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the way that the danganronpa Fandom still compares the warriors of hope's trauma fucking disgusts me
#sapphy's rambles#Danganronpa#ultra despair girls#danganronpa ultra despair girls#monaca towa#dr udg#kotoko utsugi#masaru daimon#nagisa shingetsu#jataro kemuri#warriors of hope#They all went through traumatic shit#One backstory is not more traumatic than the other
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Currently obsessed with the idea that the boys go to Time for love advice, since "he's married so he knows this stuff right?"
I mean they couldn't recognize a wedding ring??? And neither did he???
And time was saying this in his youth I mean cmon
Twilight: So ancestor. What would you do if like. Malon left to another world and never came back
Time: ... bro Malon called me fairy boy and then we were married like what
Hyrule: So uhh old man. How does one. Meet a girl.
Time: By speaking to her I guess? Or not, Malon did the talking for me
Hyrule: riiiiight...
Wild *no tact*: Hey so like... what if your redheaded wife who's name started with M died.
Time: what?!?!
Wild, undeterred: but like before she proposed.
Time: ...
Wild: and you don't remember if you would have said yes. What's your advice for dealing with that?
Time: ... vent to a fairy?
Warriors: hey old man
Time: no no no not this one asking me please
Warriors: how do I get women to stop coming after me. So I can ya know. Choose without war trying to force me into relationships
Time: I can safely say I've never had that problem captain
Wars: of course not *smirks*
Wars: ok but seriously how do I make them go away
Time: ... wear a wedding ring so they think you're taken, I've got a shiny extra
Time: no no why- they won't stop, I don't know how to do love!
Time: ok well at least I have legend. That kid would never ask for advice, I'll sit by him.
Legend: so old man.
Time, looking forward to a normal conversation: yeah?
Legend: hypothetically, what would you do if you found out Malon didn't exist.
Legend: And her whole world didn't, but it did, and now it doesn't
Time: ...Excuse me for a minute.
Time, writing a letter as fast as he can: MALON HOW DO I GIVE LOVE ADVICE THEY THINK IM WISE
Malon: lol
Happy Valentine's Day guys, have a headcanon :P
The boys go to Time for love advice and Time spouts whatever wise-sounding bs he can, before shoving them all on Malon for therapy when they visit the ranch
Art and comic by Jojo @linkeduniverse! :D
#I'm just??? we have like three different times they went to him with love problems? guys he grew up in a forest raised by a tree#he proposed with a cosplay ring#Malon laughs her head off when he says they're going to him for advice#'babe I had to force you into understanding marriage'#'give me the boys I'll talk to them'#to the boys: 'listen Links don't stop going to him for love advice. ask about the most wierd traumatic shit you've been through'#'cook record his reactions this'll be hilarious'#'he's seemed wise...' 'he don't know shit kids he's quoting me'#Lu time#lu#linked universe#linkeduniverse#little did he know legend was the worst of them all#wars wears the glittery engagement ring he recommended with pride 'sorry I'm taken ladies in case you missed the sparkle'#technically Valentine's Day was 43 minutes ago but shhhh it's ok time doesn't know what love is either#I do not have several of the games or complete information#if I said something incorrect (or offensive ever) let me know :)#love you guys#:)
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I've been thinking about what each Batkid would score on the ACE (adverse childhood experiences) test.
It is a very shallow measurement of how fucked someone's childhood is. It isn't comprehensive and isn't eligible for comparing trauma. It's merely a list of shitty things that could happen to a kid (and there's no measurement for frequency or intensity). You can look into it more yourselves.
For scores, the higher the number, the worse it is. 10 is the max. The questions are about someone before they turn 18. For these questions, I included Bruce as one of their parents. I didn't include Barbara or Duke because I wasn't confident in their answers.
Alright. Here's the scores I got:
At the top of the list, we have Jason. He has 10/10 on the ACE test :)
Next up, Steph and Damian are tied at 9/10.
Cass and Tim are tied at 8/10.
Finally, we got Dick at 7/10.
I used the americanspcc.org questions for them. If you got different scores or have numbers for Barbara and Duke, feel free to respond.
