Is it okay if I ask here why you guys follow me or something…?

Rex coming home after umbara and needing lots of cuddles and attention from reader, perhaps crying with his head in your neck or on ur lap? I would die for rex ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I like the idea. And I have to apologize in advance. I just decided to rip out hearts. Well, let's see if I can. What I have in mind is pretty gritty. You didn't say which gender so I picked female, hope that's okay.

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okay this one was hard to write x.x

Rex x Fem!Reader - Hurt/Comfort/Smut Oneshot - The Night Is Dark And Full Of Terrors

Warnings: Angst/ Hurt / Tension / Comfort / Fluff / Traumatized Rex/ Sexual Themes (Not the focus though) / Not sure if this falls under the dub-con category, but it might

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Rex unfortunately had not had a chance to let you know he was back. He's on his way to see you. He still has your spare key to your apartment. He can get in even if you're not there. But Rex fervently hopes you're home. The last few weeks on Umbara have been terrible, full of horror, full of loss, anger and fear. He really needs you now.

When he arrives at your apartment, however, he finds it deserted. You didn't know he was coming home today, so maybe you had gone out, after all it was the weekend, he thought.

He put his travel bag down in the bedroom, took a shower, and then went to bed. He hadn't had a decent night's sleep in a long time. Rex hoped that the familiar and safe surroundings would help him find quiet, restful sleep.

But, of course, he was denied this wish. Terrible images haunted his dreams, clones killing each other, brothers slaughtering each other. The enemy striking from the darkness, beings unknown, sinister and deadly. The screams of his brothers on the battlefield in the darkness of Umbara.

When you get home and see his bag, a smile spreads on your lips, but then you hear his fitful sleep. You hurry into the bedroom. There he lies, your beloved Rex, whom you've missed dearly for so long. He is shivering, sweating and moaning in his sleep, the sheet under him is wet.

He is wearing his full armor as he does sometimes the first days after a longer and harder mission. Force of habit. A strange feeling of safety he get's from this. Feeling ready at any given moment to fight the enemy. You know if he wears this right now in your bed, the last mission must have been really bad.

Concerned, you come to his side, gently but firmly grasp his broad shoulders and shake him.

"Rex! Wake up Rex!"

The clone captain startles and pushes you away from him with a yelp. You fall backwards and land on your butt. His eyes are wide, he looks haunted.

"Rex?" you ask gently, slowly getting back up "You're home, safe. That was just a dream."

He blinks, looks at you and then you see the infinite sadness taking possession of him. Tears roll down his face, he shakes his head.

"No, Mesh'la, not a dream. Memories of battle."

You feel your heart sink and it hurts. Rex extremely rarely drops his mental shells and lets others see what is behind them. But now, in this moment, you see all the loss, all the pain and fear that has accompanied him these past weeks.

You sit down at the edge of the bed and he looks at you almost pleadingly. You take his face in your hands and look at him compassionately.

"Do you want to tell me about it?"

"They might still be alive. If I had listened to Fives, if I had more guts I would have done the right thing!"

"Rex," you say calmly, "I know you. You're an outstanding soldier, a good man, the bravest I know. You always do the right thing."

He shakes his head and you can see he's fighting back new tears.

"Not this time. I stubbornly followed orders even though I knew how wrong they were. I dutifully led the lambs to the slaughter. These bad dreams, I've earned them fair and square."

You look at him worriedly and say softly, "Please don't say that. You certainly don't deserve this"

"The Jedi was a traitor and because of him hundreds of my brothers have died, not only fighting the enemy, but each other"

You were confused.

"I don't understand that. Why against each other?"

Rex swallows and his gaze seems to go nowhere as he begins to explain tonelessly.

"Master Skywalker was ordered back and Krell took over his post on Umbara. He made decisions that were clearly cut-throat, regardless. He addressed us all by our numbers, not our names. He hated each and every one of us, and he let us feel it unfiltered. He spoke condescendingly to and about us, disdainfully, pejoratively. He didn't care how and how many of us died. In fact, it turned out that he wanted us all dead. He was a traitor and I should have sensed it from his behavior alone from the beginning. It often happens that people hate us and do not consider us as worthy living beings, but Krell put the crown on it all. Finally, he spread the rumor that the enemy was stealing our armor and disguising themselves. Two of our platoons clashed and dozens of my brothers killed each other because we trusted Krell."

You swallow, feeling your throat constrict.

"Oh God Rex...I'm so infinitely sorry for this. I don't even know what to say. But it wasn't your fault. Krell is to blame for all of this not you"

"It doesn't feel that way," he presses out, pushing your hands aside.

He gets up, goes to the kitchen and gets a glass of water. He gulps it down as if he hasn't had a drink in days. You followed him, concerned, sorry and sad. Then he looks at you and you feel something change in him. There is a hungry longing in his gaze.

Rex puts the glass down, reaches for you and pulls you close. He kisses you hungrily, you can taste his tears. His hands tug at your clothes. He's so different, you know this gathering won't be what you're used to from your Rex, but that's okay, you know he needs you now. Nothing else matters.

Your clothes fall to the ground, shredded in parts. He’s so impatient tonight. 

His hands are a little rough, not too much, not unpleasant, but different. He kisses you deeply, bites you gently. Rex hastily removes his codpiece, lifts you onto the table, which is the perfect height, and thrusts his hips between your bare thighs. You feel his hard length through the fabric of his Blacks against your bare pubic.

He rubs against you, pressing against you, his upper body pushing yours back so that you have to brace yourself behind you with your hands on the table.

"I need you. Need you now. Please..."

It’s sounding so desperate.

"It's okay Rex, take anything you need, including me," you say lovingly.

The edges of the armor he still wears press into your flesh as he presses against you, but you don't complain. He hastily pulls down his blacks with shaky fingers, his thick, hard cock popping out from behind them.

Normally Rex is eager to please you, he loves a long foreplay, but now everything seems a little different. He just wants to feel you, blunt and rough.

When he penetrates you, the stretching is quite a challenge and really wet you are not yet, the mood is just not there. But you also let that happen to you, out of love for him. He is different, but still careful. Rex knows what he's asking of you right now and he waits for your body to adjust to his unprepared penetration before he moves inside you.

