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jouska-the-deer · 5 months
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Sonic says support public transportation.
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missmonsters2 · 1 year
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Wednesday's Dictionary of Emotions
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Wednesday's Dictionary of Emotions || Masterlist [MAIN STORY COMPLETED, EPILOGUES LEFT]
[Pairing]: Wednesday Addams x OFC/Fem!Reader
[Summary]: Wednesday's second year at Nevermore is a lot less eventful. Unfortunately, there are no murders or psychotic serial killers to find. There are not even any attempts on her life. Yet, somehow, Wednesday finds she's more stressed about the new outcast who casually walks around with Wednesday's heart in her hands (not literally, sadly).
[Warnings]: Explores intimacy. Soft Angst. Fluff. Wednesday generally being Bad At Feelings. Jealous!Wednesday. Possessive!Wednesday. Darker Elements Canon Level.
[Note]: Just here for a good time at the expense of Wednesday. Are these real words? fuck if I know :) Also, because this somehow needs to be said, reader is also the same age as Wednesday and her peers.
Main Masterlist || Library Blog || AO3
Reminder there's no taglist but you can follow my library blog for notifications 💘
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CHAPTERS
☠ ADRONITIS: A frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.
☠ MONACHOPSIS: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.
☠ JOUSKA: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.
☠ OPIA: The ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.
☠ AGNOSTHESIA: The state of not knowing how you really feel about something[...]
☠ LIBEROSIS: The desire to care less about things [...]
☠ FLASHOVER: The moment a conversation becomes real and alive[...]
☠ NIGHTHAWK: A recurring thought that only seems to strike you late at night.
☠ AMBEDO: A kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details.
☠ KAIROSCLEROSIS: The moment you realize that you’re currently happy.
ONESHOTS
Summary Info
☠ First/Second Date Jitters
☠ Want Your Slow Dance
☠ Mayhem & Murder 17
☠ The Addams Family (In-Laws) / (Parents' Day 2)
HEADCANONS
☠ HEADCANONS TAG
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dominimoonbeam · 4 months
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The Adventures of Stardust and Cosmic. Script 4. Part 10 - 12
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I was just working on this story and the update came out! Jouska really brings this script to life! Latest part. and the series!
Scripts below if you want to read them too. <3
The Adventures of Stardust and Cosmic. Script Part 4 (chapters 10-12)
By Domini Moonbeam
10.
[Cosmic waking up on the ship]
[disoriented] St-Stardust?
Are you okay?
[groans] How did you get me back on the ship?
Wait…How did we take off? I thought I locked you out of the controls.
Since when?
You sneaky shit… [sitting up, pained sounds]
Did you…patch me up? That’s not bad work.
No, I’m not thanking you, I’m just saying it’s not a bad patch job. Did they teach you how to close a bullet wound at the same school where you learned to hack ship controls?
…I can’t tell if you’re joking.
Whatever. [getting up] I’m still covered in paint… I’m gonna go clean up.
No, I’m not saying you should have given me a sponge bath. I’m just saying I’m going… [door whoosh, walking down the hall]
[Stardust following. Cosmic groans]
Yes, I’m still mad at you.
Yes, because of that! I can’t believe you put yourself between me and a gun. You could have died. Nothing is worth… [stops, groans] I don’t think this partnership is working.
[snaps] I said it’s not working, Stardust.
Yeah, we get along great, that’s the problem. You’re going to get me killed or I’m—[can’t say it]
Stop. I don’t… I don’t care about you. And if I did, I wouldn’t be hauling your ass toward danger, would I? What sort of asshole would that make me? What sort of person would that make me…
[deep breath] Okay. We’re only a week away from the goal. We’ll make it. We’ll get the loot, hopefully get your cousins off your tail, and then we’ll go our separate ways, just like I said. If it’s the sort of stash you think it is, it’ll be plenty for you to get your own jet and hightail it wherever you want to go.
That’s not funny. Knock it off.
No, you don’t.
No. I meant what I said, Stardust. You’re a bounty. I shouldn’t have let you think otherwise. This…you and me…that’s not a thing.
[sighs and repeats] Friends… No. I don’t want to be your friend. Look at the shit you stir up.
Yeah, I said that but you’re more trouble than you’re worth.
[huffs a laugh] Shit, that’s a hell of an ego. I guess I should have expected that from a primer. Of course, you’d think you’re worth it.
No, I don’t. The only thing I care about it my payday and my skin. I don’t need a partner or a friend or… I don’t need you. I don’t need anyone.
[bursts] You’re going to leave either way! [cringing] You don’t belong out here. You’re not a mercenary or a bounty hunter. You’re just a spoiled rich kid playing at crime past the edge for thrills. You’ll get over it and go home to the prime eventually.
[sighs] That’s not the same. Your family is a completely different sort of criminal element, and you know it.
What?
You…
Stop it. You don’t mean that.
[Stardust stepping closer, voice lower] Stardust…
[sighs, so close] I wasn’t scared…
I’m not lying…
[Stardust kisses Cosmic]
[softer, conflicted] Why did you do that?
Don’t say that… Don’t. You can’t.
[another kiss]
Damn it… [Cosmic kisses Stardust, grumbles] You make bad choices, Stardust…
Yeah, this is one of those bad choices. I’m a bad choice.
[huffs a thin laugh] You’re cracked if you think that.
[kiss] You taste like paint… [smirking a little despite himself] I wasn’t complaining.
The what?
The score is not one point five to six now! You did not save me. I saved you. It’s my point. I literally pulled that merc off of you.
Are you seriously reminding me about the human shield incident already?
Yes, it’s still too soon. It’s been less than an hour!
So what if you dragged me back to the ship? You think I haven’t had to wake up and crawl back? I told you, I’ve had worse.
Fine. It’s a scratch. No points for either of us.
[longer pause, ship sounds]
[smirking] …Are you suggesting we clean up together?
I don’t think I’m in danger of passing out again. You patched the gunshot wound, remember?
I mean… Yeah, I’d hate to drown in my shower. That’d be a stupid way to go.
Stardust…Are you trying to seduce me? You know that won’t change my mind, right? You’re still on your own as soon as I get my hands on my half of that treasure.
I’ll call it treasure if I want to.
It is too.
Wait. Do you think arguing is flirting?
You are terrible at seduction…
[laughs] I could definitely do a better job!
No! That first time you stole my gun was a fluke. I wasn’t seduced, I was confused.
Absolutely not. Go use your own shower. [smiling] I can’t trust your motives.
I didn’t say it wasn’t tempting… I said I can’t trust why you’re doing it. You might just want to steal my jacket again. Or my gun. Or my ship.
[thinking] I guess that could be worth the risk…
Okay, Stardust. I’ll call your bluff. [door whoosh] Come on in. I’ll get that paint out of your hair and you can make sure I don’t faint from blood loss in the shower.
[Stardust stepping inside, the door whooshing shut, closer, quieter] Really?
[laughs] Yep. The worst at flirting…
[kiss]
[sighs] Okay. Not the worst.
11.
[hum of the ship, space sliding by outside]
[in bed, watching the stars]
Of course, my room has a window and a real bed.
Your room is a cargo hold when I’m not transporting…well, human cargo. [laughs a little] I guess it’s still a cargo hold. That’s why all the meal bars and protein shakes are in there. Did you think I put them there just for you? That room belongs to them! You’re the guest.
