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Special Ops: Lioness - 1x07
#specialopslionessedit#special ops lioness#special ops: lioness#aaliyah amrohi#cruz manuelos#stephanie nur#laysla de oliveira#special ops lioness 1x07#aaliyah x cruz#femslash related stuff#oh kids#the tragedy to unexpectedly fall in love at the worst time#that is the agony of it right#any other time and place this would be this lovely story of a first and forever love#but#they really continued to give aaliyah the most heartbreaking lines huh#and the choice to go with a forehead kiss?#and that last measuring look into cruz's eyes#what they got right for them they got so right
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Some of the best Caskett moments in Season 4 x
#for two dorks who spend a lot of time looking at evidence they certainly never looked at the evidence they displayed of their love#tumblr only lets you do 30 images so this was kind of tough but I think I captured what I was trying to do#these two have such a grip on my heart i can't breathe most of the time#theyre so perfectly made for each other and theres so much healing heartbreak and love in this season#andrew marlowe and the writers are just so good at this relationship and i just love love love this show#this is what i have been spending all my time getting to and man does it make a good compilation for the season#hahaHA okay so I updated that in the last second so it starts with talking about her walls and ends with her walls and I love this set more#castle#abc castle#caskett#kate beckett#castlegraphics#richard castle#stana katic#nathan fillion#castle season 4#castleseason4#castle tv show#rick castle#4x01#4x02#4x03#4x05#4x09#4x10#4x11#4x13#4x14#4x15#season4
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Some of you have never been the friend that No-one listens to and it shows
#hey. makes sure your friends get to finsih their thoughts#make sure theyre heard#it is so obvious when im in a group and someone wants to speak but doesnt get the chance#to see my own friends be the ones speaking over others is heartbreaking#there is a special awareness that comes with being unwanted in a group#its painful to know that if i wasnt so outspoken i too would not be heard#if i didnt look the way i did if i was a little less nice and concilient noone would want me around either#anyways#make sure noone is walking behind on the narrow sidewalk#makes sure everyone gets to express their thoughts and opinion#like idk. people see me as cool most times but thats just not the truth#how many times have i been the cool person until that coolness turns out to be something else entirely?#im not cool i am apathetic#sorry for this word vomit im feeling things rn
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an incomplete list of clues in the Black Door episodes pointing to the fact that something was wrong 🚩🔎🚨
Ace flatly refusing to look at or engage with Nancy
Ace not wanting to help Nancy
Ace not caring if a mystery got solved
after an argument, Nancy being the one who walks away first
#nancydrewedit#naceedit#nancy x ace#the heartbreak of truth#nancy drew cw#this post has been in my drafts for ages waiting for me to come up with a brilliant caption but that's not happening so here we go#just--this stuff is what stood out to me MOST in 409-412 even before we knew exactly what was wrong#and on rewatch it feels even wrong-er with the context#the more I watch s4 the more I like it and the more impressed I am with the writing#this show got the short end of the stick cancellation-wise and they gave us the best possible series finale they could bless them#I do really wish we could have seen their original plan I suspect it would have been as excellent as the other season finales#but they did their level best and the s4 we got was PRETTY GREAT imo#bethanyactuallyedit#queue of themyscira
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I couldn't stop thinking about an AU where Daniel resorts to gathering vitae again, this time to 'cure' Hazel, after his Brennenburg adventure💫, thoughts all mainly derived from this loadscreen text that tells us that Hazel is still in hospice care by the time the game's story began.
