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amethystfairy1 · 10 days

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hiya it’s been a hot minute since I sent an ask but I want you to know that I’ve been reading all your stuff for months now, refreshing multiple times a day bc I can’t get enough and I adore everything you write <3<3<3 I think your more recent writing with the darker themes is well done, it adds the perfect amount of angst and stakes to the story, more than vague threats of getting hurt, esp in the under city, but it’s not too much at the same time. Also your newest TT treebark is probs my favorite fic thus far, and treebark isn’t even my favorite ship lmao. It’s so arghhh yesss with Rens acting but Martyn can’t tell nooooo 😭 I REALLY want to know what Ren was thinking that whole time negotiating with the bandits, esp when he finally looked at Martyn bc he could probably hear his cries the whole time and UGH it breaks my heart in a good way. AND MARTYN ACCEPTING THAT REN WOULD DO THIS, AND FORGIVING HIM????? The angst, the FEELS. Stunning. A masterpiece. I start my days checking to see if you’ve posted I’m so obsessed XD. Might have to draw the scene… anyhow. I see you get a lot of requests to write certain ships now bc all the stories r so captivating we just HAVE to know more. But. I hope you don’t feel pressured or stressed about it, make sure to prioritize your own wants first. The quality is worth the wait <3 that said, I’m going insane over Martyn. oH also!!! Ren grabbing the wolf pendant!!!!!! He knows how much it means to Martyn my HEART they’re so AAAaAAaAaaaaA!! And he waited until he was between Martyn and the bandits to attack! To protect him! 🥺🥺🥺 the little details are so sweet I’m dying to know rens thoughts. He probably has the rage of a thousand suns in him after seeing Martyn tied up, hurt, crying, bc they would DARE lay a finger on the only one who protected him, who was nice to him. Just. Tomorrow can’t come fast enough. I’m def gonna draw this. Also side note love the new pfp

Hello!!!! Good to see you!!!!

I'm so glad you're still reading and enjoying my works!

Also very happy to hear you're enjoying the darker themes that have been coming up recently in both TTSBC and TT! You're exactly right, that's exactly the sort of thing I was trying to nail...oh yeah ANGST with Treebark right now!

I mean. If you feel inspired. I would LOVE if you drew this scene. Because like, I have that art you did of Ren asleep on Martyn's shoulder as the cover image to my Treebark fanfic doc 🥹

Thank youuuu I appreciate the thought about not feeling pressured or stressed, I promise I'm not! I know everyone is just excited for their favorite/most compelling storyline to continue! And like I've said elsewhere, I plan to stick to my mantra...when I try to write something I'm not in the mood to write, I burn out and don't feel like writing at all. That's what happened to me the last time I stopped writing, and I didn't post at all for nearly a year. I HATED THAT. So TTSBC and TT is the perfect situation for me! Lots of ships, lots of characters, lots of dynamics, and between the two I can write BASICALLY anything I feel like at any point in time! So yeah! I'll write what I feel like writing in the moment, because that's always when I come up with my best stuff!

THE WOLFS PENDANT YUP GOOD CATCH. Ren's a good guy, he pays attention to that sort of thing 💖

I'm glad you like my new pfp!!! I love it! It's by my same friend who drew my old pfp, but THIS one is of an original character of mine everyone who reads TTSBC is very familiar with and people very scared of, but I assure you, any resemblance to characters previously mentioned is purely coincidental, hypotheticals should be, should be, should be dismissed, and there is no need to be concerned. 😉

Thank you for coming by again!!!

#fanfic #ao3 fanfic #amethyst rambles #traveling thieves au #treebark

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naffeclipse · 1 year

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Naff, just wow.

Immediately after I finished reading the CS chapter the tears came all at once, streaming down my face and leaving wet streaks down both of my cheeks. It is hard to make me cry like that. I’m floored, just completely stunned.

I’m soooo happy you gave us a chapter like this, giving the characters and the reader a safe space to digest and get some questions answered. It was also much needed after the action filled chapters before it and it’s a nice resting stop before the horrors waiting before us.