#dc comics#dc universe#jason todd#steph brown#damian wayne#tim drake#cass wayne#dick grayson#trauma isn't a competition this was just me being curious about what scores they would get#having a higher or lower scores isn't synonymous with being more or less traumatized#all of the kids went through bad shit#just because someone has a lower score doesn't mean they had a better childhood#the ace test is more like a fucked up checklist than an actual trauma measurement
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Just saw a picture of divine dragon chung myung before he got that title and it really hit me how small Cho Sam's body was when chung myung came back. This little thought has spoilers for chapter 400+ (I think anyway) and vague spoilers for everything past ch 400 until like. Ch 800
GOD OK so we as the reader understand chung myungs situation very very intimately. WE understand that he is an 80+ year old man mentally. WE understand that he is not in fact 15, then 17, then 19, 20, etc. Everyone around him, however, truly believe that he is those ages.
It's brushed upon multiple times throughout the novel, especially whenever chung myung is down for the count/recovering after a fight. The facade he makes around himself, the strong reliable leader, fades away and the "truth" of who he is reinstates itself to those close to him in this second life. His back, every time he wavers, is described as small. This is always through the perspective of anyone but himself. This is even more apparent whenever he is unconscious after a serious fight. I don't know exactly chapters, but i KNOW that baek cheon (and the rest of the 5 swords plus soso and hye yeon), at least once, has had the reality of Chung myungs apparent age dawn upon them. That they're youngest sajae (sahyung in soso's case) is constantly spilling his own blood to protect them. (This fact is straight up said by yu iseol after the particularly bad fight with Jang ilso, spitting her frustration with only getting in chung myungs way instead of protecting him).
This phenomenon is hardly limited to the main group of disciples. After the first myriad men siege on Mount hua (while The Gang is in Xian), everyone subconsciously gains courage with the thought that soon enough chung myung will come, that he'll protect them. The disciples (soso being the most prevalent since she's one of the main disciples focused on in the novel) of course correct this thought, realizing that they cannot rely on chung myung forever. Anyways moving on from just describing this arc. What I mainly want to focus on is Hyun jong and chung myungs interaction AFTER the siege is finished, after un gum is fresh off of his amputation, after chung myung has barely gotten treatment for his own (quite serious) injuries.
What do you think when through Hyun jong's mind, seeing his youngest disciple, the one who brought back the hope that had almost died out with his sect, ruthlessly kill the enemy, return heavily wounded, and then try to sneak out almost immediately to go back to smite those who have harmed his home? To us, Chung myung is more than capable. He's the plum blossom sword Saint, the one who (even with all the regret he holds over this) severed the head of the heavenly demon. He's an 80+ year old man trying to protect the only thing besides bloodshed that is familiar in this second life. We understand the guilt he has over not being able to protect his home the first time. We understand that he would rather die than allow Mount Hua to fall again.
Hyun jong does not know this. He does not understand chung myungs rage (and guilt and grief and longing and-). He looks at chung myung and sees an 18 or 19 (I don't remember) year old boy, covered in wounds, trying to sneak out of his home on a suicide mission of revenge. He sees a boy. He knows that if he let's this boy go, he will never see him alive again. So he uses chung myungs borderline (who are we kidding, it is way past borderline) unhealthy loyalty with mount hua to dissuade him from walking to his death.
ANYWAYS long story not so short, I need need need more analysis over what everyone but chung myung thinks about him. Everyone sees this young teen, then young adult, bend over backwards to the point where he has almost died so so so many times just so mount hua can flourish. They've seen him kill ruthlessly, they've seen him sob over the skeleton of an ancestor (one of his brothers, a reminder of what he has lost, what he will never get back), they've seen him silly and carefree, they've seen him almost mad with bloodlust.
To us, he is chung myung, the old plum blossom sword Saint, slayer of the heavenly demon. To them, he is chung myung, the scrawny 15 year old that changed their lives, that faces unknown traumas, that has had a life so, so unkind to him.
Sometimes I look at chung myung pre time skip, how small he is, how he looks like a child, how he acts nothing like one, and remember that only we, the readers, get the full context behind his actions.
