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xxsabitoxx · 3 months

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You know damn well Sanemi mother fucking Shinazugawa would bend over backwards to try and get you to leave the corps. He’ll go about it by any means necessary…

But it didn’t dawn on him until he has your thighs nearly pressed to your chest that he could simply put a baby in you and that would be enough for you to retire.

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hylfystt · 5 months

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friends what do you think retirement looks like for your wol? at what point do they think “this is it, i’m ready to settle down?” do they hang up the mantle as wol completely? do they still make themselves available as an adventurer under the right circumstances? what do they do in their new free time? when do kids come into play, if or when they have any? if they have kids beforehand, how does their relationship shift after retirement? i wanna know it allllll.

#i’ve been thinking about what leida and aymeric’s future ends up looking like & with all the wolship kids posts #i am just. heavily invested in what y’all envision in the future for your characters 💜#sydney.txt

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theswedishpajas · 3 months

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I’ve been making some choices in-game for the sake of accuracy to me irl, but they’ve started to catch up with me mentally ✌️✌️✌️

We’re working on it though, just gotta keep at it and learn how to stop myself more in the future 😤

#my art stuff #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #tav #tiefling tav #astral-touched tadpole #special tadpole #bg3 act 3 #act 3 #act 3 spoilers #this is mainly touching on my irl self-consciousness about my veins #and I’ve had a rather troubled past causing me to become hypersexual #while also being heavily aro-ace #it’s caused a bad addiction to set roots and while I’ve been handling it okay irl lately #it’s starting to itch at the back of my head and seep into the game instead #I connect very easily with media when I hyperfixate and the world of the media feels like my own for however long I hyperfixate on it #so the things I’ve been doing in the game cus “they can’t actually harm me” there have started to harm me anyways #or at least I think so #i keep actively thinking about the choices before I make them #and my curiosity causes me to make the choices on a scrap save that I throw out after #but sometimes a lil voice in the back of my head goes “that wasn’t that bad - let’s keep it cus I WOULD do this if it were me irl”#and then I get too stubborn to change it before I’ve played enough that it would actually set me back a stressful amount to do so #I’ve been latching onto Astarion because I recognize parts of myself in him and helping myself is too hard sometimes so I help him instead #but I still deserve to help myself - especially when it’s extra hard to do so.#comic #mental health #serious conversation #a lot of my conversations are serious (even when they seem goofy on surface level) but still #sketch

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ascendingtostardust · 11 months

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anyone remember him?

#thinking heavily about wet josh rn #I think I’ve been in a josh era since this video came out because of this #josh kiszka

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the-coranic-jinx · 2 years

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My take on altean Pidge

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dimorphodon-x · 1 year

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Perhaps in another timeline

#heavily inspired by the game journey as you can see #but I’ve been thinking about the second titan oc I have #the one who failed to start a colony #and I’ve had a few ideas on what his colony would have been like if he succeeded #my art #transformers #transformers oc #I might touch up on this later but I’m tired rn #Calamathos

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evansbby · 10 months

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i hope one day im gonna have a husband with the ari - energy ,like this is a 100% my dutie and i believe it , i would just stay at home be nice and cute for hime cook his favorite meal and war skimpy little cute ouftits for him and i will live in those meadows houses ; like i love my studies but im not mentally built for this !!! lmao life in fanfics just seem much easier :((

Literally me

Like I just want to be Ari’s baby wife who doesn’t think bc he does all the thinking! And he’s super rich so I don’t have to work and all I do is stay at home and do fun stuff like brunch with friends and use Ari’s credit card and also go shopping all the time and he encourages me to buy whatever I want and then I cook his favourite meals for him like is that too much to ask?!??

#in fact lately I’ve been thinking heavily about nfl player!Ari and being his WAG 😭#anon

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juniperhillpatient · 1 month

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this is so hypothetical & also I’m just gonna decide based on what I want in the end anyway in. bUT if (IF) I do another horror atla au after Scream Au JUST OUT OF CURIOSITY would you rather…

#no push a button / non answer option this time those annoy me #atla au ideas #currently I’ve been watching the sit com ghosts & thinking about the concept of ghosts #& im very very heavily leaning toward school spirits #but I have ideas for the other two as well #scream au now has almost 8 chapters complete #out of 10 #so I’d say it’s reasonable to start considering my next idea #I didn’t know if I’d be burnt out on horror by now #but honestly I’m having a blast I fucking love getting dark with it

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uefb · 1 year

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Sometimes the only thing that gets me through the day is knowing I can escape into writing Scamander brother repartee. (18k words from the current posted point in Head Under One Wing…)

