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WAKE UP POOKIE! NSFW GETO FIGURE IS OUT
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final battle
*please dont read or take these, just putting em here so I don't lose em this time.*
Finally after 35 years
After all of the pain, hopeless days and
monsters tearing through my brain.
I had a breakthrough.
The hardest battle, in a neverending war,
Trying to break through my fears,
cut the hate, open the gate,
Find a way to help the child crying at my core,
to maybe figure out what I'm living for.
Allow myself to feel it all and hope I survive.
The final fight, either I heal or I die. (facing the night, bleeding inside)
**so I face myself,
breaking down my walls
that were built to save
me from my flaws ( gotta find a way)
As I bleed it out,
I am flattened down
will I make it out,
or am I just another dark statistic.** ( just a cliche)
The deeper I go, the more the iceberg shows.
How long has this went on? Not sure why I 'm so wrong.
The deep wounds from life, betrayals cut like a knife.
Then, the frustration, being ever so patient.
No, I don't want to see, trying to suppress that memory.
But I must expose it and everything underneath.
The anger, contemplating, spent all this time self hating and waiting.
Now it's me versus me, And I tear at myself,
lost now in this, the skin starts to bleed... ( too deep, too deep)
**so I face myself, (what have I done, Oh god I hate this)
breaking down my walls
that were built to save
me from my flaws
As I bleed it out, ( can't I run?)
I am flattened down
will I make it out,
or am I just another dark statistic.** ( another person dead on christmas)
Fully inside, my tears fill my eyes.
The blade is in my thigh, but I'm in my mind. ( not away it's life or death)
Attacking myself with everything I've held in.
Addressing the shame, Hearing the blame. ( but not seeing the blood)
How I let them all down, nothing is okay now.
Gotta make it right, Push the blade in. ( unaware that it's too much)
Punish myself and let it all out. ( as I've always done)
The real truths spilling onto the floor... ( what if I bled too much?)
**so I face myself, ( dizzy now)
breaking down my walls
that were built to save
me from my flaws ( oh god, don't let me die tonight)
As I bleed it out,
I am flattened down
will I make it out,
or am I just another dark statistic.** *( please don't take me on christmas)
Then I found her, deep inside, barely alive.
My inner child, weakly crying, reaches for me then. ( she can't even stand)
What have I done? I hurt her, I used to be her,
and I drop the blade and embrace myself. ( bout fucking time)
I'm sorry, I forgive me, I will not self hate.
Just like that, I love myself, won't let me go again, ( I swear)
then this joy and light lit up me soul.
Now I am okay, not just pretend.( as long as I can stop this bleeding)
I will never hurt or doubt my self again.
Or feel alone, in myself I made a forever friend.( healing myself was all I was needing)
And I am ready to rise, I feel a new flame is burning in my eyes.
love you because I love me.
finally free.
#dont look#pay this no mind#pls don't steal#suicide#self harm#finding my love#self love#healing#accending#survive to thrive#love yourself#forgive yourself#message for you#see the light
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How I imagine a conversation between Fable and Ulysses would go
Fable: I can bring your boyfriend back to life if I just kill all these people.
Ulysses who has been trying to bring people back for decades and saw his boyfriend raise from the dead and become a drowned, who hates the gods for abandoning his people to die: Fuck you.
#fable smp#i could be wrong#but i think he's learned at this point that they always cone back wrong#i mean hayley is *different*#and centross accended and he didn't keep his name#names are actually very important in fable smp
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When your fic gets long ass comments that basically summarice the plot of the chapter but also tell you how GOOD it all was:
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NEW MONSTER HUNTER GAAMMEEEEEEE
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Casual Mandalorian fans who are upset about Din Djarin's name would lose their minds if they read the Thrawn: Accendency novels. Every character has multiple names in unconventional formats which incorporate their core name, their family name, and their rank within it. More than one character changes their names in the middle of a book. The given name being in a slightly different order than you thought is no big deal.
