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00-amethyst-00 · 6 months

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Why is this so friggin true tho (btw not real)

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transmascissues · 2 months

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i love helping other transmascs speedrun getting over their doubts and fears about going on t. there are two people in my personal life who have been contemplating going on t for a while, and both of them talked to me about it because i’m the resident Guy On T, and by the end of our conversations one of them was fully decided that they want to start t and the other had realized the thing that had been stopping them was actually probably not a real barrier at all. i’m making it my life’s mission to become the little trans devil on as many people’s shoulders as possible whispering “you should totally go on t i think you would really like it” in their ears. maybe the real transgender craze seducing our daughters was the friends we made along the way.

#the second someone i know brings up that they’re thinking about t i start rubbing my little hands together #like Yessss It Is Only A Matter Of Time Now #so help me god i WILL make a man out of you #i WILL be the person i wish i had when i was figuring out if i wanted t #i WILL be the pro-t propaganda to counteract the many many people spreading anti-t propaganda #obviously i would never pressure someone into it but i wouldn’t even have the chance to bc they already want it #they’re just still working through all the lies they’ve been told about it and i love getting to help with that #lest you think im only here for the boys: i also AGGRESSIVELY encourage my boyfriend every time they talk about going on e #t and top surgery have just made me so enthusiastically pro medical transition #i love this shit it’s magic #testosterone #hrt #trans men #transmascs

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testing-reblogs · 4 months

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Stirling and Emilia!!!!!! I am normal about them I promise

#i like my designs :))!! ik nobody really knows my ToyHouse but i uploded them their hours earlier likeeee yesterday #i prefer posting at 1 pm in general and i finished this at 9 pm so #i like them!!! i was gonna wait a bit before i drew them but i randomly ad a Stirling vision when i was trying to sleep so #im so happy hes evil and wrong i was hoping for this all along but i didn't say it but YESSSS #men who would spray u in the eyes with febreeze #i was drawing Emilia and. tne black part of her dress was gonna be a full dress then i suddeny said outloud 'make it a jacket.'#i wanted to incorperate her cool ass transparent shells!!!!!! makes me think of clear Gameboys and stuff #imagine trying to kill someone and the person who helps her defeat you is YOUR MOM.#not getting over that shit bro ^^^^^#portal 2 #portal revolution #stirling portal revolution #Emilia portal revolution #portal revolution spoliers

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 2 months

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if ur still doing requests pls rem if not das all g

she’s chrysanthemum-coded to me <3

close-ups ig

#ask #death note #rem #very messy i apologize #was extra messy here because i was playing with a new brush and by that i mean a default brush that i've never touched before #i actually quite like it very fun i typically like brushes that are 100% or close to 100% opaque but this was fun i like how it layered #i think i'm gonna finalize my idea and perhaps render something fully for once because i feel up to it if flowers are involved #but i promise nothing #drew these left to right btw. there were also like 2 more but they were small and i gave up on them so wjatever #i like the last one the best i think i needed a bit to figure out how i wanted the petals to lay and i like that one the best #the silhouette feels good i like the shape the back i did start trying smth asymmetrical but rem is very symmetrical and i find the symmetr #paired with the wings feels very regal and powerful and almost cape-like as a silhouette which i am a fan of #if i did finish something i might add misa in which case i need to think of what flower she most resembles roses are too easy i need smth #else but i will decide that later bc i am writing this very late at night and now i'm gonna queue it up for tomorrow bc i am going somewher #so goodbye goodnight good day idk what time it is for you. so #WAIT I SHOULD DO RYUK TOO WAIT WAIT soon. soon. he will be a bug yes yessss wait wait if he's a bug i want misa to be butterfly themed #like maybe a beetle of some kind? no no no wasp? ant? i'll think abt it #light would prob be some sort of poisonous plant? idk if u have thoughts idk tell me i'm getting into this bc i'm deprived of springtime at #and it is making me silly :3 teehee anyway i will Think about this and get back to it soon enough #gooddbye bye bye sayonara you weeaboo shits idk. bye

