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gigglecoffin · 6 months

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i feel sick rn

#my sims #ts4 #sims 4 #sims4 #ts4 cas #sims 4 cas #sims #ts4 portrait #sims 4 portrait #ts4 lookbook #sims 4 lookbook #title bc i feel sick rn ;)#alsooooo no names :D #also mad sick in love with all of them #gn

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dootznbootz · 3 months

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Odysseus is the type of guy who oozes rizz and can and will say the sweetest shit to Penelope and revels in her being happy with it ("You're beautiful in red" when she blushes. THAT type of cheesy bullshit. Have you READ the shit he says to her in the Odyssey?) but if she gives it back, he just freezes and Odysseus.exe stops working. Especially since he was the one doing all the flirting in the beginning until she finally chills out and "allows" herself to have a crush.

Penelope: ...You know, I don't really know if your name fits you. Odysseus: Oh? You don't think "Pain in the ass" is a good fit? Penelope: It definitely is...But...I don't know. Maybe it's because when I think of you, I don't think of pain, I think of joy... Yeah, instead of "pain giver", you're a giver of joy."Joy Giver" perhaps? Odysseus:

Penelope: ...Are you okay? Odysseus: *completely red and continues to make a high-pitched squeaking sound like air being let out of a balloon*

He gets more used to it as they get further along in their marriage but in the beginning, this guy was screaming into his pillows and kicking his feet and twirling his hair and being stupid :D

#He's like one of those huge ass frogs that stand up all weird and just screech “REEEE" whenever she gives affection back at first #He's “dead”. His soul has left his body #“Ugh. BE MY WIFE”#like I know I have Odysseus being the “romantic” one currently in my stuff that I've shared but it's just that he was all in from the #beginning but it took her longer to “warm up to it”/believe it. Also with her being SICK in my fic right now. she's not able to do much #but she's just as lovey dovey and cuddly. she's just SICK right now and she was in denial in the beginning.#*kissing his face a bunch while he's sleepy* “You decide to attack me when I'm at my weakest?” *makes a loud “Mwah” sound on his cheek*#I love them soooooo much #odypen #Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #my headcanons #Water Wife

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anxiously-sidequesting · 5 months

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To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope

#this post is lighthearted btw JELAJWODJTU i aint actually mad #but like...... malistaire as a villain is kinda mid though im sorry. IM SORRY ill take the L opinion if i have to #its one thing if he lost his wife to unfair systematic negligence or thru someone else's doings or smth but. no she just got sick bro 😐#HWMSNFLEKSDIDOA EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WILL GIVW A BAD OPINION AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. i cant be right ALL the time /j #like if i dont focus on malistaire's motives and just his ACTIONS he seems super metal #but then he does ALLLLL of that heinous shit because his wife died. like thats absolutely very sad but damn get a grip #(fandom starts breaking in my windows and drags me out into the street) IM SORRY IM SORRY LOOK ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA #ive never been invested in those Mr. Freeze types of villains where a person they love dies due to normal circumstances-#and they go fucking BERSERK. they LOSE IT. they go like “well okay fuck the entire world i guess nothing matters” and then kill people #LIKE IF IT'S DONE IN A CERTAIN WAY I CAN BE INVESTED but more often than not to me? its just kind of funny #like “okay damn there was only ONE person keeping you from being a national criminal? okay”#and you know what? thats a mood actually. thats a mood #without my cat i probanly would have become the president by now #for some reason its a little diff for me if its like a child you lost and idk why #like if malistaire lost a kid instead of his wife id probably be more inclined to feel bad and thats terribly fucked up JSLSJSJSJ #you know what its also bias because in some shape or form i relate to all the other villains. morganthe and duncan especially #whereas in malitsaire's case i have never been married. which i mean doesnt stop me from tryna be more synpathetic i guess but im just not #ONCE AGAIN FEEL VERY BAD FOR HIM AND SULVIA. like losing someone to sickness or any reason really is a serious thing #but in terms of a fictional setting with fictional characters where one of them decides to commit genocide over it? 🧍 like okay boo u do u #i will gladly give up my mantle for the “most reasonable opinions” guy in the fandom foe this one. i deserve it #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts #malistaire drake

