I love Greg, but if I was Tom I would have teared the bitch to pieces with my teeth if I saw him having a ball of a time with the fascists, after having agreed to go to prison for him. He did the same thing with boar on the floor and the proposal of a business open relationship afterwards. Which in retrospect is very fucking crazy. Dude had to stand in an empty pool and got pissed on, but still didn't talk because of a little 'pls 🥺' only for Greg to break-up and blackmail him. Love them, fr.

JASJAKSJAKJSAS yeah i'll be honest that hurt me too.

it's kind of crazy the way that greg reacted then compared to now and you make a good point - twice tom makes these big proposals of love and twice it's kind of thrown back in his face. this is something he's used to so it makes sense that he goes off and pelts bottles at greg. you can kind of understand tom, LOL.

but he keeps pursuing him! like a lovesick little bitch! it's so..... A. there are probably multiple reasons why greg reacts the way he does to tom at the start; 1. he thinks that's the way this world works having observed the family acting that way [tom even praises him for the blackmail, in the end greg is mostly satisfied with being treated better and respected and being given a sense of belonging. tom knows just how to seduce him right back in] 2. he's not sure, like i was when i first watched boar on the floor, just how long these kinds of gestures could and would last so he doesn't take it quite so seriously hence trying to leave after [also up to that point tom had been uh. pretty mean to him!! and he gravitates towards niceness, it's only then i guess that he managed to pluck up the courage to ask to leave bc tom had this sudden burst of kindness and greg felt like he could leave without getting Killed lol.] 3. he's just being selfish - he takes these gestures and runs with them, esp the getting out of jail free card. he's like, oh thanks! then thoughtlessly celebrates his freedom with a bunch of. dudes. anyway.

BUT THEN LATE S3-4?????!?! WTF HAPPENED HASKJASAS this bitch was like minnesotan dick got me acting unwise. "prove it" shut the hell up slut!!! tom can't even react properly cuz he's like HUH?????? i thought you didn't even like me back!!!!! and it's just so fucking fun bc it pairs up very nicely with how much tom acts like a schoolboy around greg. these mfs be acting like high school idiots and it's so entertaining. it's like i said somewhere else on a post; one of them will take steps forward while the other steps back. the nero sporus scene was greg's "oh!" moment, i think. that was the moment he was like, oh wait, this is for real? bc ever since then he's been glued to tom's side and in the latest s4 episodes been singing his song like hey hi i'm greg of tom, i'm tom's mistress, how is everybody, hi mr president did you know i love that country boy. also i am here. like he mentioned himself second!! not exactly a huge thing like botf, but it's still a gesture! just a shame tom wasn't there to see it; maybe it'll be addressed in some way in the finale or he'll bear witness to greg doing the same thing for him in kind and we'll either get a break up as a response [touche greg] or... not?? which!!!!! A but i'm kind of expecting something within the former range. but i don't think it'll be an easy decision for tom and tbh, i'll take that. it at least means greg is important to him.

something happened between s3 and 4; they became friends, the trust grew, they must have spent a lot of time together. the disgusting brothers [which atp could just be them fucking each other and calling it disgusting bc they're fucking dumb and internally homophobic] bullshit, which sounds like something some idiot frat bros would come up with. "DIGUSTIBUS" GREG U WANNA FUCK THAT SENIOR CITIZEN SO BAD IT MAKES U LOOK STUPID. like. we had tom acting like that, now it's greg's turn. the scales tipped the other way and now tom is like. whadda hell... he likes it for sure we can see it here and there. but he's taking the step back now. i just think that's interesting!

ANYWAY SORRY I MADE THIS INTO A HUGE POST LOL but the point is. i also love them fr and tom should've [redacted] whenever greg was a little unappreciative asshole.

ellie i NEED to know your thoughts on halsin from bg3 like! i don't even go here, i haven't played it yet, but god damn 👀 i'd say i want to know him biblically but there's nothing holy about what's going to happen when i finally get the game and find his ass. alexa, play slut him out by baby tate

PFSHEBEUDDNNEEJ BABE WE R IN SYNC........tbh I've been workin on a halsin fic that one of my besties suggested but i keep getting so many ideas for it i haven't finished any of them LOL but u are so right.....it is a marathon to grasp the bear's heart but once u do its OVER for us hoes......