He whispers, "I'll make this up to you, I promise, I'll pay you back for this."

He is so tense that his muscles are partially trembling as he takes you faster and faster. The edges of his armor keep bumping against your bare skin, your flesh, surely leaving marks.

He grunts and groans, takes you faster, harder and more tremulous than you are used to from him.

Just as arousal seems to build up in you after all, he comes inside you with a heavy grunt. He's shaking all over. Rex is bent forward, his head resting on your shoulder. Suddenly, one of his shaky breaths turns into a sob.

"I'm so sorry. I just needed to feel you, I needed to feel alive."

You stroke the back of his neck, his head.

"It's ok my love"

"I'm so sorry...I'm so sorry" he repeats over and over sobbing and you know it's not just you anymore, it's all his brothers he's lost.

You manage to lead him to the sofa, where he rests his head on your lap, curled up like a fetus. Seeing Rex like this breaks your heart. You know he will recover, he is a strong man, but even strong men have their limits. Umbara has temporarily broken your lover. But you will do everything to help him get back on his feet.

You help him take off the armor. After that, he lies right back down with his head in your lap and lets you tuck him in.

"I love you so much. I don't know what I would do without you," Rex whispers before falling asleep.

Ko-Fi (If you feel like giving me some coffee)

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Howdy pia.

I'm really scared of the answer to this 😅 but i have to know; do you think Ash dehumanises and/or disrespect humans now that he lives in the fae realm and is hunting more?

Does he pick healthier prey now and does he still take steps to stop the Glashtyn from SAing his victims?

Idk I feel like despite his darkness Ash is the kind of predator that would always appreciate/be thankful for his food lol and have respect for it, unlike Augus. But I might be wrong!

Sorry if that's too many questions. I thought it was better to put them all in one ask instead of sending multiple and clogging up your inbox 😆

Oufff anon you might not like the answer to this one so I'm going to put it under a read more:

I do think Ash is closer and closer to viewing humans as prey rather than people, and that he's less likely to have any sexual contact with them at all now that he's with the Gancanagh and also now that he's eating healthily.

His sex drive was always deeply tied into his sublimated prey drive, and now that's not being sublimated anymore, his sex drive has kind of switched to fae-focused. Especially because he doesn't have to be so careful, and the Gancanagh will heal from any damage Ash does to him.

Ash could never take steps to stop the Glashtyn from torturing, or raping his victims. Once he's transformed, the Glashtyn takes over, and everything that waterhorse does is completely out of Ash's hands. It's always been that way, it's one of the reasons Ash is so... hateful towards his waterhorse self for so long.

I think Ash is a lot less considerate of a person's personality these days before feeding, and is more likely to take healthy prey alongside dying or sick prey. He's more likely to feed on the kind of people he'd fuck in the past, basically, and while he still seduces them, he now seduces them with a view towards eating them, instead of taking them back to a room for a night. In some ways, he just has sex with humans almost not at all now.

I do think, to a degree, Ash still respects humans, but it's more like how people can respect an animal they've hunted but still eat it and end its life. And Ash is still home to the Glashtyn, who is still a sexual sadist and torturer, whatever happens once Ash transforms into the Glashtyn is then down to the Glashtyn and his choices. The Glashtyn wants his prey to feel fear before he kills them (so does the Each Uisge) - it improves the flavour to them.

Ash may get to a point where he starts to resent humans, but right now he's mostly just... eating them x.x

It's definitely not too many questions though! :D Honestly getting them bunched up like this is great because they're all on theme and I can address them all at once. :D

ur mexican right? do u have an opinion on argyle's portrayal in the show?

hello ! you're unfortunately asking the wrong person, friend :( i could talk to you all you want about how unfair it is that argyle is given a grand total of 0% of backstory (he doesn't even have a last name), or how he's decidedly playing a stereotype (with the slight subversion of him being actually very smart emotionally and when it comes to finding solutions to their problems, but that gets treated as a joke nonetheless), or how he's treated more as a plot device than anything (the duffs needed a way to get the byers + mike out of california).

but that's as far as my insight goes :(

i do not live in the us. i was born and raised in mexico and have lived here my whole life and thus, my experience is inherently different from that of the people who lived in the us in the 80s (like argyle) and even today. i have no context of what it's like to live as a latin american individual in a country that inherently assumes you're there illegally. i do not know the mockery that would come from having a heavy accent or slipping into spanish terms and slang from time to time. i do not know what it's like to have others immediately assume you fit into the stereotypes argyle showcases. my experience with all of these factors is second handed and as such, i can't offer anything to the conversation that others haven't pointed out already (other than maybe offering a reminder that these are the things argyle would be going through in the background).

not only that, but i don't even look like argyle in the slightest so i can't relate to that either. i've been mocked, bullied and harassed my whole life for a variety of reasons (speech impediment, hearing impairment, queer, trans,,,) but never because of the colour of my skin; never for having specific facial features attributed to latin american people (even if my heritage is not too different from that of your average mexican). other than some random girl who used to call me a vampire in high school (which i obviously took as a compliment because vampires are cool), no one has really ever had anything to say about my appearance and while racism / xenophobia is not just about looks, it's the first thing icky people notice and focus on and, in my case, not something they would initially pick up on.

now, my brother does look a lot like argyle. he has a similar nose and eyes and his skin colour is almost the same (if not a shade or two darker) so maybe he'd have something to say about seeing himself represented on screen in such poor quality. but a) he doesn't watch stranger things so he's got nothing to say about any of that, and b) he's the type to not mind stereotypes or jokes made at our expense.

beyond a slight eyeroll at silly, exaggerated portrayals, he (and most of the people in my city, so it's almost a cultural thing) really has nothing to say about seeing aforementioned stereotypes on screen.

so uh, yeah. nothing to add to the conversation beyond a reminder to listen to people who can actually relate to argyle's experience (whatever it is, because we didn't see any of it x.x) because of his features and his experience living in the us as a latin american individual.

