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kakusu-shipping · 4 months
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1, 2, 4, 11, and 18 for the end of year asks? :0
Aaah thankyou Echo!!! This post might be long, please forgive me!
1. Did you add any F/Os to your list this year? Were they from new media or just a newly discovered love?
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Here's every romantic F/O added to the list this year, or at least that I can remember adding this year. Years are long and my sense of time is very warped so it may not be fully accurate.
Most are from new media, or just new parts of media, like the end of the Owl House and the New Pokemon Games. The ones that are new loves from re-visits are Heracross, Smeargle, and Keckleon from Monster Mind, Mario and Luigi from Super Mario, Makarov from Fairy Tail, and Jill from The Wayward Children series.
Though Mario and Luigi are also what I consider my first F/Os, they weren't officially on the list until the movie came out, so I'm counting them in the 2023 yearly wrap.
2. Did you reconsume any of your F/Os’ source media this year? How did you feel about the rewatch/listen/read/etc?
I rewatch Assassination Classroom every year in March and it makes me cry every time. I also replay Hatoful Boyfriend and Holiday Star every December for Kazuaki and Hitori, watch Baka and Test sometime around late Summer most years to ease my seasonal depression, and rewatch Mushishi at least once a year.
Other than that, nothing super meaningful. I rewatched a few LPs of Mario games, replayed through Paper Mario myself, watched Romantic Killer again, Reread Manly Appetites every other month or so, watched The Cat Returns once or twice, played more Pokemon, Restarted Monster Mind (still haven't finished it), and skimmed the Ouran Manga at the library while waiting for them to replace the volume they're missing.
HOWever, this latest reread of Down Among the Sticks and Bones is what got me to finally put Jill on the F/O list, so that feels worth mentioning. I love that book <3
4. Was there anything on your blog that you were particularly proud of this year?
No, not really. My drawings were all very incomplete and sketchy this year with long gaps between them, and my writing really flaked off suddenly, I haven't written more than a paragraph at all this year.
I wouldn't say I'm particularly proud of them, but I did really enjoy making moodboards last month and am kind of waiting for my health to settle so I can get back to them. Making stuff for other self shippers is a lot more fun than writing/drawing for myself atm.
11. Was there new media for any of your F/Os this year? If so, what was your opinion on it?
Yes FNaF Help Wanted 2 came out and gave us New Sun Content and I LOVED IT!!!!! He's such a bitch!!!! A shit!!! A snobby theater kid!!! He's so controlling and harsh I LOVE him <3 So happy to know more about him honestly and that he's not all UwU Caregiver that the fandom made him. I like soft characters, but he's a HORROR character he needs to be a little fucked up!!
18. Did you have a favorite trend in the selfship community from the past year?
I'll be honest, I don't pay much attention to what other people in the selfship community are doing. I follow the tags but if there's like a popular trend thing going around, I miss it every time.
My LEAST favorite right now though is the whole "Stolen from an Anti" thing. I have no qualms about stealing posts it's whatever, but I hate when it's says that in text at the bottom of the post. Just tag it as such so I can filter it please
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mars101 · 4 months
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Act 7: -> Scene 1: traitor...
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WRITTEN PART -> (1.1k) -> literally only one ss after
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the music was booming as yin entered the small courtyard, cheers ringing in her ears as friends surrounded her, eager to congratulate the bride.
“Yin!! Oh my god, baby, you're so cute!”
Y/n walked over after Yin walked away from the crowd, her hands reach up to her cheeks, and a peck is planted on them. A lipstick mark is left behind on Yin's cheek.
“mom!!~”
“Oops sorry Yin hehe. Do you know where your friend Sunoo is? I need someone to help bring out our karaoke speaker so your aunts and I can ‘preform’ in a bit”
“why not me?? i can help”
Y/n playfully smacks Yin's shoulder, “Baby it's your own party. I can't make you do that”
“it's not that you ‘can't’, you don't want me to do it”
y/n then notices sunoo from afar and rushes over to him as yin is pulled away by friends. she's dragged onto a table by yuna who's having the time of her life dancing to the song playing.
“wifey~ come on and dance! your mom made some drinks at the bar, and they are soooooo good”
yuna handed yin her drink with a wink, “yuna, my mom said no drinks so that i'm not hungover tomorrow..” said girl, put the glass to yin's lips while turning her head looking at y/n, “shes not looking hurry!”with this information, yin grasped onto the glass and quickly threw her head back so the smooth drink slid down quickly before her mom noticed. she removes it from her lips with an exaggerated sigh and raises her arms with a cheer.
Miyeon's voice is heard over the speaker, “Ladies and few gentlemen!! Presenting.. for one night, and one night only-”
“Because that's all the energy we've got left!”
“Speak for yourself!- Coming back after years awayyyy~ Welcome… The Dynamos!!!!”
within the cheers that arose as y/n, miyeon, and jiwoo re-entered the courtyard (they walked out to put on stage outfits and make a dramatic entrance), yin was the loudest as she’s always wished to watch her mom perform again after finding old clips from her aunt’s camcorder.
Y/n smiled and winked at Yin as she got into position.
“Super trouper lights are gonna find me”
“But I won't feel blue~ Like I always do~”
“Cause somewhere in the crowd, there's you~”
Excitement was shared through-out the crowd as the music started again and the three ladies started to sway side to side, Sunoo on his phone recording the whole thing making sure to catch the reaction of Yin who had the brightest smile on her face.
”I was sick and tired of everything when I called you last night from Glasgow”
“All I do is eat and sleep and sing. Wishing every show was the last show”
“So imagine I was glad to hear you’re coming, suddenly I feel all right”
“That’s our song!” A man said as he looked to the two others behind him while sticking his head out to hear more.
“Your song?”
“Says who?”
Younghoon, Hyunjae, and Juyeon were heading up the stairs on the hill to reach the small courtyard. The latter having seen bright lights from his boat and wanting to check it out.
“Tonight the Super Trouper, beams are gonna blind me.”
“But I won't feel blue, like I always do~”
“Cause somewhere in the crowd there's… you.”
Y/n's smile wavered as she caught sight of the three men in the back of the crowd. Her eyes darted from the men to her daughter back and forth, scared of the chance that Yin will look back and notice her three possible fathers.
