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#also a song that is literally called 'we will never have sex' 😭
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So High School | ln4 x singer!reader| smau
warnings: mentions of sex
a/n: added a lil espresso bc it was way too short:/
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y/ninstagram: New single out now! It’s called so high school. I wanna thank jack for helping produce this and i wanna thank my boy for being my muse<3 You know who you are i love you;).
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fan63: YESS Y/N IS FEEDING USSSS
fan95: hello who is this about😭
fan24: girlll “you know how to drive i know Aristotle” imma need every person who has a license in the world
fan78: is this abt a race car driver?
→fan75: Nascar maybe??
mclaren: We love the song y/n🧡
→fan35: ariana wyd here?
→fan40: is the song about a mclaren driver?
→fan28: girl no
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fan40: guys I think so high school is abt a McLaren f1 driver and here’s why. Most obvious one, in her song So High School she says you know how to drive i know aristotle, so it’s somebody in the racing world, then on her anouncement mclaren commented saying that they “loved the song” know it might just be that y/n a McLaren f1 fan but also maybe they met at the bahrain gp that y/n was in march. coincidence I THINK NOT.
→fan38: girl im not gonna lie ur kinda onto something…
→fan82: nurse shes out again!
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F1wags: Lando Norris and singer/songwriter Y/n Y/Ln spotted at Club Gascon in London out only a week after speculations of who her new song So High School was about. People said they had their romantic dinner then were spotted walking to the guildhall art gallery. New couple alert?
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fan64: Y/N IN THE LIKES?????!!!!
fan71: guys maybe that twitter thread was right…
fan49: she dates to many guys, im scared for lando
→fan57: her song abt him is literally how she wants them to be forever bsffr…
fan35: Not my two worlds colliding
fan91: im actually so ready for this relationship
fan86: the next album is about to be so fireee
fan63: @/y/ninstagram @/landonorris care to explain yourselves???
→y/ninstagram: No thanks
→landonorris: no we’re good
→fan63: WE’RE!!!???????
fan54: THEY HIT THE PENTAGON
Texts between lando and y/n
y/n: should we just hard launch already?
landino: I mean they kinda already know.
y/n: alr im making the post, make yours sweet please. I dont trust you
landino: awhh please baby i had a whole caption out😔🤚
y/n: don’t come crying to after mclaren scolding you again babe
landino: YIPPIEEEE
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y/ninstagram: you know what you wanted and boy, you got her🧡 ft real pic of me on the last slide watching lan and his friends listen to so high school
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maxfewtrell: still haven’t recovered from that song…
→landonorris: wanna play gta tonight?
→maxfewtrell: NO
→angryginge13: NO
→martingarrix: NO
→ maxverstappen: NO
→ danielricciardo: NO
→ y/ninstagram: damn, American Pie then?
landonorris: love you babe(i would have chose kill)
→ y/ninstagram: oh what’d you say “no sex for a month”
→ landonorris: NO I SAID I LOVE YOU AND YOUR THE BEST PERSON ON THIS EARTH AND YOUR SO AWESOME AND COOL😍❤️❤️❤️💕💕😘😘🥰(plz lemme eat u out)
fan40: I WAS RIGHT AND U ALL SAID I WAS CRAZY
fan83: the fifth slide!!!!???
fan74: they’re actually so cute omg
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landonorris: it’s true, swear, scouts honor . Also me n her if we were in gta🤭
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Maxfewtrell:WAIT I JUST GOT THE SCOUTS HONOR LYRIC… GROSS
→ landonorris: sorry💁
→ y/ninstagram: sorry💁‍♀️
martingarrix: I will never be able to look either of y'all in the eye
→ y/ninstagram: sorry💁‍♀️
→ landonorris: sorry💁
Y/Instagram: i told you to make it sweet…
→landonorris: this IS sweet…like you😛
→y/Instagram: blocked and reported
fan57: 3RD SLIDE IS SO MOMMY🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️
Mclaren: hey can we maybe not
fan10: y/n plz I could treat you so much better
→landonorris: did you not listen to the song?
carlossainz: landos not so little anymore🥲
→y/Instagram: definitely not little
oscarpiastri: guys please tell them to stop making out in front of me I. AM. TIRED
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y/ninstagram: ESPRESSO SONG AND MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW!
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landonorris: you mountain dew it for me😻😻😻
landonorris: first
landonorris: most beautiful amazing gorgeous person on this earth🤭🤭
→y/ninstagram: 🤭🤭🤭 cmere🤭🤭🤭
→ landonorris: yes ma’am🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️
fan45: not Lando being a simp on main
→landonorris: AND I WILL DO IT AGAIN
fan76: why does vroom vroom guy keep getting songs😔
→y/ninstagram: the d is fireeeeee
☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎☺︎
a/n2: sorry this took so long and was so short, collage is not for the weak and I've had tests all week
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For anyone out there with spotify who wants a laugh: spotify has algorithmically generated a sex playlist for you. Its called "intimate mix." Feel free to browse while cackling at the idea of fucking to any of those songs. Youre welcome.
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tanniefm · 10 months
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all mine | jjk (m)
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summary - after a heated argument in the car, jungkook makes sure to set you straight in the only way he knows how.
pairing - jungkook x (f) reader
genre - smut/minor angst, established relationship
word count - 1.5k
song inspo - all mine by brent faiyaz (but also seven cause FUCKKKKKKK)
warnings - jealousy and misunderstandings, lowkey sexual harassment (not from jk ofc), explicit language (especially calling kook out his name 🫣), angry car sex, daddy kink, unprotected sex (yes yes bad we know), creampie, reader says sorry while she gets fucked and jk like doesn’t care 😭, they love each other a lot still
a/n - heard the explicit ver of seven and my jaw dropped and pussy started throbbing and this is the result of that :)
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Jungkook is having the worst possible time right now. When he came home from the studio this evening, he fully expected to see you laid out on the couch watching some random show in those tiny little pajamas he likes. He’d forget all his stress and the minor headache he’s had for the past hour and squeeze, and kiss, and touch his pretty girl to his heart’s content. He did not account for the fact that you’d be slipping into a form-fitting dress and fussing over how long it would take to do your hair and makeup.
“Um…where are you going?” he asks with a raised brow. “To the company dinner I told you about, remember? I told you about it before you left.” Jungkook does not in fact remember. How could he when his dick was stuffed down your throat and his eyes were rolled to the back of his head? But that was earlier, and this is now.
“Oh. Should I like, change or..” he trails off. In all honesty, he really didn’t want to go, he knows if he said as much you’d be completely fine with him staying home, the problem is he doesn’t want you to go either. You look over at him and see his cute little pout. You had a feeling he'd act this way, he had a tendency to be needy for your presence. You always found it endearing though, he was like a clingy puppy at times.
