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cocogum · 1 year
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Alluka and Nanika’s relationship is despicably twisted.
In the world of HxH, duos have taken shapes in numerous forms and meanings depending on who they are as people.
Duos such as Netero and Zeno, Silva and Zeno, Gon and Killua, Pariston and Ging, Illumi and Hisoka, and many more have all given different significances and purposes for siding with the person they are currently with, no matter if they are shown in a bad, good or grey light.
But what if one of those duos wasn’t balanced or reciprocated?
What if it was instead a dependable one-sided partnership and not a consensual one but took the appearance of a balanced relationship right under our noses?
And what if that type of “duo” completely missed us due to how we conveniently perceive these two as being “adorable” or “pure” when they’re put together?
There’s a good chance we didn’t notice this toxic relationship at first glance since Alluka and Nanika are the duos described here.
Throughout the episodes and chapters alike, we have come to learn more about how Alluka and Nanika seem to be cooperating and functioning separately.
From the differences between their speech patterns to their personality, we have also come to notice how they easily get along with one another despite sharing one singular body.
So it wouldn’t be far-fetched to believe that their relationship isn’t critically unbalanced.
When you are completely certain two individuals are considered to be a team, you should at least know about both parties to better know what their personalities and especially intentions are all about.
Alluka should theoretically be the first that comes to mind when we think about which of them is easier to learn more about since the personality of the zoldyck is pretty transparent when in actuality, they are just as difficult to figure out as the other.
So to start, let’s begin with the one that we truly know the most about: Nanika.
Since this creature isn’t human, the only way to know what it does and what it is capable of is to learn its species’ roots.
This shouldn’t be a problem for anyone to find out more about Nanika’s abilities since we already witnessed what she could do already. But once we start to learn what it can do to its captor, we learn that it is not just her requests we need to fear.
And the captor in this situation would be Alluka.
We have already found an immediate red flag.
If you need a briefer, here is what we publicly know about Nanika:
Nanika is part of the Five Threats that were obtained from the Dark Continent during the five voyages that occurred in the past. Contrary to what Killua thinks of her, Nanika is part of a gaseous lifeform species called “Ai” and lives southwest of Lake Mobius. They do not have any sort of actual language system whatsoever. However, they do seem to make a sound close to the word “Ai” which is the Japanese word for “love”. They are lifeforms capable to give a maximum of four requests to an individual which usually leads that person to die by getting squashed or wrung to death if they do not accomplish any or only half of the beings’ requests.
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So far, this is all we have of its capabilities on the surface but things seem to turn eerily familiar for the worst once we dig under the iceberg.
And this is where the captor comes into play.
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This small detail is what immediately sorts Alluka and Nanika out from the usual duo dynamic because this dangerous ability of Nanika is the very reason why Alluka is the way that she is.
Throughout our time with Alluka, the possessed zoldyck has been shown countless times to not specifically care about Nanika’s victims which are the ones who usually die due to an individual’s wish.
The people that get squashed to death don’t seem to faze Alluka in any way.
We see this time and time again.
Whenever Alluka sees or hears about the news of innocent victims, no distinct reaction is present on the kid’s face.
Example 1: Mitsuba’s death which lead to her lover also dying in the process gave Alluka no reaction.
Example 2: The dead people related to the photographer who got through the zoldyck gates thanks to Milluki gave Alluka no reaction.
Example 3: The female servant named Kasuga who babysat Alluka died right in front of the said child’s eyes and still gave Alluka no reaction.
At first glance, Alluka’s odd behaviour could have been resolved with logical explanations such as the fact that the zoldyck is still very young, and doesn’t know any better, not to mention that the child is part of an assassin family so death is pretty much a norm here so it would be alright to think that the deaths happening left and right is appropriate.
But if we follow that logic, then it wouldn’t make any sense as to why Alluka is capable to know that hurting people’s feelings is a wrong thing to do when Killua stood up to Nanika and told her to disappear.
If Alluka knows that hurting people verbally is wrong, then the kid should be able to know that hurting people physically is just as bad as words except worse.
Something is wrong here.
Normal children would be able to comprehend that hurtful gestures and words can be harmful to anyone.
So why isn’t Alluka also standing up for the unnecessary physical violence that Nanika is causing?
It’s clear as day that Alluka doesn’t see anything wrong with Nanika. She fully supports the calamity and would do anything for it to the point where she would even scold Killua, her own brother, for trying to make Nanika leave.
This is hard solid evidence that Alluka is also a victim of Nanika.
Since the victim is forced to fully support and encourage the self-destructive behaviour of Ai, that makes Alluka a sort of pawn to manipulate for Nanika.