[stretch of quiet, space sounds]
Hm… Roll over again? I want to get another look at that map.
[laughs] Why would I be tricking you? You’re already in my bed. I’ve already seen everything…
[repositioning. Looking at the tattoo] Hm… Yeah, the map has moved a little more. It’s getting closer to the destination. I wonder what it’ll look like when we get there. It’s moving ink, so why not give us little fireworks or something when we reach the treasure?
Knock it off, you know it’s treasure.
Even if there isn’t an X and we don’t have to dig it up, it doesn’t make it not treasure. I don’t know why you refuse to call it what it is. Loot. Bounty. Booty. [laughs]
You mean, will it disappear after we find it? I don’t think so, Stardust… I’ve never known any moving ink to vanish on its own. If it bothers you, we could try to find someone to get rid of it. Once the treasure is already found, you won’t have to worry about someone trying to use it to get there.
…No, you’re right. They wouldn’t necessarily believe us that we’d already found it.
It’s not a bad tattoo. It’s beautiful work.
Stardust…[smiling] are you falling asleep?
Yeah. You can sleep here if you want. I mean…tonight. Not like, every night. Don’t try to steal my room.
[stretch of quiet]
[quieter, serious] You know this doesn’t change anything, right?
No. And we were not partners before we slept together. We’re not partners. We’re just… working together for the time being.
No, I don’t.
Nope.
I meant what I said.
Yes, I did.
I—[groans playfully] Stop it! How do you turn everything into a petty argument?
Yes, you— [stops when he realizes they’re doing it again] You’re evil.
[quiet hum of space and the ship]
[smiling] And how do you still have paint in your hair? I thought we got it all out…
Hm? Why do you want to know that?
[laughs soft] Are you trying to say that my life story is sure to be so boring that it’ll knock you out?
No. They weren’t. The only time my parents were ever on a spaceship was when they were being shipped out to the edge to colonize a new mining settlement. They used to say that I was born looking up… I think they just said that because they’d realized I’d have to go eventually. So, they told me I’d always wanted to be an adventurer and eventually I believed it.
The mines dried up sooner than the corporations expected. They stopped prioritizing the settlement. We’re far out, you know? It was close to the edge and that costs to maintain. When they finally decided it wasn’t worth it, they just stopped coming—stopped paying the mercenaries to guard the colony. Pirates and worse started to set up shop real quick after that. It’s still there, the last planetary settlement before the deep.
Hm? Oh, no, it was just me by then. I got on the first ship that would take me. Scariest ride of my life. That ship was a wreck, barely holding together, and we were packed standing inside it for hours. I can still remember the way it creaked and shook, like it was going to come apart and we’d all just be flushed out into space.
We made it to the nearest station. The captain we’d all paid, tried to double cross us by selling us to a skin ship. I was lucky that some of the others were armed and would rather go down shooting then get on that other vessel. It turned into a firefight right there in the station and we scattered. I stowed away on a big cargo ship and got out of there.
Oh, I definitely got caught, but by then we were away from the station and those cargo ships can’t waste time turning back. I guess they could have jettisoned my ass but the captain felt bad for me. I was barely more than a kid. He said he was short-handed so I could work for my food and board.
I was trying to get to the prime. [huffs a small laugh] I’m probably lucky I never made it. What would I have done there? They probably would have put my ass back on a ship running cargo out here.
…Yeah. [smiles] You’re right. If I’d gotten myself one of those legit long-haul jobs, who would have been out here to save you from those pirates?
I wouldn’t go that far.
Shut up and fall asleep already.
12. 
[space sounds]
[muffled] Stardust!
[distant alarms sounding and then an impact shudder]
[muffled] Stardust!
[Stardust running to the bridge, door whoosh, ship shudder]
[ship] L-Class yacht closing in.
Get in that seat and buckle up!
Your cousin.
I’m pretty damn sure, Stardust. Aside from the fact that no one else out here has a chrome yacht armed to the teeth, he did have the courtesy to call before he started trying to blow out our engines.
[ship control sounds, impact shudder]
I said buckle up!
We’ll go through that debris, fly close to the asteroids and see if we can lose them… That yacht is huge, maybe we’ll get lucky and they won’t want to take the hits going through. Not sure we can hope they’ll break apart but who knows, maybe we have some luck left…
[ship control sounds]
Here. You have access to the guns. Shoot them if they get in range.
I know it won’t do much against their shields but it’s not like we’re just going to give up.
Really, Stardust? You want a breakdown of the conversation, right now?
[groans] He said I could hand you over and walk, or we’d both get a bullet. Now fucking shoot something!
[ship sounds, muffled gunfire]
Fuck… They’re blowing through the debris… It’s not even slowing them down.
We can’t outrun them. The only reason they haven’t blown us to bits is because they need you alive.
[ship] Exiting debris field.
There’s a gas cloud not far from here… Maybe…
[ship] L-Class yacht is too close for safe—
[ship shuddering, hit by the yacht]
They’re ramming us…
[ship alarm in background]
They’re not outfitted to grab and board us. I think they’re trying to disable our flight. If we’re floating dead, they’d have plenty of time to figure out how to get you out.
[ship] Hull damage to starboard side. Maintenance required.
[scoffs, sarcastic] Yeah, thanks ship, I’ll get right on that.
[another hit]
Fuck!
[Stardust unbuckling]
What are you doing? Sit back down! You’re going to get hurt!
What? No!
[Cosmic unbuckling and getting up]
Stop! We’re not doing that.
[worried and frustrated] …No, we can’t get away, but maybe we could…
[pause, Stardust talking]
[stubborn] I am not trading you.
I said no, Stardust. I’m not ditching you.
I’m not saying it wouldn’t work! I’m saying… I’m saying I won’t do it.
Maybe if we pretend to surrender… They can’t kill you until they get to the treasure.
[groans] Do not argue with me about calling it treasure right now…
We could wait until they dock with us and then—
[desperate] I know it’s not likely to work, Stardust, but what other options do we have?
No…No, I can’t do that.
I…I just can’t…I can’t!
[following them to the escape pod]
Stardust stop!
[ship] Escape pod activated.
Stop. [close] Just… Wait.
[ship hit again, alarm in the background still going off]
We’re only a few days out from the target, Stardust… Once they find it, they’re going to kill you.
We can keep going until they either back off or smash us apart… You don’t have to do this.
[ship shudder]
Fucking forget what I said! I’m telling you to stay.
You weren’t just a payday, okay? Now get back in your seat and—
[frustrated] Stardust—
[shudder a breath] Yeah, we almost made it…
They’re going to kill you. Don’t do this. Don’t go.
[pause, alarms and ship shudder background]
Three days…That’s a bad plan.
No, the tracking nanites are still active but they might be able to detect and eliminate them.
Fine. Fine! Yes. I can find you. Three days… I will find you.
[pod door whoosh]
[ship] Preparing escape pod.
[impact shudder, alarms, his shaking breath]
I am going to find you, Stardust.
Yeah… Because you’re my bounty. I told you I wouldn’t let you go without getting my cut, right?
I will find you. Just… try to stay alive until I do.
[door closes]
[ship] Escape pod release.
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myfavoriteficss · 1 year
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Wednesday Masterlist
This Masterlist includes all of the Wednesday fan fiction I have reblogged. Enjoy.