“So I'll be there when you arrive. The sight of you will prove to me I'm still alive”
“And when you take me in your arms and hold me tight. I know it's gonna mean so much tonight~”
The mother and daughter each blow kisses to each other as the chorus of the song repeats.
“Tonight the super trouper, lights are gonna find me-”
“They're here, look. look right.”
“Shining like the sun. Oh my god. Smiling, having fun. Feeling like a number one~"
Y/n and Miyeon mumble to eachother as Jiwoo, or Chuu currently, takes the center part. She takes the bachelorette onto the stage by the hand and makes her dance.
“Tonight the Super Trouper, beams are gonna blind me.”
“But I won't feel blue, like I always do~”
“Cause somewhere in the crowd, there's Yin!!”
As the music stops, Yin is pulled into an embrace by her mother as her friends cheer for her. Behind them, Miyeon tells Jiwoo about the three men who appeared.
“They're here! Back of the crowd- No wait!-”
“excuse me! the three men over there! this is a private celebration. if you're looking for the bar, it's over there-”
“oh shit-” yin finally notices the three men and tries to ignore the fact that they're all glancing at her mom while awkwardly apologizing.
“Baby, We'll be back. Just need to get out of these tight and uncomfortable outfits into a tight and comfortable outfit”
the girl nods as her mom and aunts go through that back door again. she jumps off the stage to her friends who have a look on their face.
“yin.. i don't care if your wedding is tomorrow you are dying tonight! what are they doing here??”
“i didn't invite them?? you and yuna were with me the whole time. plus this is my bachelorette party, i do really want to find out who my dad is but this is the last event that i would even invite him to.”
“so that means…yuna…”
karina and yin turn to yuna and their shoulders drop as they look at her in disappointment.
“??? don't look at me what?? yin, you were in the shower with me. i never use my phone in the shower-”
“okay babe, i think you need to reword that a little..”
“yeah yeah moral of the story, none of us invited them and me and yin showered together”
“no we didn't?—”
“so now what?”
karina fakes a thinking motion before point straight at yin, “you. go ask them.”
“huh?? ask them what?”
“ask them if they want a slice of lemon or lime with their drink- yin are you kidding me? ask them why they're here!”
“fine.. but one shot before i go ask”
“yin!-”
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synopsis = a day before her wedding day, Yin decides to find her father so he can walk her down the isle, the problem? There's three candidates: Lee Juyeon, Kim Younghoon, and Lee Hyunjae.
author’s note: "you're late" "you're late" nuh uh 🤭🤭 who said that? 😒😒 i did nuh uh nuh uh 😁😝😁😝 im not late nuh uh hehe haha im not late you're late ahahaha 😆😆😆 so silly so silly so silly
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Rules: look back on your work, both past and present, finished and unfinished. What are five to ten narrative elements or tropes that continuously pop up in your work? Give a list of these things!
@on-noon don't mind if I jump on your open tag. I can get soooooo weirdly specific with this...
Oh yes, and I am going to carry on the open tag. Anyone that wants to join may.
Read More because oddly specific requires lots of words--
A female character from a very disadvantaged background (see political prisoner, indentured servant, peasant, enslaved person, poor etc.) who has an unlikely meet cute with someone (male) who turns out to be extremely privileged (see royalty, crazy rich etc.). They become friends. One day she has a really rough day, ends up sick, and he takes care of her (like makes her meals, rubs her shoulders, holds her hair when she throws up etc.). They don't end up dating until a while after this happens. If I had a nickel for every time this shows up in a story I'd have dollars by now.
Two or three female characters that my straight-ass spends years trying to ship with every palatable male character in the story to see if I can make them date. After years without success I finally realize that these characters are lesbians and they were made for each other. When their story arcs get finalized into canon they have an epic friends-to-lovers slow burn romance.
A main female character that, in hindsight, should have been my clue that I had ADHD. Re: talks too fast, says the most random shit, won't shut up, sits weirdly in chairs, really good in a crisis, always waving her hands when she talks, sensory issues galore, no eye contact, last minute queen, always has a song stuck in her head, can list 50 digits of pi but can't remember why the fuck she just walked into that room, and most importantly, me saying about this character, "I feel so relaxed when I write/daydream about her. It's like a release. Like, I can finally be myself and do all the things people think are annoying, but everyone in her life thinks she's funny and likes her energy." Like, you might as well have written MASKING ADHD directly across my forehead.
A monarchy that becomes a republic by the end of the story because I want to write about attractive princes and badass queens/empresses but I am also an anti-monarchist...
A character who was based off an irl friend that lost relevance in the story and got written out, only for me to eventually drift away from that friend or discover that they weren't the friend I thought they were.
Long rants about whatever topic I am learning about in uni at that time (assigned to a particular character for plot reasons). This week's rant was on Populism...
A couple that I decided could never be a couple because the power imbalance and political nonsense was too problematic, who ended up becoming a couple anyways because I have no self-control and them being together was just so *feels*. When all is finalized into canon, these couples get a glorious enemies-to-lovers slow burn that lasts several years and plenty of denial (in homage to my own feelings on the subject).
That moment when a character takes off their disguise and reveals that they are, in fact, a princess, goddess, secret agent etc. in order to save someone's life.
Idk what some of these say about me. idk if I want to know...