As much as I love Daniel, I don't think he really learned all that much from his experience even in the most charitable ending towards him in which he saves Agrippa. I can very, VERY easily see him slipping back into old ways if it meant saving Hazel. The most he seems to approach viewing torture as bad is when he realizes he himself no longer counts as an innocent so he can't justify killing others to save himself anymore. But killing no good, horrible, bad people to save HAZEL? Now, we're cooking with gas 😀 💀
#amnesia the dark descent#daniel of mayfair#hazel amnesia#fan art#frictional games#curing hazel AU#is what i'm calling it 🤣 i have a lot of other ideas i've been brainstorming#i'm considering this a title page i guess idk 😐 i kind of want to make this a larger project i work on but we'll see how that turns out 😅#also the lighting here is only for the drama💫 i don't think hazel would actually drink bright blue tea even if daniel gave it to her 😂#other things i'd like to explore in this au maybe: daniel and hazel reuniting/daniel taking her to live with him in london#the orb coming back into the picture wouldn't it be funny if the shadow brought it back like 'here you forgot this' lmao#obvs not SAYING that but the vibe💫#daniel being a bad scary man again which is highkey heartbreaking to imagine 🥲#daniel almost getting caught by authorities and giving them the orb like 'here's all the info you need 😊' knowing damn well he just marked#those men for the shadow now rip#hazel living a 'normal' life not knowing what daniel be up to#hazel being healthy 🥲#hazel meeting the mandus she meets that is oswald's great grandfather?#i have IDEAS#and i know most of them probably won't get drawn which is why i'm word vomiting them into the tags 🤣
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currently emotional over how rogue one-era cassian probably never thought that he personally had or could have or even deserved to have a future
#cassian andor#*ugly crying emoji*#yes he has hope but he's also devoted himself to the fight and at that point I honestly don't think he expects to survive it#he fights for others. for people he will never even know. excuse me while I weep#and then Jyn comes along and hits him completely unprepared#because if there was time and of there was the opportunity I think he would have started imagining a future for himself#and found his will to live again maybe#cuz look at that man and tell me he keeps going for anything other than the fight and the goal#he will sacrifice himself and he is more at peace with that than with surviving. with an *after*.#and the most heartbreaking thing is I think Jyn at the beginning of the movie is much the same#a part of her has given up and is surviving solely out of spite
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The "why are people criticizing romance tarot readers, I don't want to do shadow work readings" shit I saw on here a few months ago did a lot to my psyche, mostly make me realize I should not be consuming that content as much as I have been over the past few years.
I also learned that anyone who has a problem with doing shadow work or self reflection readings but obsesses over romance are probably suffering with limerence like me and that snapped me tf awake
Edit: also what the FUCK do you mean "if this pile just sounds like it's describing yourself, that just means your person is mirroring you!!" NO???? THAT MEANS YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON YOURSELF BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING ELSE WHY ARE WE SAYING THIS TO IMPRESSIONABLE PEOPLE
#viri talks about things;#pick a card#pick a pile#tarot#i say this without meaning to project but think about how most of us stumbled into spirituality#it was heartbreak or trauma right#so what do you think happens when you alchemize that trauma into a future spouse that doesnt exist in reality#what if the energy in readings is just giving you a snapshot of the energy you have and that energy is delusional#like....this was actually so dangerous for me because i only JUST fully snapped out of a limerent obsession#and i know others who have also trusted yt “”“spiritualist”“” tarot readers that rarely ever have realistic views#i really had to go inward cause why am i as a black person depending on white women for spiritual guidance#especially when most of them cant differentiate between manifestation privilege and manipulation#this rant is solely about my experience btw argue w your mama but these spaces need a revamp
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It would just be so easy for Steel to start behaving overtly controlling and War-minded at literally any point (seeking control and owning up to what that means) and at that point it would become easy to dislike her and her sway over Suvi but that's not the POINT, she is GENUINELY wise and so, so brilliant and she loves Suvi so truly and she is infuriatingly level headed and sincere in her efforts to help and so very kind, and I love her character more than I can adequately put into words and the inevitable clash of ideals, the rift that will and must develop, is going to destroy me. Because I genuinely don't know if Steel could choose Suvi over the empire and in fact I think it's pretty clear that she wouldn't, but that does not diminish the love she has for Suvi and the two things being true simultaneously have me biting the air. Steel is a goddamn masterclass in examining characters who act from fundamentally kind intent within a twisted framework of lifelong indoctrination and beliefs that have taught her a distorted view of what that should look like. Bringing the empire's light to the world is the ultimate kindness to her, and she wants nothing more than to be a key part of the mechanism by which that will happen. Because it will happen. And we're not told this, we're shown a brilliant and devoted mother figure who will stop at nothing to make a better world in the image of the empire her life belongs to.
Every single time something goes wrong with Ame and/or Eursulon (and even Suvi) I brace for the kind of overbearing "us VS them" mentality that never comes. She genuinely wants collaboration and answers so she can help. she very much means well, as do they all. It compels the absolute hell out of me.
