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cinnabeat · 10 months

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there is :) a lizard in my house :) it hid behind the mirror cabinet :) i cant get it out :) im living with a lizard :) in my fucking house :)))

#on the #very very dim bright side #i figured out how so many critters are coming inside :)#on the pitch black dark side :) theres a lizard in my fucking house and i cant get it out :)#i want to die #all i wanted was to??? take a shower????#instead i turned on the light and immediately heard wet slaps and scuttling #i really want to kms #i understand why my mom isscared of lizards now #like im not scared of them #i just dont want them in my house #i vividly remember my mom finding a lizard in her house when i was little and screaming so loud my grandma came running #unfortunately #it is night time and everyone is sleeping #and my brother didnt give a shit #im literally.........#ive never seen so many critters indoors before and id prefer to keep it that way #yes my house is surrounded by plants #no i dont care #michi tag

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luck-of-the-drawings · 2 months

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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd spoilers #jrwi pd #william wisp #vyncent sol #THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece #i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that #if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho #BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH #FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE #i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony #recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day #ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS #its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not #well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i

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ecoamerica · 1 month

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the-knife-consumer · 11 months

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"Yona was just added bc Nintendo wants people to stop shipping sidlink!" Literally what the hell are you talking about

#yes nintendo is homophobic. no they do not give a singular shit about what their fanbase does??? what are you talking abouuuutttt #they literally dont care what people do as long as they get money??? like what #listen im upset abt yona having so many unanswered questions. mainly she came from another zora's domain #meaning she came from outside of hyrule. so that leads to a lot of questions.#but howww do you come to the conclusion that she was just added as a 'no homo' indicator #dont even get me started on the people genuinely unironically calling this queerbaiting. what are you onnnnnnn #'and oh but sidon said he used to see her as a sister! so its gross and wrong!' sidon literally thought out loud to links face abt how #had things been different and link had gotten married to mipha he would be his BROTHER IN LAW. SAID THAT OUT LOUD TO HIS FACE. so shh #imo. yona was added for one 'ohh wow exciting new character look at this' and two. as a way for sidon's trauma to be acknowledged #bc it was veeery briefely shown in botw. for like. a singular second if you snuck up on him at mipha's statue #but yona's defining scene in totk was her forcing sidon to confront that he wasn't being himself because of that trauma. and that #he needed to let go of the fear around it. if only temporary. because his people needed him.#so tbh?? sheis very important to the plot. she new mipha. admired her. knows why sidon still struggles with this and #how difficult and frightening everything becomes when he views the world through the lens of 'what if i lose someone again'#like. they added yona for his struggles to be spelled out to the audience even further #so to just boil her down to 'ewww woman gets in the way of my gaybies 😡😡😡'. hello. did you play the game.#do you even know who these characters are. quick gimme ten facts about sidons character that you didnt make up for shipping purposes.pronto

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bbeelzemon · 4 months

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this cat at petco looks exactly like our cat squid. his name is vlad

#perhaps farfetched. but. considering squid was a stray who was pregnant + gave birth + her kittens already adopted out before we got her #and we're within like 10 miles of where squid was found + adopted out from #he could literally be related to squid. if not one of her own kittens then maybe brother or even dad #they have the same exact eyes and nose and size and fur minus the fact that vlad has like one gray patch on his chest #you can kiiinda see it here but i didnt really get any closer pictures than this #squid is so much like a guy to me it felt like i was photographing a person instead of an animal i didnt want to invade his privacy.#he literally didnt give a shit about anything he just stared and blinked at me the whole time #squid is also extremely chill exactly like that so theres another point for the fringe theory 'what if this guy is related to my guy'#idk squid is such a distinctive looking cat to me it was just so uncanny seeing another one look so similar to her

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freebooter4ever · 1 year

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omg yes hi i love him (thats a serious accomplishment those cube fuckers are tricky!!)

#Malkin #I have one of those lmao #Though my first one was one i found in my grandparents closet #My brother and i had to tag team solving that one #I mean we were kids and neither of us had long attention spans #The one in my house now was actually given to me by my old job #You know those swag bags they give you with a whole bunch of themed shit after a project?#Yeah during the pandemic they sent a WHOLE BOX to my house and the cube was in it #i actually havent touched it because im afraid if i mix it up i will never get it back to the cool picture again #The picture on one of the cube sides is themed to the cold war hahaha #3D didnt even do much for that particular project #Mostly lots of russian and united states propaganda posters but in a very stylish badass way #It was honestly one of the Coolest projects i worked on in the past three years

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davidtennantpussytulpa · 4 months

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seeing how your skinny pretty friends get treated in comparison to you during high school is one thing but seeing that in adulthood when youre going out to bars?? well thats just suicide inducing