“Yes baby, wear something nice please, it's business casual but you know I can't pass up an opportunity to get dolled up,” you wink. He sighs wistfully and goes into your shared closet to find an acceptable dress shirt. Since your dress is gray he felt it was only right to wear a gray shirt with a black blazer overtop and some freshly pressed black slacks. You always call him corny when he tries to coordinate his outfits with yours but he knows you secretly love it. All he can do is hope the dinner is short so he can end the night with both of you fucked out in bed.
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He really tried to have a good time, honestly. You seemed to be making it very hard for him, however (both literally and figuratively). He couldn’t seem to stop staring at how good you looked in your dress, the way his hands itched to caress your curves drove him insane. And not to mention how everytime you’d politely laugh at whatever your coworker was saying, your boobs would jiggle like they were purposely trying to taunt him. If Jungkook had his way, he would’ve taken you in the restaurant bathroom by now, but he promised before you two left to be good. But you just make it so, so hard for him.
“_____? Oh my god, how are you? I haven’t seen you in ages!” You turn to see the source of the familiar voice only to find an old friend from high school. “Chris? Holy shit I didn’t know you worked here! I’m good, it feels like we haven’t talked in forever,” you say cheerily. Jungkook slightly furrows his brow, Chris? You never mentioned a Chris before. As he watched the two of you catch up, he couldn’t help but notice the dark look in Chris’ eye. The way he seemed to look down at your breasts and ass more than he did your eyes. He knew exactly what that look meant, and he had no intention of watching him continue on with it. What especially irritated him was how naive you seemed to be to it. How could you not see that Chris wasn’t listening to a word you said? But the last straw was seeing him lean in for a hug and watching his hands slowly but surely make their way to your lower back, dangerously close to your ass.
“Ok that’s enough,” Jungkook said gruffly. He tugged you out of his arms and swiftly pulled you along out of the restaurant. “Jungkook what the fuck?” You were honestly surprised he was handling you like this, who the fuck does he think he is to be gripping on your arm like you’re some kind of bad child?
“Get in the car,” he says sternly. He must’ve lost his damn mind. “Excuse me?” Where was this coming from? Just a second ago he seemed fine, why is he acting so pissy all of a sudden? “What the fuck is your problem Jungkook? What are you so mad about?” you ask desperately. He says nothing as he opens the passenger’s door and waits for you to get in. You scoff and sit down, rolling your eyes while doing so. He always hated when you rolled your eyes at him, and frankly, it was pissing him off even more. But it’s ok. He knows how to get that little bratty attitude you had to go away.
He gets into his seat and takes a deep breath. “So. You and Chris seem close huh,” he says calmly. You raise a brow and look at him with utter confusion. “Uh no, not really. I haven’t talked to him since I graduated,” you reply. He gives a huff of laughter and shakes his head. “Then why exactly was he giving you ‘fuck me’ eyes baby?” Realistically he knows he’s being overdramatic. Chris was obviously being a creep and you just so happened to be the person he set his eyes on. But Jungkook’s been annoyed the whole night, and it seemed like this was the catalyst for his patience.
“How should I know? It’s not like I was purposely trying to seduce him!” you say exasperatedly. This is ridiculous! Does he think you wanted to make him jealous or something? For what? He was making zero sense right now, and all it was doing was making you angry.
You two went back and forth for what couldn’t be more than 10 minutes before saying something you knew you should’ve never said. “Fuck Jungkook, why are you being such a little bitch right now,” you exclaim, annoyed. His eyes widen slightly before his entire face hardens. You’ve never seen him look so serious. “Come here.” He leans his seat back slightly and looks at you expectantly. “Baby I-“ “I wasn’t asking,” he interrupts. You’re so fucked.
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“Fuu-uu-uuuck m’ sorry! M’ so sorry!” you cry out into the steadily rocking car. Jungkook grips your hips tight as he pulls you up and down on his fat dick. “Sorry? Oh, but I thought I was a bitch? What happened baby?” he grunts. This is exactly what he needed. He's been pent up ever since he got home and he needed to pound into this tight cunt to relieve all this pent-up stress he’s been feeling.
“N-no! Didn’t mean it I promise daddy, promise!” Your eyes start to roll to the back of your head. You’re so fucking close. He’s hitting your g-spot with precision, angling his hips in just the right way to take you over the edge. His big, strong hands move down to your behind and grab each globe. He holds you still and pistons into you with an ever-growing speed.
“Don’t give this pussy to anyone else, do you hear me? he pants as he throws his head back in ecstasy. “Whose pussy is this?” he questions. “It’s yours, daddy! Yours yours yours, no one else’s!” you moan out. His moans start raising in pitch as he works his throbbing length in and out of you. Your wetness staining his dress pants and his seat. “Uhhhh fuckkk I’m almost there princess I’m right there hold on baby,” he babbles.
You bring your hands to the back of his neck to lift his head to yours, making sure those pretty doe eyes of his look directly into yours. “C'mon, daddy. Cum in your pussy,” you say seductively. His eyes shut tightly as he lets out a loud whine. His hips still and press into you as deep as your walls will allow him as he paints them white. Feeling his warmth overflow from inside of you triggers your orgasm right away, you tuck your head into his neck as you sob and shake.
Jungkook wraps his arms around you and kisses your head repeatedly as you both breathe heavily and try to bring yourselves down from the intense moment. He squeezes you into his arms as if you’ll disappear if he doesn’t have a strong hold on you. His kisses go down to your face where he peppers them all over your cheeks and lips, whispering how much he loves you and how good you were for him.
“I love you so much ____ please don’t ever leave me,” he whimpers into your mouth. You pull away and look at him incredulously. “Baby…why would I leave you?” you ask softly. “I just…I don't know. I guess I got a little insecure back at the restaurant. I know it's stupid but, for a second it really seemed like I was losing you.” he explains sadly. You frown and give him a long, heartfelt kiss. “Koo baby, I don't even think about anyone else when I have you. You're all I need.” He blushes and grants you his precious bunny smile.
“My big jealous baby, you know I love you.” ♡
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ncityavenue · 2 years
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𝙍𝙀𝙇𝘼𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎.
These are random things you'd do in a relationship with the members of NCT 127!
