Dylan Sarette I love You!

love you Ukai

Dylan Sarette

You are worthy my beloved

I Love You!

Merrick Maakestad

I will always love you. I will always be here for you.

Dylan Sarette

I love you and always will. I will always be here when you need me.

Merrick Maakestad

I love you and miss you

Phillabuster and Merrick

I love you dylan sarette

Dylan Sarette I love you!

I love you!!

Dylan Sarette! I love you!

I Love You Dylan Sarette

Ukai, I love you!

I love you Dylan

I wish you knew how much.

Phil and Merrick

I miss you two!

Forgive me

I sincerely apologize

I love you Dylan Sarette

Dylan Sarette

I love You Dylan!

Growing Joy and New Outlook on Life

 I can't believe that I had recently actively taken steps tonend my life or that I had future plans to do so. Yes, I still love Dylan Sarette and wish that he and I could make peace with each other. I still hope that one day he can forgive me for my failures as I forgive him.  But Witchcraft has given me a new purpose in life. As I reject both extremes. the restrictive White Witchcraft  and the wild untamed Dark Witchcraft and embrace Grey Witchcraft.  I also need to find where I will dedicate my practice. I have chosed the diety Aphroditus.  The mythology is not clear. Some scholars say that Aphroditus is the Transgender manifestation of Aphrodites (which I believe) while others say that Aphroditus is Hermophroditos the offspring of Aphrodites and Hermes, which I do not believe. I believe that by dedicating myself to Aphroditus, who I believento be a FTM diety I can move forward in my craft while honoring my relationship and marriage to Dylan(Ukai) even while it has ended and my relationship with Merrick(Temprace) even though that too has ended. 

Both Dylan and Merrick taught me a lot. I am in love with Dylan and I loved Merrick and while both are no longer part of my life. I can still honor the happiness they brought into my life when they were part of it.

I am so happy that one witch took the time to talk to a stranger who she felt was in depression and possibly in crisis. I have has no thoughts of self harm since that evenings meeting and cleansing and have just found more joy and more purpose in the development of my craft and growth in my journey.

Dylan Sarette. I love you!

I love you Ukai