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running-in-the-dark · 4 months

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we're watching Heaven Sent (it's Christmas 🤷) and oooh this is so funny already, I'm gonna have a great time lol

#he got hurt immediately #perfect #and he's such a little shit #what a whiny jerk #love it #and! I didn't even choose the movie. my husband did. so it's not my fault! I'm only the one who downloaded it :')#it's so funny #oh please throw the thing at him #yessss she hit him in the dick #great movie 10/10 it's perfect #heaven sent #christian kane

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istanbulite · 8 months

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also i need to decide on my Astoria MCs backstory n work her being a titan into the story...i think i decided at her being 27 (still 2 years older than the canon™ age bc she was with Hydra before Hades ms worldwide)

Um so....Theia changes sides during the war (Titanomachy) leaves her baby children (Selene and Helios) and her husband (Hyperion) — centuries pass

She lives a fine if guilty life - up until her furious husband finally escapes Tartarus to hunt her down

...at least thats his intention.

They do make up though, and the result is... Eos! Theia hides while pregnant and no one knows a young titan is about to be born. Until the last day. When she does, Theia dies during birth because of the titan poison which has never harmed her previously, its a punishment for aiding Hyperion - who btw manages to escape...for now (and in a way abandoning the baby the way Theia did the first time.)

Eos is secretly taken in by Hera who will later trust her with the MC's Mom (the canon one) she even has special artifacts made just so she will appear human and wont be hurt by the same poison confining Astraeus, Selene, Helios to Tartarus.

The only one who knows is Ares and while he doesn't blackmail Eos he's especially interested in her, wanting to unleash Eos' true feracious, chaotic nature repressed to hell and back. They have a brief affair which ends with Eos barely escaping Aphrodite's wrath (with a minor curse) thanks to Alex who also gets their heart broken by the events but (tries to) move past it.

Eos as the MC is...far more angry and passionate than the game version, and she's shorter at 5" because i couldnt deal with the text suggesting how big Astraeus' 5'9" self is compared to her when she was 5'5" but thats just me nitpicking. She also surely did morally and legally questionable things and knows many other titans on Earth who remained neutral during the War (like Prometheus who aids her a lot or his sister Ankhiale her actual bestie for life)

Her first love is Hydra. She breaks up with him bc frankly he's just too mean and she s not about to be treated like that even if it's with 'love', especially after finding out Hades' interest. With him....its a manipulation of sorts. She never really loves him but her underlying hatred of H.E.R.A starts to show and she wants it gone even before the main events... She does fancy him a bit bc cmon

Then of course - Astraeus. I believe they both feel a staggering, panic inducing connection at first sight which Astraeus clings to like a lifeline and Eos is just...scared of it... which causes the in-game reactions. He is not unwelcome, its never really an enemies to lovers. Just... inconvenient to be 'kidnapped' when ur planning a coup lowkey and ur almost there u know

honestly what first gave me this idea (besides Astraeus' connection to Selene and Helios n then i read he s married to their sibling n its so neat in canon lore??? Like... 👌 dusk, dawn, moon and sun - ) is this portrayal of Eos so... anachronistic esp. for a goddess??? n then noticed mcs design is close lol

they r the same

#astoria lost kisses #astoria: fate's kiss #afk mc #astoria mc #hades afk #hydra afk #astraeus #eos #astraeus afk #lovestruck #greek myth retellings #oc: eos #yessss glad to have this one stone...#i thought all the resurruction shit made it all ridiculous...might use it for my own Eos stuff #but in Astoria? this works. to the point #been on my drafts for forever....i am... free #lovestruck voltage #lovestruck game

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istherewifiinhell · 3 days

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Blueeeeeee is sooo good. Why the FUCK was i on teal/turquoise for years. 2019 me was right.

#some shit #yessss im trying to steal my own identity to cope dont worry about it #all blue hair dye tends to fade to greener colours ANYWAY. but BWUEEEE.

