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bubblegumflavor · 2 years
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Chapter 25 is up! 🙈💕
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die-pink-maus · 4 months
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A Weekend In Vienna 🇦🇹: Part II
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This is part two to A Weekend In Vienna. I am soooo incredibly grateful for all the love the first part of this series received, especially with it being my first time writing a fanfic, and honestly my first time putting my writing out there for everyone to see in general 🙈 Part One can be found here if you just stumbled upon this randomly lol 👇🏽
♡ PART I: A WEEKEND IN VIENNA 🇦🇹
@lettaniko ‘s interpretation of König is used as inspo for this series. Let’s convince her to make some new drawings in this style. It’s awesome! 💕
For reference, here is a link to the outfit our OC is wearing in this scene 👉🏽 https://www.fashionnova.com/products/dont-call-me-up-jumpsuit-white
TW: 18+, NSFW, MDNI, Suggestions of mild Asphyxiation, but overall mostly fluff, we haven’t gotten too spicy YET, but things are most certainly heating up 🤭
Word Count: 2182
Once again, Likes, Comments, and Reblogs are greatly appreciated! Please do any of the above if you like this series! It would really mean a lot! 🫶🏼
Enjoy! 💋
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The doorbell rang around 8pm. I was in the middle of putting the finishing touches on my outfit for the night. I slipped into a skintight white jumpsuit with a pair of black Christian Louboutin pumps, accessorizing with a pair of medium sized silver hoop earrings, a silver watch, and a small black clutch. I touched up my makeup before straightening my hair and pulling it back into a nice high, sleek ponytail, and took one last good look at myself in the mirror. Breathe, you look fine. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t dressing to impress. I know it’s just a bar, and I may be slightly over done, which isn’t really out of the ordinary — not for me anyway, but…I wanna make his head spin. Adrian comes up behind me as I’m silently critiquing myself in the mirror. “Jesus…” she gasps. “Sometimes you make me wonder if I’m genuinely straight or not.”
“So this looks okay?” I blushed.
“You look incredible, if he doesn’t make a move, I know someone else will.” She giggled. But I want him. I took a deep breath before we headed downstairs, his large robust frame coming into view almost immediately. He looks quite nice as well. He’s wearing dark blue denim jeans, and a long sleeved light grey v-neck shirt with the sleeves rolled up, his tatted, vascular forearms on full display. Fuck. He was in the middle of what looked to be an interesting conversation with Adrian’s uncle — that was, until he saw me. I could’ve sworn I’d seen his jaw fall slightly open as he watched me parade down the lengthy flight of stairs. I held his gaze as I walked closer. His hooded blue orbs remained glued to mine, seemingly entranced by my every step as I made my way to the door where he stood. I tried as hard as I could to fight the impending smirk tugging at the corner of my lips as we came face to face. This time I’m the one reading him like a book, and it appears I did exactly what I set out to do with this outfit tonight. The look in his eyes is provocative and dark. He looks like he would take me right here and now if he could, if no one were around to watch or hear me scream his name as he has his way with me. I can’t help but revel in the way his eyes caress and undress me from head to toe, a soft but tense sigh escaping his lips as his eyes meet mine again. “Guten Abend,“ I smirked as I leaned forward and up to greet him with a hug. “Siehst du etwas, das dir gefällt?” I whispered before pulling away, a look of both surprise and arousal beaming from his face. It’s clear he’s impressed and maybe even a little taken back by 1. My sudden confident and flirtatious demeanour, and 2. The fact that I speak German. The shy woman he’d met a few hours prior was long gone, and she’d been replaced with a seductress. His lips quirk up into a smile as he gently rubs the back of his neck, probably thinking of his next move, but Arian interrupts before he has a chance to speak. “Let’s get going, I need some vodka.” She sighed as she brushed passed us both and walked out the front door. König and I said goodbye to Adrian’s uncle as we followed her outside. I was about to open the back door of his car to get in when I felt his large hand gently wrap around my arm from behind. He leaned down close to my ear, “Natürlich gefällt mir, was ich sehe, Prinzessin...” he whispered. “But I’d like it a lot more if it were on my bedroom floor.” He breathed as he let go of my arm and walked around me. I stood frozen as he grinned at me over his shoulder before shifting into the driver’s seat of the car and closing the door.
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The bar is packed. Pretty sure the only reason we were able to get in is because König knows the owner, and his military buds have already secured us a nice table near the bar. Since arriving we’ve had about 4 rounds of vodka shots, and it didn’t look like any of us intended to stop any time soon. König and I have been exchanging flirtatious looks all night at every possible chance we get. I forgot how exhilarating sexual tension was. I haven’t had relations in quite a while, and I was afraid I may have lost my edge when it comes to flirting, but apparently not. I do still find that I am quite nervous around him, but I never really expected that to go away completely just yet. At least I’m doing a much better job at hiding it this time around, but I suppose I may have liquid courage to thank for that. I decided to take it easy with this next drink. I wouldn’t say I’m a light weight, but the buzz is definitely buzzing. I decided to go with my usual — a double vodka cranberry with a little bit of soda. Given it was quite busy, the bartender was occupied with a few other guests by the time I’d reached the rail. As a bartender myself, this is a situation I’m all too familiar with. I waited patiently, trying to grab their attention whenever I could. I could see König pushing his way through the crowd of people from the corner of my eye, inserting himself at the bar rail beside me. “Hey!” He called out to the bartender, capturing their attention almost instantly. It’s hard to ignore a man like König. Aside from the obvious fact that he’s just all around massive, he’s got such an undeniably commanding presence. He has an effect on everyone he’s around, and what kind of effect he has clearly depends on who you are and what you’re doing. “Ein Bier, bitte, und…” he trailed off as he looked down at me. “A double vodka cranberry with a splash of soda.” I blushed. “Ein doppelter Wodka-Cranberry mit Soda für die Dame.” He said as he slid money across the rail to the bartender, before reverting his attention back to me. “I hope you are having a good time so far.” He said.
“Absolutely,” I said. “This is a great spot, and I really like your friends.”
“I’m glad I am able to help make your first time in Wien an enjoyable one.” He smiled as the bartender placed our drinks in front of us.
“Danke.”
“Prost.” He winked as we clinked glasses. Ugh, he’s trouble.
We were on our second drink at the bar rail when we both glanced in the direction of our table, observing as everyone watched Adrian tell some sort of elaborate story. We couldn’t really hear what was being said, but a lot of arm movements and gestures were going on. I laughed, “looks like your friends are enjoying Adrian’s performance.”
“It doesn’t surprise me really, we appreciate a good story, not much else to do between missions other than share past experiences.” He laughed.
“So what’s that like? Being in the military, I mean.”
“It’s definitely not easy, it takes a toll on you in a lot of ways, but you get accustomed to everything. I know nothing else, it’s been my life since I was 17. Adrian’s uncle was my lieutenant actually.”
“That makes a lot of sense now that I think about it. Do you ever wish things were different?”
“Not really…I’m good at what I do.” He sighed as he took a swig of his beer. “The only thing I wish I had is a woman as beautiful as you to come home to.” He said, shifting his gaze in my direction. “I think I might be a little dangerous for your health though.” He smirked.