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TAEIL
Probably listen to random music, like you suggest some of your music to him and y'all just start vibing to it. Lowkey wake up the whole entire house bc for some reason y'all do it in the morning rather than the afternoon or the night😭(This is probably motivated by Taeil's relay cam where he dances to that hype music with Yuta💀). Shhh he's a The Weeknd fan now🤞🏾
JOHNNY
He gives the vibe of someone that just gets up and wants to go somewhere (Yuta as well) he'll just be like "Yo, you wanna go to that new restaurant that opened last week?" And it kinda doesn't matter if you say no or yes, you're going bc he persuades you anyway. Who knows? You might be featured on a ep of JCC🤭
TAEYONG
The Original plan was to watch mean girls but now y'all watching 365 days🚪🚶🏾‍♀️.... Then y'all watching Sleep away Camp#1. The point is that y'all never follow the original plan to dates(?) Or nights where you wanna relax together. BACK TO 365 DAYS😭 Y'all don't finish it bc Johnny walks in on y'all watching and he doesn't even really pay attention to it but taeyong is too embarrassed so y'all end up watching a horror movie👏🏾
YUTA
(THERE'S SO MUCH I CAN SAY ABT HIM—)
Y'all have deep conversations, LIKE DEEP. It can be about you guys, the world, friendships,social media, politics, etc. It always starts at 11:00pm way after everyone is already asleep and lasts for a good 5 hours..7 if you're lucky😋🤞🏾. Very touchy during the convos, that's probably bc Yuta is a very affectionate person. Then y'all end up being the last ones awake in the morning 🙇🏾‍♀️
DOYOUNG
Shopping is probably something y'all do alot, it could be grocery or clothing. He looks like someone that spends hours in a boutique FOR YOU😭 you're just like "no it's ok I like this one" and he's like "nooo but look at this one it's a nice shade of purple" like babe we said the first necklace was okay no need to get us 10 more🧐. Sugar daddy frfr🤞🏾 IM SORRY FHSJDVHSWVKD—
JAEHYUN
(Small small small angst but overload of fluff🤞🏾)
When he's mad at you, he's just dead silent AND THE DRYNESS OF HIS ANSWERS TO YOU IS ANGER INDUCING— But then he can't help but smile at your little sulking bc he's like "why was I mad at them in the first place🧐" but then he smiles even more when you try to get his attention by playing his favorite songs. THEN YOU START SINGING ALONG?? HE'S DONE FOR. Yeah by the end of the night y'all kinda forget why y'all were mad each other in the first place, WIN FOR EVERYONE👏🏾👏🏾 (or should I say winwin?? I'm sorry..)
JUNGWOO
Board games is must in this household!!! He's so humble about his very good techniques in games that it worries you a bit, you know he's the angel of the relationship bc if you were as good as him you'd be the most cocky person ever. THE THING IS sometimes he tries to make errors and try to suck so you can win. It's the sad truth bc you don't even realize until he tells you later on and THAT smirk appears on his face😭
MARK
Y'all look up 5 minute craft videos and watch them for hours while clowning it but somehow Mark is like "Dude, we should totally try this!" First, he just address you as the same thing he calls his bestie johnny and other members💀 Second, HE WANTS TO TRY A CRAFT THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE😭 and for some reason you agree bc you can't say no to his cuteness and his excitement. Y'all also watch 7 second riddles, and you turn it into a game where if one gets more right than the other; the Loser has to take  table spoons of mayo,ketchup, mustard,sour cream, and ranch (I couldn't think of anything else) also Mark loses so...yeah!
HAECHAN
(Maybe suggestive)
Y'all occasionally go on Omegle 😭 idk y this strikes me as a haechan thing it just does, it's always 50/50. One time y'all pretended to have sex but it was of course off camera and someone literally started Jacking off to it, when the person finished they were like "good job guys, you should become adult content creators!" YALL LEFT THE CHAT TRAUMATIZED💀 that's why y'all go on there very occasionally it's always when y'all are drunk tho😭😭
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Wow would you look at that, me being not as chaotic for headcanons 🤭 Love that for me!❤️❤️😘😘
Anyways, This is the end of the black girl kpop Stan chronicles [BGKSC] for short..No? Okay. give me some suggestions (nothing weird plz🙂🙏🏾) BYE BESTIE BOOS 😋🤞🏾❤️
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leejihoonownsmyheart · 6 months
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DO YOU THINK WOOZI WOULD LISTEN TO AYESHA EROTICA. THIS IS SO RANDOM BUT LIKE WOULD HE???
YOU LIKE EDGING PEOPLE?? man how do you even do it...like i can never tell when someone is close it's kinda frustrating
so if peer pressure is real...could we all collectively peer pressure you into marrying all of us?? i mean you did say you could do the craziest shit... (ok but thank you to peer pressure because we got an amazing dom!yn fic so huzzah)
I THINK HUZZAH SHOULD BE BROUGHT BACK TOO!! yipee, booyah, all white american venacular...
GALLAGHER GIRLS, DOCTOR WHO, AND SUPERNATURAL??? that's actually really..diverse? thats so cool wtf pls tell me more about those shows
I WILL GIVE YOU IDEAS!! as soon as i can think of them..what do you like to write? i'll kinda base off my asks/ideas off of those so you'll have a better writing experience </3
YOUR BRAIN IS NOT MID??? do you think a mid person would bias woozi?? didn't think so 😒😒
IKR??? HOW COULD HE DO THAT 😭😭😭 istg he literally messaged me first and asked to do everything with me and then out of nowhere he just invites someone else to tag along when we hungout??
im sorry that you're feeling stressed rn 😕😕why is everyone mad at you wtf?? i promise you don't sound narcisstic when you talk about it because if it's bothering you, you gotta let people know how you feel!! im glad the blog and a couple friends can help you feel better; ily and hope you feel better!!
-MISSED YOU TOO (🫨 anon)
I literally have never heard of her before (ASIDE FROM THAT ONE VIRAL TIKTOK AUDIO) but listening to one of her songs... I MEAN HE DOES LIKE SEX SONGS.. listening to some song by arianna one time that had me screaming into a pillow... AND HE WRITES GREAT LIKE SELF-CONFIDENT (?) BOPS (Hit... Super...) ITS VERY POSSIBLE I WOULD NOT BE SURPRISED
OKAY IVE ACTUALLY NEVER EDGED ANYONE BEFORE I TALK TO HEAR MYSELF TALK PRETTY OFTEN... I HAVE ALMOST NO ACTUAL SEXUAL EXPERIENCE I JUST ACTIVELY PARTICIPATE IN IN THAT TYPE OF INTERNET CULTURE... I AM A FAKE.. A FRAUD...
i feel like it would be really hard to tell when someone is close...
I would marry all of you??? I am literally ready to get married right now??? Let's go???
there's something to be said about white venicular like... It can be so good and funny to say, I used to love 20s slang. Like Hoover was president... people were drinking giggle juice... that shit was the bee's knees !
GALLAGHER GIRLS IS ACTUALLY A BOOK. A TEEN BOOK ABOUT THIS GIRL CAMMIE WHO GOES TO A SCHOOL gallagher academy! that is a private all-girl's school for spies. The first book is pretty good but in the SECOND book you find out that there is also a all-boy's school called Blackthorne Academy AND YOU MEET MR. ZACHARY GOODE HIMSELF.... bro... the books kinda evolve past silly little teenage drama among spy kids who don't know how to be normal and get more serious but my favorite part about my time in that fandom... is that... in the books there are four main girls: Cammie, Macey, Liz, and Bex and all of them have blackthorne boys that we all shipped them with EXCEPT Macey. She had a different love interest cause she is like the daughter of a politician or... something and so her love interest in the books was kinda a lamo nerd and NO ONE LIKED HIM SO ONE PERSON CREATED ONE OC WHO LITERALLY DOES NOT EXIST IN THE BOOKS AND WE ALL ADOPTED HIM. I think his name was maybe Nick? But completely made up. And we all wrote him the same and everything I miss the good old days....