#ANYWAYS#this turned out to be uh. not so small.#but no i saw 15 yr old chung myung and went#wow he really does look like a baby#and then my thoughts went WILD#i know this is kind of just like. a summery of a few different parts of the novel#and i kjnd repeat myself a lot#but i read a fic a whole ago that kind of touches on this whole conceot#i Do Not remeber what its called#but its basically the mount hua elders discussing things#and then chung myung is brought up#and all of them are like#wow this kid has obviously been through some shit. life has NOT been kind to him#but uh no yeah#sometimes i forget that the people of mount hua do NOT have the same context we do#and in place of the chung myung we see#they see a very very traumatized and scarily capable teen/young adult#and they dont know WHY HE ACTS LIKE THAT#but yeah hope this kinda makes sense#this novel makes me sick#return of the blossoming blade#rotmhs#return of the mount hua sect#analysis
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The Aftermaths of Luke’s Episode 4... [PART 1]
#OKAY#SO THIS HAS BEEN STORED IN MY BRAIN EVER SINCE LUKE'S FOURTH EPISODE CAME OUT???#THAT ONE DIALOUGE THAT MENTIONED LUKE'S EYEBAGS#MY POOR LITTLE MEOW MEOW#YOU CAN'T TELL ME THEY WOULDN'T SHARE THE HOSPITAL BED TOGETHER#AFTER ALL THAT TRAUMATIC SHIT THEY WENT THROUGH???#luke trying to find solace in her#just any proof that she's actually there and safe#while blaming himself for not being able to protect her probably#i need to lie down#Luke Pearce#lukerosa#Tears of Themis#comic#manga#artist#tears of themis fanart#Fanart#oof did i say there's another part?#there's another part#i'm getting to it very slowly
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anyway. the uk sucks ass and living here sucks ass too! NHS is sooo amazing until its soooo not!
#thebirdspeaks#well more like the bird vents#like even if they arent making medically transitioning even more hellish and difficult#since shortly after i went to gps about my new chronic pain and fatigue i knew that medically transitioning was no longer an option#because theres no fucking way im subjecting myself to the same humiliation dehumanization and disregard for my humanity and knowledge#of myself and my body and lived experiences and limits all over again. even if it means dysphoria and not being as happy as i could be with#my body. i dont even let myself think about if i want hrt or surgery because i cant put myself through the shit required to get it#and thanks to negligent nurses i gained a phobia of injections after having a awful blood test with the needle wiggling around in my vein#my anxiety at the though of a gp appointment is astronomical- even thinking about it makes me feel sick#fucking nhs#and im meant to be grateful im not paying out my ass for the privilege of being legitimately traumatized? by the people meant to HELP ME#well lets just say ive realized why two of my fics include surgical horror ass shit
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if jon sims made a choice that unknowingly and unintentionally ruined my life because he was scared and uncertain and wanted me to stay close to him and then desperately tried to prove to himself that he could still trust me while literal eldritch gods were messing with his head and making him think everyone was out to get him but ended up hurting me more in the process without meaning to and did everything in his power to protect me through all of it even when it put his own life in danger but even that wasnt enough and later went on to avenge my violent death by beating our evil boss to death with his bare hands i simply wouldnt get mad at him about it <3 rip to tim stoker but im built different <3
#my posts#tma#this isnt to say that tims anger isnt valid given the wrong information he had at the time and all the traumatic shit he went through#just that all that was 100% elias and the entities fault not jons#jon sims#i would literally kill to exist in the same timeline as him if that wasnt clear <3
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Wait a second... can someone with more understanding of fandom cultures explain something to me?
Do people ship characters because they believe they are going to be a cannon thing????? I thought it was just for fun?? I'm like, oh these two characters seem fun together, what if they dated. I just be mixing and matching these bitches I legit dgaf if it actually happens or not.
Maybe it's just whatever weird end of tiktok I'm on, or maybe it's just something I never picked up on until now, but like,,, people will say, "oh these ships are invalid cuz they won't be cannon" OK????? AND??? It's just fun
Like I remember being a kid and watching shows and my friends being like oh did you see that (insert ship name) scene???? Like girl I don't care. Two characters could never have interacted and I'm gonna ship them.
And that's all I thought it ever was? Is it like,, different now or some shit?
