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sunsetschloe · 6 months
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It’s honestly heartbreaking to see how each of the characters accept their fate with total resignation. No questions, no doubts, no hope for survival, just pure acceptance. To be taught that your only purpose in life is to donate your organs so real humans could continue living defeats any meaning in life. They are born, they grow up, and they die, like any other living being does, but their lack of purpose in their future makes them so different to us. None of them worry about their future careers, nor their future spouses, or even their future at all. It’s all predetermined, and all they have to do is keep themselves alive and healthy so they can be used. They do have a better life than some humans currently living on this planet, but they’re also deprived of chances of ever being able to work for a better life. They’re stuck in this life forever, and their only escape is death. Maybe that’s why they embrace their completion without fear: they never had hope for a future from the start. 
Something I’ve been pondering about is what I would’ve done if I were in their situation. Would I have spent my entire existence trying to escape this predetermined fate, or would I accept it and move into other things in life. Perhaps it’s not escaping fate that matters the most, because the end will come no matter what we do, and we’ll all complete someday. Perhaps being like Kathy and Ruth and Tommy and all these characters, who accepted their fate and chose to continue making memories and experiencing the wonders of this world, would satisfy our hopes and dreams, because all that’s left in the end are the memories, isn’t it? 
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andrew3garfield · 2 years
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NEVER LET ME GO (2010)
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sincericida · 2 years
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Andrew Garfield and Carey Mulligan in scene from "Never Let Me Go" (2010, dir Mark Romanek)
So beautiful, delicate and poetic excerpt... but, this movie destroyed me in so many ways... It's so unfair. 🥺
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mrkeatingsblazer · 8 months
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Rereading never let me go and I just despise Ruth
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ten-of-imps · 4 months
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Kathy H. is really observant, detailed oriented and aware of her own inner sensations, which I guess does support at least high Si function. She's typed Isfj but that was maybe 10 years ago if not more.
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dyingdreamgirl · 1 year
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oh my god i just finished reading never let me go and now i feel so weird...i get way too attached to characters in the books i’m reading. like why do i feel like i know kathy h? like i was right there with her. ishiguro’s writing felt so personal!!! also now i feel like i have to go see if the movie is as good!!
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scifipinups · 1 month
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Carey Mulligan Never Let Me Go (2010)
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tomatette · 7 months
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Never Let Me Go (2010)
I wanted to do the whole scene, but ... it's so sad, and I don't want to bring myself down any more than necessary. So can we just pretend these five are having a fun outing, being dorky and eating sausage, egg and chips for the first time? Yes, let's pretend that. Thank you.
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tolstoys-nemesis · 11 months
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(KATHY/)RUTH SHITPOSTS — NEVER LET ME GO (2010)
someone be insane over these two with me please
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minotaurmutual · 21 days
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The future is a benevolent black hole.
Sagittarius A* / Kathy Acker, Pussy, King of the Pirates / Outer Wilds (2020) / Is There a God-Shaped Hole at the Heart of Mathematics? / Drain for overflowing water at Sambuco Dam, Lavizzara Valley / ? / Thomasin Frances, Hole Theory (15/10/2022) / Bryan’s Ground, a public garden in Herefordshire on the Welsh border. / odd, weird, strange and unusual / Mark Z. Danielewski, House of Leaves / Evil (2019-2014) / Judas H., Overflowing With Empty / Illustration of the Annular Eclipse of 1836 from “A fourteen weeks course in descriptive astronomy”, Joel Dorman Steele (1836-1886) / @imdad_barbhuyan on Instagram / The moon’s Copernicus crater. Through magic glasses. 1890. / Kaveh Akbar / Dune (2021) / Yousif M. Qasmiyeh, The Camp is a Bait for Time / Darina Muravjeva, Hole / Hilde Heynen in Heterotopia and the City / x / Leonard Cohen, Beautiful Losers / x /  Louise Glück, from Descending Figure / Anne Carson, Eros the Bittersweet: An Essay. / Caitlyn Siehl, What We Buried; from “A Letter To Love” / Lara de Moor, Orb (2014) / Sam Sax, Pig / The National - Wake Up Your Saints / Aleksander Rostov / Sanna Wani, from “Princess Mononoke (1997)”, My Grief, the Sun / Gregory Orr, [i want to go back] / Thomas Ott / ? / Judas H., Overflowing With Empty / James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room / Massive sinkhole swallows house in Florida / Edna St Vincent Millay, in Letters (1952) /Silent Hill 4 (2004) / @/vren-diagram / Anne Boyer, What Resembles the Grave But Isn’t / Law of Holes / Scarlet Hollow (2021) / Lucy Dacus - Cartwheel
(part one)
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too-antigonish · 9 days
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Interviews...are not his favorite
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Evans is pretty good at ducking out of questions he'd prefer not to answer—and honestly his patience with unbelievably annoying or intrusive questions is far better than mine would be.
