Don’t waste your time in anger, regrets, worries, and grudges. Life is too short to be unhappy. (Roy T. Bennett)

I've learn to let go of the illusion that my life could be any different. It may not have been what I planned for myself, yet I am more aware now of the fact that life doesn't goes as planned and it is ok! You just pick yourself up and keep moving forward. I know that can be very hard to do with our illnesses and diseases, yet we are here for a purpose. Someone else could be in your exact shoes. I've chosen to share my story and I am feeling through it, working through and facing through it with dignity, gratitude, compassion and authenticity of myself. It feels good to let go! New decade, new ideas and new ways to continue to fight! Keep fighting!!

Ana 🦓💖💪🏾♿

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Last year at this time, I was talking to the boy who I'd soon fall in love with, and still am in love with, we'll call him C. I hungout with one of my friends and ended up losing my virginity to him, and we'll call him J. I was so careless, I didn't even think about how much it would hurt C. But it always haunted our relationship. In November, he cheated on me in hopes to even it out. I would do anything to take it back. It pains me everyday to know that this was my fault.