#this is totally unrelated to sso btw#i want to make art for shows and games im into but man.... it just feels like im inviting fandom people in when i do#and dont get me wrong#its very emotionally rewarding to build an audience for my art#but after the weird ass shit i went through with the metal family fandom im like#mildly traumatized#just a LIIIIIIITTLE more apprehensive about who is going to be consuming my art#cuz like#last time i was a part of a very active fandom#id get comments on pictures of myself saying i look like a certain anime character#or id have my art taken an posted somewhere else online with some other persons water mark put over it#or worse yet have my art be posted onto a proship fan art account and then getting all those freaks on my art#IF i was even credited#im such a person of quiet or dead fandoms#i feel elderly when im interacting with a fan base thats more popular#also#this whole ramble in the tags is not entirely related to creating ship content either#yes i would make ship art of appropriate character's but also like... just my art in general#anyways#this is just a long winded way of saying i watched the amazing digital circus pilot and really enjoyed it and feel super inspired by it but#and not to be like an angry old man and say “raugh!!! the fandom is weird!!!”#but id rather.... not... interact with the fandom#at least the portion ive seen anyway#just the random discourse i see in comment sections#its got me scratching my head a little
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why does it have to be this way
#Why#I was doing so good this past year#There were times I was literally crying tears of joy because I haven’t felt as happy as I was in years#Now shit’s coming back and I don’t like it#Every fucking time man#“Well life is supposed to have its ups and downs” HAVE YOUVE WENT THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH#summer through all the way to the end of 2023 was one of two of the most miserable times I ever went through#I was almost never happy#Had cheap laughs for like 20 minutes then back to misery#There wasn’t a single day were I didn’t wish i was dead#Literally I would wake up and i immediately wanted to start crying#Thats how bad things were#You could see it in my face how lonely and miserable i was#I hadnt felt that empty for like a good few years since then#It was to the point where I thought there was never going to be light in my life ever again#I went through some fucked up shit and now im traumatized 10x more then i was before#The first day of school was a weak after some extremely traumatic stuff happened man#Then the new year started and everything was starting to get better#I started taking medication#I was much more happier#My self esteem boosted up#I started working on myself and became a better person#I dont think i ever had a period of my life where i felt THAT BETTER#Like I said i was crying because I had felt a massive weight lifted off my shoulders#It literally felt like i saw the light#I legitimately thought things were getting truly getting better#It’s just gonna be the same damn cycle over and over again huh?#For several months I feel depressed as shit#Then for a few months things start to clear up#Then suddenly and abruptly things go back to the shit
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I really hate explaining the long way that I'm depressed and I would rather spend my time with my cats than with actual people right now... instead, I have to be like hey, I'm tired and I don't have the energy, this year has been so long and I need to be by myself to process some things.
#and then they go but it's your bday sat! you should celebrate and im like i literally got done with a 18 month project work#ive been dealing with the house#im making sure my cats are ok#also the last visit to my fam i went through some traumatic shit... im good#i think sometimes i have to be 'on' all the time#i just cant do that this year#random#myra irl#not to get deep on my blog lol
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not an astarion defender in the traditional sense, but in the sense that the whims he gets approval from are funny. i would also approve of someone throwing shit at people who asked them to smear their face with said shit
#it's funny to be a menace in a video game and im not going to pretend its not#killing a clown IS funny#his 'whim approvals' are so funny#leevi liveblogs#on another note ive seen people be like ''astarions traumatized so he acts like that :(' or 'despite all that he could still be an asshole#both true but i feel like both are reductive#when it comes to his more cruel approval it's clear he acts the way he does due to his past. (i know thats like a duh no shit we all do tha#) but i mean like. if you look at all the trauma he's gone through and think about how it has affected him as a person#it makes sense for him to be selfish and maybe even cruel#and there are reasons he acts the way he does. but it doesn't mean he's done nothing wrong ever. it means he's an asshole who has reasons#to act like an asshole.#no ones past is an excuse for the way they're acting. yes it's a reason. but just because you went through unimaginable horrors doesnt mean#that everyone should ignore how you act toward others. he can still be held accountable while understanding where he's coming from#but i also don't like people ignoring his past experiences and seeing him as just a selfish asshole who is and has always been#and will always be an asshole just for funsies#does that make sense#also sometimes people read too much into what was meant as a funny little option#like. you know how some games have a serious main story and the most batshit silly side quests and no ones holding the side quests as the#absolute truth of it all#does anyone know what im talking about#idk talking in the tags with the character limit is a pain in the ass i have a lot more to say
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[As a Misterian, Kumo possessed enhanced hearing as opposed to a Windarian's enhanced sight. Though this is an old shared headcanon, rest assured I shall be writing my own metas soon ^^ however, I want to bring a special lil thing to your attention...]
[Kaze's heartbeat is a uniquely calming sound to Kumo. It feels different due to coming from within the Magun, reverberating powerfully in its metallic chassis. Though he is unlikely to admit such to strangers, Kumo often likes to lay his head on the Demon Gun's sarcophagus when resting with Kaze.]