My brow raised. “How so?” I asked. He paused for a moment before moving closer, gently placing my chin between his thumb and index fingers, tilting upward as he gazed into my eyes intensely. “I don’t know if your body would be able to handle how hard I’d make you cum…all day and night like it’s the only thing I’ve been made to do.” He said lowly, my breath hitching in my throat as I digested his words. “You’d cum so hard, the only thing you’d be able to remember is my name.“ Fuck..In this moment it almost felt like I forgot how to breathe. All I could think about was how badly I wanted to experience that. I can only imagine all the many things a man like this could make me feel. I know it would probably be the most passionately intense sex I’ve ever had, and considering I live in Canada and wouldn’t be able to have that whenever I wanted, it may be best if I never discover what I’d be missing out on. But I want to so badly. I watch as he slowly smiles, his tongue gently grazing his bottom lip as he indulges in the arousal seeping from my expression. “But you’re curious, aren’t you Maus?” He asks as he begins leaning in even closer, his lips merely inches away from mine. “Yes.” I breathed, his palm cupping my cheek before he closed the gap between our lips. He tastes of craft beer and peppermint. I moan softly as his tongue sensually enters my mouth, his hand departing my cheek and sliding down to the base of my neck and upward, gently clasping around my throat as his other arm pulled me into him. My thighs clenched together as wetness pooled beneath my lacy black panties, my thoughts running absolutely wild with imagination. He lightly tugs on my bottom lip with his teeth as he pulled away, I look up at him, sheer adoration beaming from my face. I’m looking at him like he’s practically God and it’s embarrassing as fuck but I can’t help it. I’m yearning for more. I want him to take me out to the car and fuck me till I can’t see straight. After that kiss, it’s obvious he’s capable of this, but I resist the urge to reveal my desperation. “I suppose I could go easy on you to start.” He grins as he takes his beer and walks off back towards our table. I remain at the bar, absolutely stunned by the chain of events that too place only moments prior. What have I gotten myself into?
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By the time we all decided to leave, it was nearly 3am. Adrian was drunk as fuck and dancing incoherently with one of König’s friends, Horangi. I was quite intoxicated as well, day dreaming of all the things I wanted König to do to me as we both tried to converse normally, and pretend as if that breathtakingly steamy kiss by the bar rail never happened. Though, it was clear we were both still thinking about it. Both still silently undressing one another with our eyes as the coquettish banter roamed freely under the guise of polite conversation. “How much longer are you here for?” He asked.
“I leave in the next 3 days.” I said as he walked Adrian and I to the door of her aunt’s house. “Let me take you out for dinner tomorrow night. I would love to spend an evening alone together.” He smiled.
“Dinner huh? Wasn’t really expecting you to be a ‘Wine and Dine’ kinda guy.” I giggled.
“Normally, I wouldn’t say that I am…but something about you intrigues me.” He said. “I’d love to get to know more about you as a person before we go any further.” Wow. Not really what I was expecting in all honesty. Not necessarily saying he intended to take me home with him tonight, but I wasn’t sure he’d be interested in me either. “I don’t mind taking things slower than usual for you. I want to court you, Maus, if you’d allow me to.” I couldn’t help but blush, the way he calls me Maus always stirs up butterflies in the pit of my stomach. “I think I’d like that, a lot actually.” I smiled nervously.
“Good, how does 7pm sound?” He asked as Adrian unlocked the front door and stumbled inside. “It’s a date.” I smiled.
“I look forward to it, Maus.” He said as he leaned forward, softly snaking his arm around my waist and pulling me close before pressing his lips to mine. My legs practically turned to jello as we kissed passionately in front of the door. “Goodnight, Prinzessin. See you tomorrow, Ja?” He said as he pulled away. “Goodnight, König.” I said as he walked down the stairs back towards his car. I opened the front door, letting out a deep exhale as I tried to process the night. Well, fuck.
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starleska · 4 months
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welcome to...starleska's f/o round-up 2023! 🥳🥳🥳
below the cut is every single character i've had a crush on in 2023...and there are 30 in total!! 🙈💖 these are given in chronological order of fixation, and they are all new crushes (so re-entering a fixation for a character i've simped for previously doesn't count 😂) now be warned, this is a genuinely unhinged list. they are largely villains. one is a mushroom. one is a vehicle. one is a casino-themed duck-shaped robot. my autism is indiscriminate in the characters it fixates on, and they are all suitably embarrassing 😭💖 without further ado, here we go...
1. James the Red Engine | Thomas the Tank Engine
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...shut up 😂💖 at the start of this year i truly lost my mind and fell headfirst into the Thomas the Tank Engine fandom (everyone there is so lovely and creative!!)...and of course, the vain train is my favourite 🙈💖 James is cute okay!! i don't need to justify myself!!! 2. 'Big' Jack Horner | Puss in Boots: The Last Wish
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there's no way anyone missed this one - we are quite the tight-knit and dedicated group in the 'Big' Jack Horner fandom 😳💖 come on, look at him...a huge, powerful, obsessive, fancy-bastard collector with an affinity for magic??? he's stunning 🥴💖 i made so many lovely friends through gushing about this horrible man!!! we had so much fun making OCs to ship with him 🙈 one of the most intense fixations i've had all year, and one of the best villains we've seen in years...he is fantastic 🥰 3. Pizzahead | Pizza Tower
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i don't know what's in the water of Pizza Tower but it's impossible to be normal about any character you like from that game 🙈💖 of course the evil sentient pizza slice took the top spot, he's so cartoony and ridiculous!!! the amount of power he exerts is also quite the draw 🤭💖 i'm not gonna lie there's a couple other characters from this game i may get into later...we'll see 😉 4. Fingers | Dead End: Paranormal Park
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have you heard this guy's voice. can you blame me. deliciously evil fruity monstrosity with supernatural powers? sign me up to whatever sinister scheme Fingers has going on now or in the future 👉👈 he hits a lot of boxes...between the cabaret-style makeup, the posh, dismissive and manipulative personality and the inexplicable Eldritch body, he was always gonna be a crush 🤭 5. M.O.D.O.K. | Marvel
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wheeze okay, this was originally a JOKE!!! @thelighttasteslikelasagna sent in this message joking that i look like i'd find M.O.D.O.K. hot, and i was really angry about it for five minutes...and then i discovered the stop-motion cartoon where he's exactly the kind of cringefail malewife villain i enjoy (in the Augustus St. Cloud vein), and the rest is history 🙈💖 definitely one of the silliest crushes i had this year, but he holds a special place in my heart :3c 6. Gargamel | The Smurfs
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nah man i was on some serious mental illness at the start of this year 💀 i just can't help it when bad guys are like this, alright!!! Hank Azaria's performance as Gargamel is sooo silly and over-the-top, i couldn't help but love every second he was on screen 🙈💖 Gargamel's just a whole lot of fun!!! who doesn't love a magic-wielding freak hellbent on the destruction of a group of little creatures?? (i cannot and will not be taking any questions at this time 😶) 7. Wally Darling | Welcome Home
