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The thing abt c!Ranboo is his motivation and his actions don’t always align and that is bc of the eternal nature of c!Ranboo as living in a society and Balancing Priorities. He is always self-compromising in its relationships w/ others; more often than not when it agrees to do smth with someone it is doing it not bc it believes in the cause but because it has priorities it needs to mitigate. (Ranboo has not believed in any of the causes put forth by Someone Else in their life the closest they get is the Syndicate and even there it’s only reassured to bc it is reassured it can share opinions)
This starts off wayyyy early with it agreeing to help grief despite not really having a personal reason to do it, and with it collaborating w/ New L’Manberg even through things like the Butcher Army. It consistently does not want to be seen as In Opposition. It works with Tmmy and Techno in large part bc it doesn’t want to come off as opposed 2 them, and bc it has personal investment (+guilt) in Tmmy. Ranboo will literally act like this
- as self preservation
- out of a desire to help+spare the feelings of ppl it doesn’t trust to negotiate with
- especially later, so it can try to mitigate the parties it’s collaborating w/ -- if he’s involved in the effort, he has more traction 2 attempt to mitigate anything terrible it might do (even when most of the time he doesn’t manage to do this)
This is part of why he initially joined th Syndicate and this is why he worked with Wilbur over th course of the burger arc. Some combination of this is also why he works w/ Dream, smth that is frequently overlooked in Ranboo Analysis; Ranboo volitionally[1] collaborates w/ Dream despite, obviously, having a lot of Active Dislike for Dream and what he is doing, out of a combination of a) he would not want 2 frame himself as Opposed To Dream in any interaction w/ Dream, b) he is generally sympathetic and pitying, c) ideological agreement w/ some aspects of Dream’s goals, and d) desire to mitigate/stay close to Dream. Ranboo keeps his friends close and enemies closer 2 some degree
His relationship w/ Tbbo is not an exception to this it is part of the pattern. It’s just one that has much more present, personal, and consistent stakes. Ranboo complies w/ Tbbo the same way he complies w/ the Syndicate when he’s worried they’re threatening, the same way he complies w/ NLM, the same way he complies w/ Wilbur in the burger arc, th same way he complies with Tmmy early on, the same way he complies w/ Dream offscreen. This is a Known Tactic Ranboo pursues; their project is ultimately of survival and compassion and survival and compassion are both things they have to sacrifice to keep
Tbbo is a unique priority to Ranboo almost in the same way all of the aforementioned r slightly different, unique priorities; in Tubbo’s case, Ranboo is extremely invested in keeping Tbbo safe from others and from Tbbo’s own self with a particular fervor for a very long time. I’m not rehashing the entire beeduo meta here but Ranboo does have particular interest and a particular prioritization for Tbbo for a long ass time; arguably post-NLM and thru burger arc, Tbbo is its first priority bc Ranboo loves him and has convinced itself it’s the only one who can fix him and has also mostly-correctly observed that no one has really been looking out for him. Tubbo is an urgent target in Ranboo’s projects of compassion and of survival both
When those stakes r released, tho, in the burger van conversation (the “you weren’t happy before?”) Ranboo no longer has Tbbo at the same priority level irt the project of survival especially, and, despite how guilty and upset it makes them, prioritizes their 5D chess game with Wilbur instead (ironically sacrificing a solid chunk of its project of survival). Its motives @ the end of Ho16 r commonly cited as being abt Tbbo but that’s not entirely what he says and if it was Ranboo HAS the kind of analytical presence of mind to know that it Killing Himself doesn’t help Tbbo as much as it deals with Wilbur
Ho16 is abt Ranboo winning aforesaid 5D chess game; Tbbo is only part of the stakes 4 that and Mitigating Tbbo is no longer Ranboo’s top priority w/ that. Ranboo’s final monologue is more than anything reminiscent of his earlier arguments about sides and collateral. It’s part of the larger project of compassion, and it’s about the distorted version thereof tht comes with Ranboo getting stuck in its head and its machinations, too; like Tbbo is important to Ranboo and the carelessness abt Tbbo is something unacceptable but to claim Ranboo’s motivations revolve around Tubbo specifically is reductive of his other relationships and actual larger ideological motivations