BUT anyways I won't be crazy about doctor who and supernatural but just know I AM crazy about them... my beautiful amazing hyper-fixations.
Doctor Who, a man who stole a time and space travel machine and ran away to save people across the universe just being eccentric and getting up to all kind's of hijinks? Yes. IMMEDIATE YES. The doctor is so funny and relateable and his character is so heavy it just gets me going
AND SUPERNATURAL I am a dean apologist and destiel shipper till DEATH Destiel was the first gay couple in a show I shipped, but like those first few seasons the horror anthology-esque feel of the show is just so fun
WHEN IT COMES TO FANFICS I LIKE WRITING UHM.... uh wow I don't know actually. Anything that will get two characters into a long-relationship kinda fast. Like fwb to lovers kinda? I am kinda good at writing fwb these days LIKE that's like all I write BUT I CAN WRITE ANYTHING I LOVE REQUESTS THAT ARE A BIT DIFFERENT THAN WHAT I USUALLY DO
BRO WHAT THE FUCK. He's playing you... HES A PLAYER. FORGET HIM. BLOCK HIM (i'm just kidding) but also booo him. Get you someone who will treat you right....
I will not go much into it because my stress is making me a little crazy and I'm being a bit crazy these days but in defense of my friends who are all mad at me it's fair. They're mostly mad because I'm hanging out with three different groups of friends and Groups A and B I've been close to the longest and really judge me for hanging out with Group C but I work with Group C the most now and... idk it's a lot. I'm sick thinking about it...
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taegularities · 7 months
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Do people really think he doesn’t know what he’s singing about…..? 😟 Y’all are just mad that he’s acting grown finally
To the anon who said this shit ..i am sorry but if you think that this song is somewhat showing that jungkook is mature or knows about sex i am disappointed in you ..As an army myself... is this what we have come to ..The lyrics are not only disgusting but degrading towards women ..jungkook is a freaking sweet heart he is a man who respects women ..i cant believe that they showed this image of him when the actual jungkook we know (soloist or not) has songs like Euphoria , still with you , my you , stay live , My time and more ...i am no anti or solo stan ..i have loved and still love Bangtan bcz their songs are amazing ..they are so freaking talented ..i watched the mv ..love the feel and overall vibe bcz jk's voice is ❤️✨️ but the lyrics ( i am sorry but A Big NO) i have listened to his cover songs hell ( i would prefer them over this) ..how can people say that being mature means sex sex and sex ..GROW UP people ..Seven was proof that while talking about sex you dont need to degrade women and view them as boring , fuck toys 🙂 i am shocked that RM and SUGA listened to this and didnot even realise what the lyrics are ...if jungkook did know what the lyrics are about and didnot give a fuck that this song is literally giving a typical fuckboy energy and degrades women ..then i am truly disappointed in him as a fan ...I was so excited bcz seeing jungkook being confident in his body and exploring genres ..going outta his comfort zone i was truly happy..
Before you come for me saying saying i am just a hater lemme be clear.. i have been an army for years now and i consider myself lucky that i got to listen to their songs and meet them ...i have supported them whenever i got a chance ( albums , streaming , concert ) and as an adult ARMay , i completely understand what maturity is and what degradation is ..😑 i stream their songs bcz they are worth streaming and people should know how talented these men are but this .. nope
Even before this people were calling him and adding him on the list of queerbaiter bcz of his klien shoot (jk wearing a crop top with smoky make up ) and some imaging him as a fuckyboy / alpha male well this song just gave them another reason to hate on them ..i literally logged out of twitter bcz there were so many shit posts about jimin , jungkook even taehyung 😮‍💨 sucks cuz the jungkook i have listened to is nowhere now and i just see scooter and other assholes using him for his voice and dancing skills and luring him in a pop star dream..
I support them all , i want to see them happy and successful..i got no reason to hate them but people need to stop being biased and not see the reality ..this is coming from the fan who has supported jk's every song and listened to his covers .. he used to express himself through lyrics and his choice of lyrics were just ❤️ used to hit me deep ✨️ i have no issue with people who love this song ( cuz i did love jk's voice too ) but after i properly checked the lyrics i couldnot ..
Whew thats it ..if you think i am talking shit please ignore it y'all bcz ofcourse i am jealous and a hater right (yeah yeah ) ofcourse i dont know shit and i am criticising him bcz i want my innocent kookie back and dont respect him as an adult (right ) 🙄*biggest eyeroll
so, im not sure if you're attacking me with this, too, bc i never took anyone's side and am okay with any opinion y'all have lol 😭 i think the ask was just talking about how jk must know what he's singing about bc someone else asked whether he's aware of the lyrics. while admittedly phrased a lil odd, they probably meant that a lot of armys still see him as the innocent and sensitive young boy bc that's the image hybe tried to maintain for him and now they're offering music about sex to him to give him a more mature look.. i think that's it. i did also add it's probably not bc the other anon was mad but just curious. i agree that sex alone doesn't make anyone mature! i guess by now they're just making these songs to aggressively pull jk away from the doe eye image hybe built for him over the years. i'm not totally loving it either.
but other than that, yeah, i'm not the biggest fan of 3D either. it's absolutely okay if you support it and like it, i will NEVER judge anyone's taste in music just bc it doesn't align with mine — and i agree, we as a community and fan base are totally allowed to dislike something our faves put out bc that definitely happens. i used to enjoy maroon 5's music a lot more back in the days, same with paramore etc, but that doesn't mean we're antis or haters, for sure!! honestly, support what you enjoy, and if it's not your thing and you don't want to stream it, that's okay, too!! idk why there's that much pressure to stream and vote at all lol. but yeah anyway babe, it's super fine to not like 3D. i for one won't ever judge anyone for their opinions as long as we're all respectful with each other and treat other's tastes respectfully as well!!
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SaL anon here bestie, wondering wgen fall became so busy?? Seriously, i feel like I have no time for anything, and that's before we turn the clock in a few days (after which I will be officially useless without candles, a warm drink, and constant blankets 24/7). Anyway I was going hold back on my Buck song thoughts until more of his storyline played out, but honestly the season has been so meh so far (6 episodes in and I feel like barely anything has happened) that i might be waiting till 6b at
this rate so let's do this now!! And I know I'm going to hit you hard when I suggest that to me, Buck's theme this season, maybe even for longer now, is Mercury. Just, that idea of not feeling seen, seeking what makes him happy, always looking for it in the wrong places is very Buck. And most importantly, the eerie, haunting repeat of "I'll go anywhere you want me" just hits so hard in general for him but especially at the beginning thus season. So enjoy the feels trip friend!
