. y/n pouts while swimming in her thoughts.

but after what feels like a bajilion years of thinking y/n finally nodded. "pinky promise?"

"pinky promise." they link pinky fingers, smiling.

"don't take too long, yeah? what if i accidentally eat all of our cupcake portions while you're away."

danielle rolls her eyes and tiptoes to kiss her girlfriend's cheek. "i won't let that happen. but if you do, i swear i'll put you in a no kisses for a week lockdown." she began walking backwards while sending y/n a final sweet wink.

a blush spread across y/n's face but she manages to brush it off...

roger that, back to baking! she thought.

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🌻

meanwhile... when danielle and y/n were talking

📍 living room

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hanni plops on the couch beside minji. it sounds like her and haerin were talking about whatever was going on with their current guests (yeonjun, the guy that was ontop of the kitchen counter before for some reason, and soobin)

"hey minji i have news" hanni half whispers in her ear.

minji spun her head so fast. "hm? what is it?" haerin was also listening, curious about the tea hanni has to offer.

"so about danielle...." she starts off "she ...." hanni looks around the room. "she's gonna surprise y/n by cutting her hair and coloring it!!" she finishes off, ending in an aggressive whisper tone.

minji's eyes widen "when?"

"like, right now. we're about to go after she says bye to y/n."

"can i come with? i was also planning to get bangs and maybe color my hair." haerin half thought to herself.

"you can go next time with hyein and eunchae. didnt they say they wanted to get a trim too? these two probably need to go quick cause y/n might notice their absence" minji said, linking arms with haerin. earning an understanding nod from the cat like girl.

—

they end up all huddled up on the couch with the amount of time dani took. both haerin and hanni has their heads on minji's shoulder, gossiping mindlessly.

that was until danielle bursts the door open.

*bang* "rise and shine!! i still need to find my keys. lets go."

she grabs hanni by the arm. "hi minji unnie and haerin!" and she drags hanni out of the room. "bye minji unnie and haerin!" *bang*

the duo sat there speechless. both sharing a knowing look. "well..."

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soul's little note: oops i lied i meant to say 10 45 pm kst 🤭 okay i lied again...i forgot to post... this is kinda ass sorry everyone ㅜㅜ i hope that was enuff fluff to end this year <3 happy newjeans, newyears everyone!!

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˚ ༘♡ ⋆ ｡ﾟ(TヮT)ﾟ｡

— dani wants to try a new hairdo and surprise her lover, y/n, who has no idea about danielle's intentions and is very busy cooking delicious food for the whole dormatory. who would've thought this day was about to be longer and fun than she expected?

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#danielle smau #danielle fluff #danielle x reader #newjeans x reader #newjeans fluff #newjeans #minji #hanni #haerin #hyein #txt #soobin #yeonjun #le sserafim #eunchae #danielle

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piercethekaeya · 2 years

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hungry for you

itto x afab! reader

nsfw! / includes cheating, slight degrading, hair pulling, throat fucking,

a/n : this been sitting in my drafts lol, this also kinda short, i actually kinda hate this but 👍

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you woke up to the aroma of something good cooking. you heard your roommate emily laughing from a distance. you just assumed she was making breakfast for the two of you.

instead, your assumptions were wrong�� when you had stepped into the kitchen, emily's boyfriend, itto, was the one cooking. he was making some pancakes, telling jokes to emily. that explained the endless giggles that could be heard a mile away. "good morning y/n! itto say hi." your roommate greeted you as you sat beside her at the table. "good morning emily." itto said not looking your direction.

you weren't expecting to see itto, he hadn't come over in awhile. plus, the last time itto came over... things that should've never happened, happened. no need to make a scene though, you'd just play it cool as if nothing happened in the past at all.

"good morning, both of you," you say smiling. "smells good in here."

"thanks, but these pancakes are for emily." itto says. emily does a little excited squeal and rushes over to ittos ide to kiss his cheek. "i have the best boyfriend! he offered to make me my favorite breakfast, just for me~" she coos. "and i have the best girlfriend.."

itto turns off the stove and transfers the pancakes onto a plste. he grabs the whip cream, spraying some on top of the pancakes. "this looks amazing babe!" emily exclaims. suddenly, she gasps and quickly runs to room. itto finally looks at you, both of you sharing a confused look. emily comes back into in the kitchen a minute later with slides and an oversized sweater on.

"im running to the store real quick– this breakfast will be wayyy better when i grab some strawberries and bacon! try not to miss me the two of you!" she says. she goes over to over to itto, pecking a kiss on his lips before locking the front door behind her. you had been scrolling on your phone for sometime, the kitchen was silent after emily left. it had been awhile since you seen itto, and it didn't help your case that he was shirtless. his rock hard sculpted abs were beautiful, and you couldn't let your mind wander to the past, so you distract yourself with your phone. you had gotten lost in the scrolling, you almost didnt hear itto calling your name.

"y/n! come help make these pancakes look pretty. men don't know how to make things pretty." he called. you laugh. "no, you don't know how to make things pretty." you joke, walking over to the counter.

the pancakes looked good. they just needed a little something. you reached into the cabinet and grabbed the cinnamon sugar, lightly sprinkling some on top of the pancakes. "hows that?" you said smugly. "not bad..." he says, nodding with satisfaction. he puts the dish to the side and starts to cleans up the area around him. "need any help?" you offer. "if i needed any help i would've asked– but sure." he says. he's so sarcastic sometimes...

it had been like fifteen minutes since emily left, so when both of you had finished cleaning up, you both waited in the kitchen for emily to get back. "how have you and emily been since the last time we've seen each other? i know you guys were going through a hard time..." you ask. itto doesn't answer. he just sighs. he's always like that. "i'm here to listen if you have anything to get off your chest itto." you reassure him with a soft smile.

he sighs again. "it's just, i'm sexually frustrated..."

you eyebrows furrow. "what? what are you talking about?" itto leans closer to you, leaving barely any space between the two of you. "y/n. don't play dumb.." he says.

you get all hot inside, your knees getting a little weak. it was going to happen all over again. "itto, we shouldn't– again..." you croak. you look up, into itto's ruby eyes, looking back down at yours. he's so much taller than you. the way you were looking up at him, made him hungry– you could tell by the look on his face too.

"on your knees." he said firmly, ripping off his shorts and boxers. it was happening again. his dick was thick and erect, itto giving it a few jerks before you undress yourself and drop to your knees on the kitchen floor.