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todostiddies · 11 days

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cried

THEY MADE IT TO NATIONALS

#haikyuu got me fucked up #i dont even like sports #when i tell yall i was rocking back and forth biting my knuckles like i needed to be locked up with chains #watched season 3 in one day and it took years off my life #the crowds reactions had me emotional #who is the guy in the hat #WHEN IT SHOWED USHIJIMA HOLDING TSUKI AND HINATA DOWN BUT THE 3RD YEARS CAME #AND THEY LIFTED HIM OFF OF THEM I GOT EMOTIONAL #AND THEN WHEN THEY WERE SHOCKED AND ALL THE 3RD YEARS CRIED TOGETHER I CRIED #AND EVERYONES REACTION GODDDDDDDDDD #oh to be a boy playing volleyball on the high of ever-evolving greatness potential dreams and friendships #MAKES ME SICK #im so happy for them #i also anxiety rubbed my cat like a mad woman but he liked it #AND TSUKI FUCKING ATE I KNEW HE WAS COOKING ALL THIS TIME #still waiting for the tiwns tho cant lie #AND OIKAWA IN GLASSES??? ATE #THE VICE PRINCIPAL SHAKING HIS WIG AROUND SENT ME #and everyone coming to cheer made me so happy goodness #i love haikyuu simply put

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hauntingblue · 25 days

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Strong world is the nami and luffy twins manifesto written by oda this is my one piece.

You see luffy's finishing attack with his giant hammer being fueled by lightning which is nami's main weapon with her clima tact and she even made the guy steer the islands towards the cyclone so even if the lighting isn't produced by her the lighting is provided by her either way so luffy AND her finished that guy and even luffy attacked after nami announced how he will lose which also means nami knew and trusted luffy to end him after that and of course he did and

Oh my god luffy making nami explain herself about the message he left on the tone dial and being pissed that she didn't trust him to save and protect her but he got so mad and didn't hear the whole message and she asked luffy to save her omg....... she knew after all that they will come and win..... I love this ending I am going to walk into the sea now goodbye.

Why are whitebeard and ace on the ending credits I already cried. Watching aces part again cause he looks so good. Hello alive dead wife

#the animation in this one..... hell yes.....#img little luffy i missed you!!!! robin doesnt look like herself in this one and franky doesnt have his voice 😞😞 what a disrespect in his #first movie appearance....... franky i will avenge you. your fit is hard tho. well his voice could be his va with a cold. its weird #why is brook smoking a blunt ajdhsksj and sanji tease......#the 3d is too good here.... and someone wants nami bc of her abilities instead of like well everything else.... i might accept this #sanji going insane ajdksjsk zoro what are you wearing on your head......#love the duck following nami like well a baby duck... omg i thought if the duck electrifies the animals in the water nami is fried too #and indeed he was i didnt expect it to follow logic ajdhsj nami found luffy of course #why is nami on top of luffy ajdhsjs doesnt she trust the bird to fly or what #THE BARTENDER FROM THE PIRAGE RACE MOVIE IS HERE TOO!!!!#nami getting arlong flashbacks but now worse #kinda love the crew being protective over her and not to fall into stereotypes but it goes off every time.... they got her away form arlong #nami and usopp omg...... nami once again sacrificing herself... suffered more than jesus.... also her bracelet... i didnt know that #luffy is so mad.... he gets so mad when people leave.... (he gets sad but ofc he cant be sad so next best thing)#NAMI GOT SICK FROM THE TREES!!!! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!!!#they got changed and everything..... did robin tell them they had to follow the dress code and they all did?? qjsjaka luffys first cape also #luffy that was such a slay. why are they all carrying fire power. he called them a suicide squad... and well a lot of them actually #wasnt expecting this to turn into a mafia movie. surprised luffy knows how to shoot one of those.#nami isnt gonna sacrifice herself luffy said... while she rigs epxlosives in a place she cant move.... luffy she needs an intervention #oh my god. nojiko telling her to have fun.... every time i remember luffy promised gen san to keep her happy i die a little #luffy is gonna get a stroke he is so fucking mad 'nami ill beat this guy and well go back together' ok 🥺🥺#sanji understands perverted gorilla 😭😭#brook got robin instead of sanji.... sick ennies lobby reference bro #also how come franky didnt get his own movie.... like in this one franky AND brook join. confirming my theory that brook doesnt let franky #get confortable in the crew and be with them as the new one for a while bc brook joins immediately after and he doesnt get time to breathe #nami don't cry omg.... she was ready to never see them again omg #i thot nami was gonna electrocute him..... or make him eat the cyclone or smth.... well she said her peace at least #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies

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chenyann · 1 year

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Rating my cutie mooties♡

Mainly bc I didn't have the best day and yall were here and making me giggle/feel better🤭

kinda like mutual appreciation week(?) Also be aware I'm not the best at expressing things so if it comes off as rude/uncaring or bland I'm so sorry!! (this isn't in any order so don't think if someone is on top that means I like them better also if you were not added that is because we don't really interact with each other much and I'm too shy to start doing it now-)

@pandoa 1 or 100/10

You make weord edits of me, also that butter chicken photo you sent me won't be forgotten but, you are one of my first and beloved mutuals. I giggle, smile, twirl my hair or preparing for seeing what you've said or liked whenever you interact with me. Seeing you so randomly or you saying the most strange things brings me so much joy. You've created an icon (yakonigiri) who I'm actually preparing to bring back soon, the days yakonigiri roamed around were some of the best days (imo) and the days that we would have chats are also held close to my heart. I will love to make some more amazing memories with you as my mutual.

@puminari 8/10

It was originally 10/10 until I remembered these:

but other than that you are an amazing person, you're more on the newer side of mutuals but that doesn't matter. Seeing you in my notifications is always such a treat and I get happy knowing that you posted something. You're very funny and interacting with you is always a fun thing!(i also hope school is going good for you)

@cherrys-sweetness 15/10

I was too shy to really interact with you at first but then I got comfortable, tbh you were kinda intimidating to me when we first became moots💀 but I've came to find that it was all in my head– you're literally so sweet and funny, you also have a heart filled with gold I'm my eyes.As sweet as a cherry, as bright as the sun and as beautiful as the moon. You're a wonderful person cherry :)

@trplas 100/10

I just love you/p, you're a very sweet person and I love talking to you. When we first became moots I didn't expect us to bond this much ngl💀 but with that I feel like I grow grey hairs everytime you tell me you're injured or ill. (I won't say much bc I'll end up writing essays)

@merotwst 9/10

I'm not gonna lie, you're kinda scary. But I know you're harmless (kinda) your love for Jamil is so inspiring 💖💖 also your art is very yumyum, seeing that you posted I get excited bc of your delectable writing skills too. I enjoy talking to you (and how ur on Jamil crack but that's not the point) I was kinda panicking when you followed me but I'm glad that i was scared for nothing!

@a-hollow-angel 9/10

why won't you let me eat ur things??? Your art is yum, ur photos are yum, your theme is yum. Everything about your blog is yum and I don't find it fair that I can't eat it. You're the most sweetest person on tumblr and I will stand by this statement til I quit tumblr. -1 bc you won't let me eat ur stuff :(

@kalims 10/10

Bro we don't talk as much, but ur so amazing. Like hello ur so sweet?????? Also all ur themes are so cute 🤩 (the Luke one was the cutest imo) not gonna lie you were also very intimidating to me but that okay💀 again you're very sweet and another one with a heart of gold♡

@achy-boo 7/10

Please sleep at appropriate times😭😭😭😭 you're one of the few mutuals who I think would beat me in a fist fight. Again you're more on the intimidating side of my mutuals, but other than that you're very cool! -3 bc of the horrible sleep schedule and the fact you grinkled me.