Naff, you write so beautifully, I’m looking back at the lines of text I saved to keep for this comment and I’m gonna cry again from just reading them! (Also sorry,, this is gonna be a long one,,,)

They ate and came back to your trailer, where all of your weapons reside. Holy water, silver knives, and bolts, the Latin incantations to exercise beings just like them.

Just, I’m crying at this. To me it holds so much emotional weight. This story is so close to my heart you don’t even know AAAAAAAA

The repeating “Eat.”, “Please. Eat.” and finally “Ask, then eat.” has me on the floor weeping and I don’t know exactly why. Just the ‘ask’ before the ‘eat’ feels so calm and like they’ve fully opened up. Ready to answer any question.

“Yes,” Moon answers softly. “We ate their hearts.”

You jerk in your shock, almost flinging the egg and sausage bit off of your utensil and to the floor.

“You ate his heart?”

Moon becomes completely still. He stares blankly at you then at your chest.

I swear they can’t keep doing this! But they must! But please phrase it differently boys! XD

The nature of the demonic cryptid before you tumbles through your brain and into your heart—a monster that protects children. An instinct to reject it as a fairy tale touches your nerves. It’s too good to be true, that’s too romantic to believe a being of teeth and claws would seek to protect vulnerable children.

Again, your writing!! And AAAAA IT IS TOO ROMANTIC TO BE TRUE BUT IT’S!!!!!

I’m so happy mothman came up again! And slkfdlfkfsahvjdf that whole bit was so needed oh man!! Perfect way to break the tension! “You killed it,” “It’s not your boyfriend.” FDKLKFSAJKADFG

I love that Y/N isn’t afraid of Eclipse, they’re afraid of Eclipse hurting others. This is why they love Y/N, their heart is filled with only compassion and an undying will to protect others. That scene by the gully, my brows still hurt from how much I was furrowing and straining them, I was at the edge of tears the whole way through. (I’m crying rn reading it again)

“Life means much to you, we understand—”

“No, you don’t! You don’t know the value of life at all,” you jab your finger at him, hitting the yellow button on his chassis, “If you did, you wouldn’t kill an innocent person!”

*WAILING*

“Heart, we have acted too long upon fear.” He holds your gaze, their voices low and rumbling with pangs of remorse and pleas. “We are still learning, but we want to show you that we are better for it.”

*LOUD SOBBING*

And the vow!! aaAAAA!!!!

Deep in the darkness of your sleep, your fist closes around their true hand, and squeezes.

They hum low, rumbling you into ease with a purr of promise.

They are yours.

I’m fucking CRYING!!!!!

The back rubs have me absolutely MELTING! that’s how touch starved I am at this point

Oh and the hug KILLED ME!!! OH MY GOD THEY NEEDED THAT. I THINK I NEEDED IT MORE THO. AAAAAAAAAAAAA Thank you for that :’>

The slow slooooow build of trust, acceptance and some fragments of happiness coming back was a wonder to read! And the still lurking distrust in the form of the salt shaker is tugging at my heartstrings so hard I think I’m gonna cry again..

Absolutely AMAZING chapter as always!!!

I told you before but please, pleeeeease don’t worry about taking your time with your writing. Waiting one month between chapters is nothing. I’d wait an eternity if necessary❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Meep, I'm gonna melt into a puddle, please!!! I'm thrilled that you enjoyed this chapter and I'm seeping into the floor knowing you like it so much! I also love that you shared your favorite paragraphs/quotes because alsdjflasdfj it's always a warm-fuzzing feeling when I hear what people were affected by!