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vyvesvi · 2 months
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saw all the ep 3 performances but not the actual ep lol.
voting list (week 3)
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all of these girls are criminally low compared to how they performed imo.
first round commentary (copied from my twitter 🫶🏿)
1. team: hard
my winner(s): like 6/7 but emma jaoying & P.AMP stood out, it's a shame geumhee was hidden for her high note
this team is great but who decided the concept/outfits 😭
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2. team: 7 rings
my winner(s): WANG KE (and vita)
the other girlies didn't stand a chance against wang ke this was legit brutal 😭 i do wonder if they were all comfortable with the concept though, this doesn't seem like something liliana wouldve chosen?
also rei is my girl but this performance doesn't play to her strengths at all im devastated 😭
3. team: one more last time
my winner(s): DUNA, rose
duna's experience really shone through, plus she fits this concept super well. very glad she got center. rose also did super well, i only wish she had the second main part 😭 praying this saves her
devi also did great, but i don't think this'll be enough unfortunately:/
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4. team: i like you
my winner(s): zoi, TEGAN, tk
i had to think about this team bc once again, so insanely hard to pretend this is live. zoi was just good onstage, tegan has that voice, and tk surprised me. they clearly want preemy gone tho i hate it hereee
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5. team: kick back
my winner(s): QIAO YIYU
honestly i love love love this team composition but i don't think the stage really showed their strongest points...i think a different wayv song would've made all the difference tbh
6. team: booty bomb
my winner(s): yeham, coco, MAO XIUTING
tbh there are some people here with lots of screentime who i don't understand the hype for, although both of them did better than their auditions. anyways yeham!!! she barely got screentime apart from her lines but i loved her voice with this concept tbh, it added a much needed freshness? brightness? to the performance. i need to see a full stage ver with no cuts though
7. team: love destiny 2
my winner(s): PANGJANG (everyone did well though)
pangjang just has the voice, what is there to say really. i feel soooooo bad for ninnint, she did well but this was really not the song for her. fly high girlie 😔✊️
8. team: play with me
my winner(s): YEAN, elyn, caith
seoyeon has greater ability than a lot of the contestants but her energy really isn't there to the point where i can't help but wonder if it's on purpose...?
9. team: i'll do it how you like it
my winner(s): ?
the chaba krista rjing vocal meal in the beginning was so sick omg
the rest of the performance didn't really click even though no one was bad at all. need maliya to be saved though like that's a Face
picking a winner is tough for this team because you have some singers who can't dance/perform & some dancers who don't sing as well. in truth pream, rjing, xueyao, and maybe maliya are the most balanced, but xueyao in particular didn't really stand out. pream stood out because of her center time, but this is far from her best (her presence is usually a lot stronger). maybe id go with rjing? but id need to see a full stage with no cuts
10. team: pieces of love
my winner(s): KITTIE
you have to suspend your disbelief a bit with these shows but i couldn't even pretend this was live & it's so distracting 😭 yuan ke & jessica are my next picks but i need them to focus more on facial expressions
my top 9?
honestly i've had a really hard time coming up with a group, if only because i genuinely like 47ish of the contestants (others i dont like or simply don't know). also, i do think it'd be nice for most of the group to be thai. i scrolled through the contestants and just picked the first 9 that i saw who made me go "yeah, you" lmfao and this is what i ended up with:
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yean feels virtually indispensable at this point. she can dance, she's a great pop vocalist, and she can fit any concept. the show is also very on her side.
wang ke's performance in 7 rings convinced me of her star power (honestly she's been hit or miss to me until this point). wang ke didn't need to be the best singer or dancer to stand out on stage, it's her energy that really sets her apart and that's a hard skill to learn.
tegan...she's just a surprisingly strong contestant. i wasn't really a fan of how she acted during the theme song arc (all 7.5 minutes of it, lol) but i do understand that she was trying to lighten the mood. from the theme song to round one she showed that she really could hold her own on stage if she put her mind to it. other factors: star quality, demographic appeal, growth idolism, unique tone/strong vocals
rose is my underrated pick. she has a great voice and i think she can be styled to fit a number of concepts. she hasn't gotten much screentime, but i really hope she makes round 2, just to force the show to show more of her strengths. in some ways she's a little bit filler here, but i think she's necessary for the group to gel
ruan, our summer dream center...idk i just like her a lot. she suits different concepts and is super super hardworking & serious about this, while also being really kind. i want to see her learning/speaking more thai and english hopefully!
qiao yiyu is a talent & demographic pick (and one of my overall main picks at this point) she's another member who i see as indispensable. she's a main dancer who can fit multiple styles (but she's also for the girlies). in this pic she kinda looks like yuqi? lmfao
p.amp, my other totally biased pick 🥲 she's so gorgeous onstage and has so much presence i don't understand why the masses aren't seeing her 😭. she's a filler visual here but hot take, we don't need a wannabe gangsta rapper who can't dance self proclaimed quote unquote "real rapper" in the lineup when so many gg raps are pre-written and last for max 4 lines. p.amp can do it while dancing, being charming, and looking hot. i rest my case
geumhee is my pick of the csr members, although duna's rank is the best & seoyeon is the one getting a storyline. geumhee would be slightly filler here, but her singing ability would make her a lead vocal, and he experience and preexisting intl audience would make her indispensable. tbh she's the first member i personally noticed in csr, but i think that csr could live for a couple years without her and then benefit from her return.
mingming is good, although im generally on the fence about her. she has great lead vocal potential and is very likable. i kind of think the mindy members will be fine if none of them make it, but i do feel her voice is a little wasted there.
nationalities: 4 thailand, 2 china, 1 usa, 1 japan, 1 south korea
other contestants to consider:
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pailiu! i really like her (and she's currently rank 2) but im not seeing a group that she fits into in the top ranks. maybe if maliya, jessica, xueyao, yuanke, p.amp, jaoying, etc were a bit higher. it's too soon to tell though i suppose
elyn's (#1) fanbase is really showing out for her considering the relatively minimal screentime she's had. her vocals aren't as strong as rose's, but she could potentially replace her in the lineup and add more (in terms of fan loyalty & demographic appeal).
emma not making my off the top of my head top 9 was really unexpected! i make the top 9 and then went wait where's emma? i think i would replace mingming with her, although honestly? emma's a star and should probably try to go to a company with some power, like perhaps yuehua china. for a survival show group, it's good that she stands out as an individual but in terms of cohesion...eh. she couldn't be filler, but she also probably couldn't be the star with the rest of this lineup. it's tough
absolutely LOVE krista's voice, but the reason i stopped voting for her is that she is kind of an absolutely miserable dancer. the great part is that she's super young, and can train to work on her dancing & her stage presence + facial expressions. krista (and others) make me wish that chuang was like produce japan, where the funding company (there lapone, here ryce) takes on trainees from the show for future permanent or temporary groups. krista would be a great candidate for that.
kitty, natty, & jaoying i noticed for the first time this round. i don't have much to say but they would be very solid filler members (not a drag, btw). im looking forward to seeing more of them!
yuan ke & wan yan jiayi are growing kind of indispensable if they want to have a foothold in china it seems. my personal pick would be yuan ke, but i think jiayi is moreso on the rise.