I have a problem w/ framings of this as positive/romantic devotion that amkes Ranboo better or as devotion at all bc repeatedly it is shown it makes him Worse, and is in fact the opposite of devotion it's disingenuous by nature. Ranboo is lying. This is so essential to all of this when Ranboo acts like he is in step with you specifically he is lying you are never guaranteed to be the priority. This is him at his worst, th project of compassion at its most compromised, and it’s a state that they explicitly don’t like. Ranboo does not like compromising itself and when they do that they Get Hurt (NLM and outpost arc having the most confabulation we’ve seen in Ranboo in general, Ranboo hating himself for this, Ranboo complying w/ shit like the experiments, Ranboo in all these environments where he is playing this being Constantly Markedly Afraid)
Even throughout the time period where Tbbo is technically priority #1 Tbbo is still . Priority Number One as opposed to like a genuine devotion. Tbbo having a handle on Ranboo in this way is not devotion it is fear and it is again not a mechanism tht Ranboo Only engages for Tbbo it’s just a mechanism, that again IS BAD FOR RANBOO BOTH IRT MENTAL HEALTH AND MORALITY, that has thru circumstance become one tht Tbbo is best at unintentionally activating. Ranboo Does This When You Are His Project. And When He Had A New Project Aside From His Husband That’s What He Did To Him
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Ranboo does comply with Tubbo in various activities tht he doesn’t believe in but this isn’t ? Unique to Tbbo this is just Ranboo’s general socialmeta+ what allows it to move in the world the way it does
Ranboo cares about Tubbo deeply and this is relevant to his motivations but that’s only one part of his larger motivations
It’s also honestly not great to frame this complianceas romantic or good bc it’s actively smth that Makes Them Worse in multiple senses
It takes out a ton of Ranboo’s decision making and the negative effects thereof
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[1] No, one dumb as fuck line from Dream Of All People in that lame ass excuse for a finale does not negate All The Things In CRanboo’s Story including working w Dream being part of this consistent pattern, Ranboo’s story being abt agency responsibility and decision in such a way tht it is completely undercut by mind ctrl plots, Ranboo’s ideological agreement w Dream on some matters, the alliumduo parallels, and everything we do know abt the enderwalk as a concept and Ranboo how he acts in and out of it
#OKAY HANG ON I wanna edit this again. Read the first draft if u want but I wanna do a once over I decided immediately after posting#I didn't like the tone#NEVER MIND UPDATE 2/19 IAT NIGT EDITED IT AGAIN#OK EDITED ENOUGH anyway#pretend the crosslink to the beeduo meta is red like in an essie pea article.#Anyway yes this is themeta that I tried to edit to not be too much of a direct vague . But thank u to OP in spirit anyway bc I would not#have had the soup 2 write this if I didn't see the post#But yeag. Frankly I think it's disrespectful 2 c!Ranboo's arc 2 claim it revolves around c!Tubbo or that it should#It's heavily affected by Tbbo bc Ranboo Cares Him Saur Much for much of the arc#but to claim tht Ranboo's socialmeta in general is smth that is just for Tbbo and to frame it as like Ranboo doesn't actually believe in his#ideological beliefs they just love one guy#is reductive and very like . Your One True Love Is The Most Important Thing#it fucks w/ their political agency a Lot I think.#people not sides gets discredited so fucking much#Like the personal is political u can't understand cRanb w/o understanding that#I like how I'm not actually tagging thsi I'm just ranting in the tags and not censoring tag names
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what's ur type
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#YAHOOO#i finally finished editing this first scene in the fic lmfao ... so updates will probably be faster in the coming days#also still unsure as to whether I'll draw... the whole fic#it's like 10k words+ so#im still on like page 4 rn I think. out of like. 20.#let me know what u think tho do u guys want this all drawn out cause .. .. it'll take a lil while also i'll definitely still post the fic#ive put too many hours into that bad boy at this point to let it collect dust#and i think u get something different out of reading that than the comic anyway tbh#which is fun !!#ok enough tag essaying thank u all for reading if u did : )#wut#what's ur type#klance#vld#voltron#my art
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Odile patting Molly Epithet Erased on the head, you know why
have two bc i care them