#I want steel to come with Suvi on this eventual journey#But she has been installed as the very right arm of the establishment#And though she more than most wizards would hear out the turmoil the empire's existence is causing others#There is no future where its dissolution is something she agrees to#If not dissolution is the empire itself the removal of its place of authority#She means so well to be balanced and fair but she will be blind to the inherent threat and imbalance going on here#And it's very likely nothing will move her#So basically I'm setting myself up for abject heartbreak but I love her so much#wbn spoilers#Wbn#suvirin kedberiket#The wizard steel#Steel wbn#I'm learning I might be a tragedy enjoyed#I never thought that was possible bc I found tragedies depressing for no reason#But what I'm starting to see is that the efforts are what make the tragedy hit the way it does#It only matters because everyone cared so much#Everyone was doing their best#It was inevitable it could have been avoided at so many points but everyone cared too much#Ugh god okay sleep time
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Thinking about how most of the time when you have the option to stay quiet during a companion quest you get approval for letting them handle it and sometimes even get disaproval for talking over them
And then with Shadowheart's quest speaking up with Viconia not only gives a +5(while *keep silent* gives nothing) but also if you don't do that she will look genuinely scared when Viconia asks you to hand her over
#girl just wants someone to love her and stand up for her😭#I've been choosing to stay silent for all my pt's since I'm so used to letting the companions handle their own quests#so I always get the scared look at Viconia's offer#which is heartbreaking but makes perfect sense#she's spent most of her life being used and abused by her caretakers whose love was so desperate for#of course when confronted with that trauma she's gonna have a moment of doubt in regards to the person she loves now#but turns out just standing up for her beforehand cuts that panic short!#anyway I just think it's a very interesting character detail that having someone vocally have her back#is more important than leading the confrontation herself#bg3#shadowheart#also not to get overly self-indulgent#but you know that one poem about how to the author being butch means this feeling of chivalry towards other girls?#that feeling is part of why this romance works so well for me#Shadowheart isn't weak and she is the hero of her own story#but you do kinda get to be her knight in shining armor so to speak you know?#larian did a great job of balancing that with still making sure she has enough agency and stands on her own#and without ever making it feel like the romance is mainly geared towards men#I appreciate that
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eames, secretly in love but thinking arthur considers him only as a casual fling and the word means just that, : arthur and I are in a situationship :D
arthur, also secretly in love and thinking the word means a drawn out battle of psychological warfare between two people where one person is devoted and the other person strings them along just enough to keep them there while refusing any form of commitment, : oh D:
#this happened#may be the other way around too#now that I think#more likely to be other way around#however this most definitely happened#and cue heartbreak and misunderstandings and ultimate make up#they are idiots your honour#inception#arthur x eames#dreamhusbands
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thinking abt when i was in iran before getting femto LASIK at this insanely good eye clinic and the receptionist, without looking up, was like if ur nervous take one of these and pointed to a candy bowl full of beta blockers
#i saw the same candy bowl on like several other receptionists' tables and didn't clock it was full of tablets#anyway Irans medical care is in fact actually insane. still reeling from the fact that i got femto lasik just by calling the eye doctor#asking if he has time tmrw and he was like...yeah sure ill pop into the clinic#and also another surgery that was done like 1 or 2 days after the consultation. this isn't to say they do a rushed job#bc they are phenomenal im just baffled abt the speed of it all. ig im used to the uk where u have like...2 yr long waiting list#but tbf there are a) less qualified ppl here and b) there is def s better work life balance for medics#compared to iran#anyways#also most receptionists were like. recently graduated doctors. so theyd be on their reception shift and then when they finish that they#go straight into the clinic offices and start treating patients etc it was so sleek and fast as a process#anyway i also heard the most horrifying stories there bc this was during the protests do ppl would also come in bc like#their eyes were fucked up by gas or being beaten by the police etc etc it was rly heartbreaking sometimes
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honestly a big fan of the combination of Classic High-Concept Sci-Fi Horror Idea combined with shitty, unsettling ass CGI body horror
that's a 10/10 from me folks
#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#donna noble#doctor who spoilers#wild blue yonder#also a fan of how the antagonists here were like... on a desperate crawl to Know and Know and Know#the people they were copying#and on the flip side the doctor is just... absolutely craving to BE known#but... by anyone OTHER than themself#(or like. anyone else but a copy. in this case.)#the scene with the doctor and the donna copy where she reveals she- at some point- saw every single experience they had#is the ABSOLUTE most gut wrenchingly vulnerable i think i've seen the doctor since heaven sent#these are all such deep hurts the doctor clutches tight to their hearts#and they WANT donna to know#to Understand without them ever having to explain how it made them feel#but actually having that discussion... is the most terrifying and daunting thing they can imagine in all the universe#so when real donna reveals she couldn't even peer into that vast furnace of chaos#they just crumple#and it's honestly heartbreaking#jen rambles
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For a second request: Philza and Ghostbur interacting! Ive always found this idea SO interesting. Like, that's your son that you killed interacting with you even though it's not technically your son but he looks like him and kinda sounds like him but it's NOT him. The mental toll that would take.
