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starrrberry · 1 year

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the duplicity of the mind

You constantly find yourself in a maze of reality, stuck in a distorted puzzle of truth and fear. You know it's wrong, don't you? You know that the swirling pit of deception will eventually rip the final shreds of sanity from your mind, yet you can't seem to find yourself a way out of it; everytime you try, you stumble over another certainty, and you are mercilessly thrown into another endless abyss of lies.

And there are shadows that do not belong to you echoing each step you make, a blurry face inches away from yours softly places a finger under your chin, turns your head until you are forced to stare into its dark, lifeless eye. It is an unknown force, you conclude, you are but a puppet to the ones above, they are carefully manufacturing your every move to construct your truth.

Yet part of you, the part which is too afraid to speak in fear of confusing your mind even further, betrays itself and protests. Who is truly playing this game? Are you the player, the one who has the illusion of free will, but is ultimately manipulated to build your reality? or the game master; you create the narrative, yet you are still your own cruel tormentor, keeping yourself captive in a cage of your own consciousness.

In every waking moment, you ask yourself these questions, you relentlessly try to distinguish between the physical and illusory existence. But your attempts are fruitless. Slowly, you begin to believe that you were always destined to tire of the eternal questions, and so you allow yourself your final comfort, and succumb to the turmoil in your head.

Perhaps you could have found a sanctuary in the confusion, but now it is too late. ////

taglist: @wherearetheplants @funky-writer-man @nicola-writes @abysslll @crazyydamagedbyou

#unreality #tw unreality #writing #second person narration #my writing #art #i think ??#hallucinations #if u think it is anyway #short story #again im not sure but hey #ANAWYY YAYAYYA #i like this one #if you like it please reblog !! just as a general rule #ALSO TITLING IS SO HARDDD #i hope its okay

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basshole-astard · 10 months

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PSA: i keep seeing posts about staying cool in extreme heat that include advice like "gatorade is bad actually!" and "don't drink fruit juice it'll just dehydrate you!" and neither of these are true!

regarding fruit juice: there's apparently a misconception that Any Sugar At All will dehydrate you, and that's simply not true. yes, sugar will make you pee more when consumed in large amounts, but 1) the natural sugar in fruits won't do this to you 2) great news! a lot of fruit juices exist without any added sugar in them! 3) honestly even having a glass of the fruit juice with added sugar won't completely dehydrate you as long as you're also drinking water throughout the day. if its hot you deserve a cold treat of a drink!!! can't go wrong with fruit juice!!!

regarding gatorade: maybe this isn't an every day drink, but guess what: if it's 110F/40C or hotter outside, and you don't have AC, or you're moving around a lot outside of the AC, and you're sweating buckets: that's when you drink a gatorade.

gatorade exists to replenish all the electrolytes (salt) and glucose (sugar) that you sweat out. YES it is meant for athletes to drink during intensive work outs and not necessarily for people who aren't doing that kind of exercise. BUT GUESS WHAT! when you're sweating buckets because you had to walk to the bus in extreme heat, that's intensive exercise. please feel free to drink a gatorade after that! that's its intended use case!!!!

no: neither of these drinks should be a total replacement for water. but drinking a lot of water and then treating yourself to a fruit juice with lunch is a good idea!!! drinking a gatorade becuase you just had to walk for 20 minutes in the heat is a good idea!!!