@italoniponic 10/10

You're very sweet, you're funny, you're themes are always cute and you are over-all an amazin person to talk to! Personally you are one of the most big brained mutuals I got, all your ideas just... there are not words to explain them, the way you think is just beautiful no words can begin to describe it. That's how amazing you and your ideas are.

@moxxbox 10/10

Moxxie 😗😗😗😝😝😝😝 can we talk about ur headers, THEY ARE SO SO CUTE!!!! I fr flew to the sky when I saw them😼 but that's not what I'm here to talk about, you are really nice and very cool. I dont remember when we became moots but I'm glad we did :) chatting with you is always something i enjoy [ Also I haven't spoken to you in awhile bc i keep forgetting 😭]

@arent-i-the-fairest 10/10

I also think you can beat me in a fist fight lu, ur writing is so yum, ur theme is also yum. I hope you're doing okay and that you've been taking care of yourself. I'm glad we are moots bc I know later gonna lurk in ur inbox- you are very very nice and very fun to be around 😗✌

@rggie 15/10

Mal I hope you're doing okay😭😭 bc past time we spoke you were a little sick, but i hope that whatever you're doing you're having fun and being you. When I first interacted with ur account you were so sweet and fun to be around. Yoire themes were so beautiful and your writing was even better, I hope you're doing well.

(That's all💀 I have more mutuals but I feel like I'd be bothering them or I'm just scared to talk to them.)

If you haven't already followed some of these amazing accounts I'd recommend them ♡

#Love yall<33333 #Also I'm mad sick rn #My heater caught fire last night so it's cold I here and need to get another #Luckily we are all okay we just have to scrub the walls #Also I'm watching 'A love so beautiful' guys this shit has me crying #I'm such a cry baby #They could fr be saying hello and I'm already in tears #And I broke my glasses 💀💀💀#I fell Asleep with them on😛😛😭😭😭#☕|° chats

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theloveinc · 2 years

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Bakugou who tears up seeing you in pain during labor🥺. Imagine if u had one of those long hours of labor, maybe around/over 48 hours some women (or maybe quite a lot idk) go through.. he'll be absolutely restless the whole time worrying about u. and he hates feeling so helpless where he can't do anything to take ur pain away. He can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through. And then cries again after holding your baby for the first time😭, kinda like yr sympathy pains hc for bkg🥺

OHHH Bakugo being also affected by your labor is one of my favorite concepts… I even wrote something for it on IHB a while back.

So YES!!! Your labor is absolutely awful for him, which he knows is somewhat unfair given that you’re the one actually giving birth, but… HE CAN’T HELP IT!!! Like you said, he's used to fixing problems, not waiting them out, and esp. not when you're the one hurting :(((

But now that baby is arriving, it’s like all his anxieties from the past nine months (that he did his best to hide for your sake) are finally catching up to him… and turning him into this frazzled mess in trying to do more for you than just sit there and hold your hand.

(He's always worried about something. If you're content, he's up and fussing with the AC. If the AC is fine, he's worrying about if you need a snack. If you don't want a snack, he's getting mad at the curtains for blowing around. It never stops ajsdfjkadsj)

It’s funny though, because even through his immense panic and up-and-down jitters… he’s still an absolute guard dog. He’s nervous yeah, but not for himself… FOR YOU, which means he’s doing anything and everything in his power (literally, even fighting with the doctor) to make sure your birth plan is followed and your wishes are granted.

(Tracking down nurses who are taking too long, finding foods you’ll eat, snarling when the doctor suggests something you already covered in an earlier conversation...)

And it’s only in between these moments, when you’re fed, in bed, and getting ready to push that he’s really letting the tears fall. Wincing whenever you cry out, sweating through his clothes as he waits and watches (he doesn't even notice how hard you're squeezing his arm); his literally heart doesn’t stop pounding for even a second until baby’s out and you’re smiling at him with them in your arms.

