#MISSE D U ALL
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⤹ Was i wrong? 𝄞₊ ⊹
˖ ִֶָ 𝄞 Part 1
6 years gone, and he’s not reaching. Maybe because NAGI SEISHIRO knows you’re not there for him anymore.
Yet, a part of him just wished you stayed, and waited— It was selfish, he was selfish.
The night was drawn loose, the sound of cocktails clinking together, the colorful lights that reflected on your skin, the same one that was casting a warm glow over the crowded space. As the night progressed, the music grew louder. Variety of old friends watching and sipping on their drinks, while others mingled and made conversation over the noise.
Nagi Seishiro…was pretty much, Nagi Seishiro. He wasn’t the type to attend reunion parties. Unless, Reo dragged him along. Such a hassle. He’d think to himself, poor guy just wanted his passport renewed. Why else would he come back to Japan?
His perspective changed, not the instant he saw you—but when he saw you. God, in that a dress that complimented your features. He wanted to hide forever, somewhere out of your sight. He knew he was out of your sight anyways. The way you entertained the other guests, you’d smile the same way you did around him. God, you’re frustrating and he’s frustrated… over his own mistakes.
And he didn’t know he was showing his frustration, not until Reo saw the frown tugging on the side of his lips, he knew he had to do something.
Grabbing Nagi by the arm, dragging him across the entire dance floor. Not to see any other girl, not to pick up any other sponsors. He knew Nagi wanted to see you.
And there he was, next to you. While Reo was nagging about God knows who to you. While you stood there, unacknowledging the white-haired egoist beside him. He’s not one for worship. But he’d worship the floor you stand on.
And when another girl catches Reo’s eye he’d make an excuse up to leave, nudging Nagi by his shoulder shoulder before he whispered under his breath.
“don’t mess this up.” And he knew he wouldn’t.
Nagi knew it wasn’t easy, an apology is never easy for him. It’s not like his games where he has dialogues he can choose from, and you’re magically back into his arms. He knew he had to work for it, and he did so.
“Hey.” The white-haired man spoke, before he fell silent— letting it linger in the air despite the crowded room and loud music. The world around the two of you seemed to volume down.”
“...hey.” You replied shortly after. You know you’ve moved on; it can’t be any more awkward than this. Yet, a part of you misses him and wishes he goes away before things get worst.
He wasn’t the type to express things verbally, how he missed you, or how he was practically on the verge of insanity and how your absence leaves a hole in his heart.
And it was an itching feeling, something he wanted to throw away when he was at the UK.
Eventually, he realized the obvious. Nagi Seishiro was in love with you.
“..sorry.” he managed to mumble out, and before you knew it. His eyes were on the ground, he avoided your gaze. He felt vulnerable, his eyes filled with longing. His eyes filled with the thrill of what he’s feeling for you.
Your eyes widened in surprise, did the foreign country actually teach him actual human decency? Where was the egoist you were friends with.
“’ts fine, it was a long time ago.” You left me, I hated you. You brushed it off with your signature smile, ‘y’r so so pretty.’ He’d think to himself, ‘Prettier than the day he left you.’
But he wouldn’t budge with your response, the smile didn’t put him at ease at all. “not okay.” He murmured, pulling you in for an awkwardly initiated hug.
Sorry for not saying anything, for ending on bad terms. Sorry for… The world wasn’t forgiving. You were what he called home, and he hasn’t been home for awhile.
His thoughts were cut shortly, with the muffled sobbing on his shoulder. He didn’t want you to cry, he’s missed you too much to see that right now.
“..was my apology that bad?”
“God, Seishiro you are so stupid.” You replied in a mock hurt tone, although there were tears falling down to your cheek, you couldn’t help but smile.
And it took him a while, a long while but he got his feelings out, ranging from why he didn’t tell you to his unplanned confession.
“I hope we can try again.” He suggested, voice laced with uncertainty. He’d always consider your feelings, It’s different from the egoist on the field. He’d love you right this time, he wanted to see you smile again.
“of course, we can.”