#in stars and time#isat#epithet erased#molly blyndeff#isat odile#I've been trying to draw this for like... 5 days straight....#Thank you for making me obligated to draw this. honestly might not've if it wasnt an ask#anyways ya'll so hear me out. odile mother/grandma figure to molly#Honestly after thinking about it a little more Odile is actually quite different to Calliope based on descriptions alone? but#I think having a Dependable Trustworthy Adult in her life is. She needs it#We don't know a lot about Calliope and idk what parallels odile has with her; but I hope she reminds Molly of her mom at least a little bit#And for Odile's pov? I think she'd really really like Molly#She's more mature than most for her age and she's extremely observant and intelligent. Those are things Odile respect#Cue a dead mom joke though and odile very quickly goes to ''ok there's something wrong with this child''#I don't think I have the idea fleshed out enough in my head to say anything for sure? But Odile and Molly having a Talk about her home life#would be Extremely interesting#Oops! Rambled in tags again! Teehee!#also do you think odile will ask molly for her full name only for molly to hit her with the#''molly wolly doodle all the day blyndeff'' and odile instantly regrets it#validation for bonnie#edit: rearranged tags just in case#day 19#crossover
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so there's this book
#was waiting for the drawings to pile up enough to make a post haha#uhhh. tags#charlie and the chocolate factory#willy wonka#charlie bucket#grandpa joe#mrs teavee#errmm i have thoughts about them ok ?#still figuring out how id like to portray the oompa-loompas :(#anyway this ones for the one person i interacted with precisely one month ago ✌ /silly#oh remembered a tag#charlie and the great glass elevator#👍 ok#eye contact#scopophobia tw#um. quentin blake edition wonka PLEASE call m#who said that#kaart tag#catcf
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hiiii.. 🙃🙃
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 edit#late night sim posting but its ok! who needs sleep anyway....#second sim kinda sorta inspired by cocona from xg except im really bad at making irl people in the sims soo..#anyway not sure if ill get back into posting regularly anytime soon. i have a gp save rn that i play like once a week when i have time#but tbh its so hard for me to have the motivation to play rn but thats just how it is during the school year 🤷♀️#and i might not have that much time in the summer since i miiiiight be studying abroad for a month (idk we'll see..)#will most likely continue lurking for the next few months tho :)#ok jfc enough rambling im going to bed gn sleep tight or have a good day <33
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It’s in your eyes when you’re perfectly sane
It’s in your blood when you can’t bear these heavy thoughts again
an art companion for my annamary fic / mary prequel
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yeah i’m sorry for this (on yt too)
#literally am i ok. no no im not#DEPOLLUTE ME PRETTY BABY SUCK THE ROT RIGHT OUT OF MY BLOODSTREAM#insane enough on its own and then i had to go and think of the shooting#not that i ever stop thinking of the shooting it haunts me day and night#anyways ! hope u like !#buddie#911#911 fox#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 edit#abby is making#my vids
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Dunno if these are to anyone else's taste, but I like how they came out, so here you go: three recolors of Autumn-Rosesims's 4t2 Eco Living Refurbished Dining Chair. The backrest has been retextured with two of Goat's christmas woods and one texture I yoinked off a Holy Simoly table.
Compressed, mesh included, 512x512 textures (like the original).
Credit: @autumn-rosesims, @goatskickin, Holy Simoly, EA
Download: SFS | Mediafire
#s2cc#download: objects#not sure what HS's policy was but they've been gone for long enough that I feel ok with repurposing textures#anyway I really wanted this shape chair with a rattan back#but couldn't find one I thought would be alpha edit friendly#so this was my next solution
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triple threat end card but with the honkai inpact trio. and also bald TT.
#the henry stickmin collection#thsc#honkai impact#bronya zaychik#kiana kaslana#raiden mei#do i tag. the thsc trio for this. i mean they are here as bald as they can be#i guess.#charles calvin#henry stickmin#ellie rose#a-u edit stuff#note that i edited them based on their poses/expressions this does NOT mean bronya = charles or mei = ellie cuz#characters flip around a lot in my edits there is no set standard except for maybe like one lr two characters and even then.#ok anyway i mainly edited this with the honkai trio cuz. they dont interact enough in the story.#like its funny when you think about it but like they separate in the early chapters and only reunite completely in the final arc of part 1.#and i wish there was more. just like how i wish the tt dynamic was more fleshed out#theyre nice and all. just. nothing for me to chew on#ok rant over#i actually am currently redrawing the end cards in the same vein as honkai cgs i jist needed to get this out of my system#i was also highly considering leaving kiana bald. jsut like her great-grandpa^44 kevin.