#in high school its like i really dont give a shit i didnt really wanna date anyways plus you knew everyone well so a lot of it #was personality based too #but my first few trips to bars were with my brother and our other guy friend and i was NEVER approached #which again. i dont really want that anyways. but to be out with the pretty girls in my lab and see SOOO many men come up to them is like. 😐#it feels so stupid to be annoyed about bc like. i dont even really want strangers coming up to me anyways plus a lot of times its really #pushy. but i have gotten to the point of being mostly body neutral about myself like i dont really think abt it that much #but it reminds me that oh yeah im fat and have a plain face and therefore i will always be treated as secondary to strangers #whateverrrrrr. i hate it hereeee

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ecoamerica · 2 months

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thatonebylershipper · 4 months

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my mom is such a silly goose fr

#shes not actually she needs to figure her fucking shit out #i was having executive dysfunction issues and couldnt do ONE thing that she asked me to do since my brother didnt do it before he #left the house like he was supposed to #and so then i was supposed to do it apparently and since i couldnt she started yelling at me and my sister and crying #and playing the victim as always #saying that apparently i never help out around the house even tho i literally do stuff all the fucking time that no one asks me to do?????#anyway like dude i get that you have childhood trauma but you are a grown ass adult and it is your responsibility to work through that and #become a better person for your family #anyway im not upset about making her mad i really dont give a fuck #i mean i know my dad is gonna have something to say to me and my siblings when he gets home later but its the same words every time #so ill be fine #but i am pretty angry that she made my sister cry #she (my mom) locked herself in her room to throw a tantrum like a fucking ten year old 💀#personal

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toxooz · 1 year

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Hi Toxooz, how do you get yourself to draw so frequently? 👀👀👀

bc i have literally 84 things going on at once in my brain at all times that my highly visually obsessed brain Has To physically get in front of my eyes so that i can see or else will i think abt it over and over again and Brother I'm always envisioning things characters scenes scenarios outfits designs colors all of it in my cranium like angry itchy itchy ITCHY bees until i draw them out lmfao even if i don't know what to specifically draw at the current moment imma still end up drawing somehow ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I think at this point it's literally hardwired into my brain that I Gotta draw its what I've been doing since I could hold a pencil tbh it's how i cope with being -gestures vaguely- Here and alive, i actually gotta force myself to take a day off and schedule days where I DONT draw bc I know it's wearing on my hands and wrists 😬 I guess physically drawing grounds me in a way and keeps me (mostly) sane like if I don't draw for a few days i start getting Vaguely Antsy it's fukkin weird and i think at this point my love for my characters has surpassed like any form of art block if that makes sense??? like they literally take up 92% of my brain if not more, and the only way to see them is to draw them but yeah it's just what i do it's my jelly n my jam which is why I'm literally so glad i realized that i don't want to make drawing a job/career bc God help me if i start dreading drawing bc of the stress of money I've been drawing like crazy for like 2 decades straight and I only wanna draw more man idk!!!!! It's just one of them 'how the brain formed around what you do an assload of times' thangs

Answer translation: idk I just like to draw a lot lmfao

#its like the kids say ✨💅its how i express myself✨💅#and dont get it twisted im aware this is not healthy lmfao #dont aspire to b like me just draw or dont draw man its abt the want #like i said drawing is just What I Do at this point i didnt train theres not some ''oh draw for at least 30 minutes a day' shit #i draw fast as shit (probably obviously ) and so much its probably unnatural AHA #the secret is make drawing the only outlet for your brain to not completely self implode at the mere idea of existing #for 24 years!!!!! :)#honestly thats why im getting progressively more Tired when every mf and their grandma tries to convince me to sell my shits #like brother this is a part of me how can i give away something i created and inevitably formed a bond with for like 100 bucks #i caint do it and so if i go in with the expectation to imediately give it away then man i dont even want to be making art in the first pl #like for me Personally if im not going to make something that i fall in love with and want to look at occasionally then #Literally what is the point of me making anything #what is the point of me making my body and mind create a piece if not for my own personal joy???#but thats just physical art ig #like digital stuff and selling it for money if some1 wants it im aight but physical paintings??? that shit is Me and Mine #like just bc i Can make art doesnt immediately mean i need to make money from it yknow #my brother in christ when it comes to the the only true outlet for me to find joy and inspiration in living i Do Not care about money #i will take any amount of shitty job abuse if it means i conserve my passion #ill get a scarring accident from welding before i will stress cry over a deadline for a project that i dont even want to do #absolutely terrified of that path and feeling it is The Worst for me #like literally thank FUCK i realized this when i was just in a community college and not balls deep in debt at some fancy university #granted late as all hell and all my opportunities of taking free welding classes in my early years have long passed but still glad #just stick me on an abandoned island with canvases n paint n shit and ill b fine #god knew if i managed my time better and wasnt Really Fucking Exhausted all the time i would be unstoppable #like ofc making money while drawing what i want is the dream no doubt but the chances of that are slim and the road to get there is even #slimmer #ANYWAY holy shit not to get hella preachy but i have Thots

