Hi there! Two days again, I binged the entirety of your Rimworld comic and finished yesterday. Now, it is bittersweet to see it all end. I love it so much with its characters, the stories; the art. All of that contributes to its amazing charm. I guess all I have to say left (besides list my favourite characters) is I hope The Animist Alliance enjoy a lovely life, wherever they deicide to live among the stars.

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P.S Off the top of my head, my favourite characters are Irwin, Hazrov, Fafo and Henry and favourite couple is Daz/Zonovo (they're too cute ♡(>ω< ✿) ). Also, do you plan to draw out the next colony you make? You don't have to if you don't want to do it.

Hello! This ask made my day. <3 <3 <3

I never thought of any of my work being binge-worthy, so thank you very much for telling me!! I'm so glad you enjoyed the story!

You have excellent taste in characters. Those are some of my particularly cherished colonists, too. I drew them for you!!

I hope you like them! :D

And I will absolutely be drawing more RimWorld colonies, don't worry. I've already got so many ideas for things I want to try, so I hope everybody is ready for more rambling posts and hastily scrawled doodles!

Ahhhh I’m so sorry I didn’t get back to you until now I’ve been really sick 😭

But can I basically just request a OLN&F step two crushing scenario with both Tamarack and Qiu(separate), the gist of it is that MC has always been a physically affectionate person as a kid and kept up with that attitude even as a teen, but! is also very unaware of the fact that because they are so physically affectionate with Qiu/Tamarack people all the time think their dating 😭

" AFFECTION "

📌 Pairing: Step 2 Qiu/Tamarack x GN!MC (Separate)

📌 Thank you for the ask! Sorry it took a while :D and I hope you're feeling better <33

Qiu "Autumn" Lin

This jerk is so smug about it.

Whether they're 10 or 14, they love that you're clingy with them!

They're absolutely beaming as you hold onto their arm

And if you're being affectionate in public they'll look at the poor people surrounding the two of you, shit eating grin on their face as if they're saying "See this? They chose me and not you. Lol. Losers"

If there's a rumor going around that the two of you are dating, Qiu wouldn't deny it if someone asks them whether its true or not

"So are you two actually dating or..?" "Maybe, maybe not" "…So are you?" "Are we :]?"

Gosh they're insufferable

Makes those rumors worse by either flirting with you or subtly reciprocating your affection where people can witness the moment (the latter rarely happens)

If people start hating on you because of how affectionate you are towards Autumn, they'll start flirting with you even more just to spite them

And because they find your reactions adorable <3

Oh, and Qiu totally puffs out their chest proudly like a lion whenever someone mentions that you're more affectionate towards them than anybody else

Though they're overly smug and teasing about it, they absolutely melt inside. Especially if you're being affectionate in private

They love your little private moments so much. It makes them feel special that though you could've been with anyone else, you're there being affectionate with them instead

Qiu doesn't put in effort to be physically affectionate with anyone these days, but they're willing to do so if its for you

They got so used to your affection that anytime you're near each other and you don't start getting touchy with them after 2 seconds, they kinda get annoyed

Would always be searching for your warmth, it doesn't have to be much, just your pinkies intertwined or your shoulders brushing against each other is enough

You're their special someone

They'll never admit that out loud though! (Yet)

Tamarack Baumann

Flustered! Very very flustered

But is equally happy that you're being affectionate with them

Tamarack was a very affectionate kid, she hugged you anytime she was given the opportunity!! So even if she's more reserved as a teen, throwing her arms around you feels as natural as breathing

Would get a teeny tiny heart attack if you're really affectionate with her in public

But if you're doing it alone together, in the forest or either one of your houses, she'd be drowning in your affection

I think she's equally clingy in private if you have a good relationship with her to be honest

Now. Tamarack definitely always knows what's going on in town, and in school

So it doesn't take long for her to find out that people think you two are dating

As much as she denies this rumor whenever someone mentions it to her, she's absolutely giddy about the thought of the two of you being together like that

She honestly doesn't want people to stop believing in that rumor, but what would you think??

Tamarack doesn't mind, but what if you don't like the thought of you two dating? What if you grow distant because of it?? What if you're grossed out??? What if-

Okay yeah you get my point but she stresses over it a lot

So unless you confirm that you're okay with it, she'll absolutely deny it

She doesn't want you to be uncomfortable, and she doesn't want to ruin what the two of you have just because of a rumor

You're her safe place, she doesn't want to lose you

Tamarack may be doubting her place in the world but she knows she fits right in your arms perfectly

(If you write crossovers, if not sorry!) Any headcanons of how Vergil and Sephiroth would interact if they ever met? 👀👀👀 I need to see an ego-clash between these cool and collected samurai boys~ 💜💙 Your works are amazing btw~! Keep at it!