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my God, the Wally Darling fixation hit the entire Internet like a train 🤭💖 soft-voiced, ambiguously-moraled rizz puppet that he is, how could we not all fall head-over-heels? i have to thank this guy for throwing me headfirst back into fanfic writing, as the whole Welcome Home story really inspired me...not to mention all the lovely folks who wanted to imagine different ways of getting to hold Wally's hand 🥰 hooray for our pretty puppet boy!! 8. Killa Harkan | John Wick: Chapter 4
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...yes, i know, it's funny that Killa's the first of two cartoonishly evil German-accented bad guys with sleight of hand tricks and gold teeth on the list this year 😂💖 sitting in the cinema, the second he opened his mouth my partner just turned and stared at me, because they knew. i refuse to apologise for appreciating a really awful bastard - especially one who dresses so sharply 😉 9. Ian Hawke | Alvin and the Chipmunks
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yet another member of the 'it started off as a joke...' club 🤭💖 listen, Ian serves!!! we can't resist a smarmy music producer/manage type, can we? Ian's in the same camp as Gargamel for being a deeply evil man whose capacity for doing harm is directed at little creatures. all i'm saying is, he can sign me up for a dodgy deal any day 🥴 10. Myc Cellium | Inside Job
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i can't tell if it's my monsterfucker tendencies or my consummate attraction to Brett Gelman but the crass sentient mushroom got me down bad 😭💖 he's just such a menace!! he's got that intoxicating combo of being horribly socially inappropriate and an actual outcast...fellas, Myc was fixation bait for me 😭 11. Klaus Kickenklober | Sing 2
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i don't care if you think you're not a furry, someone can and will get you from the Sing franchise, and that is a threat 🙈💖 yesss laugh it up, Star's got another stern and vaguely European cartoon villain added to the list 😂 i just find Klaus so impossibly delightful!!! he'd be a terrible teacher to have in real life, but in fiction, i think i could fix him :3c 12. The Spot | Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse
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ohoho, i know you guys were living for The Spot fixation because i remember your reaction to the x Readers 😉 look at him and his incredible design!!! the transformation of The Spot from weak laughable villain to reality-bending monstrosity had me by the throat...and i can't wait to see more of him when the next Spider-Verse drops 👀 13. Mad Mod | Teen Titans
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MAD. BLOODY. MOD!!!!! i think our favourite British bastard has to take the crown (literally and figuratively) as my strongest fixation out of the whole of 2023, i lost my mind over this guy. he just consumed my every waking thought!!! 🙈 the style, the voice, the unbelievable engineering skill...Mad Mod is one of those once-in-a-lifetime f/os that you know you'll be obsessed with for a very long time 😳💖 i look back so fondly on those wonderful few months of Mad Mod fandom resurgence, and how that still continues today...here's hoping even more people find out about him and develop their own crushes 😉 shout-out to the lovely @iriso-page who suggested him and Music Meister to me 🙈💖
14. Control Freak | Teen Titans
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sdfgdf okay back on form with the fat dweebs, i know, i know!!!! my ravenous Mad Mod fixation wasn't enough to ignore Control Freak, one of the most delightfully stupid villains in Teen Titans...!!! he hits all my buttons (ha!) and i genuinely think his design and powers are kind of epic. would love to see him utilised in the future 😉 (i am never beating the Discord kitten allegations...) 15. Ken | Barbie
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well, this particular blond himbo was quite the surprise!! 🤭💖 i'm not usually the one to go for such a stereotypical hottie, but Ryan Gosling plays Ken as so unhinged and...off for the whole movie, he activated the same neurons which come with the weirdest of my crushes 🙈💖 Ken's a misguided sweetheart and i'd love to help him feel a little bit wanted;;; 16. Buck Ruffler the Duck Shuffler | Toontown: Corporate Clash
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fell into the wonderful world of Toontown: Corporate Clash and imprinted on this fucker like...well, like a baby duck 😂💖 is this not the most spectacular design for an original Cog you've ever seen?! i love that Buck is an absolutely scrambled robot with a gambling addiction, and i think he'd be lovely (and hilarious) company 🥰
17. Barnaby | Billie Bust Up
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ohhhh yesssss Billie Bust Up caught my attention with this sinister goofball!!!! fancy, flamboyant and very into murder...Barnaby has all the traits for any Tumblr Sexyman, and i cannot wait for the full game to drop so we can see even more of him 👀
18. The Mad Hatter/Jervis Tetch | Batman
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Jervis Tetch my beloved!! this has been the year of fancy blonds in top-hats, as well as deeply silly hypnotists, and Jervis kicked off this trend with a bang 🙈💖 i'm a Mad Hatter fan generally but B:TAS Jervis is a special kind of pretty stalker, and that voice is delicious 🥴 thanks to him for kicking off an Alice in Wonderland fixation and for finally getting me into drinking tea...the things we do for our crushes, eh? 🥰 19. Music Meister/Darius Chapel | Batman
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and here is the first character played by Neil Patrick Harris who made it onto this year's list!!! 🙈💖 another camp, theatrical Batman villain to add to my collection...gorgeous voice, such an immense sense of style, and wonderfully good fun!! i think more people should get a little obsessed with the Music Meister 😉 20. Buggy the Clown | One Piece
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none of you can judge me for this one - i remember all the TikTok edits!!! 😂💖 Buggy is pathetic and so much fun - i wasn't expecting to enjoy him as much as i did!! although my fixation for him may have been short-lived, my love for him certainly isn't 🥰 21. Pat Butcher | BBC Ghosts
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ohhhh, every now and again a little sweetheart will get me right in the feelings, and Pat Butcher is added proudly to my f/o collection as the second Yorkshireman (next to Salad Fingers 😭). i just love what an upbeat, lovely man he is!! he's so soft and warm to everyone he meets and tries his best to do everything right by his friends...i'd love to cuddle with him 🥺 22. Josh Levy | The Eltingville Club
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a classic return to form with Josh Levy, à la Comic Book Guy and Control Freak...really telling on myself by collecting these horrible greasy nerds who would 100% call me something derogatory if i tried to talk to them 💀 i appreciate every last one of The Eltingville Club but Josh, as a failed writer who remains just as toxic as he was when he was a teen, is my undisputed favourite 🙈💖 23. Swan | Phantom of the Paradise
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oh God, reawakening my crush on Paul Williams by discovering Swan damn near killed me!!!! 😭💖 i was so obsessed with this man as a kid and the moment i saw him as Swan in POTP i felt intense attraction and gender envy in equal parts;;;; Swan's whole aesthetic and demeaning, inhuman approach to people is impossibly sensual, and i can't overstate enough how little evil dudes in tinted shades will always get me down bad 🙈💖 24. Kinger | The Amazing Digital Circus
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my love for Kinger was such a pleasant surprise!! 🤭💖 sweet, anxious fella that he is, all i want to do is get him out of that digital hellscape and ensure he can wrap up in as many blankets as he likes!!! i love his always-on-the-edge-of-a-breakdown portrayal and am so eager to learn more about him and his backstory 👀 25. Peter Gregory | Silicon Valley
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ahhh, kicking it the old-fashioned way by getting extremely invested in the most autistic character on the show (and that's saying something, given the high neurodivergent coding of everyone in Silicon Valley 🙈💖). Peter's style and methods of communication are traits i simply find attractive in real life, and although he sadly wasn't with us long, he absolutely stole the show ✨ 26. 'Action' Jack Barker | Silicon Valley