Maybe Manshine’s genius needed his passport renewed some other time.
aide memoire; this was inspired by my ex sort of haha lowls, it's bad i know pls bare w me my assessments are coming soon. I hope u guys like it!! reqss r very much welcome anyways. i dont bite:3
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#bllk fluff#bllk x reader#bllk x you#blue lock#bllk#blue lock fluff#blue lock x reader#seishiro nagi x reader#nagi x reader#seishiro nagi#nagi seishiro#blue lock x you#blue lock x y/n#nagi seishiro x reader#nagi seishiro x you#POOKIES IM FINALLY DONE#MISSE D U ALL#blue lock angst
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#hi this doodle post is an excuse for me to monologue in the tags#ive been making a lot of quick posts for the sake of daily posts on instagram and at first i liked how much art i was making but now i wish#i could slow down and expirememnt more.??? i also miss drawing mother3.so bad but i literally cant make good mother3 art unless im VIOLENTLY#depressed so idk what ti d o... i want to draw i want to havr fun making drawing i want to draw The Character btu im not at my lowest point#alsoo feeling a bit of a weird disconnect between myself and my art style rn.. like it doesnt match my personality if that makes sende😭#my art is so cute and im The Devil#anyway if u read all that thx i just wanted to say all this shit somehwere
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happy mochizuki monday, have a little doodle i made based on a convention i went to this past weekend :)
#persona 3#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#lizzy does art#as u can see i went as ryoji. because he's my favorite guy and i love to represent him.#but also i kind of regret it because oof. ima be real guys#ryoji mochizuki would not survive hawaii weather AT ALL it was like 27c 💀#anyway i was very thrilled to see that someone went and cosplayed minato...!#i have to say it was. so funny taking a picture with them and then making a drawing based on it because like#im an ant. as you can see. like. minato being taller than ryoji is lowkey cursed#i also saw sumi with joker (metaverse fit) + some guy wearing the yasogami high uniform...#there wasn't that much persona (as in three. there was plenty of five) but i did get a nice print of sees :D#and i got to walk around artist alley with some of my friends which made me really happy!! i love friend shrimp....#i wish i got to spend more time there but oof the heat got me beat 💀#but seriously though i cant stress enough how nice it was to spend time with friends i think hanging out with people is so swag...#i hope everyone can make positive and fun memories with people they care about :) happy mochizuki monday!!#i think about ryoji and minato 24/7 and i cant wait to draw them more again u have no idea how much i missed them...#they make drawing so fun for me they're the most guys ever <3
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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins
Lowkey i ate with rhis actually no i didn't i ate wirh rhat ENDER EYE Why is it so rendered Hello
IGNORW RHEIR UGLY UGLY DESIGNS This was before they switched to their iconic Skins past e didn't know......
#loosely based off of this old thing it's under the Cut#origins smp#beeduo#beeduo fanart#idk what other tags to put i cant put C because this isn't C this is O..... but like do people even check those tags idk#actually no im scared i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals i dont want to interfere with their character ecosystem i was#only there for the first one😅#i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY#DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM#IR EAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE thats all i remmeber ANF ALSO RNE can i call you senpaaiiii bit thay shit h#ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its#been wayyyyyyy too long#BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise#bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop#yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really#wanted to share ok i love you bge#WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED#RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like#water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT#ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I#VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB#OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be#Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON#SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub#lic had to say.... ok Now bye
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every now and then we must remember Jon would rip statements out of ppl, thats like sooooooo👌it's an important fact for us, dark Jon enjoyers. He should've fed more. He should've gotten a bit insane. Have fun. Fun times w Mr jon. Well deserved thriving. Keep beloved Mr sims healthy as a horse. Eating his veggies. A treat. Dessert forever for jon. Who cares if ppl relived their trauma, my boy was hungry. Poor guy was in a coma, he deserves a snack. Plenty snacks. As many as the chikibeibi desires. Enrichment for his environment. Keep him strong. Helen traps ppl in her corridors and puts Jon inside as well, so he can play hide and seek and slurp statements when he finds people. Like a fun little maze for your cute little Archivist. Entertainment, keep him busy.
