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whorenerdking · 2 years

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reading a fanfic that’s got me like

#steddie #its a steddie fic so I’m putting it in the tag #and I started thinking about ‘leaves from the vine’ while reading it #so I’m currently sobbing in my living room #I wanna so many things about it but I don’t think any words would do it justice #the author spun the words so beautifully #every sentence chipped away at my heart #I’m honestly still crying over it #it was beautiful #💖💖💖#🥹#also I’ve been listening to ‘leaves from the vine’ on repeat for like half an hour now so that’s not helping my tears

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crowskullls · 4 months

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Minute said “I am not your puppet.” In his SMP civilization video and I ran with it.

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bloomynmoon · 5 months

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Happy new year!! 🥳

Honestly, getting into the welcome home fandom was the best thing that happened to me. I met a bunch of amazing people, i cant imagine being without them <3 To all my friends, mutuals, followers, Clown, and the welcome home team, thank you for brightening up my year 💛💐

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thegirlivealwaysbeen · 1 month

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i hate him (i miss him more than anything)

#i’m so fucked #its been so long honestly and i’m still fucked up over it and i feel pathetic #but i cant #i literally want to cry when i see him and i hate it #also he had a huge glow up after we broke up istfg #like it’s not fucking fair #kaela.txt

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kirk-says-wah · 2 months

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You're overthinking. Your writing is fine 🙂

Thank you ❤️

#honestly thank you for the reassurance #I’ve had such a shit day and that’s probs why I’m overthinking everything #sigh #I’m still gonna cry over it hahaha #lovely mutuals #madamsixx #asks

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sadiecoocoo · 2 months

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Yknow, im realizing that I’ve forgotten a lot of the clones’ names… YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!

#entire clone war rewatch #except for the ones I can’t emotionally handle #i’m going to cry #also I’m jsut now realizing that whenever I’ve watched the clone wars before I was rlly young #like too young to actually grasp it #the clone wars was literally my childhood #I actually didn’t understand five’s death because I was too young to even register who all the clones were #BUT OH BOY #WHEN SEASON SEVEN CAME OUT #you best believe I was sobbing at Echo’s return #honestly the only clones I ever remembered were the 501st and Cody #oh and Waxer and Boiler #still not over the fact that one of the twi’leks with Hera’s dad’s group was THAT twi’lek #all the Star Wars shows are so good #and so well thought out #I think I might rewatch all the way to rebels #in chronological order #speaking of chronological #I love how technically the clones wars episodes aren’t chronological #cuz remember Ponds died pretty early on #but he was seen in a later season #season 7 and maybe 6 were probably the only ones set in a certain order #I think this is cuz at the start of the show the clones weren’t really the memorable or important to begin with #except for the 501st and Rex and Cody #probably some others but I can’t remember #anyway I’ll stop ranting now #clone wars #Star Wars #star wars the clone wars #sw tbb

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shatterthefragments · 3 months

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Fuck. The biggest highs always have the hardest comedowns. This isn’t fucking worth it. Except it is. It has to be.

#the fucking socks on the table that broke the camels back #but honestly I don’t really have time to have another dish that broke the camel’s back crisis #vent #I’m standing outside trying to determine if I’m going to cry or not.a #and shit I already gave dad the money I want to exchange for a $50 #so I’ll have to talk to him again #and it’s cold outside.#and I am. not dressed for it. but at least I have a hoodie or I wouldn’t be able to stand it at all #and then I’ll try to forget and move on #it’s my one fucking day off #and let’s be honest. I planned to masturbate the entire fucking day. and I didn’t. and I still did some stuff. and I get it the table is a m #a mess #but there are worse things in the world than a sock on the table #unless we’re all autistic and our rules just all conflict in the worst fucking ways bc that is a possibility (except I think he’s NT)#bc I melt down and shut down over stuff being where it shouldn’t too (prefaced by I don’t think I’m autistic. I just have sensory issues and #scored an average of 161 in the raadsr #but like. it makes sense for our family to have it.#I’m just. fucking upset now #and my sister (who tbh had Meltdowns before masking it really well) helps me when I shut down. but fuck #none of this is good none of this could’ve been as bad as it is if somebody went and got a diagnosis and we could’ve had support #except this fucking ableist society we live in sucks and just #and anxious and wanted to kill myself so badly what good would a diagnosis be if I wasn’t around #…I should go back inside and eat dinner #but still #a few socks on the table where we don’t even eat off of that part #yells my name ‘what now?’ the socks on the table. I just. walked out of the house. and honestly good for me.#bury me back to what we came from where I belong where we came from we belong we belong #if the back tire of the bike was inflated I’d probably be going for an ill advised ride rn tbh #but alas

