Stonecatcher - Chapter Four: What a Wicked Game to Play, to Make Me Feel This Way
Din Djarin x F!Reader
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Series summary: You’re an arms dealer living on Dantooine when you cross paths with an up-and-coming bounty hunter. What starts as a business relationship quickly becomes more. How long can you bury your emotions and be a stonecatcher for someone else before you finally snap?
Series warnings: instant smut but slow burn romantically, angst, use of Mando’a words/phrases, no use of y/n
Chapter summary: You hire an assistant and secretly hope it makes Mando jealous. Word count: 3k
Chapter warnings: fingering, vaginal sex, unprotected sex, creampie
One standard month.
It’s been one standard month since you’ve seen Mando. You’re trying not to fixate on the larger gap of time and what it could mean. You’ve hardly had the time anyway. Casia’s a whole new place. With the changing of the seasons and the influx of travelers, the village has been transformed from a small, off-the-beaten-path type of town to a bustling hub in between major cities.
But when you’re alone at night, the thoughts of Mando seep in.
Where is he?
When will you see him again?
Does he think of you, too?
You sit in silence with the truth, letting it eat away at you at night. It’s in the back of your mind, hiding out of the corner of your eye. Never facing it head-on. That’s admitting defeat. It’s easier to pretend that the truth is something much kinder.
With the new breath of life in Casia, your business has also grown. The requests from your regular customers for more obscure, specific stuff have been overwhelming, combined with the new customers you’ve accumulated. You’ve had to make more trips to Coruscant for supply runs over the past two months. You’re anxious that Mando will pass through town when you’re not home.
The reality is, that you’re running yourself ragged to Coruscant, three times since you last saw Mando. And you’re barely living life. You think you might have to hire an assistant and you don’t even know where to begin. Sulee will know what to do and even amid all the chaos, you’ll always squeeze in time for her words of wisdom.
It’s the middle of the week and later in the day. If you don’t go now Sulee will be in bed already. Inventory can wait until tomorrow.
When you leave your house the streets of Casia are crowded, but that’s the norm lately. It won’t last long, though. Nighttime is about to settle in and the crowd will migrate to the cantina like they always do. With all of the business Casia’s seen lately you wonder how Sulee’s been handling it. And then you feel guilty again for not checking in and a pit forms in your stomach.
Not now, you tell yourself.
Her light is still on so you slowly let yourself in, peering around the door and looking at her as he sits in front of her trusty wood-burning stove. She’s stirring a pot and whatever she’s cooking up smells delicious. And like always, it’s impossibly warm inside, sweat forming on the back of your knees and down your spine.
“What are you cooking?” you ask, sitting on a stool on the other side of the stove.
“Soup. Been feeling under the weather.”
“It’s from all the people passing through I bet. You don’t think you should close until the busy season is over?”
She looks at you like you have five heads.
“And miss out on all this business? You’re crazy.”
“I just worry about you!”
“Don’t. I’m fine. I have my soup.”
You sigh and wipe your forehead with the back of your hand.
“So what is it that you need? I know you didn’t come here to lecture me about getting sick,” she says playfully, looking at you with a smirk.
“I need advice.”
“Okay.”
“I’m struggling to do all of this by myself.”
“So hire someone.”
“You came to that conclusion rather quickly.”
“It’s an easy decision.”
“I don’t even know where to start.”
“I’ll ask around for you.”
“Thanks,” you say, reaching over the pot and grabbing her hand. Even though she’s sitting by the fire her hands are as cold as ice.
She lets go of your hand, lifts the ladle she’s stirring, and asks, “Want some?”
“Sure,” you smile. A warm feeling runs through you, and not just because of how hot it is. For once you feel like you’re at peace like how things were before everything changed.
-
The next morning you’re greeted with a swift and strong knock on your door. You came home at a decent hour last night since Sulee turns in rather early. Yet when you got in bed you couldn’t fall asleep. You were up late thinking about all the changes in your life lately.
You pull yourself out of bed despite how hard it is, glancing at the clock after you rub your eyes. It’s mid-morning, not too early in the day. A perfectly reasonable time for someone to stop by.
Another knock.
You throw on a jacket so it’s not too obvious you’re in pajamas and open the door. It’s a man you’ve never seen before. He’s tall and burly, towering over you. He’s wearing a black tank top, both arms are covered in tattoos. They’re folded across his chest and they’re huge. You should be scared… but most if not all of your customers look like this.
“...Can I help you?” you ask.
“I was sent by Sulee. You got a job opening?”
“...Oh! Wow, she found someone rather fast. Please, come in,” you say, stepping aside.
He steps inside, looking around the room at your stock. You watch him as you close the door. And it seems you’ve already jumped to conclusions about him…
There’s not a thought behind those eyes.
Don’t judge him just yet.
“The name’s Kham… Sulee tells me you’re looking for an assistant,” he says, turning and facing you.