TBH i have 21 more contestant photos saved but let me just move onto another potential top 9
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all i did was replace rose & mingming with elyn & emma, which brings the nationality count to: 2 thailand, 3 china, 1 japan, 1 usa, 1 malaysia, 1 south korea. see but now i'd say they need at least one more thai member! now sort of i want to put jaoying in over elyn lol. oh well 🤷🏿‍♀️
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linabirb · 9 months
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HI LINAAA!!! Multitasking today, 💌 and for the questions, 9 20 25 27 please!! <3
HI HI TARUUUUU
you're such a kind and sweet person?? like you're so nice to talk to and you always have something interesting to say! i love how passionate you are about your interests and it's always so fun to hear you talk about them! you're soooooo talented and your art skills are getting better and better at such a high speed like i'm genuinely impressed SLAY!! your writing is so soft and nice to read, like it has this comfy and cozy vibe! your blog themes are always so pretty too and they're so edible! i love how aesthetically pleasing they are! you're very squishy :] also azulchi best enemies to lovers slow burn otp we love to see it
for the ask game:
9. do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?
i-i don't have one actually 😭 vil wouldn't be happy to hear it, but skincare and caring about my looks in general is just.. too exhausting and i don't have time and energy for that (dyeing my hair and painting my nails is a whole different thing). i might do a face mask if i feel like it, though my only motivation for that is that my cousins got me a lot of products like that for the new year, so uh. yeah! (also my mom was shocked when she found out that i genuinely don't know how to use like. almost all of those products. sorry mom my art and edits may look cute but my irl self is just. a gremlin JSJKDKSKLSL)
20. favorite disney princess movie?
the little mermaid, frozen and the princess and the frog!
25. would you say you have good taste in music?
probably?? but ngl i have a habit to just. listen to like ten same songs on repeat until i literally start feeling sick. and a lot of my favorite songs are just songs that i used to listen to back in early 2010's so.. (also god i hate how when i find a really cool song and i'm like OOOOHH I LIKE IT I'M GONNA ADD IT TO SO MANY PLAYLISTS- and then i see that it's like. a tiktok song. and i'm not special for finding it and almost everyone is listening to it rn and making edits with it.)
27. what’s your favorite or go-to outfit?
it really depends on the weather! but when i go out, i often wear a black sweatshirt with a cute frog on it, red and green plaid pants with some chains on them and neon green sneakers! when i'm at home though, i usually like to wear like. really huge t-shirts. i'm wearing one rn actually and it's pink :]
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katbrando · 1 year
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[ questions are from this post, answered 1-10 here ]
11-20 - ATTRACTION
🔹 First impressions of each other? for me: "sick, this guy loves animals and handles them with a lot of care, so he must be a decent guy" and for him: "what a shame that this girl is so painfully quiet and shy because she's really quite the looker" LMAO
🔹 How close were you as friends before you got together?  pretty damn close!!!! i'm demisexual so it takes a large amount of trust and familiarity with someone before i can develop feelings. at the start of our friendship i call him "dude" and "bro" (still do sometimes) and tbh the 'best friends' aspect of our relationship is still very prominent
🔹 Who fell for the other first? diego LMAOOO he's weak for a girl who bites back at him and can match his energy, which is something that's easy for me once i'm close to someone.. one day i jokingly told him to shut up and jabbed him in the ribs and he was like "oh shit 😳"
🔹 What initially attracted you to them versus what they were attracted to?  besides his charming personality and beautiful accent? im a sucker for that pretty face of his 😩 his short stature is soooo charming too.. seeing him in normal clothes outside of work was also a Big source of attraction. for him i'm sure it was initially the fact that i was playing hard to get HJKFDHKGS he loves a good challenge
🔹 How do you match up with your first crushes? he doesn't line up with my first crush at all LOLLLL he's a dude and he's an asshole (affectionate).. i probably don't line up with his either, if he can even remember who his first crush was (he's had many 💀)
🔹 Your top 3 favourite things about them versus theirs about you. omggg :')) his determination, his sense of humor, and his loyalty, for sure.. for HIM i think he probably likes my silly goofy nature, the amount of care i have for people (esp him), and my stubbornness (even though it conflicts with his fairly often)
🔹 The physical traits you love of theirs. literally Everything!!! but his BEAUTIFUL eyes oh my god... so sharp and bright ugghhh.. also his hair, it's so messy and pretty, very similar to mine just a little longer 🥰 his chest and thighs and of course his A S S, it's so perfect and takes a strap so well
🔹 The personality traits you love of theirs. i basically listed them in the other question but yeah idk he's just so goofy despite appearing so intense and mean ??? he's funny but also he can be so cliche in his romantic gestures, he's very very caring as well, it just takes a longass time for him to reach that point.. but once he's there, he's there for good 🥺 also i love his attitude... it's honestly very attractive when he's having a fit and bickering with me, oof
🔹 How publicly affectionate are you? Is it cringe, embarrassing or do you love PDA? superfans of PDA tbh... well, mostly him HJKFDS i like it in theory but i'm very shy by default and hate people looking at me.. but also the idea of him being possessive over me in public is soooooo 😩 so he can go ham, i don't care.. and it's nice to feel loved enough to a point where he doesn't care what other people think
🔹 Is sex important to this relationship? Why or why not? y e s ..... he has a high sex drive and it's hard to match that sometimes, but he's aware of it and makes a point to pay attention to my comfort levels and to please me as much as he possibly can.. and tbh i'm very much into the idea of him having the time of his life so even if i'm not necessarily dead-set on getting off, i love being able to experience all of it with him 🥺 he's just so beautiful and perfect and the way he's putty in my hands absolutely wrecks me, i can't help it
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ayamisc · 15 years
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Catching the Flu, and the 1st Week of Collegio
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(c) Miyazaki Hayao, Kadono Eiko (Kiki's Delivery Service)
Soooooo..
as you all know. i've had a REALLY busy sched this past month now.
and…
well. common sense really.
no break.. no rest = lesser immunity = easier for you to get sick
and as such. i caught the flu. grrrr.