#I love them your honor #newt Scamander #Theseus Scamander #Scamander brothers #autistic newt scamander #the italics are bc AAC basically #because I headcanon newts dad worked with a buddy to come up with an enchanted parchment system when newt was a kiddo #and was having trouble communicating traditionally & in certain social situations #I’m heavily projecting of course bc I just got in trouble when I wouldn’t talk in public or quit being able to speak #and I think I’d have had a lot less stress growing up if my mom had been like ‘it’s not illegal for you to sometimes talk another way’#but anyway - the context of it for this scene outside me occasionally using fic for therapy is #that newts had a bit of a shutdown due to extreme emotional & physical stress and is having trouble verbally communicating #his elderly father came to visit him & brought him one of those charmed parchments from when he was like 7 #and Newt refused it at first and then gave in — and theseus has rolled w it as if nothing has happened #but this scene is a heart to heart between the two brothers #about tina #but I’ve spoiled enough abt the second half of this story so I’m going to shut the fck up now #damn it I wish I was done with chs #12/13 slash 14/15 #I have so many of the sequels already started but this boring ass fluff chapter is killing me #(not the *excerpt* chapter — the sweet newtina chapter I’m currently stuck on)#ok fluff isn’t boring but it’s also not my strength ok?#I relate to Newt for a reason #anywayyyyyyy #uefb rambles in the tags #my stuff #fic: with its head under one wing

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deathsmallcaps · 1 year

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Ok I’m probably not the best person to say this, but I’ve been seeing a lot of (as of right now) accurate insults on how the CGI approach for the Live Action Little Mermaid movie, but please be mindful that you don’t take things too far, and *especially* don’t start going after Halle Bailey (Ariel’s actress) and to a lesser extent, Ariel the character.

Antiblackness is still an issue in a lot of fandom spaces, and it doesn’t just come out as using nasty slurs or stereotypes. It manifests as drawing Black characters lighter and/or with more white features, it comes out as removing Black partners from ships, and it starts out as plausibly deniable insults that get the door open to microaggressions and outright nasty comments.

I’m not saying that all discussion of the movie should be stalled, or even if it turns out to be an artistic failure, that it doesn’t merit discussion. I’m saying that you shouldn’t extend your vitriol to the characters and actors.

If you really feel the need to insult her, it might be worth a little introspection. Ask yourself, “Do I resent that they changed Ariel, or that they changed Ariel in this way?”. You’re not irredeemable if your personal answer isn’t kind. Just be more careful, try and observe how that sort of world view affects your behavior to others, and then course correct.

A lot of little kids would love to see another Black Princess. A lot of little kids would love to have a Black mermaid as a main character. Hell, a lot of adults would love those too. Black fantasy characters have long been excluded, transformed, killed, merely in the background, relegated to stereotypes, villainized and have hardly ever in the spotlight, especially in major productions.

Don’t make it harder for kids (and adults!) to see themselves on screen. Don’t ruin their wonder. So don’t make unkind comments. Keep it to yourself. Frankly, Halle looks beautiful, and I can’t wait to see the sparkles in her fans’ eyes as she swims across the screen.

#live action little mermaid #the little mermaid 2023 #Halle Bailey #I’m a white girl but the concept of a Black Ariel is near and dear to my heart #my best friend in elementary loved H20:Just add water and introduced it to me #and she dreamed (at least half then #we haven’t kept in touch) of ordering herself a mermaid tail to swim around in #and I really hope that she has. if she didn’t fuck up a year of college like I did (she was damn smart so I doubt it)#then she’s likely just about to graduate #M I hope you get a great paying job and can order yourself a beautiful quality tail and live out that little girl dream #you deserve it. I don’t think you had near enough #black girl Magic growing up. miss you #i doubt you’re on tumblr but just in case you’re wondering #‘is that me?’ I’ll give you a hint:#I used to say floober doober instead of cursing when we played Mario kart #I mean I did start cursing heavily later. but at first I said that #in any case idk if you’re still into mermaids but we both know you would’ve loved to watch this movie when you were little #this was both spurred on by all the flounder posts I’ve been seeing and ‘A Song Below Water’ by Bethany C. Morrow #one of the main characters Effie works as a Renaissance Faire mermaid and she talks a lot about #how people write fiction about her character but whitewash her or body swap her or would rather do self inserts #or the only comments made about her beauty are just about her tail and never about her Black skin or features #and how she (and her Mom before her death) were usually the only Black characters at the fair #and how she feels so beautiful and incredible being her mermaid self #also again I’m white so I don’t have personal experience but my younger brother is mixed #and he’s always been really lowkey about his feelings but #I took him to see Into the Spiderverse when it first came out #and he’s loved it since #here was this (adorable - don’t tell my brother I said that lol) lanky smart awkward hurting courageous Black boy on screen #and I can see in his heart how he’s been affected by it. he’s not a super fan or anything but I can just tell (big sister thing.) Anyways I #really hope that joy will happen more and more for everyone.