But early on there were some tiny moments snark worthy of Morse himself...
Excerpt from a 2014 TV Choice interview:
Will you change anything for the second series? Shaun Evans: I’m going to do it completely in drag! Or knitwear!
Excerpt from a 2007 interview by Laura Davis for the Liverpool Daily Post about Sparkle:
Davis: And plans for the future? Evans: “I’m going to finish my dinner.
He is, however, very capable of being endearing as well:
From S9 Masterpiece Theater interview:
MASTERPIECE: Looking back, Kathy B. wants to know, “Out of all the seasons of Endeavour, what hairstyle and wardrobe did you like best?” SHAUN EVANS: I liked the boldness of the one where I had the mustache. [Laughs] Yeah, and even when I look back, I think that’s a bold choice. I like that one. And to have continued it for the whole season! What I love is that it was never mentioned. I mean, no one goes, “Dude, what’s that on your lip?” You just ride with it. That was one of my favorite ones.
From S8 Masterpiece Theater interview:
MASTERPIECE: Kim H. asks a fun question: “If you met Endeavour at a party, would you see yourself being friends?” SHAUN EVANS: Yeah, because I would have enormous sympathy for him. So even though he may think me quite shallow and a bit ridiculous, I would pursue him until we became mates. I would hound him, so that he had someone to chat to, and I would be a total [pain in the neck], following him all the time. “Hey, dude! Come on, don’t be on your own. Let’s go for a drink!”
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sincericida · 1 year
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It’s time for sad films hour: "Never Let Me Go" (2010, dir Mark Romanek)
This movie destroys me in a few different ways...
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POWER POLYCULE MASTERPOST
people asked and i shall deliver!! here are our brackets - i plan to update each one with the link after they're posted, but do keep an eye on the #powerpolyculeshowdown tag in case im unavailable to do so until later, please!
Also reminder they're programmed to be posted 1min apart from each other, so from 1:00pm to 1:10pm (EST)
Round 1
part 1 (finished)
Tulio/Miguel/Chel (Road to El Dorado) x Yoo/Han/Kim (Omniscient Reader) Winners: Tulio/Miguel/Chel
Mane 6 (My Little Pony) x Sasha/Anne/Marcy (Amphibia) Winners: Sasha/Anne/Marcy
Rey/Finn/Poe (Star Wars) x The Doctor/Rose/Jack Harkness (Doctor Who) Winners: The Doctor/Rose/Jack
Cosmo/Kathy/Don (Singing in the Rain) x Ferris/Sloane/Cameron (Ferris Bueller’s Day Off) Winners: Cosmo/Kathy/Don
Dave/Jade/Karkat (Homestuck) x Sora/Riku/Kairi (Kingdom Hearts) Winners: Sora/Riku/Kairi