Please Stop Spreading Misinformation About Drinks!!! It's fine if you drink things that aren't water!!!! Yes you should probably always be drinking water but drinking something else As Well isn't going to hurt you!!!! okay!!!! its fine!!!!!!

honestly so long as you are consistently getting Any (non-alcoholic) fluids in you, you're doing great!!!!!! okay!!!! i love you stay safe <3

#also: drinking A Soda or A Coffee isn't going to completely dehydrate you if you're drinking other fluids tbqh!!!#its fine!!!!! its fine!!!!!#drinks #heat #dehydration #this post exists because i'm mad at misinfo but also #this is for my homies who hate the taste of water and struggle to stay hydrated #because people have told them over and over again You Must Absolute Drink Water And Nothing Else and so they just don't drink anything #listen!! hey!!! whoever told you that was lying!!!!#drinking Any Fluids At All (yes even with caffeine!!) is better than Not Drinking Anything #please hydrate!!!! it's okay if that hydration isn't water!!!!#honestly i tried to be extremely non confrontational in this post but im pretty sure i've seen people suggest flavored water packets #but say no fruit juice ever. and that's insane.#it's all fluids baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so long as you are drinking fluids you are combatting dehydration #YES water is the best option HOWEVER. if you drink things that aren't water that's also okay! i promise!!!!!!!!

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beatcroc · 11 months

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what, didn't you know most amphibians shed and eat their skin? what did you think was going on there, peppino? this is normal frog stuff. come on now.

many more sketches bc i had way too many thoughts about this to try and illustrate all in a comic. horrid beast fp agenda ❤

#every day i wake up & im like. what is the worst way i can introduce peppino and by extent the audience to something #pizza tower #fake peppino #peppino spaghetti #hey guess what❤ guess❤ im giving up on drawing their moustaches forever #jk i'll start trying to remember again on the next legit comic. but this is a silly headcanon post. so im not gonna agonize over it here #i seriously never remember ever. you've no IDEA how many revisions the others have taken just to make sure i didnt miss any damn moustaches #anyway if youre gonna try and call me out for that style of gif save yourself the trouble. i know. it's intentional. it can be our secret.#fp's lines are 'no no wait it's not-it's just mine!!' + 'do not make this harder.' in the comic; 'sorry sorry' in the image. thanx 4 readin #arting #Popular post #pizzaposting

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canon-gabriel-quotes · 3 days

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✨💐 Mother's Day 💐✨

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Machine. Gabriel omegaverse male pregnancy art.

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I'm two days late... *gasp* Did Minos finally..?

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Did Sisyphus finally..?

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Don't come to my server.

Don't pray to me.

Don't "V1 pregnant" react me.

We're done.

*vine boom*

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Guys, stop giving birth in vc.

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You know.

I'd really like to say all of the pregnancy jokes catch me off guard.

But to tell you the truth, I was expecting.

i hate it here

Omegaverse clip

Minos clip

Sisyphus clip

Divorce clip

Literally 1984

He was expecting :]

#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #wow. 2 posts. in 1 day. thats a lot of clips. im going to jail.#hey guys.#great posts these past 48 hours right.#i mean. real good.#surely this wont spawn any art ri-#guys i dont know what fucking chemicals are being put into the water supply that is causing all this but its chats fault #Due to Tumblrs audio upload limit that exists to spite me specifically #i am only uploading the non edited versions #again i havent seen fridays stream so im SORRY if i missed any clips that would have fit here.#i need the weekends as a break surely you understand i would go insane without one

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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im so Normal. totally not shaking and crying rn

#its nice to be this excited about something again! to the point of nausea!#and i Mean That #this is the good kinda stress. tis a welcome break from the usual brands #all week i've been having moments of 'ohhhh god New Information Incoming' and i have to sit down every time #and measure my breathing to chill tf out #is this unhealthy! maybe! i am trying to keep it Contained!! tightly leashed if you will #BUT OH FUCK ITS ALMOST HERE AGH AGH AGH #absolutely unprompted #welcome home #i will probably be unable to discover secrets bc i am bad with computers and the like #but hey! ill try!#if there's like... a spoiler tag yall want from me ill make sure to tag any Update Posts with it #then again wh is a unique scenario of like... Are there spoilers #bc it feels like a 'a couple people uncover stuff and then show/tell the rest' thing #but what would i know! this is kinda the first update!#LETS GO GAMERS I HOPE THE NEW STUFF IS TRAUMATIZING FOR BOTH US AND THE CHARACTERS #alright im getting to excited again im gonna go lay down #gonna be refreshing pages every ten seconds even when its completely illogical and meaningless to do so