"i can't believe we're doing this again." you say as you tie your hair up. itto rolls his eyes, "oh shut up and just suck me already." your lips meets the head of his cock; your tongue swirls around his tip, teasing him a bit. itto grunts slowly and steadily as you prep to take his full length in.

you start sucking at his tip, causing him to grunt a little louder. "stop t-teasing and take this dick y/n." he grows impatient. he grips onto your hair and starts sloppily thrusting into your throat, drool spilling from your mouth. you start to play with yourself as he fucks your throat, getting him off faster. "f-fuck~" he moans thrusting before he cums down your throat without warning.

he helps you up afterward, pulling you closer for a heated kiss. he kisses and roughly sucks at your neck, leaving it purple all over. "i need you so bad," itto says against the skin of your neck before kissing it again. "i'm so hungry for you y/n."

he turns you around and bends you over the kitchen counter. he slaps your ass before he spreads your cheeks open, examining your wet hole. licking his lips, he takes no chances and slips right inside you. his cock eases its way right inside of you. "so easy." he says. his strokes are deep and fast, and he is not hesitant to yank your hair. "f-fuck itto!" you moan. you did not realize how much you'd miss fucking itto again. you bite your lip as he pushes his cock deeper inside you. "you're s-so slutty for letting me fuck you like t-this~" he coos at you, pulling your hair harder.

he slaps your ass again, speeding up his thrusting pace. "i'm gonna c-cum~" you pant. itto's cock twitches as he fucks your insides, he's close too. his thrusting gradually gets slower and you both cum together. his hand is placed on the back of your neck as you roughly start to make out with him. somehow, the two of you make it to the floor. you lay on the kitchen tile floor, legs spread wide apart, while itto kneels in between. "wanna fuck you like this all the time." he says to you, kissing your forehead.

first, he fucks you passionately and slow. low, beautiful moans combined together creating a beautiful sound on a cold kitchen floor. your whining, slow, heavy breathing makes him fuck faster. drives him insane. he's fucking you like an animal. while you're whimpering, he groaning. both on the verge of orgasm. a few more thrusts and youre both done.

you both lay naked on the kitchen floor for awhile, talking about life, before getting dressed and cleaning up, as if nothing ever happened.

emily ended up getting back home two hours and a half after she left because she had to go run errands, but her car broke down, her tire was flat, her card declined... while emily was having a shit day waiting to come to a good breakfast made her boyfriend, you were fucking her boyfriend right in the kitchen where the breakfast was made.

#genhsin impact #genshin headcanons #genshin smut #genshin x you #genshin imagines #genshin fanfic #genshin x gn reader #itto genshin impact #itto headcanons #itto smut #arataki itto #genshin itto smut #itto x y/n #itto x you

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safetycar-restart · 1 year

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Poly Piarles but make it a/b/o. Alpha Pierre and omega bunny would be so chaotic bless them. What happens with their heats?? Do they take a while to sync up? Maybe the first time Pierre goes into heat around bunny he tries to lock himself away, scared he’ll hurt Charles as he’s never been in close proximity to an omega during his heat before. You have to deal with the fallout, trying to assure Pierre he isn’t a bad alpha (he keeps calling himself that) and that you know he can control himself. And of course bunny in heat would be the whiniest little thing, he literally always has to have someone touching him or he’ll start sobbing. And where do you fit in? Are you a beta or an alpha? Much to think about hehe

Oooo this is so interesting?? I've said I wanted to talk about more a/b/o so this is just so so good.

I know I usually write alpha!reader, but I actually think beta!reader might be very interesting here? Cause it's like... Charles and Pierre have been fuck buddies before, maybe they've even tried a relationship before. But they're instincts are both SO intense and they need SO much from each other and it just doesn't work?

But then you show up, a calm beta, someone who can be in control without instincts raging, someone to control them and guide them and then it works?

So yeah, I actually think you being a beta might be the best. You're their dom, but you don't have the same reactions to their hormones and scents so you're able to keep a calm head and guide them.

I totally agree that Pierre wouldn't want Charles near for his rut at first. Maybe Pierre had helped Charles through a heat before? Charles had just broken up with his alpha at the time and was about to go into heat and he called Pierre crying because he didnt want to go through it alone but Pierre was the only one he trusted to help.

Of course there was no way Pierre could turn him down.

Pierre very nearly lost control when he helped Charles, maybe nearly biting him? He still hasn't forgiven himself for that and he wont allow Charles near him in rut because if he does that when Charles is the one going through a cycle, he doesn't even want to think about what he might do if he's the one going through a cycle.

Poor bunny is heartbroken when he hears this. Because what... why... why doesn't his alpha want his alpha? Is he bad? Is he a bad omega? Is he not good enough?

He tries to keep a brave face when Pierre tells him, but the moment Pierre leaves the room he just starts sobbing. He throws himself in your arms, asking what he can do to make himself a better omega, to make himself good enough for Pierre.

You shush him and kiss his forehead, promising him that Pierre is just worried about hurting him and about not being able to control himself. Those reassurances fall on deaf ears though, because Charles had been thinking about helping Pierre through his rut for SO long, long before the relationship even started.

And Pierre doesn't want him? He's so sad and confused, begging you to make it all better because he can't even think anymore.

(The poor thing would have already brought special blankets for a special nest and everything, he was so ready to be the best omega ever for his Pierre and now... now he isn't wanted?)

He asks you if Pierre will at least have you there. If his Pierre won't let him help, then you need to be there to help. Charles can't stand the thought of Pierre being all alone for his rut.

You go speak to Pierre of course, and whack him over the head when he tells you that he's trying to protect Charles. Thats your job, you protect and control the two of them and they just have to listen to you.

You know that Pierre will always listen to you, even if he hates it and really doesn't want to, even if he's in rut. You aren't worried about charles's safety because you'll be there, meanwhile Pierre is being a stubborn alpha who needs to get a reality check and realise his omega isn't made of glass.

You make them talk it out, sitting on the sidelines and watching as Pierre explains that he nearly mated Charles when he helped Charles through his heat last time and is scared of what he might do in rut.

Meanwhile Charles, bless him, simply hears 'bite' and goes all soft and gooey because... alpha... alpha wants to bite him?? He's good enough for that?

Obviously this is not the point Pierre was trying to make, but Charles couldn't care less about what Pierre was trying to say. You laugh as he throws himself in pierre's arms, purring and making grabby hands for you to join the cuddle pile.

Needless to say in the end, Charles is there for pierre's rut and as are you. You look after them both, make sure they bring enough water and get enough attention and eat enough food and that Pierre isn't too rough while still getting what he needs.

And honestly, its so good? It's the best rut Pierre has ever had, and he knows he never wants to go through one without both you and Charles.

As for charles's heats, yeah he's so needy. He always needs to be touched and cuddled and kisses, even when he's in a lull of his heat and not painfully turned on, he still needs cuddles otherwise he'll just dissolve into a pile of tears. He calls for both of you, not just Pierre and he actually won't let Pierre knot him until you're there. He needs both his mates, always.