I don't normally do crossovers but Sephiroth and Vergil hold special places in my heart so I'll do it. Thanks for requesting and I'm so glad you enjoy my works. 💜

Sephiroth and Vergil meeting headcannons

-Vergil would be very confused (as he almost always is) and wonder who this strange, effeminate, cat-like man is, and how he can manage hair that long.

-Sephiroth, meanwhile, would bristle, thinking this strange old man to be a friend of Cloud's.

-Since both of them are brooding, emo INTJs, they'll spend a full five minutes staring and quietly analyzing each other.

-Sephiroth would come to the conclusion that the man before him is not a human, and appears to be way stronger than Cloud could ever hope to be. There's also this sinister aura around him that puts Seohiroth on edge. Good. He'll make a great ally, as long as he cooperates.

-Vergil, on the other hand, sees Sephiroth's white hair and notes his age, as well as build. He'd be around Nero's age...and he has the signature Sparda white hair....oh no. He didn't have another offspring...did he?

-After a very long time, Sephiroth finally breaks the silence and asks if Vergil would perhaps be interested in joining him in defying destiny and such.

-Vergil responds, asking if by doing so, he will gain more power.

-Sephiroth doesn't really know what to make of this; he plans on killing him right after his goals have been completed...but hey, he seems like a chill dude. Just humor him.

-Sephiroth tells Veegil that yes, he will gain power, and Vergil is immediately on board. Rather than shake hands to consolidate their new friendship, the two swordsmen bump the hills of their swords together, in a cooler, more badass "fist bump".

-Fast forward 3 months later; Cloud, Dante, Tifa, and Nero have joined forces and are now scouring the Earth, looking for Vergil and Sephiroth. Dante and Nero are doing this because they're secretly worried; Cloud and Tifa are looking because it's been too long since Cloud had a headache--not a good sign.

-The quartet spent a long time searching and finding nothing. Exhausted, they decide to try one more area before calling it a day. They travel to the top of a mountain, where they discover something they weren't prepared for.

-Sitting in matching plastic chairs on a nearby precipice are Vergil and Sephiroth, their katanas delicately resting against the backs of their chairs. They each have hot mugs of coffee and are currently chatting about their mommy issues in the most casual of tones.

-Dante and Cloud exchange looks, as do Nero and Tifa. "Should we...interrupt them?" Asks Nero, uncertainly. Cloud shrugs; Dante sighs and scratches his head, and Tifa just stands there, wondering how life became this messed up.

-Vergil and Sephiroth go on to become the top bringers of Dis-Pear and Motivation, though whether or not either of them achieve their respective goals is uncertain...for now.

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My ode to fan fiction <3

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Love at First Sight - Neymar Imagine - Chapter Five

Summary: 

Y/N is scared to fall in love. She fell once, and it was a nightmare. She can't risk it again. But, this lucky boy manages to steal her heart, but unfortunately, manages to break it at the same time. What will Y/Ns decisions be?

Chapter 1 , Chapter 2 , Chapter 3 , Chapter 4 My relationship with Neymar has been amazing so far. We've managed to keep it a secret from everyone at the team, except for Kylian who already knows about us. Even though he was the one who insisted on us dating, now, he's complaining about us doing couple things in front of him, jokingly of course. I know he's very happy about us. I spoke to him a couple times about his opinion on this relationship, he said that he's never seen Neymar this happy before. This obviously makes me feel good. Neymar is so good to me. All those fears I had about dating him seemed to have disappeared. I trust him completely. He's very understanding and treats me with love and respect. I do the same with him. Although, we've been dating for almost 3 months now and we're constantly spending our nights at one of our places, we haven't moved in together yet. I know Neymar would agree on it right away, but I personally need more time, I like how things are right now. I get a text from Neymar saying he's already at the stadium. Today, they have an important match, so they'll only train for an hour this morning. I get to the stadium and park my car. I head to the field and spot Neymar chatting with Ky. My instincts tell me to just run up to him and kiss him, but I can't do that, not in front of everyone at least. I approach the guys and hug them both. Neymar gives me a smile and winks at me, Kylian rolls his eyes at us. "Hi, meu amor. How are you today?" Neymar asks me. I can tell he's also holding himself to not kiss me. "Hi, Ney. I'm good, bebê. How about you? Ky? How's it going, buddy?" "I'm pretty nervous about today, not going to lie, Y/N." says Kylian. "Yeah, me too. But, I think we'll do great." says Neymar. "Yeah, I think so too. I believe in you guys." I smile at both of them. I excuse myself to the office and let the guys train. Someone knocks on my office door. I have a guess about who it might be. Neymar comes inside, shutting the door behind him. He immediately runs to me, wrapping his hands around my waist and kissing me passionately. "Oh, god. I missed your lips." "I missed yours too, amor." I kiss him back, we make out for like 10 minutes. It was always like this during the first two weeks of us being together. He would come to my office at some point during the day and we would lay on the bed in my office and make out. We agreed on doing this less often, since it might get someone's attention. 'Are you going to leave right now?" I break the kiss to ask him. "Yeah, the coach wants us to have lunch together and talk about the game. What about you, bebê?" "I think I'll head home and take a shower, relax before coming back here for the game." "Okay, meu amor. That's perfect." He walks over to the chair and I sit on his lap and we stay like that for a couple minutes. We still have that thing where we stare into each others eyes. We say a lot to each other just by looking. I fucking adore this about us. We still haven't had any big fights yet and I think it's thanks to our ability to communicate with each other and take each other's feeling into consideration. "I'll never get tired of looking at your eyes. It's fucking beautiful." he says and kisses my nose. The more loved I feel by Neymar, the more scared I get. Even though I trust him with all my heart, he has the ability to take all this comfort away from me if he wants to. This is why I'm scared of getting attached to someone. No matter how much I try to shake this thought from my head, it still stays there and it fucking reminds me about it during Neymar's and my most special times. Sometimes it happens when we're making cookies in the kitchen at night or when we're cuddling and watching a movie or when we're having fun like now. "Y/N, amor? What are you thinking about?" Neymar pulls me out of my thoughts.

