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cheerfullycatholic · 11 months

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Today was bad and it was mostly my doing 🥲 hopefully tomorrow is better, my nephew's getting baptized!

#gotta give some credit to the weather though #i like saying i hate one of God's creations but i do severely dislike summer #it didnt even feel that hot today but i was sweating like a pig???#i was just standing in the bathroom earlier trying to figure out makeup for tomorrow and it was dripping off my arms #we were all miserable #my mom my dad and i all have headaches #i almost threw up #im trying to stay hydrated but i dont think ive been keeping up with the sweat #and im just ready for fall #just gotta!!!!#get through august!!!#and probably half of september!!!!#then i will be at full power once again!!!!!!!!!#OH MY GOSH 🤦 big oopsie #i meant to say i DONT like saying i hate God's creation #its too far back im not going to fix it #i need to not type so fast and double check what i say

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stil-lindigo · 10 months

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scorched earth.

a comic about a princess who died in a fire.

(this is a sequel to bite of winter, a comic about Snow and what became of her after her death.)

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slavhew · 1 month

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his problem now

#homestuck #hom3stuck #home24uck #dirk strider #admin draws #fanart #drew this real quicj before i forced myself to work. exam on wednesaday im just about ready to end it all #im tired constantly and so fucking bad at sleeping during the day. i just cannot. i cant. its impossible #even if i get into a completely dark room and comfy unless im about to get sick or slept 5ish hours for many consecutive days #theres about a 80% chance the nap will fail catastrophically and i wotn fall asleep at all

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lotus-pear · 3 months

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guys idk about you but i am NOT ready to delve into uncharted waters as we move into new content with bsd in the upcoming chapter.

this new chapter could include anywhere from ada reunion and a return back to yokohama OR to a new horrible twist after fyodor’s death, ensuring that if he lost then dazai would too. taking dazai down with him.

not to mention if we return back to yokohama that’s a whole other gut wrenching story as one ada member is selected to go to the port mafia. i am not ready to see the futile and tragic looks on the other agency members as they grit their teeth and watch one of their own step into the world of darkness. the tragedy of letting someone go after they have all reconciled. being separated again, but for good this time

#AND AND HOLD ON……….IF ITS DAZAI OR YOSANO????#DAZAI MIGHT JUST GO TO SAVE YOSANO.#NOTICE HOW HES BECOMING MORE SELF SACRIFICAL AND READY TO DIE FOR THE ADA?? ESP DURING MEURSAULT #MORI KEPT DAZAI’S EXECUTIVE SEAT OPEN. HE HAS BEEN KEEPING IT OPEN SINCE DAZAI WAS EIGHTEEN AND FLED THE MAFIA #guys if dazai is the one chosen to go back to the pm do you fucking realize that i will kill myself #his whole redemption arc….EVERYTHING he has done up until now to wrench himself free of the shadows of his past that still cling to him…#….ITS ALL GOING TO BE FOR NOTHING. IT IS HIS WORST POSSIBLE OUTCOME. HIS DETHRONING. HIS FALL.#im going to be sick im not fucjing ready im not ready for this I CANT DO THIS #bungou stray dogs #bsd

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doufudanshi · 1 year

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for anyone who criticizes jyl for bringing soup to yiling instead of like, money—

we should first ask: could jyl actually have given wwx money? she must have something, you say. the jins are rich! she could even give him some of her betrothal gifts.

but realistically jyl probably didn't have much money at all! let's think this through. not only did she not marry jzx yet at the time of her yiling visit, but (based on many, many imperial palace tv shows lol) all her worth would be in betrothal gifts of jewelry, fine clothing, or other misc items, which is 1) heavy and difficult to transport without notice, but that doesn't actually matter bc it's ultimately 2) disrespectful to sell and worse to have the gifter find out when they come by for tea and you begin chatting about the event in two days and they say oh where's that one-of-a-kind jade bracelet I gave you wouldn't it match the also one-of-a-kind silk garment that lady jin gave you sooo well oh you will look so lovely in it won't you wear it.

or worse, have it recognized in some random pawn shop on the street by someone who has never really liked you and WILL get you in deep shit for it.