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cuteniaarts · 29 days

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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:

Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #lok malina #still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now #and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that #don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before #to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021 #because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing #but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence #anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he #*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character #for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop #I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like #I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her #if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet #okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself #lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer #about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long #this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh #I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out #*surprising #less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know #anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous #her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this #and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning #I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb #okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

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sebsxphia · 2 months

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hey baby…I’m back again with the ptolemaea thoughts….

this song reminds me of the last chapter of ptolemaea when little lamb is in the freezer 🤭

“There's no more chasing rainbows and hoping for an end to them // Their arches are illusions, solid at first glance // But then you try to touch them (touch, touch) // There's nothing to hold on to (hold, hold) // The colors used to lure you in (shut up, shut up) // And put you in a trance (ah, ah, ah, yeah)”

“I never really noticed that I had to decide // To play someone's game, or live my own life // And now I do // I wanna move // Out of the black (out of the black) // Into the blue (into the blue)”

WHICH BRINGS ME TO THIS!

remember how we said ptolemaea comes full circle?

“Out of the black, into the blue” - Get Free, Lana Del Rey (aka little lamb in the freezer)

“I watched him show his love through shades of black and blue” Western Nights, Ethel Cain (aka little lamb when she runs away with preacher rhett)

EVEN IF LITTLE LAMB WENT OUT OF THE BLACK, INTO THE BLUE THEY WOULD STILL BE INSIDE OF PREACHER RHETT, INTERTWINED WITH HIS SOUL, AND THEY CAN NEVER ESCAPE

does this make any sense or am I delulu from being sick 🧍‍♀️

JENNA JENNA JENNNNNA! no because! because!

you are not being delulu, i promise you, baby! this makes absolute and perfect sense and i’m so, so incredibly in love with this theory, my love! 💗

the part that you quoted from get free alone, is so incredibly little lamb coded. they were entirely lured in by preacher rhett and the illusion was shattered when he murdered them. to play someone’s game or live their own life, could be a metaphor for both preacher rhett and their life back home with their parents i think too.

but, oh! how it comes full circle! yes, yes, yes! THEY’RE STILL IN THE BLACK. THEY’RE IN THE BLACK VOID OF DEATH AND IN THE BLACK, INTERTWINED SOUL, OF PREACHER ABBOTT! it makes perfect sense to how it comes full circle with the album, because they’re still in full circle with preacher rhett, by being consumed by him.

oh my goodness, i could talk about these theories with you forever, my love! i love you and your big, beautiful brain so much! thank you so much for this incredible thought, baby! 🥹💌💗

#💌you’ve got mail #ricky when i catch you! when i catch you ricky!#GAAAAAAAH #i’ve still been thinking heavily about this since you sent it #ily so so much!!! <33 #sunblchdfly <33 #rhett abbott #preacher!rhett abbott #ptolemaea

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karinyosa · 8 months

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one realization i’ve had is that a lot of the models for masculinity and/or manhood that i kind of gravitated to when i was younger were not the most typically masculine. it’s weird having things in common with other transmascs but also very clearly going for different things. like i feel a kinship with you but sometimes i think we’re not quite the same. also been a reminder of like what kid me was actually going for when i dressed and acted The Way i Did in middle school

#persolaise perfumes singlehandedly saved me by looking and acting like he does #the first video of his that i watched he was reacting to this scent that’d been marketed with the phrase ‘’for real men’’#he was like put off but trying to give it a chance #and he made this joke about having lost his real man card a long time ago or something #and i was like HAAAAA . love you #me.txt #anyway i was watching this trans guy podcast and they were like averagely masculine men and it was like #hm i think we have different priorities kind of. like i have a feeling we wouldn’t completely relate kfhdkfn #it wasn’t a feeling of exclusion just an awareness of difference #they were talking specifically about wanting to feel manly and like had mildly sort of touched on and laughed about that in sort of #an inside joke way. and i was like WOW i like would not care about that at all. like i don’t think i’ve ever worried much about manliness #passing certainly but not that as far as i can remember #and it took me back to being weirdly drawn to like. floop from spy kids and people like that and i was like hm. there’s something there #i say that and then dress the way i do in my selfies kdbsksh #for me it’s more of a mannerism and presentation thing than anything else i think #like persolaise truly was a reminder that like. oh yes i can speak and act like that and dress fun and still be a man #truly it’s just that i was drawn heavily towards queercoded male characters like i think that’s a lot of it #i guess i have worried about manliness in some ways but it’s never really been something i’ve aimed for #the closest thing would be like. gentlemanly fkdhdknd #or something along those lines #anyway some men just click for me in terms of people i can kind of reference myself to and it’s like #often a pleasant surprise when it happens #alan cumming and persolaise are very much on that list #another essay in the tags