Amaryllis/Sir Damien/Lord Arum (Penumbra Podcast) x Arthur/Guinevere/Lancelot (High Noon Over Camelot - The Mechanisms) Winners: Amaryllis/Sir Damien/Lord Arum
Wu Zetian/Li Shimin/Gao Yizhi (Iron Widow) x Sadie Kane/Walt Stone/Anubis (The Kane Chronicles) Winners: Wu Zetian/Li Shimin/Gao Yizhi
Star Allies (Kirby Star Allies) x All 1008 Pokémon (Pokémon) Winners: All 1008 Pokémon
Hardison/Parker/Elliot (Leverage) x Geralt/Jaskier/Yennefer (The Witcher) Winners: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Suki/Sokka/Zuko (ATLA) x Sonic/Knuckles/Shadow (Sonic) Winners: Suki/Sokka/Zuko
Sweet/Cap’n/K_K (Deltarune) x Shiver/Frye/Big Man (Splatoon 3) Winners: Sweet/Cap'n/K_K
part 2 (finished)
Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy (Scooby Doo) x Luka/Adrien/Kagami/Marinette (Miraculous Ladybug) Winners: Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy
Wonder Woman/Superman/Batman (DC Comics) x Megaera/Zagreus/Thanatos (Hades) Winners: Megaera/Zagreus/Thanatos
Dekubowl (My Hero Academia) x Jolyne/Ermes/Foo Fighters (Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure) Winners: Jolyne/Ermes/Foo Fighters
Bocchi/Nijika/Ryo/Kita (Bocchi the Rock) x Tsukasa/Emu/Nene/Rui (Project Sekai) Winners: Tsukasa/Emu/Nene/Rui
Trevor/Sypha/Alucard/Greta (Castlevania) x Heizou/Kazuha/Scaramouche (Genshin Impact) Winners: Trevor/Sypha/Alucard/Greta
Rachel/Chloe/Max (Life is Strange) x Quanxi/Tsugihagi/Pingtsi/Long/Cosmo (Chainsaw Man) Winners: Rachel/Chloe/Max
McCoy/Spock/Kirk (Star Trek) x Frodo/Sam/Rosie (Lord of the Rings) Winners: McCoy/Spock/Kirk
Cassandra/Rapunzel/Flynn (Tangled Series) x Vivi/Lewis/Arthur (Mystery Skulls Animated) Winners: Cassandra/Rapunzel/Flynn
Aizo/Yujiro/Hiyori (HoneyWorks) x Panchito/Donald/José (The Three Caballeros) Winners: Panchito/Donald/José
Catra/Adora/Glimmer/Bow (She-Ra and The Princesses of Power) x Amethyst/Peridot/Lapis (Steven Universe) Winners: Catra/Adora/Glimmer/Bow
Bucky/Steve/Peggy/Angie (Marvel) x Hunter/Willow/Luz/Amity (The Owl House) Winners: Hunter/Willow/Luz/Amity
Round 2 (finished)
Tulio/Miguel/Chel (Road to El Dorado) x Cosmo/Kathy/Don (Singing in the Rain) Winners: Tulio/Miguel/Chel
Sasha/Anne/Marcy (Amphibia) x Hardison/Parker/Eliot (Leverage) Winners: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
The Doctor/Rose/Jack Harkness (Doctor Who) x McCoy/Spock/Kirk (Star Trek) Winners: The Doctor/Rose/Jack Harkness
Sora/Riku/Kairi (Kingdom Hearts) x Amaryllis/Sir Damien/Lord Arum (Penumbra Podcast) Winners: Amaryllis/Sir Damien/Lord Arum
Wu Zetian/Li Shimin/Gao Yizhi (Iron Widow) x Sweet/Cap’n/K_K (Deltarune) Tie!! Both move on!