got it from my dad actually. X(
anyhow. so.
started not feeling well around sunday night…slept it off thinking i just needed rest. we all did.
monday morning…. i'm freezing like hell in the 80F temperature….yes, it's raining..but still it's hot.
so. i feel like crap all morning.
then drank medication. then went on the 5hour trip by bus to go back to the city coz i had school the next day. grrrrrrrrrrreat.
add to the fact the bust i rode on was aironditioned. EVEN GREATER. -_-
so yeah. me = feeling crap. arrived around 8pm.
slept. then woke up at 5….. to see nothing prepared for my 1st day of college. hell, i don't even know where my classes are….. and i didn't even have the energy to get up the bed.
i went to school anyway, strictly following the every 4-hour medication treatment..even at school.
so, tuesdays for me end at 5:30pm.
again, arrived at the house at 630 then ate dinner… and slept again.
again, no time to prepare. sooo beat up.
wednesday. i wake up..and wait. i don't have any voice. at all. ever greeeeeeeeat. -_-
so i go to school again…. and same routine goes for next 2 days.
thursday afternoon, i start feeling better…. and actually had time to look at what i put in my bag for school…but still. dead beat since tues and thurs… i get off at 530…. and i'm HELLA tired.
so. now friday. yes. break. rest. AMEN.
…oh and did i mention coughing is sooooooooo goddamn annoying? o_0
….at least i have my voice back, right?
PS for all you other Narutards there. …wtf KAKASHI. don't you DARE follow the road of my other fave characters!!! ..and while Kakashi made me..cry…. Haruhi made me smile…no..scratch that. she made me laugh out loud..wahahaha
blink ..the end….
PS. This blog was originally posted on DeviantArt.
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floralbfs · 3 years
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missing the times in elementary school when exam season was my favorite time ever because there was no homework, no stress and just free time
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pan0ramy · 5 years
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a summary of @therealjacksepticeye’s spider-man interview
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saltysaltdog · 2 years
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For those of you confused, Megatron(tfp) isn't chaotic, he's a madlad. He understands societal convention just fine and chooses to subvert it. This does occasionally cause chaos but isn't actually truely chaotic energy. He will absolutely commit to the bit when challenged.
(Note this is not about dnd chaotic, that's different.)
The type of guy who would write his report on plagiarism about how his proffessor failed to give credit to coworkers/assistants and took their ideas.
Also the type of guy who would lie about not peeling oranges before eating them, all because someone made fun of him peeling one with his teeth, get sick from doing so, not see that person for three years, remember the interaction when he saw the person, and do the exact same thing.
Respect.
Shattered glass Megatron would be too powerful for us. Would say, "math is like, soooooo hard for me." With 2 PhDs in it in the background. "I've only memorized the first nine digits of pi, isn't that awful?"
If an idiot pushes push bc they don't think meg knows it, will absolutely double down and go, "oh you know, 1, 2, 3, 4..."
No, location does not matter, would do this as a keynote speaker at space NASA.
Optimus is not chaotic. He's feral. Man doesn't know what the hell applause is. Claps once at the end because everyone else was clapping (Canon rescue bots). He may be partially domesticated but doesn't fully understand basic societal rules.
The type of guy who you'd give an orange to and he'd just say thank you and put it on his shelf because he doesn't know what to do with it. Once you told him it was a fruit he'd be like oh, and bite into it like an apple.
If not immediately corrected just thinks that's the way to eat them. Will politely inform you "Yes. I am enjoying it," because he understands that is polite. Will one day comment about "oranges are really bitter for a fruit. Are they like tomatoes?" And absolutely horrify someone who tries to give him an extra sweet orange. There's a 50/50 chance he instead finds this out by trying to substitute oranges with tomatoes when making pizza sauce and scarring people for life.
Optimus would be asked to go fishing and having only seen bears fishing on tv would try to do that. He would also somehow manage to catch one. Someone: "How did you do that, I haven't even gotten out the poles yet." OP about to give this person a stroke: "poles?"
The occasional brush with being feral is Op's best trait. If you disagree you are wrong.
Now both of these are on the chaotic spectrum, however, what both lack is majorly the "whim" factor. They may have had it once but lack it now. You will not see Optimus go completely unhinged and run after cars on all fours. Megatron will not spontaneously decide to fuck with someone and wear so much glitter he looks like a disco ball only when say, Steve, has the night shift.
This form of chaotic is best displayed by someone walking towards the elevator and noticing the open air balcony right beside it and jumping off that to get down. Your mileage may vary on who is the best example (Rodimus or Smokescreen perhaps?) but whoever it is will still be on one side of the unintentional vs intentional and madlad vs feral chaotic energy.
Optimus is unintentional feral, Megatron is intentional madlad.
Starscream (if you're wondering) is an unintentional madlad. He is the type of person who will sit beside someone start telling them all about his buck wild day, turn to them in the middle of it, "wait, who are you?" Then decide he doesn't care. "Oh, nevermind. So as I was..."
I'm not sure who I would label as intentionally feral, but it would have to be someone who decides the best response to someone saying something they didn't like is to bark at them. Soundwave might I suppose, but he would bounce too close to madlad behaviour. Tentatively I suppose Shockwave would think laying down and staring at the ceiling because he heard surprising news is a reasonable thing to do. But he also explains exactly every horrifying thing he plans on doing to someone because he thinks it will scare them less, which makes him run too close to unintentional feral behaviour.
Now the final sphere is unhinged behaviour.
This is the type of person who when told they have big eyebrows will film themselves shaving them off. The type of person who when you post something they don't like will come to your house and use your pc to delete it. Someone who pays in coins but tips in bills; not a large tip or anything. Just standard. They only have cups in their house, no bowls or plates, they like cups better.
I mean... sure but why? How are these things related?
The most chaos thing to be aligned with but to be truly chaotic is to bounce between all of them.
Anyway I haven't read/watched anything with Vortex in it but that's him. Goodnight everybody!
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redpandahappypanda · 2 years
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I am having a Bad Time.
The kids are on isolation precautions until the first, because their father exposed them to covid.
Because they are not showing any symtoms, and I spent less than five minutes around their father (+ I was masked) I am not required to isolate. But they've been under quarantine since last weekend.