We really need to discuss this more.

#omega!drivers #omega!charles #cl #pg #poly!piarles #f!reader #nsfw.

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fleshdyke · 1 year

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in honour of april fool’s day (even though its over in my timezone) and also the amount of insane shit that goes on in my life im gonna list a bunch of things that have happened to me and i want you to guess which one is a lie. i would make this a poll but i dont have those yet

when i was like 7-ish i went to the zoo with my neighbor and went to this bird show they put on and i got to race with like 20 other kids against 15 i think turkey vultures. in a footrace. the vultures outran every single one of us. also the zookeeper lady said “don’t trip and fall or they’ll start eating you!” and it scared the shit out of me

when i was in grade 3 i went on a field trip for school and on the bus home my bus driver literally got arrested for drunk driving. with like 30 8 year olds on the bus. it was like 2:45 and we (all age 8) had to stand outside for almost an hour in november. also it was like three blocks away from the school and my house was literally across the street. the distance back to school was very walkable but for some reason they made us wait for another bus to come pick us up and take us back. but the bus was one of those ones that went to each house individually and the neighborhood it operated in was literally across the main street from my school and for some reason instead of taking 5 minutes to drop us off first they made us wait an additional half hour dropping all the other kids off at home before taking us home. then i had to walk almost a km home anyways

also when i was in grade 3 we all had to take a diagnostic test to see if we could get into the gifted program. i got one (1) below the threshold for getting into it and i was so pissed. like two weeks later they changed the score you had to get to get in so they invited everyone who got close to do it again and i got a higher score than i did before but then i STILL got one below because they raised it. in hindsight i’m glad i didn’t get in because i know it would have been bad for me but i’m still so pissed about it bc of the principle of it

literally my first day working at the aviary there was a snake in one of the birds’ feeders just chilling there. we spent like half an hour trying to catch it and it scared the absolute shit out of like 7 birds

i was a niche internet microcelebrity on reddit when i was literally 12

when i was in grade 8 we had a water hydraulics project and my class was a split class with mostly 7th graders so my teacher just sort of left us alone with a bucket of little tube syringes while she did something else with the grade 7s. then i found 3 actual needles in the bucket for some reason. one of them was in that little wrapper but the other two were just loose in the bucket that we were rummaging around in. i went out to tell my teacher bc she was in a different room and she literally told me she didn’t care and to leave her alone bc she was working with the 7s (they were reading a textbook). i was like ??? but i didnt know what else to do so i just went back into the room to keep working. then this one guy grabbed one of the open needles and stabbed two different girls with the same one like uhhh what the fuck. i went out to go tell my teacher that two people had been stabbed by the same needle and she told me she didn’t care AGAIN like GIRL. honestly i wasn’t too worried about the girls because they both bullied me honestly but yk. then later the teacher came in and berated us for not telling her like I LITERALLY DID TWICE im still so mad about that honestly

when my mom and i were watching the last two episodes of ofmd together (this was before i came out) when ed and stede kissed she turned around and looked directly at me

i was in scouts when i was younger and there was exactly 5 people in my troop and it was me, 2 of my friends (one of them ended up being one of the girls that bullied me and got stabbed with a needle in grade 8), and two boys that i absolutely fucking hated. one time one of the boys said i was dumb and i threw a rock at him

when i was in kindergarten during recess i had to shit really bad and i asked the teacher on duty to let me go inside and she refused so i asked the other teacher to let me in and she didnt have keys. i tried to hold it but i could not go inside and i was 4 so i shit my pants and i was absolutely never a kid who had accidents so i didn’t know what to do and i was so embarrassed i just tried to ignore it. i just walked around for the rest of recess with a massive shit in my pants. when recess ended the teacher told us to come sit down on the carpet in a circle. you can guess what happened next

last year i had a substitute teacher for math and i ticced fuck while she was handing something out and for some reason she refused to believe me when i said i had tics. she sent me to the vice principal’s office and he didn’t believe me at first that i didn’t know what i was there for because she had sent me down for lying to him. when he did realize that i actually didn’t know what was going on he told me that she sent me down for disciplinary action so yk. he walked me back up to my class and took the teacher out in the hall to talk to her and i was losing my fucking mind with my friends for like 15 minutes while she was getting an absolute dressing down for not believing me. then when she came back in i was expecting an apology at the very least and she literally didnt. we waited for like 10 minutes and she said nothing. then my friend actually raised her hand and said she owed me an apology and this old lady started fighting for her LIFE. also she was only a little bit polite to my white friend who was standing up for me but didnt have an OUNCE of respect for either of my other friends who were standing up for me who were black and mohawk. like literally what the hell. my friend did record it though and i have that video now so

when i finally came out to my mom i was literally in a costco parking lot. my brother was in the car and he already knew bc he just guessed it ages ago and i said “did you know one in three people are gay” and my mom said “yeah i know”. also i made a cake for my dad bc he wasn’t there and he said “when do we make the ‘we know’ muffins”

i made my 13th birthday cake and right after i finished frosting it i dropped the entire thing on the ground

when i was like 4 i made a mess of paper in the kitchen and my mom told me to clean it up so i went in there and ate all of the paper

in grade 5 my teacher found out i was self harming and for some reason she decided to talk to me about it while we were doing kindergarten buddies. my kindergartener was literally just left alone in the room. i dont know why she decided to use that time

when we were selling my old house it was during covid so we had to leave during all the open houses and one time we came back from driving around the city during one and i went to the bathroom and there was a puddle of piss on the floor. some lady brought her toddler in and she pissed on the floor and she tried to clean it up with toilet paper but for some reason put it in the garbage instead of the toilet so the whole room smelled like piss

in grade 7 i was walking home from school with my partner and i guess i ate something bad and i ended up shitting my pants halfway home

someone here called me a terrorist for lying about gay sex in bathrooms

#some of you already know these for sure #theres more i just cant think of any right now #rambles #long post #best

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summary : you and Jack broke up in end of 2021 and you isolated yourself from the America life. didnt walk for any brand or didnt appear on any campaign, advertisement. finally you got out of your shell and guest to the James Corden.

A/N : nothing much.

while Urban changing chanels to watching something interesting in the middle of midnight Jack called him from the kitchen and CBS is on on the TV. he didnt mind. he didnt even care what was on TV and went to the kitchen for Jack and some snacks of course. meanwhile the advertisements ended and James Corden showed up, opened the show and invited the worlds most paid model, you. that moment when your name told by him Jack heard him and your voice. Urban and him looked each other.

