My... apologies, Aloy. I seem to have gotten lost in my thoughts...
Bonus:
i have many many thoughts about Tilda van der Meer. when it was revealed she and Lis had history it was very 👀, but i have some mixed feelings about how they handled her towards the end
anywho sometimes my brain will go kjanKJSADNKsjdn and i’ll spit out a whole ass comic, hope u enjoy :’)
smol headcanons: i definitely see lis and tilda being lightly competitive (esp. with tilda saying lis was always one step ahead of her in canon). tilda is thrilled whenever she finds out she’s better/more knowledgeable about something (pictured here: tilda is more proficient - read: wayyyy more proficient - at hairstyling so she always teases lis whenever they have to go to a fancy conference or event and she catches lis struggling)
lis just complains about how she didn’t want to go to the event in the first place and would rather crash and take a fat nap. tired scientist be tired (they end up having fun anyways)
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20k?!?!? I've always been kind of stocky so I figured in a fight or flight situation I would need to at least look like I can put up a fight hence my goal toward pull ups and broad shoulders but damn the stamina you must have (in a non sexual way)
my dad was kind of a long-distance running champion when he was younger so he used to take me out on circuits and then i did cross-country running in school (predictably because a girl i liked was too scared to join up by herself. same reason i played basketball and camogie for years lmao) so i guess i built it up over time.
the long runs are really nice actually and sometimes a 5k can be harder because with the long runs i fast to carry as little weight as possible and after about 8-9k it doesn’t feel like running at all, like an airplane reaching cruising altitude. it’s the first few kilometres that you have to fight through.
and yeah there is a pace that just… might as well be a stroll to me. and you have to maintain it really carefully especially with uphill/downhill. can’t charge up can’t let yourself breeze down the other side. but there’s nothing more peaceful than 12k into it out in the plains with my music or just the wind. i’ve missed it so much 🥹
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Having the freedom to experiment with my gender expression has allowed me to determine that it’s less important that i be seen as a girl and more important that i get to be pretty and elegant without reprisal. Yes i use she/her. Yes i have a girl name. No i’m not necessarily a girl. Yes i can be your boyfriend. I’m not stressing about this
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For those of you that are here for the big red E in my fics, I come bearing gifts. I'm unable to keep these short. Even my Kinktober fills are hitting 2.5-3k. Emotions sneak their way into every fic, I swear.
Rating: E
Category: F/F
Ships: Shadowheart/Trans Fem Tav, Shadowheart/Trans Fem OC
Summary:
After completing the Gauntlet of Shar, one final test stands before Shadowheart. She needs to de-stress before the nerves get the better of her. None of her usual tricks to calm herself are working, so it's time for something else.
Her newly minted girlfriend has been very patient with taking things slowly, but now is not the time for slow.
Tags under the break for capital-E reasons.
Explicit Sexual Content, Shameless Smut, Porn with Feelings, Trans Female Character, Half-Orc Tav, Established Relationship, Masturbation Interruptus (I love that this is the canonical tag lmao), Blow Jobs, First Time Blow Jobs, Dirty Talk, In-character Dirty Talk, Come Eating, Come Swallowing, Light Dom/sub, Praise Kink, Biting when Kissing, Stress Relief in the form of giving her girlfriend head
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i haven’t been posting as much lately or making anything because life is kind of hell right now and i’m just trying to drown it out with mindless video games (have been playing raft, the wandering village, and coral island nonstop for days)
hurricane ian left us without power for 2 weeks and internet for 3, i haven’t been able to go back to work because of how bad the internet has been, i’m kind of just down and depressed in general with everything. i am probably going to have to move sooner than planned so that’s just more stress and i really need to go through all of my shit and get rid of most of it before we move so it’s less expensive since it’s across the country but i have no motivation lmao.
lots of positive things are happening too — new kitten we found in a parking lot and took in is an angel, my job has been awesome about the issues from the hurricane, i’m def gonna be able to afford to move, testosterone has been really amazing to me, etc it just fucking sucks to keep living through major life events and this hurricane was fucking devastating to my hometown and many places that shaped my childhood. i hate florida as much as the next guy but nobody deserves to have their homes, businesses and entire lives just swept away like this. seeing all of the destruction around has been very humbling to say the least but more than that it just makes me want to get the fuck away from all of this more.
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