Suki/Sokka/Zuko (Avatar: TLA) x Megaera/Zagreus/Thanatos (Hades) Winners: Suki/Sokka/Zuko
Fred/Dephne/Velma/Shaggy (Scooby Doo) x All 1008 Pokémon (Pokémon) Winners: Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy
Jolyne/Ermes/Foo Fighters (Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure) x Tsukasa/Emu/Nene/Rui (Project Sekai) Winners: Jolyne/Ermes/Foo Fighters
Trevor/Sypha/Alucard/Greta (Castlevania) x Panchito/Donald/José (The Three Caballeros) Winners: Panchito/Donald/José
Cassandra/Rapunzel/Flynn (Tangled Series) x Rachel/Chloe/Max (Life is Strange) Winners: Cassandra/Rapunzel/Flynn
Catra/Adora/Glimmer/Bow (She-Ra and The Princesses of Power) x Hunter/Willow/Luz/Amity (The Owl House) Winners: Catra/Adora/Glimmer/Bow
Round 3 (finished)
Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy (Scooby Doo) x Cassandra/Rapunzel/Flynn (Tangled the Series) Winners: Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy
The Doctor/Rose/Jack (Doctor Who) x Hardison/Parker/Eliot (Leverage) Winners: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Catra/Adora/Glimmer/Bow (She Ra) x Suki/Sokka/Zuko (Avatar: TLA) Winners: Suki/Sokka/Zuko
Panchito/Donald/José (The Three Caballeros) x Wu Zetian/Li Shimin/Gao Yizhi (Iron Widow) Winners: Panchito/Donald/José
Sweet/Cap’n/K_K (Deltarune) x Sora/Riku/Kairi (Kingdom Hearts) Winners: Sweet/Cap'n/K_K
Jolyne/Ermes/Foo Fighters (Jojo) x Tulio/Miguel/Cher (Road to El Dorado) Winners: Tulio/Miguel/Cher
Revival
Round 1 (finished)
Poll 1 Winners: The Doctor/Jack/Rose
Poll 2 Winners: Sasha/Anne/Marcy
Poll 3 Winners: Geralt/Yennefer/Jaskier
Poll 4 Winners: Yoo/Han/Kim
Round 2 (finshed)
Yoo Joonghyuk/Han Sooyoung/Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint) x The Doctor/Rose Tyler/Jack Harkness (Doctor Who) x Sasha/Anne/Marcy (Amphibia) x Geralt/Yennefer/Jaskier (The Witcher) Winners: Yoo/Han/Kim (ORV) and Doctor/Jack/Rose (DW)
Round 4 - Quarterfinals (finished)
Tulio/Miguel/Cher (Road to El Dorado) x Yoo Jonghyuk/Han Sooyoung/Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint)  Winners: Yoo Jonghyuk/Han Sooyoung/Kim Dokja
Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy (Scooby Doo) x The Doctor/Rose Tyler/Jack Harkness (Doctor Who) Winners: Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy
Sweet/Cap'n/Cakes (Deltarune) x Panchito/Donald/José (Three Caballeros) Winners: Sweet/Cap'n/K_K
Hardison/Parker/Eliot (Leverage) x Suki/Sokka/Zuko (Avatar) Winners: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Round 5 - Semifinals (finished)
Sweet/Cap'n/K_K (Deltarune) x Yoo Jonghyuk/Han Sooyoung/Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint) Winners: Yoo/Han/Kim
Hardison/Parker/Eliot (Leverage) x Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy (Scooby Doo) Winners: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Round 6 (March 8th 2pm EST)
Finals!
Hardison/Parker/Eliot (Leverage) x Yoo Jonghyuk/Han Sooyoung/Kim Dokja (Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint) Winners: Hardison/Parker/Eliot
Third place!
Sweet/Cap'n/K_K (Deltarune) x Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy (Scooby Doo) Winners: Fred/Daphne/Velma/Shaggy
Congratulations Hardison/Parker/Eliot for the win!!!!
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capturecharlesau · 3 months
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Captured Charles Bios: Sven Svensson
Nicknames: Svenie, My angel my world (PERSONALLY ONLY BY RHM)!
Born in the late 1980’s like 1988 somewhere
Age: He’s somewhere in the mid-30’s
Sexuality: Homosexual
Pronouns: He/him
Nationality: He was born in Sweden 🇸🇪 in the city Stockholm
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Simplified explanation of his past:
When Sven was born he was in a very traditional Swedish family by his father Magnus Svensson and his mother Annika Svensson and his little brother Caleb and his big sister Kathy! For the first few years Sven happily played with his little brother and his parents were loving to their three kids!
Magnus and Annika loved Sven and Caleb a lot and the big sister Kathy was jealous of them a lot and didn’t think it was FAIR!! And Kathy had here own demons, sneaking out, being in the wrong crowd of people who eventually pressured her to kill her family saying “they don’t care” about her when clearly they do they are trying their best to show love to all their kids!