Whether Alluka realizes this or not, this could also explain her lack of personality. Alluka is always seen gaping like a fish whenever accidents and death happen all around her. Almost like she couldn’t have a personality of her own because of Nanika’s presence taking all the space, suppressing her and keeping her in a corner in her own body.
Yes, not only is Alluka always supposed to support Nanika no matter what, the zoldyck is not even capable of being present in her own body for long periods.
According to Killua, the number of times Alluka truly appeared without Nanika was deemed to be close to nothing.
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So Alluka can't essentially come back when:
1. the person who couldn’t have completed all of Nanika’s requests dies, Alluka cannot come out until the requests have been completed by someone else who comes along right after.
2. the person who’s been completing requests suddenly moves away from Nanika and the wish is cancelled (ex: Tsubone and the fingernails).
3. Nanika isn’t very good at healing so whenever she finishes healing someone or something, she has to go to sleep for a long while.
Because we see the requests piling up when Alluka’s body is present, many have failed to realize which of the two was talking in some cases since some fans believe that Alluka was mostly present everywhere because Nanika hasn’t physically appeared.
When this is strictly false.
Nanika can appear without changing Alluka’s face.
Fortunately for Killua, you can pinpoint exactly when Alluka is present and when Nanika has taken over simply by analyzing the body’s speech pattern.
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Whenever the body is calling people by their full names (ex: “Kurapika”, “Hisoka”), Nanika is present.
Whenever the body is calling people with an honorific (ex: “Gon-chan”, “Mitsuba-san”) or some kind of nickname (ex: “Oniichan”), Alluka is present.
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This helpful detail reinforces the fact that Alluka is encouraging Nanika’s behaviour as well as being incapable of having free will over her own body.
Above all that, Nanika could be aware of everything that she’s doing to Alluka.
After all, if asking for requests and expecting some people to die to some of them is a natural habit/side-effect of Nanika’s, then she could very well believe that what she’s doing to Alluka is completely natural.
Even though Nanika doesn’t see anything wrong with the killings she committed, she has shown to be capable of loving her vessel and Killua.
So the possibility of her thinking that what she’s doing to them is normal but would still genuinely love them, wouldn’t be far-fetched to believe.
However, the love that she bears for them doesn’t mean she’ll willingly stop granting wishes if they don’t like it.
It’s in her nature to give out requests after all.
Nanika’s ability is all about manipulation, her main objective is to grant desires without stopping. This also means that she’ll do anything to keep granting even if she has to manipulate her close ones.
A good proof of this would have to be the time when Nanika suddenly became very vocal about her feelings towards Killua when he started telling her she couldn’t come out anymore.
Nanika completely understood at the time that not coming out anymore meant no more wishes to give.
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She immediately becomes less commanding and instead tells him how she loves him for him to feel guilty for the fact that he’s about to make her stop doing what she loves entirely.
While codependency is a very common thing in our world, where someone deliberately supports their partner’s self-destructive behaviour, in this case, the Ai species seems to use that same tactic to their advantage by instead forcing their victims to feel those same feelings towards them instead of letting them make that choice on their own.
Although it is not confirmed if Nanika initially didn’t care for Alluka and Killua the first time she met them and slowly genuinely loved them later on, it does not change the fact that her species have a strong tendency to control their vessel so that they could get the chance to make more wishes by their vessel’s forced consent.
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In other words, Nanika is completely codependent on Alluka.
She has an obsessive focus on her partner’s behaviour, tries to control her other half daily, literally doesn’t have any boundaries since they both share the same body and especially doesn’t want to be separated from her vessel since her true form is primarily made of gas.
If Killua thought that Alluka’s living condition was unhealthy and dangerous because of his family, then he should have also tried pushing Nanika away when he still had the chance back in the hospital.
Now that Alluka knows what he was about to do, she forced him to respect Nanika’s place in their private circle and he immediately agreed to do just that so that his younger sibling won’t get angry at him.
There is now nothing that Killua can do to erase Nanika anymore.
She has Alluka fully wrapped around her finger and she plans on keeping it that way for as long as she lives.
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atopvisenyashill · 10 months
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how many times do i have to see “you’re a slavery apologist for disliking dany” before someone actually gives a good answer to “so why is dany allowed to profit from slavery & keep slaves herself”
the answer is “i will be waiting until i am dead and buried.”
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dollsuguru · 1 month
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the urge of wanting suguru to be real and also wanting him to be my boyfriend is hitting very, very, very hard rn…
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lapetitechatonne · 10 months
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me and my girlfriend @gilbirda are very cute, and it gives me such joy to see the little opposite pic crews we accidentally made 💕 plus a meme by @gremlin-bot because when they’re right, they’re right
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anyways i love her, that’s all 💕
link to the pic crew hehe 🤗
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frog-0n-a-l0g · 6 months
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Ok so I get the argument that “you can’t have good days without bad days” and “if it was a good day everyday things would be boring”
But then again if it was a boring day that can count as a bad day. And if bad days can’t exist and boring=bad then you can’t have boring days either. Making everyday nice and happy.