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trainingdummyrabbit · 17 days

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how do you feel about plants as metaphors for various emotional ailments? Yknow like growing from or into the body of the character.

Usually i see them used as something repressed that eventually blooms, and it carries that connotation of beauty, but i think it can be used for literally anything

(think like how there's many long-lived trees, and how that could be used as something that slowly progresses taking over the character, weighing them down- that old something they're letting fester has deep roots and long branches)

(or maybe flowers with specific blooming conditions correlating to that emotional ill they have, so like, Mirabilis Jalapa that blooms around dusk on someone that relates dusk to a strong experience, and when they reminisce, they bloom)

idk bestie. Something something imagery

LOVE THIS SHIT SO SO SO MUCH

i dont get the chance to play with it as much as i wanna (though . i Do have a chance ..) but i LOVE messing w symbolism and imagery in that way. imnot as well versed in flowers n such as other folks are, but ough. OUHGHG...

flowers+plants are just such a good method of playing with Meaning that i adore Adore seeing done right. only downside is hhhhhhhhard to. draw ''> >

its kind of a reason why forget-me-nots are my favorite flowers. i actually have an oc (..??????) that holds them as a dear symbol, and has a withered sprig of them she wears just about always. which is sweet, but shes a character thats a manifestation of something that lives off of deleting the memories of others, and shes actually wearing them bc. she thinks shes fucking hilarious. dkfjgkfd

though, for a character that nearly blipped out of existence herself, it Is kind of a spiteful reminder that shes not going to die that fucking easily. its an odd sort of semi-ironic love of the things. a rejection and a reclamation. idk im on abt fucking Anything; agree reblog

#its smthn ive really Really wanted t chew on but oughghgg. big large variety. just points and nods rapidly. yessss YESSSSS #piktalk #theres a line i read once a long time ago thats really stuck with me too; 'the will of a weed.' i cant use it as it isnt mine; but.#resonance. yknow. like yeah. they sure do. (<- continues talking inexplicably)#plants have so fucking much shit going on thats really underutilized.. its not really my role to write itseems; though.

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brine-in-my-eyes · 2 months

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and my ass hurts 😭😭😭😭

#sat in the chair too long and thought nahhhi can handle this like a neurotypical #everytime i think that im always abt to set myself up fpr failure #should really just take the break i needed #god i should eat #really just tired so so tired #tomorrowim gping autism work mode idgaf im putting timers and shit adding stickers to my notes for doing a good job and beinf Nicey #like yessss puppy ypu deserve 2 hours of sleep after that <3

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clumsyclifford · 2 months

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#stuff #without saying too much. i am really having a moment rn.#sometimes. i just #okay so like. the round peg fits in the square hole ykwim? so i was like. makes perfect sense #and those corners where nothing fits WELL nothing to worry about that is just Quirks and Idiosyncrasies!#and naturally it never. NEVER ONCE!!!! NEVER O N C E !!!!!!!! OCCURRED TO ME!!!! THAT PERHAPS!!! A SQUARE PEG EXISTED!!!!!!#TO FILL IN THOSE MOTHERFUCKING CORNERS!!!!!!!!!!#i want to bash my head into a staircase #perspective is literally just an ongoing realization that you were so fucking stupid every second until right now #duhhhhhh square peg exists. it exists specifically to go in the square hole. put the god damn pieces together you motherfucking idiot.#throw the round peg AWAY YOU DONT NEED IT!!!!#it's like it's like #okay it's like this #in neurochemistry. like in neurotransmitters and drugs and shit there's two ways a drug can act on the brain #there's agonists and antagonists #oh and inverse antagonists #an agonist binds to the neuron's neurotransmitter receptors and mimics the effect of an endogenous NT #antagonist binds to the receptors but doesn't do anything except take up space aka prevent real NTs from binding #however INVERSE antagonists. they will bind to the neuron and have. the OPPOSITE effect as the desired NT #you get an inverse antagonist to bind to your neurons and it's like yessss you feel this way you experience this thing #but now. like. get that inverse antagonist outta here. now the actual NTs flood in. and they are like #theyre like hey man you dont feel that way or experience that thing at all actually. idk why you thought you did but You Don't #anyway thats where im at #havin a normal one as you can clearly see #edit edit edit they are inverse AGONISTS i just cant read and cant edit the tags because mobile #inverse AGONISTS not antagonists #this matters to zero people