"It's nothing, Ney. I just zoomed out for a second." I say to him, not wanting to tell the truth. He pulls my head up by my chin and makes me look at him. "I can tell when you're lying, amor. Is it something I did?" "No, bebê, no. You're amazing to me, It’s just my mind doing tricks.” “What kind of tricks?” “Sometimes, I just feel sacred because of how happy I am with you. I’m scared of it ending.” He seems kind of surprised by my words. It looks like he was expecting anything but this. He cups my cheeks and kisses my forehead. “Why would you think that, bebê? Do you feel like you can’t trust me?” “No,no,no. Don’t get me wrong, Ney. I trust you, it’s just that…it’s me. I’m scared that you’ll get tired of me anytime soon and I will be the one mourning over this.” “Y/N, are are the best thing that ever happened to me. I actually see myself growing old with you, the reason why I don’t say these kind of stuff to you is because I don’t want to scare you, if you’re scared of commitment.” “I actually see myself growing old with you too” I say to him and I smile. His words are all I need.

“I think it’s time for me to go, bebê. I don’t want someone to catch us.” “Yeah, okay, honey. I will see you at the game today.” I say to him, he stands up and kisses me before he makes his way to the door. “I love you, bebê” “I love you too, amor”.

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The game started ten minutes ago. Everyone seems motivated and in good shape. I didn’t have a private moment with Neymar before the game, but I wished him and Kylian good luck before they got on the field. Neymar scored a goal after fifteen minutes. This raised everyone’s morale, making us more confident. At one point, Kylian passes the ball to Ney who sprints towards the goal. This scene played in slow motion in my head. A player from the other team tries to stop Neymar from behind and collides his head and foot with Neymar, causing him to fall on the ground. The referee immediately stopped the game, we all knew It would be a serious injury based on the action itself. I freeze in my place. I can hear Neymar's whimpers and cries for help. All the medical team staff run up to him, I stay in my place. Unable to move.

13 Books Tag Game

tagged by @disregardandfelicity (thank you <3)

i read a ton of non-fiction for academic and interest reasons, but i'm only considering fiction for this!

1) The last book I read:

I know I just said I was only talking about fiction, BUT I recently read Audre Lorde's memoir, The Cancer Journals, and I would highly recommend it. Lorde was such an incredible writer (i would recommend her poetry, too), and this book is half memoir and half sections from the personal diary she kept during and after her journey with breast cancer. Lorde was a self-professed Black lesbian feminist, and had unique and powerful takes on womanhood, cancer, and life in general.

2) A book I recommend:

I always recommend Perfume the Story of a Murderer by Patrick Süskind! It's one of my favorite books.

3) A book that I couldn’t put down:

I've been working my way through Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles and averaging about two days per book, so...lol. I would also add Carolina de Robertis's Gods of Tango, I think I read all 400 pages in one sitting.