Updated: 12/30/2023
Masterpost
1. Wednesday Addams
Written by: @anonymousewrites
A Good Day for Death: (1) A Good Day for Roommates - (2) A Good Day for Plans - (3) A Good Day for Festivals - (4) A Good Day for Death - (5) A Good Day for Strategy - (6) A Good Day for Competition - (7) A Good Day for Fudge - (8) A Good Day for Ruins - (9) A Good Day for Statues - (10) A Good Day for Shopping - (11) A Good Day for Dances - (12) A Good Day for Family - (13) A Good Day for Birthdays - (14) A Good Day for Arguments - (15) A Good Day for Diaries - (16) A Good Day for Apologies - (17) A Good Day for Death - (18) A Good Day for Resurrection - (19) A Good Day for Until Next Times
Valentines Day Special 2023
A Good Day for Death Pride Special 2023
A Good Day for Death Halloween Special 2023
Written by: @basichextechml
(1) Details - (2) Revelations
Wet Braids and Ribbon Ties
The Leaded Question
The Beat of your Heart (The Cry of my Own)
Did You Want Flowers?
Written by: @breaddwoo
(1) Bloody Kisses - (2) Smitten - (3) Vanilla
Written by: @brotherblaze
Double Black: Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @celiastjamesoscar
To Be Alone
Like Real People Do
Written by: @chaeyoungies
Slipping Through My Fingers
Written by: @crazyoffher
paranoid.
Written by: @danzaloreley
Indée Fixe
Written by: @dysphoros​
(1) Who are you now, You fool? - (2) Beauty Is in the eyes of the beholder
Interview with a vampire: (1) Interview with a Vampire - (2) Hunger - (3) Resfeber - (4) Dissimulate
What are my lips for if to not meet yours?
Written by: @extinctspino
Teamwork
Written by: @fleetingvow
‘ Bitter Solitude.
Written by: @ghostlynachopanda
(1) Nevermore’s Guardian - (2) Warmth - (3) The Weathervane - (4) The Walk - (5) The Talk - (6) Solution
Marks: Part 1 - Part 2
Till Next Time: Part 1 - Part 2
Patch Up
Like a Charm
Kiss
Study Date
Close
For You
Envy
Hurtful Words
Third Wheel
Rest
jacket
Music
Written by: @house-of-lovin
grouch
be mine?
cuddle bug
Written by: @i984
(1) I Want to be Yours - (2) Finally Hers
(1) Sweet Words Make a Lovely Shade - (2) A Scarlet Touch - (3) Not So Peachy of a Trick - (4) My Thoughts Echoing Your Name
Ran Out of Paper
Festival Trouble
Grump Black Cat
Your Love, My Religion
Dreams of Lavender Confessions
I Love You- Wait, What?
Snowy Escape
Blazing Promises
Sweet, Foolish
A Letter to the Yearning Moon
Wounds, Not Dreams
In Sickness and In Health
Tonight, the Moon is Yours
Mattress Laid, No Questions Asked
Written by: @jazzyoranges
Recognizable
Written by: @liminal-space-lesbian
Summer Concussions
Written by: @lowkeyerror
Falling Fast: Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Epilogue
Written by: @lucianslover
10 Things I Hate About You
Written by: @luthorgarbage
Wednesday’s Web: One
Written by: @makncheese12
Alkaline: Part 1 - Part 2
Written by: @may-fanfic
Safe With You
Written by: @midnightmoonkiss
Sweet Dreams.
Written by: @mikavlcs
(1) Reverie - (2) Elysium
Loveless
Paralysis
Heaven in Hiding
Had Enough
Ricochet
Absence Persistent
Breathe
Flowers
Heaven in Hiding
Sweater Weather
Static Patterns
Spotlight
Heaven Sent
White Flag
Astraphobia
Dinosaur Talks
Whispers in the Dark
Rebels and Renegades
Dog Days
Not On My Mind
Written by: @missmonsters2
Wednesday’s Dictionary of Emotions: (1) Adronitis - (2) Monachopsis - (3) Jouska - (4) Opia - (5) Agnothesia - (6) Liberosis - (7) Flashover - (8) Nighthawk - (9) Ambedo - (10) Kairosclerosis - (O.S) First/Second Date Jitters - (O.S) Want Your Slow Dance
Just Last Lifetime: One - Two
Oblivion
Just Like Silk
Lips Over Your Nightmares
Written by: @mrtwizz
Snow On The Beach: Part One - Part Two - Part Three
Written by: @msgorillagripcoochie
(1) Nonsense - (2) Butterflies in my stomach
Written by: @rainbow-hedgehog
Exchange Student
Written by: @sleepinthrumyalarms
(1) To Tame a Demon - (2) The Perfect Girl 
Protective Instincts
Your Teeth Don’t Scare Me
Weird But Lovely Trophies
Daddy Issues
After Dark
Good Little Girl
Hard to Keep my Cool
Kiss It Better
Loving the beast, loving it whole
Their Affair, Bloody
Written by: @softgreengrass
Sun to Me: Part 1 - Part 2
Covert Narcissism
Written by: @spaghettiposts
Video Games
Written by: @specialagentlokitty
Restore the Balance: Part One - Part Two - Part Three
Soft For You
Never Again
Just a Tiny Hint
Written by: @stirthewaters
Too Sharp to Touch: Part 1
Written by: @talesofesther​
Scorch Marks: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3
Sweet Calamity: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - (O.S) Pretty Secrets - Chapter 10 - (O.S) Birthday Girl 
Don't Know How to be Something You Miss: Chapter 1 - Chapter 2
(1) I told the moon about you - (2) Darling darkness
Yours Only
Deep Devotion
Crimson and White
Cinnamon and Spice
The Hearts that Matches Mine
Dark Trees are Better
Find the Beauty
Golden Ballads
Love the Way You Love Me
Tender as the Rain
I guess that's love
Written by: @theunreliablewriter
Clumsy Defender
Written by: @toddxhavez
My Eyes
Written by: @toournextadventure
Everyone But Her: Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6 - Part 7 - Part 8 - Part 9 - Part 10 - Part 11 - Part 12 - Part 13 - Part 14 - Part 15 - Part 16 - Part 17 - Part 18 - Part 19 - Part 20 - Part 21 - Part 22 - Part 23 - Part 24 - Part 25 - Part 26 - Part 27 - Part 28 - Part 29 - Part 30 - Part 31 - Part 32 - Part 33 - Part 34 - (O.S) The Cave (18+) - Part 32 - (O.S) They Didn't Know - (O.S) A Fair Trade - (O.S) Revenge - Part 33 - Part 34 - Part 35 - Part 36 - Part 37 - Part 38
Would You Love Me?
you simp
l’appel du vide
we match
im no poet
Trouble Maker
Written by: @vorsdany
When I Dream (Of Dying): (1) (Not So) Colorful Buzz - (2) Watch Out! - (3) Freeze! You’re on Fire - (4) Good, Bad Impressions - (5) Harmonious Danger - (6) When I Dream (Of Dying)
Golden Eyes and Melted Hearts
Violescent
Meant To Be (Alone)
Shots For They Heart
Names On Your Tongue
Ink Over Your Soul 
Take Me Home 
Sea of Stars
Nights Like These
A Luminous Jewel
Bloody Woes
A Vexatious Creature
Warm My Frozen Heart
Just This Once
Of Dying Days
Written by: @vulpe-fox
Where Shadows Meet
Shadow’s Keeper
Written by: @wandaromanova
enigma.
never did.
obvious
Written by: @ykiwrite
Kiss of Death
Written by: @70svampyr
Wednesday Addams Relationship! Headcanons
2. Enid Sinclair
Written by: @specialagentlokitty
Peace With You
Protect You
Not Getting Hurt That Easy
Written by: @toournextadventure
Thunder and Lightning
3. Yoko Tanaka
Written by: @euoniaroses
Jealous? Please,
Written by: @mrsfrenchie
Touch
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biiedwin8 · 4 months
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What is the Difference Between Jouska Syndrome and Maladaptive Daydreaming?