Thankfully I won't make you wait a full month again, but I do appreciate it ♥ ♥ ♥

Ah, thank you so much, babe! ♥

#themeeplord #cryptid sightings #cryptid sightings spoilers #compliments

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redxblueihateloveyou · 2 years

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Hi there! :) first of all I wanted to say that your blog is amazing! You made me fall in love with RinHaru/HaruRin all over again and even harder than before. (I want to add I was in highschool when I watched it 1st time and here I am 8 years later with all those feelings all over again) I thought this ship was only my wishful thinking tbh… too good to be true and I was kinda afraid to dream about them as canon. But here you are with whole your knowledge and facts telling us „there is nothing to be afraid child, it happened here and here and here ect.” And now im a believer 🥲 thank you for that, i mean it.. Also I ve got a question(s): 1. Where are you gonna watch part 2? It wont be aired in any cinema in my country, I have no info where it could be streamed.. is there any chance I could watch it on the premiere day? (Im wiling to pay rly) 🥺 2. Arent you a little scared to see in this new movie something like Haru berfriending with Albert instead of solving his problem with Rin? I really wish for them to happy ending but cant help be a little wary about this.. 3. I was digging in you blog rly to find more and more things about them being canon, and im still so surprised there is so many content (OFFICIAL content may I add), I also read your ffs and here is my last question. Are you planning on writing something like their whole history behind the scenes? Like you ve got this all knowledge, its just asking for being written like one big love story… im sure it wont be easy and all, and im not asking you to (god forbid) im just wondering if you ever considered this? (Curiosty) ~thank you for reading this message 💕

Omggggggg hello 😭😭😭 Thank you so so much for such lovely ask and taking your time to write all this holy shiiit thats the sweetest thing, it made my day!!!!! I'm gonna cry fr! AAAAAAAAAAAAA and I'm so happy I made you fall even more for them too hehe that was the evil plan, so you could suffer along with me ;)))

1. Ah I also live in a place where such things will be never be shown in theaters :( Same as with part 1 I'm at first gonna wait for my rh friends from other countries to share the experience, then someone will sneak me an illegal theater footage in DMs, then I'll wait for official release without itching too much lmao. Sadly that's the only option xD It worked so far with p1 :)

2. Not really, bc I'm 100% sure its gonna be a very very happy ending, since I mean, Free is very obvious in this aspects, its all about friendship and love prevailing, along with joy for swimming, freedom of life and love and etc. It never disappoints in that aspect and pretty classic. And since its the grand finale and seeing what they're doing, whats the 2nd part called, all the promotional things and everything, it for sure has to be a letter of love for the whole journey (p1 was already), so I'm not worried about Albert really. I mean, as I've said before, he's not even as much of a character as he is a tool to explain Haru's internal struggles, since this Albert metaphor was used even for Haru's childhood. He is literally there to push forward the trauma and make it all resurface, otherwise it would've stayed hidden. The whole s3 and the 1st part of the movie was the base to dig into the rinharu problem that was hanging there since the very beginning, so there's no way the ending isn't the resolve.

The only worry I have really is about it not be... satisfying enough, to say. Because for obvious reasons, I have exteremely high hopes now after certain things and I have no intention of lowering them and the end of april is very soon, so I'm a little bit worried xD But I really hope they'll go all out since I don't see what they have to lose really lol

So like I'm absolutely sure the ending is gonna be very happy, but.. is it gonna be happy for my ass? Idk haha. I mean, to me for Haru and Rin to be truly happy, they have to be together, so... soo,,, xD (I'm here ready for the disappointment haha I'm kidding but u know what I mean).

Rationally speaking I'm pretty sure Rin is gonna get his medal, Haru would defend the honor of the water and clear it from Alberto, everyone (but mainly Rin) will play a role into bringing him back and his joy of swimming back by telling how much he means to them and what his swimming brought into everyone's lives, Rin will prove that he's not going anywhere etc etc. and all is gonna be fine. But I still think that like.. I dont wanna be that person, but I really think that after everything and their dreams of getting there, they deserve to be together together. This whole show's implication is that from that one moment in life they just simply couldn't be happy without each other. So no swimming, medals or anything would satisfy their soul really. Not to mention that it really reminds me of one canon couple that had the same problem and one also had this trauma about the other one leaving, but as soon as they started dating, it was all fine and he was like "well now that you're mine, u can go whatever lol".

I just never felt that for Haru it was only about his abandonment issues since his Rin problem prevails over everyone else even tho he's not technically the closest person to him. That means its just mainly not about that. Bc if you see other examples of him mooving on from someone, it's suddenly all okay. Like first time Rin left they didn't even know each other for that long to be that affected just cause his issue, if you know what I mean xD So like... the happy ending for him would be... you know...

