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Page 15, for the second time! Apologies to those that saw the version I posted last night with the typo. My days lately have been busy, so sometimes I feel a bit brain foggy. A couple of people left comments on either here or Twitter and it killed me to delete everything. ;_;

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I miss my cat you guys

doing TERRIBLE

My anxiety has made me paranoid, I can’t here laughter, whispering, plain talking, I can’t see texting, I can’t do anything without thinking I’m being made fun of or talked about in some way

Do you also have this feeling that things stopped making sense or being real in 2019 and since 2020 everything is happening way too fast and you just feel weird about it? I don't know how to explain, but I'm getting older, people are getting older, I'm still lacking on the same things over and over, but people are moving on again and again... I don't know if I feel like this because of the pandemic, but I can't think of any other explanations. I'm always seeing this and that and thinking "how the fuck was 2019 5 years ago?" "wow, this person already looks so different from how they did in 2019 - but it was already 5 years ago" etc etc.

oh 100% yes, the last “proper year” was 2019 for me as well. after that it was just declining mental health, loneliness, loss of self-confidence, and setback after setback in all aspects of life. and I agree that it makes everything even worse seeing your friends, colleagues etc grow so much and come so far while you feel totally stuck. so you’re really not alone in this, I can very much relate… 🫂

Hhhh i really wanna do the galactic seasons for the stronghold reward and that metallic purple dye but man, those battle pass things just feel like a chore. Every tuesday ya gotta log in and do your homework for the week!

They also nerfed the conquest gain from reputation, so you can’t get the daily reward by just using a reputation claim item.

I’m also not the biggest the fan of subscribing when there isn’t any new story content that requires a sub (and the last bits of story didn’t feel worth $15 whole dollars on their own) but if you want all the rewards from the galactic seasons you have to sub at some point.

I will say the rewards do feel worth it in cartel coins and packs, even more so if you do it on multiple servers (but that’s a slippery slope into making it feel like a full time job lmao)

girl help I feel kinda crazy!

PLEASE let the next past avatar they focus on be Kuruk. He is so interesting and there’s no fucking way I’ll be able to sit through a book about fucking roku

also I KNOW that all my college and high school friends are not actually announcing pregnancies or births at a higher rate than usual I’m just more hypersensitive/attuned to this kind of news than usual but also sometimes I feel an uncontrollable rage in my heart towards these people who are 1) getting pregnant for free and 2) getting pregnant, period. I recognize this as an irrational and unfair emotional reaction! it’s not like these people can help being straight and/or having uncomplicated pregnancies! but also I can burn with suppressed rage and grief about it!!!

So excited that having almost 1000 followers means I get notes on my fics…

Love how my choosing to see a therapist coincides with the 10 year anniversary commemorative Stucky mass hysteria event, that’s fun

the way i literally have 0 energy rn…….

waaaait the entire 14 ost is on Spotify/apple music !!!!!! waaaaaaaiit!!!

alright I’m pretty sure a large percentage of my new followers are bots, but the mere thought of individually checking, blocking, and reporting over a thousand accounts exhausts me. is it worth it to even do that. like am I at greater risk of being hacked or something if I let a bunch of bots follow me

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