the one thing i can say that we can all agree on is that the duffs don't know how to write bipoc characters, particularly black people (who have onscreen been subjected to implicit and explicit racism and violence and gotten nothing as a result, not even acknowledgement let alone some form of catharsis or justice -_- ), and that argyle was an afterthought brought only into the show to have some comedic relief, move forward a few plot points, and pay homage to whatever 80s californian films the duffs grew up watching >.<

(which again, anyone could tell you so this whole word salad is technically for naught u.u figured i owed you a nuanced response, though, so here it is)

anyway, apologies that my answer is lackluster and doesn't bring up anything of substance to the current debates people are having about the show :( hope you have a great day or night ~

In case anyone was wondering, I never actually intended to take a Christmas break from my scoping homework, but I ended up taking one anyway because of technical difficulties. See, I went to begin the legal terminology section, which has you download a couple Word documents - one with quizzes, one that has the answer key. Well, the answer key downloaded just fine, but the quiz file just gave me a 404 error message when I clicked on it, and if I right-clicked to save it and then opened the document, it was full of gobbledegook.

So I reached out to the teacher for help, but that was on the Friday before Christmas, so I had to wait until Tuesday before hearing back -_- She got me in touch with the IT person connected to the course. We emailed back and forth to schedule a time for her to remote into my computer, because she was convinced the problem arose from me using OpenOffice instead of Word...though I was pretty sure it was something wrong with the actual file, since I could download every other Word document and read it in OpenOffice just fine.

I told her I was working from home this week and could talk any time, but didn't hear back from her for a whole day. Then, just yesterday she sent me an email that was like, "Hey, are you free RIGHT NOW?" But of course I didn't see it right away because my phone is slow like that, so fifteen minutes later she called me on my phone (guess she found my number in my records somewhere).

Now, I don't know about you, but the last thing this introvert wants to do is to suddenly have to field an important call with basically no warning, especially not when I'm suffering from a really bad cold. I'd been planning, once I got a scheduled time for us to talk, to de-clutter my messy desktop (and take away the embarrassing Captain America pictures so I'd look like a Responsible Adult) and maybe open up a browser window without a bajillion tabs open. But because she caught me by surprise, I couldn't do any of that, and had to flail around to explain the situation and try not to be too embarrassed by what she was seeing. (And she commented on how many icons I have on my desktop and how many tabs I have open AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH D:)

On top of all that, as I mentioned before, I've got a really bad cold right now, and am losing my voice...and she asked "Are you okay?" at one point *hides under desk* I'm sure I must have sounded like I was a chain smoker who'd just woken up or something x.x

But the issue has been resolved, and I felt vindicated because it was an issue on their end, with a link that didn't work, and I was able to download the file I actually needed. So ha! It had nothing to do with me using OpenOffice after all.

Now please excuse me while I cough into my pillow and don't talk to anybody for a week.

13. what’s a weird headcanon you have for each of your muses? 28. can you sort your muses from weakest to strongest? 30. most importantly, are you having fun playing each one of your muses? { you can choose which muses you feel like answering for the questions 👀 if you don't wanna answer for all of them ! }

Asks for muns with a multimuse || Accepting !

13. what’s a weird headcanon you have for each of your muses?

I went with just some muses because picking one for all of them would have meant using a level of brain power I currently don't have xD I picked the muses I usually neglect when it comes to this stuff for a change xD

Mabel: When eating M&M (or any similar candies with a colourful exterior coating) Mabel firstly licks / scrapes off the shell so she can eat it on its one, and only then she eats the core.

Blitzo: He can't eat too many sweets / eat too much sugary foods / drink sugary beverage because it sends him into a manic sugar high. No one knows this, not even Loona, so whenever it happens they assume that he is on drugs. Blitzo considers that explanation more dignified, so he had never bothered to correct them.

Millie: One of Millie's hobby is the hellish equivalent of yoga. It might seem a little strange because of how temperamental and over energetic she is, but it actually helps her staying balanced.

Adrien: He hates the sound of a gum being chewed. He doesn't know where the strong loathing comes from, but every time someone is chewing a gum around him, he has to leave not to snap at them at the point of making a scene. As Cat Noir, he is much less polite and verbally forces the person to spit the gum out.

Jinx: She refuses to drink plain water. Mind you, it's hard to find truly clean water in Zaun, but Jinx would rather drink the dirty one anyway. She doesn't like how it tastes like nothing, it rubs her off in the wrong way. For that reason, she always has to mix it up with something, no matter what and where she is.

I have more, also for the other muses, but these are the ones I can think of right now. Also, I'm not sure some of this count as weird, but well...Maybe unusual?

28. Can you sort your muses from weakest to strongest?

I wasn't exactly sure of what the meme meant with this, if it was referring to physical strength or to how strong as an opponent each muse would be, so I went for the latter xD Also because it was easier than figuring out how physically strong each of them are x.x

Weakest to strongest: Mabel, Summer, Morty, Cat Noir, Stan, Evil Morty, B-001, Jinx, Mercenary Rick, Blitzo, Millie, SR, AR, Rick, Evil Rick, Bill.

Bill was the one I knew where to put right away because duh.

30. most importantly, are you having fun playing each one of your muses?

Weeeeell, this is a tricky question. If I have to think only about writing the muses in general, then I'd say that yeah, I'm having fun with all of them. Sure, at times some of them are too demanding, and others are finicky, but that doesn't take away the fun from writing them. Of course I have muses that I find more fun to write than others, but all in all the experience is entertaining with them all.

If I was to reply basing myself exclusively on my writing experience on Tumblr, then the answer would be so and so. Though, this isn't because of the muses themselves, but it's more about the site and how most people in the RPC act.