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sassygwaine · 1 year

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what do you mean there’s a mental health professional that actually listens to me and finds resources when she herself doesn’t have expertise in something

what do you mean there’s a mental health professional who actually follows up with you when you ask for extra resources

#fuck honestly i might have to have a cry about this that’s unrelated to the issue #just because i feel listened to in a way i am still getting used to #also i opened the referrals so i have the websites i just cannot look at them rn #i’m okay and i will continue to be #you just have to turn up the soil before you can plant new crops y’know?#we’re definitely cultivating over here

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camscendants · 9 months

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Me after working a 10.5 hour shift on cinema day

#went in at 11:45 am left at 10:15 pm #there was a pint when literally every single employee minus the two in the hospital was there #we were all getting paid time and a half so Everyone came in early and stayed late to get more money #like. this was $200+ for one shift #everybody was scheduled at least 9 hours and was required to work today #would get written up if you called out #I cleaned 50 theaters #honestly I was reading today all week But it was actually good #*dreading #everyone was In a really good mood?#it felt like field day #a lot of people were kind of over it by the end tho. the one I brought with me to usher for the second half was Miserable and crying by the #end :( she was so happy earlier #we got tips cause a customer saw her crying surrounded by trash #honestly I’m still in a pretty good mood #ooo our manager brought in a shit ton of pizzas and we got free sandwiches from firehouse subs #there were chips and cookies and brownies #went on break and ate Everything #overall a good day #I am very sweaty #moral of the story Pick Up Your Damn Trash When You See A Movie Dont Be An Ass #cinema day #movie #work #job

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daylighteclipsed · 2 years

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The stuff with Will could’ve been handled a little better and I really don’t care about the stancy vs jancy nonsense, but aside from that I think vol 2 was good

#i cried like 4 times #season 4 altogether was way better than 3 #Ik ppl are upset about will and robin but nothing about how they were handled felt malicious #we were supposed to feel for them in those sad scenes #and it ended hopeful. i mean robin’s hitting it off with vickie and #well honestly idk about will and mike #but i feel like the fact that will’s the one who painted that painting for mike and sees mike as the heart could come up again #the fact that it’s will who feels that way not eleven #i mean. there’s still a whole other season. it’s not over til it’s over #both will and mike were sidelined this season so hopefully they’ll get some character attention in the next one #but really I’ve never cared for the romance in this show #it’s the friendship and family relationships that get me grinning and sobbing #I’m also so so glad max did not die. was eleven bringing her back somehow a little cheesy? yeah. but if max had died #after this whole season about her healing from her trauma and wanting to live again #i would’ve been crushed. would’ve soured the whole ending for me tbh #but she’s alive and I’m interested to see what they do with her in a coma #since eleven is trying to lead max out of that coma using her powers #ik ppl got real attached to eddie too but i thought his death was good and the private scene between dustin and mr munson was so much more #effective than if everyone had mourned/there’d been a funeral #it was so good i broke down crying #anyway. yeah i had a pretty great time watching this season

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luvrhyune · 2 years

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cardigan.

#thats it #thats the post #honestly the song just makes me think about my ex #all ts songs fo #do*#but THIS one #i’m crying dawg #i miss him??? but i hate him???#hes so infuriating & yet i’m still so star struck over him????#he sucks :///#🌚. elle speaks

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yoohyeon · 1 year

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You know when you don’t want to go to sleep cause you know tomorrow your day is going to be shit 😭

#I don’t wanna sleep and wake up for THAT #nothing better happen cause I do not care to fight #my aunt better not try to guilt trip me because I don’t wanna talk to her she better understand and leave me alone #I miss my grandmother but I also feel so bad for seeeing for so long…#I’m for sure either crying this night or in the shower tomorrow morning 😭#I’m also worried on the Puppy side 😭#I’m glad he can see his mom again but I hope we can calm him down before anything happen #and my dad dosen’t wanna tell my aunt to not bring her dog cause her dog is always running everywhere and I don’t pups to get too excited #or stress over her running around*#I have too calm down and not worry too much but how can I ?#seeing her again is a nightmare I don’t want to but I can’t say know or I’ll never see my grandma again….#I wish she had covid still and fucking stayed home 🙄#not seeing her for 3 years was so great and I wish my dad understood how much it affected me but he thing I’m exaggerating #wish me luck guys I need it I need more than luck honestly 😭#I can already see the million moments of panic happening…. this is going to be fun for no one #I should go now my head hurt but I know I’ll stress way too much to sleep i’ need to calm down 😭#Alex.txt