Hello my friend! I’m sorry you’ll be struggling with the time change but as a very much not morning person, I am THRIVING today at the sun being up when my alarm goes off 🤣 I’ve got a wedding to addend in a few weeks for my brother and then all the holiday stuff hits after that so I’m expecting to be pretty busy as well. 
I agree that this season, while being soooo much improved from last season still doesn’t have a lot going on and we’re still missing important things. I would have killed to see Madney couples therapy and a better resolution to that painful separation arc! So I have been beyond ready for a good Buck song and then here you come swinging for the feels with Mercury! That’s the thing I’m sensitive about! 😭 I was SO excited to see this ask pop up and I’m sorry it took me until today to get to it but I have been *vibrating* with excitement the whole time and I can’t wait to talk about it again since last time we did was early on and for Malex. So lets get into the Buck feels!
rows of houses, sound asleep. only street lights notice me.
i am desperate, if nothing else, in a holding pattern to find myself.
Oof of oof, this is so Buck Begins it hurts. I just think of him haunting that house with his parents, especially after Maddie left, with no one to notice him wondering around like a lost soul. Then, Buck moving from place to place, just trying to find a home, and a purpose for his life. “I’m going to be something” 😭😭😭 But, this is also what we’re seeing for Buck again right now! He got rid of the couch that was never right for him or his space, but it’s been months and he’s in a holding pattern because he doesn’t want to make the same mistakes again, also all tied in with feeling “at ease”. Then we see Buck losing someone on a call and questioning his life, and how to find happiness. With the sperm donor thing it also feels like he’s trying to find himself in the same old places-using his body for parts to help someone else. Buck, baby, we are literally begging you to go back to therapy!
i talk in circles, i talk in circles, i watch for signals, for a clue.
how to feel different. how to feel new. like science fiction bending truth.
This part really has me thinking about Buck’s conversations this season and end of last season. Buck asking Hen if she’s at ease, talking to Lev about the key to happiness, talking with Bobby about how to be ready to move up at work, talking with Maddie about what love really is, and talking with Eddie about couches and mistakes. All these cyclical discussions about (ironically) moving forward, all these clues and signs Buck is looking for from the universe to give him the answers, bending what everyone is tilling him to fit the truth he *thinks* he knows: that he’s good for parts and not much else. He’s good throwing himself down cliffs and into burning buildings and in front of speeding cars, but not good enough for interim captain over someone who is completely new to the team. That he’s good enough for sex but not a true partnership built on trust and respect and being put first. That he can be a donor but not a dad. All the while missing that he’s had the answer in front of him the whole time. “You don’t find it son, you make it”. He’s looking for new signs, a bolt of lightning from the universe, but the “God has spoken”, the universe has spoken, and he already has built the life he wants with Eddie, they both just need to take that final step! 
no one can unring this bell, unsound this alarm, unbreak my heart new. God knows, i am dissonance waiting to be swiftly pulled into tune.
i’ll go anywhere you want, anywhere you want, anywhere you want me
i’ll go anywhere you want, anywhere you want, anywhere you want me
i’ll go anywhere you want, anywhere you want, anywhere you want me
i’ll go anywhere you want, anywhere you want me
As much as this during the post-season 4 hiatus would have been a Buck feelings realization line, with the shooting being the bell and alarm, the wake-up call about their feelings that both Buck and Eddie cannot go back to NOT knowing, now with everything that’s happened it’s got me thinking about his talk with Bobby about being interim captain. Bobby told him he wasn’t ready and Buck cannot stop thinking about it. Hen taking over may have been more palatable than the other option, but Hen was also planning on resigning as soon as finals were over. So despite her expertise, her being picked over Buck was a blow he’s still recovering from in the form of doing research and life evaluation, hoping he can just go the extra mile on shift, and study his way into being ready. But as Bobby said, being a captain and running a team is about more than just who is good at what. You get the wrong people in there and everything falls apart no matter how good they are individually at the job. Buck feeling dissonant and apart from everyone, and trying so desperately to get in sync and be where he thinks he should be has been such a painful undercurrent for his character for so long! 
You’re soooo right about “I’ll go anywhere you want me” being a theme for him because he is so ready and willing to just go wherever anyone asks him to, hoping it will be enough. Enough to make people stay, to be considered ready and worthy, to be needed like he needs others, to be useful and therefore necessary and not able to be discarded. And he’s so wrapped up in thinking he has to be all these things for people to love and accept him, that he misses all the family that DO love him for exactly who he is and not what he can do for them, because he’s not used to it being that way! 
i know the further i go, the harder i try, only keeps my eyes closed. and somehow i’ve fallen in love with this middle ground at the cost of my soul.
Okay so we are firmly in the sperm donor arc feels with this bit here. Because Buck is purposefully NOT talking to Maddie and Eddie about this decision and I think it’s because he knows they would be the ones able to talk him out of it. He trusts Hen to give him a grounded and realistic outlook on the situation as well as having some knowledge about the process as well as wanting another child and struggling when it doesn’t work out, though I think he was unprepared (or maybe not considering they both broke out the booze for the conversation) for her getting to the heart of what would the struggle for him. Not just having DNA in common, but seeing a baby that looks like him, watching a child that carries his genetics growing up and having little to no contact and certainly no say in the child’s life, IF the couple even includes him that much, with zero communication being far more likely given they hadn’t really been close in years and that it’s unlikely they would want to risk any kind of interference with their family from an outside source.
Buck is firmly keeping his eyes closed about all the red flags in this situation because he doesn’t WANT to face the reality that he’s spiraling. I love that line “somehow i’ve fallen in love/with this middle ground at the cost of my soul” because it’s so perfect for Buck right now and SUCH a gut punch of a line. It’s about being willing to settle into something uncomfortable that doesn’t fit even at the cost of losing yourself because facing the truth can be hard, and scary. And whooo boy if that it’s Evan “the settler” Buckley all over! We saw it for the entirety of last season with his gf and Buck allowing himself to stay in a relationship that made him miserable, giving and giving and getting nothing back, never having a foundation of trust, all because he didn’t want to fail at another thing, and didn’t want to lose something that may not have been good for him or what he wanted, but was at least stable and he knew what he was getting, when everything else was falling apart. We’re seeing it again now with him being willing to give pieces of himself away, even if it’s hurting him, because he doesn’t know yet how to trust what he already has, and what he’s already built with the people that love him. Again, baby. Go to therapy!!
yet i know, if i stepped aside, released the controls, you would open my eyes. that somehow, all of this mess is just an attempt to know the worth of my life…
…made of precious metals, precious metals, precious metals inside.