''is this a halusination or am i hearing Y/N?'' he asked his best friend.

Urban looked to the TV from the kitchen. ''dude she is on James Corden.''

''no way!'' he got out from kitchen and sat the couch in front of the TV.

''Jack just shut it down youre gonna text or call her again when it ends.'' Urban scoofed.

''no! she didnt even post anything anywhere and now shes on TV. again. i have to watch this.''

''Jack cmon! youre gonna go insane. just leave her and leave yourself. you said you hate her. its ridiciolous.'' Urban knows what is gonna happen, this episode is gonna drive him insane and hes gonna try to reach you and you two gonna fight… same old shit.

''why the fuck wouldnt i watch her? whole world would watch her but me. no. no way. i moved on. nothings gonna happen after this show. trust me Urb.''

''im not gonna save your ass from anyone. know it. do what you do.'' he sat on the couch.

as they were fighting you and James talked a little.

''we thought we lost you. like you bored all of the things and run away. dont blaming youre in this celebrity life since you were a baby.''

''yeah, 2022 wasnt the best year for me.'' you laughed. ''i had a lot.''

''yeah we missed you. your first appear since 2021's end, right?'' James asked.

''i choose you for this.'' you smiled.

''can you tell us, what did you do when you were away?'' of course he knows the reason.

''i was awful actually.'' you laughed again. ''everywhere felt im not for there. LA, NYC… i got houses in there but it didnt feel right. i went to Italy. my family. my dads have a farm in there… yeah, i can say farm. huge area. seaside. i had sea. literally. they supported me. we did farm thingz. horses, plants, flowers, veggies and fruits. swam. their friends, my friends. late night swims, crystals, games, fashion shows, i helped them for designing. it was such an isolation.'' you smiled. ''some friends came for concerts. you know Marco and Christian are the best dads you can ever have!'' you blowed kisses to the air. referrancing to your dads.

''but you turn into an alcoholic and a smoker.'' James laughed and screamed.

''no!-'' you were smirking suddenly missed these days.

''i heard you smoked ten joints in a day!'' he was surprised.

''over ten actually. but im doing better. two or maybe three is enough right now. and alcohol was like a water. specially if your best friend has a tequila brand!'' you screamed. ''yeah, but dont put yourselves on any more stress babies, not worth to your mental health.'' you took a sip of the coffe.

''where are you staying right now? youre not homeless, right?'' James laughed hard.

''thanks God, no. California. after farm life NYC is so hard. at least i have a pool and a big ass garden to throw parties.''

''yeah, your recent parties. we saw someone different than your usual friends. we know you have a bond with Hadids, Jenners, Kardashians, Biebers, other models and singers but Michael B Jordan. and you looked pretty close.'' you blushed. ''oh, i can see now. youre blushing!''

''i am not!'' you laughed.

''oh really?'' he laughed and yelled. ''we saw dances, photos, videos, sharing the drinks, feeding each other. what are you gonna say that?'' yeah, it made you blush again.

''i have new people around me and thats right but you cant catch me James Corden.'' you winked and James hardly laughed.

''in your dreams Y/N… in your dreams.''

''friend of a friend. the new people youll se around me are friend of a friend. so you can call them Y/N's new friends.''

''except Michael, include Michael?'' James asked.

''he is my biggest new friend. you know.''

''what the fuck Urb she is fucking actors now?'' hes breathing from his nose.

''it has been a year and a half Jack. of course she moved on like you.''

''yeah. i moved on.'' he mumbled. but he didnt move on. its a lie.

''then why you act like you dont want her to move on?'' it was obvious. Jack always make movements like he dont want you to move on. well, he doesnt want you to move on. he wants to be the one who move on.

''im not acting like that. fuck. i want her. i want her since we broke up.'' Jack ate a few grape. ''when she found someone?''

''when you were trying to proof the whole world that you moved on her. but probably she didnt even see them.''

#jack harlow x reader #jack harlow imagines #jack harlow #jackman thomas harlow #jack harlow fic

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cleaning up files and coming across a pair of ocs i made.. i really do just listen to songs and come up with an entire music video, so like damn? ig lemme ramble about them.

after listening to backstabber sped up i rlly just made two teenage girls who like. basically they hook up at some point but they sort of start becoming more distant with one another, until at some point girl B finds out that girl A has been talking about her behind her back and starting a whole bunch of rumours, which leads to the situation blowing up and the pair of them start bullying each other. the most of the mv is meant to be from girl B's perspective which, you know, its incredibly fucked for your partner to seemingly one day decide they HATE you and go out of their way to make your life hell.

girl B is like 'why the fuck are you so obsessed me??' because lets be honest the hate obsession do be going quite far, its been months of a back and forth between them. one day theyre alone and girl B confronts the other, and the both of them start arguing. girl B is like 'girl you're such a backstabber!!' but suddenly girl A responds the same claiming that girl B is the backstabber. and after getting bullied for so long she's like, fuck YOU, you dont get to tell me im the one who hurt you after you treated me like shit!!

girl B actually goes to get physical with the other and girl A just involuntarily gets so scared that it stops her. girl A is absolutely balling her eyes out and that's girl B's ex girlfriend crying so of course she's gonna get concerned. WELL THE TURN TABLES. girl B didnt think she'd done anything wrong, but it turns out that when she'd gone around telling her friends what was going on between the two of them, the news got around and got back to her parents. so all this time girl A was just acting out because girl B had fucked up her home life.

some details is that girl A used to dress more loosely like girl B, but she started to dress more proper after the horrors because she was trying to convince her parents it was just a misunderstanding and she's normal she swears!! overall its such a fucked up situation where none of this should have happened and both of them deeply regret what they'd done. so the mv is coming to a close and the girls walk home together. girl A obviously doesnt wanna go home, and girl B is like "hey, fuck it, lets go somewhere else for a bit, who cares about that noise".

they wander off and they sit together laughing, girl B pulling a pair of scissors out her school bag and messily cutting girl A's hair. there's no one here, not their friends, their teachers, their families, its just them in that moment. they both go quiet as they sit with one another. like, things are fucked. in fact, girl A cutting her hair is likely going to have repercussions. but they have each other, and thats what matters, what matters is that theyre there for one another.

anyways YEAH thats ur dose of fucked up yuri for you!!!! 👍👍👍 😁 normal and happy times!!!!!!!!!!!