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fandom-fae · 2 years

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its kinda rly funny how much i hate being alone at school and today (my birthday. fun. 🫠🙃) i have freistunden (lessons in the middle of a school day w/o a subject) and yeah. isn’t that fun?/s

i hate it here :)

#like LITERALLY FML <33333 #fucking 6!!!! SIX!!!!!! freistunden!!!! that i ‘get to be’ all alone!!!!!!!!!! don’t we love it!!!!!!!!!!!#(I HATE THIS SO MUCH I NEED A TIME MACHINE PLZ)#the WORST part is honestly already having these freistunden at all #but dven worse is that neither of my friends’ schedules line up w mine and so i’m alone and i hate it sm #and like yeah technically i gotta add i don’t know my friends’ schedules so maybe they’re just avoiding me but i choose to assume that its #bc of their schedules/ou of control lololol #i’m literally gonna cry tho #like i used to love my birthday so much when i was younger #the only thing i’m looking forward to at all with this birthday is that my cousin will come over in a few days #and i haven’t seen her in a while ^^#but still like i’m so sad rn :(#like this is ridiculous but idc uts the truth #its*#i just wish i didn’t have to be alone rn #i know i’ll get to spend some time with fam after school and that’s nice but im still unhappy right now yk?#:/#moi #irl #friends #school #birthday

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autumnalreaper · 2 years

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no one should ever grow up being told that “if you lost weight, you’d look better/someone will love you” that’s the most traumatizing thing a young person with crippling anxiety, depression, & insecurities regarding their weight could ever hear

#i’m still hearing that well into adulthood too #would much rather hear ‘the right person will love you just as you are’ or ‘you look beautiful as you are’#someone told me yesterday that i should probably buy sex since i’m still a virgin and should just get it over with #i didnt think much of it yesterday but i’m honestly a little upset about it today #this is the same dude that told me if i lost weight i’d be hot #why cant i be fat and hot?#the fatphobia that radiates through my own fucking friends is baffling to me #finna cry

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shatteredlesbian · 2 years

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Rip to my guy friend who told me the second season sucks & is the entire reason I even binged it in the first place @ them are you kidding me what the fuck lmfao im not shutting up about this forever now

#talking talk talk #listen all of the fic tropes I adored them it’s so funny #it’s so camp I love it #and it’s SAPPHIC #I FUCKING CRY #the BLACKED OUT AND ACCIDENTALLY FUCKED #the COMP HET #I honestly still don’t know how to read that I feel like she cared about him but like #maybe she was kinda forcing herself to really like him? I mean he did have to make like Sisyphus and shit #also the justice league thing w the whole thing I fucking started screaming ifykyk #I’m still not over that I’m crying #polycule

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rosicheeks · 15 days

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I'd feel like the luckiest man alive to buy a beautiful girl like yourself a bunch of flowers! What are your favourite kind of flowers?

#honestly that’s a really really hard question #I love all flowers #all time favorite is probably sunflowers 🌻 🥰#especially when they are growing off the side of the road cause that spot is getting so much sun #there’s this highway that gets a lot of sunflowers during the summer and it makes me SO happy!#almost that time of year again 😍😍😍😍#also love roses obviously #especially when you go off what each color rose means I think that’s cute and special #daffodil daisies orchid #I’m trying to think of this other name of flower but I can think of it #fun fact there’s this flower that looks like a naked dude #think it’s actually called ‘naked man flower’ but I might be wrong #but look it up #they are so funny looking 😂😂#I want a bunch of those in my garden one day lmao #I’m still not over how fucking SWEET that first sentence was???????????????#I know I started talking about flowers right away and I meant to say something at the beginning of the tags but there is noooooo way #I’m gonna type all that out again lmao #what do you mean YOU would feel lucky?!?$?! I’d feel like the luckiest girl in the world 🥺🥺🥺🥺#imagine my eyes lighting up when I see the flowers #omg I’d be so fucking happy?#idk if I’d cry or just jump over to you and give you the biggest hug #like wtf stop this is so cute #I want someone to get me flowers one day 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#(PS my favorite *flower* is weed 😝 lmao had to say it)#ask #anon

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