#pushy. but i have gotten to the point of being mostly body neutral about myself like i dont really think abt it that much | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

davidtennantpussytulpa · 4 months

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seeing how your skinny pretty friends get treated in comparison to you during high school is one thing but seeing that in adulthood when youre going out to bars?? well thats just suicide inducing

#in high school its like i really dont give a shit i didnt really wanna date anyways plus you knew everyone well so a lot of it #was personality based too #but my first few trips to bars were with my brother and our other guy friend and i was NEVER approached #which again. i dont really want that anyways. but to be out with the pretty girls in my lab and see SOOO many men come up to them is like. 😐#it feels so stupid to be annoyed about bc like. i dont even really want strangers coming up to me anyways plus a lot of times its really #pushy. but i have gotten to the point of being mostly body neutral about myself like i dont really think abt it that much #but it reminds me that oh yeah im fat and have a plain face and therefore i will always be treated as secondary to strangers #whateverrrrrr. i hate it hereeee

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