Today, I'll be answering the question of what the difference is between Jouska syndrome and Maladaptive daydreaming. I'll explain the distinction and also delve into why we sometimes don't need to know too much about syndromes, emphasizing what we should focus on.
The difference between Jouska syndrome and maladaptive daydreaming lies in the control aspect. Jouska syndrome is similar to a nervous habit where you engage in conversations in your head or hypothetical dialogues before actual conversations. For example, if you are about to meet your boss or your mom and you're nervous about talking to them due to a strained relationship or social anxiety, you might end up imagining how the conversation will unfold. This can be a normal way of preparing for a conversation, a form of brainstorming, or a tool to enhance communication skills.
On the other hand, daydreaming involves creating imaginary or vivid scenarios and playing them out in your head, constructing an imaginary world or intricate storylines. Both talking to yourself before a conversation and daydreaming are considered normal habits. However, the critical aspect is the control element—when these behaviors become uncontrollable or compulsive, they turn into maladaptive behaviors.
Maladaptive behaviors, whether associated with Jouska syndrome or daydreaming, indicate a compulsive nature that has evolved into an unconscious habit. While I'm not particularly fond of labeling things as syndromes, it's essential to view behaviors through the lens of how they impact real life or serve as a means of escaping from underlying issues.
Instead of fixating on the behavior itself, the focus should be on identifying the root causes of the addiction or compulsion. Whether it's Jouska syndrome, maladaptive daydreaming, or any other behavior, if it becomes uncontrollable, it suggests an underlying, unconscious pain or emotion that needs addressing. Trauma, unhealed wounds, underlying emotions, negative beliefs, or unresolved issues from the past may be hindering you from living in the present.
In essence, rather than getting lost in classifying behaviors, concentrate on understanding and dealing with the compulsive or addictive nature of the behavior. By addressing the root causes, you can regain control of your present life, ensuring that past issues don't dictate your present behaviors.
Note from the Author
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nirikeehan · 1 year
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The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows Prompts, Part Two
I originally made this prompt list for personal use, but decided to make a rebloggable version. Feel free to use for your own writing prompts. 🥰
Adapted from here.
énouement n. the bittersweetness of having arrived here in the future, where you can finally get the answers to how things turn out in the real world.
mal de coucou n. a phenomenon in which you have an active social life but very few close friends.
la gaudière n. the glint of goodness inside people, which you can only find by sloshing them back and forth in your mind until everything dark and gray and common falls away.
fata organa n. a flash of real emotion glimpsed in someone sitting across the room, idly locked in the middle of some group conversation, their eyes glinting with vulnerability or quiet anticipation or cosmic boredom.
sonder n. the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own.
kenopsia n. the eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that’s usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.
Mauerbauertraurigkeit n. the inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.
jouska n. a hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head, which serves as a kind of psychological batting cage where you can connect more deeply with people than in the small ball of everyday life.
ecstatic shock n. the surge of energy upon catching a glance from someone you like, which scrambles your ungrounded circuits and tempts you to chase that feeling with a kite and a key.
anchorage n. the desire to hold on to time as it passes.
kairosclerosis n. the moment you realize that you’re currently happy, which prompts your intellect to identify it, pick it apart and put it in context, where it will slowly dissolve until it’s little more than an aftertaste.
chrysalism n. the amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.
heartworm n. a relationship or friendship that you can’t get out of your head, which you thought had faded long ago but is still somehow alive and unfinished.
anthrodynia n. a state of exhaustion with how shitty people can be to each other, typically causing a countervailing sense of affection for things that are sincere but not judgmental, are unabashedly joyful, or just are.
xeno n. the smallest measurable unit of human connection, typically exchanged between passing strangers.
the wends n. frustration that you’re not enjoying an experience as much as you should, even something you’ve worked for years to attain.
hanker sore adj. finding a person so attractive it actually kinda pisses you off.
waldosia n. a condition characterized by scanning faces in a crowd looking for a specific person who would have no reason to be there.
backmasking n. the instinctive tendency to see someone as you knew them in their youth.
Funkenzwangsvorstellung n. the instinctive trance of a campfire in the dark.
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A random post about beautiful words for writers or just to complete your curiosity
Warning : i don’t claim them and the source will bein the tweet, enjoy <3
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1- Writingessenstial - Tik tok
Eneaptured : To give joy to something or soemone
Exquisite : Extremely beautiful or elegant
Euphonious : Pleasant to the hear, a pleasant sound
Euphoria : To be extremely happy or elated
Remorse : Extreme and deep regret
2- that.queer.fairy - Tik tok
Selenophile : (n.) a person who loves the moon
Irenic : (adj.) promiting peace
Apricity: (n.) The warmth of the wrinter sun
Monochopsis : Thr subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place
Redamancy : (n.) The act of loving the one who loves you; a love returned in full
Induratize : (n.) To make one’s own heart hardened or resistant to someone’s pleas or advances, or to the idea of love
Abditory: (n/.) A place into which you can disappear; a hiding place
3- coco.pine - Tik tok
Saudade : (n.) a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that, is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; « the love that remains »
4- v.writers - Tik tok
Orphic : (adj.) Mysterious and entrancing; beyond oridnary understanding
Elysian: (adj.) Beautiful or creative; divinlt inspired; peaceful and perfect
Eesome: (adj.) Pleasing to the eye
Amaranthine : (adj.) Undying, immortal; emotioanally beautiful
Selcouth: (adj.) Unfamiliar, rare, strange an dyet marvelous
Metanoia : (n.) The journey of changing one’s mind, heart, self or way to life
Fiable: (adj.) Easily broken into pieces or reduced to nothing
Basorexia: (n.) The overwhelming desire to kiss
Dystychiphobia: (n.) The fear of hurting someone
Agliophobia:(n.) The fear of being hurt
Alexthymia: (n.) The inability to express your feelings
Atelophobia: The fear of imperefection, the fear of never being good enough
Philophobia: Fear of being or falling in love
Anaxiphillia: The act of falling in love with the wrong person
Eleutheromania: An intense, irrestible desire for freedom
Eremophobia: Fear of loneliness
Hiraeth: A homesickness for a home you can’t return to, or that never was
Kilig: The rish of joy after seeing or experiencing something romantic
Ineffable: Too great to be expressed in words
5- Ewistone - Tik tok
Foilsick : (adj.) Feeling ashamed after revealing a liitle too much of yourself to someone
Dolorblindness: (n.) the frustation that you’ll never be able to understand anoer person’s pain, only ever seraching their face for some faint evocationof it, then rifling though your own experiences for some slapdash comparison
Jouska : (n.) The hypethetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head - A nerve wracking confession, an emotional heart-to-heart, or the devastatating comeback you wish you had twenty minutes ago.