So the Paris convention is this weekend and none of the actors have done much, if any, promotion and I’m kinda living for it lol I think it will be interesting to follow the accounts of some attendees as I’m sure they’ll be able to pick up the vibes from the actors re: is the show getting cancelled. My insane conspiracy is that Netflix didn’t want to mess with the convention and there will be an announcement next week. I could be completely wrong though, what do I know about these things lol

See the funniest shite here is that I only came by to ask if the stupid show is finally cancelled cuz ye know with the recent cancellations and content removal lol

Turns out it's still not cancelled YET

And then I see this and imma like... WHAT CONVENTION??? so out of the loop but it does wonders for ma skin LOL now I have to struggle through fan pics and ugly old grandpa sweater again? The disrespect x.x

Also like would netflix care? Like they don't care??? The show views tanked, it generated absolutely no buzz and also they are not the ones organising the con. If me being honest if they cancelled the show before/during the con at least it will give them folks something to bond over lol

Cuz from what I understand/remember the so called shadow daddy cult meeting in paris is two days affair that is basically a lotsa paid fan photo queue inside a christian rec center? Like that gotta be hella boring and crying and screaming together does wonders for the soul... Has no one seen midsommar?

omg,, hiiii

i heard from around here that u have a crush on me !! n like,, i may or may not have a insanely enormous and huge n gigantic and sosososo big crush on u too,, so i wanted to know if there was any chance that u maybe sort of kinda maybe wanted to go out w me? if i got the wrong idea pls ignore !!! someone just told me u like me too n i thought id ask, since they said u might say yes n i really like u !!

so please, consider maybe giving me a shot ? ill do my best to make u happy to make up for how happy u make me !!

-e <3 (ps. i like u !!)

omg you've come all the way to my inbox :0 that's so crazy seeing u here e <3 !! i mean whoever spilled that info on me definitely knows what's gonna happen to them later x.x

anyway they weren't wrong though, i like you and i like you massively, enormously, gigantically, hippopotamusly much. u actually have more than a shot, u have all the shots there is. you don't have to worry about that last part, bcs you already make me the happiest !!

ps i like you !!

Thoughts & Reaction to GABRIEL AGRESTE

I'm going to start off by saying the biggest part of the episode was spoiled for me while browsing YouTube last night. So my reaction to that part of it was really meh because I already knew about it ahead of time. It has nothing to do with what I think about the episode itself though! I'm just really sad and disappointed that if it's not Gloob or another official source that spoils, it's random fans of the show that won't respect others. I'm also feeling quite discouraged about the fandom, particularly after this episode so I'm a little more affected by that + my mood & problems in RL in this post. I'm sorry x.x So because this episode has brought up things that do lean more on the negative side, I want to make you all aware that this isn't a really silly, happy reaction, as the episode in itself wasn't really silly or happy, but more serious and brought up a lot of serious things. So if you're not really looking for that type of reading today, I totally understand! Just kind of the way it worked out with this episode. I'm sure the next episode will have a lot more light and funny moments! Alright so opening scene is the end of another akuma attack. A nice shake-up to the usual! Gabriel mentions their "alliance" and then Adrien calls it a club. That apparently Chloe and Kagami are also members of.

I keep seeing it being called a cult, and I'm going to point out again that this is a show still aimed at kids in elementary school. While obviously they have some "club" of some kind, I think calling it a cult is a bit out there. Thomas has said before that the show won't touch on religion and religion is in the very definition of a cult. Obviously something's going on, but let's not always jump to the absolute worst-case, dark and depressing, or most chaotic scenario and then try to push it like it's canon. It's pretty sus I admit, but still. Amelie and Felix is so adorable and would probably be what Emilie and Adrien's relationship looks like to an extent, so I feel both happy and sad watching them. 😭 And then the scene where Adrien goes to Nathalie to talk about what's bothering him alsdjgalsd back to back scenes that pulls the heartstrings a bit for me! Marinette's friends are like, time to get more hands on deck to help you with Adrien! Oh kids, no no no. You don't understand that no matter what you do, something's going to always go wrong! It's super sweet that they're supportive, but oh no lol "On the outside, your story seems complicated. But really...it's simple." No, no. You two were right the first time. It seems complicated...because it is! Oh dear, this is going to get out of hand. I freaked out over the art in Nath and Marc's story. Not what it's of, exactly, just the art style! Immediately looks like Sleeping Beauty and I've always really liked that style so much. x3 It's also clear that a lot of time went into those pictures! Well goodness! Not only is Chloe horrible for spying like that, but Sabrina's fall and faceplant on the table though o.o Is she okay? She fell a good 12 feet or more! The kids were planning on having her tell him how she feels about him at school. Where he'd be guaranteed to attend, without interference from his father. Not his home, not some Parisian landmark, not during a photoshoot. At school. So she wasn't stalking him or anything. And it wasn't even her idea, and she didn't reach out to ask for help, her friends volunteered it. Now thanks to Chloe and her spying and threatening to expose that plan the kids were telling Mariette about to Gabriel, with the intention of Adrien being taken out of school, of course Marinette has to go and try to stop him from seeing that video! Because: Zoe wasn't allowed to go. Chloe was the problem. Kagami wasn't there as she doesn't go to their school to be told about this and pushed to try to interfere. Would be kind of weird for any of the others to try to sneak in and stop it, especially since they were there about her in the first place. She also didn't go there with any intention to get Adrien's attention or to confess or anything like that. Just purely to make sure Chloe doesn't share that video to Gabriel to keep Adrien in school and have a social life like he deserves. Because this is what happens whenever they try elaborate plans to get Marinette and Adrien together. Sometimes it doesn't even get past the planning part without consequences. Also Chloe, why. Why would you make him get in trouble and be forced to stay home, just in the hopes his thinking will change so you'll like him again? Not thinking things through fully, but it does show that she still cares to have him in her life...in a weird, selfish, cruel kind of way... Zoe's awesome. Just had to say that. Gabriel asked Gorilla to take care of the jammers. Hahaha oh no. The point of them is to avoid communication from coming in he said... what kind of communication would they not want to receive? And then they don't want their phones recording business during dinner. Adrien to Marino: Do I know you? That's your Lady right there Adrien :DDD Felix sees that Gabriel's Shadow Moth. I didn't realize the peacock brooch is gold when he wears it :o Hmmm, Marinette overheard Felix and Chloe's conversation. How he was fooling her into thinking he's Adrien and laughed at her stupidity. He's sure harsh and sure makes her mad lol "You're perfect" I've seen so many