#📚 my posts #📌 thoughts #cw child abuse #cw homophobia #cw bullying #they never formally broke up btw i thought thats important. they just bullied each other #also anyways if u come away with this like 'well one of these two was in the right' *INCORRECT BUZZER* u missed the point #they both fucked up because theyre teenagers and theyrr emotional and stupid and vulnerable

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caps-clever-girl · 9 months

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Humphrey/captain and Humphrey/Sophie if you’re willing for the ship ask! - thelastplantagenet ✨

OUGH SORRY THIS IS SO LATE I HAD WORK ALL WEEK!!!!!!!! I am SO happy i got these 2 ships you know me so well T dsjdhfkjs <3

These two…… THESE TWO. I have so many feelings about humphrey and sophie i will literally take these two in any way shape or form. I especially love that their canon interactions leaves a LOT of ambiguity and its up to fans to interpret them in any way they like - and i personally like all interpretations. Did they actually try at some point? Who knows. I like if they did or if they didn’t. the arrangement of their marriage, the plot and language barriers put a LOT of strain on them, and of course just the general times and climate. In canon, that could have destroyed any chance of them liking each other more than platonically (or even destroyed platonic chances) but equally it could have just been a barrier that either one - or both - fought to get past. Humphrey consistently tried to make her comfortable despite the situation, tried to spend time with her and tried to get her things to make her happy. Even though he seems to recognise that she wants nothing to do with him / hates him, he strives for some kind of amicability. And i love that sophie does seem to appreciate this. She appreciates him, that he’s at least nice and hes trying, and that can happen regardless of whether she is in love with him or not. And even if she did just straight up fucking hate him i can get behind that too lol, the angst these two create is delicious. i the idiots turned around today and said “humphrey and sophie were never a thing” id be just as happy as if they said “oh yeah they were sooo pining for eachother they just never managed a confession” because both options create such different stories and i love them both! their ambiguity just means we can have them any way we want, and i want ALL THE WAYS! I like them loving eachother. I like them being besties. I like them hating eachother. I like them one-sided. These two really have it all <3

MMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!! MY BOYS MY BOYS MY BOOOOYS!!!!! You know FINE WELL how much i adore these two numpties. Humphrey just wants somebody to love, and someone that loves him back. He’s had a lonely life, and its my personal headcanon that along with that he is very touch starved - which is not helped by his decapitated state in teh afterlife either. And we all know how lonely cap is, and likely was in his life as well. I think Humphrey was the sprt of man who kept to his vows even if Sophie did (or didnt) hate him/go near him, and cap didnt even know he was gay until after he died. He might have tried to blend in and try something with women, or he might not have, but either way i dont think he spent his young adulthood with much contact either so i think the pair of them are touch starved and it would be nice for them to fulfil that with each other: someone who understands. Also i think you’ve said its likely humphrey participated in war in his time, or at least had knowledge of it? Which is something none of the other ghosts have, so i think cap would like knowing someone who experienced something similar to his own life. I think humphs personality would suit Cap incredibly well. Humph is gentle and caring, and very understanding - which to me, is something cap needs. But at the same time, humph is a sassy fuckin boy. He has a spine and if Cap fucks up or is being an ass humphrey will tell him. (“Got fed up of you being a prat?”) Humphrey would be happy to indulge in Cap’s enjoyment of nature and animals as well. Humph gets left in the house or chucked outside a lot without much way to see any of it, so it would be nice if Cap took him on a patrol and Humphrey was actually able to see it all properly. God man something about these two just clicks with me im so goddamn bonkers about them. Honestly one of my fave ghosts ships out there. ALSO THEIR SHIP NAME IS FUCKING “DE-CAP-ITATION” SO. ITS LITERALLY FATE!!!!!!

#bbc ghosts #squeak.ask #squeak.txt #thelastplantagenet

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the-bi-fangirl-biatch · 2 years

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go bestie expose your feelings about the ending😔✌️

before i say anything, these are my OWN opinions! no one take them as me speaking for everyone. you can either respectfully discuss in the reblogs/replies or make your own post if you disagree that much, thank you!!

everything else is under the cut bc oh gosh this is actually pretty long lmao (dw, I have a TL;DR at the end)

let me start with the LOWS of the episode and work my way to a more positive light :)))

first off, we had no resolution to the fob watch/timeless child arc. I can still understand this bit because it's part of the mystery, but it feels like there's so much plot whose ends they still haven't tied together. did she just drop the fob watch containing ALL HER PAST MEMORIES inside the TARDIS and ignore it?? did the doctor really not tell yaz about the memories? did she do that offscreen? like- what? they set up so many plots and didn't even end up continuing them like they deserve

next is how they handled sapphic ships, specifically lesbian ships. I don't know much about the classic companions but from what i've seen, tegan and nyssa are supposed to be together and ace is lesbian-coded, but what we got was retconned tyssa and ace flirting with graham?? and I also disliked how they implied that tegan's life was so dull after being left by the doctor.

they also didnt resolve thasmin at all like?? they gave yaz SO MUCH character development and it looked like her relationship with 13 was gonna have a better resolution because of how they added more of it in EOTD and LOTSD but no?? what happened to "I want to tell you everything" and "if it was gonna be anyone it would've been you"? they just ended it with a nod and walking away silently? now here, I can understand that they both don't want to say goodbye (the doctor bc she hates goodbyes and yaz bc she's holding out hope that they may see each other again) BUT we deserve more than just that. (maybe this is bc I was imagining a killing eve s3 finale-esque goodbye wherein both yaz and the doctor stop in their tracks and turn around for a final goobye kiss, but that's on me lmao)

in addition to that, why is it that the first sapphic doctor is the only one who didn't get a kiss in her entire run, when she had so much chances to kiss yaz? and please don't say "we know it's confirmed to be romantic so we don't need the kiss" bc we have had enough shipping based on subtext and post-show confirmations. i agree that physical touch doesn't define a relationship but can't we have it this once? would it be so hard to give us this on their final day?

finally, imo they hardly gave enough time for jodie to say goodbye to her role properly. it would still have been ok if the episode was only filled to the brim with classic who nostalgia, but then they made her regenerate to 10. instead of giving her (the first female doctor) or ncuti (the first black doctor) the spotlight, they decide to bring back the most popular (and most used) doctor, david tennant. don't get me wrong i LOVE david as a person, but there's a difference between bringing someone back for a cameo and overusing them. with all honesty, I'm tired of him and ten 🤷.

and not only that, they took their most popular (white male cishet) doctor, aka the one that most if not all NMDs compare jodie to, and put him at the end as a cliffhanger? like he was the one they should have been waiting for? they must know that they're diverting people's attention away from appreciating jodie's ending and ncuti's beginning. I keep seeing stuff on twitter like "finally, the good doctor who! they're gonna restore doctor who back to its formal glory! this will prove that the female doctor was a mistake!" which is UTTER BULLSHIT

now here are the HIGHS of the episode because there were a lot of them too:

I LOVED how this episode gave closure to some of the classic companions, aka tegan and ace. I squealed when ace called the doctor "professor" and I'm glad they didn't shy away from showing that a previous companion was (rightfully) upset with the doctor. and all the callbacks! the nitro 9, ace's jacket, and her bat, too. don't even get me STARTED on the "support group for former companions" because that was amazing. IAN WAS THERE?!?!? and it gives such a good open end to them, not only for future projects but also for fanfiction lmao.

the plot of this episode was impressive and fun. its length contributed significantly because it defo wouldn't have worked if it wasn't as long. I really wasnt expecting it to make as much sense as it did because it was a great undertaking, but I'm glad it did. it showed the best parts of chibnall's take on doctor who (utilizing iconic classic who elements well and his own take on history).