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given my love of nerds it's no shocker that Silicon Valley hit me with two f/os, and 'Action' Jack Barker - the tech-field Colin Robinson - was a surefire entry 😳💖 what is it about these milquetoast men who are so whitebread yet are capable of such terrible things which gets me every time?! Jack is such a fun character and i'm glad we got as much of him as we did 🙈 27. Avery | Pokémon: Sword and Shield
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i cannot believe none of you guys told me about Avery, the most amazingly dressed character i've ever seen in the whole of Pokémon 🙈💖 shhhh he is so very pretty and petty and his powers are incredibly cool. i just love everything about him and would delight in helping him develop a real sense of self-esteem, because he does not deserve the dismissal he receives from his family 😭💖 28. Matthew Patel | Scott Pilgrim
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oh my God, heart in my MOUTH seeing Matthew Patel get the glow-up villain arc he so desperately deserved!!!!! 😭💖💖💖 Matthew is just the epitome of style and power in Scott Pilgrim Takes Off, and it was so fantastic getting to see him grow as a character and get self-actualised. plus his fight scenes were some of the coolest things i've ever seen. Matthew can i have your number please 🥺 29. The Toymaker | Doctor Who
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!!!!!!!!!! i don't know if you guys can tell, but i really love the Toymaker...and even predicted that he'd completely consume my mind months before we got The Giggle 🙈💖 e v e r y t h i n g about him just gets me so bad. his reality-bending, his teasing attitude, his ridiculous accents, his gorgeous costumes, his emotional inconsistency, his tragic backstory...god, if i so much as look at him smiling i melt 🥴💖 characters played by Neil Patrick Harris really get me!! i'm so proud to be modding a server dedicated to the Toymaker now, and have met so many brilliant, wonderful friends through him and falling back into Doctor Who!!! i think we're all going to be brainrotting over him for quite some time 😉💖 30. Dr Mark Fry | Chicken Run: Dawn of the Nugget
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Dr Fry, rushing in at the finish line!!! 🤭 the second my pals saw this guys they were all spamming me, begging me to watch Dawn of the Nugget!!! and ooooh i was noooot prepared for the specific brand of soft creepy genius he is 💖 even if they'd played Dr Fry purely as your run-of-the-mill mad scientist he would've gotten me bad, but they just had to make him equal parts freaky and brilliant with just a touch of arrogance, didn't they?? Melisha scored well 🤤 (also, three whole Yorkshiremen in my collection now!! is it the accent? 😭) aaaaand that's everyone!!! phew, is anyone else out of breath? 🥵 what a wonderful, silly year of fixations this has been 🤭💖 thank you all for being here, brainrotting happily alongside me for some of these characters, and for all the other characters you love!!! i hope 2024 is awesome to you, and that many more fictional characters are around the corner, ready to make you smile 😉
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violetvelourr · 21 days
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Horny panic 🤣
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This is an improved illustration for a veeeery old chapter - chapter 5 of the first fanfic...
There is a less censored version on Patreon 🤭
Ah, seems like ages ago... :D initially, I posted this illustration as an ink drawing and I crack up every time I see it because it's so ridiculous but also endearing at the same time 🙈
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Also I'm looking at another illustration from that chapter, which I made like around 2.5 years ago and damn I need this to remind myself how much my art has changed 😱
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A small extract from the chapter:
He knew perfectly well what it was like to wake up from a nightmare, and then take ages to recover senses, and the nightmare would not end with awakening, but instead would continue to devour you, drive you crazy — but in reality. He was just beginning to cope with it himself. So now he held her tightly to him, whispering a simple "it's okay, it's just a dream" and stroking her trembling shoulders and back, somewhat awkwardly.
In fact, at some point it dawned upon him that the back was completely bare, except for a strip of bandage and the hair — apparently, in the heat of the struggle, the ill-fated blanket had slipped off. Mentally giving himself a slap to get back on a serious track, he tried to make his soothing strokes as neutral as possible. It didn't help — it was still insanely obscene for him. He panicked slightly and stopped stroking her altogether and instead just hugged her, minding to keep his hands off of her bare back, pressed his cheek to the top of her head.
Little by little, the girl began to calm down. When she finally quieted down, he whispered softly: "Will you tell me?"
The girl raised her tear-stained face up at him.
Look her in the eyes! IN THE EYES, Hatake!!! — Kakashi's consciousness screamed.
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sankttealeaf · 2 months
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hold . on . i just saw your bg3 artwork and i thought it was a repost but you. Made . It. NO WAY. SPEECHLESS YOURE SO GOOD??? FOLLOWED UR OTHER ACCOUNT. AM EATING EVERYTHING UP ALL AT ONCE. FIGHTING THE URGE TO LIKE EVERYTHING. oemgee tarlya… u can write.. u can draw.. WHAT CANT U DO i’m in luv 🤭🤭🙈🙈
im MULTI TALENTED B)
its both a blessing and a curse!! it also means free fanart for my fanfics and thats probably the best part. i can just. draw scenes that i like and no one can stop me !!!! (sometimes i jump between drawing SO much and writing nothing to writing SO much and drawing nothing. havent found the balance yet)
i studied animation at uni but i am not a good animator at all. id show off some work but it has my Full Legal Name on it and thats a little scary to think about
anyway thank u tumblr user yyiikes youre the best<3
(its also the main reason my first arthur x reader has reader being an artist. i am projecting. this is the life i want. my friend got me some rdr2 stamp stickers for christmas and i put the saint denis one on my sketchbook as a reminder of the fic because its got a place in my heart forever<3<3)
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fanmoose12 · 2 years
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Ok, remember the famous “everyone is blushing in the sunset” scene with Eren and the gang? I have this headcanon that Levi and Hange had a similar moment when riding back on horses during that sunset. Like Levi tries to compliment Hange on her enthusiasm that he witnessed earlier and there’s some blushing on both sides lol. We need a fanfic on this omg 🙈
The sunsets captivate Levi, always. The pink mixing with purple, red contrasting with what little blue is still left, green that spreads on the edges, it all transfixes him, his eyes glaze over each time that sun begins its journey beyond the horizon. And there is no better place to watch it than from the top of the wall, with wind carding gently through his hair.
This evening is different, however. This time, someone else- someone so much brighter sits next to him and centers all of his attention on her.
Levi watches, stares at the long, delicate fingers that draw multitude of universes with their frantic movements; looks down at the lips that seem soft, sweet to touch despite the many-many cracks that are born from their owner's sharp teeth; he focuses on the eyes - sparkling, burning with curiosity, they hold more knowledge inside that all the books back at the barracks; he winces but doesn't dare to say a word, lest he interrupts the passionate tirade, when wild hair gathered in ponytail swings a little too much and hits him in the face. He stares, stares, stares - Hange is beautiful, much dearer to him than the sun he's spent the whole life dreaming about.
So lost he gets in his subject that he misses the moment, when thin lips halt their movement and swirls of honey focus on him. "Levi?" melodic laughter rings through the air, breaking the spell its owner had on him. "Still with me?"