#the mandalorian#din djarin#thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#< THAT IS HIS REAL NAME#and they are ALL like that#star wars#Thrawn Accendency#chiss#chiss ascendancy#the mandalorian spoilers#mando spoilers#din djarin/mando#i read sw#i watch sw#text#my posts
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La fiamma sacra per le Olimpiadi di Parigi 2024 è stata accesa a Olimpia, luogo di nascita degli antichi Giochi, ed è stato dato il via alla staffetta che in tre mesi porterà la fiaccola fino alla capitale francese per la cerimonia di apertura del 26 luglio. A causa del tempo nuvoloso, l'accensione non è stata effettuata grazie ai raggi del sole, come vuole l'antica tradizione ma è avvenuta con una fiamma di riserva accesa durante la prova generale di ieri nel tempio di Hera, risalente a 2.600 anni fa, vicino allo stadio dove nacquero le Olimpiadi nel 776 avanti Cristo.
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attract mode, Violent Vengeance: The Universe Hero
(Accend / Soft-World - MS-DOS - 1994)
#shoutout @ mugenfinder for posting about this awful game#Violent Vengeance#The Universe Hero#fighting games#chinese games#MS-DOS#bad games#Accend#Soft-World#attract mode
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I remember the first time I indoctrinated a friend of mine into watching Revolutionary Girl Utena and got to episode 5. We both love very surrealist humor or just decide that the most mundane things in the world are funny. I remember the millisecond this frame appeared on screen, my friend bursted out laughing. Paused the episode and we were both laughing like crazy just because of how abrupt this goddamned chair appeared.
I wish I could begin to describe how much this chair has fucked up my humor. Any time time I see something remotely similar to this chair I chuckle, I giggle, I maybe have a small laugh and every time I have to explain myself. This is a joke for me and my friend only, only we find it funny even though their is nothing there.
#shoujo kakumei utena#sku#rgu#revolutionary girl utena#PLEASE HELP ME#MY HUMOR HAS ACCENDED AND CRASHED DOWN LIKE ICARUS
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I know Christmas had already passed, but is it fine if you could draw raditz pretending to be santa clause??
hes trying his best alright
but he is also a jackass on purpose
#raditz#son gohan#gohan#dragon ball#sketch#his gifts are also just decorative gifts from a mall that have nothing in them#at best he got a dead bird in there that he hit by accending too fast
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Just drew this
Bonus alt version:
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Statement of Tango Tek regarding the disappearance of Jimmy Solidarity. Recorded direct from subject July 25th, 2022. Statement begins.
I wasn’t planning on reposting this one, but how could I not when the lovely @newhermitblogontheblock made this amazing art for it!!
#pfroggy writes#tha#the hermit archives#fanwork of fanwork#still accending from the fact that someone made art for my fic
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ASIAN MARKET HAS FRESH LYCHEE
#IM ACCENDING#lychees are only available where i grew up for a couple months in the summer#i havnt caught fresh ones in YEARS#all time favorite fruit lets go#barkbark
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on the laptop again
gonna try and write a nordegrim oneshot cause i crave fics for them as they only have one and they are a background pairing that hasn't shown up yet (outside of stacey working) and im patiently waiting for the next update
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I'm at the part of FFXIV where theyre doing HEAVY fanservice in the raids and I love it. OZMA??? KEFKA??? RAMZA??? ALMA??? ... MA? MAMA? .... PAPA EXDEATH? CHAOS?!
#i'd tag this as spoilers but#none of you care about this 10+ year old stuff#i loved seeing Alpha as a callback to the old mystery dungeon gamessss#Alpha and Omega was SUCH a cute concept#you can expect at least like 3 gifs of that little guy#Ramza being like. a little FUCKHEAD and nothing like what I remember the other FF tactics protags being like? is kinda funny#At this point I'm waiting on goddamned like#Zidane to come down from the heavens and steal all my gil#“haha loser took your apartment!” zidane has accended back among the heavens#bc they're doing all the villains rn#there's no way they're gonna do Jecht or Seymour but if they do I will fucking SCREAAAAAAAAM!#yojimbo popped up with his dog and I was SO HAPPY!!!!#waiting on anima :))) really hoping he's in here but I feel like he's not#the magus sisters have to be
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