IM DONE READING EVERYTHING U GUYS HAVE WRITTEN SO FAR so ummmm i got you baby RUINED ME what the fuck is wrong w u dshgkjfhgkdfjghdfkjghdfj they like each other so badddd its embarrassing i love them sm this is so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the progression from a "casual" makeout buddy thing to basically dating going on dates in love gay dating GAY soo. like theyre so stupid just get married already gfkhkdfjh this fic is so personal to me <3
i wish i could honestly answer what is wrong with me but i fear that i don't know. and even if i did i fear it would be so much that it would exceed the character limit of this ask. but ur so right the way they like each other IS embarrassing and it's honestly a herculean task to even write it...........i hope for everyone's sake that they figure their shit out soon <3
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the ways in which you talk to me jia shows love to hb specifically
Hey god
It's me
Y'know
Again
I'm rlly going crazy w these lately and I don't Know Why but uhhmmmrhrm these were just scenarios I thought of that I think is cute so 🧍
I'm really obsessed!1!1 with this sleeping theme recently?? But anyways here we goes
Imagine if like hobie can't stand sleeping in the heat
Like he hates sleeping in hot temperatures and it drives him insane he hates it so much that it makes it hard to sleep and makes him even more restless than usual (ref my last post that I made)
and he also hates it cause he can't cling to jia as more cause EUEUUGEHH ITS TOO HOT but gf is too far ☹️☹️☹️💔💔
But anyways the scenario was he accidentally slept over at jia's and caught the summer heat in her world at it's WORST (cause I think china summers are hotter than eeenngland?? Idk it was a 2 minute google search don't trust me)
Bro was fucking going thru the motions
Actual suffering it was badddd for him and he thought it was bad back at home
And so it's like maybe 1:26 am in the morning and he's feeling way delirious and semi asleep but also not cause he feels like literal shiet with half a foot in hell
low-key sulking in his semi sleep cus it's so uncomfortable
And jia can't stand it!!! She hates seeing him so uncomfortable it makes her ☹️ awe
So what does she do except start quietly rummaging thru her drawers and closets to finddddd
A fan 🎉🎉🎉 yayyy
And if ur wondering no it's not those folding fans
IT LOOKS LIKE THIS
The design is very human, much wind very good
But anyways while he's marinating in his own sweat she also tiptoes to the bathroom to get a basin of water and a cloth
And armed with a fan and a basin she returns back to bed
And then,,,,ueueueueu UEGRHEH SNJFJEBJE
she'd start fanning him while up at 1 in the morning, occasionally swapping to the basin of water to wipe at his wayyy over heated skin like his face or back etc
(not rlly related but YKNOW WHO SHE LEARNT THIS FROM her grandma pwfhshsh y'know the ones who's DEAD cause she did the same for jia when she first arrived)
This isn't as big as the other one but it's still cute to me is she peels fruit for him
(the way she shows love is jsut very,,asian 😭😭😭)
I thought this cause to me ngl the idea of peeling fruits is soo
It's soooo
💔💔
Cause like imagine a mandarin right (or clementines or oranges idk the difference I'm not a fruit)
Usually when you peel for yourself you'd wanna remove the white fibers in between just because it's nicer to eat that way
If you were to offer bits of your mandarin to someone you're not that close to, you'd probably lowkey half ass it or even just give them half with the peel still attached 😭 (I'm jk)
BUT if it was for someone u care abt
You'd wanna put in the same effort you put into peeling as if it was for yourself
AND ITS JUST THE IDEA OF LOVING SOMEONE IN SUCH A MUNDANE AND SIMPLE WAY
I'm gone ugh
But yes jia peels fruits for hobie
That's it for now I'll probably wake up at one again some other time to add to this
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PRAYING 4 OLLIE. dw girl i will be ur lawyer n i will make sure u dont end up in jail bc IF HE DOESNT MAKE IT I MIGHT SCREAM ! also sadly no i am not an nct stan BUT IM A CASUAL LISTENER N KNOW SOME OF THE MEMBERS NAMES !!!! n stop WHY R THEY SO CUTE ???? theyre trying to drag me in i swear..
HAPPY VALENTINES !!!!!! I HOPE U HAD A GREAT DAY LOVIE :00 ( IK I DID >< ) also my bday is april 2nd the day after april fools 🤭 WHENS URS POOKS ???? i gotta make sure to congratulate u <3<3 N STAWPPPP URE TOO SWEET. i love wookie sm all of my pcs of him have a holo heart protector i literally treat him like royalty 🩷🎀
THE PC ADDICTION IS BADDDD. like it eats u up i swear n oops !!! there goes my money again <//3 ++ OMG YES ?!?!??! LONG HAIR RICKY LONG HAIR RICKY. i will eat the scissors if i have to i swear its for the good of all mankind
( PS. MWA ILU !!!! im abt to read ur new post im sure its so good i alws love reading them b4 bed <333 )
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omg not to influence you or anything but nct wish currently have 2.5 songs out you could maybe listen to 🤭….i say .5 because nasa is not on streaming BUT their songs so far are sosososo good <3 and i’m not only recommending them bc i love them so much or anything i’m actually not biased at all mhm mhm !!