Always, he almost says, but bites his tongue just in time to offer Hange a noncommittal grunt.
"The view is something else, eh? Makes it all-" Hange doesn't specify what, but both of them know it. Both of them hurt and bleed for this mystical all, "Really worth it. Makes me want to just-" her voice raises, along with the wind, "to just hug the whole world!"
She leaps to her feet, before Levi can stop her, and spreads her arms wide, as though really trying to fit all of the world into her embrace. The smile on her lips is so big, so joyful- but he doesn't bat an eye at it, doesn't stop to admire it; his eyes are on Hange's feet that hover too close to the precipice, almost stepping over it.
She might fall down, he thinks and it makes his stomach drop as well. In an instant, his arms are around her leg, wrapped close, secure, not letting go.
"Shorty!" Hange laughs, Hange always laughs, even in the face of danger, when most would quiver and hide. But she stands on the edge proudly, and looks down on him as though he's the one acting silly. "What's this about?"
"You fucking-" anger punches all air out of him, and fear turns his mind sluggish. It takes him a moment to remember his life in the Underground and all of the colorful vocabulary he gained down there. "You fucking fool, idiot, shit for brains, what are you doing?"
It's a question that comes out in a hiss. It's an offence that doesn't mask his concern.
Hange chuckles some more. She grins, without shame, dangerous and eternally beautiful.
"Careful," she reaches out to him, presses a finger in a furious crease on his forehead, "Or I might think you're worried."
"Of course, I'm worried. I'm petrified, four-eyes. Can you imagine how much paperwork I'd have to fill in if you die in my presence?"
It's a familiar territory, a safe one. Breathing comes easier to Levi because of it.
"Humanity's strongest," Hange shakes her head, and takes mercy on Levi, returning to her place by his side. He audibly exhales. "Is afraid of some paperwork?"
"I'd rather slay a dozen of titans than spend an hour more behind my desk. My ass is not made of steel, you know."
Hange lowers her eyes, gaze clouding as she husks, a damn tease, "Might have fooled me."
"Hilarious," he retorts, fighting against his loudly thumping heart. "Try that joke against titans. Your humor might become our ultimate weapon."
"You know," ignoring everything he said, Hange pokes his cheek, "in that light, it almost looks like you're blushing."
"It's just light," he lies, petulant. His face does feel too hot, but it's not- it's not a blush. It's not.
Maybe, if he says another hundred times, it'd become true.
But Hange is having none of it. She places her head in the crook of his neck, pressing impossibly close to him. Her arm hug his, as she says, "It's okay. You make me blush too."
Levi says nothing, but before he rests his chin on the crown of her head, his lips touch the same spot.
Hange seems to understand, everything, as always, even the meaning of that small, diminutive gesture. Her mouth quirks up, as she turns to watch the sunset. Levi continues to stare at her, his personal wonder and his own sun.
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tonberry-yoda · 1 year
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Hey again! (Omg, I'm already bugging you again) I love that you're doing matchups at the Valentine's Day event and I'm so excited! You nailed it when you matched me with the man I love (Jotaro) but I was curious to know which other character I could match with in JJBA🙈
Oh, and it's here the link for my matchup: https://at.tumblr.com/strawmariee/hello-i-see-your-requests-are-closed-but-i-hope/aqy86643wxwm
My Hobbies: Well, I really like listening to music (I can spend the whole afternoon doing that, my poor ears lol), drawing, writing or reading fanfics or whatever, watching movies or series, exercising (I'm trying) and dancing.
My Appearence: Well, I'm a short girl (1.57cm/5'2), I have medium, wavy and dark blonde hair. I have green eyes, I'm thin and I'm also very white (Actually, in the sun I look like Edward Cullen). And I also have to wear glasses because without them I'm almost blind🥲
What I want out of a relationship: I want my boyfriend to treat me like a princess, you know? That he respects me, gives me my space when I need it and that he shows how much he loves me because I am a very insecure person🥲. I would like us to spend time talking about what we have in common and that when he has a problem he would run to me so I can comfort him🥺. And also that he laugh at my jokes because I love to tell them!
Dream First Date: Wow, whenever I think of a first date I always imagine myself in a movie theater with him. He would choose a horror movie on purpose just to scare me and hug him. And then he would take me to the beach where there would be a picnic waiting for us! Like that:
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And I'm so excited to read everything you'll write! I'm sure it will be perfect as always!!😍
notes 💌: hi love :) you're the first person in this wonderful event, so happy valentine's day, dear! i am super honored to host an event like this, so thank you for supporting me and wanting a matchup! in this event i am playing cupid and super excited to match you up with someone new. I know I matched you with Jotaro, but I think I found a new man that fits you just as well <3
the character Cupid chooses for you this Valentine's Day is...
GYRO ZEPPELI!!
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I know, I know, he's a lot different than Jotaro, that's for sure
but hear me out
the man is tall
really tall
so he will compare heights and call you short as a joke
he thinks it's cute though
he loves your eyes
as a fellow green eyed human being, he cant help but stare into yours all the time
he will braid your hair
yes
(please braid his too)
this man will absolutely treat you like a princess
it's kind of his thing
like i feel like thats how he wants a relationship to be
after he met johnny, gyro has learned to respect everyone, so you dont have to worry one bit about him respecting you or giving you space, because he is already prepared to help you with what you need
he is your #1 hype man
he calls you beautiful all the time and really shows that he loves you with all of his heart and soul
he loves talking to you, so expect a lot of long conversations with this man that last for far too long but are too much fun
and yes, to know that you are his hype girl makes his heart swell
he loves that you are there for him as much as he is for you
you two tell way too many stupid jokes and end up laughing for hours
and this is why i thought he was perfect. you have a lot in common, but those differences are what make you fit too :)
💌How would he ask you to be his valentine???
you would just be all comfortable at home chillin and mans comes in with a GIANT ASS TEDDY BEAR trying to squeeze its fluffy butt through the door, and a big bouquet of roses. he would give you his iconic smile and set all of the silly little valentine's trinkets on the table in front of you. "will you be my valentine?" he asks, a stupid grin slapped onto his lips. you giggle and run over to hug him nearly knocking him over. "of course i will, dummy."