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tightjeansjavi · 5 days

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I’m having an extremely ✨gay✨ moment on a random ass Friday thinking about my ex best friend and our painfully obvious non-platonic friendship 😩 and with good luck, babe! Playing rn?? I feel called out

#stfugi #I have been heavily thinking about girls lately #but also I miss her #we still talk sometimes #but we were CLOSE #it’s crazy bc when we ‘broke up’ I was finally pushed to go to therapy #THAT IS INSANE #and yes it was a breakup I was devastated #I’ve lost friends so many times but when her and I stopped being friends it felt like the world was ending

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cantofworms · 1 year

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#ok ik all the hot take asks are pre much done and the sparkly say smth nice asks are better but well I’ve been having thoughts all day at #work and want to get them out now so that’s what I’m doing lol #obvs for the past few months i think ppl are vv heavily leaning into the dnf /r and I firmly believe that they aren’t #like yes I enjoy being a multi shipper but I still primarily read dnf fics bc they’re cute dnf writers and artists MWAHH ilysm #but it’s been increasingly annoying how every move dnf make ppl hyper obsess over it and ignore everything else like blog what u want this #is tumblr dot com but I think ppl how only see dnf thro the lens of romantic do much more ‘harm’ than ppl who dont #like the argument about taking validation out of their very REAL amazing friendship just gets over shadowed by omg Dream posted a pic of #geogre they’re in LOVE and sucking and FUCKING every night. like #and then completely disregard when dnf do and say the exact same shit about all their other friends #like dream has explicitly said they aren’t dating (ignore that tho) amd that’s he’s kissed multiple ppl since coming out (ignore that too)#and their friends naturally say that they’re all single (ignore that too) idk man it’s ok they like to pander amd that dream is a toxic #dnfer but it’s all just For Funsies. another thing is ppl CONSTANTLYYYY putting geohres sexuality under a microscope oh he drinks lemonade #from Starbucks he’s soooo gay like dumb shit like that is so irritating #the fact that geogre has never once talked about his sexuality except that one instance where he got a DONO about it proves how much it #just doesn’t matter or apply to the type of content creator he is/wants to be #to be clear if he is or isn’t or dnf every explicitly announce their romantic relationship im gonna be sooooo happy and supportive like aw #dnfogies🫶🏻 but I think there’s a 99.9% chanve that’ll never happen so maybe we should all just care a Little Less and focus on out lgbt #creators if that’s smth u wanna watch/blog about idk maybe I’m just burnt out from the phandom but whyyyyy does is matter what their #sexualities are they play minecraft who cares who CARESSSS idk maybe just having older brothers around dtqk ages has made me realize that #guys will just act homiesexual no matter What #guys are just Like That and tbc I’m not saying that just bc gnf hasn’t made an official coming out doesn’t mean he’s not queer but for the #sake of his contwnt it doesn’t matter either way ? so why are ppl talking about it on the daily idk man it’s just annoying but Oh Well #at the end of the day they’re all famous white guys and nothing matters hurray !!

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anemoyuri · 2 months

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no day goes by without me not thinking about how well written Opium is, but especially how painfully in love is Maria in Kyeongju…

from the very beginning she’s captivated by her presence. firstly just out of curiosity and lust, and then as the story progresses she can’t imagine life without her. so in love, that it hurts her. she can’t think about anything or anyone, but her.

i dunno, i would suggest to read this to anyone (who is over 18 ofc) who needs to heal their inner hopeless romantic. not just yuri lovers. it’s just that well written and it has been a while since i saw this desperate and raw depiction of falling in love. i was screaming into my pillow and kicking my little feet because of this manhwa.

#opium manhwa #its been 3 weeks since i’ve read this manhwa #and i still think about it #in the middle of reading it i was thinking about wanting to reread it #the artstyle is just gorgeous and i kinda wanted to draw tootz in that style #but it heavily relies on good lineart #and i draw everything on 1 layer #and they’re both my type #altho maria is just…#golden retriever #im myself a golden retriever lesbian and i honestly am more hostile to mean brunettes #like no please i want us to be two silly golden retrievers that chase each other and cuddle together ok #or two orange cats #i think im more of an orange cat #oh this is supposed to be my rant about opium not my love life

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