(cws: halsin sexy scenes spoilers, m on gn oral, size kink but make it a lil spicy)

Actually I'm glad you asked bc one thing I can't get off my mind is how he goes down on you so hard, like.....he's canonically packing and I can't think of anything but that Halsin's the type to eat you out every time because he's a horndog, but also because he doesn't want to hurt you and he wants to make sure you can take him 👉👈 he strikes me as the kind of guy to make time for it even if you're just sneaking away for a quickie or something like that, and while it seems like it's a (albeit very hot) cautionary measure, you very quickly find out that he's just in love with listening to you gasp, feeling your hands in his hair, your thighs squeezing round his head, and that the taste of you is like an addiction he can't just shake off. Besides, the first time he does it while you're standing over him, and the idea of him using his size to his advantage to just sit your whole weight on his face.........prrrrr. He can prop your back up against a tree and nuzzle his nose right up against your sweet spot, and when your toes frantically scrape the ground trying to lift some of your weight off, Halsin just grabs each thigh and raises you a little higher so you can't reach--you just sink further down on his tongue, exactly where he wants you to be. The only way you can move is to hump his face when you're just trying to shift your hips, but at the mercy of his strength keeping you off the ground everything you do just turns both of you on more. If he had a moment to speak he'd reassure you there's nothing to worry about, that he's not going to break his neck and there's no way you could hurt him.....but that would involve him stopping before he's finished his meal, and he can't help being ravenous around you.

Although to be honest, even though Halsin genuinely doesn't want to hurt you and loves the act of preparation, I don't think he'd necessarily be opposed to it. There might be a point where there's just nothing more you can do; you might be a virgin, or inexperienced, or just too tight that he knows it's going to hurt at least a little bit when he slides in. Not that he'd want to break you, and in fact I think he would dial up the gentleness and reassurances by 100% if you were truly anxious over it. But there's part of him that likes knowing he's making his mark on you. It turns him on when you look up at him knowing you're going to be left walking with a limp, and yet encourage him to make it a noticeable one as you wiggle down on his lap with fervor in your eyes. He's a druid, he knows how to heal, so he can smooth over those small injuries with relative ease if they do pose a problem--but how hot would it be to watch you struggle to take him, your breathing hot and laboured yet determined as you pull him closer? The clawing down his back as you whine about him stretching you out, making it burn, but you won't let him pull out more than an inch? How you hiss and grunt each time that protruding, prominent vein down his shaft catches when he thrusts back in, only to clench down on it hard when he warns you he's about to cum? Halsin doesn't mind you having a quiet vendetta against his cock for ruining you, especially not since you'll let his tongue make it up for all that abuse on your poor, soft holes. The tears and your smeared makeup will make way for kisses soon enough, and he'll wash you clean in the cold river until the water runs clear, and you'll be working from a fresh slate. And he can do it alllllll over again, again, again, until either one of you taps out--or you have to pause your adventure for a day or two of bed rest, of course.

Sorry if this is a repeat thought, I think when I earlier attempted to share my internet went out, so it’s a 50/50 chance it either sent or didn’t…

Anywho!! I absolutely adore your mermay! Roach design!! The colours really remind me of how betta fish (or really any fish) when stressed or Ill lose colour. It gives this idea that Roach has a bad past and like, possibly after being with Ghost for a bit, he’d grow to be more vibrant in colour! Bright reds and blues, and just absolutely gorgeous.