does jyl have any money from the jiang side? well, jc has been busy at work rebuilding lotus pier and the clan since before wwx's defection, and even if he's not borrowing a shitton of money from the jins (which he almost certainly is), he definitely has the opposite of surplus funds. he's also busy organizing and buying gifts for the wedding too, making him go more in the red because you know the jins aren't going to want cheap-ass things even if you don't have money.

let's say jyl did get a significant bride price (aka given money money)—not only does that go to her family (jc), but it is given during the ceremony (which, again, hasn't happened yet). and, realistically, jc probably will have to use it to offset the costs of the above.

beyond that, let's just take this scene from a storytelling perspective. sometimes it is simply about the emotional resonance. the vibes. let's say jyl did have some funds to give wwx. but imagine if jyl was like here a-xian take all this money 😐 ok sure useful for some period. but is that the gift that wwx would want during the first time he's gotten to see her in months, and likely the last time he will see her in a long, long time (possibly years)? would that be impactful for the story?

meanwhile, the soup she brings represents her love. we hear in the extra, from wwx's own words, the care she put into selecting the ingredients, making sure the lotus root is fresh and perfectly ripe. it also takes hours for her to even make iirc. wwx derives so much comfort from it—that's why it comes up again and again. it is one of his first memories of feeling safe in lotus pier, of home. it provides wwx some semblance of normalcy. he hasn't had any this entire time, and is likely something he aches for whenever he's homesick or sad or questioning his choices. it is simply, given the circumstances, incredibly thoughtful. (and how meaningful was it to see wn treat it with such respect? seeing that is literally the moment in the chapter when wwx realizes—ah. the wens are people I cherish as well.)

and regarding jyl coming in her wedding dress—it is not for herself. it is for wwx. we saw how devastated wwx was just to even hear that jyl was getting married because he had to hear it from someone who wasn't jc or jyl. and to immediately then realize he cannot go? even more heartbreaking. and jyl, who clearly knows wwx extremely well, would know, without having to ask, how upset wwx would be to miss such a huge occasion in their lives that was previously a given. this is what she can do to offset that, even just a little. because jyl came in her dress, wwx gets to experience a piece of her wedding even though he cannot physically be there. not to be a 2000s mastercard ad, but there really are some things that money can't buy.

idk there's also some fist-shaking at the class discrepancy in the scene. and I get it. it sucks! her dress is certainly lavish, and the wens are farming on a corpse mountain and have only just started making a bit of money. yes, it's fine to think that if you were in the character's shoes, maybe you would've found it to be in poor taste—but the story isn't about you. it is about these characters, and what this scene means to them. and I'm of the camp that if there is no indication that wwx is upset by any of this, and in fact moved by it, there really isn't reason for the reader to be righteously indignant about these things on a character's behalf. that's just not the focus or the point of the scene.

plus, jyl is sharp. she is likely more aware of the discrepancy than most people think. she has also been shown in the text to not just be another sheltered, spoiled noble (re jzx soup incident). but if what you want is guilt from jyl—I personally think that guilt is performative, and accomplishes nothing. her guilt would've only made wwx unhappy. instead, here is an action that is meaningful and brings joy to wwx. to share her joy with him is not selfishness, nor is it some lack of awareness of their situation. if in this moment, she shows off her dress, if she revels in her joy, her happiness, it is for wwx, and wwx is incredibly moved by it.

and let's face it—wwx, of all people, would want to see jyl in a wedding dress that cost more than rebuilding lotus pier from the ground up. he wouldn't want anything less.

#cultural context is as always important people!#idk i just see a lot of jyl slander and it rubs me very much the wrong way #anyway this is not the jyl thread I intended to write but it's a subset of my thoughts #get ready for more later o boy #jyl #cultural meta #mdzs #mine #ps I think ppl should question their assumptions and reactions to the most traditionally feminine character in the novel #im writing this at like 2am after being unable to fall back asleep btw if there are mistakes whoopsies #jiang yanli

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semisolidmind · 2 months

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I am here to say I love and appreciate you. Stay healthy, mentally and physically and good luck with uni. Grab them exams like those non existent balls! You got this ;)

thank you buddy :)

fr, uni has been kicking my behind lately. i have been kinda burned out by it, and im so busy illustrating for class that i can't find the energy to draw fanart 😔 hopefully i can get back into it soon.

but who knows. i am. So Tired.