people going on about this. I mean it's narcissistic Gabriel Agreste who just made a copy of himself. Him calling his copy perfect is to be expected. Lol Kagami doesn't trust Felix :D Okay, narrowing my eyes a bit at why Felix smirked after "Marino" went after Chloe, then made the excuse to go see his mom. Guessing it's because 2 of the 4 left the room so it'd be easier for him to leave? Or does he know who she is from the video he saw of her before? Oop Kagami's still mad and doesn't want to be alone with Adrien in episode 9. But will fight to protect him anyway! She's such a good friend. Truly. Not a good girlfriend! But a good friend. That soft look Felix gives the painting of Emilie has me sooo curious. It's the first time he's actually looked gentle and soft, besides when he's with his mom. Curious, curious! Alright, so this scene with SeniGabriel and Felix has me questioning some things. At first you're probably thinking, "OMG Felix is a sentimonster!" after you hear Gabriel say "And yes, I have all the powers I need to find my ring. Among them: the power to destroy your life, Felix. I don't need to be Shadow Moth to do that" but then some things don't actually add up. I get Gabriel wanting to deflect suspicion off of him being Shadow Moth. But while he threatens Felix, he literally admitted that he can destroy his life without powers, and how he can "just snap his fingers and it will be enough to make you disappear" immediately following that. That seems really strange. If he was a sentimonster, why would he say that to him? He's trying to convince him he's not Shadow Moth, but then it wouldn't make any sense if he can threaten to do what only a holder of Shadow Moth's Miraculous can do and snap his fingers to make a sentimonster disappear. Isn't that contradictory and obvious? It also doesn't make sense for the rings to be where an amok is hidden for Felix. Why would Emilie and Gabriel have them all that time instead of his parents or himself? Kind of weird. I see why people think he's a sentimonster, and I only ever thought of Felix possibly being one because of how he was in Felix, but I also think it's safe to say it's not actually confirmed and there's more we still need to know before we jump on the bandwagon. For the sake of it though, let's say he is one. That conversation would prove that Felix knows he's one, if Gabriel's threat has to do with that. He knows what Gabriel was talking about. Now for the "Adrien is a sentimonster" theory, (if you don't want to read any discussion about this and other sentimonster theories, scroll down to the red text as that's where I get back to reacting to parts of the episode!) We all know Adrien has no knowledge of being one. It seems sentimonsters are aware of what they are and their purpose, based on past episodes. They know the rules of who's in charge of them, too. I've seen people try to debunk that and say that Felix is an inferior copy that Emilie ended up making before they made Adrien, who was made not to know. (Which doesn't make sense to me in the way that if he's a sentimonster that wasn't good enough for them, just like all sentimonsters, why not just snap it away and make another one for Amelie then?) And I just want to say this now while on that topic. Doesn't this sound absolutely twisted and messed up? It's being pushed that a sentimonster is fully human, even though it isn't, but then end up saying stuff like Felix was not good enough for Gabriel and Emilie and cast him off to her sister to make a more superior copy, and that mindset honestly makes me really uncomfortable. I know in the show sentimonsters are pretty obviously disposable, but we're not talking about sentimonsters Shadow Moth needs to do something for him for an akuma attack and then is no longer useful. We're talking about the idea of a sentimonster as a child, a son. Not disposable. Still with feelings and everything. Then we have it going around the theory that Kagami, Chloe, Zoe, XY are all sentimonsters too because their parents are part of that club. So all the

characters in this show that have bad parents and issues with said parents, let's just sweep that under the rug by saying none of them are humans but sentimonsters instead? The real kids in the show have good parents, but the sentimonster kids don't? And have several beloved characters be what is essentially massed produced by a magic piece of jewelry who are at risk of disappearing forever if something happened to their amoks? These sentimonster theories are becoming way too much in my opinion, and I'm just going to wait and see what the show tells us, not just hints at, and go from there. I don't think I've ever felt so uncomfortable reading posts after an episode and I'm really hoping this isn't how things are from now on. ----Felix breaking the akumatization just shows how tough he is. "You can't catch me, I'm the Felix Graham de Vanily!" As in, the gingerbread man...nevermind. Ladybug was this close to being exposed by The Collector. She'd have spilled her secret if she got hit 😬Cutting it way too close! Also that guy running around in the room with his arms up in the air like that'd help keep him from being hit 🤣🤣🤣 LITTLE DOES GABRIEL KNOW CHAT NOIR AND LADYBUG BOTH TRANSFORMED IN HIS HOUSE. Now I'm seeing how useful that jammer is for those cameras 👀 The one thing I prefer with the English here would be that Felix sounds different from Adrien. In French, he sounds exactly the same (and very Chat Noir-like) and it messes with me that Felix sounds like our precious Chat Noir.

I find this adorable, the way they both have that expression on their faces. xD Another episode where it's just Ladybug and Chat Noir! Even though it's short and it was 100% akuma fighting, I still loved it. x3 And that is how Shadow Moth got the charm he used in Dearest Family. Was pretty sure he'd akumatize himself again to get it but there was a little twist this time. xD Deleting that video was the best thing Bob Roth has ever done in his life. And it wasn't intentional to be helpful. It's weird thinking that the Miraculous are capable of things that they simply don't know. o.o I know they're going to explore that more in the future and ahhh it's going to be so cool! Felix knows Gabriel is Shadow Moth still. Interesting... And it seems that Gabriel suspects at least that he knows, as those appear to be fake Miraculous he's putting in the safe for when he's back again. Whatever episode(s) that is, it's going to be craaazy! Overall the episode was really cool, but it did feel just a bit off when we're so used to one or both dorks being the focus, but this time, Gabriel and Felix were. It definitely made it more serious for sure and there was less to point out and laugh at. But we learned some things and have a lot more we need to wait on to find out what's really going on, so it was really interesting nonetheless! Now onto another hiatus, where hopefully by the time the next episode comes out, I will have some chapters of my fic written, my AMV I started in June finished, and some more art done! Until then! (:

Hello! Can you share more about the hanahaki-esque fic, please? It sounds really interesting and I'd love to know more! I'm sorry about your day, I hope you feel better <3

hello ! thank you ;-;

um, so, in this au there's a condition i've called takotsubo's aphasia, which is kind of a combination between two irl conditions:

takotsubo cardiomyopathy, otherwise known as "stress cardiomyopathy" or "broken-heart syndrome"; it happens after trauma and stressful situations and it basically feels like a heart attack but it's not lethal. and broca's aphasia, which often follows a stroke and is a speech disorder; the people who suffer it understand what is being said to them, but when they go to reply they can't put their thoughts into words.

so i combined them (with slight alterations)~ in my au, if someone gets their heart broken, they may suffer from takotsubo's syndrome (so a lot of chest pain) and depending on the severity of the situation, there is a high chance they will develop aphasia and lose their ability to communicate verbally. irl there's also problems with writing, but i chose to limit it to just speaking x.x

anyway, this process takes several months and is reversible if the person either gets over the heartbreak, or if their feelings are corresponded (so no broken heart). however, once it reaches the point of aphasia it's nearly impossible for someone to start talking again.

so,,, in my story, the s3 rain fight was much worse and mike got his heart broken, but he pretended nothing was wrong because he thought he'd be able to mend things with will and unfortunately missed his chance when the byers moved to lenora (there is no vecna or russians in this one, so s4 didn't happen).

aaand the story starts several years later; will has been talking to this person online (in one of those 90s rudimentary chatrooms) and they arrange to meet and tada, turns out it was mike all along :0 so the story is about them reconnecting and maybe getting a second chance~

hope that gives enough context~ you can ask more if you want, though !

story summary 🎻

@safaerax​ said: 30-40 lets doooo even numbers !

( EXPERIENCE YOURSELF MUN QUESTIONS )

∗ 30﹕ do  you  have  any  fandoms  that  you  avoid  writing  within ? 

   Not  that  I  have  any  hard  rules  against  or  any  I’d  say  that  I  would  never  interact  with.  But  there  are  fandoms  I’m  less  inclined  to  write  with  and  have  no  desire  to  actively  write  in.  

∗ 32﹕ what  were  the  last  three  songs  you  listened  to ?

Pray that you’ll be dead to me -  Barren Gates  (mostly bc i was watching this) Do it to me back -  Henri Werner Villain - K/DA

 ∗ 34﹕ how  do  you  feel  about  personal  blogs  interacting  with  your  posts ?

   I  don’t  mind  it  honestly  ?  Like  as  long  as  you  don’t  spam  my  entire  blog  ,  sure.  Like  it  ,  comment  ,  it  doesn’t  bother  me  !  Though  it  definitely  surprises  me  when  I  see  personals  find  posts  from  3  years  ago  but  hey  ,  go  for  it.  I  also  don’t  mind  personals  sending  questions  or  things  like  that.

∗ 36﹕ how  has  your  writing  style  evolved  since  you  started  writing  on  tumblr ? 

...No  idea  ?   I  learned  how  to  tag  properly  vs  my  first  days  in  the  rp  community.  But  as  for  my  writing  itself  ,  I’m  not  sure.  I  think  characterization  or  aspects  with  certain  muses  have  definitely  changed  but  I  can’t  say  for  my  writing  as  a  whole.

∗ 38﹕ what’s  a  bad  habit  you  have  when  it  comes  to  roleplay ? 

   Uhhhhhh.....good  question.  Sometimes  I  lose  threads   ?  Sometimes  letting  it  take  priority  over  other  things  admittedly.  Though  that  is  more  about  rp  than  a  habit  when  it  comes  to  rp.  Maybe  sometimes  keeping  threads  &  asks  for  a  muse  that  isn’t  loud  but  then  when  that  muse  is  loud  i  feel  that  its  ‘  too  late  ‘  to  reply  and  then  I  don’t...

∗ 40﹕ what  is  your  opinion  on  duplicates ?

   I  mean  I  don’t  think  there’s  anything  wrong  with  them  ofc.  But  I  tend  to  get  very  nervous  of  duplicates.  Unless  another  duplicate  is  extremely  different  from  my  own  (  as  in  like  an  AU  version  )  then  I  don’t  tend  to  be  nervous.  And  if  they’re  a  friend  I’m  typically  fine  too  but  idk.  they  make  me  nervous  x.x  but  it  just  depends  a  bit  case-by-case.

Hi! How's your day? I have a question. Do Martha and Judith from '118 Right Hearts, Wrong Time' have a longer story? Or is it one-shot? I really love the poignant vibe of that story. Also, do you have any aesthetic references for them?

Oh thank you so so much! My day has been very okay, I've been pretty idle today ^^' I hope yours is good as well!

I'm so pumped to get your question and so glad you ask about Right Hearts, Wrong Time, it's one of my personal favourites for sure! Regrettably, it's just a one-shot. I do have some background and a vague outline for context for it, as I have for pretty much all of my short stories, though! That's all I could offer?

I don't really come up with descriptions for the characters of my short stories but here we go! I am not very good with aesthetics, especially not for people, but I searched unsplash and here are some photos with some ~ vibes ~, I hope that brings it across? It's so hard to find photos for more historical settings x.x

Okay, I realize there's nothing in Noiren's tag so maybe you don't play him very much, but I'm a sucker for a SW so hurt-comfort prompt #1- Person A is feeling down and Person B does not like to see them this way, so they start to bring them food, a nice cup of tea and their favourite blanket.- wherein A is Noiren, maybe after a nice lightning session with Baras, and B is a dubiously-worried Vette, possibly doing a terrible job of this comfort thing?

So these are taking me forever and I am so sorry about that x.x my college work takes up so much of my time.

So in the story I've written for him and his siblings, Noiren actually doesn't have Vette(or any of the swtor companions) on his ship. BUT I love Vette and love writing my OCs in all sorts of situations and AUs!

I apologize if this is terrible btw, I have been so tired lately from school, but here's a little Noiren based drabble! Enjoy!

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Everyone was confused. Noiren had always been stoic and quiet, but today was different. He was fumbling and muttering and trying to hide away from anyone that wanted to talk to him. Something was wrong. 

Vette knew that it had to do with the sith's recent visit with his master. Baras was a monster, but honestly what does one do to cheer up a sith lord? 