THE CHARACTERS!!! gahdamn I loved how they gave the characters their own jobs that only they can handle, like kate and tegan with the cybermen (bc of their history with them), ace with the daleks (same reason, her history) and yaz saving the doctor (bg their PARALLELS here I wanna bawl).

I was also obsessed with the master in this episode!! Sacha played him as such an unhinged little pathetic brat man (affectionate) but he also proved that he was more than capable of delivering powerful scenes. compare the humour of the rasputin dance sequence vs the master so desperately wanting to be the doctor because he feels lonely. he's one of the consistently great things about this episode. i will be hearing RA RA RASPUTIN on repeat in my head for the foreseeable future (as well as thirteen's theme 😭😭😭).

Yaz taking charge!!! my little badass who's grown from being unsure about facing a potential threat in s11 to kicking (the master's) ass, saving ace, flying the tardis like it was nothing, and reversing a regeneration?!?! and not to mention Mandip's acting. she's proven that she has the range of badass action, deep emotion, hilarious comedy, and just raw heart. she's amazing, showstopping, phenomenal. and out of my favourite companions, yaz is the one I connect to the most, both with her struggles (in her mental health, in growing as a person, and in learning she's queer) and her strengths (hopefully her heart, her love for friends, her courage), so to see her grow at the same time as I have is so special to me.

finally, people may disagree with me on this, but I love thirteen's regeneration speech, due to the fact that she did not do it on her own, she didnt just talk to herself on that cliffside (that was just the last bit). most of her speech was to YAZ, her companion, her friend, the one who's supposed to be the viewer's stand-in. her entire message of "goodbyes only hurt because what came before was so special, and it's been so special. no body else got to be us, no body else got to live our days, no body. and my hearts are so full of love for all of you" was not just the doctor to yaz, but jodie and mandip to us. and idc if yall don't like her last words, "Tag, you're it" is SO THIRTEEN and is instantly iconic.

TL;DR I disliked: the abandoned fob watch plot, how they handled sapphic/lesbian characters, the way they hinted at thasmin but never properly resolved them, nostalgia overtaking Jodie's time to say goodbye, and yet another doctor played by david tennant, who I think is overused I LOVED: the closure this gave to tegan and ace, both of them and kate being given unique spotlight, the Former Companion Support Group™️, Sacha Dhawan as the Master, Mandip GIll as Yaz, seeing how much yaz has grown, Jodie Whittaker as The Doctor, aaand 13's regeneration speech (which was directed to yaz and to us, not just to herself)

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princesstokyomoon · 11 months

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legitimately, that they actually taught me what critically analysing art is, and that we Constantly were expected to do so in basically Every Lesson is one of the things i am the MOST grateful for about my time studying performing arts. cus BEFORE that, i was very much the same as all these kids who run around yelling about only Good Pure Nice things should be in art, only Evil People want otherwise (though i FULLY included violent shit in that, it wasnt a "sex is the only evil" thing for me)

being taught to sit in a room with 20 other adults who have all just experienced the same performance as me, and then actually hearing what all of them took from it in different ways, and seeing how each others interpretations could lead us to make new interpretations, and that none of them were canon, but all of them were true, and that none of them meant we wanted those things to Actually Happen, and being made to do so for art i stories i hated as much as for ones that i loved, and for ones i didnt care about....

it was insanely eye opening. and it makes the online discourse around what is "moral" to create in art so Obnoxiously painful and i Cannot stand it. it was enough that it put me off of fandom BEFORE this discourse started to become Insanely mainstream in fandom, so now fandom just looks like a toxic cesspool, and that so many sites are ALSO cracking down on what art is or isnt "acceptable" makes me so fuckin Insanely angry. I dont even see the point of sharing my art online anymore? i havent even created anything that could be viewed as "questionable" by these people, and yet it feels so INSANELY stiffling to me that i do not see the point in continueing to use art spaces online at all.

why should i bother when at the drop of a hat they can turn around and say "actually i hate your art now, thanks for using us for years and supporting us, now get out we dont need you anymore you creep"?

its Actualyl Insane to me

that i Literally went to college, and saw people sell and buy tickets to a play that was a hundreds year old incest tragic love story, performed by a bunch of 17-18 year olds, and yet if i were to post art of the Exact same thing online id be deomnised for it

none of you know what "art" actually is anymore, youre so damn used to what coperations have sold to you as "art" that anything that even Slightly challenges what they tell us art should be makes you all lose your heads and decide to shoot the artists.

#can you tell im pissed off?#im so so so fuckin tired you have no idea #i needed to get this all out cus i saw someone go on a Rant in a server im in yesterday about how EW MORALLY EVIL it was for someone #to have their frankenstien oc have a boyfriend because UHM THE BF WAS 15 AND HE WAS TECHNICALLY 2 #or whatever ages i dont care about the details #and cus i got some bad news at the same time i saw the rant #AND it was exactly a year since my dad died yesterday #i spiralled into a bit of a panic attack #so this has been on my mind non stop since then and i needed to get it out i think now that ive Mostly calmed down lmao

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same anon as before. i just want to clarify that i am totally okay with bls not having any kissing scenes, like they don't have to show that kind of stuff. i was just so invested in this show that i... i guess i was hoping a kiss would happen? like that cute fluffy lil innocent moment, which i thought was going to happen when they were both sleepily talking to each other sitting in bed where they'd shy away from each other afterwards and then maybe just cuddle until they fell asleep. also dayeol's behavior towards taehyun whenever he showed an interest really was weird. i get being cautious about being turned down again but four years have passed and this guy is clearly showing an interest in you now so why act so weird about it. i was afraid they were going to make the point of 'but i'm a guy and you're a guy' and i'm so glad that didn't happen. i hate when bls do that, just say you've got secret homophobic tendencies and move on.