4) A book I’ve read twice (or more):

I loooove to reread books. One of my absolute favorite go-to comfort books is Bambi by Marjorie Benton Cooke -- it's not about the deer, it's sort of a romcom? The characters are all so vivid and fun! You have the main character, Bambi, who is a very Anne of Green Gables type character -- she's independent, imaginative, a bit of a daydreamer, loves to dance, and decides one day to be a writer. Then there's her adoptive father, the Professor, who is a mathematician and just an eccentric little old man. Then there's Jarvis -- the poor poverty-stricken playwright with his head in the clouds that very clearly thinks he's the main character of this story (he is, kind of. He's the love interest, but not in the way you think). That was long, but it's honestly one of my favorite books! Marjorie Benton Cooke wrote a handful of really fun books in her lifetime that just never got super popular (I also love Cinderella Jane and The Cricket, which are connected but can be read alone).

5) A book on my TBR:

My fiction TBR is currently sitting at 141, so...random selection: Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke by Eric LaRocca! It was highly recommended by a friend.

6) A book I’ve put down:

I have a rule where, unless the issue is stylistic and I just can't bear the author's writing, I have to power through 50% of the book before I can quit, in case it gets better later. A lot of times, this works, and I end up really liking the book! But one book I tried my absolute hardest to like and just couldn't manage it (quit at 70%) was A Certain Hunger by Chelsea G. Summers. I found the narrator unlikable in an annoying way and the story itself boring (how do you make serial killing and cannibalism boring??) IDK. It came highly recommended and apparently was super popular, but it wasn't for me.

7) A book on my wish list:

Let us Descend by Jesmyn Ward! It came out last year, but I haven't had a chance to look at it yet (fingers crossed my library has a copy by the time I have some free time to read).

8) A favorite book from childhood:

Silksinger, the second book in the Faeries of Dreamdark series by Laini Taylor. The series was never finished, but the characters from Silksinger hold a special place in my heart. One of the main characters is called Hirik Mothmage, for reference how much I love this book, lol.

9) A book you would give to a friend:

Ooh, good question. I recently gave someone my copy of Boccaccio's Decameron, because I think it's funny!! I really feel like if people can get through the language, they'll be dead laughing at some of the stories.

10) A book of poetry or lyrics that you own

I have a handful! My favorite is probably a collection of Edgar Allen Poe's works that's bound in a nice cover.

11) A nonfiction book you own:

Many, lol. Mostly digital -- I try not to hoard physical books unless I really really love them, because I just don't have the space. Something I read a few years ago and still think about often is Dorothy Roberts's Killing the Black Body: Race, Reproduction, and the Meaning of Liberty, which talks about how the 20th century (U.S.) struggle for reproductive rights looked very different for white women and Black women (for Black women, it was essentially the right to reproduction). Her newer book Fatal Invention: How Science, Politics, and Big Business Recreate Race in the Twenty-First Century is a great follow-up read.

12) What are you currently reading:

Currently re-reading another memoir, The Surrendered: Reflections by a Son of Shining Path by José Carlos Agüero. Picking up Pandora by Anne Rice as soon as I have some time for fiction.

13) What are you planning on reading next?

Besides the rest of the Vampire Chronicles, I really want to read Let the Right One In by John Ajvide Lindqvist (another friend recommendation).

No-pressure tagging: @eosphoroz @hekateinhell @lovevamp @aunteat @bubblegum-blackwood or anyone else who wants to -- tag me if you do, i love stuff like this!

20 questions for fic writers

thank you @sisterofficerlucychen ilu 💕

How many works do you have on Ao3?

13

2. What is your total Ao3 word count?

22,129

3. What fandoms do you write for?

The Rookie and Chicago PD

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

I Guess I'm Still Learnin' (How To Talk To Girls)

Feel Your Kiss On Me

I Kinda Might Sorta Like Love You A Little Bit

When I Taste Tequila

Forever Feels Like This

5. Do you respond to comments?

I definitely try to. I used to be a lot better about it. But I absolutely read every single one

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I don't think any of them? I don't really do angst 😅 If I had to pick, I'd say Giants simply because the ✨situation ✨wasn't resolved

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I Guess I'm Still Learnin' (How To Talk To Girls) is hella fluffy and it just has happy vibes. The ending for You Guys Got Married is just warm and fuzzy for me because I wrote it exactly how I wanted it to happen on screen

8. Do you get hate on fics?

nope! I've never gotten any negative comments. Everyone has been so kind 🥰

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I've tried, but I'm very bad at it lol. I've definitely written my fair share of allusions to something more spicy, but that's about it. I'd love to give it a better shot one of these days

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

no, it's not really my thing. I'm not really a huge fan of reading them either

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I once had a scene stolen almost word for word, but not an entire fic. I hasn't thrilled about it, but I chose to take it to mean that I did well writing the scene 😂

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? 

no, but that would be pretty cool!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not really. @lady-rhaesnow beta read You Guys Got Married and offered some suggestions after I pestered her lol. I would love to cowrite something. I'm going to quote Ivy and say holler at me if you want to 😁