The small twi'lek managed to get her hands on a nice Alderaanian meal on their last trip and was quick to grab it with a nod to assure herself that this should do this trick. Once that was in hand she made her way to his quarters "Hey, ya busy? Or can I barge in?" She asked, though they both knew, no matter his answer, she was going to come in.

Noiren was sitting slumped over on his bed. He looked a little worse for wear. She frowned. Baras had always been tough on the male twi'lek, but he had never hurt him before. "I brought you some food. Knowing how you are, you probably haven't eaten." She continued to speak and sat beside him.

His yellow eyes glanced at her, then went back to the floor. It was hard to tell if he was seething, sad, or just plain frustrated. "Hello? Anybody in there? What happened?" She pressed. 

He rolled his eyes and turned his head to look at her. He had burns all along his ruby skin, littering the right side of his face and lekku. "I don't want to talk about it." He muttered. She tried to hide her offensive gasp, but failed. 

"That looks… yikes-" was all she managed to get out. He glared and turned away again. "I'm sure we can make sure it doesn't scar! But maybe you should eat first, huh?" 

"Not hungry." He replied. She frowned again.

"Come on! Where's the sith i know and fear! You're never like this" Vette tried again. He tensed a little. 

"You fear me? Even after I've done all I can to free you? You're not my prisoner or slave" he sighed "Honestly I would rather be in your position than my own…" he muttered. 

The woman almost felt bad for saying what she did, but it was true. She was still a little afraid of him, especially after watching him kill people ruthlessly. But seeing him now, he looked as fearful and tired as she had been when they first slapped a slave collar on her neck. "I thought you wanted to be sith" was all she could think of to say. 

"No." He frowned "I wanted to grow up on Ryloth with my sister and brothers. I never wanted to be sith. And now I'm tied down by a master and an oath. I have never feared for my life more than I did in that room. He threatened my life because I didn't agree with him right away." Noirens golden eyes narrowed. "I was taken away from my family so long ago by imperials and one day I plan to break free of this. Even if I have to kill baras and one thousand imperial soldiers. I'll do it."

Vettes eyes widened as he opened up to her. They were more alike than she had initially guessed. His slave collar was just a fancy title, and the shocks were just as painful. "Wow…" she mumbled. She had no idea what to say. 

"Wow?" He scoffed. "Vette, why did you come in here besides to try and force me to eat a meal that's not even warmed up"

She looked at the plate and her cheeks deepened in colour slightly. "I dunno I just, saw you were all droopy and wanted to help. And don't knock it till you try it. This stuff is great cold!"

Noirens eyes rolled yet again. "Then you eat it." He insisted and suppressed a snicker as her eyes shifted left to right.

"Nah I'm good" came her reply as she moved the food away "I'll get toovee to warm it up for you later." Once the plate was gone she got more comfortable, crossing her legs and looking at her partner expectantly. "Sooooo, sister? Brothers? Gonna share?"

His brow arched and he realized she wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. Though this was working as a distraction, so she was succeeding a little in her attempts to cheer him up. "I have no choice do I?" He asked. To this she just scooted closer. He sighed and got as comfortable as he could with his new wounds. "Yes I have three siblings." He started "a twin sister-"

"You have a twin?!" She gasped and interrupted immediately. "Is she all sithy too?" 

He scoffed "No. She was separated from us and sold off as a slave. They told me she made them a lot of credits to fuel my hatred." His fists balled angrily. "She was a little pink twi'lek. Skin lighter than mine, and eyes brighter. She had our mothers eyes." He was surprised to see vette actually listening, so continued. "Shes strong, so I'm sure she wasn't a slave for long. But I hope to find her someday." 

"What about your brothers?" Vette asked. "Do you know where they are?"

"Yes, more or less" he shrugged. "Only slightly younger than me, Aidesan, is training still on Korriban. Now that I'm a lord I've requested to have him as my apprentice. I want to keep him safe. And the youngest, Orkra… He was imperial military but I heard he was transferred to intelligence. So.. I may never find him with how well they hide their agents." He sighed sadly and looked at his burned hand. He had almost forgotten about his grievances of the day. Talking about his family was always a little bittersweet for him, but it was better than what he was feeling before.

"Thats all really sad.." Vette pouted. "Sorry, sith. I'm not very good at this stuff." She sighed "but uh- I can at least go get Toovee to come patch you up then we can-"

"Thank you" he silenced her with that simple phrase. The blue twi'lek blinked at him for a Moment.

"What?-"

He gave her the smallest of smiles "i'm not repeating myself." He teased. "But I really should get  a kolto pack." 

She was silent, looking a little surprised that just letting him talk, even about something so personal and sad, helped. Then what he said hit her and she hopped up "oh! Yeah! A kolto pack! Let me go get the droid!" Vette replied quickly, but before she rushed out she bravely gave him a gentle hug. "Baras is a jerk, but you're alright, ya know that?" She said softly before finally leaving to grab 2v-R8 to take care of him.

Noiren felt oddly at peace now. His master may be harsh and untrustworthy, but his crew was filled with people that would do anything for him, and that put his mind at ease and made him feel better about where he was. No matter what Baras had in store for him, he'd at least have good people behind him.

I wrote! It’s not like, much, but it’s better than the nothing I’ve been writing x.x

The waves crash overhead, a flurry of movements cloud any perception of which way is up.

“Minako!”

The auri girl hears, moments before losing consciousness.

Lizzy awakes violently. Sweating and panting.

The sudden movement stirs the other body awake, “Hey, what’s wrong?”

“I had a bad dream, I think.” Lizzy says in between breaths.

Sadu hugs Lizzy, “Well it’s ok, you’re safe now.”

Lizzy can’t shake the image out of her mind. She tries to remember that day, but all that comes to her are blurs. She tries to go back to sleep.

She wakes up and sees turtle people, kojin? They seem taller than normal. Everyone seems taller, actually.

“What’s your name little one?”

The auri child tries to remember her name, but nothing comes.

A bigger turtle speaks, “Unsurprising, you hit your head on a rock after the ship capsized.”

Fear fills her body, “My parents?”