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neptunesailing · 7 months

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we'll be okay

#nep draws things #enstars #ensemble stars #aira shiratori #hiiro amagi #hiiai #spiderstars #enstars x spiderverse #hey yall did you miss spiderstars because im sure i did #this is smth super self indulgent and also has a small snippet of writing behind it (written by tumblr user orioncore alix ur amazing <333 #uh anyway i just wanted to draw hiiai again. i miss them so much.

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topaziraphale · 7 months

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"Stop saying Crowley won't help Aziraphale in S3 he'd go back to him in a HEARTBEAT and nothing would stop him" I get it no one likes the idea of Crowley being bitter after what happened for a long period of time but like can we at least acknowledge that he's currently going through probably the most emotional pain in his life since falling? Can we agree that he's opened his heart entirely - something you couldn't pay him to do unless the world is literally ending and he's desperate - to Aziraphale, and got shot down? Can we understand that he did it AGAIN only to lose Aziraphale again? Not that what Aziraphale did isn't without Crowley's own shortcomings (hiding the truth of Heaven's cruelty from him) but like,,,,

The appeal here isn't Scorned Crowley Doesn't Love Aziraphale Anymore, or Never Wants To Help Him Again, the appeal here is Crowley learning enough self respect to not just walk back right to Aziraphale like nothing happened after Aziraphale has had a pattern of consistently refusing him. Going years ping-ponging between "We're not friends I don't even know him" to "That's what friends are for right?" and "We're friends, why would you even say anything?" and "Friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon!"

Like I get it, Crowley is a heartbreakingly forgiving person. Of course he's gonna forgive Aziraphale, I'll be surprised if he didn't forgive him by the time he walked out the bookshop door, but gdi he could at least grant himself the luxury of being at least a little irritated for longer than however long it takes to make a globe and some books float and angrily cry out to God in his flat. But due to the change of pace and dynamic that is establishing part of the conflict for Season 3, I just really like the idea of him for ONCE prioritizing himself and being like "Okay, fine. We'll get back at it when you're ready, then," instead of just taking Aziraphale back like his words and actions meant nothing to him, when clearly they have an effect on him.

What is Aziraphale going to learn if Crowley just accepts what he did so quickly, like he always has the entire time they've been friends? Idk maybe I'm just projecting too much darkness on their dynamic but I mean, if the pattern of Aziraphale pushing Crowley away/disrespecting him one day and then being fine with his friendship the next + Crowley never stopping to be like "Hey, that's not cool, at least give me a little credit" or smth was fine all along and will continue to be fine in the future, then why, after 6,000 years of being friends and loving this demon, can Aziraphale still not accept that Crowley is just fine the way he is, and instead got excited to promote him to an angel in a heartbeat once the opportunity presented itself? You can't blame all of it on Heaven when Aziraphale has demonstrated his free will/defiance to Heaven so many times. Or, I don't know, I guess maybe we can? Maybe I'm just craving too much angst to the point where I'm letting it cloud my analysis of canon. Idk.

#derpy speaks #good omens #good omens 2 #no i dont think crowley is gonna ever hate aziraphale for what happened but he's allowed to be angry #he's allowed to be done with it all. he's allowed to be exhausted. just look at his face when he drives away.#meh. idk. but i dont know how i'll feel if crowley just INSTANTLY accepts aziraphale back in a situation involving #idk - ''hey help me stop the new apocalypse''#at least. without like. SOME pushback? it can even be something small like ''are you SURE you want ME to help you? do you really need me?''#doesnt have to be a straight refusal but i'd like SOME kind of action to show that crowley is putting his foot down for once #he deserves that self respect #do NOT reply saying that im insinuating that aziraphale is actively malicious or doing it on purpose.#everything he has done up until now is his own complicated response to all the trauma and guilt he's been through #but despite that crowley is STILL allowed to be upset... it's messy. i can write a whole paper about how this whole thing #is just unfortunate on both ends. again. we didnt get queerbaited we got communication baited 😭#but help me out here. am i just too fandom-brained to have these expectations from the story?#is there something obvious im missing that is making me sound like a complete asshole here? do i need to get my head out of the gutter?#someone please explain it to me if so because whatever it is‚ i can't find it #not queued