Waldosia: (n.) A condition on which you keep scanning faces in a crowd looking for a specific person who whould ahve no reason to be there, as-if your brain checking to see whatever they’re still in your life, even though the thoughts of actually seeing them causes a familair pit in your stomach.
Amentalio: (n.) The sadness of realizing that you’re already forgetting memories of those no longer in your life- Already struggling to hear tehir voice, to picture their eyes and smiles, or reminiscing upon the quircky gestures and mannerisms
6- thatonebooknerd2.0 - Tik tok
Angapesis: (n.) No longer feeling any affection for someone you once loved
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hello ☆ name is jouska. im a trans guy, he/neos+, minor. this is personal blog meant to just be as a diary. see my shitty interests, breakdowns, and general stupid thoughts. interesting, i know.
warning! i post mostly "yandere" content, or just my obsessiveness. so if you dont want to see that, block. i may post related to sh, or ed. so block "tw sh" and "tw ed" if that upsets you. still, proceed with caution.
enjoy ur day.
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fayewhisperr · 7 months
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cafunè : running your fingers through your lover's hair (mengusap-usapkan jarimu ke rambut kekasih kamu).
forelsket : the euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love (euforia yang kamu alami saat pertama kali jatuh cinta).
retrouvaille : the joy of meeting or finding someone again after a long (kegembiraan bertemu atau menemukan seseorang lagi setelah sekian lama)
dysania : finding it extremely hard to get out of bed in the morning (merasa sangat sulit untuk bangun dari tempat tidur di pagi hari)
noctuary : the record of a single night's events, thoughts, or dreams (catatan peristiwa, pikiran, atau mimpi dalam satu malam).
mágoa : a heartbreaking feeling that leaves long-lasting traces, visible in gestures and facial expressions (perasaan memilukan yang meninggalkan jejak yang bertahan lama, terlihat dalam gerak tubuh dan ekspresi wajah).
yonderly : mentally or emotionally distant: absent-minded (jauh secara mental atau emosional: linglung).
jouska : a hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head (percakapan hipotetis yang kamu mainkan secara kompulsif di kepala kamu).
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Breaking News! Dark Gaia has been released from the center of the Earth once again due to a hammer swing from local pink hedgehog Amy Rose! More at 5!
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—JOUSKA | THREE
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Pairing: Wednesday Addams x OFC/Fem!Reader
Summary: Something and nothing at all changed. Wednesday is all too aware of the distance and the horrifying realization that if she wants to be closer, than she'll have to make the first move. Cue compulsively replaying a hypothetical conversation.
Warnings: Angst. Distracted!Wednesday. Wednesday generally being Bad At Feelings™️. Enid's wise words. Thing—the opportunist. Xavier absent but still not safe from Wednesday's roasts. Blood.
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Part Two
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Jouska: Noun. A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.
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Something and nothing at all has changed since that night. 
"Hi, Wednesday."
Wednesday's eyes catch yours as she watches you flanked by two gorgon girls. You've got a white stick of a lollipop hanging in your mouth at the side, the grape confection already finished, but you don't like littering (unlike some of these other heathens at the academy).
Wednesday doesn't say anything back, but she does slow her walking down subtly, her brows relaxes and expression neutral as she looks at you. A nod of acknowledgment is all that is needed to satisfy you as you smile at her before looking away.
It's been like that since that night—the same acknowledgment, and it's all Wednesday can think about.
They've bonded, haven't they? Enid certainly said so. And if that was the case, why were you the same distance away? 
Wednesday can only think back to that night. 
"Black wings are the mark of a night faerie."
Wednesday doesn't rush her response. This was one of those moments, the one Enid was constantly telling her to be delicate about. 
The right words—Wednesday needed the right words.
It reminded her of when she first encountered the photo of herself from Rowan, and how she, too, thought she was destined for (bad) calamity. 
"Sometimes the dark doesn't cause calamity but rather is what no one expects at all," Wednesday looks at you, her eyes focused. "The solution."
But even as you give Wednesday a soft smile, she can see something dim behind your eyes, and the taste of utter defeat burns Wednesday's throat, knowing it wasn't the exact right words.
So, Wednesday was at a standstill. 
And she was also far from finding a nickname for you that she'd allow everyone to call you. The only bright side was everyone else was somehow doing worse than her with their suggestions despite her not having offered anything at all. 
There was a distance, Wednesday realizes. One that you seemed content to let be. 
Wednesday feels jolted by the realization that she's been fairly spoiled and blessed in her life (even if she didn't feel it at the moment). It had always been Wednesday who chose to keep her distance from those around her. She had her own interests and had been content to put them above everyone else. 
But ever since coming to Nevermore, her little ragtag of misfits—especially Enid—had intrusively barged into her personal space. Wednesday only had to take a small step forward, and everyone else had closed the distance. 
Everyone except you.
Wednesday Addams would never deny the fact that she wasn't free from things like desire. She desired many things: rain, mysteries, victory, the fear of others, and whatever things could be described as morbid.
She told her mother that she would never be like her—never fall in love, be a housewife, or have a family. And she had meant it at that moment (although she was very sure she'll never be a housewife). 
And really, it's not like Wednesday loves you or anything. But Wednesday has once felt enough to kiss a boy (who turned out to be a serial killer), and when she thinks of Enid, Eugene, and Xavier, she does feel like she has a strange little group to call a family of her own. She begrudgingly accepts Bianca to something like a distant, irritating cousin.
You piqued her curiosity very early on with your unintrusive smiles and waves. Now, you had an enigmatic background and a perhaps sense of self-preservation to remain distant. But it was too late. 
Wednesday desires mystery, and she desires you. 
They're not mutually exclusive.
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Blood drips down from Wednesday's cheek. She touches her finger to the cut and looks at it curiously.
"You're distracted, Addams." 
Wednesday looks back to Bianca, who somehow manages to look both smug and concerned. While being beaten by Bianca again still leaves the feeling of self-pity, her rage is directed at herself. 
"And yet, you barely managed to defeat me," Wednesday drawls. 
"Well, pull your head out of the dark, gray clouds and focus so I can put you in your place again without your excuses," Bianca shoots back without hesitation. 
Wednesday starts to move into position when the coach halts it and tells her to go to the infirmary to take care of her cut. Clenching her jaw, Wednesday puts her equipment away and leaves the room. 
The cut stings, and Wednesday knows it was her own fault that Bianca cut her too deep. She was distracted. She has been lately ever since her realization that if she wanted to close the distance, she would have to be the one to intrude in your space. 
The problem was that Wednesday only knew how to intrude into someone's space when she was suspicious they were a serial killer—accusing and without permission. 
And thus, Wednesday has been afflicted with hypothetical conversations her brain refused to stop producing. It was costing her sleep, and now the victories that should belong to her. 
"Wednesday!" 
Turning around, Wednesday sees Enid skipping her way down toward her. The blonde frowns when she glances at Wednesday's cheek and pulls out a white handkerchief. It’s the only colorless fabric she owns. "Fencing?"
Wednesday nods, accepting the cloth as she dabs it against her face, wiping at her jaw where it dripped.
"Lose?" Enid winces in pain. 
A dark look crosses Wednesday's face, and Enid quickly changes the subject. 
"Are you excited for parents' weekend?" Enid asks. "I'm surprised Principal Weems has made it so early in the year. I hear she's making changes so parents visit once at the beginning of the year and once at the end of the year."
"If by excited you mean begrudgingly accepted it, yes," Wednesday monotones.