#ime falhihn aslweep im son tired ktutdgdf kill rme rn#I WOULDVE KILLED FOR MORE TAPES W JON TAKING STATEMENTS OUTTA PPL SCREAMS#i miss him so bad....jon#nadie como el jon. literal. nadie se compara.#nadien ajdjaj#tma#txt#toy viendo doble lmaoo#dark jon i miss u#i miss u monster jon. but not like soft uwu wholesome monster jon but#actual fucked up monster jon. gettin all happy and not givig. a shit. thriving#AAAAAA HAVE I. HAVE I DRAWN FUCKED UP MONSTER JON#i have. i think. but too human like. must....must make monstruous fucked up jon...evil jon....#iba a decir the archives fucked up pet pero siento q no lo estaria diciendo d una manera normal y cuerda JAJA#thid is all nonsesne i cant focus
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AUNTIEEEEEEE
HIIIII HUNNN!!!! OMG HOW R UUU!!! I saw ur prev asks tysm :'D sry I couldn't get to them!! I hope ur doing so well ahh!! :D
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Let’s see here- an abusive, narcissistic prick who manipulates women and has a clear red raging bull design but the fandom calls him a “fucken goatman” regardless?
At the very least Adam was so homophobic that, in a roundabout way, he became the number one Bumbleby truther (“I will make it my mission to destroy everything you love, starting with her”, “WHAT DOES SHE EVEN SEE IN YOU?!”, etc etc), the fuck does Montyass got going fer him???
#also blake and ada are both bisexuals wh got manipulated and hurt by these two respective dipshits but ada got NOTHING on miss bellabooty#ada girl please i understand this is a realistic deciption of someone suck in a cycle of abuse#that as a victim of hostility you are drawn to all that u know and willing to take in any scrap of positive attention u can no matrer how fa#-fake whoops tag limit#BUT GIRLY PLEASE GET UP GET UPPP U CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER LIKE#LIKE YEAH I UNDERSTAND WHERE UR COMING FROM AND HOW U JUST HAD A HUGE MENTAL BREAKDOWN#AND HOW ANNABEL MADE IT WORSE BUT SAYING NO ONE IS GONNA TAKE U SERIOUSLY AND MONTYASS CAPITALIZED ON THIS#BY SEEMINGLY TAKING U SERIOUSLY AND NOW UR UNDER HIS SPELL#BUT HOLY FUCK!!! ARE U MAKING BAD CHOICES RN!!!#meanwhile Blake’s arc of growth past her trauma of domestic abuse and learning to trust others and love herself#the chef’s arent kissing bro this is cHEF’s W E D D I N G#rwby#bumbleby#blake belladonna#nevermore webtoon#ada nevermore#no i wont tag the ship name fuck that noise stay out stay out sTAY OUTTTT‼️‼️‼️
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chenyu vale ost release tmrw ! ! ! ( ྀི๑ ˃̵͈́ ˂̵͈̀ ) 🍵
#𓈒 ۫ 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮 𐂯 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼 ₊⠀ೀ#the qiaoying village + yilong wharf themes must be in m top 10 of all genshin osts mhm mhm#so peaceful n calming . . js being in chenyu vale takes all the stress away even if for only a brief moment < 3#deffies m favie sub - region in genshie :3 ! ! tea fields forever !#also hiiiie ! goob afternoon ! ! i missed u ! ! ! 🥺 ( has only been gone a few days n then again wasnt rllie ‘ gone ‘ )#im sorrie for not interacting ﾉ texting back ﾉ answering asks . . i hope u were able 2 enjoy all d q’d posts of haithie ! ! hehe#but i will b back for realz supes soon !#tmrw is a rllie big day 4 coco so . . pwz send mi all ur fighting spirit !#so that i cn be like this fellow -> ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ ! ! ♡
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HOLY SPAGHETTI I ALMOST FORGOT ALICE LIDDELL'S BIRTHDAY TODAY--
Here she is,.. My sweet beloved girl <333 (rushed drawing)
#I CANT FORGET MY DEAR GIRL'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!#happy birthday alice liddell :D#artwork#fanart#alice in wonderland#alices adventures in wonderland#do u all miss me lol i didnt felt like posting more on tumblr.#im dead again
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PEARL
#splatoon 3#pearl i missed u so much#side order dlc i love u alreafyyyyyyyy#im still sad we have no marina in the trailers but we did see her in the concert so :D#we also got a projection of marina and pearl in the side order specific trailer#my mom is so excited for it its so funny to me#she doesnt play splatoon dhe just watches me sometime#but she comes home from work all happy and counts down how many days till release :)
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what's this? another friend has arrived, this one a pretty kitty! they'd like to know who some of your favorite bloggers are!