[When the two aren't bickering, that is. Kumo will not readily do this when a third party is present, at least initially. Perhaps it's part of his petty streak (or, as Kaze would put it, childish streak) but he wants to uphold a distanced persona and give the impression he has a degree of disdain for Kaze. He will sass the other Unlimited with additional intensity, seemingly for show.]
[In reality, sass is his love language, lol.]
#[[headcanon#Kaze and Kumo's conflict still lies at the core of their nature. I am not erasing this and in the future they will clash periodically#But they do love one another dearly despite everything.#I need to navigate their dynamic carefully. It feels ??? to say it but thinking back to all their fights back when I wrote with K is still a#tad traumatic. Because IC conflicts escalated beyond just IC and went OOC =_=. So this is me just rambling but I want to explore the#Kaze Kumo relationship respectfully because neither side is perfect. The boys have been through some rocky shit and I am not retconning#that fact.
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OH MY GOD I THINK I’M HAVING A TRAUMA RESPONSE
#(this not being a panicked post but rather a moment of realization - please do not worry!)#i’ve been feeling completely crazy for the past week being down on myself like ‘why am i so upset when nothing is wrong????’#while simultaneously joking every day like ‘isn’t it SO crazy that it was around a year ago that all of my coworkers left me????’#never once considering that these two things could be connected!#but it seems so obvious now#no WONDER i’m freaked… my body is preparing for nuclear war#i was hanging on all right but then suddenly there were a lot of big changes at once and my system just went ‘oh SHIT!!!!’#‘it’s THAT again!!!!!!!!’#and it actually ISN’T!!!! everything is actually cool and fine and under control now!!!!!!#but my trust level is at absolute zero and i cannot perform functional personhood and i feel like a roiling puddle on the ground#that actually makes… so much sense…#i’m gonna talk to my manager tomorrow and explain the situation to her#not that there’s really anything i can do about it but i want to explain myself at least#to hopefully receive a little extra patience and understanding as i work through this#i… did NOT realize that last year’s Situation was so traumatizing but like. Yeah - of course it was#i was in Survival Mode#and i am again now#and i’m just gonna need a little patience and love to help me calm down again and feel safe#that’s it#i can work with that
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I just watched Ready or Not for the first time tonight and ummmmmmmmm
💕💕💕
#I would ask grace to marry me and be my wife#but I think marriage is traumatic for her now and I will crush on her respectfully#I would like to imagine she’s the sole heir/beneficiary of the Le Domas gaming empire#because she deserves it after all that shit she went through#hope my wife in theory gets therapy ✨#grace le domas#samara weaving#ready or not#ready or not 2019#horror movies#horror#cinematography#final girls#me post#pic#🖤🖤🖤
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I did NOT crash my car today.
#there was an accident on the highway. and the people ahead of me slowed WAY THE FUCK DOWN.#they slowed down so fast that despite stepping on the break? i just kept sliding.#so i was pretty much doomed to rear-end the poor bastards. so i went ''where can i swerve to?''#and since it was the highway with fences on both sides? the answer was ''nowhere''.#so i went. ''alright. can i aim SOMEWHERE that won't definitely result in a crash?''#and there was. one tiny little spot between the cars that'd suddenly slowed way the fuck down. and the crashed one.#so i aimed for that small fucking opening. and i slid right on through.#nearly had a fucking heart-attack. and i probably scared the shit out of everyone else involved too. but i didn't crash.#so that was totally not traumatizing at all. jesus fuck.#personal stuff#drive safely everyone.
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for the take game: it would actually be really awful for marty after the events of bttf having to actually actively figure out how many things in his life were different after he changed everything during his adventures through time. like the whole, butterfly effect of it all. something truly significant,to him, may not have ever occurred and he wouldn't even be aware until he stumbles over it later on and everyone would just like 'wtf are you talking about marty that never happened.' and it was really special but it no longer ever existed.
— send me an ask with your hottest/worst take and i can only respond with a single reaction picture
#YEAH IVE POSTED ABOUT THIS BEFORE#like in a way shorter way but this was the general gist#bro actually went through some traumatic shit that's gonna affect his life forever in a literal sense#like into adulthood he's still gonna ve learning new things about himself#he'll probably develop a really specific kind of paranoia or derealization lmao#like. he doesn't know his parents anymore#but they apparantly know him???#(the 'you slept in your day clothes again??' line)#family* not parents lol#just all around awful for him and the doc isn't even there to help him with any of it anymore#just his gf :/#gabs' asks
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