lucifer touches sam's soul in s11 and then the fight continues like it's nothing. the brothers talk about dean's experience on the submarine. dean's eyes are wet, he is very much affected by the whole thing he witnessed there. but. what about sam? his trauma is disregarded again. we don't see it on screen how he's coping. we don't see the winchesters talk about it. shame.
Y’all ready for some Dean episodes, cause here’s some Dean episodes! Getting dressed up in his little outfits, getting to know his heroes, and getting a bit too drunk. Not to mention some good ol’ Misha acting masterclass moments! ⚓️
Daryl Season 2: “Hell, I was younger than her when I got lost. Nine days in the woods eating berries and wiping my ass with poison oak. My old man was off on a bender with some waitress. Merle was doing another stint in juvie. Didn’t even know I was gone. I made my way back though.”
Daryl Season 3: “My mom, she liked her wine. She liked to smoke in bed. Virginia Slims. I was playing with the kids in the neighborhood; I could do that with Merle gone. They had bikes. I didn’t. We heard sirens getting louder. They jumped on their bikes. Ran after it, you know? Hoping to see something worth seein’. I ran after them but I couldn’t keep up. Came around the corner I saw my friends lookin’ at me. I saw everybody lookin’ at me. Fire trucks everywhere. People from the neighborhood. It was my house they were there for. That was my mom in bed. Burnt down to nothin’. That was the hard part. She was just gone. Erased. Nothin’ left of her. People said it was better that way. I don’t know. Just made it seem like it wasn’t real, you know?”
“What about when we were kids? Who left who then?”
I didn’t know he--
“Yeah, he did. He did the same to you. That’s why you left first.”
I had to, man. I would have killed him otherwise.
Daryl Season 4: “I never eaten frozen yogurt. Never had a pet pony. Never got nothin’ from Santa Claus! Never relied on anyone for protection before! Hell, I don’t think I ever relied on anyone for anything!”
Daryl Season 5: Finds and takes a book called Treating Survivors of Childhood Abuse
Daryl Season 9: Of all the trusted adults at Hilltop it’s Daryl who Carol asks to look after Henry. He ends up looking after Lydia too.
Daryl Season 10: Of all the trusted adults at Alexandria it’s Daryl who Michonne asks to look after her children while she’s gone.
Daryl Season 11: Working a crappy job so he can make a home for Judith and RJ where they can be safe, have regular meals, access to good healthcare, make friends and get an education. Takes them to the fair. Buys Judith a record player . . . realizes he’s gotta overthrow the government the moment it threatens his and Rosita’s kids.
in 11.14 the vessel sam easily draws this seal behind him without looking to banish lucifer… i think. maybe he practiced it so he’d be ready and able to banish lucifer in any situation