"But it'll be interesting to see who the fairy godmother's parents will be, right?" Enid rocks on her toes in anticipation. "I heard her dad is, like, a high lord or something."
The comment does spark interest in Wednesday. She is curious about the two people who had loved you so much that they took you out of isolation and parted ways with you in this safe haven. 
Assuming that they could visit you, anyway.
"That's also a witless sobriquet," Wednesday comments absentmindedly.
Enid only huffs. 
"Enid," Wednesday calls evenly.
"Hm?"
"How—why—" Wednesday takes a deep breath as her eyes close for a moment. When she opens them, she finds Enid staring at her curiously with an amused smile. Wednesday knows it was because she’s never this inarticulate, but Enid is gracious enough to not say anything about it and waits patiently for her to gather her thoughts. 
As patiently as she can, it seems.
"Not to rush you, but you should probably hurry on and say whatever it is you want to say so you can get on to the infirmary. The cut is starting to soak through my handkerchief," Enid gently pushes. 
Wednesday grinds her teeth for a second before sighing through her nose lightly. 
"How did you decide on how you wanted to be closer to me?" Wednesday asks, leaving as much emotion out of her tone as possible but cringing at her sentence. "Especially since it was obvious I wanted to keep my distance."
Enid's lip twitches, and Wednesday already regrets asking, but before she can turn around and leave, Enid answers. "Well, in your case, I think it was easier for me to tell you didn't really want to be alone, so I didn't ask."
Wednesday makes a vague face of disgust while Enid continues on. 
"But in your case," Enid stresses, smirking at Wednesday's unblinking face. "I think you should ask to do something together to be closer."
Wednesday's eyes flicker as she processes Enid's words. The memory of Tyler's efforts to take her to the catacomb, how he set up lights, and a movie pops into her mind. 
"Like a date," Wednesday says slowly, and horrification begins to set in.
"Er, I think that's a little too advanced for you," Enid cuts in quickly. "Maybe just try to find a way to spend more time together casually but consistently."
Enid looks at her watch. "Oh, I gotta go. Yoko and I need to start planning for the boat race this year." With that, Enid happily skips down the hallway. She turns around once and yells, "Oh, don't forget to wash the blood out of my handkerchief. I trust you'll know how to do that!"
Wednesday nods before she continues on her way to the infirmary. When she enters, she sees Weems talking to someone sitting on a cot behind the curtains. 
"I'm happy you've found a friend to help you, but I'm concerned—" Weems stops as soon as she sees Wednesday, frowning as she sees the cut and then sighs, "Coach Vlad had told me you and Bianca frequently spared without your helmets. I had hoped he was joking."
The curtains suddenly opened, and Wednesday wasn’t surprised. She could tell it was you by your silhouette. 
Immediately the hypothetical conversations she's been creating pops into her mind again.
"Hi, Wednesday," you smile with a short wave before you eye her cut. "Hope the other person looks worse off."
Weems clicks her tongue in disapproval, but Wednesday's lip twitches upward slightly. 
The principal is about to say something else when a small, lanky boy walks in. He clutches his wrist, but Wednesday can’t make out his feature with his overgrown fringe covering his eyes. He seems to see just fine, though, as his posture stiffens at the sight of you.
"O-Oh, F-Fae," he starts to say but then stutters. "No, sorry, I-I mean—"
"It's fine," you wave away his attempt at saying your name. "Did you hurt yourself in psychitect?"
He nods.
"I suppose I should go find the nurse. She went down to the cafeteria for a quick snack," Weems says before she looks at you. "We'll finish our conversation later."
"It's fine," you wave it off. "I can help Wednesday. We’ll be gone before you’re back."
Weems purses her lips in disapproval, but you just give her a look back. Sighing, Weems nods before she turns to walk out. "Glad to see you fitting in more this year, Wednesday. It's pleasant to see you in my office less."
"It's too early in the year still," Wednesday haughtily replies, eyes trailing Weems as she leaves the room. 
"Come along, Henry."
Once alone, Wednesday's eyes trail to you. 
"Well, take a seat," you stand up and gesture to the cot near her as you rummage through the cabinets. 
"I can do it myself."
"I'm sure you can," you absently say as you move bottles back and forth in search of something. When you find it, you turn around with a lopsided smile. "But I assure you I can do it better."
Wednesday only raises her eyes challengingly but sits down as you sit on the stool and roll over to her. She sits primly with her back straight as a rod when you come closer and closer. To allow your proximity, Wednesday has to open her legs for you to come between, being the one wearing pants. 
"Pretty nasty cut," you mumble, and Wednesday can smell grape lollipops. 
"I've had worse."
"Bragging, I see," you smirk as you put on gloves and use tweezers to soak a gauze pad in saline solution. "Xavier did tell me you took an arrow for him once."
"Xavier has an abnormally large mouth," Wednesday speaks tersely with a furrow of her brows. When you gently dab the soaked gauze pad on her cheek, it doesn’t sting, but Wednesday clenches her fists closed with your face so close. 
"I think he was bragging," you continue to dab. "Enid and Eugene have similar anecdotes. Thing, as well."
Wednesday huffs while you merely grin lightly. 
Enid's words and Wednesday's haunted hypotheticals were plaguing her again. 
"What were you and Weems talking about?" Wednesday asks to redirect the conversation. She had been curious since she walked in, as it seemed like a rather serious conversation. 
The thoughts aren’t going away.
"She was checking in after I told the nurse I had a friend to help me apply the medicine, and I'd only come in to do monthly examinations or if something serious happened."
Sometimes Wednesday isn’t used to people answering her questions so quickly and without pretense. She’s used to them being defensive. 
'Thing shouldn't be applying your medicine.' Wednesday clenches her jaw, refusing to let the thought slip out of her mouth. With you in sight, her mind refuses to stop the compulsive hypothetical conversations.
"I see," Wednesday says slowly. "And why is Weems so particularly concerned?"
"She's my legal guardian," you answer straightforwardly, inspecting Wednesday's wound as the bleeding slows. 
The sudden new information makes Wednesday blink. 
'If you use your brain and think about it, Thing is a disembodied hand with stitches all over. Do you think that's sanitary? Forget the fact that Thing is vain and does well in washing his hand and moisturizes.'
You put down the tweezers and take off the gloves. Lifting your fingertips, you hover them over the cut. Wednesday watches as you concentrate before warmth and tiny little firefly-like lights seeps onto her cheek. 
When it’s over, the sting of the cut is gone. Wednesday lifts her hand to touch her cheek and feels a thin bump of her skin scarred over. 
'I understand your need for secrecy. I've been told I lack regard for others’ safety but I have no intentions of being the reason for your untimely death.'
You turn to grab a tub of cream and unscrew the lid. "It's not exactly perfect, but better than the usual way," you say as if apologizing. "I'll get better at it as my wings heal."
"Your powers are linked to your wings?"
'And of course, I understand you don't prefer the nurse's care. Her touch is indelicate and I imagine your wings are sensitive.'
You hum and say quietly, "A lot of it, yes. Our wings are embedded into our backs and take root inside our bodies. It's why we usually die without our wings."
"And Weems is your guardian?" 
You nod. "Yes. As you know faeries stay in isolation, and faeries with my wings are...outcasts," you smirk. "My parents can't look after me like regular parents do because the more in contact with me they are, the more it exposes my location."