💌 Valentine's Day Date
After gyro hands you an insane amount of valentine's day gifts, he leans down and presses a kiss onto your lips. "so, what do you want to do for the special day?" he asked, rubbing his thumb over your cheek. "I think we should-" "A horror movie sounds great." Gyro winked at you and you couldn't help but burst out into laugher. "Very romantic, Zeppeli." You joked, putting your hand lovingly onto your chest. "Isn't it?" Gyro handed you tickets that he had already purchased weeks ago. "Let's not be late, yeah?" You just smiled and latched onto his arm, letting him lead you to the movie theater. The movie wasn't long, but it sure as hell was scary. You knew why he chose it, so you could cling onto him whenever you got scared, but you left the movie theater with wide eyes. "I didn't mean for it to scare you that bad, darlin." Gyro gave you a concerned look and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear and pressed a kiss onto the lobe. "It wasn't that bad," you giggled, clutching onto his arm. "I mean, it was a good movie and I got you hug you the whole time, but I don't think I want to see a horror movie for a while." Gyro giggled at you and you two went for a short walk. You had no clue where the two of you were headed, but he sure did. "What's this?" You asked as he led you onto the beach. "Oh, nothin." Gyro said in a singsongy voice before looking down at a fully set up picnic. "Oh? What's this? A romantic picnic on the beach for two?!" You stared at it for a second and looked up at Gyro with a huge smile. "Gyro! I love it! How the heck did this get here?" "Johnny." Gyro laughed. "He helped me get it all set up." You quickly sat on the picnic blanket and watched the sunset while Gyro set up both of your dinners. You clanged a glass to his and pressed a kiss onto his cheek. "Happy Valentine's Day, love." <3
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ofallthingsnasty · 6 months
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I started reading your fics on ao3 and my goodness they are such a treat😍💕 dark and nasty fanfics just hit different('capture kill' and 'through the briar' have me in a chokehold omg😖😮‍💨)
I also feel super happy to find people that feel exactly like I do about Micah from rdr2. Like he is the worst plz shoot him, but he is also just a fascinating character. I hate him, but I also think he's neat( and low-key kinda of funny) haha but I never say it out loud out of fear of getting absolutely blasted by the fandom🙃💀I mean looking at the fact that a lot of rdr2 fix-it fics, fix it by banishing Micah to shadow realm at the first possible moment and everybody making full blown essays of why he's the worst character of all time, is enough for me to keep my mouth shut lol 😭 So its really nice to see that there are people that appreciate his character and Peter Blomquist's fantastic work portraying Micah Bell.
Also are you planning on giving 'capture kill' and 'through the briar' sequals👀? Because I am 100% here for any continuation for either of them🫶
Thank you so much!! 🥰💖💖 I am so incredibly glad you like my fics - especially 'through the briar' and 'capture kill', they've grown to be my favorite stories. A little darkness sometimes (or all the time) is just so... indulgent 😉
And oh my god, anon, you fucking get me. Micah is one of my favorite characters - and the only character I truly loathe but still adore because he's just so damn well-written. He makes me uneasy in the game, to the point I visibly cringe, he is a total piece of shit I just want to punch - but he is such a good character. One of the best villains to me. And exactly, a giant part of that is Peter Blomquist's wonderful voice acting. That man is a fucking magician because you can identify Micah from his breaths alone. He did one hell of a job on that blond bastard and I really admire him for it.
"but I also think he's neat( and low-key kinda of funny) haha but I never say it out loud out of fear of getting absolutely blasted by the fandom🙃💀"
To be entirely honest, I had the same worries as you when I posted 'through the briar'. You have a lot of people on here who send you hate for writing noncon AND there are a few others who hate Micah with every fibre of their being (which is totally understandable, but please don't send hate haha) - I was really nervous to draw the ire of BOTH of these parties. I was fully prepared to get a few nasty comments and otherwise silence on that fic - and I am STILL floored at the sheer amount of positive feedback I've gotten. You don't know how happy every single comment I've gotten has made and still makes me. 'through the briar' was two months of work and a lot of headaches for me and for it to scratch an itch for so many people has been one of the highlights of my little 'career' as a fic writer. Genuinely, thank you so much for your love!!
Regarding sequels, I have written about some scenarios after 'through the briar' happens - here and here. I want to write out the immediate aftermath and that little escape scenario as little vignettes on here, it's on my list!! I am basically waiting for my muse to fully strike - right now, I'm still pre-occupied with getting through One Piece, so that might take a while 🙈 As for capture kill - I am currently working on a little Bill pwp - just a little thing, some years into the future with him - that should be done by tomorrow! Other than that, I have some thirsts/scenarios here, here and here. Both of these fic will probably not get a 'proper' sequel but I don't want to rule it out, I am known to finish WIPs that have been rotting away in my docs for three years 😭 I am however always open to write little blurbs and the like, feel free to ask for anything that might come to your mind!! 🤗 And thank you again for your sweet message, it means so much to me.
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helloblobbyblobfish · 2 years
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My writing masterpost
I am reblogging so many things, I had comments about doing a masterposts allowing people to find my writing more easily. Sorry.😓
A bit unsure how to sort the many different things I wrote, the posts will probably be updated not only with new stories but also get re-organized.
SFW FOR SURE
BH6
Big romance 2: abandonned oc x tadashi story. Should At least clean it. My first story. God it is full of faults. T.T
DC comics
The bat and the pencil: A batman x the eraser fanfic where Lenny gave amnesia to bruce. One chapter up on Tumblr. In need of transportation from A03.
Chapter 1
Blooming red: An AU where Jason Todd’s a meta with powers similar to Ivy’s. Chapters can go individually from crack to pure angst.
Jason the wannabe flower-boy: At first, Jason didn’t want to know what his powers were.
Jason the sprout: Jason doesn’t quite grasp his new powers and suffers a traumatic encounter
A plant boy in space: Much later down the line, Dick gets Jason admitted on the JLA.
A snake in the nest: Attempt at Timber. Mixed together with my love with obscure characters to make a story where Danny Temple comes asking Tim for help to keep Kobra in check, and Bernard needs to really learn about his boyfriend’s secret life.
Tron
Life with Tronzler the cat: Sam is out of the grid, and now has a weirdly behaving program as an unwanted guest. Wait, is he acting like a feline?
Linked Universe
E.E.F.K (Edy!Eldritch!Knigk!Four) : Me showing all my weird Four headcannons in one story.
Chapter 1 The fall: Sky and Four fall into a underground labyrinth. Four has a way of lighting up the path, but...
Chapter 2: Incoming! Being Written! Wind and Four talk magic! Fire!Earth! Water! WIND!: Wind is bored and decides to train his magic. Four joins him.
Original work (Mostly hypno-stuff, horror is starting to show up.)
Safety in coils : About a Naga who decides to study humans and becomes sort of an unintentional dad for some kids.
Safety in coils: The diary of the naga as he meet those kids, and especially abused Noah.
Obliviousness is contagious and my dad is a safety hazard: A day in the life of  Noah
Chapter three who needs to be tweaked! Not a priority ion my work list. :( (Edit: that’s done. Should post it soon)
Lovely melody: Inspired by a somnefarious drawing on Twitter, a French teen get a romance with a merman.
The testament of Henry Branson: A young man learned he is one of the heirs to his great-uncle fortune. He and his more direct family go to the deceased’s mansion, and conflicts arises over the heritage. While everyone is out for themselves, strange deaths start to occur. Need to put latter chapters that are already written on Tumblr.
Welcome to Branson Manor! We hope you won’t stay: Meet the players!
Sins of the father: After the reading of the will, the family starts to rip itself apart immediately. Maybe they should notice the disparitions a little more...
Matai : A Salmoan sorcerer build himself a family. (Might go into the hornies later.)
Chapter 1: Fetu Lanuola  “welcomes” Ace West into his household
THE HORNIES (not necessarily NSFW, just me trying to be sure you don’t get anything trying to be kinky 🙈 . Mostly original, but I started a supernatural fic)
Captions: Plenty of hypnosis-themed little (and slightly bigger) stories. Link towards the tag, or else they would be taking too much place.😮‍💨. Amongst the most notable series or individual captions around, we have:
Special hearing : A hard of hearing teen uses audio subliminals messages to get his revenge on his bullies. one caption for now, working on a second.