And I just think it'd be super cool if they finally brought to a conclusion their point about the main metaphor of the show of what it means for these two "to be free".

3. :O I haven't even considered it, honestly mainly bc I can't call myself much of a writer, bc those fics are usually smth like "GOD PLS SMB I CAN:T WAIT I NEED SMTH FIX THIS" LMao brain won't calm down things, I'm not sure I can actually sit down and write like long quality shit and be very dedicated. Although out of all the ships I have, it certainly be of of the 2 I'd actually consider doing it haha. Maybe... maybe tho depends on how it ends really, I mean it'd be cool to put all the novelization and all their stuff and mix it with hot shit xD But buuut imagine how freaking looong it would be.... all their summers, weird trips, holidays... all of the... daaaang I'd die putting it all together lol. But god do I wish it's be like book series too. We'll see, we'll see how april goes :D

And again thank you so much, I was smiling so hard reading your message and then I saw that you've made an incredible art to my fic and I'm just ASDFHGFDSA DEAD RIP MY HEART! I'm gonna go brag about it now! ❤️❤️❤️

P.S. Also it'd be really nice to see a glimpse of how Haruka Nanase is without a cloud of impending doom of "Rin Matsuoka soon will leave" over his head. I mean, it's been almost 10 years and we never once saw his without it xD. It'd be really cool to make like in Eternal Summer some maybe tiny flashforward at the very end, where its all in the right place :)

#answered #happy0pineapple #rinharu #harurin #free! the final stroke #free!#free #anime #rin matsuoka #nanase haruka #ahhhhhh love youuu #thats the cutest T_T #makes me so happy that u enjoy my posts #also my pleasure really #I'm glad to share love for these idiots with so many ppl #I never expected this blog to thrive so fast up to this #so thank u for all the love

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helpimhyperfixating · 2 years

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Oop guess i sent it wrong ( i stil dont know how to use tumblr lol ) but anyways--- CONGRATS FOR THE 1K FOLLOWERSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! <3<3<3<3<3💝💖💝💖💘💖💖💋💋💗💌💗💟💓💟💓💟💟💝💝💖💘💖💌💗💕💝💖💘💖💘💗💌💗💟💓💟💓💗💘

I’m guessing you’re the one who sent in the submission, if not I’m so sorry >.< either way I copy paste here:

Heyyy, I know you're probably busy or sumn, but I'm just here to say that since I accidentally found your stories while scrolling some x readers out of boredom, boy am I glad I found my new favorite writer in this app. Since I started reading what you write, I've felt a lot better since there's so much happening in life, and your writing makes me feel kind of comforted????? Ik it's kinda weird but for some reason, the way you write makes me feel like theres actually someone comforting me like "hey its gonna be okay", since its been kinda long since there was actually someone here for me. Sorry if this is kind of long, but just wanted to say what I felt lol, but anyways....Hope you have a wonderful day, drink a lot of water, dont forget to eat something now and then, please take some time for yourself and rest ( we dont our fav writers to overwork themselves for us :")), take care and also CONGRATSS FOR 1K FOLLOWERSS!!!! YOU DESERVE IT!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 💝💖💘💌💖💕💗💟💓💟💓💟💟💟💖💖💕💖💗😽😽😽😽😽😽😽😽😽😽😽🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

ok now lemme answer because MY HEART???