Day 6 - So many friends!
#My art#Requestober#DSMP#Ghostbur#Ph1lza#Theirs really is one of the more tragic dynamics on DSMP huh#'Cause like you said - Ghostbur isn't Alivebur! And yet he has enough of his memories to be Something#That's not Phil's son - and yet he's also not NOT Phil's son huh ♪#I mean it doesn't exactly help that Phil adopts kids left and right lol but still for That Specific relationship#I really think the most heartbreaking aspect is that that Phil knows that Ghostbur is a ''happy'' ghost -#And yet the memories he kept of Phil are so - well y'know ♫#Ghostbur's a really fascinating character and Wilbur portrays him so well <3#Anyway on a happier note haha - Friend! :D#Friend has a bunch of blue on him 'cause Will was petting him pfft#Ignore that his wool is already blue shhh shshshshhhshsh lol#Petting his ears and squishing his cute little face! Very important spectral activities lol#And then Phil's also patting his head! All sorts of nice pats!#Was nice to draw Phil digitally too :D Been a while since I drew him last!#I guess you could interpret it as him only having one wing (although it's his left wing that's injured isn't it? Or is that just fanon lol)#But really the other one is just blocked out by his body haha#I miss Ghostbur :') The compilations just aren't the same as having him around a bit longer
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i think it's time to take a page from the james flint gay agenda manifesto; stop trying to convince people that the queers are not a danger to society, and become a menace to civilisation instead. the real queer agenda should be to overthrow any and all social systems. work in tandem with other marginalised groups and set heteropatriarchy on fire. become ungovernable, ignore social norms, uplift new voices. assimilation should not have ever been the goal. queer people are different. difference is good. the real enemy is conformity. conformity is responsible for every man made horror in history. war, poverty, hate crimes, slavery, genocide, they are all made possible by the existence and desirability of a status quo. remove the desirability of normalcy and you remove the foundation for all systems of suffering. systems work because a majority of people have decided it was in their best interest to uphold them. but is it really? remove the desirability of normalcy and you have no grounds for competition. keep quiet out of fear that the system will decide you are abnormal next, and you are making sure it will. fuck civilisation, fuck normalcy, fuck the status quo.
#rain posts#sorry watching black sails has enraged me#seeing gay people and women become outwardly transphobic#because they've convinced themselves that trans people are the problem#because they're so scared of society turning on them/relieved that the heat is off them for once#that they'll do anything to keep their spot on the normal people hall of fame#is so fucking heartbreaking#you fucking idiots are only succeeding in making sure that people remain categorised#that a hierarchy perseveres between normal and abnormal people#that inequality remains the foundation for civilisation#if you are anything other than a cis gendered heterosexual wealthy abled white western man#then society is not and will never be your friend#it's so fucking baffling that such a small group of people has managed to create an atmosphere of fear worldwide#where instead of saying fuck that we've all decided that we needed to find any resemblance we have to that tiny group of people#(being white or cis or male or straight etc)#and beg to be included based on that one similarity#i'm so fucking tired of normalcy i'm so fucking tired of quiet acceptance#be fucking weird. be appreciative of other people's weirdness. refuse to put anyone into categories#categories lead to classification and hierarchy#the most powerful weapon we have is non conformity#we all possess it. so fucking use it.#and at the very least (if you're scared for yourself) make sure other people's right to non conformity is protected and uplifted
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2022 has been an amazing year for lgbt+ media we have never had so many options. i have this new problem of feeling overwhelmed bc idk which queer show to watch next
#it’s a good problem but a problem#do i watch the other gay pirate show next or the other gay vampire show next??#i know most of the world is on fire but my god are we going out in style#ofmd#wwdits#iwtv#aloto#heartstopper#young royals#the sandman#sex education#heartbreak high#first kill#black sails#feel good#the list goes on and on#mine
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