The champ : A teen uses a voice-based mind control to take control of the family of a rival after he is kicked off the team for being gay. 3 stories uploaded, I think a fourth is somewhere on my files...
The perfect wedding: A most beautiful and totally normal laos wedding, we swear! Might get a sequel if i have an idea. Someone had asked if there would be a sequel, back when that story was new... A one-shot for now.
The Hello series: Mostly a thing in my head, with only one caption published. A man with powerful brainwashing pheromones goes around turning people to his point of view
Phone haze: A teen discover his brother put a mind-control app on his phone and goes on a rampage. I should be able to find the second caption somewhere in my docs.😐
A Mediterranean date: While waiting for his date, Eracle is accosted by a strange guy
Thank you: A jock tries to interrupt a DnD (actually Call of Ctulhu) session a frat brother is having. Bad plan.
Coming Out Party: written for pride month 2022. A mysterious strange has an effect on the people he meets on the way to a pride parade.
The Full-blown series
A ghost of a memory: Series I really should remember exist. One chapter isn’t a lot. 🙈 A migrant mourning his dead boyfriend learn the boyfriend is kicking around as a ghost, possessing the clients of the hotel they work/used to work at.
The clock : Collab with @mathhypnostories about a boy finding a old watch with hypnotic powers! Four chapters for now!
Sasquatch and candies: Supernatural fic, post-series, Sabriel focus. Sam meets Gabriel, who has survived (again), and is planning on using a strange artifact to make Sam his.
Chapter 1: Gabriel uses a hunt to attract his love. originally a one-shot.
I dream of angel: Waking up after a dream he can’t remember, Sam get himself in a zombie apocalypse. Strange visitors come to the near-by hospital.
Do flesh drones dream of roboticlight toys? (Place-holder name. Basically, hypno/mind-control/brainwash one-shot about sciences that I headcanon as being set in the same-verse)
Shoppy’Slave: A man shops for his first slave.
The leather pet doctor: A new pet needs to be examined to figure out what  kind of animal he is.
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artemispt · 2 years
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Do you have any Carlando blog recs, for a newbie? I love your blog btw, you have all the best content (original and reblogs) ❤️
😭 Thank you so much! Here's some of my favourite Carlando blogs, that I absolute LOVE whenever they appear on my dash (there are other blogs that I love as well, but I don't "categorize" them as "Carlando blog". Now that I think about it, am I a Carlando blog? I never thought about it… Ok, not the time to have a existential crisis. Sorry Anon!):
@hibiscus-vroom - carlando headcanons, carlando ficlets, carlando fanfictions… She describes them in such a way, it's really lovely (and funny) to read. If you are into AUs, she is the author of 2 masterpieces: "¡Revolución!" and "The Shadow of Radiance".
@someone-worth-racing-for - the Carlando encyclopedia (and Carlos as well). Any question you have about them, she will be able to answer. Oh, and she writes as well - her "Someone Worth Racing For" series is really good to catch up on some of the early Carlando moments (of course some of them are not real. Or are they? 😅)
@safetycarlando - carlando fanart. Just click on the carlando art tag and prepared to drop your jaw. And thank you anon, because I'm writing this on the Tumblr desktop and I'm seeing some drawings that I've never seen before. Ahhhh 😭😭😭
Anon, my first idea was to write a description for every blog rec, but this is taking longer than I expected, so I will be quicker now. Sorry 🙈
@landhoe-norris - lots of Lando content, and has some of the best posts describing Carlando. Oh and is the queen of uquizzes!
@foo1ishheart554 - carlando fanart. LOVE her art and her AUs ideas.
@the-toasted-teacake - best tags, a really lovely person!
@palalabu - original posts, on point replies.
@talksaboutracing - her "missing carlando" tag is a treasure.
@cloudiness - her "doodles" + carlando gifsets are SO PRECIOUS!
@carlando - I don't need to say anything, the url speaks for itself 😅
@redshoulderedblackbirds - best replies and the author of two fanfics that I LOVED and needed days to recover - "A Christmas Car-los" and "The End of Me"
Ok, I think that's enough. 100% sure that I have forgotten (or don't know about) some other cool blogs and I'm sorry for that! Have fun on this little Carlando world 😉
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littlegodzilla · 2 years
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🌺 - What’s your MBTI type?
🎨 - Any hobbies?
Hii honey!!
🌺- well I'm not sure about this question, sorry if I answer this wrong 🤦‍♀️
A part of clumsy and awkward I'm an introverted person and a little bit antisocial...
I'm shy and awkward most of the time so when someone talks to me I shake and babble a lot I'm like "Come on you want to make a friend, stop being weird and say something cool" or "Smile, don't look angry or rude, be natural, no, no, stop smiling like that, you are scaring them!" So if I talk with you and you see me putting a lot of stickers is because I'm trying to look normal 🤣🤣🤦‍♀️
And antisocial because I don't like to be on a place with a lot of people, I don't like the selfish and liar side of the people, sick me when they try to make so much drama just for attention.
🎨- Hobbies.. well writing yeah 🤣 I like drawing too but I'm very bad at it. I love books but now I'm just reading fanfics🤦‍♀️. I love videogames I can spend hours with second missions and forget the principal line of the game 🤣. I love my cats and bothering them... uhm... I love to be at home I live on a town that is dying day by day so go for a walk or something like that is pretty boring and sad because everything is closed so I prefer to be at home with my cats and husband (it still sounds so weird calling him like that 🙈).
I'm a boring person, sorry 🤣
What about you? 🤩🤩
Thanks for asking!! I love these games!!
