(I’ll take no responsibility of how you’ll react to this pic… I’m staring at his neck for days now and decided today is a great day to share it with you 🤭)
(The way I’m obsessed with his neck is insane, you’d thought I’m a vampire in disguise based on how much I want to bite and suck on that thick neck 😭 leaving marks behind, kissing & licking them better 🫠🫠🫠🫠)
(My horny ass can’t be stopped if it’s about him)
(when I say Silvo was my fav weekend, this is one of the reasons 😩 - and his amazing performance ofc.)
(His hair is sooo long here too I want to run my fingers through it, grabbing it gently also to move his head aside to have more access to attack his neck 🫠🫠🫠)
Okay I’m done, I’ve said what I said 🫣 sorry not sorry
ohooooooo noooo… this………………… this has made me feel so many things…….. i feel unwell
All of you are probably aware that I am a man who loves to think about the Ancients’ daily lives, but most of all I am a man who loves to think about them being happy.
The lives not spent in perpetual meditation and self-sacrifice, those spent truly living for something other than the hope to properly die.
Moon speaks of big festivals, of classical paintings so adored that people forged family portraits in their style – family portraits – they cared for their families enough to get them painted together!
She reads a fragment of a poem, from an ancient farmer. Their name is Pel, nowhere near as vivid as those of the others. In the mists of memory, your image dances, like the motes of dust, in a ray of sunlight that pierces a dark room. It is a love poem, it seems; to whom, no one knows. Nonetheless, it is a work of love, and nothing else.
She reads a dark pink pearl. In it are over six hundred memories of one person, who lived near the end of their civilization. They were married with children. They spoke in debate contests, and were apparently incredibly stylish. They preserved the memories of a tasty meal from their childhood, a triumphant victory in a debate, and a peaceful moment in their older years. They were left here to be cherished by those who remained. None do, except you.
But still, you are here. You remember what they were.
idk if they still work neither, but you're welcome 🤍
anyway
THERE'S EVEN STARTED IN GENSHIN this one with fungus(? or how they called)
I'm so upset its in fontain, why not in Sumeru- whyyyy🥹
im super happy to see old friends again (bongo head and the npc whose name i forgot) but im so tireddddddddddd of fontaine, i really dont wanna whine and complain but im so tired, i feel like im locked in here AHHAH
(i ended up whining so im just gonna yeet it UTC, sorry for incoherent babbling im very very sleepy rn)
(the fungus event is not the main event this time so its not about it but the main events in the past updates in general) i would love to have a proper event again in sumeru or mond or even inazuma, with the characters actually in the spotlight and not some same face npcs im. yea. im complaining a lil now sorry, dont get me wrong i think its still fun and not everything is bad and sucks, i do like some stuff in fontaine and the story and characters ofc its just. i think im just really tired of genshin rn bc im just so overwhelmed and still not able to move on from sumeru yet ghghh
sumeru and its whole ass theme of found family and friendship, the interdarshan championship and how cool it was--- they ruined everything for me fr BYE
I deeply thank you and @rabbitsonthemoon for enabling me kwkfkwkdk
I apologize for how out of order or messy this all is (or repeated info, i haven't done much organizing of my thoughts on him yet)
Cloud, died sometime in the 2020s, 25 years old. Cause of death? He actually has no memory of it!! And isn't sure what happened— he DOES know he killed several people while on a sliiiiightly unhinged man hunt for the person who killed his best friend. (She is also in Hell)
I'd say he doesn't exactly have the greatest sense of self-preservation,,,or really self view in general.
Im still working on what kind of personality i wanna give him— I've been leaning into him being kinda outwardly quiet/shy but hes actually decently unhinged once hes comfortable around someone
Hes not particularly driven by "redemption" at least not at first- im not exactly sure yet HOW he ends up at the hotel but he does enjoy fixing things and ends up sorta the hotel handyman!
i haven't ever made a insert character before so i Apologize if this is super messy i have no idea what im doing but im having fun LOL
He does have like electric powers (bc get it? Hes a lightning bug!!!) And potentially a full demon form maybe.
Definitely crushing on Angel bc if im making an insert anyway they get to date my fave LOL cringe is dead and i am free
I have....maybe written a lot between them i am embarrassed to admit
Idk if any of it will ever see the light of day but its fun to do and definitely a brand new experience for me and im mad it took me so long to do this its FUN
IF you ever wanted a sign to absolutely make yourself a fun little insert character/sona this is it