It makes sense. Whoever had done such abominable things to your wings should stay far, far away—lest they want Wednesday to find a way to paralyze them without taking their wings. 
Still.
Wednesday studies your face as you apply the scarring cream. Your parents must've been heartbroken and scared witless to take you out of isolation and have Weems take over guardianship. 
'As such, I must take responsibility for Thing and offer to take his place in applying your medication. This is an acceptable trade, is it not?'
"Your parents must've adored you so," Wednesday comments. She can certainly relate to that as she internally rolls her eyes at the thought of her own parents. 
You finish applying the cream, and Wednesday has had enough of the repetitive one-sided conversation in her head. It was going to drive her crazy—and not the respectable kind. 
But just as Wednesday opens her mouth to get it over with, her words die on her tongue when you look at her.
It was the same smile as that night, the one that made Wednesday's throat burn with utter defeat.
You must miss them. 
"Yes, I suppose they did."
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Wednesday lies in bed, staring at the ceiling, and the incessant noise of Enid's snoring is somehow amplifying her thoughts.
This. Is. Inconceivable. 
The thing with Wednesday is that she had an obsessive personality. That's why solving mysteries is such a good pastime for her. 
The only problem is when the mystery hasn't been solved, and she is left alone with the agonizing cliffhanger. 
What if the words hadn't died on her tongue? 
What if she had said them anyway, despite your smile that seemed to make Wednesday miserable. 
But the truth of the matter is that she didn't, and now, she is stuck in bed coming up with new hypothetical conversations that revolve around one matter.
'Thing is indisposed.'
'I'm offering my company and assistance. Thing may stay as an additional conversationalist.'
'Surely, you must have more to say to me daily than greeting me.'
'Thing has questionable scalpel skills; therefore, I believe he's been applying your medication inaccurately. I can't have your wings—your life source—healing poorly on my hands.'
This is all Enid's fault, Wednesday determines. She turns her head to watch her peacefully, blissfully ignorant sleeping roommate. 
Maybe she should come through with the threat of smothering Enid with a pillow. But in the end, Wednesday turns her head back to the ceiling. 
It’s then that Thing opens the door and scuttles across the room in haste. She sits up as he climbs up onto her bed and pulls at her blanket.
"What is it, Thing?" Wednesday frowns.
Thing begins signing and tapping.
"Speak clearly, Thing. You're skipping words."
Thing taps frustratedly but slows down.
"Someone…slapped…back today?" Wednesday raises her brow but then frowns deeper. "It opened a wound up...and you can't fix it yourself? Need help...now?"
Thing taps multiple times to signify that is correct. Immediately, Wednesday gets out of bed and grabs her sweater. 
"Where is she? Her room or her studio?" Wednesday asks as she shoves on her shoes, and Thing climbs onto her shoulder.
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When Wednesday arrives at your studio, following the same sequence she did weeks ago, she finds you fallen on the ground, your wings just barely over your shoulder as you hold yourself up by your elbows.
Blood drips down and soaks your feathers, somehow making obsidian look even darker. 
Wednesday walks up quickly and crouches beside you, and you barely notice her until she speaks. "Who did this to you? I want their name." She seethes.
"It was...an accident," you raggedly breathe. "She didn't know. Meant to be a friendly goodnight clap on the back."
But that doesn’t soothe Wednesday at all. Not when the back of your dress shirt is dredged in so much blood that there isn’t even a spot of white left, and your right wing twitching in obvious pain.
"What can I do?" Wednesday demands, but there was a softness to it that is almost desperation. 
You swallow. "I—I need you to move my wing over my shoulder more—until I can reach the cut to seal it." You screw your eyea shut. "I can't move it on my own."
Wednesday nods. She carefully reaches out to touch your wing.
It is velvety.
Wednesday imagines it would've been more magnificent to the touch had your feathers not been weighed down and saturated by blood. 
As Wednesday begins to spread your wing up and over, your breath hitches sharply.
Wednesday stops.
"Don't stop," you grit your teeth, taking in ragged breaths. "It hurts the longer you drag it out. Just—be gentle."
Gentle is not often used to describe Wednesday. She’s sharp and jagged, like broken glass. That's probably why she still plans to discover who did this to you and slowly butcher them—accident or not—as she carefully keeps moving your wing.
When it’s finally close enough for you to reach, Wednesday watches you use healing magic for the second time that day. You slump onto the grass, exhausted. 
Thing grabs Wednesday's attention to the pile of towels neatly folded in a tree's hollow trunk. She finds a set of spare clothing and grabs those along with the towels. 
"Is the pond water sterile?"
You nod with your eyes shut.
Wednesday places the shirt next to you and then turns to the pond, and sticks her hand in to find it was lukewarm before she soaks one of the towels.
“Change into this clean shirt for now,” Wednesday orders you but her tone lacks the usual bite. She wrings the towel and passes it to Thing. “Help her wipe the blood on her back. Turn around as she changes,” Wednesday warns Thing.
Wednesday turns away and keeps her focus on the pond, soaking the next towel. Thing taps her leg when they’re done. You look extra tired from having to change shirts but it was better than letting your bloody shirt make you sticky and then crust over before you could shower. You seem to realize it yourself as you make an effort to keep your dirty wings from soaking your shirt again.
When she returns to you, Wednesday cleans the blood out of your feathers gently but thoroughly. When she uses her fingers to brush aside some of the feathers, your wings trill. 
"Tickles," you mumble. 
Wednesday doesn’t comment as she continues until the blood is washed out and properly dried. Thing hands her the ointment you use and begins to apply the salve with precision. 
It’s quiet.
Peaceful.
Wednesday feels the tension in her shoulders leave now that you are fine and she is here. 
All those hypothetical thoughts and conversations flew right out of her head.
"I will apply this for you from now on."
You open one eye to peek at Wednesday, and she stares back at you as if to challenge her. You close your eye again and nod.
"Thanks for your services, Thing," you mumble tiredly. "Your severance package will be a bottle of dew drops."
PART FOUR
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dominimoonbeam · 4 months
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Tis I, the anon who was after slasher 101 spoilers, and who frequently forgets about the passage of time. Just here to say I listened to the last part as soon as I could (and several times since) and I loved it! I'm pretty picky about endings but this felt like a perfect ending. The bit with the baseball bat was a nice touch, and I fully agree house parties sound like fire hazards lol.
Also, I usually don't relate much to the listener characters in these things and instead just have fun being someone else, but that whole "I thought you looked as lonely as I felt" really hit the feels. Good ol' catharsis.
And I kinda love that you had him get stabbed. I'm mean :)
Anyway thanks so very much for being an awesome writer and sharing!
Anon! I'm so happy you liked the Slasher 101 story! I really enjoyed seeing the comments on the first parts and all the guesses people were making about what was going to happen. Jouska is one of those creators who often voices ambiguous or outright evil characters that we love, so I knew him doing it would make everything pretty suspicious from the start.
That's so amazing to hear that you felt like you could relate to the listener! Thank you for the feedback! This was so nice! <3 <3 <3
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HIS EYES
My eyes are wide open, immediately my brain got activated sensing the temperature in the room. It's ice cold. I heard the thunder roaring " What made him blow up? And why is he furious today?" It's cats and dogs again.