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kitkatabasis · 2 months

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This is Hamlet to me…

#hamlet #from “Requiem of the Rose King Nails Transmasculine Dysphoria–at a Cost” by Vrai Kaiser (available on their site)#Transmasc (and transfemme!) hamlet you are so real to me…#Also shit just realized….transmasc hamlet adds more drama to the succession crisis. Haha yessss #cw sexism #feel free to #ask to tag #I NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT MY HAMLET X RAVEN TOWER X TLT WIP #I HAVE SO MANY ALREADY #And also avese my besty avese will mock me to death (lovingly)#But it compels!!!!

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supercriminalbean · 1 year

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OI DEAR FUCKERS ON THE INTERNET IM DRINKING ALCOHOL. GET READY FOR RANDOM FACTS OF MY LIFE AND CRIMINAL MINDS FUCKING THANK YOU. LOOK AT THE TAGS BY THE WAY!!!!!

#criminal minds #fuck im drinking oh shit #David rossi please duck me i need you hell yess #Aaron Hotchner you sir are daddy and desever to be treated as soon #oh shit the alcholo hitting hatd just likd Derek Morgan should do to my ass #spencer reid can you hold me after i vomit later on please #I fucking wanna do shots with the BAU girl fuck yessss #PENELOPES GARCIA PLEASE HOLD ME AS I CRY #Jennifer Jareau would be a disappoint older sister #but Emily Prentiss would be a heller proud older sister thank you #aaron hotchner #emily prentiss #david rossi #jennifer jareau #spencer reid #derek morgan #jj #criminal minds evolution

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sarunohadaki · 10 months

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Holy shit it's been a year,

I might be coming back

oh my god hello everyone. Since I've last posted on Tumblr, I've moved fandoms to genshin and become A Little Obsessed:tm: but also Holy shit I hate twitter and though the fanart is pretty, I don't really know what's next for me in terms of posting anywhere...

I guess we'll see what happens. I always get quite self-conscious about posting into the void, so.. uh.. I'll try my best!!! 😤

Mute/block/unfollow/etc. as needed 💕

My askbox is still open because nobody's ruined it for everyone yet lmao

#OMG HI DQ FRIENDS #HOLY SHIT SO MANY ARE STILL HERE #ngl it feels kinda nice to see familiar faces even though we havent spoken in a bajillion days #i dont remember any of my old tagging system and my pinned needs to be redone #everything is fiiine~~#THANK YOU TUMBLY FOR THE EDIT BUTTON YESSSS I AM LIVINGGGGG

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confusedspaceotter · 1 year

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I just love how his dark materials depicts the afterlife/ heaven and hell and is kinda similar to The Good Place

Both shows said you know what the afterlife sucksss let make a new one

In The Good Place they created a new system for the afterlife but essentially your essence will return to the universe

In His Dark Material things are easier

You live, you die ,you return to the multiverse by going through the portal in the land of the dead and basically becoming dust

The end of the afterlife is basically the same in both shows

But The Good Place took a more ethnic approach while His Dark Materials took a more religious(? approach

The gist of the new afterlife system in The Good Place is that if you can change to be better, you deserved to be in The Good Place/Heaven. Is about becoming a better person despite how hard it the circumstances are. Or at least try to

In His Dark Materials though, the show basically encourage you to be good since we have the decision to choose or as the show put it “people can’t survive without dust (consciousness)” We have the freedom to choose so why don’t we choose love and kindness(is how I view the show anyway I haven’t read the books yet so I’m just talking about the show here)

And personally I just love the HDM version of the afterlife a tad bit more just because it’s closer to what I personally think people should treat each other, with love and compassion because they can.