Gods you have no idea what you do to me 😭😭

I seriously want to cry this is SUCH a big compliment and I dunno what to say or do 🥺

Thank you so so much 🥰 oftentimes you stumble onto the things you like and it means a lot that my writing is that for you

If it can even offer a smidge of comfort then I am happy, cause I write and post to be that for people, to make them happy. But yeah, ehehehehe

I hope you have an awesome day and once again thank you so very much!! <333

#hih answers #I get emotional so easily #but this time I think it was very deserved

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shima-draws · 7 years

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GGGGOOOOD WHAT A TRIP THAT WAS

#JFSJNFJSJSJF I KNEW IT WOULDN'T HAVE A HAPPY ENDING BUT FUCK IT STILL HURTS!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAA #XION'S GONE AND I'M SURE ROXAS WILL BE TOO SOON #WHICH MEANS?? AXEL'S GONNA BE ALL BY HIMSELF?? NO!!!!!!#AXEL HAS LOST EVERYTHING...GOD FUCK ME UP #MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE THIS SHIT!!#AND RIKU?? FUCK HE GAVE UP EVERYTHING TOO. ALL FOR SORA. HE L O V E S SORA #//PTERODACTYL SCREECH #I'M LEGIT ABOUT TO CRY #FC UK.................#I'm so sad #I love my kids. Please. Why can't they be happy #Hhhhdhhsh #Also wow I really respect Riku sm cause like. He honestly could have taken Xion by force?#He could have just. Snatched her up and returned her to Sora without giving her a choice #His best friend's life hung in the balance and he still let her make a choice even though Sora's life depended on that decision #Mad props. I love you Riku #ANYWAY UH. WHEN ROXAS WAS LIKE 'Nobody will miss me' AND AXEL SAID 'I will'#UNMM?? WHAT THE FUCK? FUCK ME UP????? AXEL?????????#I'M SOBBING MY POOR AXEL AHHDNSND #He let Xion go free only to have Roxas distrust him I'm so. God what the fuck #I need to go to sleep now but. Jesus Christ #That was not okay #Shima speaks #Kingdom Hearts #Hhhhshdkksbfjsndbf I can't. I literally can't I'm so. F CUK

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oloreaa · 3 years

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Reaaaa thank you so much for your message 🥺 I meant everything I said! Your heart shows up so clearly in everything you create, from your stories to your tags to your songs, and you are so luminous!! Kind and funny and brave and intelligent!!! I could go on but to avoid simping, I’ll just say, you’ve inspired me to write for myself again, and it’s been a while since I’ve done that. I love seeing all your new work and reading all your recs and getting to know the lovely lil frog community you’ve got going over here :)) I know it’s a crazy world out there. If you ever want a hype person or a chat or a virtual hug, you know where to find me :) I am sending the biggest hug back to you rn sweet girl 💕💕 P.S. u know what time it is:

AAAAAAAA BABY YOURE GONNA MAKE ME UGLY CRY OMG🥺🥺🥺

Oh my??? Oh my gosh???? I don't even have words???? AAAAAAAAAAAAA babe you're absolutely amazing, this?? I could have never dreamed of this omg, your support is out of this world, bro my heart is so full right now🥺🥺❤

I'm so happy to hear about that!! If you ever decide to publish it, please know that I will absolutely be your hype girl!! Let me give YOU a hug!!!😭😭❤❤❤❤❤

Thank you so much for this lovely ask, omg, you're such a pure soul??? Incredible🥺💕

Have a frog!!

#💌#🌌#AAAA #nope im not crying #why you always make me cry #i am #overwhelmed 😭😭#🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 thank you baby

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blacknovelist · 7 years

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Im watching Outrageous Acts of Science and oh man I'm gonna cry, people keep coming up with such cool things and they just get bigger and better and a lot of them can be super beneficial to so many people and fjalcbdnfjjdjdn I love it so much

#Blacknovelist Talks #The number one are these things called Jetwings and they're like gliders but they've got engines too and it's so cool #this makes me so excited and happy I'm gonna cry #AAAAAAAAAAAAA #also a group of other guys came up with paint that reflects light so that when you look or shine a light at it the stuff glows #but anyone looking at the same thing from somewhere else won't see the light #also!!!!!!!! there's this wheelchair or somethin that can go up stairs with this neat tank-like tread #and it turns backwards while it goes so if it ever loses balance you fall up the stairs instead of down and #I FUCKIN LOVE SCIENCE AND INVENTIONS AND SHIT LIKE THIS OH MANNNNNNNN

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tamiddyinyourcity · 4 years

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I JUST HAD ANOTHER FUN FUCK AND AAAAAAA i need to write about it or i may explode and not in a hot way

9:01am.