“I am. What do you know about this industry?”
“I’m familiar with it. I… was part of a gang in the lower levels of Coruscant.”
“Really? How did you end up here?”
“I needed somewhere quiet to go after I got out of prison.”
Prison… He might be just what you need.
“So what I’m hearing is you have contacts in the lower levels of Coruscant,” you say with a hopeful tone.
He sighs. “I suppose I could reconnect with them if the price is right.”
“Six hundred credits a week.”
“You got yourself a deal,” he says, extending his hand.
You spend the first half of the day showing him your inventory, explaining to him how you do supply runs on Coruscant. You have a feeling that’s all about to change given his old contacts he’ll be reconnecting with.
Hiring him already proves to be a big help because he points out a major flaw in your business– You keep all your product in the front room of your house.
“Have you thought about moving all this shit?”
“...Should I?”
“It’s in your front room… You’re practically begging to be robbed.”
“Huh… You’re right.”
“Got any other place you could put it?”
“My basement?”
“Let’s go.”
You spend the rest of the day bringing everything down to the basement. And part of you feels a little silly for not keeping things this way from the start.
As you lug boxes and copious amounts of blasters up and down the stairs you silently wonder what Kham went to prison for. But if there’s one thing you learned about working in this industry; you don’t ask questions.
Now that you’ve spent the entire day moving boxes in your pajamas, you’re ready to be alone. You’re walking Kham out, telling him he doesn’t have to stop by so early the next day. And yet you lose your train of thought when your door opens. Standing under your light outside is Mando
And as if seeing Mando triggered something for you, your mind is screaming over and over– ruusaan.
He’s not leaving without telling you what that means.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, Kham!” you say, hastily bidding him goodbye so you can focus your full attention on Mando.
“Who was that?” he asks casually.
You secretly hope he’s jealous of Kham, jealous of a man who’s spending time with you. And yet he isn’t.
“My new assistant.”
“Good for you.”
“…That’s… That’s all you have to say?”
“Glad you’re getting the help you need,” he shrugs. “It was getting a little crowded in here,” he says, finally stepping inside and closing the door behind him.
You scoff and roll your eyes, stepping towards him and asking, “You buying anything tonight?”
“Maybe. I have to see what you’ve gotten since I’ve been here last,” he says, stepping away from you and walking around the room. “Where did you put it all?”
You’re frustrated. You haven’t seen him in two months and he can barely give you the time of day. He can’t pay any attention to you?
“In the basement,” you sigh, rolling your eyes again and heading into your bedroom.
“Where are you going?” he calls out.
“You know where to find me when you’re done,” you say, quickly fixing yourself up. You take off the coat you were wearing all day and glance at the note he left you at one motel. It gets you thinking… You’re going to try something bold; waiting for him naked, flopping down on the bed while he searches through your inventory.
You lie in bed and repeat to yourself the nickname over and over, like a mantra.
Ruusaan.
Ruusaan.
Ruusaan.
Staring at the ceiling you wait for him like a dog with a bird at his doorstep.
“I made a list of everything I’m taking,” he says in the hallway. He walks into your bedroom and sets the piece of paper on your dresser, turning and looking at you on the bed with a hand on his hip.
“You’re…” he starts.
“Naked? I know.”
“But…”
“That’s how this works, right? You come, you buy something, we have sex, no?”
He doesn’t respond to that. Instead, he sits on the foot of your bed with slumped shoulders.
“I’m sorry that you needed to take care of me like that… You know, at the motel.”
“Why are you apologizing?”
“For the massage.”
“I wanted to do that,” you say, moving to sit beside him.
“Why?”
“You seemed like you needed it.”
“That’s not a good reason.”
“I just wanted to help,” you shrug.
“Regardless… I’m sorry you had to see me like that.”
“It’s normal to need help from time to time, Mando,” you tell him, meeting his visor.
“Let me return the favor sometime and then we don’t have to talk about it again.”
Ouch.
“Okay,” you say, taking a deep breath.
He’s so… delicate. It’s ironic considering his line of work, considering what he’s made of, considering who he is. But he’s not delicate in a physical way. He’s delicate emotionally in a way that makes you wonder… Who hurt him? Did he let his guard down once before? And did it prove to be a big mistake?
“On your back for me,” he says gently, turning his helmet towards you.
You linger for a moment, looking into his visor before obeying his commands. You know the drill; lie on your back and close your eyes, let him do his thing.
A moistened finger teases your entrance before plunging itself inside you. A moan catches in your throat. He works your walls until you’re dripping, pushing the second finger inside. How you wish you could open your eyes. The boundaries he sets are so blurred, so arbitrary. It’s okay for you to suck his cock but seeing the skin of his hand is taboo.
Before the added level of anonymity only excited you. Now you want to break through those walls and dig deeper into who he really is.
“Stop,” you say suddenly.
“Is everything alright?” he asks, sliding his fingers from you.
“Can I open my eyes?”