And yeah... he's absolutely crying when he holds your baby. And tearing up just a little bit those few few days after, too... which is funny because he's such a clingy daddy. The second you fall asleep, need to eat, use the restroom... he's holding your baby and not putting them down lol (crying at the thought of them nuzzling into his worn flannel BYE).

It's a cute sight though, when your friends and family come to visit and you're all on the bed as one unit cuddling and crying <333

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forcedhesitation · 10 months

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sadako players rejoice

#thoughts about media #dbd #look i know some people are mad #but i think the changes all sound GREAT!#and as a ghostface main who witnessed the changes he's had over the last couple years #i'm pleased to where they eventually got with him #right now he feels really good to play #do i still feel like nightshroud is a bit touchy sometimes? yes #do i feel like leaning is also still touchy sometimes? yeah #but this is bhvr not fucking riot games or blizzard or whoever else that has tons and tons of money and court trials #so rejoice #and DEATH to the iridescent tape meta #i HATE having to rely on the most expensive fucking addon she has in order to keep up with sweaty as fuck swfs #i love playing ghostface knight and hux and i do not use anything higher than a yellow addon on all of them #and i still do well!#can i use higher rarities? yes!#it's the CHOICE that matters #it's the fact it's not a NECESSITY to have the high tier ones that matters #also some of the other changes sound really sick #i like that they are trying to make condemned more threatening while encouraging sruvivor/killer or survivor/killer item interaction #it's not just sadako slugs with iri tape and ring drawing and plays like a miserable soulless comp bastard #and no longer being able to be stunned while demanifested? amazing #they could have just given us that and i would have truly been satisfied #this is GREAT news overall

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maythray · 6 months

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trying so very hard to eat but i went out to grab a dish to eat ofd of and found my roommates agaid left them all dirty inside of the cabinet. like whats your fucking issue WHATS YOUR ISSUE can you die please. for me.

#i cannot Eat properly if what im eating from isnt confirmed to be clean and now i cany even trust that my own fucking dishes #LIKE #I ASK THEM CONSTANTLY TO CLEAN MY STUFF A CERTAIN WAY AND THEY JUST DONT #CAUSE THEYRE LIKE "OHH BUT THIS KIND OF SOAP DOESNT COME OFF MY HANDS :(' YES IT DOES YOU JUST STILL FEEL IT CAUSE YOUR HANDS ARE CLEAN #CAUSE IT ACTUALLY CLEANS!!!!!!!#KILL YOURSELF!!!!#every day im tempted to stop letting them use any and all of my dishes.#like. you want silverware? sorry get your own. you want a plate? a bowl? get your own. a cup? get your own.#im sick of this #im most mad about my french press that one of my roommates used #and tyen just left the tea in there? like all night and half of the next day.#AND THEN WHEN I DUMPED IT OUT AND ASKED HER TO CLEAN IT LATER SHE SAID SURE! AND THEN LEFT FOR THE WEEKEND #FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #I HATE YOU #YOURE NASTY!!! YOU ARE NASTY!!! YOUR SPACE IS NEVER CLEAN AND I NEED CLEAN SPACES OR ELSE ILL START DRIVING MYSELF INSANE!!!!#i hate them #theres one person in tnis entire dorm i like cause shes also cares about things being clean like me

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lettersiarrange · 8 months

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hey i'm the one who asked if you were a terf. I apologize for making it seem like an accusation, I've seen you reblog trans friendly stuff so I was confused but I shouldn't have worded it like that. I'm also not an expert with terf dogwhistles and stuff, but I do have shinigami eyes so the blog was highlighted in red. the blog is femmesandhoney and you reblogged their post from radgalacticacrew (this one is not highlighted).