I love the hopeful ending to this song because THIS is what is waiting for Buck when he stops trying to push down his feelings. The people in his true family already know that Buck is so much more than his physical strength and what he can do for them. He is loved because of who he is on the inside and while he’s far from perfect, he’s still precious and worthy and loved. All this mess he has created, all the messes he as created before, are all just his attempts to know his place and worth. To know he has a place to belong no matter what happens. And I have a feeling things are going to get worse for Buck before they get better (injured/coma Buck theory my absolute most beloved), but ultimately we are going to see him finding and accepting that he IS loved, he IS worthy, and he DOESN’T need to break off pieces of himself to keep people around. He has a family (and a husband and child) that love him and want to GIVE to him instead of just taking all the time. And I can’t wait to see it!
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Oh man, this WAS a feels trip! That’s for another (as always) on point song suggestion and for giving me an excuse to wallow in Buck feels today. Someone (Eddie) get that man a long hug! Here’s to hoping the rest of the season can find the spark we got in 6x06 and fingers crossed for a big mid-season opener to make up for the lack-luster season opening. Cheers my friend! here’s to hoping tomorrow’s episode starts pulling the show and storylines back on track!
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ok omg chapter 29!!! (sending this even tho i just read chapter 30 bc i had this ask written out in my notes already oopsie)
also, in response to ur question, my friends were also functioning on 2 hours of sleep so they kept during off during the batman 🥲🥲🥲 we decided we’ll watch the full thing again another day when we’ve all had more rest! (they liked it but were confused from missing parts while they were half asleep!) but omg i want them to love it so badly i TOTALLY feel u on the ~wanting to act normal~ about it but also pushing it on everyone! 😅 i work with kids and one of them loves batman (has a batman water bottle, mask, etc.) and i literally talk to him about batman (very surface level since he’s a CHILD and just thinks the character is cool but i can’t stop talking about it lol)
now onto chapter 29: alfred crying broke my heart 🥺 also… bruce’s first words he spoke after everything being “where is she?” is so 🥲
BRUCE FINDING IT ENDEARING THAT SHE CALLS IT THE BATMOBILE AND THAT BECOMING ITS NAME 😭😭😭 SO GOOD
alfred being bruce’s father figure is always evident but especially in this chapter and i love that. also,, “It was the middle of the night, and it had already been hours since he had–“ !! motn mention hehe
i love the way you wrote bruce’s reaction when he thought he’d killed her 🥺 it was so intense and well written! and like i said, i absolutely adore the way alfred is attempting to comfort bruce in this chapter. the way he’s treating him like he’s still a kid is so perfect to me bc tbh that’s what adults need too when we’re upset (especially when it’s very traumatic things like that) and i can imagine similar interactions between the two after bruce’s parents death :( i just really love the way bruce and alfred’s relationship dynamic was written in this chapter!
“Rather, he was slumped head-first onto the bed she was on. Limp with sleep. Her hand in his. Even in sleep, his grip was strong.” when y/n woke up 🥺🥺 CRYING
the way that she was stabbed and she’s just wondering how many times bruce has been stabbed 😭 also I LOVE how u incorporated the cane for alfred!! i see u setting up for the sequel 👀 (with this and later in the chapter with the interim mayor, public opinion on batman, etc. hehe)
bruce being so concerned for her while simultaneously not letting her in is just sooo him, you’ve really nailed his character 🥺 and ugh him just saying “I almost killed you” 😭 SHE DOESNT CARE and oh my god the kiss and him leaving right after FUCKK
i love alfred covering his eyes while she takes a sip of the coffee :’)) I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP TOO (i just love alfred tbh) especially in this chapter 🥰
LENA VISIT !!! i’m so glad she’s good 🥲🥰 it’s so sweet (of the other girls too!) that she brought her flowers! one thought i had while reading is i wonder if in the sequel y/n will have already known selina from work or not 👀
BRUCE DROPPING OFF THE CHECK AND TELLING OFF THE PENGUIN 😭 I LOVE THIS DETAIL (and the detail of y/n mourning the 6 girls 🥲)
gordon calling her kid>>>
THE SIX WEEKS OFF FROM SEX MENTION 💀 obsessed with the nurses thinking she and bruce are together (they are in love with each other!!) also lol random but my grandmother’s name is Zora so it was cool seeing that name (bc i never really see it anywhere!) and my middle name, zahra, is after hers (which ik is not really the same name but my parents insist that it basically is 😂) 🥰 idk why i’m oversharing in this ask but there ya go
THE COMMENT ABOUT HIS DICK MAKING IT ONTO SOCIAL MEDIA HAHAHA LOVE IT
bruce smiling while he watches her make her coffee 🥲 and “You can take me to bed anytime, Bruce Wayne.” LMAOOO and god, him carrying her up the stairs made me melt like idk that’s just so sweet to me
the end of this chapter tho… 🥲
ok also this chapter made me think of liability by lorde! it’s such a bruce song. and omg i saw someone said “yours” by conan gray is perfect and THEYRE SOOO RIGHT!! (i’m oversharing again oops but i saw conan in concert back in march and he is incredible live!)
ALSO CHAPTER 30 WAS SOOO FUCKING GOOD LIKE I COULD NOT STOP SMILING THANK U FOR MAKING IT UP TO US AFTER THE ANGST 🥰
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***CH 29 SPOILERS***
Love how you went back to ch 29 just to send me an ask 🥺🥺 You truly spoil me.
Totally get that with the low sleep thing! Definitely have them watch when they can pay more attention 😂 Also, I get you on the even talking to a child about Batman because you just can't help it. I did this at work the other day too! Except I'm an idiot and I was like "oh have you seen the new one?" to a literal 8 year old and his mom was frantically shaking her head in the background. Sorry my dude, forgot you were a child for a minute there while we were bonding about Batman 😅
Alfred in this chapter (and honestly ch 30) was my favorite. I love love love exploring his dynamic with Bruce. He's not Bruce's father, but goddammit he will be the moment Bruce needs him, and Bruce needed him here. It made me soft.
Also 👀 look at me teasing the sequel already! Go me! I kinda fucked up canon (like Mitchell in the movie was mayor for four terms so....my bad) but! At least it wasn't too fucked 😂
Poor angsty Bruce! He's so relieved she's alive but so fucked up over what happened. I'm so glad you think I nailed his character here 🥺 I rewatched the movie hospital scene when writing this so I could try to get him right!