❤❤❤
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panditart · 2 years
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Since I read the fanfic The Song Remins The Same by kittymannequin, I’ve been wanting to draw something, but my lack of creativity didn’t alowed me to do it, until I saw this pic of Rosé (I love her btw) and I though, this is perfect, so here it is, at last 😌. I was working on another fanart for another fanfic but for some reason I can’t select the layers to edit it on the app I use for my drawings, so it isn’t finished 😭 I hope it’s fix tomorrow cause I was pretty satisfied with what I have done. If I can finish it, I hope I can post it tomorrow :)
I’m a little bit rusty after a little over 10 year’s without drawing anything, but now that I started again thanks to korrasami, I can’t stop 🙈
Here’s the link if you haven’t read the fic yet, you should, as all of her work, it’s amazing ⬇️
https://archiveofourown.org/works/3360248/chapters/7349687
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starleska · 7 months
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no offense but why do i keep seeing you getting new fictional crushes at least every once a week 😆
hahahaha, no offense taken!! but i must ask - are you new around here? 🙈🙈 i do an f/o/crushes/obsessions roundup at the start of every year - we're averaging around 30 per annum 😂 the real answer is ...why not? time to get a little personal under the cut - sorry it's so long!! but i wanted to give a proper answer 💖
i was your typical autistic kid with a lot of weird-ass obsessions and crushes, but i was slowly shamed out of those interests despite how happy they made me. my teens were a really difficult time, and i began believing my fandom-related interests were 'weird' or 'childish', so i shoved them waaaay down, and tried to be 'normal'. turns out, that stuff is not good for you! 💔 it wasn't until the 2020 lockdowns that i saw things differently. it'll seem crazy to my pals and followers now, but i never used to post the way i do today!! i'd stopped making fanvids and writing fanfic, and i was too ashamed to explore my love for drawing and hadn't ever picked up a tablet pen. i'd spent so long trying to survive i didn't really know how to just exist and do things i like - much less with stuff i thought was shameful. 2020 made me realise i didn't want to spend my limited time here denying myself joy... ...so i embraced cringe culture being dead, and threw myself into the Baldi's Basics in Education and Learning fandom 🙈 reawakening my love for horror, silly video games and the bountiful creativity of fandom (plus my crush on ridiculous characters) and making it a safe, comfortable, normal thing to do was imperative to my healing. it might seem silly, but openly thirsting about a green polygonal noodle who spanks you to death allowed me to laugh at myself, be open about my interests, and stop attaching such terrible, negative thoughts to my existence!! 😂 people who should've taken care of me hurt me a lot when i was younger. obsessing over fictional characters who tickle my brain just right - whether in a selfshipping capacity, making art, collecting info about them, etc. helps heal that hurt inner child. after so many years of denying myself fun or joy, i realised there aren't really any rules!! if i see a cool character, show, game, etc. and it piques my interest, why shouldn't i follow that spark of passion and see if it blooms? 🥰 i love seeing people gush about fictional characters because i know they're having a great time, and many are healing themselves 💖 so yeah, that's the answer!! fandom rules are fake, crushing on fictional characters is fun, and it's like a neverending chain of serotonin to gush, and for your pals to gush, and to suggest silly characters to one another and make their day a little better 🙏💖 i hope to continue making my blog a fun and joyful space for that kind of energy, and i don't intend on stopping posting about my love for weird characters anytime soon 🙈💖
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ilyom · 2 years
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So my followers count hit 100 a few days ago and I thought of celebrating this milestone and expressing my gratitude by drawing an Elijah fanart! 
Thank you so much for following my little blog dedicated to MeChat (and LoveLink... but MeChat has come back in force and my attention has been sucked into it! 🙈 *I am sorry Austin, even you can’t draw my attention back fully*)
Even if I don’t interact with your blogs on a regular basis, I am truly grateful and sincerely appreciate your likes, reblogs and occasional asks and messages.
Also to all of you who have liked and/or reblogged my fake Goro and Elijah Tweet memes which get their full humorous meaning if you have read my fanfic story, I like to think that we are sharing a connection through those private jokes 🙈 Thank you for reading Aria’s, Goro’s and Elijah’s story!
Special huggles to my MeChat posse (@greenteajunky911 💗 @dustofinsanity  💖 @daskyrimreader316  💝 @glassgulls ❤️‍🔥 @the-odd-oddish) and to @redheadkitty11 who was one of the first to reblog my content and put me on the MeChat fandom Tumblr radar 💞
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mydanishdarling · 2 years
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Today 10/11/21, I will never forget this day. It’s the first time I had felt true happiness in a long time (besides my little baby brother), I came on this app to check if my favs had posted, when I got blessed with a notification, it showed that @queenoftheworldisdead had followed me and liked my stuff😱😱🙌🏽🙌🏽
Honestly it gave me pure joy I had literally ran out of my room like an idiot screaming because of the notifications, I had told my brothers and mum how happy I was.🙈😆
I came on this app not looking it blow up or get a ton of followers and likes, I don’t care about that shit, but I wanted to post my drawings somewhere safe and yes tumblr has it’s flaws but it just feels better than instagram and twitter, I don’t feel like I have to compete on this app. I get to decorate my blog and post my stuff with out having to worry about how many likes I’m getting.
The fact that someone whose work I adore and is addicted too, followed me, gives me inspiration too keep drawing.Thank you so much Queenie!!!❤️❤️❤️
So I today I drew my own Reader from one of Queen’s stories, it’s called Homecoming. When I read x reader fanfics I don’t picture myself but a character instead, so when I was reading it I pictured her. I also imagine in the flash backs that Reader had straightened her hair because she felt left out with her natural hair, being in a white populated school and all.
Also if you don’t like the draw Queen just let me know and I’ll take it down, no questions ask😊 Just wanted to Thank you again for inspiring me and writing amazing stories ❤️❤️
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drowningindango · 2 years
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Asking you again (bc ily and or blog🙈💋👁👅👁), why/when do you start like madatobi (and the others ships you draw)? Do you initially had a "why ppl ship that shit?" phase (I had, but I changed👀)?
Oh, I can answer that one much quicker, actually! (still working on your other question)
I don't know how to properly describe it, but I'm very... mellow? Easy to excite? Jack of all trades, ship wise? I'm a huge multi shipper at heart, I see characters and I'm like "ooooooh, new toys! Let me find out all the different ways and combos to make you kiss!"
I know it's not like that for everyone, some other people have their OTPs and settle on certain headcanons for themselves. Some might only have a few, highly beloved ships. And some might hoard an infinite number of ships that keeps growing and deep down terrifies themself. :3 We all have our own ways to play with media.
In my case, as I said, I get easily excited. There are ships I don't even actively ship myself, but when I see nice art/fic of it I go "that's nice" and give it a like/reblog/comment anyway because I enjoyed it anyway. (or, sometimes, I passively ship the ships of friends, without shipping them myself, but I like to see them have fun!)
I went on a tangent here, anyway, back to MadaTobi.
I'm a bit fuzzy on how I came to like MadaTobi, actually. 😂 I definitely thought their interactions in canon were steaming with tension, so there's that, and I very quickly latched on to that sweet sweet hate-love relationship potential. :P (Definitely had no question why people would ship it, it's high quality enemy to lovers material 😏) There was probably the influence of some fanart and fanfic too? Who knows maybe I even stumbled into it while looking for madaobi art. xD All I know I quickly ended up binge reading a huge part of the fics that ao3 has to offer last year.
I think it would be a bit too lengthy to explain how I came to like ALL of my others ships, it's mostly me thinking one of these things:
"I like both character A & B, they're my favs... They should kiss."
"The aesthetic, background or personality of character A fits really well together with the one of B. It would be fun to explore that and see how A and B would interact!" (<- ObiMito started with me literally thinking "hey they're both spiral themed, let me figure out how to make them work")
"A lot of people ship A x B and C x D..... But what if I ship A with C... and B with D instead? 😳" (<- yes, seriously this is how hashiizu happened)
"These characters hate each other. They could never work in canon... Let's find reasons for them to love each other!" (it's a fun puzzle! A challenge for my little writer brain 😌❤️)
"Here are two sarcastic assholes... They are soulmates now."
So yeah, that summarizes a lot of my shipping motivation here.
I think it further illustrates very well how I came to like MadaTobi :'D
(at the end, I also want to add that a lot of my love for MadaObi (the one without the T :P) comes from the art made by the tumblr account akatsukiarts (truly iconic, I miss their art so much). One of my favourite takes on their characters.)
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