Anywho, sorry if it had sent beforehand- but even so- I absolutely lover your art and your style! Keep up the amazing work you’ve produced and make sure to care for yourself!!<33

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IT DIDNT and I’m so sad bc if it did I would have drawn this before work took a hold of me but now that I have some time and energy to spare, i can finally share this lovely thought + the art that i just HAD to draw from it bc it’s literally so cute and lovely and oughhgoughhouheueueueu pretty roach pretty eueeughgoughgheueu

mer!sugu watching you transfer a bug to a leaf so it wouldn't drown in the waves of sea water, just thinking about how you're too sweet for this world. too nice, too sweet, too eager to help others, even to the smallest of creatures you find by the beach. he can't help but feel irritated.

not at you.

never you.

but your tendency to pick up strays like suguru doomed it all from the start. he couldn't help but fall in love when you helped him and chose to stay. he couldn't help but fall deeper in love every time your eyebrows furrow with worry when he's even the slightest bit hurt. or every time you smile when he seemed content.

it feels so good to be happy, but christ it hurts to think that he'll always outlive you. he'll always live with the fact that he'll inevitably lose you someday.

so whether he leaves or he stays, it'll hurt anyway. no matter how sweet your love is, and how tender the moments you spend with one another are.

he hates that.

[got the thought from rafayel [love and deepspace] my other pretty purple fish man ...i couldn't resist with the angst my bad-]

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 ANONNNNNNN ……..

when i saw this in my inbox i kinda had to take a breather … i have no idea what i did to deserve such talented anons ??? like genuinely ???? everyday i wake up and one of u dropped the most heartwrenching beautiful concepts i’ve ever read and then i’m just expected to continue on w my day like nothing happened smh ……..

AAAA JUST . this concept !!!! T_T anon!!!!! it’s so dear to me and def in line for what i think the main theme of this au is which is just … kindness? the meaning of little everyday acts of mercy??? and u just described it so so well i can’t handle it…. reader being so kind and happy to take in strays, even at their own detriment…. mer!sugu who can’t help but be charmed by it even though he thinks you should be a little more selfish :((… and the emphasis that he could never be angry at you, he’s just angry at the world and your circumstances…..

“your tendency to pick up strays like suguru doomed it all from the start” anon the way you phrased this is turning my heart to mush :((((( he can’t help but fall for you and that dooms you both. sob.

it feels so good to be happy, but christ it hurts to think that he'll always outlive you. he'll always live with the fact that he'll inevitably lose you someday. so whether he leaves or he stays, it'll hurt anyway. no matter how sweet your love is, and how tender the moments you spend with one another are. he hates that.

and don’t even get me started on this 😔😔 this aspect of their dynamic makes me so sad bc i don’t think reader ever thinks about it (or even knows that merfolk live way longer), but suguru does and it’s just this bittersweetness that he keeps to himself… that makes his chest hurt more than he’d prefer…. sighhh. T—T the thought of mer!sugu loving you forever and cherishing your memory even after you’ve passed makes me so sad….. but it’s also such a beautiful aspect of this au :’3 he won’t always have you with him which only makes those tiny moments of kindness and happiness between you more important!!

so i think deep down he’s really glad that you’re you, even when he has to share a home with all the abandoned kittens you brought back <3333

your posts about gator have my brain marbles rattling around:

i think there’s something to be said about restraint for him,, in conjunction with kneeling.

im not sure if its the religiosity of kneeling as a way to give penance for an act but also kneeling as a way of submission and giving thanks, especially in certain branches of christianity.

i think when he’d finally meet his sweetheart, and they’d want to take care of him, i think he’d like to kneel.

kneeling between their legs, or at their feet, head down, hands folded gently in his lap. i think there, in a kneeling position, would be such a sweet, healing spot for a boy that would do anything to be good.

i have no doubt in my mind he’d get quiet, go soft and plead with his love, hands still folded, feet going numb from sitting back on his heels. he’d beg for something in his mouth, for something more to shut his brain off.

i just think: there is something to be said about kneeling.

(i don’t have an emoji or maybe need one im just a lurker<3 love your content)

anon... im... fucking ... bleeding out my eyes over this

im kneeling at the alter and looking up at the stained glass over this

im locking myself in a cage and rattling the bars

how lucky i am, actually, to receive a gift like this. to get to read this and have it addressed to me

its honestly beautiful i dunno what to add

“i think there, in a kneeling position, would be such a sweet, healing spot for a boy that would do anything to be good.” like ??? are you kidding me????