Had to give the reader a friend who doesn't die!! Lena is back in the sequel too 😉
So glad you loved all the small moments here 😂 Gordon calling her kid, the six weeks no sex, the check, Alfred covering his eyes, etc. They were all so fun to include 😂 Plus I couldn't help myself about Bruce's dick size making it onto social media 😂 People of Gotham are rabid for any information about the young reclusive billionaire so obviously it would trend 😂😂
Also how cool about your grandmother's name! That's a way cooler reason to name this nurse that than the real reason I chose the name--which is that my brother-in-law's dog is named Zora and he posted a picture of her while I was writing😂 
Oof Liability is such a Bruce song!! He's so angsty! I can definitely see why you thought of him. As for Yours, I have listened to that song a million times already 🥵 So good. How cool you saw him in concert!! I miss concerts 😩
Also you're welcome for ch 30!! Now you can see why I was so excited to share it early!! 🥰
Thanks for the ask bestie you blessed me!! 🥺🥰
Also like I told the anon before this--sorry if I make zero sense/ didn't say as much as usual. I'm very tired today 😴
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|     𝖓𝖊𝖔𝖓 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒     |     CHAPTER 6
pairing; camboy!seokmin x female!reader
this chapter’s notes; camboy!au, university!au, camboy!seokmin, dom!seokmin, dirty talk, name calling, degradation, sex toys, spit play! Omg you guys, I’ve been waiiiiiiting to post this!!! 😭😭 Sorry it got pushed back, but hey, another chapter next week HAHAHAHA 🥴💕 Also all I’ve been listening to is doja cat’s need to know sooooo… you know 😈 Heh if all my fics in the next few weeks are extra skanky u know why ☠️ LOLOL ANYWAY Enjoy ch 6 and I will be back tomorrow to answer inbox msgs! Thank you for always supporting me 💕 I love u and have a great rest of your day! 💕
chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - ? 
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Seokmin gets your number and texts you to meet him at a cafe at 2PM, Friday afternoon.
‘We can probably finish it in one meeting, we’ll just put what we had together,’ he’d said with a smile - not knowing you didn’t even have a draft put together at all.
And it’d only taken 15 minutes into your cafe meeting before he was rolling his eyes; annoyed at the table of people across the small space laughing loudly and making it hard for the two of you to get any work done at all.
“Literally, I’m in here so often and it’s never this loud…” He grumbles.
“Haha, maybe they know we need to get work done.” You sigh with him as you both lean away from your laptop to take another break - the cogs in your brain turning as you try to come up with a solution to your problems.
“How about we go to the library? It’s quiet there and they have the study rooms ‘n stuff. We can probably use one?”
“I wish, but that’s where Jeonghan and Soonyoung are and the second we step foot in there, they will find us and we’ll be worse off than just staying here… Hell, they’d probably make us write their paper too, knowing Jeonghan.”
“We can go back to my apartment?” You offer; cheeks warm as his eyes meet yours.
Your lips tingle at the way you suggested it without even thinking properly and Seokmin chuckles when he sees the mild regret in your eyes.
“...Or we can go back to mine? Nothing weird, I promise, it’s just closer to here than yours is, probably. We can order some food too?”
You nod at his suggestion and get ready to start packing up your things as Seokmin starts to do the same.
“I hope we can finish up soon…” You mutter under your breath - to which Seokmin nods and raises a brow at you.
“Why? Got plans for tonight? Hot date?”
You tuck your hair behind your ear, a sheepish smile on your face as Seokmin hands you your textbook. “Nah, it’s just that I’ve been lucky enough to keep myself occupied these last couple weekends and it’s… Nice. Very relaxing. Self care stuff, y’know? I think we’ve been really stressed lately. Especially since auditions for the musical are starting soon too.”
Seokmin nods, deep in thought about how he’d been feeling the same and had a lot on his plate.
He was thinking of auditioning for the lead in the show too.
“Yeah… Me too… Well, here’s hoping we’re quick about it, huh, partner?”
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Seokmin’s apartment is only a 10 minute walk from the cafe.
“Woooow, it’s so nice here, Seokmin!” You marvel at the simple design aesthetic of his studio apartment - complimenting him on how it was much cleaner than your own at the moment.
“Ehh, I figured I should clean up just in case something happened and we needed to relocate. Didn’t think it’d actually happen though.” He scratches his cheek shyly as you move to sit down on his small sofa.
“You have such a fancy mic attached to your PC too! Isn’t that one of the expensive ones? I think I saw an article about it...”
A cold sweat pours over him as his eyes flit to the exact piece of equipment you were talking about; throat dry as he fumbles to come up with an excuse.
“Do you record song covers or something?”
“Ah, h--haha, I--I mean, I want to! I haven’t really had a chance to use it but my friend s-sold it to me for a good price so I couldn’t say no!”
Not a complete lie, he tells himself.
“Wow, really? Someone must really like you to sell it to you for cheap~” You tease.
Seokmin drops his textbooks onto the table before chuckling, quickly turning the pages to get to where he needed to be to get started on the paper. 
“Yeah, Jihoon-hyung sold it to me for a good price. Said he didn’t need it anymore and that I’d probably get more use out of it. Guess he wasn’t wrong.”
“That’s cool! What a nice guy!”
Snorting, he stares off to the side in amusement. “If he was nice, he wouldn’t be charging me, like $300, for vocal lessons.” 
“$300!?”
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Nimble fingers reach out for your waist, squeezing your naked skin as you mewl.
‘I could be so good to you, pet… Just give me the word and I can give you everything you want.’
Dokyeom’s voice is enough to have your eyes rolling to the back of your head; toes curling against the bedsheets when you hear the sound of your vibrator turning on.
‘So fucking sensitive, pet… And already so wet right here.’
He presses the vibrator against your soaking folds before he runs the tip from your entrance to your sensitive nub; keeping it pressed against your clit as you cry out his name in return.
‘So pretty when you cry for me, slut~ I wanna hear more.’
You keep your eyes clamped shut as he teases you with the toy; bottom lip trapped between your teeth when you feel him start to press the toy against your entrance.
‘You want me here, don’t you? I know how badly you want me to sink my cock right into your needy ‘lil cunt like the filthy girl you are. Always thinking about how much my cock would feel so fuckin’ good inside you.’
Dokyeom’s voice makes you clench around the tip of the silicone that he slowly starts to inch inside of your pussy.
“M-more… I want i-it all…” You whisper; voice barely audible as he scoffs.
‘Can you take it all? Wouldn’t want to break you just yet, pet~’
“F-fuck, pl--please, I can t-take it…!”
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In a split second the scene changes and you can feel your breath hitch when it’s Seokmin between your legs - his usual soft eyes burning with lust and need when he stares down at you.
‘You said you could take it all, right, pet?’ His voice is saccharine sweet and has a drawl just like Dokyeom’s; only a pitch different from the faceless male you were used to hearing.
“I---I--”
‘Oh, don’t tell me the cat’s got your tongue now? Now that I have my cock inside your wet ‘lil cunt?’
He draws his hips back and thrusts into you as your fingertips dig into the bed sheets and your toes curl against his lower back - the head of his cock curved deliciously into you g-spot.