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Upstead was the reason I joined tumblr and started writing fics to begin with, and they'll always be my first love. Booth and Brennan were my first ever ship, so they hold a special place in my heart. However, Chenford has my whole heart at the moment ☺

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I Guess I'm Still Learnin' (How To Talk To Girls)

I've been working on a third chapter off and on for months. I just can't figure out how to make it work the way I want it to. I just don't have the inspiration for it

16. What are your writing strengths?

Emotions, I guess? I think I'm pretty good at writing how a character feels and how their emotions affect them

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

descriptors. I suck at describing body language and movement

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I've done a sentence or two, but that's it. I took four years of French in high school, and when someone says "it gets lost in translation," they're definitely right. I used Google Translate for those few sentences, and Google Translate sucks are nuances, so I'm afraid that I wouldn't get my point across properly. If I knew the language better, I'd be all for it

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Chicago PD, specifically Upstead ☺

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

DON'T MAKE ME PICK BETWEEN MY BABIES I'm going to say Feel Your Kiss On Me or When I Taste Tequila. Idk I just really like them. I feel like they're really true to the characters, and I love the fluff and humor in them

Tagging @sylvies-chen @headlightsatmidnight @silverskull @fighterkimburgess @justmypartner no pressure 💕

congrats on your 1k!! well-deserved 💕✨🥂 u are absolutely spectacular! i'll be sending in a few asks, but i will start with questions hihi- they'll be totally random lol i hope u find this fun

are you a coffee or tea person? what's your go-to order?

what are your top 3 favorite fics of yours? not necessarily bc of notes or whatever, but just the ones you feel extra affection for 🥰

do you have a fic idea that you'd want someone else to write for you?

if you could go to any gp, and costs were not an issue, which one and why?

omg hiiii thank you so so much! love ur blog btw!! and I love these questions omg!!

I am a tea person! My go to order is an iced chai latte :)

this is such a tough question. i think Tangerine holds a reallly special place in my heart for a lot of reasons. I’m also quite fond of Empty Space even though it’s angst, and After All will always be my baby bc it’s the very first fic I posted!

Oooooooh I’m not sure! I have lots of little ideas saved/ barely started that I’m sure someone would knock out of the park. honestly I enjoy reading smut but feel like I’m awful at writing it so if anything it would probably be something like that!!

all of them. Jk but actually I think the AUSgp would be fun. Oscar (and Danny’s) home race, and I have always wanted to go to Australia! would make a whole trip out of it. A girl can dream, right?

thank you so much for asking these they were so fun!! and now I want a chai latte

If you had to pick just three favorite Degrassi:TNG seasons, what would they be? I have such a soft spot for S2, and not purely because I relate all too well to what happened to Emma's "White Wedding" hair :) I'm sending this to a few people because it's always fun to see different perspectives!

1.) Season 3

2.) Season 4

3.) Season 12

Seasons 1-4 will always be MY era of Degrassi even though I have favorite couples and characters across every generation. I saw them first and loved them first, so they'll always hold a special place in my heart. I think seasons 3 and 4 were the absolute best the first half of TNG had to offer. As for season 12, it was IMO the strongest of the rebranding era. Season 10 had a very strong start but didn't stay as consistent during the second and third blocks. Season 11 was uneven. Season 12 was pretty perfect and had a good balance of dramatic and lighter stuff. It felt much more like early TNG than some of the later Degrassi years.

got a challenge for you, your moots as songs go!!

hmmm....

i have quite a few that i consider moots but for the sake of time since i have to go help my mom out, i'll do the people that i am closest to....

@talesofyuan - I know she is fond of Japanese songs and I too listen to them quite frequently, mainly because of anime lol. But Inuyasha has always been (still is) my number one favorite anime of all time, and this song holds a special place in my heart because i would listen to it all the time after watching the show. literally. it's very calming and the lyrics are very becoming of strength, moving forward, and building courage. love it. i think it does well to represent Yuanwon-ie.

@iamliacamila - its a shame that this cover isn't on spotify, but for many reasons, i am dedicating THIS version of THIS song to the one and only Camila because i just know her love for Heeseung is strong....it is very strong. so when i hear this song (regardless which version) i think of her.