So yea I do want everyday to be good
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lovailee · 1 year
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He’s really the first guy I’ve ever just authentically been myself with. Well, the second, but I feel a little more free with him. ​Not gonna form an unhealthy attachment to him tho. I don’t wanna ruin this. Ima just let the relationship flow into whatever it flows into and if it never even becomes anything, that’s coo too. I’m just glad I got to experience him
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deus-ex-mona · 10 months
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noping out li k e
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ruffgem · 2 months
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I hate school so fucking much lol and I always just thought I was taking too many credits but this semester I finally took a normal amount of credits and it doesn’t matter. It’s not the amount of classes, it’s just having any classes at all. I feel like there was definitely a time where I could handle it but not anymore lmfao… this place was crazy. Sent me into my first real and scary panic attack, broke me out in stress hives, ruined my sleep, turned me into a mega hater…. smh. I know it could be a million times worse so I feel bad for complaining but it was not cool. All I can hope for is that my degree and good grades that I damn near died trying to get for literally no reason do me some good in real society tho I doubt it lmao
#like why did I try so hard lmfao…… I don’t need a 4.0 I’m not going to grad school I’d rather kms#I don’t know. I didn’t realize I was trying that hard I just thought that’s how hard I was supposed to try#IDK!!!!#I have never been good at knowing how much effort to put into things my entire life#I give everything 110 percent when it feels like I’m giving it like. Idk. 80 percent#everyone calls me a perfectionist and IM NOT TRYING TO BE LOL I don’t know how to gauge what I can or can’t be dismissive of!!!#it’s hard for me to discuss this problem I have without it sounding like I’m being like ‘omg I’m so smart that I do everything perfect by#accident’#THATS NOT WHAT I MEEEEAAAN#whatever#some people’s mental health issues make their grades tank but I have never had below an A- in my life and if u ask me that is also#indicative of an issue like LOL. if your child is like that then get them help for fucking real#ugh I love my mom and it’s not her fault but when I was a kid I was literally bawling and having stress headaches and canker sores DAILY#after school and being unable to sleep because I was so afraid of going the next day#and she was just like. ‘I was like that too :) it’s normal. you’re just a perfectionist’#ACTUALLY IM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND FOR NO REASON but okay#ok sorry let me just shout out some gratitude tho to the handful of teachers I had who were epic and had swag#I loved them#they didn’t make up for the rest of this bullshit though LOL
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rainymoodlet · 1 year
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💕 self-love time! talk about which ones of YOUR creations (edits, artworks, fanfics) you like the most then send to other sim-blogs to do the same 💕
!!! this is so sweet?? i love this idea 🥹 thank you for sending this to me sweetheart!!
i am honestly really really happy with how kiss me in komorebi has come out so far. i’ve been trying to follow the golden ratio and the perspective guidelines laid out in photoshop to compose my shots and i think they’ve really improved! 😭 i’m so glad everyone’s been enjoying it and following along with everything as they would a real tv show, it was the vibe i was going for and i am so thankful that everyone’s been enjoying it 🥹
everyone’s tips here on tumblr have been so helpful to me as well! i would not know half of what i do if @softpine @rebouks @cinamun and @itsmariejanel didn’t take their time to craft such masterful shots and then outline their processes! this community is seriously full of so many gems 🥹
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headcheeese · 1 year
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i’m not a copycat i swear i swear i swear
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creatorisdumb · 10 months
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@random-uzer
Hanahaki X Yandere AU idea I thought of while in the shower
Yandere realized that Senpai doesn’t love them and Yandere develops hanahaki, after a week or so of having it, Yandere finds out Senpai loves another girl, Rival.
Yandere kidnaps Senpai and Rival, monologues for a bit, and kills Rival. They then say that if the hanahaki doesn’t stop, then they will both die as Yandere is the only person to know about Senpai being in Yandere’s basement, thus meaning they’re the only person who will feed Senpai (leading Senpai to die due to starvation), because Yandere will be dead because of the hanahaki.
Senpai will either have to fall in love with the person who kidnapped and killed their lover or die to starvation because of Yandere not feeding then because they died.
thank you for coming to my Ted talk.