“A-ah, it’s j-just… It feels s-so good…” A satisfied tear slips from your eye and slides down the side of your face as he slowly rocks his hips and fucks you at an unhurried, leisurely pace.
‘Mm, I bet… Your filthy ‘lil cunt is gripping my cock so tightly... You really needed a good fuck, huh, slut? Always playing with those toys of yours, hmm? Finally couldn't take it and needed me to satisfy you~’
Whimpering, you peer up at Seokmin, mouth agape as you silently beg him. 
‘Dirty. Fuckin’. Slut.’ 
He leans over you, letting a glob of spit drop from his mouth to yours as you swallow it down and moan out his name. 
‘Mm? Who are you calling for, pet?’
Your brows furrow as you struggle to remember the name you just cried out for - the haze and fuzziness fogging your mind. 
“I--I don’t r-remember... I’m, a-ah, sorry I--mmph!” 
Seokmin presses the vibrating toy against your clit just as he starts to hurry his pace; smirking when you start to sob underneath him from the pleasure.
‘Well, you’re gonna have to remember if you want to cum, pet.’
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You wake up in a cold sweat - clothes sticking to your skin as you sit up on your own bed. 
What time was it?
Fuck! 
You scramble out of bed; inner thighs slicked and wet from your dream even if you woke up just before you even came. 
“Oh, god, fuck, how long was I sleeping for...?” Muttering to yourself you search for your phone, only to find it left on your desk with a multitude of notifications - only two that were important. 
10:36PM
New Message from Seokmin - 7:23PM
‘Hey, let’s meet up one more time before we gotta turn the paper in? Unless you wanna just have a video call or something if you’re too busy to come out. :) Just wanna finalize the paper. Lmk tho! I’ll make time!’ 
[!] Reminder - Dokyeom live stream @ 11PM! 
Your lips purse into a firm line. 
What was that dream about? 
Why was it Seokmin fucking you in your dream? 
A sigh escapes you as you move to sit in your computer chair; grimacing at the way a rush of wetness soaks into your already wet panties. 
“Must be because I was hanging out with him earlier, that’s all... Last imagine, is all, I’m sure...” You mutter. 
But you feel bad; the usual happy-faced Seokmin being in such a dominating position and calling you names while he fucked the daylights out of you made you bite your lip at how close you were to actually cumming. 
Images of Seokmin pulling on your hair and slapping your face while he whispered filthy praises make you rub your thighs together to relieve some of the arousal pouring into your body yet again. 
I feel like I need to apologize somehow, you tell yourself, I shouldn’t have even dreamt about him like that... He’s too sweet and nice to even be like that, I’m so gross...!
“Ugh, he just has to be so damn handsome... I’m sorry, Seokmin... It won’t happen again, I swear...!” 
And you knew once Dokyeom started his live stream that you would already be teetering on the edge of an orgasm before he even really said much.
“Fuck, guess it’s gonna be a long night again.”
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“Hey, everyone! Thanks for coming to listen to my show again tonight...” 
Dokyeom sounds drowsy this time; a gravelly tone to his voice as he groans. 
“I kind of took an impromptu nap after, uh, work, but I had such a nice dream... Would it be okay to tell you about it? I promise it’ll be worth your while.” 
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hey, about your post on Taylor Swift songs- Takumi and Reira, there's a panel in the future where takumi is talking to Naoki about Hachi not being in london and he says "simply for the sake of my job i sacrifice everything"; i think it's interesting how he uses the word "simply" because we know when he talks about trapnest, he's really talking about reira, so you think he has regret chosing reira over his family/hachi?
sorry it took me super long to answer, it’s been sitting on my drafts for awhile now. this is such an interesting question i have never thought before, thanks for asking 💖 hmm. i don't think in that line, Takumi means Reira herself. I also think Takumi is going VERY EASY on himself. let me explain. Takumi’s biggest sacrifice for Trapnest was Reira. you can say ‘but a family and children mean more!!’ and i will counter with: i am looking at this from his perspective. he forsook his family AND reira. even though he built this fame and success for Reira, to get her voice the recognition and appreciation it deserves, Takumi has lost the sight of what was really important along the way. But writing this, it sounds like Takumi is this sentimental, compassionate man who was blinded by fame and success. And I don’t think that is true. he was always a realistic, pragmatic and calculating person with little to no empathy.  from the beginning, Takumi perceived Reira as this pure, ethereal being above this earth. something different than a lover, a friend or as he claims a sister. i genuinely don’t think he understood the severity of Reira’s loneliness until it was too late. blinded by his idealized version, it’s highly possible it simply didn’t cross his mind that Reira can be lonely, or be in need of a lover. Since he sees relationships and sex as something impure, he doesn’t wanna associate these things with Reira, even though he literally saw her dating. Reira’s voice nurtures Takumi’s soul like nothing else can, as long as she kept singing things couldn’t be bad. Even for Reira. I think discovering her relationship with Shin has been a true wake up call for Takumi but things moved so fast from that point on, he was unable to stop tragedies his band had to face.
So, I am pretty sure Takumi regrets prioritizing Trapnest over his family and Reira.  This brings us to a second question: does Takumi regret prioritizing Reira over his family (because i am pretty sure he did) after Trapnest was disbanded? 
No. My theory is that they are in London for Reira and if he really regretted it he would just take Ren and go back to Japan but it’s never that easy. First of all, I don’t think Hachi wants to divorce because he was with Reira 24/7. She wants to divorce his ass for all the other atrocities (cheating, abuse, belittlement, ghosting) he committed, most of these were done way before Ren’s death. Frankly, to say, “i have prioritized my career and now my wife doesn’t want me 😭” is a really distorted way of viewing his own wrong doings. He didn’t sleep with all those women for work. He didn’t abuse Hachi for Trapnest. can’t fool me with those lines Takumi. rat bastard, anyways. We see yet again Takumi’s inability to understand the weight of his actions when it comes to Hachi. For example, I don’t think for a second he regrets locking her in that bathroom and turning her life upside down. I don’t think he regrets what happened the morning after. What he regrets is being absent but that’s really short selling his sins. Does Takumi regret all the shitty things he has done? I don’t know. I am not even sure he considers some of the things he has done as ‘bad’ i am not sure ai yazawa does. But it is clear as day he is remorseful his family isn’t with him and wants them to be together. He knows he fucked up, I just hate his reasoning. Does Takumi regret all the things he put Reira through? Yes. I don’t need to see a proof, I know the truth with my heart. As I mentioned on my Taylor swift post, Reira has no chance of happiness (especially after losing Ren and blaming herself for it) unless she lets go of Takumi. Renowned with his selfish actions, Takumi would let her just to make her happy. Now, he is finally understands her enough to let this. But she won’t.  And I am sure what Takumi regrets the most is pushing Reira to her absolute limit until she broke and was never whole again. That’s what he regrets the most.
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