#luckily i should only have one semester left #so im in the home stretch #i enjoy my school work and the people i have class with #but UUUUUGGGGGHHHHH im ready for all the stress to be OVER #just one more fall

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bugsinshoes · 2 months

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I want to see your OCs in action!

RAHHHH LAURIE DUMP !!!!!

these are just little doodles of my favourite goober ever <3 shes My Main OC so i HAVE to share more of her (shes all i ever think about)

shes so lovely, it would be a shame if something bad were to happen to her :)

(she'll be fine guys)

#aaaanyways the top text is basically just french canadian for:#“im going to punch this guys face in because hes being a right piece of shit and hes getting on my nerves and im at my fucking limit"#i love her so much i CANT #i promise i will be posting more soon ive just been in horrible art block plus life is very overwhelming atm #some things im gonna post soon is a new laurie ref sheet just with her different ages and stuff #and i mighttt work on some comics with my ocs #idk when theyll be finished but im slowly writing ideas #i also have SO much laurie angst NONE of you are gonna be ready for #laurie wood #gravity falls #art tag #asks

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ink--theory · 24 days

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guess who got top 50 this splatfest lol

with that out the way, hOW WE FEELING TONIGHT FRYE NATION WOOOOO- 🎉🎉🎉🎉💃🏻💃🏻🎊🎊🎊

#no friends wanted to play this splatfest with me so my ass just stayed in pro the whole time #with the amount of ppl who picked bucket list im surprised im even on here to begin with lmao #one of my switch friends also on there too #(it's one of the dynamos teehee)#I was gonna make a silly meme image thingy but man I just woke up and I'm ready to fall back asleep so gn #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatfest #same ol vs bucket list vs save the day #team bucket list

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gianttol · 1 year

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oc idea where a sleepy girl is constantly pulling all nighters to get assignments done so when shes asleep shes out for the night. the borrower in the house gets too used to that fact and tries going for her coffee and sleepy girl wakes up

#the power of gt ocs took over my body to make this happen #more wlw gt ocs because i cant get enough of itttttt #gt #g/t #giant tiny #giant/tiny #borrower #borrower oc #also yea story wise these two would fall in love #IM A SUCKER FOR LOVE STORIES AND PINING AAAAAHHGHGHHH #this is MY self indulgent art im allowed >:3 #okay okay ready for rambles? sleepy would pretend that she doesnt have any suspicions and carry on life #starts leaving snacks and foods out in the kitchen #leaves stuff around the house to make it easier for the borrower to climb #borrower is oblivious dumbass who thinks shes just super good at this recently #scene where sleepy dozes off to a show and opens her eyes later to borrower watching the show from behind her coffee cup #sighing and closing her eyes so that the borrower can watch her show #shes seen this episode anyways #damn i really put this all in the tags #hmm #thx for reading lol #oc max #oc evelyn

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably

#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call #please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway #so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3'#laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad'#to Me.#in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions #he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye #he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual #he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot #all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically.#meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics #he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time'#'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.'#'....hey wally you can keep a secret right'#and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too #and from barnabys pov its going great!#howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck #so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy #so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart)#that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out.#everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You #and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭'#cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked #so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange #why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No.#so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment #cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it #meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms)#eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega #this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately

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goldkirk · 10 months

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Got my first meeting with a psychiatrist in over a year since the last one demanded details about trauma when I was visibly sweating and shaking! Let’s hope today goes much better and that I have the prefrontal cortex online enough to leave if necessary instead of tolerating that kind of thing again

#note to everyone: if you say ‘I experienced xyz’ to a medical professional #on your FIRST VISIT #they are NOT supposed to require further and further details before moving the conversation along #they should take you at your word and realize that’s not the important part #the important part is hearing what symptoms you have had for how long and how they impact your daily life #so they can help you #NO ONE needs the details unless you choose to share them on your own time #and if someone is pressing you for things you’re not ready to talk about #LEAVE!!!! get up and LEAVE #i know that now #personal #this isn’t about sleep I’ve been going downhill in certain areas for weeks and haven’t gotten the boat to turn around #so I’m asking to start back on meds BEFORE things get really bad #i was planning to wait for the fall #but I’m struggling so much and I shouldn’t have to be #so. SSRI and asking about nonstimulant ADHD meds it is #the good thing is that while my self worth and competency and anxiety are in the toilet again #Im at least not feeling depressed and I’m not having all the sleep trouble I used to or the void feeling #my PTSD symptom improvement is still there it’s just anxiety and ADHD kicking my ASS