ok this one is going to not be comprehensive at all but I went and listed all of my mutuals and it looked like a massive wall of text so I picked out the people I interact with the most BUT I LOVE U ALL DEARLY
jo @tinynap, salty @toxicsapolo, blaze @sapnapgirlie, rey @vadergf, alexia @gogystyle, milky @honkkarl, phoenix @honktales, liv, @everybodywhamwham, aria @100blocks, cello @princeandreis, jenna @badboyslaylo, lucas @axolotldrevm, friday @georgeeehd, sally @gogienotfound, nick @dwttv, iny @sapybara, bella @calamitydaze and jules @gogtopia are some of my fav people to chat with, they're some of my oldest mutuals and I love them loads ^_^
and ofc I can't forget about my gnf and punz mains bc we are all holding hands ace @gnfcatcowboy, em @georgelore, basch @speedrunnercrafting, kit @kaustic, @rivalsjoy, leigh ann @prettygnf, miffy @gogciety, sage @powergnf, nyx @hashtagdnf, riv @gogchat, and claire @choconotfound <333
also my lovely dnf and general dteam posters, y'all make the dash such a fun place :D veri @tinamybeloved, celestial @sweetcelestialdreams, @georgenotfoundeyebags, rosie @ouchgnf, charlie @primeboysbffs, mandragora @minecraftdog, mar @patchesjam, nov @suenitos, cam @tooshisms, teana @patchesbeanie, kaya @dreamiara, meme @dnfblr, skeasy @dnfed, cliff @709-404, and lee @dreamhot!!
special shoutout to the two people who always entertain and level with me about my valo esports insaneisms @dnfingtons and @churchprime u guys are the real ones bc we all managed to flip over sen swapping marved and tenz on the roster today at different times LMAOOO
finally I don't think I can tag everyone here but everyone who I didn't mention above but I absolutely love seeing y'alls' art, fics, edits, gifs, or clips—you guys carry us whenever the boys are inactive and even moreso when they are active <33 ty for all u guys do -> demonstars, catsinstem, stonersap, respiteresponse, curoopeez, mahikamihan, traidyy, amethystcove, nervouswaltz, ourillusions, ourwaterfalls, sappymix1, yellumina, selvish, gologie, orkidays, fooshogie, milktea-green, carpedzem, tinogie, nonoqy, xomoosexo, urlwasfound, foolishhappy, bastardbvby, dreambaited
#sorry this is so long I FEEL BAD I PROBABLY MISSED SO MANY PEOPLE TOO D:#I just genuinely love everyone around here v much u guys make it fun to be here even when it's kind of hellish u are all wonderful#also shoutout to loyal simplepotatofarmer/tiredfoxtf u guys are awesome I forgor in the original post dfgkljhskj#and my anons and geoguessr buds I love u guys all loads <3333#lyss answers#anon tag
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Cba finishing and colouring this sketch but I love noelle and mika's dynamic, hoyoverse was so right about this one
#Xingqiu wants to bully them but they're so cringe already he can't#they take him too sincerely#i just hc that the whole time they were actually making xingqiu feel cringed out#mondstatians are all inherently cringe bc their archon is the archon of cringe#I was so moved to see Xingqiu and Chongyun chatting w Diona after the lovely day out tho#xingqiu missed chongyun all day but chongyun was busy becoming the coolest big bro in the universe rip bro#also I really want to draw that 'chongyun u dark horse! ;D u rly came to play ;)' moment lmfao#bro you missed passionate yun#art#fanart#sketch#genshin impact#mika#noelle#xingqiu
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How’s everyone feelin tonight
#not counting#I understand u all#I miss him SO much. this is agonizing I need to see him#But I also don’t want D*sney’s grubby paws on him :((