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i think for him i like to imagine the religiosity is not lost. its very much part of it for him. i like to imagine the submission is too. i think there’s penance and love and offering and freedom in it for him. to give himself over like that. to submit but with his heart, in a way that feels good, in a way that says i love you, says please, says hold me and use me and let me be as i am for you. its beautiful. 

so i think with his sweetheart he would love to kneel.

but i think as well, for him, it’s about choice. it’s his choice to kneel, wanting to submit. it’s his offering of grace and devotion. the choice he made, to be with and to love his sweetheart, it’s his and his alone. i think that makes it awe-inspiring for him. that makes his heart open and all the needs he’s ever kept inside spill out, let’s him ask to be good. he’ll do anything and knows his love will let him, will take care of him, will give him the rules to be good and stick to them, never expecting anything more and gator never wanting to give anything but his best. 

i think sometimes his love might ring before they’re home, ask if he wants to be sweet tonight, greet them at the door? and gator gets a flash of fuzzy excitement. he’ll say yes, say please, say thank you. he’ll keep checking the time, and when it’s close he goes by the door and he kneels. waiting patiently for his sweetheart to return. when he finally hears the keys in the door he sits up straighter, hands folded neatly, waiting, waiting. and his love will coo, will say thank you, say how good he is, how pretty he looks and gator will preen.

a soft touch over his hair, his face, over his lips, and his scars. and gator will whimper, he’ll whine and moan and be so happy to have his sweetheart back, back here with him again, so he can be a good boy for them. down in his knees for his love. 

pleading so nicely, using his words, asking for what he wants. he just wants to be good, be held, make them feel good. but wants to be fuzzy, sink deeper. he’d ask so sweetly for fingers in his mouth, maybe three, maybe four. pushed to the back. he wants to gag. wants to feel full, all theirs, just theirs.

wants permission to lay his head on his loves thigh, fingers over his hair and face again, feel their soft skin against his cheek, smell their skin and their body and get to think about nothing at all. 

he’d move from the door to the couch, then to the bed, kneeling each time. doing as instructed, his sweetheart guiding the way, telling him when to raise off his heels, let the blood flow, when to sink back down, looks so pretty on the floor.

always using his words when asked, whining when he can't string them together the right way anymore, too fuzzy, his mind too lost in space, just the way he likes it on nights like these. he whines for more, whimpering because he always gets enough, knows he always will. moans loud and wanton and lost in the dripping essence that his love leaves all over, doused gators skin and bones and sinew and soul - the sweet honey of these moments together, bathed in and branded onto him forever.  

i think you are very smart :)

getting this ask was very sweet and wholesome until i went to dinner with friends & was amazed at the extreme ninja skills of our waiter who kept refilling my water when i wasn't looking because it would always be higher even when i thought it would be lower after drinking some... and when dinner ended i realized that my water's ice cubes have diminished both in stature & quantity.... and then i realized my water had ice cubes and ice cubes have water and when an ice cube's solid water form melts, it turns back into normal water; therefore, replenishing my water over time without human intervention

Hey! I noticed your post about picking up a bunch of vintage cross stitch patterns and digitizing them. Even if you don’t get around to digitizing those, is there a specific site/resource guide you know of where these sorts of patterns are regularly uploaded?

I’m starting a huge cross stitch project rn and am looking for patterns of particular subjects so I’m curious about the best places to look for digitized patterns :3. Thank you!

Very tragically I am not the best person to ask about this :(

I mostly use a combo of this site for fonts and this site for freehanding designs

if anyone has any tips or sites to suggest please please comment/reblog

SMOOOCHES!!! ଘ(✿˵•́ ᴗ •̀˵)

Hii my love!! I hope you’re recovering well from all of the angst I’ve sent (im sorry!! I didnt mean to make you cry I give you lots of tissue). I know I’m always filling up your inbox but here’s a small fluffy brainrot I had !!

So we all know little Zandy is quite a young clone. Which unfortunately for him, means he sometimes needs to be “babysat” and looked after. Sure you can babysit him but you’re too weak to be taking care of him all the time and making sure he’s not committing war crimes…as the experiments he likes to do tend to be bloody and quite loud, which isn’t good for your health as you’re quite overly sensitive to loud sounds and you can’t handle blood that well. (Mainly due to you always having to get your blood drawn, you’ve become more sensitive to seeing it around you) so that leaves you out of the question for who can babysit him. But, whenever you’re not available, the other clones are (unfortunately to them) tasked with taking care of the little goblin!