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hotgirlgraps · 9 months

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this is the mondayest monday that’s ever mondayed

#i’ve been at work for 4 hours #and it feels like i’ve been here for daysss #and still have 5 hours left #did time just suddenly slow down over night or something #why is this day dragging #i need caffeine #like 5 cups of coffee at least #cause im ready to fall asleep in the break room rn

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spidvrbatz · 4 days

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Baby Regressor Robin from Teen Titans - Brown Comfort Moodboard

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#i usually do these at night but this one is a req from a friend n i wanna crank it out as fast as i can #not cuz im rushing but just cuz im excited (im rushing cuz im excited not cuz i wanna be done with it yk?)#i get to thinking about character analysis cuz its what i needa do for this fool #and all other moodboards yk #he would so totally play detective around the manor with his little play binoculars #he would scare himself with his thoughts cuz yk he's the only kid around there #he definitely scrapes his knees a lot n since brucey isnt there to help alfred with the garden..well #now he is #in teen titans specifically he tries to be so cool and succeeds but #hes a geek.#point blank period hes a geek #and hes a BABY #a very pouty baby #also he's a chess nerd #he pretended to be a pirate too #hes scared of the dark #so his room is filled with some fairy lights #n comfy blankets #hes more ready to admit his “bad” emotions when he's little versus when he's big #like being scared of angry or frustrated #when he's small alfred dresses him in corduroy pants and cotton sweaters #his favorite season is the fall but he hates all the pumpkin spice latte girlies #and he knows how to play the piano sorry guys #he wasn't even forced to fr he just saw alfred playing it one night while bruce n selina were hanging out n he was like omg i wanna do that #to me nightwing and robin are completely different people #obviously yk #like nightwing prolly plays electric guitar and is GOOD at it #but robin is just barely picking up a guitar he doesnt even know how to HOLD it #he's still working out who he is #moodboard tag

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hjeojeo · 12 days

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Trying to understand how the muscle structure works

Im getting a rough gist of it, the specifics of how each muscle relates with the other still escapes me but at least now i understand basic form!

Hopefully in time I'll understand the specifics

#art #traditional #personal art #a note to anyone who plans on using my studies to reference: i hope it helps but as soon as yer brains ready move on to referecing medi #medical references because my studies are gonna fall apart as soon as you start trying to figure out how the specific muscles work #a lot of it is misplaced cause im also still learning so just a warning to not pick up some really bad habits from my learning stages

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the-patrex · 1 year

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I'm rewatching hannibal w my mom (her first time) and I'm going WILD w the fact she didn't comment at all abt the heavy homo subtext so far. She made a comment implying their relationship is more like father and son in the episode where the social worker is inside that horse. I'm baffled.

#we just watched mizumono and not a pip about those weirdos breathing each others airs and prolonged staring #crazy.#shut up patrex #at this point im ready for her to be surprised and feel like the 'betrayal and forgiveness is best seen as smt akin to falling in love' and #'is hannibal in love w me'#are coming out of nowhere #straight ppl are wild

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p4nishers · 11 months

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devotion as a chest wound

#she was literally wearing her heart on her sleeve she was SO READY im gonna kms #no cause the way they've been devoted to aziraphale since their fall like az was actually their very purpose since he knew anything at all #he wanted to talk to aziraphale and protect him and make him laugh and the fact that aziraphale rejected her hurt so much more when u #consider the fact that he's been hoping for thousands of years and aziraphale rejecting him and leaving for heaven means he'll no longer #have the person he devoted his existence to and he'll have to just make his way in the world without aziraphale which yes obviously #they've been doing but also they always knew aziraphale was somewhere in reach and now HE NO LONGER HAS THAT and his devotion will just rot #away in his chest or it'll choke him and the fact is she really thinks aziraphale just doesn't love her. bc they dont fucking communicate #and what crowley thought was aziraphale's way of saying he always wanted him when he was an angel more and not aziraphale in his eyes fm #finding a way for them to be together safely. like it's actually insane how much miscommunication is between them and i honestly dont know #what crowley will do next season and where he'll be emotionally #good omens #azicrow #good omens s2 #aziracrow #good omens season 2 #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable spouses #go s2

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