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Just saw a post that irked me that started off by saying Aziraphale has never suffered and as someone with religious trauma and who grew up in an emotionally neglectful and chronically invalidating envrionment I want to be the first to say that suffering is not defined by rigid standards and that there's a reason neglect and manipulation are classed as forms of abuse. I didn't finish reading the post because I got really angry seeing it so I apologize if I missed context by choosing not to engage further but I just want to make it abundantly clear that suffering and abuse are not black and white concepts, and just because someone is in a space that tries to paint themselves as good doesn't mean that they are good (I mean, seriously, if you haven't learned that from this show then idk if you've even watched it), and just because someone is unable to see that their situation is abusive does not mean that they aren't suffering (and in fact people saying that reeeeally smell of "if they were abusive why didnt you just leave?" Vibes)
#d speaks#sorry for the rant#that post just really upset me#and seeing replies that were all like 'i hope aziraphale suffers next season so he knows what its like' actually made me feel sick#again i apologize if I was missing context to that post bc i didn't have the spoons to click the readmore#and I read the replies bc i hoped someone was disagreeing but no such luck#but it just really hurts to see ppl undermining emotional neglect/abuse and religious trauma like that#just bc az doesn't have the ability to see it quite as clearly#like are yall forgetting the time heaven tried to burn him in hellfire?#or the constant repetition of 'you will fail and if u question us we'll kick u out'?#oh or what about the time the angels physically assaulted him for standing up for earth?#or the way he EXPLICITLY told gabriel that he was horribly cruel before losing his memory#like just bc az made a choice u understandably dont like doesnt mean u can use it to invalidate his trauma#(and by extension the trauma of ppl who relate to him who have experienced the same shit)
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the way this was the last new image featuring daimeggle th o u g h
#and no the evolved dai 5☆ image doesn’t count bc it was shown in the hw day stream to promote the event lmao#the daizo image doesn’t count bc. i. s o b s daizoooooooooooooooooooo i miss my crackship of all timeeeeee#the latest iv image was from the ramen double date a n d yuirio were last seen in sukiuso#s o bs daimeggle w h e r e pls free them i miss themmmmmmm#though. i say this as a dai stan b u t. um. my favourite ft4 ship is actually meguyui. lmao. im sorry for being a fake (star) fan#i just think meguyui are really funny together. that’s all~~~~~~~#but man. m a n. being sicks is suffering™️ there hasn’t been any brand new ft4 content in over a y e a r.#the way people on ft4 twt keep the fanbase alive is p lit tbh.#auauauaaaaaaa i wanna go to this jp con that’s happening tmr sooo bad. some ft4 twt artists have made an ft4 calendar for next year and i!!!#i hope i can proxy it over via booth after it’s over thoughhh. but man. it seems like there’s gonna be quite a few ft4 djs at that con…#and. like. ✨needs✨ tbh. im grasping at straws for content here#. i think this is a sign that i need more sleep. yeah. maybe there’ll be new dai content when i wake up. maybe…#‘dai’ly shitpost of the day#omg hi tagging system how nice of you to remember my dai tag—
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leave karina be my baby pls mwah
if that’s the case then pls leave jaeyun and be my lover sweetheart 🫶🏼
#r we flirting rn#u don’t need to do all this u already have me wrapped around ur finger#ily and i missed u so so so much pls#asks & responses <3#ᓭི༏ᓯྀ‧₊˚ — ♡ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.#i love u#:D !!! <3#— kayzie ! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
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