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I want to be in control, complete control, of my sickly lover whose heart is to weak and lungs to tired, their body over all being just far to fragile. I don't want to control them in your stock standard idea of control and domination that typically leans into darker elements like deprivation/punishment/etc. (cause while its not terrible, it just doesn't float my boat). no, I want to control them in a soft and caring manner; I want to control them because I want to keep them safe, to protect them from the world, to keep anyone from hurting them or tainting their already sick body.
I want to keep them tucked away somewhere, where the outside world can't hurt them, where I can be the only one their floaty eyes lay themselves on, where I am I the only one who sees their soft smiles and hears their gentle voice.
I want to keep him in a hospital-esque room, to keep him laid up in a hospital bed and in those pretty, baby blue hospital gowns, dwarfed by layers of thin blankets and soft white sheets. I want him entangled in lines and wires, constantly hooked up to a monitor, the soft beeping of the EKG filling the room. I want to be able to monitor every part of his being, I want to know about every beat of his heart, every breath his takes, everything.
I want to practically pounce on him every time his heart gets a little to so slow for my liking, straddling his bony hips (gonna make a post about how horny straddling makes me too), forcing a fraction of my weight into his brittle chest, locking my eyes on his as he gives into my care, head resting limply back on the pillow, his tired gaze cast through his lashes, as I control his most vital organ. I want to beg him to stay with me as I force his heart to beat faster and faster. I want to pump him full of morphine I dig more and more weight into his chest. I want him to offer me his lungs, letting me shove an airway down my throat, because as I much as I love to control and pleasure, he likes to give up and receive, letting me fill his lungs with my air, kissing his plump, pretty lips between each one.
I want to put him into long periods of bed rest where I have to do everything for him. I want to spend long days cuddling, listening to his heart, letting my hands rest over the small dip in his waist, feeling his ribs shift with each breath. I want to have to carry him around anywhere and everywhere he goes, even within his own room.
I want to use drugs to keep him at different degrees of haziness when his hearts too weak to support his consciousness, I want to use pacers when it refuses to pick up the pace, I want to keep him on oxygen so I know his lungs are getting all the air they can get. I want to hold his hands and promise him that I love him. I want to promise him that he's ok, because I'm here and I'm never gonna let him go.
I want to make him feel good on his good days, making his lashes flutter, alongside his heart, and pull sweet moans from his pretty chest. I want to repay him for how good he makes me feel. I want to fuck him until he can't think straight, till his heart can't take it, just so I can take care of him again.
all the while I want to be able to offer him time to have visitors, to leave the tranquil space I've created for him, and for him to not take up those offers, to want to stay with me and me only, to want to show me off, to show off how protective and loving I am on those rare occasions we do break from the norm. I want him to always have this gentle look in his eyes, to be in a constant state of submission, because he knows he doesn't have to fight for himself, that I'll do it for him, that I'll do all the hard work, his just has to lay there and look pretty, a knowing smile on his soft, kiss swollen lips.
I want that my life goal, my livelihood, my purpose; to take care of him, to keep him alive and happy and safe, to be his protector, to keep his heart beating no matter how badly it wants to stop. that would be the absolute dream.
#cpr#soft dom#soft resus#soft domination#medfet#resus#cardiophile#resus community#medfet community#defib#airway#chest compressions#service dom#soft service dom#caretaking#being a caretaker is hot#possesiveness#soft possesiveness#soft shit like this kills me#sweet kisses after pacing his heart with my own hands?#to die for#holding his hand while he lays there hooked up to an aed pacer?#god have mercy#knowing he is mine and he likes it that way?#I'm gonna fuck him so good for that one#I just want a transmasc sub to be my resus doll and pillow princess#is that so hard to ask god?
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Resuscitating an Irish guy who collapsed and was on a ventilator.
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Coach Airways Store and Café, Alor Gajah, Melaka, Malaysia,
Coach New York and Spacemen Studio,
All images © David Yeow Photography.
#art#design#fashion#women's fashion#dressing room#walking closet#fun#plane#jetset#airway#store#malaysia#melaka#alor gajah#coachnewyork#spacemenstudio#orange#70s#retail#retaistore#boutique
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#tracheostomy#stoma#OMG this metal one is so cool#Are they all like this?#Android girls#Tiktok#Airway#Video#FDTSHQ#Cyborg
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"I'm not telling you to go big or go home, but..."
-Airway Management Training
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Hubby by my side & driver
My cousin handled my kid
My Besties handled food prep for post-surgery (delicious soup & pot roast) and flowers & cookies a few days before to help with anxiety
My boyfriend came this morning before surgery and gave me lots of love and a pep talk. And between jobs delivered my favorite flowers & Lil balloons right in front of where I park so I saw them on arrival
Many calls & texts too from others that care & love me.
I can breathe. Was 65% closed.
However, could only dilate my air way to 15mm not 17-18mm so I'm starting this 6-9 mth time with less 🤞 i can still get that or more outta this run.
#my village#surgical#polyamorous#polyamory#polyamourous#boyfriend#married dating#polyam#poly life#polycule#support#loved#effort#surgeries#airway#healing#healthy after trauma#redgrasshopper
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Airway - Live at Lace
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSeznAU7mWE
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In 5 days it will be 9 months since the last surgery. I'm trying to see this as a win.
It will also be 60 days since I requested surgery and I have no date yet.
60 days since I gave up routines and progress and started simply existing.
106 days since breathing started notable downward changes. But I was still walking my miles just adjusting pace.
I'm frustrated that laundry is hard, cooking, dishes, and basic shit is hard to breathe.