And yeah, I get it, it's not like every single one of their posts are hateful bullshit, so you couldn't have known and no one combs through every blog they reblog from. I made a hasty judgment for something obvious to me and not to you (thanks to shinigami eyes) when I could just have given you a heads-up that you reblogged a terf. Again, sorry about that !

No worries. I appreciate the heads up that I was (unintentionally) engaging with terfs and the blogs in question so I can block them. I definitely don't want to come off as being at all affiliated with terfs so I'm glad to know I may have accidentally been giving that impression so I can fix it. I'm hoping to hunt down whatever secret terf I'm following so tumblr will stop reccomending me their innocuous-on-the-surface-but-with-terfy-undertones likes. In the meantime tho I'll block the blogs you pointed out so I don't make that mistake again.

I *have* heard of shingami eyes and DO think it's a cool idea, but I guess I'm also a little hesitant to do it myself. This kind of like "the computer/algorithm/program tells you who's Problematic" thing just feels a bit too close to, like, McCarthyism for me? I don't know how things get flagged and if they go through human review and what the guidelines are (which, to be fair, I might be able to find out, I haven't looked), but I always just feel like I'd rather personally see someone being shitty and suspicious and react to that than be informed by someone else/a program that someone is a Suspicious Person. But at the same time, clearly it's not like the program auto-blocks anyone flagged, it's just a heads up so you can do your own investigating, so I get it. I'm just not sure it's my vibe. But also my current strategy isn't 100% effective so it may be worth considering additional tools. 🤷‍♀️ something for me to think abt for sure.

#asks #don't worry op i wasn't mad i was just embarassed to have reblogged from terfs and a bit freaked out abt giving the impression of being one #and i guess like Scarred from 2012 tumblr discourse where admitting you don't Vet The Morality of every blog you touch-#-gets you like Perma-Cancelled #i appreciate you being cool abt it #we're all doing our best lol #it's also so annoying that terfs have like. co-opted femininity.#like why is every blog that celebrates being a woman or liking feminine things like a secret terf blog #tf. what if i think womanhood is cool AND i think trans people deserve rights. what then.#anyway i think we should take back femininity from terfs. I'm sick of them having a monopoly on being pro-woman and pro-femininity #(because they're not even pro woman!! that's like half the problem!!)#anyway. i will think of some alternative strategies for identifying terfs and consider shingami eyes #because i know terfs intentionally love to appear innocuous and non-terfy in order to lure people in #as part of their Strategy #so i gotta figure out a better way to sidestep that

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rosicheeks · 2 years

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#who wants to scream into the void together #I’m just so upset and tired man #from now on unless you are literally obsessed with me and I’m the only girl for you #leave me the fuck alone #I’m so sick of people pretending to be one person and then after I fall for them they show me their true colors #and then I’m just kinda stuck cause I miss the first fake person but not the real person #ALSO I’m sick (especially on here) of people saying all of these things like ‘you’re so special’ and I love you and I wanna marry you #but then you find out they are saying the same thing to like 5+ other people #from now on #unless you are ready to kidnap me and have a collar and cage for me #leave me alone #Kay thanks 🙃#im gonna delete soon #but I’m mad and pacing around my room so here you guys go #again any mutuals who want to go somewhere and just scream #cause I could go for a really big loud scream right about now #dnnsjsjsjdjdnhsjajsjdjdksj #AHHHHHHHH #dumb baby Rosie #shut up rosie

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jellyfishbeansontoast · 2 years

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back to crying over heartstopper <3

#i need someone to love 🧍🏻‍♀️#if nick and charlie are vans and converse wlw is doc martens and birkenstock’s #so where’s the birkenstocks to my doc martens #people still keep liking my little heartstopper rant so adding to it in the tags here #people annoyed that it’s ‘cringey’ and not a nothing tragic gay show #girlies there was a literal slur thrown in there #i think that’s enough #also am i allowed to be mad at my friend for saying that my other friend looked like ‘a proper little lesbian’#neither of them are lesbians #i’m sick of being the butt of a joke #i’ve ranted about three different things now lol #if anyone read all these ily #also my other friend said that the point of being in a relationship is to kiss girl i’m lowk asexual #that hurt a bit #ok actually stopping now

