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Doing this except I don’t draw them, and remove all the proships

[and for sharkie, I just tagged you for credit, you don’t need to read]

And i use a wheel to pick which two, and its formatted in the way that you just told me you ship these two

[yes I know its orange, but i couldn’t log in on my laptop so I gave up and used orange instead]

Both milans

Uh- nothing actually wrong with it I just wanna know your thought process

Mel x milan (story)

??? What- where did you?.. they don’t even acknowledge each other that much-?

Azzy x milan (irl)

No- Azzy isn’t even gay, and also shes a character- this feels green

Alice x Oliver

:[ what? Alice is dead by the time Oliver even knows she exists, but I mean could be a ghost romance?? Sure I guess

Oliver x Sunny

I mean go for it? They have known each other for a while so I’m not completely against it, its like half yellow half purple for this one

Mother x alice

I meeeeaaan, could happen, shit so unlikely it’s gonna take my shity writing to happen but that would be funny, purple for the jokes

Sunny x mother

*sigh* if only Sunny liked woman… *SIGH*

Rose x Mel

They would be platonic friends, but rose is aroace

Sunny x Kepo

*look of disgust, confusion, and curiosity all at once* it’s TECHNICALLY ok, still gonna look at you like it isn’t-

Azzy x Tocada/Tocado

I could see her comforting them, thats cute (I guess?) still blue because everyone else can’t see Tocada/Tocado

Aloe x Jayden

I had a audible reaction to this one, again, nothing wrong with it they just never talk

Hannah x Jayden

Not exactly sure what you saw in these two, and tbh this ship feels like one of those ships you make because the character design looks good together-

Oliver x grandmother

No- thats like a mom to him

Tocada/Tocado x Rose

No- Rose doesn’t have the emotional vulnerability for them- she would end up hurting their feelings every day-

Eirn x Kai

*questionmark sound* [shit I don’t even this I made them know of eachother]

Sombra x Capa

Ok technically they are the same person? Ish? I don’t know, look just hear me out [explains how Sombra’s cockyness and capas tiredness is a great couple]

Kepo x Alice

I’m gonna give you another weird look but I’m not gonna say anything

Milan (story) x Aloe

You are just playing dolls now, no way you actually ship them-

1 x Alice

The original ship :D, doomed yuri tbh

Aloe x milan (irl)

Sure?.. I guess, one of those things that no matter how much thought I give it I feel like I didn’t think about it enough, anyway they would be a normal couple 👍

Hannah x Mimu

Uh? What? *audible confusion*[just wouldn’t happen, nothing wrong with it]

Alright thats enough of the wheel because frankly, its traumatizing me, now ships my friend has said B)

1 x oliver

Their Roman Empire tbh, this is literally all they ask about when i say i wrote something- good ship but doomed yaoi (or just doomed depending on what you consider 1’s gender]

Sunny x 1

They were joking about it- shit ship- nothing more to say

Eirn x Aloe

Slow burn, like really fuking slow- great couple when they do get together [or DO THEY?!, lmao I like killing peoples off]

And then the last three I could rant about but rn I won’t elaborate on

Sombra x Tocada/Tocado

Capa x Tocada/Tocado

Sombra x Capa x Tocada/Tocado

Anyway, thanks @sharkyy599 for the idea 🫶 and sorry so anyone who read all of this