When Sven turns 9 he heard something at night and he got up from his bed to check it out… he was horrified….his mother and father dead….his little lifeless brother…..dead Kathy only needed to KILL SVEN and as soon as Sven realizes he’s NEXT-…..he ran away running for his life in the the middle of a snowstorm!
The little boy Sven was so hungry and couldn’t see anything he collapsed on the ground shaking almost freezing to DEATH with his eyes open and his nervous system almost shutting down….. then a 20 year old Aussie was hidden in an alley from the cops when he saw a little blonde boy collapse he couldn’t bare to leave him there and so he warmed Sven back up with a fire and pumped his chest to make him come back alive again and Sven immediately cried to him and RHM decided to take the boy with him in the Toppat clan…
RHM was very much a jerk back then but he REALLY cares for Sven despite Terrence not liking the “brat” but played along since he had a crush on RHM!
Fast forward to the last year of Terrence’s reign and thanks to Sven…. RHM found his true love for Reginald…. See Terrence in a fit of RAGE he was about to HIT Sven (the 10 year old boy) with a METAL BAT a that could have KILLED HIM but Reginald stepped in took the BEATING to protect Sven! (That hit made Reginald’s skull crack a bit) but RHM was so SHOCKED AND SCARED for his little boy and he SAW HOW BRAVE REGINALD was…. He protected his son…his only son Sven…. And that’s when RHM realized…. Reginald is right and Terrence needs to be STOPPED….
Once Reginald killed Terrence and married RHM he was told he’s gonna be the next leader and that made Sven so happy that he made his papa’s proud!
He has a complicated history with Burt since they were young and Burt is super possessive off Sven and he’s SO OVER IT!! …not that he likes it the more time passes…
Sven and Burt are both boyfriends and ever since Burt lost his “father” Terrence and was receiving disrespect and unfairness he might have pushed his problems onto Sven and that’s why Sven bickers a lot with him! (Eventually they will both see that they are hurting each other…)
Terrence was then freed from his painting in 2022 in October
Personality:
Sven is somewhat egotistical and a jerk but when it comes to people he loves he’s very friendly and funny! He’s cowardly sometimes like his poppa Reg BUT has a BIG TEMPER like his Vater (father) RHM! He’s also a genius and he likes making blueprints for Burt on inventions and that’s why Sven and Burt love each other in the first place because of how smart they both are together hehe! Sven sassy and sarcastic sometimes but he still has a big heart for his family and would do anything to help them! He suffers from the syndrome of “I don’t wanna express my feelings” like his father RHM who also has the same mentality!
Habits/Hobbies:
Sven has a favorite Swedish band named ABBA and also a Swedish artist named Calvin Harris lol
He like Reginald, RHM, and Burt … Sven likes to smoke when he’s anxious
He has a habit of bringing a mirror everywhere he goes to check himself! He really focuses a lot on his beauty since Sven is pretty and handsome!
He’s intelligent and is often found experimenting with Pollo by @00lari00 and Burt
He has a habit of never knowing when to stop working (like Allwork) Sven being the next Toppat is in training and is seen doing a LOT of paper work!
This is obvious but Sven being Swedish he has a really thick Swedish accent and when he speaks he pronounces the “W’s” as “V’s” hehe
Sven always gets stressed induced stomach aches whenever he’s stressed or in a panic mode it’s a condition
Powers/Abilities:
(SPOILER)
I will update this on his powers once Sven shows it which is actually real soon in the epilogue…
Other facts:
Sven’s color that represent him is blue AND yellow!
His eye color is dark blue with a hint of yellow in his eyes! Like this!
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This is what Sven looked like 15-25
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This is what Sven looks like below 12 years old
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Relationships:
Sven and Burt are dating! It’s a bit er….complicated but once they work out their problems they will soon be a healthy relationship!
He LOVES his family Reginald especially poppa RHM! He also LOVES his brother Jay by @jaytoons7 and cares about him deeply! The two brothers will always look out and take care of each other!
He’s BEST FRIENDS with Pollo by @00lari00 and with Burt the three make SCARY SCIENCE STUFF AND BE MAD SCIENTISTS TOGETHER HEHEHEHE!