I was packing for sisters and got winded and rage quit that.
It robs me of patience with my son because I don't have the air to explain something 3 ways. After all, teenage sass h echolalia is busy arguing his point.
It's heavy
I hate that I have to sleep my life away. 😒
#chronic illness#fibromyalgia#fuck fibro#autoimmune#fibrofighter#depression sucks#mental health#trachealstenosis#closed airway#airway#hate my body#my body hates me
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JC: Bougie use in tracheal intubation. St Emlyn's
Should we always use a Bougie for RSI? This paper says yes. Our journal club blog on a meta analysis of bougie use in airway management. #FOAMed @stemlyns @cliffreid @EMManchester
This week Cliff Reid highlighted a recent meta-analysis of the use of bougies in tracheal intubation. This is something that has been routine practice in Virchester ED for many years, but we still get colleagues in anaesthesia and ICM who occasionally decline and prefer to use a plain tube. Whilst I have my own personal opinions on this, it is always worth reviewing the research too to see if my…
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Reusable Airway Adapter
Exquisite design, small dead space;
Precise size, tight connection;
Made of medical grade material, safe and reliable;
Strong compatibility.
Specification of Reusable Airway Adapter
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Specifications
Principle of Operation
Connected to the gas path, make the EtCO2 Sensor to measure the gas passing through it.
Product Type
Accessories(Used with EtCO2 Sensor).
Initialization Time
Immediately after accessing the gas path.
Patient Type
Adult & Pediatric.
Patient Use Style
Reusable for Adult/Pediatric.
Service Life
Used more than 50 times (Or continuous use for more than 3 months).
Minimum Shelf Life
2 Years.
Temperature
Operating: 0 to 40°C; Storage: -40 to 70°C; Transport: -40 to 70°C.
Humidity
Operating: 10 to 90% RH, non-condensing; Storage: 10 to 90% RH, non-condensing. Transport: 10 to 90% RH, non-condensing.
Atmospheric Pressure
Operating: 400-800 mmHg; Storage: 400-800 mmHg; Transport: 400-800 mmHg.
Sterile OR Non-Sterile
Non-Sterile.
Latex Free
Not manufactured with natural rubber latex
Dead Space
≤6CC.
Weight
<10g.
Size
Deepth*Wideth*Highth: 57mm*22mm*28mm.
Details of Reusable Airway Adapter
Quick Details of Reusable Airway Adapter
Adaptable to mainstream EtCO2 sensors for primary gas pathway integration, it accurately and swiftly collects end-tidal carbon dioxide values. This is a reusable consumable. Two models are available for adults/children (CSM01C) and infants (CSM01D) to cater to different patient types.
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Best out of the box track car I’ve owned. Continuing the MR theme.
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something I'm currently really hooked on fantasy wise is fluid on the lungs;
any fluid is great, for example a near drowning experience, but what I'm really hooked on is naturally occurring fluids that just seem to be endlessly supplied by a broken body, collecting in dying lungs, keeping my resusee from getting the air they need.
I want to feel them struggle, coughing and choking weakly, having to work their chest harder than they have the energy for, to get any substantial amount of air in, their lips turning blue and their saturation dropping anyway despite their efforts, getting to hear their helpless wheezing and the sick crackle of their lungs all the while.
then you get to have to shove fingers in their mouth to clear spit and fluid from their throat as they grow weaker and weaker, unable to fight their body any longer, maybe you cause them to gag, or in an attempt to help them, you block off their air long enough for them to flutter out of consciousness. maybe you get to suction them, shoving a tube down their throat to clear the fluid away, or press a stethoscope to their chest and hear their soppy, wet, lungs struggle to pull in air.
as they grow weaker, or maybe as they begin to code you have to support their airway, they're too weak to do it regardless, but the excess fluid makes it even harder. maybe you have to intubate or use an OPA, maybe you don't have access to those, so you have to do your damn best with your hands, holding their limp head steady, trying to lessen the obstruction between their mouth and lungs. you'll have to breathe for them past the fluid, hearing that gurgle all the while.
or they stay mostly conscious, but you have to press and oxygen mask to their face, assisting every now and then with your own breaths, maybe because they struggle to recover from a coughing fit, or because they simply can't pull enough in on their own. maybe they flutter in between conscious and unconscious, so you have to run their sternum harshly to keep them awake, causing them to whine and whimper against you.
it's just fucking hot, oml, there's just so many possibilities.
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Resus Nico.
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Unlocking the Mystery: Common Factors Behind Snoring in Women Explained
Snoring affects both genders, but the causes may differ slightly in women. Commonly, snoring in women arises due to the relaxation of muscles in the throat during sleep. When these muscles relax, the airway narrows, and the airflow becomes turbulent, resulting in the familiar rattling sound of snoring. Various factors, such as weight, age, and lifestyle, can influence the likelihood of snoring. Visit: https://bellabeat.com/sleep/women-snoring/
#snoring#sleep apnea#sleep#symptoms#throat#people#breathing#mouth#allergies#issues#women#risk#airway#factors#cpap#alcohol#partner#diagnosis#weight#treatment#woman#age#menopause#pregnancy#sleep study#changes#content#osa#tissues#health
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#endotrachealtube#intubation#anesthesia#anesthesiologist#anestezi#anestesia#anesthesiology#laryngoscope#anaesthesia#airways#intubate#laryngoscopy#airway#emergencymedicine#medicaltraining#paramedic#advancedairway#advancelifesupport#firefighter#medic#stayhome#firemedics#firefighterparamedic#emt#flightparamedic#mediclife#ambulance#firefigteremt#emergency#trachea
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