@nikstrange - My longtime heethan girl. Of course, when this track came out, I thought of heeseung with this one, and Ethan with chaconne. Doesn't matter which one i listen to, i'm going to think about her because i know just how much she loves heethan. the way she gets sooooo hyped up brings me up to the level of motivation i need, on days where i am so darn tired because i've been helping out the parents, or the weather is bad, and i just feel lazy, nikstrange has been my motivation to continue forth and produce content for yall. so thank her for like the timeliness of the postings. :)

@silcry - I like this song for silcry because, the lyrics and the beat is groovy (now mind you, based off the vlives, i am familiar with heeseung's choice of music, and i've listened to this song way before i discovered enhypen, but i think he would like this song) but also...i listen to this song quite a bit when i think about heethan for each chapter. and i know how much my silcry loves heethan with these wonderful asks i'm getting. keep it up! <3

@vampiregirl215 - so when i originally was drafting the teaser for SE7EN, i was listening to this song as i have alot of type O negative in my playlist and when i was drafting up Heelel's character, this song was literally just playing in the background and not so much the lyrics, but the beat of it just helped make me develop that deep and dark vibe of heelel...which i know my vamp-girl looooooves heelel. So everytime i listen to type O, especially this song, i think of heelel. I am dedicating this song to her because i love how she expresses her love for heelel. lol.

@jaehaki - my longtime supporter and reblogger, i have to use this song to reflect just how much this reader has lifted me by supporting me. literally an angel on earth! Muah! this song is for my jaehaki because, truly....they're an angel...and i love the way they always express their love or my works! so cute and funny!

@en-thralled or @angelsunoo - this beautiful person (pardon the tacky pun) but truly is a beautiful person inside and out because the moment they discovered my work, they have been such a joy and delight to interact with. i love the way they express their love for each chapter of SE7EN series, the message they sent where they were sooooooo delighted by one of the chapters they said "you little bitch!" and i loooooooved every single bit of it, it brought such a big smile on my face bc i knew they loved the chapter so much that they couldnt contain themselves. so beautiful!

@raishaii - My partner in crime! no matter what i write and what i warn people of, this person is truly a rose because they appreciate my work so much that they'll grin and bear through anything just to read my chapters and it tickles me and brings me joy. literally, when i think of roses, i think of Rai. Secret note, they dont know this but those banners i used in the recent SE7EN chapters, the ones with the red roses, I picked roses because i was thinking of raishaii since i was interacting with them through comments at the time about the latest chapters. <3

@stvrryhee - so i love this song ....sooooooo much and, i compare this song to my precious Stvrryhee because, whenever i read their comments on the latest chapters, it literally gives me the same rush of excitement and motivation that of a sugar rush, which brings me to this song. I love interacting with my readers and Stvrryhee is no exception, it's literally like a daily routine and i love it. i can't go on a day without my daily interactions with them. <3

@jinniespuppy - I love this song...ofc i love dua lipa and i also love elton john...so the two of them together is literally a masterpiece...just like this reader. she reaches out to me and expresses her love for my chapters in a very affectionate manner that just melts my heart. the love i have in reading her messages reminds me of the love i have for this song bc i truly do love it so much. <3

@lisaaannna - my little Fräu·lein! so one of my all time favorites from En- is this song...i just love this song, the up and catchy beat and not to mention, i do enjoy the choreography for it as well. I love this song so much just like i do with my lisanna. so smart and always so inquisitive, coming up with thoughts on heethan that inspires me to put some of the more sentimental moments in each chapter. so if you're looking to thank someone for the fluff and the very endearing moments of heethanxreaden, look no further, this girl had inspired the events for chapter 16 and 17 of HHP.

I do feel like everyone has been tagged at this point so I'll just say, anyone who wants to do it, should do it! And a huge thank you to @lvnterninthenight for tagging me and being so supportive of my work 🖤

I think it might be fun to look back on what we’ve all achieved this year, let you give yourselves a well deserved pat on the back and also share what you love. When you’re done maybe tag someone else so they can share too!

1. How do you feel 2022 has gone in terms of writing?

I think 2022 has gone really well in terms of writing! At the end of the summer I was ready to be done but then I got my second wind and I feel like it's been going well.

2. What piece are you proudest of this year? It can be a shot/blurb/headcannon, a whole series or even a specific chapter.

Valence! Specifically chapter four and chapter seven (currently being written) but I feel like I'm even more excited for the last few chapters of the series.

3. Is there anything you posted that you wish had reached more people? (No such thing as a flop here!) Shout it out, it might catch a new pair of eyes!

Valence again! Haha I think just in general it's been really new for me and very different from my usual stuff but I'm really proud of it and I do really like it 🤷‍♀️

4. Can you give us a hint of anything coming before the end of the year? Maybe even a little taster?

Probably won't come before the end of the year but a little Danny/Sammy/Reader action that is more like my usual filth.

5. Are you setting any writing goals for next year, or just going with the flow? If you are, what are they?

None at all because that never goes well so we'll just see where the wind takes me.