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larabar · 2 months

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finally finished another sketchbook good riddance🎉

#sth #doodles #hey would you guys believe me if i said this guy is on. every single page of said sketchbook. would NOT recommend #on one hand im pretty well versed in how to draw him and on the other i am oh so stuck. hes my only guy. sure i have a couple failsafes #but those only get me so far and im back to the rat again (affectionate) like. agh i need to get out of this #someone teach me how to study new stuff that would fix me #ok rant over im normal again. so sonic right #theres some prime stuff and frontiers too if you squint. looking at the third to last one #um. i think thats all i wanted to say. its 2am 🧍#binturong......

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konohamaru-sensei · 24 days

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guess what I binge read over the weekend

#art tag #sentai daishikkaku #ranger reject #go go loser ranger #the red keeper #sousei akabane #akabane sousei #this drawing could bite me in the ass ihave no idea where this story is going #but the last developments were suppper fun #so we shall see!!#me at any point drawing this: iTS NOT RED ENOUGH #MORE RED #still not sure if the distortion is ok but im tired of looking at it #so out it goes #will probably be seen by a very tiny audience anyway but HEY I experimented once again

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sentientstump · 10 months

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my magnum opus is that question mark corner

#if you read this hey! o/ have a good next week! :D #hylics #hylics 2 #somsnosa #dedusmuln #wayne hylics #pongorma #artstump #i have no idea what video im watching today but its spooky!#im at 1:15:30 timestamp currently and i have no idea still 😂😭😭#one thing for sure the vine lore i have consumed for 6 years now is expanding once again👍🏼

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hoonclub · 1 year

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SUNGHOON x CHA JUNWHAN ‘BLACK SWAN’ Special Stage — SBS Gayo Daejeon (221224)

#park sunghoon #junhwan cha #cha junhwan #sunghoon #enhypen #enhypenet #m #mgifs #*feeling a lil crazy* hey does anyone else feels this is kinda fast #im never gifing a dance break / dance stage ever again btw #for my own lil archive.. WHATEVER #also im sorry that if it's supposed to be the other way around im not sure how to do it so i just wrote his name as what it's written in the #file. IM SORRY!!

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betasuppe · 6 months

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Been thinking since @measlyscrapofseafood posted this about the whole 'does Rinzler become Tron post-Legacy or does Rinzler stay Rinzler????' & anyways it ended up leaving me with some thoughts about how my sad ass, shaggy version of Rinz would be if he did return to being Tron....

So here's my interpretation of the hero program as he'd be after all that shit he'd gone through. But even though other programs celebrate his return, there's something just not right about him.

The guy is more than just a bit broken but he too wants to go back to being the good guy everyone has been waiting for & out of blind happiness to have him back, everyone just tries to ignore the off-ness he now carries as his burden from the monster Tron became as Rinzler.

But, during his return to the games, he's just a bit too brutal & after derezzing a few programs because he just can't turn off his old programming.... other folks start realizing some freaky shit is going on...

#tron #rinzler #nok draws #hey - theres something wrong with him!! /said with love♡#im sure its pretty obvi #but i usually stick to tron staying rinzler after legacy's events #but this sort of thing is so intruguing to me too #he just wants to be the hero again & be the good guy everyone has been waiting for!....#but he cant be #theres no going back from here #everybody loves some #tronzler #like a corpse walking around without a soul #something is majorly screwy in his code forever #nok digital

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daily-hanamura · 5 months

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