All the clones have at least once in their lifetime taken care of him, and they all hate it since they would rather be working on their research than taking care of him. So most of the time they usually let him do his own thing while they work. But, a funny scenario where Omega is tasked with taking care of Zandy (Alpha) and he’s busy with research as usual. Is that he just gives the little kid his usual ruin guard plush, and tapes his small body up on the laboratory’s wall. Allowing him to stay safe and be a non distraction. 😭

But I hope you enjoy this tiny brainrot and having n amazing day/night! I’m sorry for the angst that I had been sending so I thought to send in some tiny fluff to make u feel a little better! ill wipe your tears for u dw! ><

-from your dear boo boo 🎐 anon! ໒꒰ྀི ◞ ◟꒱ྀིა

*cries happily* Thank you for wiping my tears 🎐 anon, ily. AND DONT APOLOGIZE I love seeing you in my inbox!

It’s really funny whenever you see a clone “babysitting” Zandy. Funny because he’s so extremely smart compared to an average kid but he’s hella mischievous and likes to cause trouble and then blame it on the other clones. You still adore the little boy but sometimes his presence can get overwhelming! He is still a mini Dottore after all. The only time you can watch him is when he’s tired after all his chaos and ready for your bedtime stories. 

The clones have bets with each other to pass the responsibility of watching Zandy to someone else. No one wants to deal with him 💀 They usually just let him exist but sometimes he gets out of hand (and has blown some stuff up before)… And not Omega putting Zandy in time out 😭 It works until Omega turns his back and ten minutes later he realizes the kid broke free and hell is ensuing in the other parts of the lab. The clones don't need to sleep but even they feel they could knock out for a few days after that.

i had a little flufferfluff idea (ft. My obsession with lightcones and Dan Heng x Reader)

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Lightcone - Home

He’s never found a home. The place he once called home is not anymore. She’s never found a home. The place she once called home is lost to time.

As they gaze upon the stars together, from the safety of the train… “Don’t worry. We’ll always find refuge amongst the stars.”

He knows. This is home.

(Props to those who get my reference. Hint: the dialogue)

ANYWAYS SOF I LOVE YOUR WRITINGG😍😍😍😍

ANON THIS IS SOOO GOOD !!! this 100% feels like it could be a lightcone. and i get ur transformers reference hehe :3

idk if this was a request but i could def see a fic based off this too 🥺 dan heng struggles at first with feeling like he has no home or place to belong but eventually he knows the astral express is his home. and maybe the crew finds reader during like a mission— dan heng notices ur lost and scared … it’d be cool if u were like part of some organization in ur home planet but during wars or colonization idk LMAO ur planet is destroyed. ur one of the few survivors bc u were on a business trip idk come back and everythjng is gone.. u have no where to turn to now and eventually the express picks u up <3 and then we trauma bond with dan heng !! HDKALXKKA

your bart is literally revolutionary. he’s the best thing ever. it is finals week and 2 am and i am exhausted i’m sorry i can’t wax poetic but know he made immensely happy on a very shitty day thank you so much.

WAWAHSHHQHAHSIS OMG THANK YOUU THATS SO SWEET and youre welcome idk who u are anon but hey i hope your exam week goes well!!

Please take care also get some rest after its over!!

for the mean time here’s a small bart ^^

hiii <3 i've been digging through your blog a bit recently and i noticed that you've got a new tag (you got your good thing) yay exciting! it's such an interesting collection of things in there so i was wondering would you mind explaining it? if it's no trouble of course! love u <3