He shakes his head, “If anyone survived the attack, they were taken as prisoners.”

The little girl starts crying, and loses consciousness again.

Lizzy’s eyes shoot open.

[Why am I having these dreams again.]

She looks over her bed, Sadu is sleeping peacefully still. Lizzy shakes her head trying to physically shake the images of her nightmares out of her mind.

She sneaks out of bed without disturbing her fiance, and heads out.

The lavender beds has a nice fresh coat of snow on it, and the lights are up for starlight. The sun is barely up, so no one is quite out and about.

Lizzy tries to remember her childhood, before her parents adopted her.

[Nothing…]

She sits on a bench, the clouds start a light flurry of snow. Lizzy lets out a sigh, and watches some of the local merchants setting their stalls up. She thinks about her adoptive parents.

A cute hyuran couple from the shroud. Away from all the city noises, in a house carved into a giant tree.

The first day she met them, they asked for her name.

~~

“Oh, she’s adorable! What’s your name, sweetie?”

Lizzy hid behind the elezen’s legs, the one she got to know while they were looking for some parents.

He spoke with a much deeper voice, one like the turtles, “She was found from a shipwreck, we figure it was attacked by imperials. She doesn’t remember her name.”

The woman let out a sad gasp, “Well, how about we get you a new name then?”

The gentleness in her voice, allowed the small auri child to ease up. She nodded slightly.

“Well, you know, my mother’s name was Elizabeth. And you can use our last name, as long as you want. Elizabeth Frizzle.” she smiled, “My precious Lizzy.”

Lizzy.

She liked that name, it made her feel comfortable. It felt safe.

~~

Lizzy was abruptly pulled from her memory, “Hey friend!”

She looked up at a miqo’te. Standing a little taller than her.

[Ah, Mizu.]

He stands in such a way that’s clearly indicating she should notice his outfit.

“New outfit?” Lizzy says while observing the outfit.

“Yea, I found this shirt in a cave at the bottom of a sea.” he beams.

“Nice, did you grab me anything?”

He looks shocked, “You never asked!”

Lizzy rolls her eyes.

“Anyway, you look troubled. What’s going on?” he asks, as he plops down on the bench next to Lizzy.

“That obvious?”

The miqo nods, “You wear your emotions on your sleeve, dude.”

“I was just thinking about my parents, that’s all.” “Ah, worried about them?” “No, I never met them. Though, when I was in the ruby sea, I was told that they were alive.”

He takes the information in and thinks for a moment.

The silence hangs, neither saying a word.

The wind blows, bitter, biting. A frigid warmth to Lizzy.

“Do you know where they are?” the Miqo’te shatters the silence.

“Yea.”

“Do you want to meet them?”

“I don’t know.”

Mizu stands up, “Well, go on then.”

“It’s not that easy, I don’t even know if they know I’m alive.”

“They’ll know when you show up, won’t they?”

“I can’t just show up unannounced.”

“Sure you can.”

Lizzy puts her face in her hands.

[Can I?]

Lizzy goes to say something to Mizu, but he’s already teleported away.

[Ugh.]

It honestly baffles me the lengths people will go to to delude themselves into believing that their faves are perfect little pookies, when the evidence shows that they’re jerks at best. Like you said, I’m not accusing Ben of anything, but it is suspicious that he’s always surrounding himself with scumbags. And we’re supposed to believe that he doesn’t know anything even though he’s been working in the industry for decades?? Mmmmkay. It’s not gonna happen, but I hope that at least someone going to meet and greet will ask Benny what does being ally mean to him and what actions he’s taken to deserve to be called an ally. See if he flounders or uses some fancy shmancy words to evade the question🤭

I mean like always been like that lol they just have this irrational relationship with him where they need to protect. Kinda like me but our relationship is a nasty divorce and I gotta gave out about everything he does x.x

Like peeps are complicated and no one is perfect, some muffins are just nicer and more real lol are they pretending? Who knows :c

The real thing tho is not peeps putting him (or anyone else really) so high up that pedestal believing he could never do any wrong. The worse kind are peeps who kicked him outta that high spot but then CONVENIENTLY forgot about them misstepies and put their coochies back into worship mode. The short/selective memory really be showing

The point about the industry is that everyone knows but pretends to not see anything. As long as it's good for them. Everyone concerned over their ass like babe if they could they would still suck weinstein's dick to this day x.x

About them cons... Would ye do that? Honestly would ye? Hundreds of peeps paid lotsa to be there specifically so no bad blood there lol also risking being kicked out and called out publicly by the righteous crowd led by user binbonsproperty1989???

8. did you have a muse you tried to play, but didn’t feel connected to?

30. what are your favorite RP tropes to play? (angst, hurt-comfort, etc…)

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8. I tried to play canon OG/AC Cloud. It was a long time ago. And before anyone starts shouting 'but you have a Cloud blog!!!1!!!1??', my Cloud blog is hella AU/OOC. I started out trying to play him as close to canon as I could for a friend of mine who played Angeal and another who played Rufus but I couldn't get into him.

There are also so many Cloud blogs out there, absolutely fab ones that I didn't feel like I could compare, I didn't have the same passion for him that other people did for an already flooded character (if that makes sense) and I just wasn't enjoying writing him.

And then I took him AU. I played him mostly CC era, made him SOLDIER 3rd mechanic and gave him dual blades. Between that and going heavily nordic with his background and history and whatnot, I fell in love with him. I don't think anyone else really did though lol.

Point being, I tried to play canon Cloud and just couldn't.

30. My favourite tropes are and always have been angst, hurt/comfort and smut. Ironically all the tropes that I find hardest to find partners to write with for (generally speaking, not always). Angst/whump/hurt-comfort is always the hardest thing to get to write short of doing it myself though and I think that's because everyone wants it for their character but only few people are willing to give it.

Not only that but writing it for a canonically powerful character is very hard to orchestrate. Maybe I'm wrong but I find that it makes no sense for someone so individually strong (compared to the average npc anyway) to wind up getting hurt in some small scuffle.

Fluff is also a small, guilty pleasure of mine but I don't think I'm very good at writing it a lot of the time. x.x