6. Do you have any one shots or finished pieces you’re tempted to expand on or revisit next year?

Indecent Proposal is always looming in the back of my mind but I also like exploring new ideas so we'll see.

7. Is there anything new you’re tempted to try out? A new style/trope/AU/another person in the fandom?

I'm really enjoying writing Valence specifically because it's so far removed from reality that I feel like I have a lot more freedom. I'd love to do something like that again, if an idea strikes.

8. Now to hype some other writers! What’s a piece you read back in the first half of the year that you can shout out?

What I keep going back to is A Friendly Favor by @gretavandutchy specifically chapter three. I honestly can't even put into words how reading that chapter for the first time made me feel and nothing has quite made me feel the same since, it was masterfully written.

9. And how about something you’ve read more recently?

I admittedly haven't been reading much lately BUT touch by @daisyful-gvfl absolutely blew me away. Anything by @gretasmokerising and @hyperfixated-gvf and @earthlysorrows too although I have some serious catching up to do on all of their masterlists. Nice to always know that I'll love whatever they write though.

10. A fun one to finish...If you could insert yourself into any fic in the fandom, which would it be and what do you think would happen?

A Trip Down Memory Lane by @tlexx 1000%. I wouldn't even change the story, I just want to be the reader. It was the first fic (or first two fics?) I fell in love with here and they'll always hold a special place in my heart.

I’m having feelings… like I love it when our buddies the Storm are playing against Sarnia, always a good time, but then again, Voit is continuously getting point against us. Like I love to see *my* Jr team thrive, but I love to see my leaf prospects thrive 😂 I’m conflicted tbh

I see where you're coming from. Ty Voit is going to be a future Leaf very soon, and I'm excited to see what the future holds for him.

On the other hand, I want Guelph to do well. Considering their awful start to the season, they did very well. It's been harder for me to follow them this year as I've been out of province for school and working for a different CHL team, and I've been following them quite closely. I was hoping for Guelph to do better in the playoffs, although the odds are mostly stacked against them.

They play tomorrow, and I believe in them. I was there for games 3 and 4, and saw them overcome a 5-0 deficit to go into overtime (they should've won that game, but the refs sucked).

Regardless of how they do, they'll always have a special place in my heart.

Anyways... GO STORM GO!

I feel like it's been ages I don't come here 🥺 it's been one week and I'm feeling itchy for the past days 😔 it's been super busy for me lately because I moved from home and now I'm getting used to my new one 🥰 but damn I always knew this place hold a very special castle in my heart but now I truly feel it 💓

Wanna hug you dearest Li 💜💗💞💕💟

I'm also happy to see im not late with new chapters and they'll be 3 in a few days 🥰🥰🥰🥰 yessss

ahhhhh! what a small and pink hug!!!! that gif low-key made me wanna have pink hair again lol but don't worry! no matter what heckticness life brings this place will always remain for those who need it- a bit of familiarity in unfamiliar and unsoft places maybe~ im sure your new home will feel just as soft as your old one in no time!

my life is going to pick up soon in the near future too unfortunatly :( im gonna try to remain present on here and posting as frequently as i can, but the quality of updates may take a hit as a result! but it's all good things! change maybe be good even if it's scary!

im already on my way to editing the second chapter~ now i just gotta make some mood boards~

The darkest night never felt so bright whit you by my side.

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~ Nothing like the rain

when you're in outer space.

Outer Space / Carry on.

By 5 Seconds of Summer.

One of the masterpieces of the band back in 2015.

This song specially reminds me of the time I went to see them live here in my city. Screaming through the tears the verse of "The darkest night" is an treasure of a memory. There's nothing like listen to your favorite band live, and 5SOS was my life. I remembered this song out of nowhere and now listening to it just brings back all the memories and all the emotion that comes with it. I can't help buy feel nostalgic about them. I loved them deeply and I felt so linked to them. They were my safe and happy place, and getting to see them is definitely one of the greatest things that happened to me. I remember that I almost lost my chance to see them since I didn't get the tickets on time, but suddenly they put out more tickets and I could get them. I remember how I cried when tickets sold out at first. Cried a lot for days, weeks even. Because I connect a lot with music, and at that moment they were all to me, so it was more than just a concert, to me it was an experience that I had to have. It was mine, I knew it. And I even prayed for it. And out of nowhere they restocked the tickets. I was so happy, my wishes were listened and I could achieve my dream. Anyways, listening this song again just brings back them to me. They'll always be an important part in me, even if I very rarely listen to them now, they're image and music still holds a lot of emotion in me, and their always be treasured in my heart <3

Listen to music, enjoy life, do the things that make you happy because those are the memories that you're going to hold on to when you look back.

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I'll leave the song here for you to listen.

They have very pretty and good music, so go check them if you haven't! Maybe I should too.

@retrograderesemblance said: top 5 books!

put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer

Listen, there are far too many favorite books in my life, literally so many that I don't think I could even recall them all at the top of my head, so I'll just list the few that immediately come to mind.

Anne Frank and Me by Cherie Bennett and Jeff Gottesfeld

So this one is from my childhood. I think I must have been twelve or so when I found this book and this would have been after I'd read The Diary of Anne Frank. I loved it so much that I must have read it at least four times over. I didn't know until later that it was adapted from a play, which I never got to see. It's probably my first historical time travel book and, being a history nerd, I was really into WWII at that age, so it was just this perfect combo.

2. Alice by Christine Henry

Alice and Wonderland has always been near and dear to my heart, so naturally I've always been on the lookout for various interpretations/spinoffs. Because there are so many, several are good and several are terrible. This one, however, put a Victorian Steampunk spin on things and was just different enough to work! I loved the versions of Alice and the Mad Hatter in this book and couldn't put it down. There are two more in the trilogy I've yet to read, Red Queen and Looking Glass, but if they're anything like the first book, they'll no doubt be page-turners!

3. Ophelia by Lisa Klein

I must have been in high school when I got a hold of this one and I'll bet it was probably senior year when we'd been assigned Hamlet in English Lit. class. Hamlet has always been my favorite Shakespeare Tragedy and so during this era, I was always looking for Hamlet-related books, but this one was told from Ophelia's perspective and I absolutely fell in love with her characterization. I think that this book is what the recent film (with Daisy Ridley) was based on. I haven't seen it yet though so I can't confirm that.

4. Unwind by Neil Shusterman

Yet another high school favorite! My friends and I all read this book around the same time because one of them rec'd it when it was brand new and the plot sounded very intriguing. Dystopian was all the rage at the time and ofc I was very much into the genre. Anyway, the characters were all interesting, which is something that doesn't always happen in every novel and the plot never really had any lulls in it. There was just constant obstacle after obstacle and it made it gripping and exciting and really this will always be a classic to me.

5. Mossflower by Brian Jacques

If you were a fan of the Warriors series and other animal-based books growing up, then this series is worth checking out! Jacques created this intricate and thriving mildly anthropomorphic universe of animals who live in a bit of a fantasy setting and reads a bit like Arthurian legends. This is the prequel book to the first in the Redwall series (which is where I recommend starting) and sets the stage for a charmingly fantastical woodland world of adventure. While I haven't gotten to read all of them yet (I think there are 22 books total), it has a very special place in my heart.

i totally understand!! ur absolutely alright to think that! ^^ it might be hard hearing ‘their music has changed’ from old armys but i suppose it’s a difference in personality!

i’m an armycarat and i was an army first and while bts’ old music is going to hold the top spot in my heart forever, i see their new music as a change in their lives. jungkook was 15-19 back then so their music was heavily focussed on youth. their newer music changed to reflect the times. i see it as bts always wrote music to comfort others, so when covid hit their music took a sharp turn bc they tried to make it as comforting for people in those times. like PTD and dynamite having no meaning other than being happy, we all needed happiness then so i really appreciate it.

as for jungkook’s teenage phase. it truly is a huge change from his last self but i welcome his little rebel era only bc he never had a chance to be a proper teenager when he was one. he was put in the spotlight at 15 and, back then, bts didn’t have the luxury of doing what they wanted bc they weren’t as successful. so now that they’re secure, jungkook’s just making up for what he lost and i really admire that.

but of course, your feelings are absolutely valid and i’m glad you’ve found people you can give your heart to!! i hope svt comforts u when i need it most just like they comfort me. <3

personally i started to dislike their music when they released idol, then boy with luv (i never remember if it's with or in luv) was a big turn down for me, so it was pre pandemic. i felt as if they changed their whole style, even for the songs in korean, to fit with the american style so they could branch off more easily to the average non asian who isn't willing to give kpop a chance. on and life goes were good songs but i didn't like the albums they were in. they were in their right to do this, to change their style and i think it was okay for me to not like the change

i was talking to a friend the other day about this and i said the same thing to her, jungkook never had a chance to just be a regular teenager so he is doing it a little bit later than anyone else, so as long as he doesn't do anything immoral or illegal, he'll have my full support.

as for seventeen, i became their fan when i was at my lowest in life, ever. i didn't have any hm... extreme ? thoughts but i wasn't fine or even okay, i could perform basic tasks (shower and eating) that all on its own was a victory. they really were a source of comfort for me and they got me back into writing again, which was huge if you ask anyone around me. they'll always have a very special place in my heart, just like bts

i still have my albums and items and looking at them brings back good memories and i remember how happy i was