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one4sorrow · 4 months

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Charlotte come home

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#where did you go are you ok?#they put you in the obituaries but you cant be dead they just dont give a shit #nobody there gives a shit they didnt care about me and now theyre not caring about you and fuck what if theyre the reason you dont come hom #they keep talking about oh she was depressed like no shit look at the world we live in nowadays but thats not whats going on here #and they seem like theyre ready to give up already and they cant do that they cant #we're supposed to ditch everyone and go move to salem together she cant just be Gone #charlotte is the thing holding us all together she cant go away shes still alive they just dont care enough to look too much work #shes just a nobody right charlotte lancaster is just a nobody this is bullshit #i thought my brother would be better but even he's not trying as hard as he could i know hes not #he cant be or he'd have found her by now #shes not dead shes not you arent dead charlotte come home please #fuck me i didnt wanna cry and now here i am crying i hate it here

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faggotslime · 1 month

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Cis men will do anything except shut the fuck up and leave someone alone when they've asked nicely 3 times

#vent #nobody gives a fuck about your performative trans activism you incel #you cannot demand me to have a conversation with you #nor guilt me into giving you what you want just because youre neutral and polite about it #ive been male manipulated my whole life and i am so sick of this shit dude #'im so sorry we couldnt hold an actual conversation' my brother in christ i said i didnt want to talk to you three fucking times.#i dont owe you anything #also imagine going on a cissyfit about they/them pronouns while im talking about the linguistics of they/them singular tense usage #and completely unrelated to trans issues #shut the fuck up!!!! im so sick of yalll!!! holy fuck!!!!#fuck #this is about a dude whose followed me for years on facebook making a silly grammar knitpicking post hus hill to die on regarding they/them #men have nothing but the audacity #anyways #god damn it dude

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mrfoox · 2 years

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The fact I refuse to confront/inform the people who have basically ruined my mental state and my ability to function bc that would make them feel bad is honestly bonkers

#miranda talking shit #I cant say id be having a good and normal life if i wasnt abused as a young child but im 90% sure I'd not have this must trouble #Id still have my autistic and add problems but my anxiety and depression would definitely be a lot better #Its... Insane. That my older brothers probably have no idea how much they have actually ruined my life/mental state from such an earlh age #As 4 yrs old... Hell they might not even remember it or even think it was a 'big deal'. I know my second oldest brother probably falls into #The latter. I know now that they both most likely have undiagnosed adhd/autism and they used me as a way to act out/feel better #But being told youre stupid. Fat. Ugly. Useless from the age of 4 like... I cant stress how much it have ruined my self image #Ive tried to build confidence in myself and love myself since my teens and i can barely say im 'avarge' without doubting it #Like they also hit me but that's nothing compared to the mental torture i had to go through on an almost daily basis #Funniest thing is that bc it happened/started when i was so young i didnt think it was... Bad or weird or abnormal.#I started crying when my parents told me to go tell my brothers it was dinner time. I was terrified of knocking on their doors #I still to this day 20 years later am still incredibly uncomfortable and anxious talking with them and i havent been able to make much of #An relationship with them bc of it. Im scared to say anything to them even if its simple shit. And men/boys in general ive thus been #Terrified of since i was young. Once again i thought it was normal to mistrust and be scared of men until i was in my teens #I wish i could hate them i wish i could be angry i wish i had someone to blame #But no my brain is too nice and give excuses to them. Their actions are excused. They have ruined me mentally but thats not their fault #Fuck that might be true but they were still 6 and 11 years older than me. I didnt have a chance to protect myself in any way #I wish someone saw i wasnt okay. I wish someone understood that i wasnt well. I wish someone saw me.#Negative #Abuse

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shxtodxroki · 7 months

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Spoilers for MHA Season 6!!!!!

Without a doubt the two times I've cried hardest in all of MHA (the anime, not counting anything in the manga) were when Mirio lost his powers and when he got them back

#{🥴} - bee shitposts #mha spoilers #mha season 6 #I sobbed SO hard when he lost his powers #I have like.... an attachment to Mirio #hes the sweetest character ever it was so unfair #and somehow even though i get spoiled for everything #i didnt get spoiled about him getting his powers back #my sistwr watched it before me and she told me I would be stoked at one oart bur I didnt get what she meant #i cried SO FUCKING HARD when I saw him in seasok 6 y'all would not believe #my favorite part of season 6 right there I completely lost my shit #mirio gives big brother energy to me idk hes just. a huge comfort character for me <3 #okay that is all back to catching up on flufftober stuff

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pommancy · 1 year

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