#shit ton of blue

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mymagnificentself · 7 years

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if you say im gonna start loving myself and not waste any more time and energy on people that dont appreciate/value/care about/for me and my company/...conversational like whatevers that sounds a lot better than saying i have no friends and no one (id like to) will respond to me and thats kinda sad bc im getting rather desperate but i see that theres no point in bothering anyone who doesnt give a shit(not meaning to throw any shade, thats just sometimes how things are and i _understand_) and making things forced and uncomfortable for everyone so after enough attempts to initiate any further conversation ill just naturally let it die out .....and thats actually how i "lost" all those people id considered ""friends""(or well willing subjects to my daily spam™) or maybe thats just me being over dramatic and misinterpreting every thing in life (since i have no reference whatsoever to how things in a "normal" life with "healthy relationships" are supposed to be like) buuutttt i meeeeaaan no thats what in feeling like and what im picking up on and actually it is true that people should be thankful to have me in their lives bc i (can be) a good person and whatnot(..thats what id like to think at least, or that i try) and if they cant handle or recognize that then its really their loss and i should move on and no longer waste my energy on people who dont want me and instead make personal text posts screaming into the ѵօíժ tђคภк y๏ย ש๏เ๔ աaɨt աaɨt ɦօʟɖօռ ňoɰ omɢ ţһıs ıs ɢяєѧţ ⓞⓞⓞⓗⓗⓗ ŤĤĨŚ ĨŚ PĔŔŦĔČŤ օհ í ղҽҽժ Եօ ժҽςíժҽ օղ ɑ ƒօղԵ (ɷɾ ɟųىt kҽҽp ىkɩppɩŋɠ єשєгy ﾓєฬ ฬ๏г๔ร ) (ɯɧıĆɧ ąٳŞơ ŞɛɛmŞ ŧơ ɯơřҠ) вυт тнιѕ ιѕ ѕo cool ¡ ⊂Λ∩ mΛkξ mÿ p☻§t§ l☻☻k ŘÊĂĹĹŶ ĈÕÕĹ ĂŇĎ ĈŘŶPŤĨĎ AǸd Aし＄✿ ㉫v㉫Ǹ ħArd㉫r †✿ r㉫Ad ₣ØŘ ΔŇ¥ØŇ€ ŦŘ¥ΞŇg ŦØ ŞŦΔŁҜ Μ€ ANÐ USE ŦħESE AGAINSŦ ME ѳkɑy ʆɑรt ѳɳɛ wɦicɦ ɗѳ wɛ ʆikɛ ɓɛรt รѳ Բɑʀ tђเร ๏ภє เร tђє ђคг๔єรt ๏ภє t๏ гєค๔ เ tђเภк คภ๔ tђє ๓๏รt lเкє שเรยคlly קlєครเภﻮ lเкє שєгy קlคyﾓยl l๏tร ๏ﾓ .... รςђภöгкєl ﾓ๏г รєςгєt รєςгєt ק๏รtร ๓คy๒є? tɧat ɷŋҽى aɭىɷ ŋɷt baɖ ɷŋ tɧҽ aɾtɩىtɩcى ɩ tɧɩŋk bųt ɷbѵɩɷųىɭʏ mųcɧ mɷɾҽ ɭҽɠɩbɭҽ bųt ɩ tɧɩŋk ىɷ ʆaɾ ɩ ɭɩkҽ tɧҽ ɷtɧҽɾ ɷŋҽ bҽttҽɾ Եհҽ օղҽ ҍҽƒօɾҽ ԵհɑԵ (í ՏհօմӀժ ʍɑվҍҽ ցíѵҽ Եհҽʍ ղմʍҍҽɾՏ օɾ ՏօʍҽԵհíղց յҽՏմՏ ςհɾíՏԵ ) ղɑհ ҍմԵ íʍ ղօԵ ɾҽɑӀӀվ Ӏíkíղց ԵհíՏ ɮɛċaʊsɛ aċtʊaʟʟʏ tɦօsɛ (ɑҍօѵҽ) ʟօօҡ ʟɨҡɛ a ҡɨɖs sċʀɨɮɮʟɨռɢs. sօ ɨʍ ɢօռռa ɢօ tɦʀօʊɢɦ tɦɛʍ ʄʀօʍ tɦɛ tօք (օʀ tɦɛ օռɛs ɨ ʟɨҡɛɖ) jusţ ţo sєє һoɰ ţһєʏ ʟooҡ oň ţһєıя oɰň ıň ɞıɢɢєя ɞuʟҡs. ѧňԀ ţһєň sєє ғяom ţһєяє ɞuţ ѧċţuѧʟʟʏ ţһє ҡıԀs sċяıɞɞʟıňɢ ʟooҡıňɢ oňє ѧʟso һѧs ıţs ċһѧяms ơҠ ŧɧɛ ŧɧřɛɛ ơŋɛŞ ცɛʄơřɛ ŧɧıŞ ąřɛ ŧɧɛ ơŋɛŞ ცąĆҠɯąřɖŞ ąŧ ŧɧɛ ცɛɠıŋŋıŋɠ. ცųŧ ɯơɯ ʝųŞŧ ٳıҠɛ ŧɧąŧ ŧɧąŧ ąٳřɛąɖყ ٳơơҠŞ Ćơơٳ w¡t∏ t∏w ∫☻∩t ⊂∏Λ∩g¡∩g ξνξ®ÿ ∩ξw pΛ®Λg®Λp∏ ¡ mξΛ∩ ∩☻☻☻t ®ξΛllÿ Ð¡gg¡∩g t∏¡§ ☻∩ξ t∏☻ ∩ΛΛ∏ t∏Λt j∪§t l☻☻k§... p®¡m¡tνξ ¡Ðk ɑɳɗ tɦɛ ʆɑรt ѳɳɛ ɓc tɦɛ ѳtɦɛʀร ɑʀɛ ɑʆʆ ѵɛʀy cɑpitɑʆiรɛɗ iԲ ɑɳyѳɳɛ cɑɳ ʀɛɑɗ tɦiร ɑɳɗ iร iɳtɛʀɛรtɛɗ iɳ wɦɛʀɛ i gѳt it Բʀѳɱ ɓtw тнιѕ ιѕ done вy a вeaυтιғυl app called ĸιĸaĸeyвoard тнaт leтѕ yoυ cυѕтιмιѕe yoυr ĸeyвoard and нaѕ ғυnny ғonтѕ. ๏кเ๔๏кเ เ ๔๏ שєгy ๓ยςђ รtเll lเкє tђเร เ tђเภк tђเร ๏ภєร ๓y ﾓคש๏ยгเtє (คภ๔ เt l๏๏ร שєгy ђเﻮђ tєςђ/คlเєภ ๏г ฬђคtєשєг ๔๏єรภt เt?) ....เร tђเร คภ คςtยคl tђเภﻮ เภ ค lคภﻮยคﻮє tђ๏ ค๓ เ ןยรt lเкє คฬﾓยlly คקקг๏קгเคtเภﻮ ร๏๓є ςยltยгє 0.๏ ҍς í հɑѵҽղԵ Տҽҽղ ʍօՏԵ/ɑղվ օƒ ԵհօՏҽ ՏվʍҍօӀՏ ҍҽƒօɾҽ ҍմԵ ԵհɑԵ ժօҽՏղԵ հɑѵҽ Եօ ʍҽɑղ ɑղվԵհíղց aռɖ tɦɨs օռɛ ɨ aʟsօ ʟɨҡɛ ɮċ ɨt ҡɨռɖa ʟօօҡs ʟɨҡɛ ɨt ɦas a ɮʊռċɦ օʄ ʊքsɨɖɛ ɖօառ ċʀօssɛs aռɖ ʄɛɛʟs ҡɨռɖa աɨtċɦʏ ռօt tɦat ɨ ɦaʋɛ aռʏtɦɨռɢ tօ ɖօ աɨtɦ tɦat... and тнιѕ ιѕ jυѕт lιĸe "neυтral" вυт wιтн a вιт oғ cнaracтer ﾓг๏๓ tђє קєгร๏ภคlเty tђ๏ เ l๏๏๏๏๏๏שє tђเร ๏ภє гєคlly ђ๏קє เ๓ ภ๏t คקקг๏ק��เคtเภﻮ คภytђเภﻮ ๏г ๏ﾓﾓєภ๔เภﻮ คภy๏ภє ฬเtђ tђเร ๒ยt เ รยקק๏รє เภ tђє ﻮгคภ๔ รςคlє เ๓ ภ๏t เ๓ק๏гtคภt єภ๏ยﻮђ t๏ гєคlly ๓คttєг.

#friends #talking #to myself #mags speaks #should turn it off for the tags tho maybe #oh well well see what happens over time i didnt do my homework for tomorrow i just remembered oh well shit happens #and none of our teachers really care anymore so theres that #hm but so these ramblings have been going on for a while and since some amount of time #idk if i should be like worried #bc severely venting online (several times a day) instead of like... idk being productive or having to go talk to about things #im sticking to this hellhole of a website #idek #but i suppose in a way venting does help and weve already established the writing things out helps me process them #unless i manage to like completely psych myself out bc then there is NO ONE to stop me and calm me down #oh daaayum thats like two years ago when i just started dating my now ex and he went to work at a camp for two months #oh god it was driving me crazy it was like i was just crashing with a car into a tree at full speed and nothing to slow me down #bc i was again only in that way like i am now bc there is no immediate actual recipient person on the other end #i should really go to sleep eith has been going on for WAY too long and maybe then i should see if i can befriend the other gays i met #although the cycle is probably just gonna repeat itself oh GOD i need SLEEP i am so messed up already... jfc...

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