They are Soooooo BORED MOMMA and they're acting out. Branden, similarly, was sent home from work last week and ordered not to return until next Tuesday. So he has been home for the past week as well. He had immediately adjusted his schedule so he wakes up around 1330, and doesn't go to sleep until about 5 the next morning. Coincidently, that night shifter schedule, is not the schedule he is on at work. His job is a day shift position. He has not done one household chore since he's been home. Not without me literally begging or browbeating him for help.
He's taken up smoking again. I wasn't thrilled that he'd gone back to vaping...He had quit for more than a year, but went back to it because it helps him cope with his anxiety while traveling. He isn't traveling anymore...Or so he's been informed. I doubt it, I suspect that his new job will keep him traveling for some time. He says he needs the nicotine, as he can't get it while vaping. Vaping is uncomfortable for him (makes him cough) since he's been sick.
I'm not thrilled. He has been asking me to go buy him cigarettes almost daily. If I tell him no, he guilt trips me into going, "I'm sick, I don't want to leave the house, I don't feel well," He makes every excuse to get me to go run his errands, go buy his cigarettes, get him energy drinks, buy him the one specific soda he drinks and makes me feel GUILTY for not wanting to because he has the job and he makes the money and he supports me and the kids...
But I feel so burnt out. I feel so, so, so taken advantage of. He never watches the kids, never gives me a break, never allows me sleep in. I do ALL the household chores. I pay for the majority of our rent. I pay for our entire national grid bill. I pay my own car and insurance payments. I pay for all of the groceries. I pay for our internet! If I ask him for help, with the kids. or with bills, he treats it like I'm just being lazy; that I'm taking advantage of HIM, because I don't have a job.
I asked him to take care of the kids so I could go down to the library to work on school work without getting interrupted, and he just. Blew me off. Didn't even allow me to finish my request. Tells me to wait to do my work until the kids are in bed, or to put them down for a nap. (Like I can just force my children to go to sleep out of the blue in the middle of the afternoon?)
He promised the other day, to let me sleep in on Sunday, because I went out and bought him his cigarettes again. I asked him tonight if he was still going to do that, because it is VERY late, and the kids wake up at 6, on the dot, every morning. He said, "If I can manage to get up," Meaning, he is going to keep to his habit of staying up until 4:30-5 and "hope he can wake up"
I'm fucking tired.
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x-exo · 3 years
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*slides into your asks with a rose in my mouth* why hello, tis me!
Apologies for the long wait but your favorite long asks anon is here and OOF so much has happened. Let us break it down one by one lol
Monsta x our beans, welp we can officially say we are army wives for them because shownu is now at the military and just welp this feels weird lol. I lowkey forgot he was meant to enlist so when the news came out I went through so many emotions. Its why the latest comeback feels a bit bittersweet to me. It is their BEST for sure and for this year, I agree so to not see him perform right before he left is a bit sad. I don't blame him of course (if anyone does i am fish slapping you) but just a shame. I'm happy we do get content with him still? Seems pre-planned so that is nice!
Onto legends exo, fantastic comeback. I cannot stop listening to the album, its just bops full of bops to me. They broke so many records and I'm over here sipping my tea because fudge yes. It isn't a full member comeback, 2 of the members featured in the comeback are off playing call of duty and they still did THAT. While having lay properly in the comeback!? (Or at least some form, better than tempo era!) Kyungsoo my beloved, the man that can swoon you off your feet, his proper solo album. Omg I am just in love? The album feels like a Playlist that you hear while taking a walk or on a raodtrip? I love it, I just love everything about this with how much thought was given. It makes me feel warm and I'm so proud of him (I think he even got a first win) but sadly xiumin got the it shall not be named virus D: I feel so bad and I can only hope he gets better! It makes me worried because I keep seeing more and more idols getting sick and I can't help but wonder why don't the kpop entertainment just put a pause with stuff? Of course that is VERY unrealistic, I am aware that is naive for me to think but its just so idk how to word it properly (my English brain is not working I am sorry) I cannot help the feeling of while I get people are being safe and yes we need to still live like normal beings, is it worth risking idols health just for some entertainment? Idk how to explain my thoughts properly but maybe I hope I made sense!!
Onto svt! That is perfectly fine to not vibe with a comeback! I will admit, I didn't fully vibe with this comeback and it shocked me because every comeback was a hit to me. Even fear, left and right or homerun where I know many fans were split on, I liked but RTL was a grower. For me, listening to it without watching the mv, helped it alot and it is a song I like. Is it their best? No I don't think so but it is alright to say "hey I didn't bop to this, not my cup of tea" (imo I blame the mv? The mv REALLY didn't do the song justice at all, I am sorry if I sound like a fake fan but this mv Just is bad in all aspects. Sure we have some pretty shots but like it just doesn't fit at all?) So if anything listening to the song or wishing the live performances does it better. Seeing the choreography amps the song up more, cannot go wrong with their dancing. As for the rest of the songs, I admit game boy is my top favorite? Idk if it is because I am a gaming nerd and found all the production of the song so creative but yeah. We can wait for the next comeback! Svt always have something up their sleeves, plus we do have their music projects to look forward too (I wonder when we will get one? Seeing as RTL promotions stopped) some positive news with the boys is they resigned like a year before their contract ends and I'm a bit emotional :') I'm excited to see the boys future projects. We did have caratland recently! Did you watch it if I may ask? We did get in the soop confirmation so I'm excited to watch that, the boys deserve that nice break (even if it was filmed for a show fjsbsns)
Ok I think that is it for kpop updates? XD I do hope life has been treating you kindly! Life has been a bit all over the place sadly so I hope it wasn't like that for you as well! Until next time my bean!
hii!!!! omg sorry for the late reply i've been pretty busy these days 🙈
indeed so much has happened! and much more since you sent this ask omg!!