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rachgreenes · 10 months
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I feel bad for Taylor that the whole “easter egg” thing has gotten so extreme cause like girlie can’t even just wear a cute outfit on a night out without people thinking it’s a planned meticulous clue she’s sending to her fans
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1004tyun-archive · 11 months
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my love 🥺🥺🩷 i hope you’re feeling well despite the wi-fi issues!! >< hopefully those get solved soon…
while you woke up i was actually in the middle of looking for these concept pics of tyunning because they’re some of my favorites 😭 and i needed to add some ice cream because i’ve bought so many 😭
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now is the countdown of what we got… we got chocolate vanilla, chocolate gelato, frozen themed ice cream, SPONGEBOB ICE CREAM???? it looks so cute 😭 i haven’t had the chance to eat it yet but it looks so cute if i have it i’ll take a pic for you mommy 🥺🩷 and SO many ben and jerry’s flavors 😭 we got all of the ones we found at the store (no milk and cookies in sight… 😔)
while waiting i also found they had some cookie cake and i took a picture that i’ll send you in dms~ it looks like something you’d like hence why i took the pic but i wasn’t sure it was wise to buy it with the amount of ice cream we got so i decided not to get it but at least keep the memory of it because it reminded me of you 🥺🥺🩷 there was also banana cake and pumpkin spice cake??
anyway hehe~ that’s all for the groceries 👉👈🩷 going to my appointment and having my therapist be so supportive like yours is really made me feel so happy so early in the day and i’m just so relieved and glad 🥹🥹🩷 getting to talk about how it all happened was so fun and i was all happy talking about you although shy as well >\\\< 🩷🩷 i love you so much mommy 🥺🥺🩷 you’re the gem of my life, my sweetie pie 🥺🥺🩷 i missed you lots~ me wants to call mommy soon ;3; 🩷🩷 i hope you have a good day my love 🥹 later in the evening i’ll try to take pics of what i get at the buffet just for you!! 👉👈🩷 i love you my sweet darling~ 🥺🥺🩷
my baby~ 🥺🥺🩵🩵 other than the wifi issues i feel great!! honestly i’m just glad it’s an internet only issue and not a power issue i would’ve hated to wake up to no air conditioning or functioning oven that sounds like a nightmare 😭😭
an update on the internet: the company says it’s an outage that’s been going on for 12 hours now i’m surprised it hasn’t been fixed yet 😭😭 hopefully they’ll get this resolved soon
OMG THESE PICS ARE SO PRETTY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵 this is such a pretty moodboard baby i love it 🥺🥺 (it’s almost as pretty as you~)
when you said you got spongebob ice cream i immediately thought of this abomination with the gum ball eyes and melting face 😭
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(i remember them tasting pretty good though, like sorbet :o) hopefully yours looks better than this sjshhs
i’d love to know all the ben & jerry’s flavors you got 👀👀 so sad that milk and cookies is still nowhere to be found 😭😭 such is also the case for me finding that tiramisu flavor either it’s hiding from me or maybe it never even existed 😨😨😨
the cookie cake you sent is so cute now that i think about it we definitely have something like that here it’s just funny that for the label they use a completely different kind of cookie when it’s clearly oreo flavored 😭😭 i’d totally devour that though for sure 😩😩 oooh banana cake and pumpkin spice cake?? i’ve never had banana cake but i like making banana bread (it may as well be banana cake with all the flour, eggs, and sugar required to make it djshs) and i’ve made spice cake before too so i’d like to try those someday :0
i’m so relieved that your therapist was so supportive 🥺🥺🥺 that seriously made me so so happy it really made my day 🥹🩵 hehe i’m imaging you getting all shy when talking about me and i want you to know that i also get shy when asked about you even though internally i’m always begging for an excuse to bring you up hehehe 🤭🤭🩵 i always get so happy when i get to talk about you my love 🥺 i love my sweet baby so much~ you’re the light of my life and my shining star i’m always missing you and looking forward to the next time we can talk 🥺🩵🩵 mommy wants to call her baby soon too 🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵 my day has been amazing so far because of you 🥺 i hope yours has been great too~ yesss send pics let me eat vicariously through you hehe :3 i love you so much my little cherry fairy 🥺🩵
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padfootastic · 11 months
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mom help it’s an ungodly time of night, i’ve to wake up in 5 hours, and i’ve somehow gotten onto the anti-prongsfoot but mwpp fan side of tumblr and i don’t know how to crawl out of this cursed hellhole 😭😭
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scottishstoner · 2 years
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The new PM here in the U.K. (who is going to be sworn in soon) is gonna be the worst omfg I read up on her policies and not only does she want to unban fracking but she wants to reduce money going into green/solar research! And that’s only the start. Fucking hate the U.K. sometimes omg
Legit never thought I’d say this but..even Boris Johnson thinks she’s wrong to make fracking legal again. What the fuck?
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mauxanhduong · 2 years
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NO. FUCKING WAY ONG
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