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ecclectricity · 2 years

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me: i don’t like this character

also me: going on a deep, passionate rant about the reason I hate her raving fans, but as a character she’s fascinating and really complex and fun and was disserviced by not only her frothing fans in the twi//tter fanbase, but also by people who just mindlessly hate her because of said thoughtless eggheads

Three guesses who I’m talking about, and two don’t count

#// ᴄʜᴀᴛᴛʏ ᴄᴇᴅʀɪᴀʟ { ᴏ ᴏ ᴄ }#{ it's beagle leader you all know it I know it #red is my favorite color okay #and look I have like #three separate OCs that have very similar attitudes and motivations that just #don't quite grind my gears?#but the difference is that my OCs never took that final plunge into the blood pool of villany and I respect the hell outta El for that #but people refuse to acknowledge that SHE acknowledges that's what she's doing and that is staggeringly underrepresenting her power and #quite honestly also ignoring her pride and stubbornness #she's capable and well spoken and conniving in all the right ways #but her stubborn pride ( and yes it's still pride ) and demand to do this on her own ( outside of really Hubert ) make it so difficult #she vexes me and I love her but I can't STAND people just blindly like #SHE'S NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG IN HER LIFE #or worse? alleging she has the least bloody route? talk to hubert and her for two seconds iN THEIR ROUTE #literally Edel vc: the pool of blood at my feet is growing larger. Those stains can never be washed clean #them: SHE'S A PURE BABY #me: square to doubt #I've been so mad at her route for so long and I'm sick of it so I'm just #diving in and forming my own opinions and reworking her in my brain to make her make more sense #who knows what if anything would come from this but #tag rant done omg sorry lol #also hope this doesn't come off as too mean I really don't want to upset anyone or be like IF YOU LIKE HER BLAH BLAH BLAH cause that's not #the case at all #I will never yuck someone's yum #I just #I have Feelings and Concerns and enjoy her concept but think that the writers failed her #which with the way production happened? duh unfortunately #but I am REALLY hoping #really really hoping #lol get it 'hoping'

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eccentriccryptid · 4 months

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I'm applying for jobs again and I once again am reminded how fucked I am by chronic illness. Like I legitimately cannot imagine working a full-time job that's not wfh and also I can't find one of those with the skills that I have and I'm just...so frustrated

#like i work ~28 hours a week now and i'm exhausted #i honestly couldn't do it #and i'm so mad that no one took me seriously in college #about how tired i was or how much pain i was in #because i would not have chosen the major i did if i'd known i was chronically ill #and not just thought 'oh this is how college is i'll be fine after'#so now i have this degree that i cannot use and really no hard marketable skills and i can't find a job that pays worth a damn #i'm just looking for something part time right now and meeting with someone friday about starting my own little business at home #because i really think going forward the only way i'm going to be able to work is for myself #it's just...it's so exhausting #i'm so incredibly tired all the time about everything #if anyone has any wfh leads though like please send them my way i'm so desperate #i work at an elementary school and i love the kids but it's exhausting and also no one wears a mask so mine does next to nothing #and i'm always sick

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emmaspolaroid · 8 months

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i will explode this man with my mind mark my fucking words

#tell me how you’re going to leave your sick and very pregnant wife and your two year old alone in the city while you go to the lake house #ostensibly to do repairs and work and shit but i am not buying it because I’m a fucking hater i think he ~needed a break~ from them 😒#she’ll start so many sentences with “(he) got mad at me for” like I’m sorry ???#the baby is due at the end of next month and I’m going to be watching this man like a hawk don’t you dare make her a married single mother #I’m so angry on her behalf because SOMEONE SHOULD BE #i don’t want to gossip but all the moms i work for are friends and it’s so hard to not drop hints that i hate this man lol #fwiw 90% of the dads are awesome like they love their kids and their wives and are so so so involved!! so this is jarring to say the least #also that man tried to correct me about anime (specifically JJK) a few months ago and i think my eyes caught fire lol WHOMST

