ok back on this bullshit need to lose before my birthday this winter weight is awful

ayo, i gained 20kg in recovery and i'm not feeling good about that.

that's why i decided to relapse now since i wanna be skinny in summer so i don't have to hide my body. my goal weight for summer will be 60kg and i think that that's quite realistic. it's still a very healthy weight but i know that i would be comfortable and that point. maybe i'm gonna keep losing after that tho. :)

received really cute size 8 jeans today day ruined

at least i have something to work for

me updating my cw when ive gained: 😴

me updating cw when ive lost: 🏃‍♀️💨

still feel so disgusting but im at my lw finally

hit my lw , was so sick i couldnt eat for a while then i binged for like two days straight because i bought some weed oops but its knocked me out of my plateau

hit my 120 gw⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

gonna start food logs again<3

bought a new scale

cw 123 lbs

best hack for getting back into honeymoon phase is drink such a disgusting mix of alcohol that the sight of food is enough to make you dry heave for days after ❤️

the post christmas day feeling coupled with new years resolutions restriction always hits so different

omad but its just me and a bag of family sized doritos

bruschetta can be so low cal if you dont use olive oil.. low cal food that doesnt taste like shit>>>

food log-13th of feb

breakfast: none (0 cal)

lunch: tuna pasta (434 cal) cool doritos (241) white monster (10 cal)

dinner: none (0 cal)

total: 685cal!

ok finally hit 121lbs which feels wrong cause i woke up so bloated and on my period but im super happy