Favorite food:
Swedish food especially SurstrÖmming (which is fermented herring) and some Swedish candy especially Swedish fish (which is delicious :))
Likes:
Science, reading books, working, and his country Sweden 🇸🇪 which Sven can be QUITE patriotic sometimes lol and being an overachiever hahaha
Dislikes:
STUFF THAT WASTES HIS TIME, not being able what to do, insulting his culture, and being “not pretty” he takes care of his face a lot! (Foreshadowing?…. 👀)
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The Tour XI
Warning: swearing, smut
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The elephant in the room was suffocating. No one was saying much, all pretending that their phones were way more interesting than the world around them, except for Colson that was. He stood, staring at the wall as if he was admiring a great work of art in a museum. The groupies that had pushed their way into the green room immediately felt the tension and all came up with terrible excuses to leave. When it was finally time for the concert to start, you made no attempt to move from your spot in the corner and you could tell that bothered Colson.
Ever since your outburst in the lobby after your friends had caught the two of you making out, Colson had listened to your request for him to leave you alone. Although, you didn’t give him much choice not to. Whenever he entered a room, you found a reason to leave, if there was a chance the two of you would be alone, you’d excuse yourself to make a phone call. You spent most of your free time locked in your hotel room and if you were required to follow Colson to line with your contract, you kept a safe distance. Always making sure he was within your eye line but never close enough that he could talk to you.
“I’ll catch up with you guys,” Ashleigh calls out as everyone begins to file out of the room. She sits crossed legged next to you on the couch, her whole body turned towards you, waiting for you to talk.
“I’m not ready to talk about it,” you mumble, staring at your cuticles.
“I know but maybe it would help if you did. Everyone…” her voice trails off with a shake of her head.
“Everyone what?” you spit at her and you can feel the bile rising in your throat.
“Hey, calm down. It’s me, remember?” guilt floods you and you mumble an apology. “It doesn’t matter what everyone thinks but we are worried about the two of you. You haven’t spoken since…the incident and it’s starting to show.” when you go to speak, her voice cuts you off. “Everyone is noticing.”
You’re not sure what her emphasis means until she pulls out her phone and shoves it in your face. Dozens of text messages from Francis and Kathy questioning Colson’s mood in his latest interviews, his lack of stage presence and the fact that he hasn’t made an appearance at any nightclubs that he was scheduled at for PR photo ops. Ashleigh’s replies are her best attempt at mediating but you can tell by the responses she gets that they’re pissed. You see your name pop up numerous times in the message chain but you don’t want to know what they have to say about you. 
“Ash, I’m so sorry. I was here to make your life easier and I just made it worse.” you grab her hands in yours and try your best to apologise. 
“I knew there was something going on between the two of you but I couldn’t really put my finger on it. Rook was the one that thought you two were hooking up and I told him he was crazy. I guess he just knows you better than me.”
You don’t really know what to say to that. Although you’re closer to Ashleigh now, you have known Rook for longer and he just knows you. You’ve always known he’s an observant guy. He doesn’t pick up on nearly as much as Colson does but when he really wants to know something, he pays attention. 
“It’s over anyway, whatever the hell it was. I guess I could probably be nicer to Kells so he’s in a better mood but I can’t guarantee that will make a difference.”
“Ok, this is probably going to make me an awful person but do you think…maybe… you could try being more than a friend?” your jaw drops and she quickly rushes to explain. “I’m not saying you have to make out with him or sleep with him but could you at least flirt a little? Make him think he has a chance even if he really doesn’t?”
You don’t answer her. You just kind of shrug in a ‘no words necessary’ way. You’re not willing to commit to anything and you promised yourself that you would find your fun elsewhere for the rest of the trip but you can see the weight everything is having on your best friend. You don’t want to add to her burdens by being difficult. 
Just be nice to him and he’ll perk up a little. 
The cold shoulder routine was starting to wear on you anyway. It was a hard wall to keep up, especially with someone you care so much for. You also hated the way it made the rest of your friends so uncomfortable. You didn’t want to be the Debby downer on the tour. 