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#rie posts#sometimes you just gotta make a shitty ass edit with screencaps you've used thousands of times before guys yaknow#anyways i'm fine it's fine#but i cannot for the LIFE of me find the source of the damn quote so as soon as i do that will be credited but for right now know that it i#a) not my quote#b) scrapbooked here#and c) will hopefully be found shortly#anyways the i call the vibe of this edit 'kind of drunk at your fiancees parents house at two in the afternoon on thanksgiving'#ok that's enough talking i hope y'all like it i love you all and also happy joe toye day this is my contribution okay bye#band of brothers#hbo war#luztoye#george luz#joe toye#joe toye day#<- very official tag!
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Arlaen and the Raven Queen, making a choice
#my art#unprepared casters#tightrope#The background IS the Raven Queen's hair#it blends into the nothing-void space they're in#Arlaen's horn is the same color as her cutie mark cause its her divinity#she may or may not have some tiny baby wings hidden under that scarf too but who knows. maybe she put it on there as a way to not know eith#anyway. raven wings as big ole wings and some raven-sized raven wings instead of ears. for the vibes#ALSO. BONE MASK. TOOK ME FOREVER.#horse skulls have a WEIRD nose and it took me so long to figure out how to a) do it and b) do it in a stylized way that worked with mlp#my version of it at least#i did some fun stuff with like texturing too. wanted to it to feel like there were threads and a weave in the air. which i kinda did.#very abstractly#ALSO edited my stripey brush so i think ill be using that more#ok enough tags time to turn off my brain
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hi.
Do you all know that one idle animation in totk where Link's borrowed hand just kinda…forms a fist all on its own n he looks down at it like 🤨 n shakes it a little bit?
i just thought…like. what if it happens at a more unfortunate time. what if hes holding something.
(no worries tho, hes got like 50 more apples in his bag)
the sketch with a text that didnt make it in the final cut:
link @ rauru, probably,
#loz link#loz totk#tears of the kingdom#the legend of zelda#totk link#kunst huli#DID you know u can edit tags now. the ONLY good update lately#anyway i had so much fun drawing his face#the sparkles and joy n wonder in his eyes when looking at food#anyway i have. so many thoughts. and i hope i will have enough art power to draw some of those.#but anyway link is the most gnc legend ever#and i love his weird little smart ass. short king (gender neutral)#AUGH WAIT. i wanted to move his ears between panels but i forgor. 💀#just imagine it in ur head ok#thanks
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BEHOLD,
them <3
AU where Saiki’s powers never come back and he lets himself be silly and a little bit in love (with the most annoying man ever) ((Nendo’s only thoughts on the matter are, ‘boy pretty, must hold’))
#i know this is a rarepair but cmon.... look at them..#i wont hear any nendo slander on this post he is PRETTY and HANDSOME and KIND and he deserves love#i love ships that are like.. size difference but the big scary looking one is a sweetheart and so so soft#and the little cute one is a weapon of mass destruction#saiki; knowing full well nendo isnt strong enough to hold him back: hold me back#nendo; seeing an opportunity to hug his boyfriend: :D ok#whichever dumbass was stupid enough to insult nendo where saiki could hear (probably toritsuka): [is annihilated swiftly and without mercy]#anyway#i love them a normal amount#nendo i am so normal about u#nendo posting#nensai#nendo riki#nendou riki#saiki kusuo#saiki kusuo no ψ nan#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki k#edited to add some close ups :)
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fanon kim practically working as harry's psychologist vs canon kim who sighs and says something along the lines of 'it is what it is' when harry's literally having a mental breakdown. the delusionism...... that man doesn't know how to comfort people, stop making him this 'talking about your feelings' person.