i also totally agree with the four year time jump being weird, not having a lot of what happened explained, how easy it was for the two to meet back up after the first two years went by - like so yeong and dayeol made it seem like they meet up often or they've at least stayed in touch but then when so yeong calls taehyun and he comes running, it's made out to be like it's the first time they've met up since dayeol left school. having it be months instead of years that they've met up and then showing over those years, even if it was just glimpses, of how their relationship had slowly developed until it got to the point where they were comfortable enough around each other to show their romantic feelings would have been better than just blindly jumping in to four years after dayeol's confession. i want to know what happened in the mean time, don't leave me guessing there.

also where the heck did dayeol wanting to be a cop come from? it couldn't have been what he meant when he said he found something to focus his passion on back when he quit the archery team. the only thing that could even lead to him wanting to be a cop would be the fact that he's a good shot but g*ns are different than arrows and i feel like that's just too far of a reach to make sense. tell me why this kid came to the conclusion that he wanted to be a cop. no aspect of his life shown tells me being a cop was his desired career path. what happened that made him want to chose that path? and yeah, what the heck is taehyun doing with his life? all we know is that he's good at math and he gets his homework done early.

don't get me wrong though, i thoroughly enjoyed the series and i'd kill for another season. or even just another series with yechan and jaehan together because they've got great chemistry and their acting was pretty good. it's probably a series i will watch again, i'll just skip the last episode and pretend like it didn't end weirdly lololol

this is extremely long so for the sanity of everyone i will be read more-ing

oh no i totally get you on the kiss, and i think after all the whiplash/their relationship changing/them growing as people and as partners/the angst and time they had to work through/i could keep going a kiss would've shown their growth through all that nicely. the ear kiss was cute but even like an earnest forehead kiss or something. edit after rereading your ask: also theres nothing wrong with hoping for a kiss!!!!!!!!!! i didnt mean it like that at all, we should be able to see queer kisses like it's anything else!!

i will admit during ep 7 i was like why did i actually enjoy their push and pull dynamic more than this....they did the flirty "i have a crush on you and im toeing the line of friendship" VERY well but (and by no fault of the actors really) the "we're finally dating after like 4 years" dynamic change shouldve done and given....a lot more. i liked their talk on the bed but at the same time like i felt like i just needed more. we can't jump from "we reunited after 2 years and im waiting on you to confess" to "ok we are dating now and everything is fine" like i actually would've preferred instead of the fluffiness them having like a really earnest open talk about their emotions. like that even really could have replaced a kiss for me. LIKE THINK ABOUT IT....the fact that we don't even know for sure if they were dating in this last ep is crazy???? and i dont mean "its just ambigious" i mean THEY NEVER TALK ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP SERIOUSLY......if they did that off screen then that makes no fucking sense, this is a romance coming of age drama and the romance is the plot....the getting together is the climax?

i need a huge emotional heart to heart, sobbing crying if you have to after all that and MULTIPLE YEARS OF PINING. i know theyve grown as people but dude the guy youve been longing for for four (holy shit at the english language??) YEARS (on both of their sides) is finally in a place where you can be together. HELLO? you skipped all that and just gave us the fluff...? (although i did enjoy the fluff but would've liked it more if they gave us this).

i totally get why you were scared of that happening and yea it sucks. you don't even have to show it on screen but they don't have to suddenly act like 2 men kissing is weird and out of left field lol yall have been gay pining for 4 fucking years.

this is probably the most important part to show to the viewer and they kinda just skipped over it. youre right, to leave us guessing on the emotional journey they went on to be where they were in ep. 7 is a huge failure narratively......sigh.

with dayeol and his cop thing.....when he quit archery, and said he "found a passion for something else" i actually threw my hands in the air. i was terrified he meant taehyun. like we can't have a crush or a relationship and still have interests and hobbies? i realize they were trying to say him meeting taehyun made him realize what being passionate about something really is and he came to the conclusion he was never really passionate about archery. but to jump from THAT to being a cop???????? like we could've had him had a convo with his dad in like 2 minutes about quitting archery and wanting to do something else and mentioning being interested in criminal justice. or was he still friends with minjung? maybe minjung couldve become a cop and that got him interested since he looked up to him? guess we will never know what happened to someone dayeol was quite close to?

all the things they missed by completely glossing over the time skip. i am choosing to believe time and budget constraints led to all these decisions. taehyun was dressed nicely but never mentioned interests or hobbies. he was class president even with all the things going on in his personal life. did he not grow any interests or hobbies? they literally never even mention things going on in the outside world besides dayeols cop journey. they dont even mention taehyun's friendship with soyeong - are they still close? she hangs out with dayeol but not taehyun? i get she had a crush on dayeol but still, how does that work and they dont meet for 2 whole years? ??? i really liked soyeong though as a side note she was the cutest.

in a perfect world this couldve been perfect i believe with time to flesh out the characters as adults because this was extremely rushed. i had high hopes bc of the other eps and the longer (by kbl standards) runtime, so i hoped that these things wouldnt be such a glaring issue but alas....we still have a ways to go.

i didnt read the source material so i wonder if that has anything to do with some of this as well. jaehan and yechan did an amazing job. i hope they act more whether together (i would die) or not (i would be seated regardless). i also hope this does well for omega x in general, they deserve it.

#thank you for your thoughts!!!!!!#hope you like essays!!#^.^#answered

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gyahyahyahayhahayahyahyahyahyaha · 1 year

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dreams where im in school make me wanna kill myself fr. like im never goin back i never wanna go back. theres alwys some fucked up shit going on. and in these kinda dreams it always feels exactly like how it felt to be there back then.and then i wake up and think wow that fucking sucked. and then i think about how much high school sucked. also like having someone come up to me and ask me to teach them what it means to be alive is like scary. what the fuck . a good portion of my worst dreams ever have been school related. in this one nothing particularly bad happened this time but, like i said. it FELT the same as it used to be. i guess the one thing i can name that would even set off this kinda dream was that same day i had gotten to the part of the new war quest where they’re showing u what it was like living on the zariman with the part that quizes you lol. anwyays in my dream i remember we were waiting for a shipment of books or smth. i was in the veryh corner of the room. farthest from the windows. it felt like the walls surrounding me woudl go on forever. alls i could think about was how slow my blood was moving. how stiff my bones were. how unmalleable my skin was. alls i could thinkg to do is just move whatever parts of my body as much as i can. by the time the shipment arrived, everyone was waiting in this empty hilly field. actually it was like a hilly field like inside a cave system. .......kind of similar to charlie and the chocolate faactory, but it was all real grass n rocks and rock formations and a few lamps each with a bright, strong, golden glow. i tried doing some stretches to just. be able to handle moving the shipment of books. i figured id ease into it as much as possible becauase i could barely move. i was tryna do the lunge pose with my hands behind or above my head. i felt someones foot tap mine that was extended outwards, while some other ppl were telling me to chill out and just get ready (even tho thats exactly what i was tryna do. it was kinda working ig.. i could feel the freedom of movement slowly returning to my body as i was bracing myself for the incoming shipment of books)... they just walked up to me and hit my foot like as if i was something blocking their way. i wanted to ignore whoever it was. i didnt want to acknowledge it. i didnt want to turn around and see who it was. i knew they were going to ask ME something. there were those 3 or 4 other ppl standing around me who were mostly talking amongst themselves but occasionally getting on my case about me stretching. they were being annoying so i guess i decided it was better to see what the person behind me wanted rather than the ones in front of me. i slowly stood back up and turned to look at them and they asked me to tell them what it meant to be alive. the question shook my to my core. i felt like crying instantly. i think i woke up then so i spent the next lil while just lying there in my bed, tryna figure out how id even answer that question. and why they were askign me. why i even had a dream like this in the first place. it pissed me off and it scared me. i hate it. i hate it so much.