You follow Ashleigh out of the green room and to the side of the stage to watch the performance. You hadn’t really noticed it before but you could see that Colson’s heart wasn’t really in it. He was pulling his voice to stop from belting out his lyrics, he was barely moving around the stage and he wasn’t interacting with anyone, the crowd or his band. He looked bored. 
When the set came to an end and the crowd screamed for an encore like they always do, Colson ignored them, and Ashleigh, and headed back to the green room. He pushed past a large group of fans with backstage passes and all the girls in short skirts and low cut tops. It was like he didn’t even notice them there. 
Had I really been that blind to his attitude?
You tell Ashleigh to give you a minute alone with him and you push through the same crowd of now very angry people. When you get to the green room it’s empty so you head to the small restroom next door and hear the sound of the water. You wait awkwardly in the doorway for what feels like an eternity. When you realise he’s not planning to leave the shower any time soon, you decide to just have the conversation here. 
“Colson?” you call out and you hate the way your voice wavers on his name. 
“What?” he asks in such a monotone voice it barely even sounds like him. 
“Can we talk?”
“I’m a little fucking busy!” 
Ugh, dick. 
You push your way further into the bathroom and push open the stall door. Colson is just standing under the scorching hot water, staring up at the roof with no real emotion on his face. It’s…unsettling. You’re trying very hard to not let your eyes variate from his face but it’s easier said than done. 
“Get out of the shower,” you tell him in your sternest voice. 
“No.”
“I’m not playing. Get. Out.”
“No.”
You kick your shoes off before stepping into the cubicle with him. You reach for the tap trying hard to not step under the shower head but Colson has other ideas. He grabs the top of your arms and pulls you under the water with him, holding you against his body. You try to pull away but he’s too strong for you. You try to scream out at him but his lips are on yours too quickly, silencing you. You stay ridgid, not giving in to his kiss or his naked body. 
“Kiss me,” he begs against your lips but you still resist. “Please?” That soft word begins to crack its way through your walls. “I need you.”
You’re complete and utter putty in his hands and you hate yourself for it. Your lips begin to respond to his, allowing him to slip his tongue past them. He moans at the taste of you. You run your nails down his back and he growls, gripping your ass tightly. He tries to push you back against the wall but you hold your ground. If you’re doing this, you’re doing it your way. 
“Undo my pants,” you command him and he looks at you with a face that tells you he’s both pissed off and turned on at the same time. 
He kneels before you and unbuttons and unzips your jeans. You lift your soaking wet shirt over your head and discard it with his clothes. You unclip your bra and drop it beside him. He looks up at your naked breasts, lust filling his eyes at the sight. 
When Colson finally manages to rip your drenched jeans and panties off, he tries to stand but you hold the top of his head, forcing him to stay kneeling before you. He looks up at you from beneath his lashes with a confused expression. You just smile that sweet, flirty smile that you know drives him wild. 
“Eat me,” you demand and he needs no further instructions. 
Colson’s mouth immediately suctions to your pussy and you mewl with pleasure. You throw your head back and moan as his mouth and tongue assaults your slit. He finds your clit and circles it over and over with his tongue before sucking on it, hard. You grip his hair and tug every time he finds just the right spot. He notices your pattern and begins to focus all his attention on your clit. He slips his long slender finger inside you and begins to pump in and out of you like a mad man. Your vision begins to blur and your ability to hold yourself up becomes more and more difficult. Colson grips your ass, holding you in place and keeping you upright. He squeezes and the mix of pleasure becomes too overwhelming and a powerful orgasm tears through you. Your legs quiver and you worry you may fall but Colson ensures that you don’t. 
As you come down from your high, Colson stands and begins kissing your neck. He pinches your nipples between his fingers and you start to purr but then remind yourself you’re in charge. 
“Thanks for the ride, big boy,” you smile before pushing Colson back against the wall and away from you. 
You open the door, grab a towel to wrap around yourself and pick your wet clothes up from the floor. You leave Colson to stand there in his confusion and quickly sneak into the green room to grab a change of clothes from Sophie’s bag before anyone else appears. You sit down on the couch, a shit eating grin plastered across your face. 
Just because he wants me, doesn’t mean he can have me.  ********************
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