ALSO NO WAY!!! I’M ALSO AN APRIL BABY 🥹🫶🏻 omg we’re like meant to be…mine’s april 19th <3 one day before the bp finale last year let me tell you i literally used my birthday wish to manifest ricky debuting 😭 i was in the trenches omg..also i unfortunately do not have a single wook pc ☹️ it’s so cursed honestly i have everyone but him 😭
RIGHT!! i have just started blaming wk1 and capitalism <3 it’s actually not my fault i’m falling for their marketing i’m just a girl trying to support her man (i am delusional) 🫶🏻🫶🏻 long hair ricky has the potential to change the trajectory of our timeline forever so i truly hope he keeps it this way <333 ALSO!! purple taerae looks SOO good i’m eating it up so bad
(AAAA TYYYY <3333 IM GONNA KISS U)
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what are friend crushes called again. like when u wanna be friends wirh someone so bad but you dont know how to tell them so its like a crush but platonic i think its called a squish or a smush Anyeays i have two of those so bad sigh theres these two guys in band who are so funny and cool and i want to be friends with them soo badddd but idk how to talk to them💔one of them gave me a celebratory hug a while ago and it made me unreasonably happy because i can never tell if im annoying them with my presence or not
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i feel BADDDD for little me i feel soo bad for him. like damn they put him through all of this for NOTHING and it never got better its so sad. laughing through the pain at this point its so sad. looking into little mes eyes and realizing it literally did not get better. it actually got way way worse. wow. i dont even think he imagined in his worst nightmares that it would get this bad.
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satan - lost kitten, metric
don't say yes if you can't say no / victim of the system, say it isn't so / squatted on the doorstep, swollen on the blow / leaving without you, can't say no: you'd always wonder if he knew the sort of power he holds within himself and upon others. the very circumstances of his being coming to fruition is one of complete rage. he knew nothing but a burning wrath that had warped his view for so long, it had curled its tendrils far deep into his veins, to the point you were unsure if he was being consumed, or if he knew exactly what he was doing. it always seemed to be the latter- the way he always seemed so cold, so calculative, like every move was a coordinated act- you saw it in the ways he smiles, and frowns, the way his eyebrows crease while reading a passage, how his lips curve during the climax, his hands as they close the book- he controls the narrative, always and always.
you find yourself knocking upon his door late at night, not ever to his surprise.
when you lie, i'll cover it up / when you hide, i'll cover it up / when you cry, i'll cover it up / when you come undone, i'll cover it up: the truth had come out that you were celestial, with light running through your veins, and when he had met your eyes in the living room that day, you knew he felt he'd lost you. his brothers- they knew you, they tasted you when their wings were platinum, their hair coiffed as they bore celestial garments, with halos glittering upon their head. he never had that, he didn't know what made you so golden, having a past only made up of hell and fury. and with that newfound holiness, you become unattainable- not a lover to kiss, but a god to kneel to, to die for.
you've got my eyes, you've got my eyes / you'll never be mine, ah, but you've got my eyes: hands clasped together, yours upon his shoulder, his guiding your waist, you dance solemnly with his eyes avoiding your own. you know he's in love with you. you try to take his face in your palm but he flinches. and you know why he pulls away. your touch burns, and he's too smart to be drawn in like a moth to a flame.
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Oh its fine really Im glad we got this sorted out💖💖anyways heres the resend: i been plagued w this thought for a little so here u go 👉👈 ,, wolf dabi being at war with himself over not eating you, like when youre too good to him he gets this preditor urge to just bite into you, to devour you whole, the pretty red on you would make u even more of a snack than you already are and also when he smells fear on you, god does this drive him nuts he has to restrain himself soo badddd ,, though for all the feral instincts he has he knows if he actually gave into it hed never be able to forgive himself if he ever induldged-😈
Oh there’s absolutely no way he would eat you, ever, but he definitely feels like he’s betraying his instincts sometimes!! But then when he kisses you, he doesn’t feel guilty anymore 🥺🥺
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wheres that "i wanna nut in this boy soo badddd but i have a coochie 😩" meme whdkndk i dont need it or anything its just literally how i feel
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