Whew, chile.

Sunday, June 28th of 2020.

Cock destroyers!

I just had seeeex, and it feeeelt so goooooood.

Something something Lonely Island ft Akon.

Time to rant.

So my friend J, I've known since high school.

What's there to say about him?

Hmmmmmmm.... didn't know him too well, outside of a few class projects. I remember I got placed in a group project with him and three other assholes, but he was the nicest person in the group, plus had a genuine interest in films and making sure shit went without a hitch, instead of mocking me for whatever reason the other dudes could.... So hey, its like finding a dime in a pile of dog shit.

A dime might be very small and maybe not worth a lot, but in comparison to dog shit it's wonderful. (Not to say he's not worth a lot, moreso me acknowledging liking people for bare minimum.)

someone: *is nice to me for longer than 2 minutes*

me: damn you're fine, what's your pronouns?

.......

9:31am.

I forgot I wrote the tweet "call his dick Mjolnr cause no one else is picking it up and putting it down like him" 😭😭😭😭

AAAAAAAAAAAAA anyways!

J was cute to me in school, kinda hard not to find them cute, they had a really pretty tan skin tone and a nice grin, jet black thick hair, the body type..... OOOOOO bitch how could I not?

But we didn't talk much later, since I was shy, or at least didn't feel the amount of closeness necessary before to be like "Hey, are you single? You wanna go on a date or something?"

Or the more straightforward "Hey whats up do you wanna fuck sometime?"

SO, they graduated, and lil ol me had my year of hell, aaaand life goes on.

And of course, fast forward like..... what, five years later, and one to two bottles or wine, a scream crying session to..... *sigh* Joji, and a knife wielding moment later, I called him. I was gonna call anyone who was ever nice to me in their life, and thank them for their kindness, so that if I did die or commit a murder suicide, (I really considered it, and yes, murder suicide since I could picture holding a lot of guilt for stabbing Patrick, whether it was me feeling bad about him, or just not preferring his mother to cry,) the good people would know that at least they made a positive enough difference in the world for me to remember that in some of my then final moments.

But as you can see, I am not dead.

I'm wearing a clay mask, with lemon juice on my pussy, and freshly fucked.

It's 4:28pm. I did other things and had been distracted. Lmfao, so moving on!

They messaged me that same night. I eventually learned they had no idea my plans were of suicide when I left that voicemail, but they just sent me a message saying they knew I was inebriated and going through a lot of hard things right now, but that they'd be happy to extend their friendship to me, and hoped I could message them back to let them know I did nothing to harm myself.

See? A sweet guy.

Wasn't expecting anything from him whatsoever, since I was expecting death, (but, alas,) and also since we haven't talked since my junior year film class or so, but yknow...... eh, a nice guy.

We ended up talking for maybe just a day or so back when that happened. So, May 27th we stopped, and June 19th, he checked in again.

(We stopped talking since he somehow flipped me talking about what I was going through into him just ranting about himself..... But, eh, he didn't know it was a suicide, somehow, and he doesn't talk to many others.)

So, we talked again. He checked in about how I was managing my stress and life, especially with our area opening up again, and all that...... Not sure what else we talked about, my memory is a blur and I didn't eat that week. (My period also dramatically shortens when I don't..... interesting.)

Just shit like family, our exes, (I have more than one ex to complain about, so dont assume i talked about someone specific,) and he opened up about his ex being a bitch...... I always hesitate when a man calls his ex a bitch, since I've been the "bitch" before, and not all are the bitches.... Some of these men are just fucking ridiculous.

But, it does sound like a bitch scenario. The girl and him never went on a date. She would invite him over, have him give her oral sex, then boot him out the second she had been done. No reciprocity whatsoever. Ruined his prom night. Much more.

Hence why he's 21 and a virgin.

......

WAS 21 and a virgin. Ha, lmfao.

And of course me, sexually liberated, bored at home, and also who still thought he was a little cute......