#dreaj

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“Oohhh!!! That soulmate au where any writing on their arms shows up on the others arm!!! And they end up complaining about each other to each other until one of them finally realizes” [prompt via @mothman-files]

word count: 1056 | warnings: none ! | overall: fwhip/jimmy, soulmate au :D

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Hello?

woah?? hello???

Hi.

Im your soulmate.

what??? no way

Yes way.

this is so weird, what?

Were you not expecting this? Eventually I mean

no?

how’s this even work?

When I write on my arm it shows up on yours. And vice versa

oh??

I take it soulmates aren’t a big thing in your culture.

i guess not

Thats fine. Its mainly a human thing.

and yet here i am

and yet here you are

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how have you been?

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Sorry. I felt you write something but I didnt see it. Ive been really busy.

it’s alright.

i just asked how you are :)

Aw.

Ive been fine. You?

same here.

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I know its been a while again. Im sorry. Lots of family stuff.

I probably wont be back for a while. Have a good day though

all good. i hope everything turns out alright.

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2.5 per star

3 stars

7.5 hearts per rocket

2 rockets bare

what murder am i witnessing?

Oh

Im sorry I forgot you could see this

you’re fine, you’re fine

been like… a couple years, i get it.

you’re definitely plotting murder though, whats up with that?

Ugh. Just this guy.

Hes annoying as hell.

so you’re killing him?

yeah.

okay. fair

whatd he do to you anyways?

Not much today.

He doesnt really do much, hes just irritating and its funny when hes mad.

i think i’m about to learn my soulmate’s a massive prick.

Me? No, never.

Yeah, a little bit.

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i might be ready to plot a murder myself

Oh? Do tell

this smug twit. he took something of mine and cgod i hate this guy.

Whatd he take?

idk if i can tell you that.

something really important to me.

Secrets, secrets.

Whyd he take it?

hell if i know.

to be a twit.

He sounds like an ass.

he is.

Best of luck. Kill him slowly and terribly for me.

i will.

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i think i just made a really big mistake.

i’m sorry. i know its late

Its fine. Me too actually.

what’d you do?

Dont think I can say.

me neither.

if you do something, and you know the consequences, but you’re just so angry that you don’t really realize the severity

does that make you a bad person?

I dont think so.

why not?

I guess its all about intent in the end, right?

You didnt really mean to do what you did.

But maybe thats just wishful thinking cause I sort of did the same thing.

huh.

Not quite, I mean. I wasnt really angry. I just didnt expect everything to happen like it did. I probably shouldve.

i get it

Or maybe were both just assholes.

maybe. we’re destined for each other for a reason.

Right.

I need to go to bed. If I can.

alright. rest well.

<3

I’ll try. You too.

<3

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by the way, did i tell you i got my thing back?

the thing he stole from me.

Oh good :) Congrats

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what's your name anyways?

Oh I definitely cant tell you that

aw, come on

No seriously. Youll know exactly who I am.

what are you, a celebrity?

Something like that

How about you, what’s your name?

well now im worried about saying mine.

What are you, a celebrity?

i mean sort of??

its a really generic name but i feel like it + the things i’ve told you would clue you off

especially if you know my empi

ignore that

Wait

No chance

ignore that ignore that

Youre an emperor?

Who are you?

dammit

Wait

Oh for fucks sake.

what?

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hello?

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look, i’m sorry if that freaked you out or something but

Its not that, christ.

I mean it kind of is, I guess

Ugh.

Hi Jimmy

there it is

hi.

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you’re not a citizen are you

no one out of the codlands calls me jimmy

and we don’t do the whole soulmate thing here.

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so after much deliberation, i think i’ve figured you out

Go ahead.

sausage.

Oh my fucking god.

what’s that mean?

Howd you get that. Please do tell.

is that a no?

well because we stopped talking due to your family issues right

and around that time was when the whole grimlands heir thing happened

and you’re too mean to be gem, and sausage is the twins like stepbrother or something

Godbrother

And Gems pretty mean.

either way

it was either sausage or fwhip.

and you wrote to me after the end fight saying you made a mistake and sausage helped free the demon

+you wouldn’t tell me your name because i’d know

fWhip also has a pretty unique name

and he led you to the dragon in the first place.

i mean sure

but that would mean fwhip is my soulmate

Is that really that much more unbelievable than it being sausage?

eh. sausage isnt really all that bad.

but not him, got it.

well there goes my one lead.

What do you mean?

the family issues thing. i can’t remember anything else around that time.

What about fWhip?

Again. That’d mean he’s my soulmate.

Jimmy.

what?

Youre ridiculous.

what??

come on, what do you mean?

Im going to fly to the Codlands and Im going to kill you

what’d i do???

wait really?????

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you could’ve just told me.

You couldve just guessed better.

And I reiterate, you are dense as brick.

“What about fWhip” “How do you know it isnt fWhip” etc etc

Seriously I thought I was being too obvious.

well clearly you weren’t

it's not my fault. why would you be my soulmate i hate you

You didnt seem very hateful when you k

okay okay okay i get it

that aside

that aside you're just not what i expected

Uh huh

You literally called me a prick when I was talking about blowing you up, I think that

you were talking about me???

fits my bill pretty well

Yes??

God you are hopeless.

<3

aw. that heart feels passive aggressive.

Maybe it is.

whatever

we need to talk about this tomorrow

Oh are we going to be doing as much talking as we did today

Thats “talking”, with quotation marks, by the way. In case you couldnt tell.

shut up

cod i hate you

Do I need to remind you of my previous comment?

shove off

<3

#empires smp #fwhimmy #fish husbands #empiresshipping #empires fwhip #empires jimmy #empiresblr #tumblr exclusives

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