Plus I think it think it fits well with the source material which is the Bible/Christian ideals that people should treat each other with love because they can(? correct me if I’m wrong here

Anyway my point is

If you like female bisexual icon trying to save herself but accidentally saved the entire human race with ethnics, go watch The Good Place

And if you like adventurous chosen girl who had her soul in animal form as her companion, travels through different worlds and fullfill a prophecy while leaning about love and the meaning of existence then go watch His Dark Materials

#can you tell I have THOUGHTS #I finally finished watching his dark materials s3 #yes is because I’m fighting to save warrior nun but I wanted to take a break so here I am #gosh I love shows that make you think about the meaning of life #like yessss fuck with my brain ask me shit I have no answer to but with think about it for the rest of my life #anyway go check these shows out if you haven’t already #the good place #his dark materials #oh and obvious spoilers for both shows

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orcelito · 11 months

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I love that Zazie and Elendira r my fav Gung ho guns bc of the Trans Vibes. And who's my third favorite? Well, I'm glad you asked!

Mid freak the horn valley

#speculation nation #this isnt counting wolfwood or livio bc Obviously theyre both favs too #for the actual antagonists who stay antagonists. these 3 r my favs #for midvalley it's 100% bc of itnl making me think about him enough that im just like #damn he's such an asshole & an objectively awful person. he compels me tho #elendira is a BITCH and i love her so much. every time she's snippy at Legato im just like yessss go offff #also canon trans woman. she could do anything and i would support her.#and then me the nonbinary/genderfluid person LOVING zazie's vibes. the bugs shit is so cool and so is the 0 care about gender #This Is A Trigun Maximum Love Zone. 98 Zazie Do Not Interact.#yeah. theyre all just real cool. i cant wait for the midvalley & wolfwood vibes in itnl bc the double double agents vibe is gonna b Great #like that spiderman meme. double agents but in the opposite directions. Love It.#id say Legato is more of a love to hate kind of character. awful awful person. really interesting character tho #idk i love the gung ho guns in general. what an eclectic group. Wonderful #trigun spoilers/#itnl shit

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iamanartichoke · 1 year

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I think part of what really makes me twitchy about "coming back" to tumblr and seeing the same old takes and discourse over and over again is that nobody is saying anything new or profound? Like at the height of my fandom activity, I wrote and read literal thousands of words of meta about all the complex layers of Loki and his universe, as well as the real life implications about some of these in-universe issues, but after the series when the takes started to be *really* divisive (the Ragnarok wank was child's play, tbh, imho), it just seemed more and more pointless to try to participate bc some takes were just so extreme.

So then I come back and I see posts about this or that being problematic, or that x factor reinforces y stereotype, or otherwise promotes or underlines this that or the other Problematic thing, it's like -

- bro, I've analyzed and criticized to hell and back, and at this point, I'm over it. I don't have anything particularly new to say and clearly neither does anyone else, so can we just, like, go back to enjoying the actual material? Yknow?

But idk, maybe I'm on this island alone. I'm also not really expressing myself well, but what can I say - I've lost a lot of braincells over the past year or so; this is the best I've got at the moment.

#part of it too is Real Life #i used to get offended at takes that somehow diminished fiction and our emotional attachment to fictional characters as #'these aren't real people it's not that deep'#and to an extent i still feel like that but at the same time #i've been through some shit in the past year - in addition to having been through Some Shit in my life in general #and somehow fandom and wank and hot takes on fictional characters just doesn't feel as important anymore #people have real problems #*i* have real problems #and i think that's part of it too - it's really hard to try to enjoy fandom as escapism and try to engage with this character i love #when i can't even scroll a few pages on my dash without seeing some post that implies i'm Doing it Wrong #esp. for Moral Reasons or whatever #idk i'm not sure why i even care but i'm in my head a lot these days so here we are #*waits for follower count to drop some more* yessss my prettyyyy. droppppp.#standom frank #mood gif

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