WELL, OKAY, SHUT UP FIRST. I didn't ask right off the bat! I try to avoid seeming fetishistic by going "AYO MAN, I CAN HANDLE THAT CHERRY BETTER THAN A SHIRLEY TEMPLE", oh dear, but I did just reassure him that plenty of dudes actually don't have their first time until their mid-20s or so.

And weeeeell I diiiiiid wanna hold off on asking buuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttttt.......

When my ovulation period kicked in before my period even FULLY ended, and I'm up at 4am one night, orgasmed like 6 times in a row and STILL horny, then night 2 of it kicks in..... a girl does what she does.

And one polite text offer later, boom, faster replies, discussed our sexual boundaries and terms, and had planned a date for the very next day.

How would I describe the actual meeting itself?

Pleasant. He has one of those monotone voices and personalities, (not entirely a thing I hate, it's just so common in dudes that dates with monotone people bore me,) but still was a gentleman and very sweet.

5:10pm.

Bad memories are kicking in.

Anyway.

Fast foward, we found a spot, and he was 100% clueless on how sex starts... Men really have deluded ideas on how sex starts. All ya gotta do is kiss, then let your hands run somewhere before yall take eachothers clothes off. Its really not hard. Like, do people not watch TV or something?

But, we got into it!!!! Aaaaand whew chile, it was fun.

Hooking up with someone who's never done it before is a little more fun, just since their "oh holy SHIT, THAT'S WHAT THATS LIKE??????", is 110% genuine, and whatnot.

Dude never even tongue kissed before, so THAT was first on the list as I straddled him in the front seat. I'm not gonna share every detail of EVERYTHING, but, enough until I can stop thinking about that shit....

I haven't kissed a dude with lips in a LONG ASS FUCKING TIME. Like, FULL full lips. In a fucking year or so. I twitched just THINKING about it. HOOOOLY SHIT, HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY SHIT.

The lip ratio has been off with people for YEARS, MAN. YEAAAAARS.

Do you know how good it feels to kiss someone and its an instant "ah yeah, this is gonna be ridiculously easy", instead of an "Oh my god, how are they even managing to swallow my face like that???? My lips aren't even THAT BIG, OH MY GOD WHY IS TEACHING THEM HOW TO KISS SOMEONE OF OPPOSITE GENDER HARDER THAN TEACHING A BOOMER HOW TO DO TIKTOK DANCES?"

It feels fucking GREAT. Hell yeah. Oh my fucking god.

Give me a second, I got horny again.

5:28pm. This song goes so hard. We stan you, Ayesha.

Sooooo, anyways.

I'LL JUST SAYYYYYY, we did....

Tongue kissing

BOMB ass oral sex, his first time, and my first time in ages

4 different positions

I could've cried tears of joy, I swear.

WHOOOOOOO, BABY LAAAAAAWD JESUS. Dick was so fucking bomb, he said it was magical. I 100% agree. Sexual chemistry aligned perfectly, 10/10. Five stars. A round of applause isn't necessary since the sound of my ass clapping against him was loud enough.

He had a super nice dad bod type of body, yknow? It was sexy as hell, soft everywhere, OOOOOOOO bitch, yes.

HE LICKED THE HELL OUT OF MY PUSSY. AAAAAAAAAAAAA and his hair was all jet black and super THICK, and wavy, like yall-- i could've fucking cried, you don't know joy until the high school senior you had a crush on is out here, happily burying his face into your fat ass coochie, doing that "flick the inside" shit, and you're scooping up handfuls of hair, and it's super shiny- god, bless that shit.

10/10, would sex again. And we are again tonight, so boooo yaaaaah.

AAAAAA two hours until I can proceed to get the absolute soul fucked in and out of me, oooooo bitch, you already know it.

I dont know how "hey can you help me get something from Walgreens" turned into "let's fuck in your dad's van" that quick, but shit happens man!

6:09pm.

Better shower, and get ready. Peace out yalls. :)

OH WAIT, JUST ONE LAST THING....

His hands were amazing. Squishy, big, but hella firm. Literally perfect. I didn't feel like I was being choked out by a skeleton. FUCK. YES.

Alright now i gotta go, peace out.

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