“What-”
“I’m not asking to see your face…”
“I know but-”
“So I can see beneath the armor when I’m sucking your dick but when you’re fingering me.”
He doesn’t say anything so you continue.
“Why do you only drop your boundaries when it benefits you?”
You feel him shift on the bed.
“Open your eyes.”
Finally.
You open your eyes and look down between your legs, his fingers are sliding back inside you. Your gaze snaps back up to his helmet, looking directly into his visor as he makes you writhe.
“Is this what you wanted?”
“Yes…” you say with a shaky breath, voice jumping as he makes the come here motion with his fingers.
“You already gonna cum?” he asks, cocking his helmet to the side. You can only imagine how he’s looking at you.
“Mhm,” you moan, biting your lip. You cum around his thick fingers, your release soaking his hand. He pulls his fingers from your cunt, putting his hand in front of his helmet to look at this mess he made like he’s proud of it, rubbing his thumb against his index and middle fingers.
He kneels in between your thighs, cock straining against the fabric of his flight suit before pulling it out. Pre-cum leaks from the slit on the head, beading up before spilling over as he strokes himself. You spread your thighs farther apart, letting him hover over you as the tip of his cock teases your entrance. He’s so silent, the stone-cold stare of his visor stunning you into likewise silence. It all changes when he finally enters you.
This time is different. Before he had you on a table. Then he bent you over the bed. At the motel, you rode him. But this time, you’re face-to-helmet, yet again imagining what he looks like under there. What does he look like when he’s feeling immense pleasure? What does he look like when his cock is buried deep inside someone?
You catch a distorted reflection of yourself in his helmet, mouth agape and moaning in pleasure. You feel his patch of pubic hair brushing against you every time his cock is buried to the hilt. It makes you want to look, wondering how he keeps himself groomed down there. Knowing what you know about him, it’s neat, almost meticulous.
You look down but he grabs your chin and forces you to look at him again, holding your head in place as he rails you. Moans come out as pathetic whines while you’re reduced to a mess. His cock hits the perfect angle each time he draws his hips back and slams into you. Your orgasm is nearing. The tension in your core is about to snap.
“Mando, I’m gonna-” you start but you’re cut off by your own moan.
Your ears are ringing and your walls clench his cock, waves of pleasure washing over you in a euphoric symphony. And for once, you’re looking into the eyes of the person who is responsible for this feeling. At least you imagine you can see his eyes.
Hot cum spills inside you as he lets out a deep grunt, cock inside you as deep as it’ll go. It’s then that he lets go of your chin and holds your hips, keeping you in place as he finishes.
He pulls out swiftly and gets off the bed, retreating to the armchair in the corner of your room, thighs spread wide in an inviting stance. You sit up and look at him, watching as he catches his breath, modulated pants slipping out from under the helmet. Maker, you want to sit on his lap, letting him hold you until you drift off to sleep. But he couldn’t even be bothered to get in bed with you at the motel. You shouldn’t want him. You shouldn’t let yourself want him and yet you do. You can count all the times you’ve had sex on one hand and yet you want him to touch you, to cherish you, to love you.
But his talents start at touching you and stop there. Why do you want him so bad?
Like an addict you crawl back to him, finding a home in his lap. He doesn’t protest like he probably would. He does owe you a back rub. But if this were any other scenario, any other circumstance, he’d be questioning you right now.
You straddle his lap, knees by the outside of his thighs. You lean against his breastplate, head resting on his shoulder. He tugs off his glove before he drags his nails across your skin. He scratches your back soothingly, lulling you into a state of bliss. You ignore the pit in your stomach telling you that this is a one-time deal, that he never wants to talk about this again. Because once you feel cared for. You wonder if this is how you made him feel at the motel. Maybe he’s not used to being cared for or his needs being met.
You’re lost in thought, replaying every moment since the fateful day you met him until now. Tonight was a win in terms of breaking down the barriers he set between you two. A small victory but you’ll take it. He seems like he requires real work, time, and energy. And that begs the question; can you change him?
It seems like you’ve already been trying this whole time.
“Hey, don’t fall asleep.”
“Let me,” you half whine, nuzzling your face into the fabric of the chair.
He lets out one of his famous sighs but ultimately gives in.
“I did move a bunch of boxes all day,” you remind him.
He doesn’t say anything. Instead, he continues to scratch and rub your back. His gloved hand rests on the back of your neck. Before your mind goes completely fuzzy you think to ask about the nickname and remember to ask.
“Mando?”
“Yes?”
“…What does that name mean… ruusaan?”
“Don’t worry about it.”
With that, you let yourself fall asleep.
-
You wake up in your bed, alone of course. You roll over, glance at your dresser, and spot a hefty pile of credits. He must’ve paid and left. You pull yourself out of bed and glance at the list of stuff he purchased. The credits he left are more than enough. But on the bottom of the note it reads;
Until next time, ruusaan.
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