I made my bed and open the curtains, It was pouring. I'm a real Pluviophile! I love and enjoy the wonderful smell of the air after the rain. I tilted my head to view the skies. Sky oh sky! you're a stunning bonny artist of your own who creates magic with colors and today, " Why are you sad? Or Is it joy that you cry?"
I broke up from my jouska mode and grabbed my towel to freshen up. I came out with wet hair and found my way to the kitchen, I toweled my hair and turned on the coffee machine. I need that little rush you get after your first sip of strong coffee. They said you can be anything so I decided to be caffeinated.
I walked towards the radio, turned it on and volumed it, I've become Lisztomania recently and it's another way to relax your mind. Melodies on the air ..hmm right song selection for a rainy day, I swiftly shook my body and moved towards the fridge door to look at the menu list. I grinned "geez it's my favorite breakfast" scrambled eggs, sausages, and bread toast.
Turned off the stove, sipped my coffee, and took my plate to the dining, as I was about to sit I noticed radiant from my phone screen," oh shit I must have forgotten to charge it again !" Plucked the charger and left it on its stand.
Said my prayers and am grateful for being here for another day in my chapter called life.
Breakfast is the most enjoyable meal of the day. Someone quoted "Literature and breakfast are both slow " so I have no rush having it, especially today when it's my off day. The view out of the window was so beautiful, no vehicles on the road
It was peaceful from ear pollution..my eyes caught up with the beautiful curtains hanging on the opposite apartment window
"96" movie song was airing in the background, "perfect timing," my heart said. Current trending song, an Indian music director composed it spicing with the noise of the whale reminding us of a fantasy fairy tale " whale and the bird". To my way of thought, I wonder if anyone has or has composed music with the rhythm of rain? Anyways what's the gender of the sky?
Girl! Girl! break up from your thoughts, the day has just begun.
My Morning routine is completed. I feel relaxed now. Daily routines are common to do in their everyday lives and some forget to add them to their list as a basic routine. It's time and energy ladies. I walked towards the window to see the updates on the cats and dogs forecast, the rain stopped but we are still surrounded by dark clouds. My eyes got locked to a pair of eyes opposite of my apartment..a guy looking at me as I was ..our gaze locked..is he a pluviophile like me? But, he's looking sad, I wonder why. The apartment opposite mine was vacant for such a long time, didn't realize there was a new tenant till I noticed the beautiful curtains early morning. Does he live alone or with a family?? " Oh, girl...stop it don't be a busybody." My mind voice broke me up from my curiosity. We r still looking at each other and that ran a chill in my back spine. I got nervous. I walked back to my couch, sat, and pick my novel which took me ages to complete. I am recovering from a reading slump. Hopeful I can finish it without any excuses..I've challenged myself to read 1 chapter a day. I started from the page I left weeks before, my mind wondering about the guy at the window, his eyes " why was he looking lost could say sad in a way. he's upset because of the rain?
A loud knock at my door woke me ...I fell asleep on the couch! Great job girl! I rushed to the door as if the person might just make a hole in my door by knocking. I peep through the hole as I was asking " who is it? ", It's the delivery guy. I received it with my sleepy face, it's my crystal ink pen set ..got it at last after a long wait. I jumped on the couch again and tried to be focused on the same page I started, I dozed off again and that made me skip lunch "Was the story that much lagging, or am I lacking sleep"? I looked at the clock on the wall it will be dusk soon. I walked towards the fridge where I have my meal planner for this week, and I forgot the menu for tonight "it's ramen". " Easy-peasy" so I decided to shower first. I want to have a long hot shower but it will be late for dinner then, my mind was again wondering about that pair of eyes ... Those eyes just attracted my attention, and I shook the thoughts off.
I walked toward the hall and turn on the lights as it was dark, wow! I love the ambiance of my living room, purple, blue n red are cool colors that give an incredible vibe on a chill day. I lit up the candle, its butter vanilla flavor. One of my favorite and has an amazing smell. I turned on the radio and went to my kitchen to prep my dinner. I added sausages, green spinach, and egg to it. Ramen is best served with kimchi. After having my dinner, I cleaned up the kitchen washed the dishes, and tied up the rubbish to be taken out, its already 20:00, so I'll throw the rubbish and just go for a walk to the nearest park to digest my food and also get my steps goal for the day achieved. I followed the pathway to the park, spotlights are lighting the place as the moonlight isn't bright enough today. I was looking for a bench to rest my legs and I got one that was not occupied. I touch it to see if it was wet, but it wasn't. The wind was blowing in my direction, and my hairs are happy and dancing to the rhythm of the wind, I tried to hold them in a tag and tie them up as its covering most of my face. I looked around and there were those eyes again staring at me from my opposite bench. I froze...
Those surrounding lights made his eyes so attractive in mine ..- limerence
Limerence- the state of being infatuated with another person
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rant-blogger · 5 years
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Jouska
I've always thought about us talking
Imagined what it would be like if we were to be
How our conversations would start
And our days end with smiles on our faces
I thought about the things we would fight about and cry about
The stuff that would get us so worked up and giddy
The moments that we would treasure and be teased about
And the ones that are simple yet sweet
But at the end of it all
I'd realize, wake up from my fantasies
And look at how our real conversations go
See how uninterested you are and how needy I look
How we're simply friends and nothing more nothing less
And that's its just really all in my head
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nirikeehan · 2 years
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The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows Prompts, Part 2
Compiled by me for personal use; rebloggable version here
énouement n. the bittersweetness of having arrived here in the future, where you can finally get the answers to how things turn out in the real world.
mal de coucou n. a phenomenon in which you have an active social life but very few close friends.
la gaudière n. the glint of goodness inside people, which you can only find by sloshing them back and forth in your mind until everything dark and gray and common falls away.
fata organa n. a flash of real emotion glimpsed in someone sitting across the room, idly locked in the middle of some group conversation, their eyes glinting with vulnerability or quiet anticipation or cosmic boredom.
sonder n. the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own.
kenopsia n. the eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that’s usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet. - Fill, Thalia in nightmare au
Mauerbauertraurigkeit n. the inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.
jouska n. a hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head, which serves as a kind of psychological batting cage where you can connect more deeply with people than in the small ball of everyday life.
ecstatic shock n. the surge of energy upon catching a glance from someone you like, which scrambles your ungrounded circuits and tempts you to chase that feeling with a kite and a key.
anchorage n. the desire to hold on to time as it passes.
kairosclerosis n. the moment you realize that you’re currently happy, which prompts your intellect to identify it, pick it apart and put it in context, where it will slowly dissolve until it’s little more than an aftertaste.
chrysalism n. the amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.
heartworm n. a relationship or friendship that you can’t get out of your head, which you thought had faded long ago but is still somehow alive and unfinished.
anthrodynia n. a state of exhaustion with how shitty people can be to each other, typically causing a countervailing sense of affection for things that are sincere but not judgmental, are unabashedly joyful, or just are.
xeno n. the smallest measurable unit of human connection, typically exchanged between passing strangers.
the wends n. frustration that you’re not enjoying an experience as much as you should, even something you’ve worked for years to attain.
hanker sore adj. finding a person so attractive it actually kinda pisses you off.
waldosia n. a condition characterized by scanning faces in a crowd looking for a specific person who would have no reason to be there. - Fill, Thalia/Blackwall + Varric
backmasking n. the instinctive tendency to see someone as you knew them in their youth. - Fill, Pravin & Thalia
Funkenzwangsvorstellung n. the instinctive trance of a campfire in the dark.
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