Ooh of course!!! "You got your good thing" is a lyric from in heaven by david lynch off of the eraserhead soundtrack and as the title suggests is my tag for heaven but i dont really like the biblical idea of heaven (tldr is that it doesnt make sense to me because an eternal life spent living in blinged-out mansions off of milk and honey sounds awful, also revelations 21:4 isnt reassuring it just sounds like emotional control lol) so im reconstructing it thru images on tumblr dot com ..... in my mind it functions more as an archive for all the things ppl loved/enjoyed but lost or threw away so someplace filled with everything from candy wrappers and cigarette butts to beloved childhood toys. The proportions are a bit weird because the angels are recreating places from human memory and while out perceptions laid over this world make sense theyre very strange out of context (if u scroll down my blog a bit theres a post abt relational reality for more on that) so its all got a very fantastical alice in wonderland-esque feel to it ...... theres a certain clinicality to it too bc the angels havent figured out emotion yet but despite all of that it is a lovely place. And to quote the song in heaven everything is fine <3

hey gayboy it’s eclipse* today how we feeling

(*the actual real life eclipse)

SO THRILLED !!!!! I was taking a nap and I literally told my mom to wake me up to see it AND I DID YIPPEEEEE!!!!!! Its so yas cool :3

just want to pop in and say your writing is so absolutely fabulous and amazing and paints such a picture! you capture the characters so well especially when interacting with the reader or other characters. seriously so good i could read your fics over and over again and not get bored :)

you can't come into my inbox and say such sweet things on anon because now i'm literally planning our wedding. i'm thinking spring btw

idk if you're the right person to ask but i haven't been on tumblr in ages and i've lost track of some ppl who i used to follow that i think you followed too? i think their urls were ginger something and dream something, do you know who i'm talking about or am i thinking of the wrong person

Hi anon!

Maybe you’re thinking of @genderless-ginger and @faeriedreams ?

Even if you’re not thinking of them they’re both cool and you should follow them anyway :)

Lovely Ari,

What do you think of this dynamic?

Prissy, prickly, grumpy Reader x Suguru? Bonus points if Reader is a little nerd who speaks like a Thesaurus and quotes Sartre without realising it.

AMAZING PERFECT INCREDIBLE LITERALLY UNBEATABLE TBH???????????? anon i am so so SO weak for this dynamic…… when it comes to sugu i think my favorite readers for him are either silly or grumpy :33 i just think it’d be so cute!! and reader being a little nerd is also so sweet…..

i genuinely think suguru would find it so endearing. it’d definitely be a slowburn but i think that’s how he prefers it anyway!! and he’s nothing if not a man who enjoys a good challenge 😤 so at first i think he’d just be really sweet and patient with a grumpy little reader, hoping they’ll eventually warm up to him… the process is enjoyable for him.

buuuuut once he falls for them….. and once they’re in a relationship……. he somehow gets even sweeter. he’d be so perfect for this kind of reader bc again!! he’s just so so patient :((( even if you get all hissy and prickly he just gives you a sweet smile and maybe some space. or a kiss to throw you off <33 i picture all grumpy readers as easily flustered tbh so he would just thrive off of teasing you…. thinks it’s so cute when you get all embarrassed. T_T he’s perfect!! sugu would make a grumpy reader feel so safe and comfortable… to the point where they aren’t nearly as hissy around him as they are with others. and that would just be.. suguru’s favorite thing ever??? the idea of being your safe space. the only person who can calm you down. i think he wants to be that so badly!! it makes him feel so cherished :33

.. also tbh . i think…. cult leader!geto would eat this up……….. like any kind of sugu would love it but i picture him specifically as unbelievably smitten and endlessly patient and maybe a bit of a masochist so it’s just really funny to me. imagine reader being all >:c bc he had to cancel their date to do Cult Things and he’s behind them like ^_^ …. apologizing and stuff but he just thinks you’re so cute. the Cutest. worships the ground you walk on. doesn’t mind if you curse him out bc he knows you’ll soften up eventually and that melts his heart down to the marrow. he loves it when you’re grumpy and a little mean and he loves it even more when you suddenly get shy and crave his attention. (he makes me feel ill actually)

Mason girls actually serve amazing content😭 like gifs/edits, and not to mention writer 💀 like some of fics are truly so good I read them even tho I hate Chelsea

yes! very true! those r truly talented individuals with such creativity that has zero bounds. i don't read the writing tho, im not into those kinda tings but ik they do work hard 🙏🏿

love ppl who gif. i heart gifers. you're all amazing. mwah