our shownu is at war *looks into the distance* *wipes away tear* *sighs* by now I got used to enlistment news (see what happens when you stan 2nd and 3rd gen groups) but STILL [[IT HURT]] when they uploaded the monchannel videos of his goodbye day like ????? what kind of twisted mind diuhdfuihdifuhs but the boys were all so cute and soft but they seemed so sad they didn't want to let go of their super leader :(( I hope he's learning lots and making new friends (and also we've got our international super spy yoo kihyun giving us small updates on him every now and then so everything's fine!). Yeah I totally get you it felt empty without him this comeback and at first it didn't really clicked with me but when the enlistment news came out i understood he had to take care of his health and thoroughly check on his eye sight in order to be 100% ready for the military so it made sense he had to be absent :( everything was so close (the comeback and enlistment) that I'm sure there was no other way for doing it I'm pretty sure he couldn't maybe postpone the enlistment day any further
onto exo! my ksoo my soft boi my romantic boi 🥺 his album is so him SO HIM i can't explain it bur it's just HIM you know it's the type of album you'd play on loop on a summer afternoon when you've taken your papers and paints outside in the garden to paint a bit with the warm soft breeze moving the trees lightly 🤧 and he signs in English and SPANISH (he did it for me) my multilingual king he's a native. Also I've been watching Honeymoon Tavern with Jongin these days and OMG i could d word for him really (if you haven's watched it go do it when you have time) he's SO SOFT and SO CUTE and he works as a waiter and a wedding planner and helps with the room preparations and is also a tour guide and he's just so cute so happy al the time the way he interacts with everyone is so 🥺🤧😭 onto more serious stuff now: yeah i was so worried about minseok catching covid omg but i'm glad he went through it with our any major complication and the rest of the boys are safe too! I guess the industry doesn't stop bc that would mean a huge loss of thousands and thousands of dollars/won/etc so as long as the gov doesn't prohibit going out or gathering like at the beginning of the pandemic, they'll keep on going with the idols' schedules otherwise the industry would just shut down having no way of earning money to sustain all the companies and idols.
as for seventeen! yeah i like the songs too! the mv sure ruined rtl and listening to it without watching it has really helped it grow on me more but still it feels kind of meh to me idk i really like anyone i think it's my favourite from the album. AND NOW WE'VE GOT A COMEBACK IN OCTOBER!!!! yayyyyy i can't wait they seem to be preparing very diligently (i hope they release a sexy bop) it's a shame junhao aren't gonna be present for this comeback but i'm soooooo happy they have the opportunity to visit their families again omg they have spent 2 whole years without seeing them in the flesh they must be so happy to get back to them again!!! it's so funny seeing them be bored at the quarantine hotel and doing lives every day duhdfiudhfiuh i hope it passes quickly and they can see their loved ones finally! and I did watch Caratland!! omg the unit switch song was the best thing ever hhu doing lilili yabbay and not being able to stop laughing idfuhdifuhs perf team doing chocolate and owning it????? hello??? performance team more like main vocal team wow! and the vocal team being a complete mess during check in lmaooo i loved it! In The Soop has finally started!!! I love these kind of "normal life" concepts I love seeing the boys being themselves cooking and relaxing I've watched the first and second eps as of today and also few clips from the third and omg mingyu and jeonghan drowning in the pond dfuhidfhidfs lmao they're so dumb i love them 🤣 i'm glad they could go away for a few days and spend time together away from their hectic schedules!
I hope you're well now and if not hang in there it'll all pass soon enough! 🥰💕 bye bye!!
p.s.: I got your request for the svt this or that gifset and i promise i’ll do it one day i just don’t feel like giffing these days dhbduusi i’m out of energy 
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8') Don't tell me they killed the cute sheep-pon lawyer boy. Is he heir oc? Hasnt Spinel suffered enough?
It’s in an alternate universe where Randy and Spinel are older and because Spinel chose Vior over Randy, the sheepony left heartbroken. bit over 10 years later, Spinel finds Randy in a hospital because his liver’s bad from too much drinking, so the unicorn throws a bunch of money at the hospital to get him the best surgical equipment and a not so legally obtained new liver. Turns out Vior and Spinel had a fight 3 years prior and hadn’t been in contact since, and later it’s revealed they’d gotten married and never had a divorce or anything. Spinel more or less forced Randy to be back in his life because ‘you owe me your life’, his desperate attempt to find someone to give his life some kind of meaning (Spinel at that point is much like Bojak Horseman.) He’ll get on drugs, have wild parties, pass out in an alleyway, generally 0 self care and 0 shits given as he’s constantly borderline suicidal
Anyway over time he and Randy re-connect and start to form something special between them, but circumstances with his job and Randy getting pulled in to it causes Spinel so much distress that he feels the world would be better off without him, so he disappears one day with a vague, alarming note. Everyone starts searching for Spinel, and someone calls Vior to ask him to come back and take care of the mess Spinel had made. Spinel starts making calls to those he knows to say final goodbyes, clearly on drugs, but when he calls his business to talk to his secretary, Vior answers instead and it gives him a shock that throws him way off. He hangs up on Vior. He then calls Whistle, not knowing Randy was there with him, and Randy answering gives him another shock which encourages him to talk a bit more, and with Whistle’s advice on what to say, Randy’s able to calm him down enough to admit he needs help, and spinel agrees to call Vior to come get him since he has wings. Vior finds Spinel just on time, overdosed on multiple drugs, and has him taken care of.
This of course leads to conflict as Randy thinks once again Spinel would have Vior over him, but he’s so down on himself that he things it’s better than way and he should just leave. But, Spinel meanwhile, AND Vior both express they want Randy back in their lives and that they are in an open relationship of sorts, they both want to make up the harm they’d done to him in the past. But Randy’s having none of it, insisting it’s wrong and that they’re both better off without him.
Vior then attempts to help Spinel with Polished Dreams by confronting a rather dangerous pony who’s more or less sponsoring his business. Vior made the mistake of making a legal threat to someone VERY powerful in the underground, and they had Vior shot down from the sky as he was flying home.
(Holy shit I’m trying to summarize as best I can and it’s still not remotely the whole story at all, this is also the universe where Blank exists and was manipulating Spinel for a time, and later murdered a Jewel)
Anyway, Spinel is of course alarmed with Vior doesn’t come home, and asks Randy to help him search for him.They eventually find him in the forest near the mountain, missing an entire wing with the other so severely damaged it couldn’t be saved. So Vior wakes up in the hospital no longer having wings any more, and Spinel and Randy stay by his side. But Randy, see, he’s been starting to feel and act sickly, weak, shaking, in pain. Spinel becomes incredibly paranoid, knowing something is wrong but not what because Randy won’t tell him, and he has this sense of dread that he could lose him or Vior at any moment. He tries to talk to Randy again, admitting things with Vior don’t feel the same any more and probably never will, and how much he wanted Randy to be a part of his life, wanted them to be together, but Randy rejects him VERY harshly, slipping out that he’s not worth it because ‘he’s dying’.