#disco elysium#ok this is literally the last post i need to sleep now.#it's so annoying i love kim he's such a fun character but why do you all portray him as some kind of angel#let him be a constipated man in peace.#plus if he was expressive like that he wouldn't fit his macho cool persona he always portrays#you people are weird.#al.txt#edit: i was more concerned about his characterisation which often flanctuates between 'he's an angel who helps harry in anyway possible'#vs 'he's an unemotional human being and doesn't care about harry at all'#he does! he does care about harry! i just think he doesn't do this in a 'let's talk about our feelings' way.#he is always very uncomfortable with it but he does soften up! he sees that harry is capable of so much and he stands beside him#the swings scene. him taking care of harry after tribunal. him suggesting harry to sleep in the island#u know. nfjdjdhd#i decided to make this unreblogable because it kinda started to annoy me and i think i wasn't clear enough in the post#but i seriously don't think kim is unemotional. its jokes...
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What if mold simply doesn't know how to human?
Let's say there're 3 types of the infected:
- molded (mold completely overtakes the body)
- controlled by Evie (e.g. Jack, Marguerite and Mia)
- conscious (e.g. Lucas and Ethan)
As it was stated in the game, mold is very defensive.
Take Lucas' case for example. He already feels threatened, unloved and unhappy. Mold simply takes on these emotions and also amplifies the already existing mental illness, leading to extremely violent behaviour.
In Ethan's case, he doesn't feel unsafe. Therefore, mold doesn't act up during the break between re7 and re8.
If we talk about Jack, Marguerite and Mia, their violent behaviour is caused by Eveline. Evie's case is similar to Lucas'. She was deprived of family and love since birth, which obviously made her traumatized and unhappy. Mold inside her tried to compensate this unhappiness by protecting Evie from everyone who tries to harm her and also by giving her comfort in creating a new family for her. However, Evie doesn't know what family should be or feel like. Her frustration activates mold's defensive mechanisms, which leads to violent behaviour in Mia and the Bakers.
In addition, mold itself might have trouble grasping the concept of humanity. After infection, it acquires all of its host's memories, but it struggles to properly execute human behaviour. This might also be the reason for exaggerated facial expressions seen in the Bakers (especially Lucas). Mold is trying to figure out emotions, affection, love and human connection, but fails miserably.
#I don't know about Zoe tho#we don't get much info on how mold affected her#like she was still controlled by Eveline but managed to resist her somehow??#girl must be so fuckin mentally stable lmao#and as for re8 since we also encounter mold there.... I DON'T KNOW:D#re8 mold and cadou seems like some sexy monster virus or sth#miranda and her monster fetishes ig? dunno (no judging)#anyway it's just a silly little theory from silly little me who likes making up scientific explanations for fantasy creatures:)#mb i will come up with an addition to this theory explaining re8 and cadou#but for now my brain capacity can only take so much#resident evil 7#re7#lucas baker#jack baker#marguerite baker#eveline re7#ethan winters#re7 biohazard#mia winters#edit: ok ig i figured out sth about the lords#they were infected for decades#mb they learnt to control their cadou and simply lost their mind over time#can't blame them miranda is a bitch and makes people crazy#ik it's a lot more complicated than this and miranda has her own inner demons but I don't like her enough to overanalyze her character 😬
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rereading my fics is like a constant cycle of being like "teehee that was funny. oh god that line was cringe. hehe that was funny. wait why did i say that 😑. hehe. wait i forgot about that part. hang on didnt i plan to write xyz into this why did i never get to that. teehee that was funny-"
#anyway im rereading the latest chapter i had for the kalim thing to refresh my mind kfsdjfklsd i gotta revisit my notes#which are. within this sketchbook sojfdlksjf idk why i wrote them in there instead of just in a doc lololol#but god yea i forgot a lot already that happened in the latest chapter bc theres was some stuff i think i hd to add/figure out#as i was writing it outside of the chapter planning lolol#not a lot but enough that i was like HMM. fjdsklfjdskl good thing it is right here for my own. memory.#there are alos a lot of spacing errors and a typo so im editing them rn =_=#ive had a general outline for how the whole thing would go / roughly a few things i might want for the last few chapters#but ough i really am in the no man's land rn this latter part is less planned than the first part LOL#so uh. we'll see how it goes. but it's ok if it sucks it's my first multi chapter fic im not counting on perfection!!!#either way i will do my best. to make it enjoyable i hope sdlkjfklsdjf#ppl in the comments: wow im interested to see how this turns out#me shaking kalim by the shoulders: me too. whats going on. sdjklfjsdkfljsklfjsdkl
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