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prettycottagequeer · 2 months

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ok maybe I'm a little late to this BUT I'm gonna do a to-do list motivation thingy because I've had the worst two weeks since I started college :)

SO these I should start on asap:

50 I make the snack I really want but I haven't had the motivation to make

100 I clean my dorm. another thing I've been meaning to do for a week

150 I do the presentation about mid-victorian fashion I've been putting off (due Monday)

200 I start memorizing the monologue that was due a week ago (now due Tuesday)

these can wait longer:

300 I spend time outside. It's so nice but I'm getting stuck scrolling because I feel like shit. vicious cycle ect

500 I start setting a better weekend routine (aka getting up before noon)

1k I start working out again. I was doing a routine to get more masc and build muscle and I liked it but life hit me like Crowley driving the Bentley and I've missed like 3 weeks

2k I buy my first binder. I've been coping with sports bras for almost a year now and I haven't been able to justify spending $50+ on a binder even though I know I'd love it and use it everyday.

Do I tag people? I don't know but I'm going to. @the-globe-theatre-maggot @weirdly-specific-but-ok @howmanyholesinswisscheese

here's just some context if you want to read, feel free to skip. some of this I've talked about in the maggot server, some I haven't, but I really just need a place for this to go that's out of my head. tw homophobia, transphobia, car crash(??)

How I Have Been Run Over By The Bentley Going 90 In Central London What Feels Like 50 Times In The Last Two Weeks

I'm going to college about 4 hours away from my parents, and it's been really nice. They.. suck, to say the least. transphobic/homophobic ect, super traditional conservative catholic, racist, all of it. so i tried to move somewhere where I wouldn't have to think about them and I could be myself and do what I can to be happy. March 1st was the start of my spring break, which meant going home because the dorms close. I was already not excited, but I was prepared. the problem with being away from home is I forget just how bad they are. My optimism gets the better of me and I think maybe this time they'll be better. so I decided to not hide my septum piercing.

that was a mistake. it starts a whole fight where they say we know you're trans, you're actually a girl and you always will be, we have the bones argument, they think I'm being influenced by demons or something (if only they knew about crowley) because I want to change my name, and they tell me that going on t will completely ruin my body and give me cancer and other things. They're also mad about my dyed hair, septum, and general style, and say I'm setting a terrible example for my (5) younger siblings and make it a point to tell me just how much of a disappointment I am. I think I'm pretty cute and fun but y'know, whatever. very fun time. I lie so much, don't give them any more details about my identity, and say I'm not planning to go on t to save my ass. which is all on instinct which makes me feel worse because if I'm really trans I should be able to stand up for that, right? maybe I'm faking the dysphoria.

the next morning I wake up really sick, and spend the rest of the week sick and feeling like shit because I'm home and back in the same place and situation I was a year ago that I thought I escaped. at one point I pretty much lose my voice but also kind of get gender euphoria from it. it's weird.

On Friday it's time for me to drive back 4 hours to school, and I make it about 3/4 of the way when google maps takes me on a random gravel road and I crash my car, really crash my car, like sideways-in-a-ditch-windows-broken-crawling-up-out-the-door crash it in the middle of nowhere. (I was fully paying attention to the road, it was raining and super slick) I call my parents because I have no one else to call and I sit in a Subway for 3 hours while they drive to get my car. when they get there they're (understandably) really mad, and they tell me that I'm not mature enough to be going to school so far away and I need to get my shit together and stop depending on them. which. is probably true. but made me feel even more stupid about the fact that I crashed my car. I get back to school and I'm still Very Sick with no energy or motivation to do anything. So I've spent the last week trying to get better and honestly to do anything. it hasn't really worked. I'm a lot better health-wise (Not emotionally), still sick but I have a lot of work due, so I really need a push to get started

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