JitterbugJive-Today at 2:34 AM
Spinel sniffled, his hooves shaking. "I fucking love him, I swear I do, I'm relieved he's back but at the same time I just-- it was too long and too soon all at once and I still hate him for leaving and we-- you and I-" He looked at Randy with fear in his eyes, ".... there was something there, wasn't there? Is it all gone now...? Is it over...?"
SirDoodTheo-Today at 2:36 AM
Randy looked.. really scared. He held Spinel's hooves tightly, before looking down at the floor. "..... I.. Spinel w- we.. we can't... I c- can't-.." His breath caught in his throat, and he felt like he was practically shaking. "..... i- it's.. t- too late... isn't i- it?"
JitterbugJive-Today at 2:39 AM
His ears pinned back again, Randy's words making his chest tighten in agony. "I don't feel any different...." Spinel said in a voice that was so soft it was almost a whisper. "And I don't want to..."
SirDoodTheo-Today at 2:41 AM
"Sp- Spinel n- no!" He stood up, his forelegs hugging himself as he looked over at Vior's room, and then at the unicorn. "Th- This.. this is wr- wrong! W- We.... we had our ch- chance... a- and it d- didn't work! Y- You're.. you're with him now a- and it's... this isn't right......" He looked completely devastated.. as if he couldn't believe his own words coming out of his mouth. He rubbed his own shoulders, his body still practically trembling as he turned to look away. ".... I'm... n- not going to be around f- for long anyways..... y- you don't w- want this.."
JitterbugJive-Today at 2:49 AM
Spinel started breathing heavier, with an expression that melted in to something Randy had never seen on him before. Utter heartbreak and horror, and that was only at when the ram said 'we had our chance'. It only grew heavier from there, and he was about to protest with everything he had that it wasn't wrong, that it didn't matter but before he could.... Now confusion was added on top of the heartbreak and horror, and he felt his mouth go dry. ".... wh....what....?"
Two huge shocks in a row for Spinel, who’s now both heartbroken and terrified. He asks Randy what he means and Randy explains that he feels off, very sick, that he can tell whatever it is, he’s dying. Spinel asks him why he hasn’t gone to a doctor and the ram rejects the notion because he felt there’s no point and he’s just better off gone. And as Spinel is panicking (he breaks a bathroom mirror) Randy suddenly collapses and starts having trouble breathing.
Spinel of course rushes him to hospital staff, who reveal Randy’s body is rejecting the implanted liver because it’s not a hybrid liver. Randy would need a hybrid of the same blood type, and considering he’s a genetic impossibility the chances of finding someone is near non-existent.
Now see, how we RP is that sometimes we’ll roll on certain factors. And Theo, that asshole, WAS BASICALLY ROLLING ON RANDY’S LIFE, PIECE BY PIECE. And he got a 3 out of 20 when it came to the initial roll to see how bad off he was. Then he rolled on shit like if there’s a donor, and I’m just over here screaming my head off because I had so much planned for this Randy and I don’t want him to die and I feel super connected to Spinel so I wind up feeling a lot of what he’s feeling as its happening.
Just
Just look how awful this bastard is:
JitterbugJive-Today at 3:57 AM
i'm over here like "plz live so i can throw thing at you"
SirDoodTheo-Today at 3:57 AM
ahaha
!roll d20
RPBotBOT-Today at 3:58 AM
@SirDoodTheo rolled 3.
SirDoodTheo-Today at 3:58 AM
PFFT
JitterbugJive-Today at 3:58 AM
SCREAMS
SirDoodTheo-Today at 3:58 AM
XD
oh man
JitterbugJive-Today at 4:00 AM
IF HE DIES I SWEAR TO GOD THERE WILL BE A FUCKING QUEST TO TARTARUS
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:00 AM
Guess we're gonna hafta find ouuuut
it's not gonna be good whatever it is
JitterbugJive-Today at 4:01 AM
-SCREEEEEEEEEEEECH-
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:01 AM
Man I was just gonna be like
"Oh well if it's fine"
"I'll just say he had like.. a panic attack"
-rolls a 3-......"WELP OKAY THEN"
JitterbugJive-Today at 4:02 AM
if it's a shit liver spinel's gonna murder bluebelle
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:48 AM
!roll d20
RPBotBOT-Today at 4:48 AM
@SirDoodTheo rolled 17.
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:49 AM
Hey there we go some good news!
JitterbugJive-Today at 4:50 AM
good news is: There's a hybrid out there that matches
bad news: they still alive and kickin'
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:52 AM
lmao ohno I was just rolling on if Randy would survive the surgery to remove the liver inside him right now
I haven't rolled on the donor yet:3
JitterbugJive-Today at 4:52 AM
you'd need a hell of a roll for that fuuuck
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:52 AM
!roll d20
RPBotBOT-Today at 4:52 AM
@SirDoodTheo rolled 17.
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:52 AM
Okay dokie soooooo
Matching liver
SirDoodTheo-Today at 4:53 AM
but the pony who has it is alive but they're close to death themselves
just a matter of convincing them to give up their own liver
JitterbugJive-Today at 4:53 AM
shrieeek
Aaaand since this post is fucking long enough anyway, have some art from Worst Universe (yeah we call it that for a reason)
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Oh did I mention this is the universe where Spinel’s drug use triggers a disease in his horn that causes him to constantly expel magic unless medicated, without his magic energy replenishing, so ultimately if it keeps going it’ll cause horn necrosis and eventually make him lose all his magic and magical antibodies.
This image here is what he would have looked like if it got to its worst state (Which it hasn’t, thus far it’s been kept on top of and rolls have been good... now it’s all about convincing the head researcher of the disease to go back to researching it and giving the funding needed for it)
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THIS UNIVERSE SUCKS OKAY?
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